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[ruka-eru]

Short Scene (17)

Short Scene 17 (No matter what status we have, we cannot change the fate...)

Type Of Story: Short Scene, Continuous, Unfinished

Genre: Love, Romance, Drama

(#Notes: Please read previous scenes before this scene..)

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Same Day as Atsumina Scene……

In the morning, around 8 o’clock….

I was preparing myself to go to work today but suddenly, my father called me to meet in his reading room. I’m really nervous when the moment he called me because I could feel the time has come now. He told me that he has something to discuss with me privately. I wonder what is it…..

*Knock*Knock*

I’m softly knocking on his door.

“Yes, Come in!”

As he shouted from the inside. Without waiting any longer, I open the door and quickly enter the room. I slowly close the door and heading closer to him. He’s sitting on the couch near the bookrack. There’s a lot of book inside this room and it’s actually my father’s mini library inside this house. It’s easier for him to fulfill his free time with reading. He loves to read and so, he loves to make research about business and marketing. Business is his life…

How I wish I could be like my father.....

Have passion in business….

“Come here and sit….”

As he gives sign for me to sit beside him on the couch. On the other side, I was just following with his command, and sit beside him.

“Yes, what is it that you wanna tell me?”

I asked him.

“Actually…. It’s about Mariko-sama…. She just got back from the US and I want you to meet with her today…….”

Before he could finish with his words, I cut him off.

“What?! Mariko? You mean Shinoda Mariko?! I thought We’re done talking about this shit!”

I’m starting to get angry, as I quickly stand up from my place. Then, before I could move myself, my father screams at me,

“MIYAZAWA SAE! LISTEN TO ME FIRST!”

I furiously move my view to him and stop for a while. I’m standing in front of him.

As he continues,

“If you leave this room without my permission…. If you leave this house without my permission!!…… if you are not meeting with Mariko-sama….. I will lock you up inside your room in this house! I will block all of your credit card and bank account that you have with you! ALSO! I will block everything until you will not be able to contact your friends and…… I will destroy your hideout place….”

His last words really got into me as I’m getting really shock! He knew I rent an apartment! He knew our hideout place!

“Are you threatening me now?”

I ask him with disbelief face.

“Think what you like…. As long as you would have a date with Shinoda Mariko today at Sukiyaki Restaurant, during lunch hour……my driver, Takagi-san would pick you up in your office later… so just follow him….”

He explained to me without looking on my face. He takes out one of the books from the rack and start reading it.

“Dad….. are you really doing this to me?! I will not going……. To…….”

I don’t have courage to finish my words and I’ve noticed that my father not even looking at me. He ignores me while flip the book’s page one by one. I feel irritating with his movement.

“You love your friends right, Sae-kun?”

He’s asking me but still not looking at me.

“Ye—yes….”

I answer him shortly.

“Then you would meet with Mariko-sama…..”

At the moment, I’ve become speechless. I don’t know what to say or what to answer him. I’m standing like a stone.

“I would take your silent as agree….. you may dismiss now….”

As he gave command to me to leave this room. I don’t have any other option except to obey with it. I don’t know what to do….

My mind becomes blank…..

I think as for now, I should just follow what my father told me and deal with it…..

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Lunch hour…..

Around 1pm….

At Sukiyaki Restaurant…..

Here I am inside the restaurant as my father wants me to…..

I’m moving my view as looking around until something has capturing my eyes….

From far away, I could see a model look person. It’s her….

The famous fashion designer, Shinoda Mariko…

She’s sitting at the corner of the restaurant. She’s alone at the moment. No one with her….

Without waiting any longer, I’m making my move as heading to her. Once I arrived at her table, I start to greet her…

���Konichiwa…. Shinoda-Ojousama….”

As I bowed to her. Hearing my voice, she turns her view to me and greets me back.

“Konichiwa… please have a seat….”

She said to me. Then, as I sit in front of her, now she realized who I am…..

“Wait…. Aren’t you….. that rude waitress?! We’ve met previously aren’t we?”

She asked me.

“Yes… I’m the rude waitress….. and my name is Miyazawa….”

Before I could finish with my words, she interrupts me….

“Sae?!”

As she said with surprising face.

“The rude waitress is Miyazawa Sae?!”

She said again with shock face.

“Yes… yes… I am…. Miyazawa Sae… are you done with that word?”

Somehow her behavior annoyed me. I don’t like the way she talked to me though we’re actually on the same level now….

“Okay~  I will stop saying ‘the rude waitress’….. it seems that you are not a waitress anymore…. ”

She explained to me then continues….

“Wow~ I couldn’t believe that I was gone only for three weeks and lot of things had changed in here….. and yet, I didn’t realize that you are Miyazawa Sae…. You’re back to your family again huh?”

She asked me.

“Yes…. And it seems that my dad had arranged a date for me to meet with you….”

“Well….. correction! Actually…. Your father AND my father had arranged our date….. to be honest, I don’t really know about this meeting. I’m only following my father’s command…. To meet with you in here….and having lunch together… urgh….”

Hearing her statement somehow surprise me. Because, she seems doesn’t like me. She also had been forced by her father to meet with me in here.

“Are you telling me that you don’t like to meet me in here?”

“Yes! I don’t like to meet with you and I don’t even like you!”

Gosh! Her words are killing me! She’s so rude! Not just her attitude, she also has bitchy look on her face! I’m starting to get mad! However, while we’re having discussion, a waitress came to take our order……

“May I have your order please?”

The waitress seems rushing and not even look at us.

“Yes…. I want to introduce to you… this is my girlfriend, Minegishi Minami… Miichan~”

As Mariko said while pointing her hand to the waitress.

“WHAT?!”

Of course I would get really shock! Who wouldn’t be shocked with her statement?!

“Huh, what?”

Said the waitress when she heard Mariko’s word. After that, she turns her view to us and realize….

“Oh my God!”

That’s the only word came out from her mouth when she sees both of us. On the other side, Mariko still continues her words by saying…..

“We have been dating with each other about 2 months already…. I love her and…”

“Mariko-sama! Please stop! Why are you here? I told you not to be in my work place anymore!”

It seems that the waitress whispering to us loudly and cut her words. I’m on the other side is looking confuse at both of them. They know each other? Is this some kind of drama or what?!

“Wait… are you joking right now?  Because if you are… you should stop…… it’s not funny you know…..”

As I said to Mariko with annoying face. Hearing my words, I think I’ve made her becomes angry, as she stands up from her seat while saying,

“I’m not joking…..”

She looks at me with serious face, and then, she moves her arm and holding on the waitress shoulder.

“She’s my girlfriend. I want to tell my father about her and I don’t like you….. I also don’t wanna have relationship with you….I already have her as my girlfriend. I had enough….”

Hearing her explanation somehow I feel like my heart has been stabbed by her words! She sounds so cruel but…..

Her statement actually set me free! She has someone she loves now and I don’t have to marry her or anything like that! I feel very happy when hear about it!

“Mariko-sama… if you’re doing this to me, I will get fired again! Please leave! Everyone’s watching! Even my manager is watching at me right now! This is already for the third time I changed my workplace! I don’t wanna change anymore!”

Although the waitress is actually whispering to her, but I can hear it too. Her face seems really worried but Mariko was just ignored her words.

“Wow….. just wow!”

As I close my mouth with my hand while keep watching on them. Because of the situation seems real to me, I couldn’t hold myself anymore. As I accidentally said to Mariko….

“I don’t believe this…. A famous Fashion Designer Shinoda Mariko is having relationship with a restaurant waitress?!”

I widen my eyes and keep looking to them.

“Don’t be rude Sae…. You were a waitress before…”

Before she could finish with her words, I cut her off, as I start arguing with her by saying…..

“And you looked down on them!”

With angry tone, I continue my words,

“You looked down on people who have no status to you! And now you wanna say I’m being rude to her?!”

“It’s not me…. It’s Acchan….and I want to end our meeting for today. Send my regards to your father and you know what you should explain to him…..”

As she wants to leave while dragging the waitress, it seems that the person called Miichan starts struggling her body from her.

“Mariko! Let me go! Since when that I’m having a relationship with you?! We break up last week remember?! When the time you were in the US! I’ve texted you that I don’t wanna see you anymore!”

“Miichan~ I knew you received command from my mother to send me those texts…. I will not end our relationship. I will bring you to meet my parent.”

“What?!”

The waitress seems shock when hearing her statement. Me on the other side just realized about the situation….

“Wait! Wait! How should I explain to my father?! You’re the one who should tell him! Not me! He won’t believe me!”

As I stand up from my seat and amazingly I saw a very familiar figure…..

“Wait a second… why is she here?”

Without thinking any further, I’m furiously heading to the person’s seat. Even though she tried to hide her face from me, but I’m very confident that I know who she is…..

On the other side, Mariko noticed with my movement. She let go of Miichan’s shoulder and follows me from behind. Once I arrived at her place….

“Kashiwagi-Ojousama...?! Why are you here?”

Watching at the current situation, she seems shock. As she wants to run away, I quickly stop her by holding her arm.

“Not so fast! I’m asking you, why are you here?!”

I asked again but no answer. She only gave me overreaction-surprising face!

We were looking at each other for a while, and then, I realized something….

“Wait! Are you following me here?”

As I’m asking her again, but as usual, she was just stayed silent while looking at me. After that, Mariko suddenly appears behind me.

“Yukirin? Why you here? You know Sae? Do you guys know each other?”

She’s asking without stop while looking to both of us.

“Ahh, Mariko? You’re back? I didn’t know that you are here…. How are you? It’s nice to see you again!”

She suddenly smiles while pulling her hand from me. From my perspective, she’s actually wanna change the topic.

“Yuki-Ojousama, don’t suddenly change the topic…. Why are you here? Are you following me before? Answer my question…. Please…..”

I keep asking her as I want to know the answer. Mariko on the other side seems curious about us.

“Yes, Sae! Yes! I was following you before because I’m very curious about your relationship with Mariko. I heard about your rumors…. About Miyazawa’s Heirs Corp has close relationship with Shinoda’s Group….”

Hearing her statement somehow has drawn smile on my face. Mariko who’s beside me had dropped her jaw while keep staring to Yuki.

“Well….. you heard her right, Mariko-Ojousama…? I’m very thankful that you have someone you love. Actually, I want to introduce to you my official girlfriend…. Which is Kashiwagi-Ojousama…..please excuse me, I need to go now….”

As I hold tightly on Yuki’s hand and without waiting any longer, I drag her with me. Everyone inside the restaurant seems surprise with our entertainment. I think after this, our scandal news would spread all over the world! I don’t care about my reputation anymore! And I don’t even care what would happen after this….

As long as….

I have Yuki beside me….

I’m not sure about her feelings towards me….

Either she likes me or not….

Either she loves me or not…

Either she has feeling for me or not….

I don’t care….

As for now what I do really care is….

My feelings towards her….

As I really love her now…

No matter what status that we have….

We cannot change the fate…..

And I will accept my fate with her right at the moment….

She will be mine….

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To be updated.

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CHAPTER TWO

Night had fallen. Darkness surrounded Danisa’s apartment. Danisa turned on her bedroom’s lamps. She could feel throbs in her head and the eagerly pulsating carotid artery as her head throbbed. It’s getting worse. Painkiller was not the answer anymore. She already took some before she went for a nap, and what she’s got? A worsening throbbing head and she really wanted to slam her head to a sturdy tree.

Suddenly, hunger kicked in. What a perfect combination! She thought to herself. She walked herself to the kitchen. She grabbed two slices of bread loaf and spread peanut butter on it. 

She ate it slowly. As she chewed, the pain comes and go. The silence filled the air and she felt so lonely. It never bothered her for a long time, but tonight, it felt different. Something had broken between her and the silence she always liked.

She traveled her deepest mind searching for the answer. The conclusion she got was she missed her parents. She missed all the laughters she got when they were around. She missed how her mother brushed her hair every time they talked. She missed how her father would tell her various Indonesian folklores before she went to sleep. 

Now, she even couldn’t touch them. Her parents died four years ago from a terrible car accident. It felt like just yesterday. Danisa, even, still remembered every detail of it. How the police came to tell her that her parents were dead and how her feeling was mixed. 

Not even a single relative came when the funeral took place. She knew that her parents didn’t communicate much with her grandparents or  their siblings since their marriage wasn’t approved. But, for God’s sake, it’s a funeral! Why couldn’t they put their old business away for a second and just came to the goddamn funeral? It’s a sad moment for her and she thought that she could use some company. But no one showed up. Just Rudi and her. 

She remembered how Rudi tried so hard to cheer her up, but all she can do was remain silent. She sobbed and wiped her tears over and over again. 

Her sandwich was half-bitten, leaving her teeth mark all over the edge of the bread. She looked at the wall where her parents’ photo was hanging. 

It’s taken when she was five year-old. It’s when she went to an amusement park in Jakarta. They all sat on a bench for a rest, then her father asked some random guy to take their picture. They were so happy on that photo. Her parents, they were smiling. She knew at the time, she was the happiest  girl on earth. She couldn’t ask more from them. But, it was gone forever. She would never get them back. 

She realized that she’s good at resolving other’s problem, but not her own problem. Even worse, she’s been friend with solitude for over four years and she just okay with it.

The sound of knocking on the door pulled her from her thinking. She yelled, “Who is it?”

No one answered.

She walked to the door and peeked through the peephole on the door. She’s surprised that no one was there. Danisa got goosebumps all over her body. The whole thing that happened just like in a horror movie she just watched.

Danisa tried not to think about it and walk away from the door to only hear another knocking sound on the door. This person, if it was a person, pissed her off. She yelled, “Cut the crap! Who is it? I’m not in the mood for playing! State your name or I’m not gonna open this door for you!”

Her mouth was dry because of the yelling. She didn’t hear any reply from the other side of the door. It’s an absolute silence. Suddenly, she heard a click sound then the door was opened.

BAM!

Danisa stepped back and fell on the ground with her face looking at the door. She’s terrified by what she saw. A tall brown skinned guy stood in front of her door with a gun on one hand pointed at her  and a black leather briefcase on the other hand. She didn’t recognize him at all. 

The guy’s wearing a black suit and a white shirt with a black tie. His shoes were polished black and shiny. His hair’s black, a little curly, and combed to one side. He didn’t look old, maybe he’s in his thirty. If you had seen this guy, you would have probably thought about a white collar in the morning running for a bus to go to work. She smelled nice floral aroma from this guy’s body.

The guy walked and kneeled in front of Danisa. He put his gun back to it’s place on his belt. He examined her closely, then he grabbed his cellphone and looked at it for a while. “You’re the one I look for,” he said with a grin on his face. The lamp shone his face and Danisa thought he’s  not so bad up close.

“Ah, I’m sorry I made you scared. I thought you’re gonna protect yourself with a gun or something,” the guy said while offering his hand to help Danisa got up. 

“Who are you?” Danisa said while grabbed his hand to get up. “Why would I protect myself with a gun? I don’t have a gun nor can use it. I’m a doctor, okay. I couldn’t possibly have a gun! Well, I don’t know if I’m in some trouble or what, but you certainly violating my privacy, Sir!”

“Okay, calm down, Ma’am. I can explain everything. May I sit down?”

Danisa rolled her eyes, “Yes, please. This way!”

Danisa walked him to her living room. The guy sat down and so was she. She then offered the guy something to drink but he rejected it politely.

The guy stared at her for a moment. He breathed deeply and exhaled the air. He wiped the sweats on his forehead with a maroon handkerchief that he grabbed from the inside pocket of his suit. 

Then, he started to talk, “My name is Sadewa. I’m from the State Intelligence Agency. I am now on an assignment for a case. From all the evidences and facts that I gathered these past 6 months, I found that you’re related to this case. That’s why I come here to ask you some questions.”

“I still don’t get it. What case? I never do anything bad in my life.”

“Well, don’t hurry me, Ma’am. You gotta listen to me carefully. Six years ago, there were reports about 30 people missing. Two years later, 15 of them were found dead. We found the body one by one each month. Short story, police found that these people share the same feature. They had schizophrenia.” Sadewa stopped for a while to catch his breath. “The coroner who’s in charged at the time found an interesting evidence. He found that all the bodies contained traces of unknown amino substance. They thought it’s some kind of new drug.”

“God! That’s horrible! But what it has to do with me?” asked Danisa.

Sadewa turned his face to his black shiny leather briefcase on his hand. He opened the briefcase and handed over some papers to Danisa.

Danisa took the papers. Her eyes stared at the names and the photos on the papers. There’s a feeling like she knew all the names. She tried so hard to open her memory, but nothing came out from her brain. All she got was a sudden realization that she couldn’t feel the throbs in her head anymore.

“Aren’t you familiar with the names and the photos?” asked Sadewa pointedly.

“Somehow deep down, I feel familiar with them but I can’t find any memory that prove that feeling. I don't know. Can you tell me something about these?” she replied doubtfully. 

“No, you tell me. You are the one that should have known them. Are you trying to pretend now?” Sadewa stared at Danisa sharply. His face showed his serious accusation against her. 

Danisa felt she’s been attacked by the accusation. She felt so angry but she couldn’t blurt out her anger just like that. It’s a matter of her life and safety.

Danisa sighed deeply and said, “Just for your information, Sir, I tried so hard to remember, but in fact I have no memory about them. So, you must have known the conclusion. I don’t know them. And that’s it.”

“How could you not know them? They all were your patients! Are you pretending to be a fool here?” replied Sadewa with a high-pitched voice. 

It’s a bad situation. She had to play it cool. She tried to hide her dislike toward Sadewa and showed a little smile on her face. 

“Listen, maybe you got the wrong impression of what I said earlier. I only said I feel familiar with them but it doesn’t mean I know them or they were my patients. I would have known them if they’re my patients.” 

“I hope what you told me is the truth. Maybe I should talk to your colleague, Mr. Rudi?”

“How do you know him?” Danisa asked him as she suppressed her surprised feeling.

“Let’s say, he’s also involved in this matter,” Sadewa said with smirk in his face.

“No way! You must have been telling me lies,” Danisa yelled. 

He shrugged. “Well, I told you the truth.”  

“Look, Sir. It’s a non sense. If they were really my patients, then they got killed, what’s the big deal? They’re missing, so what? They’re nuts! Crazy people do missing! Maybe, it’s just a coincidence.”

“Coincidence? Ha! Not even in a million years it’s a coincidence! You and Mr. Rudi have worked together for MediGlobe Pharmaceutical Company since you’re a residence in psychiatry. Don’t you remember that?”

“What? I never work for a pharmaceutical company!” 

Sadewa bent his body forward. He tried to make himself believe that she lied, but her eyes told him that she didn’t lie. It’s the truth. He got frustrated by this whole messed up thing. He had to make her confessed. 

He grabbed his gun and pointed it to Danisa’s chest. He then yelled, “You’d better confess now! I’m tired running through the city for almost a year just to get this information. I need to hear it from your mouth. You must have known the story. I’m not gonna spill the tea anymore, Lady! You’d better tell me the truth before I make a hole in your chest!”

Danisa could feel her heartbeat paced up. Tears started running down her cheeks. “There’s no way I can tell you the things that I didn’t do. I swear in the name of God.”

He saw it. He saw the pure innocence from her face. She’s telling the truth. She didn’t lie. 

He put his gun down and asked, “You don’t even remember about the clinical trial?”

“No,” she replied in a low shaky voice almost not heard.

“What happened to you? Oh, God! This is weird. You should have known about the clinical trial since you’re the one who conducted it. It’s just getting weird,” Sadewa said. “I told you all the details in puzzle pattern and you didn’t even capable of completing it. Someone must have taken your memory about the clinical trial!”

Danisa shook her head. She lost her grip to her past since Sadewa told her something that she didn’t do. Then, she remembered about the dream she had lately. 

She began to speak slowly and in a low voice, “I had a dream. I saw someone covered in blood. I couldn’t see this person’s face. It’s blurry. Maybe, it’s not a dream. I think it’s the lost memory of the clinical trial that you mentioned earlier. But, still I’m not sure about it.”

She looked at Sadewa’s face. He listened to her seriously. He lifted his one eyebrow as a sign that he’s trying to process it. 

“You know what? I think I’d better go. I need to process this thing. In the meantime, try to remember. Your memory is valuable to this case.”

He stood up and headed to the door. Danisa stared Sadewa as he left the room to the corridor. She’s so tired and confused. Something’s wrong with her and she could feel it.

[ruka-eru]

Short Scene (16)

Short Scene 16 (Money or Kindness...?)

Type Of Story: Short Scene, Continuous, Unfinished

Genre: Love, Romance, Drama

(#Notes: Please read previous scenes before this scene..)

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Continue from Scene 15…..

“NO!! Money is not what I want now! I WANT YOUR LIFE!!”

Without thinking any longer, I texted my brother to call the police to get help and then, I’m quickly rushing into the room and standing in front of Atsuko as I want to protect her.

“Wait Jiro-san! It was a mistake! It’s not her fault!”

As I’m shouting to him while keeping Atsuko behind me so that he couldn’t harm her. I try my best to protect Atsuko right now. On the other side, Jiro-san seems surprise with my appearance.

“What are you doing in here?! You’re supposed to be gone by now!”

Said Jiro to me.

“How did you know that?”

I’m asking him and making him doesn’t know what to answer me. His hand, the one that currently holding knife right now starts shaking. Noticed with our conversation, it seems that Atsuko is feeling curious about us.

“Wait! You know him Minami?”

As Atsuko asked to me while still standing behind me. Then, she moves view to Jiro-san.

“You knew her too Jiro-san?! What’s happening right now?! You two know each other?!”

Atsuko-Ojousama seems really shock while looking to both of us. Of course I’m on the other side, don’t know how to answer her.

“I will explain to you later….”

As I said to Atsuko. But then, Jiro-san becomes more aggressive as he’s shouting…

“SHUT UP!! BOTH OF YOU SHUT UP!!”

The situation becomes worst when he wildly swings his knife from left to right over and over again. I tried to calm him down.

“Ji—Jiro-san! Please! Calm down! Put the knife down…. We are truly sorry about what had happened to your family…. Okay….”

“SHUT UP!! I DON’T WANNA TRUST ANYONE ANYMORE!”

He screams again. As he continued…

“YOU RICH PEOPLE! Do you think you can use money for EVERYTHING?!! You think you can buy EVERYTHING with MONEY?! HAHHH?!! ……… If that so…..try to get your life with MONEY NOW!!!”

After saying the last word, he furiously swings his hand as want to attack Atsuko on my right side.

“Hiarrghhh!! You will die tonight MAEDA!!”

As he wants to poke the knife to Atsuko, with fast movement I catch on his hand. However, my left hand accidentally catches on his knife instead of his hand. I grip it as hard as I could and could feel the knife had sliced my palm. Before he could make another movement, with strong energy I use my other hand as punching hard on his stomach, making him letting go of the knife. Due to my punch is quite stronger it’s making him collapse and kneeling to the ground.

“ARGHHH!!! YOU BITCH!”

He screamed in pain while holding on his stomach.

“THAT’S ENOUGH JIRO-SANN!! LISTEN TO ME NOW!!”

I shout to him while still holding hard on the knife. I couldn’t feel my hand anymore as I think it becomes numb. I didn’t realize that my hand is actually bleeding. Hearing my loud voice, he slowly moves his view to me while still kneeling on the floor. He seems weak at the moment.

“I don’t know why are you doing this! But you need to think about YOUR FAMILY!! I know you have KIDS! JUST REMEMBER YOUR KIDS BEFORE DOING ANYTHING STUPID!! DON’T YOU LOVE YOUR KIDS?!”

My last word really got into him as he starts to cry while saying…

“I …… I—I love my kids! Of course I LOVE MY FAMILY!! *hiskk*hiskk!*”

“I thought you had changed after I hired you as my employee, but it seems wrong….”

Hearing my statement, now Atsuko who’s the one becomes angry.

“WHAT?!! You hired him?!! Is that mean he works for you now?!!”

Asked Atsuko-Ojousama with shock face.

“Yes… Atsuko….”

I answered her with guilty face.

“What?! So is this all your plans?! COLLABORATE WITH HIM TO KILL ME?!!”

“NO!! It’s not!! I hired him because I wanna help him! After you kicked him out, he lost his family! And I tried to get them back! I even begged his wife to forgive him! And she agreed! I wanted to tell him but still couldn’t get a chance because he always been missing!”

I didn’t realize that I talk with fast tone making Jiro-san becomes surprise with my statements.

“What?! You….. you talked with my wife?! And she forgives me?!”

He’s suddenly crawling and getting close to me.

“Yes….”

But before we could continue with our conversation….

“POLICE! DON’T MOVE!!”

It seems that police burst into Atsuko’s room. There was like 3 cops are currently inside the room right now as they’re holding gun and pointing to us. Watching at the situation, all of us stayed freeze and I quickly let go of the knife, as raise up my hands so that they would know that we’re harmless.

“Arrest him! He’s the criminal!”

Shouted Atsuko without feeling doubted. Hearing her statements, one of the police officers following Maeda’s command. On the other side, I could see Jiro-san was still kneeling down while making sad face to me. The police officer harshly grabs both of his hands and handcuffed it.

“NO! PLEASE! Forgive me, MAEDA-SAMA! TAKAHASHI-SAMA!! I’m really sorry!”

He starts pleading to both of us. Watching at his face…. I cannot just ignore him…..

“Anou…. officer-san…. I’ll give statements at the police station later. Just please don’t harm him…. He’s innocent….”

I said to the police officer. Then I move my view to Jiro-san.

“Don’t worry Jiro-san. I’ll help you later, okay. Just behave yourself as for now….”

I said to him with firm voice, making him furiously nodded. After that, all of police officers take him to police station to be remanded, and leaving Maeda and me alone inside the room.

“Why you still wanna help him?! He’s a criminal! He tried to KILL ME!”

Said Atsuko with angry face.

“I’m sorry……. Acchan……”

As I said with soft voice while staring deeply into her eyes. She seems a bit calm when hearing my words. As I move myself and getting closer to her, I continue to speak….

“It was all my fault okay. It’s not his fault. I’m the one who made him becomes a criminal. I’m the one who gave command to my brother to trap him on the other day. And it’s ended up he’s having a debt with my brother. But about his cheating…. I admitted that was my brother’s doing, as he sent Jiro-san’s pictures to his wife. So that’s why I wanna fix things up again. And now…. I’m begging you…. To forgive him…..please…”

This time, I start pleading to Atsuko.

“Humph…. Your fault huh? Why are you so kind?”

She mumbles to me while slowly crossed her hands on her chest.

“Well…. I just want to help him….he seems desperate now. Could you please just forgive him and drop the charge on him?”

As I keep begging to her. However, she just ignores my word while saying…

“Your hand is bleeding….”

Surprisingly, she softly holds on my hand. I almost forgot about my hand because I felt nothing. And then, she takes out her handkerchief and presses it on my palm so that it would help my hand to stop bleeding.

“I think you need to go to the hospital….”

As she said again and after that, she drags me with her….

At this moment….

I think she acts really kind towards me. I don’t know that she has this kind of feeling inside her….

Concern feeling….

I always thought she’s a cruel woman and very heartless person….

Never think about other people’s feeling….

And always being selfish… very self-esteem and arrogant person….

But today, I realize that she does have concern feeling inside her….

She looks worried about me, as I could see on her face. Even though she was like trying to hide it but she couldn’t. I could see clearly on her face expression….

I’m not sure if this is real her or…… fake her…..

But in my opinion as for now….

Kindness is above all….

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[ruka-eru]

Short Scene (13)

Short Scene 13 (Kindness above all…..)

Type Of Story: Short Scene, Continuous, Unfinished

Genre: Love, Romance, Drama

#Writer’s Note: At last, this story has a genre. Maybe it’s time to finish it though it’s a continuous story :v

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After school hours….

It’s currently raining right now and thank goodness that I brought an umbrella! Previously, I had informed to my driver that he doesn’t need to pick me up because I wanna drop by at Sae’s place. I’m pretty sure she would be super boring by now in her place. Without waiting any longer, I quickly put up my umbrella, as I want to leave this place. While I was walking in the rain, suddenly something had distracting my eyes.

I saw a person who’s standing in the middle of the rain. From the figure, I could guess the person is actually….

“Rena-Ojousama….”

As I accidentally mumbling her name when seeing she’s standing under the heavy rain. She’s really wet because she doesn’t have umbrella with her. And so, she was just standing while staring towards the school building. I think she didn’t realize that I’m walking closer to her. As I reached at her place, she widens her eyes when seeing me standing in front of her. Without feeling hesitation, I’m furiously put my hand on her waist and pull her body closer to me. I wrap my hand around her waist and hug her tightly so that my umbrella could cover both of us.

I’m actually sharing the umbrella with her……

Even though my umbrella is not really big but still could cover both of us. Then, she looks at me with curious face.

“What are you doing in here?”

She asked me while trying to struggle her body as wanna escape from my embrace. I’m still holding her tightly and won’t let her go.

“I’m the one who should ask you that…. What are you doing in here, Rena-Ojousama?”

I smile to her and continue my words….

“And yet, standing in the middle of raining day…… you are so wet!”

As I move my eyes down to her body.

“It’s none of your business! Ishkk! Let me go, Jurina!”

She’s still trying to struggle. However, I’m still hugging her tightly without giving her any chance to escape from me. I don’t think this is coincidence anymore and yet, I’ve been wondering why is she at this place after what had happened yesterday? Our friends had a fight and she’s still dare to come to my school? This would be interesting for me~

“Hey, chill girl~ I just wanna know what are you doing at my school? Staring at those buildings like you wanna burn it down…..”

I tried to calm her down due to her strength is quite strong right now. Geez, this woman….

“IT IS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS! LET ME GO!!”

With loud voice and strong hands, she’s pushing me away, making me move back my body a little bit and accidentally let her go. After hearing her words, I just realized her face looks so sad….

‘Is she crying?’

I asked inside my mind. Then, I’ve decided to leave her alone.

“Okay…okay…. I will let you go and I will leave you alone….but still….”

I remove my school coat and cover her body. After that, with fast movement, I’m handing her my umbrella, as I continue my words, to her….

“I don’t want you to catch a cold in this bad weather okay….. I’ll go now. Jaa!”

As I want to move my body from here, she’s suddenly scream to me again, for the second times…. “WAIT!!”

It’s really surprising me, so I stop moving and fronting with her for once again….

“I don’t want you to leave me alone!”

She gives me sharp glare before hugs me tightly while still holding the umbrella. I got really shock with her movement! I didn’t expect her to hug me like this…..

Tight….

“Shh…. It’s okay… Rena-san…. You can cry as much as you want…. I’m really sorry if I ever make you mad…..”

I’m slowly caressing her wet hair while trying to chill her. She’s crying on my shoulder.

“*Hisk*Hisk*…… my sister is giving me a hard time….it’s like she’s controlling everything now….”

Unexpectedly, she told me her story….. and I’m just standing here while keep listening to her story.

“My father has handing the power to her, so she’s in charge for everything right now…..She wants to send me away, as she gave me optional whether to study abroad or get married with some kind of rich guy…. I don’t have any other option except to choose one. So I decided to choose to study abroad….*hiskk*hiskk*….”

She’s sobbing while slowly broke the hug. Then, she continues her words…

“I miss this place and that’s why I’m here…. This place had giving me happy days in my life….I wanna stay…. But my elder sister doesn’t like me to have the same thing as she has…. Which is money and luxury life….I want to run away…. But I don’t have any other places to go….. I couldn’t even tell this to my friends because I’m pretty sure they cannot help me….They cannot do anything about it because they’re just similar like my sister…. Only thinking about money….”

“Wow…. What a sad story that you have with you…. It’s kinda complicated…. ”

As I said while gently wipe her tears on her cheeks.

“Well…. I think, I should marry you so that you can stay….. with me…… at my place….”

I grin to her, making she’s frowning to me and saying….

“It’s not funny, Jurina!”

“Ohh… okay. I’m sorry that it doesn’t sound funny to you…..but…. I was not joking…”

With serious face, I look deeply into her eyes.

“Okay that’s it…. I think I’ve made a wrong decision to tell you about my personal life. It will not helping me at all….”

As she wanna step away from me, I’m furiously stopping her by holding on her wrist.

“Wait! Like I told you…. I’m not joking Rena-Ojousama…. I like you! And I wanna know more about you! Let me help you…. Please…. I also don’t wanna lose you. I don’t want you to study abroad or getting married! I wanna be with you…”

Without realizing it…. I unintentionally confessed to her….

“What?! Is this for real?!”

She said to me with disbelief face.

“Yes! Let me help you…..please…”

As I said to her with serious tone.

“Why are you so kind, Jurina? And don’t you know that our families are enemies towards each other?!”

“Yes! I know that! But like I told you! It’s my family! And not me! I don’t hate you! I like you!”

“Why do you like me?”

Hearing her words somehow had triggered my anger.

“I’m not sure….. is there must be a reason why to like you, Rena?”

As I’m sneakily wrap my hands around her waist and pulling her body closer to mine while continue….

“Should I find one reason to like you?!”

I move my face closer to her and staring deeply into her eyes. She seems couldn’t escape her body from me for once again….

“How can I be like you, Jurina? How can you live freely without anyone’s controlling you? How can you live without even care about money? You can do whatever you wanted to do…. you can do anything in your life…..”

“Well…. My advice….. we are the one should control everything in our life! Money is not important to me…. For me… kindness is important above all…. If we do kind to people…. We will receive back for what we have done…. I don’t care about money or luxury life! I can work for it with my own effort. No matter what job I do…… as long as I’m doing it with my own effort…. And that’s why my parent afraid to lose me in their life….”

“But you are the only child in your family, Jurina. It’s easy for you to say that…. And of course they’ll afraid to lose you!”

“Nope baby, that’s not the point….”

I said to her while gently caressing her hair and continue my words,

“The point is…. Kindness is above all…. Trust me, as I can prove it to you. For now.... you’re the one who should control your own life! Just forget about money, forget about your luxury life and forget about our family’s fight! You only need to think of what you wanted to do in your life…. ”

With firm voice, I said to her and making she stayed silent for a while.

“How can you help me Jurina?”

Suddenly, she asked me question.

“Well…. If you don’t have anywhere else to go, you can stay at my place.”

As I offered to her.

“Wait, what? You want me to stay at your house?! I’m pretty sure your parent could recognize me, you know…. They would kill me on the spot…”

“Yes….. no….. yes….. eh, I mean NO! They won’t kill you! My Gosh! My parent isn’t a killer!”

Hearing her statement somehow is making me getting confuse…

“Okay, maybe they could recognize you. But they won’t kill you of course! When I’m saying at my place, I don’t mean that you will stay at my house….. what I mean is at our hang out place. At Sae’s apartment…. She rent an apartment for us so that we could hang out together when we have free times….and nobody knows about it… we keep it secret from our family.”

As I explained to her.

“What?! You want me to stay at Sae’s place? Does she know about this?”

“No…. not yet…. But I will tell her soon…. After this when we meet….”

Hearing my words, at first she seems wanna refuse my offer.

“You know Jurina…. I don’t want to trouble you and your friends so… I appreciate your offer…”

Before she could continue more, I quickly cut her out.

“Geez, please stop and follow me will you? I’ll take you to our hang out place and I’m very sure that my friends won’t be bothered about it!”

I’m furiously dragging her away as we’re both heading to Sae’s apartment.

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At Sae’s Apartment…….

Around 6pm…..

Currently, we are at the living room. After changing our clothes, Rena is sitting on the couch while watching TV and I’m standing, as lean my body at the side of the couch. I’m actually waiting for Sae to come in. I’ve called her earlier and telling her that I couldn’t stop by at her office. I ask her to come at our hideout place. Of course she would be mad at me because had changing the plan, but then, she’s agreed to meet me at this place. I’m still not telling her about Rena. I really hope she could give her chance to stay at her apartment. Or else, I don’t know what could I do to help Rena…..

*Click (Door Open)*

“Woah, Jurina! You will not believe what had happened to me today! I accidentally met with Kashiwagi-Ojousama…. AGAIN! And she slapped me for the second times!”

As Sae said to me while quickly burst into the house. I didn’t even have a chance to tell her that Rena is here. She thought only have me inside the house right now….

“Wait… who’s that? You bring your friend today?”

She slowly walks to the front of the couch and seeing….

“Oh my God! That’s Yuki’s friend! Rena-Ojousama! What the hell are you doing in here?! In my place?! And yet, are you wearing my clothes?! Jurina can you explain to me about this?!”

Asked Sae with surprising voice.

“Well….. I’m trying to explain to you slowly! But you suddenly rush in without even greeting to me and start talking about Kashiwagi-Ojousama!”

I said to her.

“Okay, now…. Explain!”

Before I could describe any further about the situation, this time, Takamina suddenly appeared inside the house.

“Guys! Guys! You won’t believe what had happened to me today! I just defeat that arrogant rich lady! I had defeated that Maeda-Ojousama!”

“Geez! This is not happening to me, twice!”

I accidentally shout in this living room, making Takamina moves her view to the couch.

“Oh my God! Is that…..”

As she pointed her finger to Rena. Then, Sae was just nodding beside me.

“Ohh…. My…. God!! You brought one of their kind in here?! At our hideout place?!”

Half shouted from Takamina’s voice with surprising face.

“God Damn it guys! Please just let me explain okay?! And Rena! Just stay!”

As I lift up both of my hands while trying to calm them down.

After that, I explain everything to them.

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After about 5 minutes….

“Okay…. so you want Rena-sama to stay at Sae’s place?”

Asked Takamina as she wants to confirm again.

“Yep….”

“Well… I don’t have any problem with it…. What about you, Sae?”

As she turns her view to Sae.

“Humm….. I also don’t have any problem with it. But what if your parent knows about this? I bet they will kill her on the spot you know…. Because your family and her family are enemies…”

Explained Sae and making Takamina agreed with her statement.

“Yeah! Your family will kill her!”

“For God’s sake you guys! My parent is not a killer! It was just a thing to exaggerate the situation! They just hate each other but won’t kill anyone, okay!”

As I shout to them.

“But still…. Is this okay?”

Asked Takamina and making me answer,

“It’s okay as long as you keep this quiet!”

“Fine….”

“So Takamina, tell me what had happened between you and Maeda-Ojousama? Did you guys have a fight again?”

Asked Sae as she wants to know about Takamina’s earlier story.

“Umm… well…. I think I know how to make an arrogant rich lady to have some manners….I think she needs lesson in her life.”

But then, suddenly Rena-Ojousama interrupts us.

“Oh, good luck with that because I don’t think Maeda Atsuko is an easy person. She’s the tough one among the others…. She would do anything to get what she wants and you will never have a chance to snatch from her….”

“Oh, really? We’ll see about it later~”

Smiled Takamina as she looks very confident at the moment.

“And…. By the way…. I wanna get some nap. I’m really tired. Just call me if you wanna have some dinner, okay….”

As Rena said again while slowly get off from the couch and heading to the guest room. On the other side, Sae drops her jaw while saying…

“O—kay…. She just stayed in here like couple of hours and yet already comfortable with this place? Does she think this is her home or something?”

She looks sharply to my face and continue saying….

“Don’t you have any other normal friends to be hang out with, Jurina? Like seriously?”

Hearing Sae’s statement is somehow offended me.

“No, I don’t have~ And speaking in the same language, aren’t you also the same, Sae? What about you and Kashiwagi-Ojousama earlier huh? You got slapped again huh?”

As I wanna start argument with Sae, Takamina stops us.

“Guys… please chill out, okay. It seems that it is our fate to meet with those ladies….. and I think we should teach them some life lesson….”

“What you gonna do with that Maeda Atsuko, Takamina?”

I asked Takamina with curious face.

“Humm…. Let’s see…..”

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Short Scene (12)

Short Scene 12 (Having a date in Out of the blue…..?)

Type Of Story: Short Scene, Continuous

Genre: Undefined…..

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Monday

Today’s back to normal day, as I’m starting to work at my father’s company again. As usual, I start working at 9am and end at 6pm. Actually, it doesn’t have much works in the office. I was sitting on the chair while reviewing project’s proposal. It is so boring!

Proposal….

Proposal….

Proposal….

With Shinoda’s Group Company. Everything is related with that company. The projects, the company’s shares, the business…..

“Gosh…. What a day…..���

As I sigh while heading to a restaurant. It’s lunchtime right now and I wanna search something to eat. I’m so hungry because I didn’t manage to eat breakfast this morning. I was wasting my time in arguing with my father before. He keeps asking me to have a date with Shinoda’s Eldest daughter. It’s making my mind becomes crowded when keep thinking about it!

I don’t like that arrogant model’s look lady! Well, I know everyone in that rich-ladies group are arrogant but still I don’t have feeling with her. I couldn’t force myself to like someone or else it will become hate! And yet, lately I think I start to have interest with someone else.

Someone who I think is my fate…..

Someone that I would always meet lately….

Someone who I think the most arrogant and beautiful among the others…..

Speaking of my fate,

For once again, she appears in front of me. And every time I meet with her, she would be in trouble with bunch of guys….

What a fate….

Kashiwagi-Ojousama…..

“Letttt—Me GO! LET ME GO—!! DON’T TOUCH ME YOU LOW-CLASS PEOPLE!!”

As I could hear her loud voice from here. It seems that she’s having trouble with some guys. And I don’t know why she’s being at this place?! It’s not a high-class place as this area only have ‘low-class’ restaurant, as what I mean….. only ‘average’ people would having lunch in this area. It’s not for ‘high-class’ people like her.

Watching at the situation, I’m getting closer to her. I could see she’s struggling her hand from one of the guys. It seems that they are teasing her around.

“Hey, I thought you invited me to have lunch with you just now~”

Said one of the guys while holding tightly on her wrist.

“No, I didn’t! Let me go, you disgusting people!”

She tried to slap one of the guys, but it seems that he’s easily avoid it away. Without wasting any time, I’m quickly holding on her shoulder from behind while saying,

“Eyy, Lady~ Sorry to keep you waiting!”

As I’m harshly grabbing on the guy’s hand and making him let go of her wrist. On the other side, she seems shock with my present.

“Sae??!”

She looks deeply into my eyes with surprising face.

“Yes~ Sae is here~”

I smile to her. And then, I turn my view to bunch of guys while saying,

“Excuse me gentle-men~ She’s my woman, and I need her to accompany me for lunch~ Jaaa~”

There are about 3 guys who were trying to harass her. However, it’s her lucky day that I’m here to save her life for once again. I’m trying to drag her away but then….

“Oii! Oii! Who are you to interfere with other’s business?!”

One of the guys taps on my shoulder. He seems brave than the others. With anger feeling, I glare to him and saying,

“I’m Miyazawa Sae. Here, this is my business card. You can call this number anytime and my company could give away a better clothing that you are having now….”

As I throw my business card on his face and he widens his eyes once he read on the name card.

“Mi—Miyazawa Sae?!!”

He reads it out loud with shock face.

“Haii—Haiii~!! Feel free to stop by at my company if you have time~”

With ignorant face, I keep dragging Kashiwagi-Ojousama with me. She doesn’t have any choices except to follow with my movement.

“What are you doing Sae?”

She’s asking me with confusing face. It looks like she couldn’t catch up with what’s going on. Actually, I wanna tease her again for today. Because I just love to see her over reacting face. It’s so fascinating!

“Huh? Dragging you with me~ what else?”

I answer her while keep pulling her.

“I mean, why are you here? And what’s with your appearance?!”

She widens her eyes as looking at me from head to feet.

“I’m here because I wanna search something to eat! And what’s with my appearance?!”

I furrowed my eyebrows while turning my view to my clothes. I couldn’t really get what she meant by that…..

“Why are you dressing like a guy?! I mean….. some kind of ‘rich-guy’!”

As she continues her statement.

“Ahh—souka…. I just realized that. Well…. This is the dress code that my dad gave to me. I need to dress up like this whenever I’m at the office.”

I explain to her while arranging myself. This time, I move my hand and quickly intertwined my hand with her. I’m holding into her tightly. I’ve noticed that she seems surprised, but to distract her, I continue my words….

“Usually, it’s not like this smart, but due to this is my first time get back into the office so……. I wanna show some good examples to new staffs..”

On the other side, Kashiwagi-Ojousama didn’t say anything as she was just watching with my movement silently. Maybe she lost her words…

Due to my curiosity, I keep asking her questions….

“And you know what? I’m actually curious why are you here?”

“What do you mean by that?”

For once again, she asked me with confusion.

“Well, hello~ This is a ‘low-class’ place. It doesn’t suit with your taste at all! This is street side place! It’s full with street’s side shop and restaurant! Why are you here exactly, Kashiwagi-Ojousama?”

I move my view to her and start to smirk. She noticed with my mischievous smile.

“Uhurm….”

She tried to clear her throat and based from her behavior, I could guess that she didn’t know what to say….

“Okay, I’m fine now…. You can let me go.”

At last…..

She said the words stating that she’s giving up with me.

“No, I won’t let you go. You need to follow me~”

I ignore her arguments while still holding her hand tightly. I will not let her go!

“To where?! And why should I must following you?!”

She starts to struggle her body from me.

“Because I saved your life previously and now I want you to accompany me~”

I tried my hard to hold still on her hand. And for this time, watching at the situation, I cling my arm onto her arm so that she couldn’t escape from me.

“No I don’t want to! Let me go, you jerk!”

She’s still struggling from me.

“Sorry, I cannot let you go. This is a command and not an invitation! You must obey with my command~”

With full strength, I keep pulling her with me until we’re both reached at the place. I’m harshly dragging her and after a while, it seems that she lose her strength as she couldn’t manage to fight back. We’re entering at one of street side restaurants….

‘Average-class’ place. Kashiwagi-Ojousama seems uncomfortable with it. Watching at the situation, I think this is the right time for me to start teasing her. I’m pushing her as leading her to sit on the chair. I managed to find a suitable place for both of us to sit comfortably inside the restaurant even though she doesn’t look like one….

“You don’t like this place?”

“Yes! I really don’t like this place!”

She answered me with fast tone.

“If that so….. why are you in this area?!”

I’m still curious about her…..

“Why are you asking me that question?! Is it people like me cannot be in here?”

With arrogant look, she’s looking at me sharply.

“Ohh…. Okay, I’ll stop asking you those questions and take that as you wanted to try some of good foods in here because this restaurant has good rating~”

As I wink to her and making she becomes annoyed with my face. I don’t wanna have arguments with her due to I’m really super-duper hungry right now.

“Excuse me, can I have an order please?”

I’m calling one of the waiters inside the restaurant. It seems that she’s on the other side doesn’t know what to order so I decided to have two with every meal I ordered. Amazingly, she’s still sitting in front of me even though she doesn’t really like this restaurant.

In my mind, I thought she would leave after I teased her too many times before and yet, it looks like she hates me.

I’m not sure…..

But based on her face expression, I can tell that she hates me soooooo much!!

While waiting for the meal, we’re both stayed silent for a while. I don’t know what else to ask her and also, she keeps looking around. It was like she’s measuring the place. Maybe this is the first time she’s seeing the uniqueness of this place. Actually, this restaurant is full with art decoration. This is how they attract people to come in here.

It’s not only the foods that really popular as it also has a good design of this place. After about 5 minutes, our meals arrived and without waiting any longer, we started to eat. I’ve noticed that Kashiwagi-Ojousama is eating politely as she was like feeling embarrass with me.

Well, I think so because this is the first time we’re having meals together at one table. I’ve never imagined about this. And somehow, I’m feeling very happy! Because at last…..

I get a chance to tease this arrogant rich lady….

Yeahh…. To be honest, I wanna test her pride….

What if…… I just leave her behind without thinking about her feeling….

What would she do?

As she’s busy eating her meal, I’ve spotted that something had stuck on her lips. I think it’s a leftover food at the side on her lips. Without thinking any further, I spontaneous move my hand and gently wipe on her lips, making she looks astonishingly at me.

I could see that her cheeks slowly become red, making me thinking…..

‘Is she blushing right now?’

“You are an arrogant rude rich lady… but still amusing on the other side….”

For once again, I give her mischievous smile. Looking on my face, she gives sharp glare to me.

*Beep*Beep* (Sound of incoming message)

Suddenly, my brother sends me a message. It’s stated that he wanted to meet me urgent at the office. Reading his message somehow annoyed because he was always giving me trouble. My father and him have the same thought! They want me to have relationship with Shinoda’s Group so that they could take advantage of their wealthy even though my father’s company is actually one of the world's largest Apparel Companies.

“Excuse me Kashiwagi-Ojousama…. I need to go now.”

Truly, it’s not my intention to tease her for once again, as I’m not that cruel to leave her alone inside this restaurant. But my brother is seriously interrupting my lunchtime! He’s upsetting me with his words! Urgh….. what a day….

I’m quickly moving my body and before she could let out any words, I’m saying to her,

“Don’t worry~ I’ll pay for your lunch~ Please, enjoy your meal~”

As I smirk to her while start heading to the cashier. In the middle of walking…..

Unexpectedly….

“MIYAZAWA SAE!!!”

She shouts my name really loud inside this place and everyone speedily turning their view to me. Watching at the situation, I’m swallowing hard in my throat. With slow movement, I turn around my body while saying….

“Hahaha! I think I left something important behind and that’s why she called my name loudly!”

As I explained to the crowd. With embarrassing face, I’m hurriedly heading back to her. Once I get closer, as she whispered to me,

“How dare you wanna leave me alone at this place?!”

She widens her eyes and at the same time gripping her fists. It seems that she’s really mad with my movement.  I guess, I shouldn’t scratch her pride. She’s going crazy now….

“I’m Kashiwagi Yuki, you know! And nobody’s ever leave me unless I’m the one who would leave them first!”

As she looks deeply in my eyes.

“Don’t you dare to leave me without my permission, Miyazawa Sae!”

“Okay…. okay… I’m sorry, okay?!”

I let out a long sigh. For the second thought, I really don’t wanna argue with her, so without wasting any time, I lend my hand to her as offering her to come with me. I’m saying to her,

“Kashiwagi-Ojousama~ Let’s leave this place together~ Shall we~?”

I’m giving sarcastic smile to her. On the other side, I could see that she’s slowly moving her hand closer to me as I thought she’s gonna accept my offer but unfortunately …..

*SMACKKKK!!!*

“Ouchh!”

She gives me hard slap for the second times! And after that, she’s leaving me without saying anything!

“Geezzzzz this girl…..”

Realized that she’s going to leave this restaurant, I’m furiously running to her and catching her arm from behind. With full strength, I’m pulling her around so that she would be facing with me. I could feel anger starts to build inside me. For me, she’s really one arrogant cruel woman that I’ve ever met!

If she thinks she has her pride, I also have my pride!

So without thinking any further, I’m harshly grabbing on her neck and crash my lips onto her!

I’m kissing her deeply on the lips!

I don’t care if people are watching inside this restaurant!

I don’t care anymore as long as I could teach her lesson!

On the other side, she’s trying to struggle her body from me, but still…..

I won’t let her escape from my grip! As I open my mouth and move my tongue wildly to roughly enter inside her mouth. I could hear she’s moaning when I’m trying to do that. At first, she won’t give me permission, but after a while with my fully strength, she gives up and let my tongue to enter inside her mouth. It has been a while that I’m kissing her deeply and fiercely with open mouth. And then, it surprised me that she’s fully accepting my kisses and even kissing me back! Due to I need some air to breath, broke the kiss. As our forehead intertwined with each other, she stares deeply into my eyes while saying….

“You wanna play some games huh? If that so…. Let it begins then…. Sae—Ojou—Sama….”

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COLD [AtsuMina] : By Lukaeru

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Dormmate [5]

Part 5

Type of Story: Continuous

Genre: Love Drama, Complicated

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Next day…..

Around 8.30 AM……..

Today, like usual I’m going to work. Last night was quite fun, although I saw her at the party, but I had ignored her. Well, she’s a stranger to me and there’s no reason for me to care about her. Also, she doesn’t even care about my feeling after she left me on the other day with so many questions. Now, why should I care? It’s time for me to move on and forget about her.

‘Focus, Sae…. Focus!’ I said inside my mind while doing my works.

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During lunchtime, I’m going to the Restaurant that’s near from my workplace again. I don’t know why I was like waiting for her to appear at the place. I was like really hope that she will appear in front of me again just like last night. I think I have complicated feeling, as I don’t want to see her but I want to see her….

‘Woah…. That is soooo complicated! What’s wrong with my heart?’ I said inside my mind.

I think I love her but I also think that I don’t like her….

I don’t hate her but….

‘ARGHH! This is so confusing!!’ I screamed inside my mind and pulling my hair while waiting for my meal to be served.

I let out a long sigh while slowly rubbing my face with my hands. I take a deep breath and trying to calm. My heart is still unstable I guess, because it’s beating like crazy without stop! Whenever I think about her, my heart is unstable and I don’t really know how to make it calm. Maybe I should visit my hometown and take a break for a while….

To forget about everything….

That I have been through lately….

‘Urgh…. Maybe not…. Because I still have works to finish! Nahhh…. I will be okay…. It will be fine!’ I try to convince myself to get through all of this.

My zodiac sign is a Leo and I will not giving up so easily! I can forget about her in a blink of eyes!

“Yes! It should be easy for me to forget about someone that I don’t really know….”

After lunch break, I go back to my workplace and continue my work until 6pm.

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Around 7pm…. At the dorm….

After work, as usual, I’m having a shower. I really hope something might happen but well….

Everything seems normal for today. I didn’t meet with her and didn’t even seen her shadow. I don’t know if it’s good or bad, but kinda feeling disappointed.

After shower, I’m feeling really tired. I lay down my body on my bed while looking up to the ceiling. Every time I was alone in my room, the ceiling will be like my friend. Maybe it sounds funny but that’s the fact. For a lonely person like me who doesn’t really have a lot of friends, ceiling or wall will be my friend that I will be watching at.

In a few of blinks, I didn’t realize that I fell asleep…..

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*tokKk!*toKkk!*tokKKk!!* sound of knocking door

“Wh—whahh…..what?!” hearing the knocking door is making me suddenly awake from my deep sleep. I’m rubbing my eyes while looking at the clock. It’s 1.30 in the morning. I wonder who is it.

*tokKk!*toKkk!*tokKKk!!* sound of knocking door

“Ahh! Ha…HAII! Coming!” I’m still half-awake, then, I’m furiously moving my body and heading to the door. I open it and found out…..

“What’s going on?” I asked with curious face while looking there’s a bunch of guard in front of my room.

“We’ve got a complaint stated that you’re making loud noise in your room and we are here to ask you to slow down the noise for a little bit because you’re disturbing other people who has been living inside this dorm.” Hearing the guard’s statement is making me more confused!

“What?” I’m making a loud noise?! Am I the one who has been dreaming or the guards have got the wrong room?

“We had received a complaint that room 14 has making loud noise. So please… keep it down….” Said the guard again with clear voice, making me feeling really strange! I was sleeping before! How can I doing loud noise?!

“I’m…. I’m sorry! I will try not to do loud noise…..” I don’t have any optional except bowing and apologize to them. Maybe, my snoring is disturbing other people. And maybe, it’s too loud?

After that, they only gave warn to me and told me not to do loud noise anymore. I just nodded while keep apologizing to them. Then, I continue my sleep because I need to work tomorrow morning and due to I’m half-awake, I don’t really remember about this for the next morning. I ignore the incident without asking to other people who has been living around this place.

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The next day, I’m working as usual. And just like previous day, I’ve gone to lunch by myself. Today, I also didn’t meet with her. I guess, I start to miss her because I didn’t see her face.

Her smile…..

Her laugh…..

Or even her glare…..

I keep remembering everything about her whenever I sit alone at the Restaurant….

I let out a long sigh while playing with the straw of my drink. After that, I pay for my meal and heading back to office to continue my works. - - - - -

Around 7.30pm……at dorm….

I had arrived inside my room. I’m lying on my bed for a while, as I’m really tired after working all day long. My stomach is feeling hungry but my eyelids are feeling heavy and they were like wanna close. I think if I’m being like this for another 5 minutes, for sure I will fall asleep. My view is getting blur and blur……

Until…..

*Knock*Knock*Knock

‘Humm?! Who is it at this time?’ I asked inside my mind while looking on my watch. It’s currently 7.45pm.

*Knock*Knock*Knock

There have sounds of knocking door again, making me move my body and heading to main door.

“Haii!” as I answer while open up my room’s door.

Once the door is opened, “Sae-senpai!” it’s Chenchen who’s in front of my room.

“Ohh, Hi, Chenchen…..what’s up?” I said to her.

“Konbanwa, Sae-senpai! Actually, I just want to invite you to have dinner with me! I already cooked dinner and it’s for two! Wanna join me?” she asked while smiling widely to me.

“Ahh, souka-nee… what did you cook?”

“Humm, not much… as I cooked Takoyaki and Teriyaki Chicken with rice…” she explained to me.

“Okay, but I’m feeling guilty because I didn’t help you to cook and now you’re invited me to eat dinner with you….” I slightly blush while rubbing my back head.

“Mou~ It’s okay! You don’t need to feel guilty about it! I’m the one who has invited you to eat with me! Now! Let’s go!” she grabs my arm tightly while trying to pull me to go with her.

“Okay! Okay! I will eat with you! Geez! Wait, I need to close the door.” As I said while closing my room’s door and lock it.

Then, I’m following her from behind as we’re heading to the kitchen together. While we’re walking, I don’t know why I could get the feeling that was like someone is watching at us. It’s like my intuition feels someone is watching from behind. I stop for a while and turn my view to my back….

“Humm? What are you looking for?” asked Chenchen when notice with my suspicious behavior.

“Nothing…. I thought there’s someone behind us….” I answered to her.

“There’s no one in here and I think it’s only us whose been living in this level, I mean at this side of level….” She explained to me. “I feel lonely, that’s why I invited you to have dinner with me….” Now she looks sad and scared. I think she was right, this level is really silent and kinda creepy because there are not a lot of students living in this dorm.

“Ohh, maybe someone is passing by….” I said to her as I’m trying not to scare her.

But I do feel someone is watching at us before. I wonder if it was just my feelings…..?

After that, we arrived at the kitchen and having our dinner…..

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2 Hours later……

After gave thanks to Chenchen for the dinner and saying good night, now here I am inside my lovely room again. I’m not sure if I’m starting to like this room, but only this room that I can live now. Like it or not, this is the only room that I can stay for a while. I’m changing clothes to pajamas and ready to sleep. It’s almost 10 o’clock at night. However, once I sit on my bed, suddenly…..

*TokK!*TokK!*TokK!!*

There’s someone knocking on the door for the second time. ‘Is it Chenchen again?’ I’m lazily standing up from my bed and heading to main door.

“Haii! What is it Chenchen?” I open the door.

“Konbanwa and sorry for disturbing…..” It’s not Chenchen who came to my room at this time. It’s a guy with maintenance suits.

“Y-yes?” I really confuse to see the guy is standing in front of my room and complete with his tools and stuff!

“So, where is it?” he asked me.

“Wh-where’s wh-what?!” I asked him back with confusing face.

“Wasn’t it you who came to the ‘helpdesk’ before stating about the broken lamp? I’m here to repair for it. Now tell me, is it wall lamp or study lamp?”

*Info: Helpdesk in here is like a room’s service which mean if there’s any problem about the room, students can state the problem and the University’s Accommodation staff will help them to solve the problems.

Hearing his explanation is making me more confusing! When did I complaint about it? And my room is still in a good condition!

“I….I’m…. I’m not asking for anything…..” I answered to him.

“Strange….because I’m pretty sure it was stated room 14 in here…. Are you sure you’re not the one who came just now?” he seems want to have confirmation from me.

“No! I’m not!” half-shouted from my voice as I’m trying to convince him that I’m not the one who stated about it. Actually, I’m getting angry because…. who’s the hell did this to my room?!

Yesterday I had received complaint about making loud noise. Today about maintenance?!

“Ohh…. maybe I’ve got the wrong room then….” As he said and after that, he just leave me without saying any further.

I wonder who was complaining about it?

“What the heck is going on lately?! Yesterday stated I was doing loud noise…. And today is about maintenance?! Tsskk!” as I mumble to myself and closing the door.

I’m really tiring to get through all of this….shh—itt!

“Ohh well…. I should just ignore it. Maybe they are really got the wrong room….” I sigh while heading to my bed. I don’t want to think about anything anymore because I’m really tired! I need to sleep!

I take a deep breath before sitting on my bed again. I’m preparing to sleep for the second time. As I lay down my head on the pillow, suddenly….

*knock!*knock!*knock!*

‘YOU’VE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME! THIS IS THE THIRD TIMES SOMEONE IS KNOCKING ON MY DOOR!’ I’m screaming inside my mind as I’m feeling really angry right now!

“Who is it?!!” I shouted and waiting for the person to answer, but there’s no answer except….

*TOKK!!*TOKK!!*TOKK!!*

“Heish! Give me a break!” I’m furiously heading to the door and harshly open it. I don’t care if it’s the staff or maintenance or what so ever! All I care right now is my TEMPER! This is too much for me!

“WHAT?!!” once the door is opened, I accidently shouted to the person, but then, as the person sees me in front of the door….

“Ummmppphhh??!!” the person kissed me! And believe it or not, it’s YUKIRIN!!

“Ummphh! Ummpphh!” she’s suddenly moving her arm and wrap it on my neck tightly! At the same time, she pushes her body on me and making me move backward slowly.

Her other hand starts closing the door and locks it. She’s still not let me go as I’m stuck in her arm. I cannot break the kisses and she’s kissing me really deep! I’m trying my best to struggle from her!

“Hummpphh!! Huummppp!” I keep mumbling until she needs air to breathe and then, she let me go and broke the kisses.

“Missing me, Miyazawa-san?~” as she asked while smiling to me.

“Wh—what the hell are you doing in here Yukirin?! At this time?!” I said in angry tone while wiping my mouth. I think she managed to bite my lower lip before broke the kisses.

“Visiting my GIRLFRIEND of course! What else?!” hearing her answer is making me surprise! Did I misheard that she was saying I’m her girlfriend?!

“What?! Girlfriend?!” I asked while with shock expression on my face.

“Yes!”

“Who?! Me?!” I’m asking again, making she harshly grab my collar shirt and pull me to get closer to her.

“Yes! You! MIYAZAWA SAE! You’re mine! Remember?!” she tries to remind me on that night.

“How can I be yours?! You have fiancée! And you’re getting married in less than 2 weeks!” I don’t know if she forgot that she has fiancée and why does she say that I’m her girlfriend?! We just met with each other and I don’t really know about her. She’s like a stranger to me. When do we have ‘that’ kind of relationship?

‘Is she trying to make me confuse?’

“Where did you hear about the rumors, Sae? About the marriage?” she asked to me.

“Rumors?! I heard about it really clear on the other day! During the lunchtime! And inside the restaurant! You were also there! It’s not a rumor!” I explain to her with clear voice. Does she thinks I’m deaf and cannot hear?!

“Ohh~ You heard it from that old couple nee? That pathetic old couple~” as she said while slowly getting close to me. She starts to move her hands on my shoulder and gently rubs on it.

“That pathetic old couple, aren’t they your uncle and aunt?!” I just ignore her movement while keep focusing to her face. I’m still angry with her because she lied to me. Well, she never told me that she has fiancée and that also counted as lying! I knew the old couple is her uncle and aunt because the way she greeted them, she called them ‘Ojiisan’ and ‘Obaasan’.

“Yes… yess….. whatever~ Do you miss me, Sae-chan?” she asked while wrapping around her arms on my neck.

“I don’t miss you…..” I think she doesn’t know that I’m really angry right now. I frown to her while removes her hands from my neck. “What are you exactly?” I’m slowly moving back my body from her.

“What do you mean?!” she gives a confusing look to me.

“You have fiancée and yet… you’re cheating with other guy!” There’s no smile on my face anymore. I keep frowning to her as giving sharp glare to her.

“Cheating?” the way she asked, she looks like innocent girl. How can she act like this good? Should I believe that she’s an innocent girl and not a slut?! She makes me feeling hesitation now…. I want to know the truth from her! She should be honest with me and explain everything about her!

“Yes! Cheating! There was a guy who has been looking for you on the other day, remember?! And here you are now…. Claiming me as your girlfriend?! Are you BISEXUAL?! You are not just only a SLUT aren’t you?” I don’t care if my words hurt her feeling. Due to I’m very very angry right now, I don’t care about anything anymore.

I could see she’s changing her face when hearing my statement. From smile, now she frowns to me. I bet she wants to get angry after heard that ‘word’.

“Is that what you think of me, Sae? I knew you’re angry with me and that’s why you keep calling me slut and so on…. No matter what, you’re still mine! And no one can have you except me! I will not letting ‘that girl’ to get close with you!” as she said with serious face and clear voice. ‘That girl’ that she was talking about…

“That girl…. You mean Chenchen?!” I’m asking her with curious face as I want to know. Does she feeling jealous of me with Chenchen? “You’ve stalked on me?!” I added again with shock face. So that means, my instinct was right. She’s the person who was watching on me with Chenchen before. She’s the one! “No wonder…..”

She didn’t answer my question but saying that… “You’re mine, Sae! Make me yours!~” ….as she said with innocent face while moving her body closer to me. She moves her hands around my neck again and keeps smiling to me. She keeps saying that words make me feeling slightly annoying with her. But I was just ignored her movement.

“You have fiancée, Yukirin! You don’t have right to be jealous with me and Chenchen!” I said in firm voice. I was right then, she does feeling jealous with me is getting closer with Chenchen.

“Aren’t you also being jealous of me with my fiancée?” hearing her question is making me surprise a little bit.

“I’m not!” I quickly answer her with half-shouted voice.

“You keep mentioning about him and I think you are really jealous because you get angry whenever you talked about him…” her explanation somehow making me speechless. I think she was right because I am jealous actually….

“I….. I’m— I’m not…” I try to move back my body but I forgot that her arms are still around my neck and I currently stuck with her. I look away and blushing deeply. I tried to deny, however, my honest face cannot lie to her. “I’m not jealous!” I said to her again but then she’s suddenly kissing my lips and makes me silent for a while.

After a while in kissing me, she broke the kiss while saying, “Tell me honestly, Sae…..what do you think about me?” She looks deeply into my eyes. “I knew you called me slut just because you are angry. You didn’t mean to call me that ‘way’. Now tell me about your true feeling….” She gave me that look again. The soft, calm and gentle look that full with love! I couldn’t lie to her whenever she acts this gentle towards me. It was like I’ve been hypnotized by her again and again.

I bet she knew that I had fell in love with her….

Now…. I need to state my true feeling to her….

“You’re a person…..” I’m saying while slowly pushing her to get closer to my bed. “That I really love….” I move my hands and hold both of her arms tightly. “And that’s what I really hate about myself!” after saying that, I kiss her deeply on her lips while pushing her hard so that she’s lying on my bed. I’m on top of her and locked her under my body.

She accepts my kisses and deepened it. I’m gently moving my mouth and as usual, my tongue asked for permission to enter inside her mouth. She slightly opens it, making me starts tour around her mouth. I could guess she’s getting excited because she starts moving her hands and playing with my hair while I’m moving my tongue spinning around inside her mouth as searching for hers. Once it found it, we make dominance and try to win the fight. She moans my name after won the fight and after that, she still doesn’t let me go as she keeps sucking my upper lip and bite my lower lip.

I’m pretty sure that she had prepared for tonight because she’s currently wearing sexy black nightgown, but this time, she has lingerie on her. I really need to breathe now, so I’m forcibly broke the kisses. She’s softly holding on my cheek while staring deeply into my eyes. We’re blushing and breathing heavily for a while.

“Make me yours….. Sae…..” she rubs my face with her thumbs.

“Even if you are not telling me that…. I will definitely make you mine….” As I said while slowly remove her nightgown.

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For the second time, I give a deep kiss on her temple. While she’s closing her eyes, I whisper slowly beside her ear, “I love you, Yukirin….” After that, I lay down my head on her.

“I love you too, Sae… just promise me that you won’t let me go….” As she said with closing eyes. She moves her hand and wrapping it on my torso. Hearing her sentences is making me feeling doubted.

“You have fiancée, Yukirin….how can I not let you go…?” I sigh while looking to the other side.

“Please just believe in me! Then you will know the truth!” she said with firm voice while holding my face and makes me facing with her. She stares deeply into my eyes, making me want to believe in her.

“Now I believe that everything had happened is not a coincidence! You’re the one who complained about me making a loud noise and also about a broken lamp? Like seriously?! It was you, aren’t you?!” I asked her with curious face.

“It’s because I love you!” she answer with pouting, making me frown to her.

“How did you enter inside my room before?” as I want to know.

“As simple as that….. I was just saying to helpdesk that, I left my room’s key at my house and I need to enter my room, that’s all~ And without any questions, they just let me in~” her explanation is making me speechless! It’s not secure at all! What the heck with this dorm?!

“What?! Really?” I’m a bit surprise.

“Yes~”

“Gosh! It’s not secure at all!” I said with widen eyes.

“Now you know~” as she said with smile on her face. She looks pretty right now.

“Let’s just sleep because I need to work on tomorrow morning….” I pull the blanket and cover her body.

After that, we slowly fell asleep….

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Next morning…. At 7.30am……

I’m blinking my eyes for a while before opens them widely. I’m gently rubbing on it to clear my view. I move my body and sitting on my bed. My eyes look around as searching for her but unfortunately, she’s not inside my room anymore. She had disappeared from here. However, she left her lingerie inside my room! As it’s still on the floor!

‘Geez, this girl really don’t know how to appreciate her treasure stuffs….’ I said inside my mind with half-open eyes. I’m standing from the bed and pick up her stuff. ‘Does she want to tease me by leaving this behind?’ I said inside my mind again.

After that, I put her lingerie inside my laundry bag and prepare myself to go to work. I keep remembering the words she told me last night….

“I love you too, Sae… just promise me that you won’t let me go….”

She’s the one who left me this morning without leaving any signs except her‘stuffs’! But she asked me to not let her go? I don’t know what to say anymore….

I really need to speak with her again after this. Well at least in a day! And not at night anymore! She makes me think she was like some kind of sweet dream! Gosh!!

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After work…… around 6pm…..

I’m packing my stuffs as preparing to go back. I really need to search for her and have a slow talk with her. I want to know more about her. We love each other now and it’s like a lover relationship. While I’m packing up my stuff, suddenly my boss invites me to have gathering together and it’s for colleagues gathering party.

I don’t have any optional except must follow them to go to the party. They had booked a place at the nightclub that’s nearby the office. I really hope it will ended very soon. However, my wish is not coming true as we spend about 5 hours in there. At first we have dinner, after that, they start karaoke for 3 hours! Now, they have been drinking until they get drunk!

I tried my best to excuse myself to go back to my dorm.

“Anou…. hontoni gomennasai! I need to go back now because it’s getting late….” As I bowed to my boss and giving an excuse.

“Okay….okay… you can go now, Sae-kun….” Actually, my boss keeps forgetting me as a girl, but of course I’m not blaming him and it’s also because of my boyish appearance, he was always forgot that I’m not a guy….

I’m feeling really relieve because he let me go. After saying goodnight and goodbye to my colleagues, I’m heading out of the karaoke’s room. The club is quite noisy and there’s a bunch of people are dancing on the hall. I need to walk through in front of a bar to get out from here! While I’m heading to the main door, suddenly I’m hearing someone’s screaming and it’s not far away from here.

“Kyyyaa!! LET ME GOO! Let me goo! You idiot guy!” screamed the girl with high pitch tone. It’s kinda loud and that’s why I could hear her. Somehow, her voice kinda familiar to me, making me searching for her. Once I saw her face….

“YUKI?!” I accidentally shout her name, making she looks at me with widen eyes. She’s trying to struggle from a guy who was holding her hand tightly. She seems want to escape from him.

“SAE! HELP ME!” she screams to me after saw me that’s near from her. There are currently have 4 guys standing around her. And they are laughing and were like teasing her.

“Who is that? Is he your other ‘secret’ guy?” asked one of the guys while this time, he holds on her waist tightly. He’s trying to lock her in his embrace.

Me on the other side want to make a move, however when hearing the other guy’s statement is making me suddenly freeze at my place.

“How many guys that your sister slept with? She’s really a slut aren’t she?” as he asks to the person who’s standing beside him.

‘What?! A sister?! Who’s sister?! His sister?!’ I asked inside my mind while looking to the guy that has been asked by the other guy. I think I knew the guy! He’s the guy who was chasing after her on the other day! While I’m in the shower room! That was him! She’s not cheating because the guy is her brother….

She was right….

I should believe in her before….

‘But wait…. He is her brother….? If that so… should I help her?’ I’m feeling hesitation right now. I can see that she’s screaming my name again and again as asking for help from me.

Her face looks scared and she stuck in his arms! I really want to help her now, but…..

‘He is her brother….’

‘Should I involve in her matters?’

‘Her family matters….?’

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Dormmate [4]

Part 4

Type of Story: Continuous

Genre: Love Drama, Complicated

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Next morning….

Around 5 am…..

What is this? I cannot sleep or cannot even calm my heart…..

What’s wrong with me?

I don’t have any appetite…. And yet….. feeling very weak…..

I’m feeling sick and I don’t know why….

It’s not that I have fever, but …..

I also don’t know what’s wrong with me…..

Maybe this is what they call love sick….

Just maybe…..

I tried to close my eyes again to get some sleep, but it seems useless. I think it has been about 5 minutes I was trying my best until…..

‘Umm? Tears?’ I softly touch the tears that dropped at the side of my eyes.

I didn’t even realize that I’m crying. And I also don’t know why am I crying….?

I sigh while look on the ceiling. I woke up too early today and I was just lying on the bed. My body temperature feels normal. But the only hurt is my heart.

“Still hurting….” As I said while clench my chest. Feeling my heartbeat that’s beating unstable.

It’s still beating so fast like I’m in anger mood. It’s not that I’m having period. I think I’m still angry about yesterday incident.

‘Why….she did this to me?’ as I asked inside my mind. She’s playing with my heart? And yet, he’s a different guy from the other day. On the first day that we’ve met, the guy who was looking for her while we were in the shower room. She has a lot of boyfriends? How could it be? This is her fiancée! Not her boyfriend! What is she? She’s cheating? She’s really a slut or what?!

There are so many questions appeared inside my mind. I want the answers….

But I could guess….. I don’t have the right to get the answer because I don’t even know her!

She’s a stranger who was suddenly appeared in my life!

She’s a stranger who took my virgin!

She’s a stranger who was stole my heart! My love!

She’s a stranger who made me become like this crazy!

I cannot hate her and don’t wanna hate her….

Because I really love her now….

‘Tskk….stupid heart….’ as I sighed while wipe away my tears and prepare to go to work.

It seems 7 o’clock in the morning already and I think I will just go early to workplace rather than staying like this pathetic. I should stay focus in my work again to forget about everything. It was just for one day that we met each other.

‘It will not giving me effect!’ as I tried to get rid her from my mind.

- - - After having shower, I go to the kitchen, as I want to have some breakfast. There have kitchens inside this dorm that students can cook their meal. The kitchen will be provided in each hall. This dorm has 5 levels and each level I think will have 2 kitchens. For example, my kitchen hall is 2 and only room 14 until room 28 will have same kitchen. For the room 1 until 13 will have kitchen hall 1. The kitchen is kinda big, trust me because each kitchen will have 2 set of stoves. Once I’m in there, there’s someone is currently cooking inside the kitchen. She’s a girl and I think she’s an international student. Seeing me that suddenly enter inside the kitchen, she greeted me.

“Ahh! Ohayou gozaimasu!” as she bowed to me when see me.

“Ahh, Ohaiyo!” I bowed back to her.

“I’m living in room 17. I’m from China and sorry if my pronunciation is not really good. I’m still learning in how to speak correctly in Japanese. I hope you can understand me…” she bowed again.

“Ahh! It’s okay! I can understand you! You speak really well! Haha! I’m living in room 14. My name is Miyazawa Sae. You can just call me Sae…” I said to her while rubbing my back neck.

‘She’s kinda cute…’ as I said inside my mind.

“Ohh! I’m sorry because forgot to introduce myself! My name is Xu Chenchen. You can call me Chenchen!” I could see she’s blushing and keep bowing to me. I don’t know why she kept doing that!

“Don’t worry. No need to bow to me too many times! Haha! Are you new in here?” actually, I could guess she’s new student because it’s currently summer holiday and only students that have placement job will stay in here including Master students.

“Yes! I’m a transfer student and currently having a short semester. My room is beside the kitchen, it was just nearby…” she explained to me.

“Yeah… yeah… I noticed that…” as I said to her. “Anyway… I’m a first year student and currently doing placement job… nice to meet you, Chenchen!” I added again while smiling to her.

“Nice to meet you too, Sae-kun…” cannot blame her because I think she thought I’m a guy! Yet, I’m wearing formal outfit again to go to work.

Without hesitation I said to her while preparing my breakfast, “I’m sorry if I look like a guy, but I’m actually a girl. Hehe…” I smile awkwardly to her.

“Ohh! Gomenasai! Gomenne! Saechan! I thought you are a….” I could see she’s feeling guilty while keep apologizing to me.

“No! No! It’s okay. I get used to it! Noooo….worries…” I explain to her while eating the sandwich that I made.

Didn’t realize about the time as it’s almost 8.15 am. “Oh, I need to go now! See you later Chenchen!” as I said while wrapping another sandwich and quickly moving my body from here.

“Okay! See you later, Sae!”

After that, I’m running to my workplace…..

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1pm….lunchtime….

It’s lunchtime, but today I don’t have any feelings wanna eat at the outside. I decided wanna have my lunch on my desk! I have the sandwich that I had wrapped before and I think this is enough for my lunch. While I was eating, suddenly Chenchen had appeared inside my mind. I think if only us that are staying inside the dorm, we can get along….. together. I mean, I don’t have friends that can accompany me to go shopping groceries. I hope she can be my friend and we can go together next time. Besides, she seems very polite and kind.

“Yeah…. I should ask her later….” As I mumble to myself while finishing eating my sandwich.

After that, I continue doing my works again….. - - - - - After working hours….around 6pm….

Good thing that I didn’t meet with her today. Who else? Kashiwagi Yuki of course! I didn’t even see her shadow. I bet she’s having ‘fun’ with her fiancée…..

“Stupid! Stupid! Stupid fiancée!” as I said while trying to open my door room.

*click*click* creeeekkkk!!*Baammmm!!*

“Stupid! Stupid door! Eurghhh, eisshh!!!” as I said again while harshly open the door. It’s not that the door is having problem. It was just I suddenly feeling angry when think about her again. I wanna get angry and that’s the problem….

I’m still trying to control my temper, if not for sure I need to pay for the damage that I had done to this door.

‘The door is fine…’ I said inside my mind while suddenly thought how can she enter inside my room before without breaking it? ‘Does she has a key to get inside my room?!’ that’s the question appeared inside my mind.

“She has the key? How come she has my room key?” I mumble while put down my bag pack and resting on my bed for a while. I look up on ceiling again while lying on the bed.

My heart feels empty and I don’t know why do I have this kind of feeling?

While I’ve been thinking about her, then suddenly I remember about Chenchen. I wanna inform her that…. if ever she wants to buy groceries, I wanted to follow her so that we could go together. I’m slowly get up from my bed and heading to the kitchen. Of course I will lock my room’s door. I will lock my room even if I go to the toilet. I never let my room unlocked!

I could guess that Chenchen will be inside the kitchen because it’s almost 7pm now and for sure she wants to have dinner. Once I open the door, I saw her staring on the notice board that hanging on the wall. Then, she noticed me whose enter inside the kitchen.

“Ahh! Sae-san, you’re here!” she said to me.

“Haii~ What are you looking at?” I asked her while getting closer to her.

“Have you noticed about this? We have gathering night tonight, and it’s for dorm-mate gathering!” she explained to me.

“Dorm-mate gathering?” as I asked while lift up one of my eyebrows. “Ohh, I know! It’s for students to get know with each other in this dorm! It was like a social party.” I explained to her.

“It will start at 8 o’clock… you wanna join?” she asked me.

“Ohh, I’m not sure…. I’ve never been to a party before because I don’t have formal dress to wear….” I answer her with blush while rubbing my back neck.

“Awww~ You don’t need to wear dress to go to a party. You can just wear your formal suit! Or casual, it doesn’t matter!” she said to me with excited face.

“Really?”

“Yes! Come on! This is my first time to go to the party in here! I wanna go there, but I don’t have friends to accompany me. Can you go with me?” as she asked again.

“Ummm, okay. Fine then…. if you say so… I will accompany you….” I don’t wanna disappointed her so I accept her invitation to go with her.

“Yeayy! Thank you Sae-senpai!” she said with cheer face while clinging her hand onto my arm. “Can I call you that?” she suddenly asks me.

“Sure… no problem.” I smile to her. She’s so cute right now and I don’t know why, because I think I start to like her. We were like getting along although we just knew with each other and I’m feeling comfortable whenever I’m with her.

“Oh, sorry if I disturb you to cook for dinner….” She’s suddenly moved her body away from me when she thought I wanna cook for my dinner.

“Ahh, no… Actually, I wanna ask you that….. if you wanna go buy groceries later, can I go with you?” I asked her.

“Yeah, sure! Besides, I also almost out of stock now! Hehe~” she grinned to me.

“Okay, cool… I will prepare myself now to go to the party. I will go to your room once I’m ready…” I said to her while slowly moving my body.

“Yes! See you later Sae-senpai!!”

“Yep! See ya later!” after that, I’m leaving the kitchen and heading back to my room.

I wanna take shower and prepare myself to go to the party. I’m not sure how many people will be in there because this dorm kinda lonely right now and don’t have a lot of students. I think this dorm can fit about 200 students, but due to summer holiday, it will be about less than 100 whose living in this dorm now.

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1 hour later…. Around 8.15pm….

Once I’m standing in front of Chenchen’s room, I’m quickly knocking on it….

*knock*knock*knock*

“Haii~ Coming!” as I could hear she’s saying from the inside and open up the door.

*click* door open*

“Ahh~ Sae-senpai! You look really nice! Kakkoii! So handsome!” she said while looking at me from head to shoes.

I was just blushing while holding my back neck. “Really? I only have this to wear for tonight…” as I explained to her.

Currently, I’m wearing half formal and half casual which is, I’m wearing white shirt with black coat and jeans including sneakers.

“It’s okay~ I’m ready now! Let’s go!” she said while start closing the door and lock it.

“Oh, you look nice! Your dress is so cute!” I noticed that she’s wearing dress and it’s really cute because the skirt is short, revealing her soft and milky thighs. She looks so cute right now!

“Arigatou~” she gave a warm cute smile to me while holding my arm. “Can we go now?” as she asked again.

“Yeah, sure!”

I don’t know if people will be misunderstand about us, because I do admitted that I look like a guy while she’s looked like my girlfriend. We’re heading to the party together. She’s still holding my arm until we reach at the place. The party is currently held inside the main hall that’s located beside the dorm. It’s kinda big actually and due to don’t have many people, it looks……

“Empty…..” I accidentally mumble as I reach at the place.

“Unn? Did you said something?” she asked me and thank goodness she can’t really hear what I was saying just now.

“Ahh, nothing….I was just saying not bad…. Still have people! Haha!” I could see there are about 35 people inside the hall now and there’s a loud music that’s playing in here to make the environment becomes lively.

While we’re looking around, suddenly….

“Welcome! Welcome! Come here and join us!!” there’s someone is inviting us to seat in a group of people. I could guess she’s one of the accommodation staffs who are in charge for this party.

“Ohh, yeah! Sure! Thank you!” as I said while leading Chenchen to go inside the group.

We’re sitting on a chair that has been provided in here. I also can see snacks and drinks have served in here.

“Please help yourself and don’t forget to communicate with other students too! Get to know with each other!” as she said while leaving us to socialize with other students.

“Okay.. okay…..” I said while looking around. I had noticed there’s group of girls that currently chatting with each other. There are about 16 girls while boys are around 14 or 15? I’m not sure….

As expected…. I think I saw someone very familiar…..

“Do you wanna have some snacks? Or soft drinks? I can take for you!” said Chenchen to me as she offers to take snacks for me.

“Umm…nahh… it’s okay, I’m cool….” As I said while still staring at the bunch of girls, because I noticed that Yukirin is there with the girls. I bet she’s also noticed me because she looks back to me with frowns…..

She’s wearing white dress that revealing her bare shoulder…..

Pretty….

And beautiful like always….

But…..

I don’t know why she made that face to me? Did she notice about me when the moment I entered inside this hall?

“Awhh~ Don’t be like that! We’re having a party right now! You should drink something! I will bring snacks and soft drinks for you. Wait for me!”

There…. Chenchen still want to take some snacks for me, although I declined her offer. At the moment, I was just staying in here while crossing my arm and still staring at her. I could see she continues talking with her friends and they seem happy. I bet they were talking about Yukirin’s fiancée because I could see her friends keep blushing while smiling widely to her. They look really happy and that’s making me hurt.

“Tskk….whatever…..” I mumble while rolling my eyes to other side. I don’t wanna think about her anymore as inside my mind, I should just give up on her.

We’re strangers and didn’t know with each other. And why should I wanna care about her? At least…. Now I know that she’s also living in this dorm because she’s also here….. joining this gathering party. After 5 minutes, Chenchen came and brought along with snacks and soft drinks.

“Here! Have this!” she’s handing the drink to me while put the snacks on the small table that’s located between her seat and my seat. Me on the other side, accept the soft drink from her.

“Thank you….” As I said while start drinking.

“It’s really fun! Although, don’t have many people but at least, I get a chance to know with some students in here.” She explained to me. “And some of them is my classmate! Can you believe it?” as she added again.

“Really?” I acted like I have interest in chatting with her, but actually I’m not. Seeing Yukirin’s face has ruined my mood! “What course did you take?” I tried to follow up with her conversation so that I won’t make her sad.

“I’m taking Nursing course. What about you?”

“Nursing? Interesting~ I just take normal course which is Business and Psychology…” I explained to her while slowly sipping the soft drink.

After that, I take the snacks and start eating them. I didn’t realize that I’m eating in a sloppy way and making my mouth becomes dirty. Something had stuck at the corner of my lips, and the person who realized it is Chenchen.

“Hey! There’s something beside your lips!” as she said while put her thumb beside my lips and wipe it. “Why are you eating like a kid? Very messy! You remind me to my younger sister!” she added again while this time, she wipes my mouth with her fingers.

“Haha, I didn’t realize that…sorry!” I was just blushing and after that, I stop her from doing that to me.

With some reason, why I can feel that someone is currently staring sharply to me?

I move my head to the other side as to bunch of the girls again and saw…..

Yukirin is staring at me! It could be said as GLARE! Ohh! She scared me now! What did I do? She’s making that face again to me! It was like I had done something wrong! What is this glare? She frowns and keeps staring to me!

Watching her gaze is making me having goosebumps! So, I’m furiously turning my view to Chenchen again and continue chatting with her. Why should I’m be afraid with her? She’s no one to me! And there’s no reason for me to be scared! I ignore her gaze and after that I’m really having fun in chatting with Chenchen.

Actually, I don’t have any interest to know with other students. I was just sitting at my place and enjoy having snacks. Chenchen who’s the one is getting along with other people inside the party. I’m feeling relieved because at least, she gets a chance to know with other students and getting along with each other. After 2 hours, I ask Chenchen’s permission to go back to my room because I need to work tomorrow morning.

She understands me and decided wanna go back together with me. At first I told her…

“I can go back by myself…. I don’t want to interrupt you in getting along with them…” I said to her but she protest with me by saying….

“No! It’s okay! I’m also feeling tired! I’m really having fun tonight, thanks to you! I wanna go back together with you!” as she explained to me.

“Okay, then….. let’s go….” As I said while slowly leading her to leave this hall. I’m holding her shoulder and walking together with her.

Before I leave, I could see that girl was like angry with me. I don’t know why….

But her face expression seems really angry.

‘Why she seems angry? What did I do wrong?’ that questions keep appearing inside my mind. Maybe it was just my paranoid feeling, but I have this kind of feeling that saying she’s angry with me. Don’t tell me that ……

‘She’s jealous?’ as I asked inside my mind…..

‘Neehhh…. She has fiancée already! Why she wanna jealous with me? Besides…. Chenchen is a girl….’ As I said to get rid of my worried feelings.

After that, I just ignore her sharp gaze and heading back to our room together.

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Dormmate [3]

Part 3

Type of Story: Continuous

Genre: Love Drama, Complicated

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She’s still moving until I stop her with my soft voice came out from my throat. “Wait… wait….” I said to her while slowly removes my body from her. I’m blushing heavily and sitting in front of her on the bed. I keep my head down as I don’t know how to say to her that I don’t really have experience in doing this kind of thing before.

I bit down my lower lip while closing my eyes tightly.

Looking my weird movement, she asked me “What’s wrong? I thought you were okay just now…” she said to me.

“I… I…..” I’m trying to explain to her while still keeping down my head. Then, hearing my stuttering voice, she gently cares my cheek while moving her body closer to me. She makes me facing with her again.

Looking inside her soft and beautiful eyes, make me calm for a bit. “Hey, relax… what’s wrong? You don’t have to be scared with me… we done nothing yet….” This time, her face is totally different from the first time I saw her. Now, I feel like she’s very gentle towards me. How can a person suddenly change that fast?

“I…. actually ….I don’t have any experience ….” As I blush while looking to other side making she giggles at me.

“Mouu~ Why you look so cute right now?” she gives a short kiss on my cheek, and then she’s slowly pushing me so that I will laying down on the bed and now, she’s on top of me. I can feel her thigh on my center.

“What are you trying to d….” before I could finish with my words, she puts her index finger on my lips and saying … “Shhhh~” then, she moves away her finger and sealed her lips on mine, making me silent and accepting her kisses.

I close my eyes while deepened the kisses, as I’m slowly moving my hand to the back of her head and pull her closer to me. While I’m focusing in kissing her, in a blink of eyes, she has done unbuttoning my shirt, as she removes it from my body and throws it to the side. I’m getting nervous and excited at the same time. I’m trying to break the kisses, and struggling my body as want to move away from her. I was like protesting to what she wants to do to me, but it seems, she prevents me to escape my body from her.

“Miyazawa-chan! Shhhh!!” she broke the kiss and glares to me, making me swallowing hard inside my throat. Somehow, it was like, I could see dark aura around her when she glared to me in that way.

“S-sae…” I stuttered when telling her my last name.

“Unn?” she tilted her head to me as confused about what I was saying to her.

“Miyazawa Sae is my full name…” I explain to her.

“Oowwh~ Sae-chan~” as she said in husky voice while moving her face closer to me. Our nose is touching with each other and then, she nuzzles her nose with mine before kissing me at the side of my nose.

After that, she’s slowly moving her hand, as she’s tracing my bare body from stomach, up until my chest. Of course I’m wearing bra. She’s intertwined her forehead with mine, as our eyes are staring to each other. The room is silent and the sound that I only heard is our heart is beating in the same rhythm. I don’t know what happen to me as my mind was like a blank for a while. I just let her do what she wants towards me, as I’m feeling excited and waiting for her next step. Then, she licks her bottom lip before giving me another kiss on my lips while her hands start unclasped my bra and tossed it away.

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“Ohh, my!!~~” her startled voice is making me surprise for a bit. I don’t know why she sounds really shock right now. “Are you still a virgin?” as she added while looking straightly at me.

“Wh—whaatt? What do you mean by that?” I move up my body for a bit and trying to look at her who’s still hovering above me. Then, she moves her body and kneeling on my bed. “Why?” as I asked again with curious face.

“I guess…. You are still a virgin then….see…” as she moves her finger and shows it to me. Once I see her finger….

“What the he…cckk?! It’s blood on your fingers?!” I widen my eyes.

“Yes…and it came from your….” She’s moving her view to my center and suddenly making me feeling worried! Does she mean that I’m bleeding right now?

I’m trying to move my body as want to look on my center, but she stops me by saying…

“Hey, relax… calm down… nothing happened…. It’s common for a girl to have this bleeding…” from her statement, I could guess that this is not her first time in doing this kind of thing.

I’m not sure with whom she had done it before. That’s why she knew everything about it. I don’t know if I want to feel upset or not. But deep from my heart, I think I already falling in love with her. I don’t care if this is not her first time, but all I wanna say, I also want her to be mine. I want to have her no matter what! Watching on her bloody fingers is making me dizzy. I don’t know why, but right now, I’m feeling like my body is floating in the air. My view is twisting around and I think, I couldn’t lift up my head anymore. I can hear her sweet and soft voice is calling my name. However, I don’t have energy to respond to her called.

I think I don’t care about what will happen to my surroundings anymore, as I’m feeling really tired and unsteady. I think I need some rest.

Without noticing….

My view becomes blank…..

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“Haahhhh!!! Yukirin?!!”

I woke up from my bed and feeling really strange. I’m not sure if last night was real or not. I’m moving my hands and holding on my head. I’m trying to remember about last night incident. I’m really sure it was real, but why right now I’m not naked? I looked down on my body as I’m wearing singlet and sleeping pants..? I move my hands and holding on my chest…

‘Ohh, I’m not wearing any bra…’ I said to myself and feeling confident that last night incident had happened.

I move my view and had noticed there’s a stain on my bed sheet. I think she tried to clean it up.

The blood that came out from my center…

I think she was trying her best to clean it up but it stills left a stain on it.

“Pfft, she did a good job..” I tried to laugh when touching on it. After that, I saw the clock and it’s almost half past 8 and I’m still on the bed.

“GGAAAWWWHHHDD I’m late!” I still need to go to work for today, so I’m furiously moving my body and prepare myself to go to the office.

- - - - - - - - Lunchtime….. 1pm…

Well, here I am again, heading to the usual place, as I was always gone for my lunchtime. I’m not sure if I will meet up with her again, but that’s what I’m wishing for today. I wanna meet with her. I don’t know why, but my heart is feeling want to meet with her for the third time. I wanna see her. I’m really curious on how she can get into my room? She has my room key or what? But I don’t have any spare keys and the only key that I have is still with me.

Strange…..

I sit on a different table that I had before. I’m facing to the main door. Like usual, the waiter came to me to ask my order and I ordered one set menu, which is bento rice with soft drink.

“Thank you, you order will arrive soon!” said the waiter before leaving me alone on the table.

It has been a while and after five minutes, my order came along with a can of soft drink. I gave thanks to the waiter and start having my meal. I guess, she will not coming today, as the restaurant is full with customers. While I was eating, I noticed there’s an old couple that sitting across at the side of my table. They were like waiting for someone to come inside the restaurant. I ignore them and kept eating my meal, until, something has capturing my eyes. Due to I’m facing with the main door, I can see…. Her is walking with someone from the outside and then, they enter inside this restaurant.

It’s really her….

It’s she….

Yukirin….

Kashiwagi Yuki, the girl who’s having sex with me last night is here. And right now….

Right this moment…..

There’s a guy beside her and they were holding hands…..

“What the fuck with this scene?” as I’m saying inside my mind while stop eating my meal. I think I’m losing my appetite when seeing she’s entering this restaurant with a guy beside her and they were like smiling happily towards each other. They are walking while holding hands?!! THE FUCK?!!

I don’t know why I’m feeling really angry right now. My wish had came true…..

However….

It’s not this what I wanted…..

I’m looking sharply on her face from the moment she entered inside this restaurant until she’s heading to the place that’s located beside me. She’s heading to the old couple table and strangely…. She’s not even looking at me.

What am I?

A stone?! A statue?!

I can see the old couple is welcoming their arrival with smile on their face.

‘This is so….annoying…’ I said inside my mind while still glaring at her. I’m slowly drinking the soft drink with fierce. I’m trying to cool down myself while keep looking at her.

At first, I could see they’re greeting with each other and then, they start the conversation while me on the other side, only sitting in here with silent.

“Yuki-chan~ Kenyu-kun~ You look cute together, awww~” said the old lady.

“Of course they are! Kenyu-kun is her fiancée~ Of course they will look cute together~” this time, hearing that old man statement is making me choke my soft drink.

“Oggghh… offfsss… Uhuk! Uhuk!” I’m coughing really hard, making them stop talking for a while and turn their view on me.

‘FIANCÉE?!! WHAT THE FUCK??!!’ as I scream inside my mind while apologizing to them.

“Ahh, gomennasai! I’m okay! Don’t worry, I accidentally drink too fast….” I explained to them. After that, they continue their conversation again. Then, I noticed she’s looking worriedly at me.

‘Tsskk…. You lied to me….’ I’m ogling my eyes to her while finishing my drink. I’m still being patience as sitting in there with silent until….

“I’m very pleased to hear that you will get married on the next two weeks… we will attend your wedding!”

Hearing the old lady statement is making me holding hard on the soft drink can and squeezing hard on it, making it accidentally….

*sound of crash* crashed in my grip. They noticed with my movement and making them shock for a while. I don’t care on what they will think about me, but all I know is…..I’m getting angrier than before….

She took my virgin and making me become like this pathetic….

I don’t know if wanna feel sad or upset… but it seems too late….

Before I stand up from my seat, I saw the guy is kissing on her cheek. He was like nuzzling his face on her neck and smelling on her scent.

Watching their smiling happily is making me feeling like my heart has been thrust with a knife. It’s really hard for me to breath but I’m still trying to stay calm. I’m furiously moving my body from this place while frowning. I can’t even smile right now. My heart is broken into pieces. I had falling in love with her but this is what I get from her…..

Painful….

Inside my heart…..

For once she could give happiness to me….

But at one time, she could give pain to me…..

I’m not sure if I could hating her right now….but I think…. I don’t wanna see her face ever again….

I’m feeling really hurt and just wanna get out from here….

If not… I don’t know what I will do to that table that they’re currently sitting on….

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“That girl…. Is driving me crazy!”

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Dormmate [2]

Part 2

Type of Story: Continuous

Genre: Love Drama, Complicated

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“Who is she?” as I’m asking inside my mind while trying to push her from my body. My view is getting blur due to the water had poured above my head. Well, it’s not that she steals my first kiss. I had my first kiss when I was a kid before and it’s from my mom. I don’t know if it doesn’t counted..?

I’m trying so hard to push her as my hands are grabbing on her shoulder, and I’m squeezing them pretty hard. But she still forces herself to kiss me. Our lips have met about a minute, then, I don’t know what happen. My body feels weak and I was feeling like being hypnotized by her. I could feel her warm breath above my upper lip.

Funny…. Because now, I’m accepting her kisses. I don’t really know how to kiss someone, but she’s the one who controls everything. I think my body is moving without control. I didn’t push her anymore as right now, I’m slowly moving my hands to her waist and pulling her body closer to me. I close my eyes and intense the kisses. Feeling my movement, now she’s moving wild towards me. She hangs her hands around my neck and slips her tongue inside my mouth and explores every inch of it.

I gasp a little when her tongue met with mine and make dominance. Due to this is my first time kissing someone by using my tongue, I lost a fight with her. However, she still didn’t let go of me as she keeps sucking my upper lip and her tongue is still moving wild inside my mouth. I’m forced fully breathing in her mouth. The water still poured on our body. Thank goodness because she’s not wearing white lingerie or else I think I could see ‘through’ her sexy body.

I can feel her breast is pushing towards my chest and it’s kinda big. And right now, I think my hand is losing control as it’s moving to her butt and I accidentally squeeze on it, making she startled a little bit and broke the kisses.

“Um~ Getting excited?” she asked me while bite her lower lip and smiles to me.

For God sake! She was like seducing me! Her looks are very sensual towards me and making my heart suddenly is beating so fast. You know what? I think I confuse with myself right now. I’m a girl and not supposed to like other girl. I think I’m normal before because I don’t have interest in any girls! But with her…. I kinda feel a bit different and I don’t know why….? Is it because of the kiss? And to be honest, I don’t have any boyfriends before but I do have a lot of boy friends…

I don’t really know if hanging around with boys will make me feels like a boy and I don’t really have girl friends. They kinda annoying to me because you know…. ‘girls’…

I remain silent and keep my head down as I’m blushing heavily on my face. I don’t know what to do. I’m getting wetter and same with her. I still have my clothes on me.

“Interesting~ Now you’re suddenly getting shy with me?” as she said again while placing her hand on my chin and make me facing with her. I look deeply into her eyes, although my view is still a bit blurred. Then, she said to me, “Like I told you, I will make you mine~”. I don’t understand her words, so I replied….

“What do you mean by….” Like before, I couldn’t finish with my words, and she’s already moving her head closer to my right shoulder. Then, she suddenly flick my collar shirt, revealing my bare shoulder to her. Without realizing, the only thing that I can feel right now is, her teeth draw against my skin and making me softly moans.

“Umm…ahh!” I accidentally squeeze her waist when feeling good sensation from her hot smooth tongue after she bites me. I think she bites my shoulder. Then, I’m shivering all over my body when could feel she was like licking along of my neck, up to my jaw and after that, her tongue swiped over my lips. Without noticing, I gave an entrance for her to explore my mouth for second time and it’s not long enough before she broke the kisses.

“There, I’ve made you mine~” she just smiles to me. I don’t really understand what she was talking about as my mind still blank after she kissed me. I stay froze and watching on her movement.

“I think I need to borrow your towel….” She said again while grabs my towel and her wet dress on the floor. She uses my towel to cover her body. “See you later, Miyazawa-chan~” she waved to me before unlocked the door and disappeared from this room, leaving me alone that is still in a daze.

Then, I snapped out from being hypnotized and trying to catch with her. “Oii! Oii! My towel!” I’m running to the corridor, but strange…. Because she had gone from my view without a trace.

“WHO IS SHE?!” I’m shouting to myself while shaking my head.

Realizing that I’m still wet, I look on my body, “God! I need to shower!”

After that, I continue my shower and change my clothes before heading back to my room. As I enter inside my room, I could feel my right shoulder is feeling hurt. I touch on it and suddenly remember what the girl had done to me. I think she bites my shoulder so I’m standing in front of the mirror and look on my bare shoulder.

“Gosh! Is she some kind of Vampire?! She bites me!” as I said while trying to look my own shoulder. I can see she’s leaving a mark on it making me suddenly remember her words…

“I will make you mine~”

“Urgh…she is so weird….” I mumble to myself and after that, ready to sleep because tomorrow I need to go to work.

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The next day…..9am…

I’m heading to my work place and currently inside the bus. I don’t really like skirts so I’m wearing formal suits and look like a guy. The place that I’m working is seems okay with my appearance as long as I’m wearing formal clothes. It has been a week already I’m starting my work-placement. I’ve started working before I moved into new room. Well, my major is in business psychology so right now, I’m a trainer. To be honest, this job is quite interesting as it’s giving me challenge how to operate a business. I get to know a lot of people including clients. I’m still learning and this is my life that I need to deal with after I finish my study.

Some people said it’s kinda difficult to work and it’s quite annoying, but hey, life still needs money so people still need to work for living. Especially for me who’s not really rich and having poor life, as my parent is still working to funding my study. Once I arrived at my work place, I start working like usual. It’s kinda tiring but I’m still having fun. I enjoy living like this and I’m really thankful with my life although having poor family. All of my expenses have been sponsored by scholarship and I just have my own salary for my daily expenses.

- - - - - Lunch time…..1pm…

After finished my works for the first session, I’m having my lunchtime. I’m heading to the place that nearby from my work place. Its not really expensive place as the foods in there is quite cheaper and also delicious. Once enter inside the restaurant, something is capturing my eyes. I think I saw a girl that I’ve met yesterday in there. I’m not really sure because there were like a bunch of beautiful girls. They’re gathering around in one table and their face seems cheerful. I mean they look happy and smiling beautifully.

Of course other guys are watching on them right now, because they look like a bunch of Angels that currently having lunch together. I ignore them as I thought I’ve got a wrong person. Maybe their faces look alike. After that, I’m heading to the empty table just near from them. Once I sit down, the waiter came to me and taking my order.

“Yes Sir, what do you want to order?” he asked me. I was almost laughing again because he thought that I’m a guy. Well, I couldn’t blame him as it’s my fault because dress-up like a guy.

“I just want omelet rice with orange juice please…thanks….” Hearing my girlish voice, he’s suddenly apologizing to me.

“Ahh, sorry, Miss! I thought you were a….”

“It’s okay…. I got used to it…” as I said with cool face to him.

“Sorry again!” he bowed to me. “Your order will be here soon!” after that, he disappears from here.

While I’m waiting for my meal, I can get the feeling that someone keeps staring at me and it’s from the bunch of girls’ table. I turn my view to the front and could see there is one girl is smiling to me. Her smile is kinda familiar. She’s supporting her chin with her hand on the table while keeps looking at me. At first, I don’t really recognize her, but then I realized, she’s the same girl as yesterday.

The girl that I’ve met in the shower room. Remembering her face, I widen my eyes while suddenly moving my left hand and holding on my right shoulder. She noticed with my movement as now, she’s smiling seductively to me. Her smile was like flirting me!

“She’s the girl from yesterday!” I said inside my mind and looking back to her.

Then, after about 5 minutes, my order has arrived. “Enjoy your meal!” said the waiter while serving the foods and drink at my table.

“Thank you….” I’m trying to eat with peace, but her sensual looks kinda distracting me.

I don’t know what she wants from me? She had bitten my shoulder and keeps saying that I will be hers. I don’t really understand what’s going on? Do I know her somewhere? I don’t think so, and I don’t even know her name.

I tried my best to ignore her gaze on me and having my lunch happily. While I’m trying to finish my food, it seems that they had finished eating their lunch and wants to leave this place. They pay the bill to the waiter and slowly walks away from the table. Eventually, they need to walk through beside me to go to the main door. So to avoid her gaze, I’m looking to other side while placing my hand on my head and was like covering my face from her. I’m praying in my heart so that she won’t disturb me. I could feel that one by one is passing through me until there’s no one walks beside me anymore. At first, I feel relieve as I thought she’s already leaving this place with her friends, but then….

*burk!*

I heard something had dropped on the floor and I thought the waiter who’s passing beside me had dropped something. So I’m furiously turning my view to the ground and saw a purse. As I’m bending my body and want to take it, suddenly I could see a beautiful hand is also trying to take it. Noticed that hand, my body abruptly stop as I get a strange feeling about this. I’m quickly turning my head to the side and suddenly feeling very shock because her face is away one inch from mine!

She looks sharply into my eyes, making me goosebumps again. Our nose is almost touching with each other. Then she whispers to me…..

“I will see you later~” before gives a short kiss me on my cheek. Then, she takes her purse and standing from there. Again, I’m feeling confuse for the second time as I don’t know what have I done to her until she keeps bothering me like this.

“Yukirin! Hurry up! We’re getting late right now!” Her friends are calling her from the main door.

“Haii~ I’m coming!” as she answered her friend, and then she smiles to me. After that, she’s heading to her friends and disappears from this place.

“Yukirin?” I asked to myself while rubbing my cheek, the place that she had kissed me before.

“Who’s Yukirin?” as I’m asking again with curious face and after that, I continue eating as trying to finish my lunch.

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7pm….. at the Nagasaki University’s dorm….

Here I am, had arrived at my dorm and heading back to my room. While I was walking to my room, her words keep appearing inside my head….

“I will see you later~”

“I will make you mine~”

“Gahhh!! Who is she?! Get off from my head!!” as I scream while messing up my hair. I’m really tired right now and my shoulder is feeling a bit hurt. Not because of her bite, but due to I’m holding bag pack with laptop inside, it’s kinda heavy.

Once I’m in front of my room, I take out my room’s key and unlock the door. I’m feeling wanna sleep and don’t want to take shower as I’m feeling a bit trauma about what happened before. After that, I open the door and quickly enter inside the room. Before heading to the bed, I switch on the light on my left side and after that, once I turn around, I didn’t realize there’s someone is hiding beside the closet! And it’s on the right side! It’s her! She’s the girl before! She’s furiously heading to the main door that’s behind me, as she’s closing it and locks it!

“Do you expecting me, Miyazawa-chan~?” she asked me with seductive smile on her face.

“What are you doing? Why are you here? How did you get into my room?!” I didn’t answer her question but I’m asking back to her with shock face.

And the weirdest thing is she’s wearing a nightgown that I could see through her body! It was like transparent and she’s didn’t wear a bra, and only wearing panties.

“Like I told you before~ I will see you later~” she’s slowly getting closer to me, making me accidentally drop my bag pack on the floor and moving back my body from her.

“Who are you? What do you want from me?” I keep asking her question while still slowly moving my body to the back until the back of my knees are hitting to the bed.

In a blink of eyes, she grabs my coat and gives a deep kiss on my lips before pushing me sitting on the bed. Her movement is really fast as I didn’t realize when did she kiss me? With scared on my face, I’m moving my body to the back until I lay my back to the wall. I think I’ve been trapped again with her for the second time.

Then she looks at me with sharp gaze. It’s kinda scary. “Sometimes, you’re asking too much….” As she said to me and after that, she’s sitting on my laps. “My name is Kashiwagi Yuki…. And I want you to be mine!”

She clamped her legs on my waist and moves her head closer to me. Our forehead intertwined with each other as she stares deeply into my eyes. In some any reason, I could feel this room is suddenly getting hot.

Then I asked her, “Do you wanna rape me?” hearing my words is making her giggles.

“Rape you?” she smiles to me, and then answered, “Isn’t it this, also what you want?” After that, she gives another kisses on my lips.

I think she was right, as right now I’m accepting her kisses. I’m enjoying with her movement and this time, before she could lead the kissing, I’m the one who controls everything as quickly slips my tongue inside her mouth and explores around it. She gasps a little when feeling my tongue met with hers. We had a battle and eventually I won the fight. We broke the kiss to get some air and then, she was like searching for another kisses from me.

I’m still on breathing, so I move my head to the side and keep breathing heavily. Her scent is very nice, unlike me as I think I’m sweating right now due to this formal suit. Noticed that I’m turning to the side, she moves her kisses on my left cheek, then down to my jaw, and then down to my neck. I let out a soft moan when feeling she’s using her tongue right now, and start licking on my neck and after that, sucking it. Then, she swirled her tongue on my left ears, making me blushing all over my face.

My heart start to race so fast and my hands start moving to her thighs and gently squeeze on them.

“Be mine~” as she whispers beside my ear.

Then, she moves her kisses on my lips as I’m giving her entrance to explore inside my mouth again. We had deepened the kiss and I keep sucking her lower lip while my hand starts rubbing her thigh. Then, I think I couldn’t control my hand anymore as it’s suddenly moving wild and start groping on her butt. Without noticing, while we keep kissing intensely, I slip my hand inside her nightgown through her panties and start squeezing her bare butt.

Strangely, this time, she didn’t startle anymore and was like giving me permission to grope her butt. She moans when feeling my other hand starts touching on her soft breast. I gently massage it making she grabs my hand and moving along with it. Meanwhile, her other hand is locking around my neck. It has been a while until my desire starting to build and I couldn’t stand anymore. Hearing her moans again and again is making me getting excited as this time, I broke the kisses and push her so that she could lying on the bed.

I’m being on top of her while my hands are supporting my body. I’m staring deeply into her eyes while I could feel sweat dropped from my temple. I frown and I think my face was like showing her that I’m feeling worried. I don’t know if what we’re doing right now is actually wrong. We’re both girls and she’s a stranger to me. She doesn’t love me, how could she control me like I’m hers? I stayed silent for a while and keep breathing heavily. Then, she’s slowly removing my coat while saying,

“Don’t worry…. It’s fine~” On top of her, I just let her remove my coat while still remain in same position.

Actually, I’m still thinking if I should continue this or not…. I’m confusing with myself and she’s too pretty for me to resist from her.

And then, she gently holds on my cheeks and saying, “It’s okay….I’m yours for tonight….” She softly smiles to me, making me being like hypnotized by her again. Her Angelic face is making me calm and feeling want to give my everything to her.

After that, she moves her hand to my collar shirt and starts unbuttoning my shirt one by one. I’m still frozen at my place while looking on her movement.

“Does she love me?”

“Why she kissed me?”

“Is she really ready want to be mine?”

“Where did she come from?”

“What’s happening to me? Why am I accepting her, right now? And…….”

“Who is she……?”

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Dormmate [1]

Part 1

Type of Story: Continuous

Genre: Love Drama, Complicated

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Here I am, alone as I’m heading to the shower room that near from my room. I just moved into here and not sure if there are any other people inside this dorm. It’s really silent when the first time I’ve been in here. I’ve got single room and I’m really satisfied with it, although it’s quite different from the previous room that I’ve stayed before. The different is, this dorm is like a flat building and I don’t really know who’s my dorm-mate. I’m a first year student and will enter into second year. Right now is a summer holiday. However, I must stay in here because I have placement jobs that need to be completed.

Once I arrived inside the shower room and want to close the door, suddenly someone comes in with me. She pushes me inside while closing the door at the same time and locks it. I’m really confused with her movement as I don’t know what’s going on. I tried to talk but then….

“Anou….uumm?” hearing my voice, she moves her hand and close my mouth.

“Shhh!!!” she said to me while placing her index finger on her lips. Her other hand is still closing my mouth.

“Umm?” I frown while looking into her dark eyes. It’s really beautiful but the most scared me is she’s glaring deeply into my eyes. Her stares look really sharp and making me is having goosebumps.

“Shhh….” She didn’t say anything except that word. I wonder what exactly is happening in here. Well, this room is single shower room but could fit like almost 2 or 3 people in here. Then, I could hear someone’s loud voice.

“Where is she?! GO AND FIND HER YOU STUPID!” *smack!*

“Haii!” I think I could hear a guy’s voice while he was like slapping other’s people head.

Then, I heard footsteps are heading to this door. Of course he would, if he sees only this door is currently closing right now.

*knock*knock

For God sake! He’s knocking on this door right now! What should I do?! I forgot that this dorm is a mix gender dorm. Girls or guys could rent in this dorm. Hearing his knocking, I’m turning my view to the side, as I’m watching her. At first she was like preventing me to open the door, but then….

“Who’s inside?! Open this door! NOW!” shouted the unknown guy with anger. He’s still knocking hard on the door.

She’s on the other side whispers to me, “Acting like you’re having a shower and no one in here except you…” she said to me.

“Unnn…” I’m nodding to her while slowly open the door. At this time, due to he’s a guy so I’m acting to be like a guy, although I’m a GIRL actually, but due to my boyish appearance, people were always thought me as a guy.

“What?! Can’t you see I’m trying to have shower, right now?!” I said with anger, making he startled a bit and bowed to me.

“Sorry! I’m really sorry! I thought there’s a girl inside!” as he said and after that, walks away from here.

Once he disappeared, I could feel someone is grabbing my collar from behind and drags me inside the shower room again. It’s her and she closes the door and lock it just like before.

“Hum~ You look so tough~ Wanna be my boyfriend?” she said to me while smile appears on her face.

“Boyfriend? Puuftt, you’ve got to be kidding me….” I said to her while looking away and trying to laugh.

“What..? Do you want me to seduce you first then you will agree to be my boyfriend?” this time, I could feel her hand is slowly going down to my thigh then, to my crotch. She’s gently rubbing it making me gasps in shock for a little bit.

“LIKE.... WHAT THE HECK IS SHE DOING RIGHT NOW?!” I shout inside my mind while looking at her. I’m frozen and keep staring on her like I’m still in shock with her movement.

Feeling different on my body, then she stops rubbing on my center. She looks at me weirdly.

“You are not a guy?” she asked me with curious face.

“How rude! You thought that I’m a guy?” half-shouted from my voice while slowly move my body from her. “And you will do this to other guy that you had just met?” as I said again while making disgusting face to her. “Are you a slut?” actually I’m suddenly feeling angry and that word accidentally came out from my mouth.

“Hum~ call me what you want~” strange because she was just smiling to me. Then she’s suddenly pushing me to the wall and traps my body with her hands. “If you’re a girl…that it would be easier for me to make you mine~” as she said again while this time, she moves her hand and grope my breast! Like, of course, I also do have breast, although it’s quite small!

I’m trying to struggle from her, but due to her body is pushing me at the same time, is making me couldn’t escape from there. “Are you sure that you’re a girl?” okay, that’s it! Her question is making me angry!

She keeps groping on my chest to make sure that I’m a girl, making me couldn’t stand with her rude behavior! We just met! And she was like harassing me in this shower room! I don’t even know her!

“Stop it!” I said while this time, I’m using my energy to push her away from my body. “I thought I was helping you to get rid of your ‘boyfriend’ before, because he looks really mad. What have you done actually? Are you cheating on him?” I asked her with serious look on my face.

“I’m not…. And he’s not even my ‘boyfriend’~  Nothing happened. It was just…. we were playing hide and seek, that’s all~” she said with cool tone while looking at me from head to toes.

I don’t believe her. Well to me, she’s beautiful with dark eyes, and long black straighten with raven hair. In first look, people might think she’s a princess, but watching her behavior, people might think she’s a slut.

To be honest, for me she looks like a stranger. Her eyes and her….. sexy body kinda distracting me. Make me almost forgot that I’m a ‘girl’. I think she’s dangerous person because she has interest in girls and guys. She’s quite confusing.

“If that so…. Do you mind to leave me alone? Because I need to have shower now…” I said to her.

“I’ve never seen you before…. Are you new student in here? Are you just moved into this dorm…?” well, now she seems curious about me.

“I’m not a new student, I’m a first year student and I was just shifted into new room in here and need to stay in this summer because I need to do placement job…” I explain to her.

“Ohh, interesting….. I’m a first year student too. What’s your name?”

Without noticing, hearing her question is making me answering her. “My name is, Miyazawa…..” then I realized, she’s a stranger and why should I answering her question?!

“Wait… why do you wanna know?” I said to her. “And could you please get out now? I need to have shower!” I tried to push her but she’s suddenly….

“I wanna have shower with you…. Let’s shower together then…. ” this time, she’s unzip her dress in front of me.  Before I could stop her, her dress already dropped on the floor and revealing her with lingerie.

“Oh, God… what are you doin…” I couldn’t finish my words, and she’s already grabbed my collar, push me to the wall again and at the same time, she turns on the shower.

I’m getting wet and same with her as the water poured on our body. In a blink of eyes, I don’t really know what happened, her face is already getting closer to me and I could feels her lips met with mine. She kisses me and this makes me feeling really weird!

“Who is she…..?”

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Short Scene (10)

Short Scene 10 (Happy with your life?)

Type Of Story: Short Scene, Continuous

Genre: Undefined…..

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Today is back to Saturday. So I’m still keeping this job as Barista at this Coffee Shop. Today also is my first day of working. Of course I still want to keep this work because it is quite difficult for me to find this job. I really love this workplace’s environment because for me, it seems calm and comfortable. Yet, the smell of coffee makes me feeling peaceful in my mind. 

Yesterday, Takamina’s mother came and asking us to be the Heir of our family’s company again, and of course I’ve done that.

I’m back to my family’s house and it seems that everyone like couldn’t believe with my appearance last night. My mother was like…

‘Sae-chan! I really miss you!’

She hugged me hard until I couldn’t breath! However, as usual, my brother and my father seem don’t like to see me. My father scolded me of course. And my brother was like…..

‘I thought you said that you would give up on Dad’s company…..’

Like always, he’s so greedy to have company by himself. Like I wanna care about it anyway….

From yesterday, I need to follow new command from my father as he told me,

‘If you really wanna stay in here and living as my daughter, which as MIYAZAWA Sae…. You need to follow with my command.’

Then I asked him,

‘What is it this time, Dad?’

‘Well, as you know that Miyazawa’s Heirs Corporation had signed an agreement with Shinoda’s Group, which was as a ‘Special’ business partner. So, I want you to meet their older daughter, which is Shinoda Mariko.’

Explained my father, making me furrowed my eyebrows while asking,

‘The in term of ‘meet’ that you mentioned previously, is it like a ‘lover’?’

‘Yes!’

Just short answer from my father has making me shock.

‘Like seriously Dad! I’m a woman! Not a man though!’

‘It doesn’t matter whether you are a man or a woman! Her father still could accept it because he really wants to have relationship with us.’

‘That’s insane Dad! Why me?! Why don’t you ask Nii-san to marry her or something like that….’

Hearing my statement, my father is suddenly become angry. With loud voice, he said to me,

‘Are you crazy?! Your brother already have a wife!’

‘Well, I think it’s not wrong to have two wives….’

‘SILENCE! Just follow with my command this time! I want you to meet with Shinoda Mariko after this! I will arrange the date!’

He’s in madness again, but thanks to my mother, she tried to make him calm. Unfortunately, there’s one thing that why I don’t like my mother…..

Because she said to me,

‘Sae-chan….. just obey with your father’s command. Please at least fulfill his needs. He’s sick. And he really wants his daughter to have bright future and be happy. That’s all….’

‘Geezz…. Gimme a break! Why do I have such a family?!’

As I said to them with annoying face. I think, for them, the happiness is money. I seriously don’t understand how they were thinking!

‘Okay, okay…. whatever! I will go to bed now! And I will start working on Monday….’

After that, I was just leaving them without saying anything. And they also did not know that actually I’m working as a part-time worker in this place. There’s no reason for me to tell them. Besides, it’s not that I’m working as full-time in here….

While I’m serving the customer at the counter, suddenly I could hear a loud conversation that not far away from here.

“Ohh! This is what you were doing all of this time?! You were cheating on me?! And see other WOMAN behind my back?!”

I think the way the person talked is more to screaming rather than talking slowly. Hearing the voice, I tried to search for it and could have seen a very familiar figure. This time, I don’t think it’s a coincidence anymore because this will be the fourth times I’ve met with her…..

Ka—shi—wa—gi Ojousama…..

I can see that a guy is currently sitting with other girl at one table, while she’s standing beside the guy. And she’s alone at the moment. As the guy said,

“Well, since that you are not my ‘wife’ as you are my ‘future’ wife. So I don’t think it is wrong for me to see other woman~”

The way he speaks is really rude and yet, he’s grinning to her. With angry tone, she’s suddenly grabbing a glass of water in front of him and splashing it on his face while saying,

*SPLASH!!*

“You jerk! I will not marry you! I will ask my father to end up relationship with your family!”

As she wants to leave the place, I could see that the guy is changing his face while catching his wrist violently. He stopped her from moving away. Watching at the current situation, I don’t have any other choice except helping her for the second times. I’m not sure why, but I think I’m starting to like the way she talked with that stupid ‘rich guy’.

With slow movement, I’m heading to her place silently. They are still looking intense with each other. And the most thing that I really hate is, the girl that he was cheating with, is still sitting at the table while enjoying watching them to have a fight. That is the type of girl that I really hate the most in this world.

“Iiihh! Let me go, Yuya! I don’t want to see your face, you idiot!”

As she’s struggling very hard to escape from him.

On the other side, he stands from his seat while still holding on Kashiwagi-Ojousama’s hand tightly and saying,

“Do you think after you splashed a glass of water on my face I would let you go?! And you forgot one thing! You forgot that your father needs my company to increase your father’s company’s share! You still need to marry me no matter what! And it has been arranged by your own father!”

From here, I’ve noticed that he’s furiously lifting up his hand, as he wants to slap her. However, with my fast movement, I fiercely catch on his arm and stop him.

“Anou na…..Could you at least find the right opponent to have a fight with and not a girl…?”

As I said to him.

“God damn it! You are the same guy as previous day! What the hell are you doing in here?!”

Half-shouted from his voice with angry face. I will try to ignore the ‘guy’ word that he was calling me.

“Actually, I’m working in here and I’m not sure why I keep seeing you in my life!”

I’m harshly pushing down his hand to his side. On the other side, Kashiwagi-ojousama also seems shock with my appearance.

“Ehh?! Sae?!”

“Yes! It’s me again! And I’m not sure is it a bad day or a good day for me to see you for once again…..Kashiwagi-ojousama…..”

As I explain to her. Then, she looks at me with widen eyes. Because this is not the first time that he done this, so I confidently said to him….

“Naa….If you wanna start a fight in here, better you leave before I will do a report to the police that you wanna abuse her…. ”

Hearing that, as he said to me,

“Okay…. okay….. I will leave now….. but after this, I won’t let you go, Yukirin! You will become my wife after this, heh~”

He was just grinning while leaving this place with other girl. Once they left, I could see she’s just standing without saying anything.

“Phewww….. what a guy you want to marry with…..”

As I said while rubbing my back neck. But then, she suddenly said to me,

“I didn’t ask you to help me…..”

“What—?!”

I really confuse with her statement.

“And I didn’t ask you to interfere in my problems for once again!”

She continued, making me accidentally shouting,

“WHAT—?!”

Ouch! That’s harsh actually! If I didn’t catch that stupid guy’s arm previously, for sure her face gonna have some bruise already!

“Well, you heard me….”

As she said with a haughty face and after that leaving me alone in here while other people are looking at me.

“Geez! This arrogant girl seriously makes me crazy! Eeish!”

I whispered to myself while continue my works at the counter.

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After 6 hours of working, it’s time for me to go back. Although today don’t really have a lot of customers but still tiring for me to work as Barista and a cashier at the same time. I’m preparing myself to go back. And once I’m out of this shop, unexpectedly, something had capturing my eyes. I’ve noticed there’s a lady who has the same figure as Kashiwagi-ojousama is currently sitting in front of the shop, as her back is facing to me.

At first I thought it was someone else. But when thinking again, I don’t think there’s someone else would wear the same expensive clothes as her. She’s sitting while her arms wrapping on her knees. From behind, deep inside my heart, I could guess that she’s actually crying.

I’m slowly heading closer to her. As I bend down my body, I said to her,

“Oh, you are still here, nee?”

She jolted in surprise when hearing my voice beside her ear. She quickly turns her view to me. Then, I look sharply into her eyes. And this is not the first time I get really closer to her. I didn’t realize that she has pretty eyes.

“Tssk! If I’m still here, it is none of your business!”

She’s rolling her eyes from me. My guess was right….

She is crying. I clearly can see that tears flowing on her cheeks. Watching that, I start to tease her by saying….

“You see…. If you need a shoulder to cry on, you should just ask me you know…..I could give my shoulder to you, don’t be so arrogant—”

Before I could finish with my sentence, I didn’t notice that her hand is swinging on my face and…..

*SMACK!*

She gave hard slap on my cheek! And it’s kinda hurt!

“Ouuufff—!!”

I gasp in pain while shutting my eyes tightly. On the other side, she’s standing from her place and madly said to me,

“You rude! I didn’t ask for your shoulder! And if I want one, I could just ‘buy’ someone to be by my side! I don’t need someone like you to be beside me! You pathetic poor people!”

Hearing her statement sure is making me losing my temper. For me, happiness or sadness could not be found by money. And it’s not money that caused of the sadness. It depends on someone’s feeling. People could not buy sadness with money and people cannot buy happiness by using money. It depends on ‘You’, yourself to find the happiness or sadness.

With angry feeling and with my full strength, I’m forcefully holding on her waist as wrapping my arms around it while saying,

“You arrogant lady, you sure really full of yourself huh?! You said that you can buy someone to be by your side?! Do you think you could buy happiness with money?! Are you happy that he was using you with his money?! You’re really happy with your life huh?! Is that it?!”

“Errghh! Let me go, Sae!”

She’s struggling her body from me. However, she couldn’t escape because I’m hugging her tightly in my embrace. I’m slowly moving up my hands to her face and start holding on her cheeks.

“Hummphh Ummpphh!! I won’t let you go until these tears disappeared from your cheeks. I hate to see a beautiful lady like you is crying because of that stupid ‘rich guy’…..”

As I said while softly wiping her tears with my thumbs.

Good thing that she’s suddenly stunned for a while and not struggling anymore. I look deeply into her eyes, as I continued my words,

“You cannot buy happiness with money you know…… You need to find it by yourself.”

I’m slowly letting her go. She didn’t let out any words except showing me her pretty big eyes.

“And also…… if you really could buy happiness, I would suggested you to buy some manners too….. Make sure don’t appear in front of me after this!”

As I said to her before leaving her alone at the place. She doesn’t say anything and that’s the good thing. After that, without looking back, I was just heading back to my place.

“Hahh…. What a bad day to get a hard slap from her…..”

I sigh while mumbling alone.

“Happy with you life huh? Tsskk….. whatever….”

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Cold [Part 7]

Part 7

Type of Story: Continuous Fiction Story

Genre: Romance, Love Drama

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Current day is Friday.

“Maybe….. we are fated to meet with each other again, Minami…..”

“Fated to meet with each other again, nee? How nonsense is that answer…..? I don’t really believe in fate….. so, just tell me honestly why are you here, exactly….”

I asked straightforwardly to her, because I knew she has reason to be around here. I don’t believe this was just a coincidence. She looks intensely to me before continues her words,

“Okay, to be honest……. I really want to meet with you. So I decided to go to your house. But my father told me not to go, because he thought that your Otou-san is still angry about the news.”

She explained to me and added,

“Deep from my heart, I wanted to see you…… really want to see you. However, while I’m on my way to your house, suddenly my mind thinks that, even though I go to your house, but…… what if….. your dad is still not allowed me to see you? … and because of that…. I’m here now…..”

She slowly gets closer to me and holding on my hand.

“I’m sitting in here, hoping that I could meet with you…. How I really wish that! How I wish to meet with you for real and right at this moment….. I’m feeling like couldn’t believe that God has really granted my wishes!”

As usual, she smiles to me and it’s not an ordinary smile as she’s giving me her crinkle nose smile. Geezz…. So cute!

“Okh—okay…. that explained everything.”

I turned my view from her while could feel the heat on my cheeks. But then, she slowly moves her hand and softly holds on my cheek. As she said to me,

“Minami, you know I really love you…. I don’t care about the rumors, I don’t care what would people say about us. All I know is……

I love you very much…..”

She sealed her lips on mine while closing her eyes. At first, I’m really shock, as I couldn’t guess that she has courage to kiss me in here. But after a few seconds, I couldn’t hold myself anymore. I miss her so much. So, I accepted her kisses and deepened it. She slips her tongue and I quickly give her an access. We make dominant and I was just following with her rhythm, slowly and passionately.

We’re kissing under this tree……

After about few minutes, I broke the kisses and look intensely into her eyes. As I said to her,

“I love you, Maeda Atsuko…… can I be your ‘girlfriend’?”

My hand starts caressing on her cheek while she’s looking back to me with her eyes are full with love. She answered me,

“I’m the one who should ask you that question, Minami…..”

She gives warm smiles to me and she added,

“So, Takahashi Minami, would you be my ‘girlfriend’?”

She moves her arm and wraps around my neck. Then, this woman moves her face closer to me as she’s nuzzling her nose with mine.

“Yes, of course I would be your ‘girlfriend’, Maeda Atsuko…. That would be my pleasure~”

I close my eyes and was just following with her movements.

“Be mine, Maeda Atsuko…..”

As I whispered closely to her and after that, we were just sitting under the tree as she placed her head on my shoulder. We’re both keep silent and enjoy the view of nature together.

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Few hours later……

Around 1 o’clock in the afternoon…..

We are heading back to her house, as I walk her home. While we are walking, we keep holding hands without caring about our environment. I’m officially her ‘girlfriend’ right now. I could see her bright smile when she’s walking with me. Seeing her like this happy, I’m also happy.

“I really love you, Maeda Atsuko. I hope this moment would be last forever….”

As I said inside mind while looking at her. Then, she looks back to me while asking,

“Have you been thinking about something, Minami?”

“Humm, nope….”

Short answer from me while move away my view.

“Liar! You must have been thinking something ‘pervert’ about me!”

As she said, making me widen my eyes and saying,

“No, I’m not! I’m not that kind of person!”

“Hihihi~ You’re so cute when you are getting shock, Minami~ I was just teasing you~”

She said again while gently placed her head on my shoulder as her arm still clinging onto me.

“Geezz… stop teasing me in something like that….”

After few minutes, we had arrived in front of her house. At first, I’m feeling hesitation want to enter the house, but then….

“Minami, let’s get inside….”

She’s invited me to go in.

“Ahh…. Umm… actually, I don’t want to interrupt your parent.”

I’m rubbing my back neck.

“No you won’t! Just! Let’s go!”

She holds tightly on my arm while forcefully drag me in to enter her house. Once I entered…

“Tadaima!”

“Ahh! Okaeri, Acchan!”

Said her mother.

“So—sorry for interrupt….”

As I said while slowly enter the house.

“Ehh? Minami-chan is also here?”

Asked her mother while turning her view to me.

“Ah.. Hha—haaii!”

I quickly bowed to her mother.

“Come and sit here!”

Said her mother while patted an empty seat beside her. She’s currently sitting on the couch at living room. Watching on her movement, my face suddenly changed into red colour because I’m feeling very shy right now! Yet, after the rumors appeared on the Internet, I think I’m feeling awkward when staying inside her house. As I turn my view to Acchan, I believe she could read from my face.

“Ahh! It’s okay, Mama! Minami came to help me to do the assignment! I think, we will do in my room!”

‘Ohh! NO!! That would be worst!’

As I screamed inside my mind while quickly stop her when she starts dragging me from here.

“NO! NO! NO!”

I accidentally shout to her, making she startled and then look at me.

“I mean….. we could just do at downstairs! At the dining room maybe? As it’s a comfortable place to discuss about the assignment!”

Well, the reason why I don’t wanna go to her room is because I don’t want to be alone with her! I could feel she has a ‘deep’ feeling towards me and it will inviting her to go to the ‘tension’ part of our relationship. From the kiss I had received from her earlier, I could guess that she’s ready to give ‘herself’ to me, which I’m not ready for ‘that part’ yet. I will slow down our relationship as for now.

“Ahh! Good idea! If that so, you and Acchan could discuss the assignment together, while me will serve some snacks and drinks for you girls!”

Said her mother, and making me furiously nodding my head. On the other side, I could see Atsuko is frowning to me.

‘Oh, crap! Am I in trouble?’

I asked inside my mind.

“Come! Seat here! You girls should start discuss now! I will be right back!”

As she said again while leading us to sit in the dining room. Then, she’s heading to the kitchen with her maids. At first, we’re both keep silent, until I’m the one who starts to speak,

“So……. Have you finished your assignment?”

“No! Not yet! Because you had promised me to do together with me!”

“What?!”

“Don’t you ‘what’ me! You promised me before! Remember?!”

“Urgh, Acchan….. I told you that I would help you! I’m not saying doing it together with you! I had finished my assignment on yesterday….”

As I corrected her words and then, making her angry.

“Oh! So, now you’re manipulating my words huh? You had finished by yourself and not even waiting for me huh?”

It was like she wants to start argument.

“Okay, I think we should stop in here. Let’s just do it together then….”

Hearing my words, she’s staring sharply to my face! Seriously her gaze was like killing me! I can see that she’s really angry towards me now. Maybe because my words annoyed her, that is why she’s insanely mad to me. Without waiting any longer, to reduce her madness, I persuaded her by saying,

“After we finished this, we could go to the park again tomorrow if you wanted.”

“No… I don’t want….”

As she pouted while moving her view away from me. Seeing her sulking face, I think she is so cute right now! Argh! That’s making me insane!

“Mou, Acchan…. I will treat you ice cream later, if that so….”

“No! Still don’t want! We should just start discuss about it now!”

Geez, I didn’t know that it’s also quite difficult to persuade her back. I think this would be the first and the last I’ve done this to her as I move myself, and sit closer to her. I grab and hold on her hands while saying,

“Tell me what you want?”

She’s a bit surprise and then turning her view to me. As I repeated back my words with slowly and smoothly,

“Tell me ……what you want, Maeda Atsuko?”

I smile to her.

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A week after…..

Around 8 o’clock in the morning…..

At College……

It has been about a week that I’m being her ‘lover’, her official ‘lover’. Although I had noticed that people looked differently to us because of the rumors, but I don’t care anymore. So does Atsuko. We both ignore their perspective and acting like nothing happen. From the first 2 days I back to college, yes, people keep talking about us. They were like feeling disgusting about our relationship. But 4 days later, it seems normal and back to usual. They didn’t talk bad about us, and not even bothered. I wonder what had happened actually? Maybe Atsuko’s father had done something that I didn’t know? Ohh, well, I’m not sure about that because there’s nothing new on the news.

Tomorrow will back to Saturday. Actually, the day I met her was on last Friday, and I helped her to finish the first assignment. And the ‘favor’ that I had offered to her was, staying over night on weekend at her house. She asked me to stay over night on this weekend, and I had agreed with it. So tomorrow I will go to her house again to accompany her because her parent will be outstation and same with my parent. They have business trip together. For me this doesn’t make any sense, because how can they are suddenly out of a place at the same time?! Yet, I’m the one who needs to be alone with her in her house! Yes, of course her maids and butlers will be around, but still, we will stay together.

“Urgh….. so how can you avoid her after this? For sure, something would happen Takamina! How can you run away from her on this weekend?! How?!”

I mumble to myself and didn’t realize that actually, Atsuko is standing beside me.

“Are you talking with yourself, Minami? What were you saying?”

“Argh! You scared me!”

I accidentally shouted while widen my eyes. I freeze like a stone.

“Hihihi~ You’re so funny! You should have noticed me just now! I was standing here and waiting for you, you know?!”

As she said while start clinging her arm onto mine.

“No! I didn’t notice you!”

I said to her and continue my walking together with her. We’re actually heading to my house because my mom invited her to have lunch together. While we are walking, I didn’t realize that actually there’s a van has been following us from behind. And in a blink of eyes…..

*SCREEETTT!!*

The van has stopped right in front of me and the door is suddenly open widely.

*ZUUPPPP!!*

I could see someone is wearing a fully mask appeared in front of us. I thought that person wanna do something to Atsuko, so with my strength, I pushed her away and try to beat the person.

“ACCHAN!! WATCH OUT!!”

“KYAA!! Minami!! In front you!”

*BURK!!*

Without feeling hesitation, with fast movement, I give hard punch on the person’s face, making it collapse on the ground, but then, I didn’t realize there are actually 4 of them. They are standing around me while I’m standing in the middle, and two of them quickly hold me from behind. I tried to struggle, but it’s quite difficult because they lock my arms and my body. And then, the third person furiously cupped on my nose and my mouth by using handkerchief.

Smelling the scent is making me weak…….

I’m not sure what and I’m not sure why……

But I think I’m slowly losing my sense……

The only sound that I could hear right now is Atsuko’s screaming…..

I tried to search her from my view, but couldn’t…….

“Atsuko….”

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Type Of Stories Info

This will be the post of arrangement of the stories:

Under Completed Stories Link:

AtsuMina | SaeYuki - #Messy guy x Aggressive Girl #Aiesu # I don’t want to be your friend #Yakuza vs Kōzoku #Revenge

wMatsui - #You, Me and Her

Under Continuous Stories Link:

SaeYuki - #Childhood Love to Love #Dormmate

AtsuMina - #Cold

Under Unfinished Stories Link:

wMatsui 

YuiParu - To be updated

SayaMilky - #In a train

Under Short Scene Stories Link:

AtsuMina | SaeYuki | wMatsui

Under Drabble Stories Link:

AtsuMina | SaeYuki | wMatsui | YuiParu - #AKBChibies #AKBCafe Restaurant #Short Dialogue

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Childhood Love, To Love (11)

Topic 11

Type of Story: Continuous

Genre: Love Drama, Romantic

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“Wa—wait! Yuu—Yuki! Ohh, God…..”

I’m really surprise when seeing her beautiful body.

“What? What’s wrong, Sae?”

As she said while strongly pushing down my chest by using both of her hands. She added,

“You look surprise….”

She bites her lower lips and slowly moves her face closer to my head. I’m swallowing hard in my throat while stayed silent. My head is trying to adjust a sentence as what I want to say to her. She looks deeply into my eyes, while me on the other side, is staring back to her. We’re both stayed unspoken for a while, and I don’t know what to answer her!

As she whispered near to my lips,

“It seems that……. you DO have feeling something right now, nee Sae-chan?”

After that, she starts kissing on my lips. Without hesitation, I accept her kisses. Closing my eyes while focusing to the kisses. I slowly open my mouth as giving her an access to explore inside it. Her tongue is spinning wandering inside my mouth, tasting every inch of it. I moan and my hand accidentally squeezes on her waist when I’m losing the fight. It has been a while and after that, I broke the kisses to get some air.

We’re both blushing and I’m breathing heavily. I noticed that she tries to get another kisses from me, but I quickly stop her by holding on her cheeks.

“Yuki…. I think I should go to sleep, as it’s getting late.”

Hearing my words, she slowly places her forehead to mine. As she pouted while saying,

“Sae, are we a couple?”

There, she asked me the same question all over again.

“Yes, we are….”

Short reply from me while gives kiss on her nose.

“If that so, why don’t you make me yours?”

She asked straightforwardly to me and I understand what she meant now. The teasing has become more serious. She still insists want to do ‘that’ with me. I guess, I should ‘fulfill’ what she needs now.

“Is that what you really want, Baby? Don’t you think it’s too early for us to do that?”

I move my hand as slowly stroke on her hair.

“Mou…. I don’t think it’s too early for us…..”

She moves her hands, gently rubbing on my chest. As she continues,

“I love you Sae, and you love me…….so what are we waiting for? I want to make you mine!”

She wraps her arms around my neck while moving her face as her nose is touching with mine. She stares sharply to my eyes.

“Souka…… if that what you want, then…..”

I push myself as get up from the floor while lifting her up at the same time. With her arms still wrapping around my neck and her legs are around my waist, we’re both heading to my room. Once we are in there, I placed her on the bed. She’s still not letting me go, and I’m on top of her, supporting my body with my hands on the bed.

She looks at me with full of love while me is staring back to her. Then, I move down my view to her beautiful body, half-naked body as she has cute lingerie set on her. Watching silently, every side of it, really beautiful, the shape of her body. After that, I didn’t notice when she has removed her arms from my neck, and then she holds on my cheeks.  She lifts up my face so that I could turn my view to her again. In a blink of eyes, she moves her face closer to me.

“I love you, Sae……”

As she said, before kissing me another round. Of course I don’t have any choices except accepting her kisses. For once again, she slowly moves her tongue inside my mouth, as it’s dancing and playing with my tongue. I gasp a little when she bites my lips. It seems that she acts a bit wild now, because of her desire. I know that she really wants me at the moment. I’m quickly returning her kisses. Then, I move my kiss on her jaw and down to her neck. She moans my name while her hand starts squeezing on my arm. First, I want to tease her before fulfill her needs. I’m sucking hard on her neck, making she harshly pulls my hair and saying,

“Ahh~ Don’t! You will leave a mark in there! And I have class tomorrow!”

That was seriously hurting me…..

“Arkkhh!! Okay! Okay! I will leave at hidden place then, because, I still want to make a prove that you’re mine~”

As I said to her while moving my kisses under her ear. I whispered to her,

“I love you too, Yuki…… tonight will be a long night…….”

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‘Ohh~ It’s so good!’

I said inside my mind while trying to stabilize my breath. This is the first time I had this kind of experience and I think I’m starting to love it. My heart still didn’t stop beating so fast. I could feel her warm head on my stomach. I wonder if she could give me another round? It feels so good and I love it. I hate to have this desire now! I don’t know why I have this feeling inside me. Before this, I did not feeling like this way. Maybe I have mood swing that’s why my lust is quite higher tonight.

“Sae?”

As I whisper quietly while moving my body. I’m sitting on the bed and trying to lift up her head.

“Sae?!”

It feels heavy and she didn’t answer my call! Has she fell asleep for real?!

“Hummhh…..”

As she mumbles while sleeping.

“Ahh! Sae! Seriously?!”

I’m really frustrated when seeing that she’s already fallen asleep!

“That was really fast!”

I pouted while gently stroking her hair.

“I really love you, ignorant woman……”

I kiss on her hair and then, lying back my body on the bed.

After that, I’m also falling asleep.

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Next morning (Tuesday)………..

Around 7 o’clock………

“Sae…..”

“Hummhhh……?”

I could hear someone is calling my name.

“Sae, honey……”

This time, I’m feeling something warm on my cheek.

“Humm?”

I’m slowly opening my eyes and could see a visual of Yuki is on top of me. She’s holding on my cheek while calling my name. I’m blinking my eyes to clear my view.

“Sae….. wake up, it’s almost quarter past seven already. We need to go to school today…..”

Hearing that, I’m speedily moved up myself from the bed.

“What?!! Why didn’t you wake me up earlier, before?!”

I’ve got really shock because I’ll be late for school!

“I’ve tried before! But it seems that you were just mumbling and still having a deep sleep. I would be feeling guilty if I force you to get up!”

“Gaahh! Yuki! We will be late for school! And now it would make me feel really guilty for that!”

I’m furiously reaching for my towel and running to the bathroom. Then, she shouted to me,

“I’ve prepared everything for you! You just need to have shower!”

“Okay! Thanks!”

After about five minutes, we’re ready to go to school together. And of course it’s only took 3 minutes for me to have shower and 2 minutes for me to wear my clothes. Like usual, I will send Yuki first before heading to my workplace.

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Around 4 o’clock…….

At Tohoku Art High School…….

Here I am, at Yuki’s workplace. I had received a message from the Principal of the school, stating that they will have a meeting on this afternoon. I need to attend because there will have a bit changes for the schedule of lesson. I need to know what are the changes and also need to prepare for the teaching material for the next lesson. Once I arrived inside the school, I’ve parked my car and heading to the meeting room which is opposite with the drawing class. In the middle of walking, in front of school’s garden, suddenly there is one female student is calling me.

“Haa! Miyazawa-sensei! I don’t believe that I will meet with you in here, today! Can I speak with you for a while?”

“Ohh, Juna-san? You are still in the school, huh? So, what is it?”

She’s actually one of my students in here, the one that I’m currently teaching.

“To be honest…… I just want to tell you the truth that……”

The way she speaks somehow worried me because I think, I had experienced this kind of situation before. Don’t tell me…..

“To…..Tto—to tell you the truth, I really LOVE you Sensei!”

Out of the blue, she’s unexpectedly hugging me tightly!

“What?! NO!! I think you must have confused with your own feeling Juna-san!”

Ohh! This is bad! I tried to push her and broke the hug, but it seems useless! She hugs me really tight! I couldn’t remove her hands around my waist!

“No I’m not confused with my feelings! I really love you and that’s for sure!”

As she said to me with firm voice while placing her head on my chest.

‘Fuq this kid…..what should I do so that she could let go of me?!’

I said inside my mind. I hope no one is watching right now, or else, I will be in trouble! However, speaking of the devil…..

“Miyazawa-sensei?! What are you doing in here with that kid?!”

That voice…….

‘Oh God…. Just kill me now……’

As I turn my view to the left, I could see her eyes are glaring to me. I’m gulping hard in my throat when could see her gaze as she looks like want to eat me alive at the moment.

Who else? Of course it’s Kashiwagi-sensei……

My girlfriend who’s currently watching me right now…..

Hugging tightly with one of my students…..

Yet, in a school area…..

What should I answered her?!

‘OH KAMI-SAMA! PLEASE HELP ME NOW!!’

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Childhood Love, To Love (10)

Topic 10

Type of Story: Continuos

Genre: Love Drama, Romantic

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Next day (Sunday Morning)……

Around 9 o’clock…….

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“Urghh….. Ummm— Yuki…?”

I’m blinking my eyes for a moment to clear my view. Moving my head around, as I’m searching for her inside this room. I’m still half-awake. The room kinda silent and only heard the sound of clock on the table beside my bed. I’m pretty sure she’s not in this room anymore. So, I decided to get off from my bed and searching for her, around my house.

“Yuki….?!”

I’m calling her name while heading to the living room. The output still same, there’s no answer from her. Once I’m at the living room, I keep looking for her. Deep inside my heart saying that she’s not in this house, but my mind denying it because I told her before, if she wants to go out, she needs to inform to me.

“Yuu—kk…..”

Something has capturing my eyes on the coffee table as I saw a piece of paper left on it. I’m rubbing my eyes to fully clear my view. I pick up the note and start reading on it, as it stated,

“Sae-chan, I’ll be out for a while because my father called me earlier. Please have a breakfast that I’ve made on the table!

PS: Don’t playing game all day! Try to do something useful!”

“Like seriously?! She was just leaving a note on the table?! It was like she had fulfilled my words…… Geez, this woman! Whatever…. Whatever…. I’m gonna play game all day again! Who cares?! It’s my routine on every weekend!”

As I said to myself with angry mode.  She just left me alone again! I don’t really care that I’m alone, but she should at least wake me up before leaving! At least tell me face to face or…. Whatever….

I don’t know what to say anymore as was just letting out a long sigh at the living room. I look on the clock, and it’s almost half-past nine in the morning. Without waiting any longer, I’m furiously moving my body, heading to the bathroom to have shower. It was about 15 minutes. After that, I’m changing my clothes and having breakfast. Then, I start to play game at the living room. I’m not sure how many hours that I’m playing the games, and after get bored with it, I’ve changed, watching movie until I didn’t realize that I fall asleep……

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“Tadaiimm…….. ma….”

As I open the main door, I could see a long figure is lying on the ground at the living room, in front of the television. From here, I could guess, she fell asleep while playing games. I’m shaking my head while slowly close the door and heading to her. I’m not sure if this is her hobby in every weekend. Wasting her time by playing games and reading comics? Not only comics that scattered on the floor as it’s also have game’s DVDs.

“She’s really like a kid…..”

I mumble while sitting beside her closely. I keep watching on her sleeping face. I don’t know why, whenever I see her sleeping like this has making my heart start to beat so fast. It was like something has building inside my heart….

This feeling…..

I’m not sure what kind of feeling is this…..

It feels like….. keep asking me to kiss her. I have this kind of feeling inside me that asking me to kiss her. Is this what they call ‘Desire’?

Desire to have her…..

Desire to make her become mine…..

Somehow, her sleeping face has hypnotized me, as I didn’t aware of my own body. It suddenly moves by itself and in a blink of eyes, my face already get close with her face. Her neck looks very tempting at the moment, and without noticing, I move my lips and stuck on her neck. At the same time, I smell on her scent. The fragrance of her body, taste delicious. I move my lips on her long neck and kissing it without stop. It has been a while until my warm kiss has awakened her from nap.

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“Urrhhh….umm… uhh, Yuu—Yuki?”

I moan while slowly awake from my nap. I don’t know why I could feel something like warm and moist on my neck! Once I open my eyes, I saw Yuki’s face got really close with me. She looks at me intensely and somehow her glances this time is different than usual. Her eyes are like asking for something. She was just staring at me silently and I thought I’ve been dreaming right at the moment. To break the silent, I start to speak with her.

“Oh, you’re back…..”

“Tadaima…..”

As she said the word while furiously crashed her lips on mine. She’s suddenly kissing me roughly as slips her tongue inside my mouth and wildly explores every inch of it. I slightly moan and giving her an access. I was just following with her rhythm. She moves her body and positioning her self on top of me. I could feel she starts to acting wild right now, as she tilted her head so that it would be easier for her to kiss me deeper than before.

I think this is not the right time to have intimate session, so I broke the kiss, softly hold on her shoulders and pushing her away from my body. She looks at me confusingly.

“Where did you go just now?”

I asked her as I want to know.

“Umm…..Meeting with my father…. Somewhere near…. I left you a note on the table.”

She tried to search another kiss from me. But I hold tightly on her shoulder as preventing her from kissing me.

“That’s not the point. You should wake me up before you leave….”

“Mou…. I don’t want to disturb your sleep….”

As she pouted while sits in front of me. Watching at her, as I’m also moving my body and sitting on the floor.

“Souka….”

I sigh while looking to the floor. It’s suddenly become silent for a while, as we don’t have anything else to talk about, until she unexpectedly ask me this question,

“Nee, Sae……”

“Haii?”

“Are we a couple?”

She looks at me with curious face. Me on the other side, quickly move my view to her when hearing the question.

“Of—of course we are! I’ve changed the way I call you, remember? I call you ‘Baby’.”

I answered her while slightly blushing. Currently, I don’t know why I’m feeling awkward.

“Ohh, I see…. So do you want me to call you ‘Honey’, then?

“I—I don’t mind…. Up to you what you wanna call me…. I really don’t mind….as long as you like it…..”

I smile to her, and then she continues her words,

“Okay, I will call you ‘Honey’. But, I thought as a couple…… we should do what a ‘couple’ would always do…..”

As she said while slowly move her hand to my neck and start playing with my collar shirt. I’m an adult, and yet older than her. Of course I understand what she means by that! But the thing is, tomorrow is Monday and I need to work. I’m pretty sure that we aren’t ready for that ‘moment’ yet. So, I start to manipulate her words by saying,

“Ummm……We’ve gone date yesterday…. Or we can have date again for tonight.”

I said with calm tone to her, acting like I don’t really understand her ‘meaning’ and making she becomes angry about my statement.

“That is not what I meant!”

“Ahh~ Souka~ You’re hungry right? Let’s go, I will treat you a dinner again for tonight!”

As I stand up from my place, while gently pulling her hand to get up along with me. However, she protests with my movement by saying,

“It’s lunch time right now! See! It’s half-past one in the afternoon! Have you been dreaming, ‘ignorant lady’?!”

She’s pointed to the clock on the wall.

“Sou…. Sou…. If that so, let’s go lunch~ I will buy you lunch. What do you wanna eat?”

Hearing my question, she’s changing her face as pouted to me. As she said with sulking face,

“Everything……”

After that, she moves her body and heading to the main door. On the other side, I’m quickly following her from behind. She’s angry at the moment and that’s not really good. I need to persuade her again.

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Around 4 o’clock……

After we had lunch, here I am walking at the side of the lake, with the one that I really love. It’s the near from the place that we were having our meal, previously. The weather is not too hot and it has a really beautiful afternoon for today.

Beautiful Sunday afternoon….

The day that I really love, is Sunday….

As I’m walking around while holding her hand, we’re feeling very comfortable. The environment of the place is also very nice.

I take a deep breath……

Feeling the warm wind blows through our skin. As I look to my side, she’s so beautiful whenever her hair is waving following the path of the airstream. She looks back to me and I smile to her. We’re both staring with each other silently in about a minute, until she’s the one who starts to speak first and break the silent.

“Nee, Sae….”

“Humm?”

As I’m humming, stated that I’m listening to her.

“Are we a couple?”

When hearing that question again, I’m glaring deeply into her eyes without saying any words as I’ve been thinking, should I get angry with her question or should I just answer her with calm?

On the other side, she looks at me as like waiting for my answer. I don’t want to ruin our ‘lovely’ mood, so I let out a long breath while replying her,

“Yes, we are. See! I’m holding your hand while we’re walking, right now.”

I show our intertwined hands to her. I’m hardened the grip, and then kiss on her hand to show the proof if that what she wanted.

“Yes! I know that! But that’s normal! Even friends could holding hands…..”

As she said to me and added,

“What I mean is…… we should do what a ‘real couple’ would always do…..”

She bites her lower lip before pouted it to me, as giving a ‘sign’ that a kiss that she wanted from me. Watching her action, I quickly get the picture.

“Ahh, souka. You want a kiss from me? In here?”

I asked her while observing around. And then, she’s slowly moving her body, as getting closer to me.

“Fine then…..”

As I said before wrapping my arms around her waist, pushing my body on hers. Without waiting any longer, our lips made contact. I’m moving my lips and my tongue as sucking on hers for a while before slips inside her mouth. It’s not a surprise that she gave me an access for me to explore all over her sweet area. We had deepened the kiss as her arms around my neck, massaging my back head while our tongue make dominance. I’m enjoying every second of this delicious contact with her.

The kiss is so sweet……

Her mouth is very sweet as it tastes like a blueberry…..

I wonder is she’s wearing blueberry flavored lip-gloss on her lips?

We were kissing deeply in about three minutes, until the kiss suddenly become wild a rough. Due to I need to catch a fully breath, I pull myself from her while breathing heavily. Like typical, she tries to search another kiss from me, but I stop her by saying,

“I thought you only want a ‘kiss’ from me and not ‘making love’ in here….”

I grinned to her, making she replied back to me,

“We can ‘making love’ at home if you wanted…..”

I didn’t surprise to hear that from her because I knew that what she really wants from me.

“Yuki, I need to work tomorrow….. same with you……”

Short explanation from me, but has making her angry for once again. As she pushes me away from her and after that, she’s furiously leaving me alone in here without saying any words.

“Urrgh, not again….. it’s not that I don’t want you though…. But it’s not in the right time….”

I sigh to myself while chasing after her. At the moment, my hormone is stable, so that’s why I don’t really have feeling want to have sex. But I’m not sure about her….

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We’re back to my apartment, and right at the moment, I think Yuki is still angry with me because she doesn’t talk to me at all! After we get back, she cleans up herself and then, keep reading novel at the living room. I asked her if she wants to have dinner, but it ends up she’s heading to bed early than usual. I’ve tried to persuade her, but still doesn’t work! And because of I need to make preparation for tomorrow’s lesson, I forcefully to ignore her and doing my jobs. She was just sulking and I think she would be better soon. Maybe her hormone is unstable right now.

Before I’m going to sleep, I look at her, hoping that she’s still awake. However, it seems that she falls asleep.

“I love you, Yuki…… why are you so sensitive, girl?”

I sigh while giving a short kiss on her forehead. After that, I also fell asleep.

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Next morning, (Monday)

Around 7.30 am……

As usual, I will send Yuki to her school before heading to mine. It looks like her madness has reducing a little bit as she starts to talk with me. Although, it’s only a question, but at least it’s better than not speaking to me at all. Once I had arrived to my school. I start to teach the lesson like I always do. The class is going well, just like normal.

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Lunch time……

*Rrrriiiinnngggg!!* Sounds of bell

“Okay class! We will continue today’s lesson tomorrow! Don’t forget to do homework!”

“Haaaiiii!!”

As I finished the class, the students quickly disappeared from here. While I’m packing my stuff, suddenly, something has distracting my eyes. I see a book, lying on the ground, as lying under one of the tables inside the class. I think the student had dropped it. Without feeling hesitation, I’m walking closer to it. As I pick it up from the floor, I had noticed that it’s actually a novel. I read the title on the cover page.

“I want to lock you up….. in a closet?!”

When I’m reading the title, I guess there must be something ‘weird’ with the content. And of course students are forbidden to bring any novel in school! Well, except school’s novel, and it’s one of the rules after all. Even comics are forbidden in here. Especially, if this is a…..

“Smut novel? Like seriously?!”

I widen my eyes while reading the content in a fast way. I turn the pages one by one, as keep focusing reading it until someone is interrupting me.

“HAaaaKK!! Sensei! That’s mine!”

There’s one female student is suddenly running to me and trying to snatch this book from my hand. But before she could do that, I’m furiously moving my other hand and hold on her head to stop her. I could see her face has changed colour into red.

“Oii! What is this?! You bring smut novel to school?! You know it’s forbidden right?! Especially when it’s stated ‘18 and above’ on the cover page! You are only 16! And not yet 18! How can you read this kind of novel?!”

I start babbling to her, making she moves down her head while looking on the floor. From her reaction, I know she’s feeling embarrass at the moment. She stayed silent, and that’s making me to keep talking as I’m asking her,

“Why don’t you say anything?!”

“Gomennasaii! Gomennasai, Sensei! I won’t do it again!”

She said while bowing to me. However, I’m still didn’t satisfy with it as I’m saying to her,

“I’m gonna keep this novel with me then…..”

As I want to move my body from here, she’s suddenly begging me,

“No! Sensei! Please don’t! This novel is very expensive! I didn’t finish reading it yet! If you take this one, I will don’t have enough money to buy it again!”

Hearing her explanation is making me shock!

“What?! You bought this novel?! How can someone who is still underage could buy this novel?!”

I asked her with disbelief face.

“Anou…. actually, my older sister who bought it. We collect money together to buy this novel, as it’s one of good novels that selling in the market.

“Puft! Seriously?! Good? It’s a smut novel!”

I start to argue with her, and then she answered back to me,

“I just want to read the story though, and not the smut part….”

She pouted to me.

“Oh, really?! But still content smut, you idiot!”

“It’s not that you never read smut novel though…..”

She keeps disagreeing with me, as stated it was ‘okay’ to read smut content. I said back to her,

“I don’t read novel, as I only read comics…..”

“Well, it’s not that you never read ‘smut’ comics….”

She turns her view to me and from her glance, she was like mocking me!

“This girl seriously……”

I’m trying to calm myself before I lose my temper.

“I’m still gonna keep this novel……”

I said with firm voice. Seeing my action, she holds on my hands while keeps pleading to me,

“Sensei! Sensei! I’m really sorry! I’m really really sorry! Please! Don’t take this from me! My sister would get mad if she knew I lost it!”

Watching on her sad face has making me feeling pity to her.

“Please……”

She’s making that sad face to me for once again.

“Alright! Alright! You’re lucky because I didn’t read novel….. just don’t bring it to the school anymore! And don’t read this inside the class!”

As I’m giving advice while returning the book to her.

“Haaiii! Arigatou, Sensei! That’s why you’re the best teacher in here!”

She hugs me and after that, she disappeared from this class with her novel.

“I’m not sure if I’m too kind to them….”

I sigh to myself while heading to lunch.

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In the apartment…..

Around 8 o’clock…..

“Huaaarrghhhh!! Urgh…. I am so sleepy……”

I’m yawning while mumbling loudly at the living room. Currently, I’m sitting on the floor as watching news while Yuki is on the couch, as she didn’t stop reading a book. I guess it’s a novel, because that’s her hobby after all.

Love to read novel….

I don’t really aware to what novel that she has been reading.

“Go to sleep then, why are you still here, if that so?”

She looks at me with the same look as before. The way she’s wearing her glasses, seem so sexy!

“Urk! Urrghhh! Alright! Alright! I think I will just rest as for now….. because I cannot hold it anymore!”

I’m standing up while stretching my body, and I think I’m over doing it…..

“Arkhh! My back!”

As I screamed while arching my back. It feels really hurt!

“Gosh! Sae! Are you okay? Why you seem like an old lady?!”

She asked with concern while quickly moving her body closer to me when hearing my screaming.

“I am old! Older than you! HAHAHAH!!”

I’m lauhing evilly, making she gives hard punch to my back.

*BURK!!*

“Ouuch! Orghh! That’s feeling better! Do it again!”

As I groan in pleasure while giving my back to her so that she could do that again, because it’s feeling great! Her punches could reduce my pain.

“Eiihhh! I hate you! That’s it! Just go to sleep! I want to take some drinks and continue reading! If I keep talking with you, I think I will get angry for all night long! Humpphh!”

She leaves me alone at the living room as heading to the kitchen.

“Geezz….. why are you so sensitive Yuki?”

As I said while moving my view to the book that she left on the couch. The colour of the cover looks very familiar, so I took it and starts reading the title.

“Ehh?! This is……What the heq……”

It’s surprising me because she reads the same book as my student reads!

“Wanna lock you up in my closet…… Geez…. Why are these people love to read this kind of book?!”

As I’m mumbling while start to open the book, but then,

“Sae! That’s mine!”

Out of nowhere, she’s suddenly startling me out while snatching the book from my hand.

“You read this kind of novel?!”

“Wha—what?! You knew this novel?”

She seems surprise because I know the book that she’s currently reading.

“Of course I know! Because I found one of my students read this book at school!”

“What?! You let them read inside the class?!”

“I didn’t let them read! They bring it to the school!”

I argued with her.

“And you didn’t snatch it from them?”

“Well, I do took it earlier but after she keeps pleading to me, I’ve returned it back to the student.”

I explained to her.

“What?! You’ve returned back to them?! You should keep that with you, idiot!”

“For what? I’m not reading novel though…… I only read comics and I already advised her not to bring to the school anymore….”

“It’s not about reading you stupid! It contents smut! And they are still underage!”

Half-shouted from her voice, as saying to me.

“So what if they are still underage? It’s only smut after all, and not content ‘hardcore’….. And it’s not like you would have feeling something after you read it. Besides, I didn’t know that you read that type of novel? It seems like you have the same level as them…. Puuftt!!”

For once again, I didn’t realize that I have making her getting angry! And it become worst as this time, I didn’t notice that she’s already grabbed that pillow and violently swing it to my head!

*BURK!!*

“Ouchh!”

Due to she hits me really hard, I did not manage to balance my body as I’m falling, and lying on the floor. She’s positioning herself, as sitting on top of me while saying,

“Ohh, really?! So, you wanna say that even though after you watch rated ‘R’ movie, you will not feeling anything nee, ignorant lady?”

I’m trying to struggle myself from her, but I don’t know why, is it me has gotten weak or she’s getting stronger, because I could feel the strength of her hands pushing down my body is really strong! I couldn’t move my body away from her! She locks me down by using her legs and arms!

“Whhaa—whaattt? I—I’m not saying that!”

“Let see how far you can be ignorant, after you watch me fully naked in front of you!”

As she said again while this time, she untied her hair, as let down her hair. She removes her glasses, and slowly slides up her shirt from her body. She’s wearing the same outfit as usual. No pants and only ‘knee-length’ shirt on hers. Once she removes it, of course I could see her white milky skin, half-naked body is on top of me! Especially the top one is bigger than mine, of course I would be…..

“Wa—wait! Yuu—Yuki! Ohh, God…..”

Surprise…..

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