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Black Lung playing City Bowl Park
Monster Energy Super Tour - Cape Town 2023
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Lift With Hatred Merchandise Is Out Now!
This has been a long time coming. I initially thought of the idea during my earliest days on the social media cesspool that is Instagram. It literally just popped in my head while thinking of hashtags in my earliest posts. Then after a while, I began pondering what the phrase “LIFT WITH HATRED” would look like on a shirt, or even a gym style stringer. I hope to have THAT made one day! It then…
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#Confessions Of An Angry Metalhead#Crust Punk#Death Metal#Dreams Of Body Dysmorphia#Extreme Metal#Extreme Metal Fitness#Heavy Metal#Lift With Hatred#NASM CPT From Hell#Powerlfiting#Strongman
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character introduction: cpt. vivian west
"For a pacifist, you're surprisingly ruthless."
At twenty-one, Vivian West would be young for a starship captain anywhere but the Badlands, where their five-year tenure aboard the Vagabond is uncomfortably normal. In a mostly lawless swath of the galaxy ruled by small, petty bosses and warlords, West navigates the clash between their values and their circumstances via a personal code they refer to as "Batman Rules." They're equally both sweet and a bit of a punk, and prone to whatever the irl equivalent is of liveblogging your mental breakdown. They're hopelessly addicted to sugary, caffeinated drinks, and have a bad habit of collecting love interests as if they were a superhero assembling a team.
West is Terran faerie on their mother's side and ordinary Beltan on their father's, and their name is of their own choosing. They can touch iron and lie, but the mix of ordinary iron-based blood and some faerie physiology has contributed to its own problems: chronic exhaustion, poor vision, constant allergy symptoms, and a struggle to regulate their body temperature. Often they feel slightly uncomfortable in their own body, as if their blood is running wrong in their veins. They live on a constant knife-edge of waiting for the day when their body might decide to attack itself.
The last five years of West's life have been spent in various kinds of mourning for three people: their parents, and Lin Calla, their once-partner. All three still live, but West's circumstances make contact impossible.
When West isn't chasing ion storms around the badlands, tracking their movement to keep other ships safe, they enjoy knitting, listening to music, and analyzing Old Earth film and television. Their favorite show, unsurprisingly, is Raumpatriolle: Orion.
*if west looks familiar, it's b/c i've been using them as an icon for like a year now
@faithfromanewperspective @remylong @chaoticpotatodemon @quantummeep @tleeaves @chaosandtwo @echow334
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THEY'RE SO CUTE!!!! Ninaaa!! if ur down for it u should reverse it and ravens nicknames for jersey
aaaaa! i am so glad you liked them!
maybe it's pride month, but i was feeling extremely strong #gayvesey inspiration today and yesterday, so i decided to punk rock n roll w/ it.
anyways! here are some ravenstan to jerseykyle ones. i apologize, some of these are cute, some of these are funny ( all of them are funny p much ) but some of them are a little nsfwish and out of pocket, but...i gotta live my wlw nasty girl x mlm nasty boy truth.
-( new ) jersey ( alternatively: yersey <3 )
-head ;) of the ravenstan fan club ( u kno it )
-stan's white boy of the week ( high honor )
-kyscraper ( 6ft tall and super strong )
-columbia / encykylpedia ( big brain )
-trophy husband :* ( kyle was sooo mad )
-dork diaries ( bruUuuUutal oh my god )
-mic check ( teeesting ;) 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8... )
-knockout [ k.o ] ( self explanatory, fine n scary )
-freckles / pecas ( rs x spotty boys )
-mi sabelotodo ( smart ass king smh )
-backpack ( manz packin back there )
-white yagami ( r.s. was laughing so hard )
-sexy librarian boy ( stacks on stacks )
-human redwood tree ( rs fav tree )
-ky-pod ( u know...for his three legs )
-my ky tea <3 ( ily barista jersey )
-gingersnap ( he is fiesty )
-papi chulo ( started as a joke but…>.> )
-temple broan / red wine superbrova ( they r fans )
-fruit punch ( gay and will beat u up )
-the best seat in the house ( yeeeep )
-tamarindo ( ft. curb, orange boy moment )
-late nite bite xx ( a snacccc ;))) )
-mi amor, mi vida ( i’m not crying, u are )
-my kyropractor ( blowin his back out )
-supermodel un ( slaying down the law )
-four eyes ( as in 4 my eyes ONLY, bitch! )
-( put those ) green eyes ;) ( between my thighs )
-cpt. irons his underpants ( rooooasted! )
-pelirrojo ( manz red hot )
-my personal bodyguard ( stan is spoiled )
#shdlkahslkdsad#sorry some of these were out of pocket#but thank you for asking i wanted to do a second one#my boys in love ya know!#but yes stan is annoying as a lyricist boy#he cant spell that well but he is my son#so his puns and rhymes are p sound
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yep. i hate both their outfits. ridiculous. especially the platform clown shoes.
the girls looked nice, tho. m is the only one who looks effortless. colby kinda does, too, but the outfit just feels like if cpt jack sparrow decided to go punk emo.
and i agree with the another anon… the facial hair is getting to a length where it’s debatable if it looks nicer. it needs a trim for sure.
- aussie anon
Ok I know I said I was quitting while I was ahead but put me back in coach, I'm ready to play because
What the FUCK are these.
Are they Mary Jane's? Is he wearing frilly white socks with these? Or is the white part of the shoe??
K is fine. M looks beautiful as always. Colby is giving serious sleazy strip club manager vibes but in a sort of appealing way. Sleazy pirate? Idk. Something pirate lol. I kinda fuck with it, simply cause I know it's throwing everyone off and I think that's funny 🤣. Only Colby could even come close to pulling off a 1970s discoporn/drug lord/ actual "aaarrrgh matey" pirate look lol.
I will once again quit while I am ahead and say no more. ✌️
I lied. I want Colby to continue this tradition of fucking up everyone's center of balance by growing a ZZ Top beard.
Ok, now I'm done for real 🤣.
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When the trail goes cold on a murder investigation of a policeman, an undercover narcotics officer is lured back to the force to help solve the case. Credits: TheMovieDb. Film Cast: Det. Sgt. Nick Tellis: Jason Patric Det. Lt. Henry Oak: Ray Liotta Cpt. Mitchell Cheevers: Chi McBride Audrey Tellis: Krista Bridges Octavio Ruiz: John Ortiz Darnell ‘Big D Love’ Beery: Busta Rhymes Latroy Steeds: Richard Chevolleau Michael Calvess: Alan van Sprang Kathryn Calvess: Anne Openshaw Medical Examiner Art Harlan: Tony De Santis Walter Dandridge: Lloyd Adams Jeanine Mueller: Lina Giornofelice Freeman Franks: A.C. Peterson Eugene “Deacon” Sheps: Bishop Brigante Young Kathryn: Stacey Farber Officer Ellis Breaves: Paulino Nunes Elvin Dowd: Dan Leis Calvess’ Daughter: Mallory James Mahoney Cecil Mitchum: Booth Savage Officer Marcotte: Thomas Patrice Biker: Garry Robbins Strung Out Woman: Lilette Wiens Strung Out Man: Mauricio Rodas Leonard ‘Leo Lee’ Leflore: Carson Durven Meth Dealer: Kevin Rushton Liz Detmer: Karen Robinson Oak’s Wife: Donna Croce Ruiz’ Smoldering Squeeze: Marilo Nunez Crackhead Junkie: Omar Samuels Porn Shop Dude: Steve Hunt Street Punk (uncredited): Paul Puzzella Cop (uncredited): Ken Rudulph Cop (uncredited): Bradley Sawatzky Film Crew: Screenplay: Joe Carnahan Producer: Michelle Grace Producer: Ray Liotta Producer: Diane Nabatoff Producer: Julius R. Nasso Executive Producer: Peter Block Executive Producer: Tom Cruise Original Music Composer: Cliff Martinez Director of Photography: Alex Nepomniaschy Editor: John Gilroy Casting: Mary Vernieu Casting: Felicia Fasano Casting: Clare Walker Art Direction: Greg Beale Production Design: Taavo Soodor Set Decoration: Jeffrey Butler Costume Design: Gersha Phillips Production Supervisor: Daniel Hank Unit Production Manager: Stephen Montgomery Co-Executive Producer: Jed Baron Co-Executive Producer: Andy Emilio Executive Producer: Randall Emmett Executive Producer: George Furla Co-Executive Producer: Carol Gillson Executive Producer: David Glasser Executive Producer: Michael Z. Gordon Co-Executive Producer: Michael S. Grayson Line Producer: Tony Grazia Co-Executive Producer: Brian R. Keathley Executive Producer: Scott G. Stone Executive Producer: Paula Wagner Executive Producer: Jeff G. Waxman Sound Supervisor: Paul Ratajczak Movie Reviews: tmdb27219454: Probably the best movie of 2002 that nobody actually saw. A hard-hitting, realistic look at the undercover police world with a bitter taste of the cases that they work. Jason Patric and Ray Liotia play the parts of two Detroit police offers tasked with bringing the killers of a fellow undercover officer to justice. Dark, gritty and overwhelming, Narc doesn’t sugarcoat law enforcement but somehow keeps the experience real without turning the opinion of the viewer against the officers, who often bend the rules as far as they can without going over the edge. Excellent drama, along with some very realistic dialog and some top-notch acting brings this title to the forefront of its niche. I guarantee you won’t figure out “who done it” until the very end. Definitely not a date night movie, or something to watch while the kids are around, but something perfect for a rainy afternoon flick with the guys.
#assertion#beating#child abuse#cover-up#detroit#drug addiction#drug overdose#internal affairs#Investigation#michigan#murder#narcotics cop#neo-noir#police brutality#police shootout#Top Rated Movies#undercover
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I’ve been writing a fic for COD.
Ngl, I’m nervous to post it anywhere. I’m really excited about it so I at least want to post a basic summary. Its mostly about what Simon when he’s off duty and at home. I don’t write about any missions because they really don’t fit in with the rest of the story. The closest I get is where he’s leaving for them.
His love interest is a bartender. She’s lived a rough life too, but wasn’t as fortunate to have a family bond. She’s getting to know herself and dealing with her trauma. She’s a former sex worker who left an awful situation. She’s from the Nevada area.
I try to keep as close as I can to his OG backstory, but sprinkled in some good memories that he shares with her. I also try to keep him as Simon. She gets to know Simon, and he’s maskless while off duty.
My HCs for my version of Simon
Plays guitar
Skateboards
Huge Henry Rollins fan
In therapy and doing well
Trekkie and Star Wars nerd
He refrains from romantic relationships, but is open to one night stands. He does do things differently with his love interest.
He can not only find the best cuts of meat, but can cook a mean steak.
He listens to old school punk (Black Flag, Rancid, The Adicts, etc), Lofi, Classical, Metal, Rap, and some hiphop. (Hates his dad, but will admit his music taste was good)
He has a medical mj card, BUT doesn’t use it too often. When he needs it, he uses just enough to feel better
I kind of blend his canon personality with Roy Kent and Deadpool to an extent.
If there’s any fics that write about his off duty life with a love interest that’s a civilian, please recommend!
I also started a fic for Soap that I’m also really excited about. When I get further into writing it, I will be sharing my hcs for that one as well (:
Also have plans for Gaz and Cpt Price!
#call of duty#simon ghost riley#simon riley x oc#simon riley headcanons#cod mw2#cod mw3#ghost mw2#john soap mactavish#kyle gaz garrick#john price#oc x canon
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Capcom Cup champ stomps Juri swarm to win Street Fighter 6’s first Major
The winner of the first-ever major Street Fighter 6 tournament has been announced. On June 25, veteran Saul Leonardo 'MenaRD' Mena II defeated Alan 'Nephew' Sun at CEO 2023 in Daytona Beach, Florida. The hotly-anticipated fighting game hit the global stage earlier in the month, with the game’s true leap into the competitive spotlight coming at CEO 2023. Over 1,000 players hit the convention vying to become the first SF6 champion, but in the end, it was the reigning Capcom Cup champion who stood above all at the end. https://twitter.com/MenaRD_/status/1673149312707055616 MenaRD has been a force in Street Fighter for years and ended his run in SFV by becoming the first player to ever win two Capcom Cups. That momentum propelled him into the grind for SF6 and the coinciding $2 million Capcom Pro Tour (CPT) season. With such a massive turnout for SF6 at CEO, it would take something special to make the first cut, but where others struggled, MenaRD walked through the competition with an impressive mix of Luke and Blanka play. From the final 24 until he hoisted the belt, the Dominican Republic champion only dropped two games whilst playing against some of the top talents in the world. During his top-eight run, MenaRD swept reigning CEO Champion Derek “iDom” Ruffin Manon, beat Victor “Punk” Woodley’s Juri, and then rolled to victory with Blanka over Nephew’s Juri and Chun-Li combo 3-1 for a total series record of 11-0. “The only words I have are thank you to everyone here,” MenaRD said. “This is the biggest event I have ever won in my life and it feels like I won it at home. My house. The FGC.” Juri was the character that saw the most success at the highest level in the tournament. In the top 24, six Juri players made the cut while the next highest representation was Luke, Guile, and Cammy tied at three players apiece—and that doesn’t even take into account players who swapped to Juri as a secondary, like Punk. None of those Juri mains made it into the top eight on the winner’s side, but MenaRD still had to face the “Juri swarm” multiple times, including twice against Nephew—both in their top 24 bout and in the grand final rematch. https://twitter.com/AlphaBee87/status/1672760136430129153 While CEO wasn’t a part of the CPT this year, it did act as the first hurdle heading into the summer lineup of big FGC events. The CPT’s offline schedule begins at Evo 2023 on Aug. 4, which is shaping up to be one of the largest Street Fighter tournaments ever. Read the full article
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wip!!
#noodle ocs#kahne#cpt Valhalla#Rocky#sk8r boi#punk#art#drawing#digital art#artist on tumblr#wip#tiefling
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Mago quick comeback against Punk [Combo Breaker 2018] | Street Fighter V https://youtu.be/bOy-eX8cUi0
#Mago#Punk#Combo Breaker 2018#Street Fighter#SFV#CPT 2018#CPT#pro#professional#video#game#games#gamer#gamers#gaming#gameplay#eSPort#eSports#e-Sport#e-Sports
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Photos of the Day: June of Cowabunga Pizza Time (“Live Action Tour”) — The Fillmore Silver Spring — June 22nd, 2017 [x]
#Photo of the Day#cowabunga pizza time#june#CPT#live action tour#work#Live Event Photography#concert photography#the fillmore silver spring#rock#punk#punk rock#TMNT#2017#POTD#live music#live event#maryland#silver spring#The Fillmore#DC#flute#rock concerts#gear#woodwinds#keyboard#synth#synthesizer#singer#cowabunga
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jrwi music headcannons bc why not:
(no spoilers. sry for the long post lmao)
Caspien and Cpt. Lizzie play the violin/fiddle
Chip plays guitar, specifically an acoustic guitar with low-tension nickel or copper strings, mainly finger style. He hates thumb picks for no discernible reason. He can also play piano, but he can’t read music
(Based on the fact that Chip knows a shitton of languages, so he p knows people from all over) Chip knows how to dance really well, and knows loads of different styles and techniques, both for parties and shows. He likes to square dance, and does partner ones w Jay. He like bluegrass and folk
Gillion does percussion, maybe bongo-type drums, (also hc that they don’t have many wind instruments in the Undersea because the sound wouldn’t travel very well underwater), or something similar to a lyre
Gillion likes 80-style pop music. He likes to listen to it on blast when he’s “getting limber” and working out, his favorite song is “Holding Out For A Hero” by Bonnie Tyler
Earl plays the accordion (no I am not accepting criticism here). He has also created several cursed instruments that only he knows how to play, out of gourds they found on random islands. He likes EDM.
Jay plays a flute (this one might be canon actually, I think they’ve mentioned it before). She likes punk and alt/indie genres, and bands like MSI, Will Wood And The Tapeworms, and the occasional Flatsound or Crywank
They always give Olly a cowbell when they play together, on party nights, but he can also play trumpet. He likes indie pop, like Two Door Cinema Club and The Temper Trap
Jay knows how to tap dance, and she is trying to teach Gillion. Chip thinks this is hilarious, considering Gillion’s absolute lack of dexterity a lot of the time
Marshal John plays the ukulele and the saxophone. He tells everyone he likes metal, but his favorite genre is classical, especially orchestral, music
Pretzel plays kazoo. She really like metal, her favorite bands are p the Architects, Slayer, and Gorguts
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Needles
Sy x reader
“I can’t” you said, feeling your heartbeat going wild and a transpiration starting. You know you have to take the shots since it’s mandatory for the trip you’re going on, but you hate needles. For real.
“You can’t what?” your friend asks. The trip to Crooked Island is your sister’s bachelorette celebration and you tried greatly to prepare yourself for the visit to the clinic center, talking extensively with your therapist about it and feeling really bold and ready. Now, however, you feel like you don’t really need to go.
“Take the shot. I can’t take the shot.” you repeat all over, not really listening to your best friend’s reasoning and getting to the corridor of the waiting room. She holds you back, impeding you from leaving.
“Your sister is next in the line, what if you go with her to see how it goes and how quick is all over? Then maybe you’ll grow the courage to do it too?
“I can’t go. She’s a big girl, she’ll be fine without me.”
“Sorry, miss? I think she’s having a panic attack.” You hear a deep voice saying from behind you and suddenly you’re being hug by someone twice your size. “You’re safe. Take deep breaths, sweetheart; zero in on the sound of my voice, ok?”
You have no idea who he is or why he’s helping, but his arms felt so big and hard it’s impossible not to feel secure.
“What’s your name?” He asks softly. You answer, not trusting your voice too much. Before you can ask his name, he keeps on with the questions. Starting from your age he goes all the way through your life, making you feel calmer, ending with “and what’s your phone number?” - that made you laugh and lean out of his embrace. The beauty in his face struck you. The hug was enough to show he was strong, and you always loved strong guys, but you didn’t expect to add that handsome face to the package.
“Thank you for the help. Are you here to take shots, too?” you ask the large man and he smiles, suddenly a bit shy because of your obvious change of subject.
“Yes. I’ve just left the army and my parents gifted me a trip to The Bahamas. I guess they’re tired of me trying to fix everything in their house.”
“Army?” Yeah, you can imagine him in uniform. Hot. Can’t really visualize him without the beard though.
“Cpt. Syverson.” he held his hand out for you to shake. “When is your flight?” He asks not letting go of your hand.
“In 12 days. And yours?” you look from your hands to his face.
“Same. Are you...do you have a boyfriend going with you?”
“No. No boyfriend” the smiles and stares between you having a parallel conversation. A ‘is this a lucky wave coming my way?’ kind of talk.
“Would you maybe join me for a drink at the beach?”
Your friends call your name, it’s your time to take the yellow fever monster shot.
“Why? Aren’t you free sooner?”
He laughs, reaches inside his pockets, and gives you his phone. “Put on your phone number, punk.”
“Only if you let me hold your hand while that evil woman pierces me” you say with a cute smile.
“You owe me dinner at least” he replies walking with you, a reassuring hand in your lower back.
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hi! follow up question : what do you mean by "work towards it" once you discovered what you wanted to do, go to uni to study it or find a job?
Hello,
Study it if you can! But even then, teachers will not be able to cover everything, either because they focus on something else or think it's irrelevant, so you'll have to take care of those extra parts yourself, during your free time.
Imagine you love working out and want to become a trainer.
You'll need first aid certifications and to follow a CPT program. You'll learn how to build training routines depending on the client's goal, perform assessments, communicate professionally, keep people safe, do paperwork, etc.
Technically, once that's done, you can work. But it doesn't mean you're ready.
Because you need to learn about nutrition, deficiencies, chronic illnesses, eating disorders, allergies. You need to be charismatic, sweet, and make people at ease when they come for the first time, especially if they're introverts and ready to run. You need to work on your prejudice so that you can treat everybody the same way: no flirting with the girls, no mocking/judging the fat, no infantilizing the disabled. You need to learn how to play along and stay diplomatic even when you don't like someone. You need to work on your empathy so that if someone expresses vulnerability, you won't make fun of them or underestimate their pain. You need to be the person people feel they can trust from the moment they meet them.
If you work with customers, the job is like 70% connecting. If a guy's workout is crap, he's bummed out, admits his mother is dying, and your reaction is to tell him to man up, it doesn't matter if you're the best trainer in the world from a technical point of view, you're a piece of crap and he won't be back. Because your job is to make his experience as positive as possible and you failed.
I have a dyslexic student. I realised it immediately, because I knew about it a little, and spent a few days researching the condition, symptoms, and teachers' tips to make things as smooth as possible during lessons. If I had decided to not care about it and continued organizing my sessions the usual way, that would have made me a bad teacher, regardless of my knowledge.
The human part isn't taught at school. Yet, it's capital. If I am at a 5-star restaurant and the waiter acts like a punk bitch, I will leave and never come back, even if I loved the food. If I leave a job without having another lined up, I didn't quit the job, I quit the management. If people disappoint you, it doesn't matter how good their product is or how long you've been around, it won't be enough to keep you.
So, identify every aspect of the job and make sure you become good at all of them, get in touch with professionals, read the books the famous ones wrote, check their online reviews and see how they can inspire you, etc.
Hope this helps! x
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Fuck the police comin' straight from the underground
A Young nigga got it bad 'cause I'm brown
And not the other color so police think
They have the authority to kill a minority
Fuck that shit, 'cause I ain't the one
For a punk motherfucker with a badge and a gun
To be beatin' on, and thrown in jail
We can go toe-to-toe in the middle of a cell
Fuckin with me 'cause I'm a teenager
With a little bit of gold and a pager
Searchin' my car, lookin' for the product
Thinkin' every nigga is sellin' narcotics
You'd rather see me in the pen
Than me and Lorenzo rollin' in the Benzo
Beat a police outta shape
And when I'm finished, bring the yellow tape
To tape off the scene of the slaughter
Still getting swole off bread and water
I don't know if they fags or what
Search a nigga down and grabbin' his nuts
And on the other hand, without a gun, they can't get none
But don't let it be a black and a white one
'Cause they'll slam ya down to the street top
Black police showin' out for the white cop
Ice Cube will swarm
On any motherfucker in a blue uniform
Just 'cause I'm from the CPT, punk police are afraid of me
A young nigga on a warpath
And when I'm finished, it's gonna be a bloodbath
Of cops, dyin' in L.A.
Yo Dre, I got somethin' to say
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do 3, 6, 10!
3. Favorite band you started listening to this year.
I need you to know this question shut my brain down for a solid hour. Bc there were so many. It was the year of learning the name for my favorite type of music. “Pop-punk”. Turns out there’s an active thriving scene of bands carrying on where my 90s favorites left off. Who the fuck knew. I DO NOW AND I LOVE IT ALL.
If I had to pick one (1)... which is excruciating...
I guess Waterparks- because I think technically Our Last Night and Stand Atlantic I got into in 2018 when I saw them open for New Found Glory. That’s over a year ago. Neck deep is also incredible and life changing recovery music.
Gotta shout out “Meet Me At The Altar” and “KennyHoopla”- new artists of color in the scene and they fucking rock.
6. Episode of TV that defined the year for you
Haunting of Hill House finale - specifically the addict Luke literally facing down his deamon. Rae got me into horror this year which speaks to her power as a guide and to how much I have grown since I was a kid. I’m not scared of stupid shit anymore Bc I’ve seen real horror which is human cruelty and suffering. This show absolutely nails dysfunctional family dynamics-and watching this man get through the worst night of his life one breath at a time - without any crutches- no drugs, no help- white-knuckling that shit- one second at a time and he fucking made it. He got through it. And like 2020 sometimes all we can do is stare the devil in the face and refuse to back down. There is no heroism greater than that. “Sometimes the fear won’t go away, and you’ve gotta do it scared.” And Yaknow what motivated Luke? Another addict who had helped him get clean had fallen off the wagon and needed help. Love makes us brave.
10. Something that made you cry:
This American life podcast “Ten sessions”
https://www.thisamericanlife.org/682/ten-sessions
The day before, I’d gotten really upset bc my partner suggested a podcast on mental health that didn’t fit for me. I’d lamented that “I know I’m fucked up! I know what the damage is. What I need is to know how to rewire my brain. I don’t need talk therapy to review the trauma. The meds help but only so much. Most of my healing has been listening to other ppl recovering from CPTSD. I want to keep moving forward and just haven’t found techniques that work.
Then I’m in the car and this podcast comes on.
(It felt like the universe answering my question.)
Its a millennial female like me- who records her CPT therapy sessions.
Cognitive Processing Therapy (I learned) is a new, accelerated form of guided Cognitive Behavioral Therapy where your guide helps you identify “stuck points”- beliefs you hold that are painful that you can’t get past. They teach you to assess your stuck points, re-evaluate them and maybe realize they aren’t true.
I cried when this girl realized that she thought her rape was her fault. She was 12. She waved back to a nice man in an alley her mom told her not to cut through. She’d been wearing men’s boxer shorts from the gap. She believed it was the stretchiness of the ((non-sexy)) shorts that made it easy for him to pull them down and kiss her without her consent. She also believed she “shouldn’t be traumatized bc her assault wasn’t as bad as it could have been.”
The power of watching someone realize that their trauma wasn’t their fault, and their feelings are valid was incredible.
And I was also so greatful that someone was open and honest and vulnerable about her mental health struggles. Her honesty gave me the tool I’d been searching for. I’ve used the technique on several stuck points with my partner as my guide since he knows my story- and I feel like I “resolved” some of the tangles that had been open and raw for over 5 years. It’s incredible.
We are on this earth to heal eachother. 🖤
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