#complete disorder

[lonelyxcorpse]

New tattooooooo

[bli-o]

hey autistic people who get overwhelmed by large groups or noise or conversation or etc etc etc you’re not evil for wanting to leave a family gathering. just so you know.

[uncanny-tranny]

Basically, my philosophy around disability fakers is: I would rather a thousand people fake a disability than have one disabled person suffer without care, aids, compassion, or any help.

[crev1ces]

idk i wanna stay active soo umm old souyo/yosuke scribbles ^_^

[ryan-sometimes]

Recently I’ve been getting anons and comments doubting the validity of some of the stories I tell on here. There’s nothing I can do to convince you that the stories I tell on here are completely genuine. All I can say is that they really are. I only post the wackiest, most interesting or funny stories of my life on here. You don’t get much of the boring day to day stuff.

Truth is, I come from a very long line of crazy people. When my dad was in med school he and some friends planted a small homemade bomb in an abandoned bathroom at their university. His roommate stole a pancreas from the corpse lab and put it in a girl’s backpack. The entire med school was suspended because no one owned up to it. My uncle would sneak out at night with my grandma’s car and she’d find out because she’d check the mileage and see it’d gone up, so my uncle started driving her car backwards since that didn’t increase the mileage. He got arrested driving her car backwards on the highway to another town. My uncle would steal my grandpa’s shotgun, tell his friends to jump in the pool, and start firing it randomly at the backyard. My cousin genuinely had two weed smoking girlfriends who were also girlfriends with each other. My great uncle had an affair exposed by having his intimate photos and videos with his mistress sent to the family groupchat by people who stole his phone, all because they were salty that my aunt told them to go fuck themselves when they messaged her asking for money. My aunt took out all her life savings and moved to another state to build a bunker because she believes the apocalypse is coming, and she didn’t even take any of her children. I don’t know how to tell you this, but life is just stranger than fiction sometimes. The sample size of life stories you get on my blog are just the instances in which that’s true.

[farshootergotme]

Hot take, anyone who thinks Dick Grayson has a persistent case of anger issues just doesn't know what anger issues are.

Does he get angry? Yes (I sure would hope so since he's a human being). Would I call it anger issues? No, not really.

[pluralia-tantum]

Having DID is actually so completely wild sometimes because I'll literally go weeks without switching and completely forget I have trauma and forget that I'm dissociating and then I'll get stressed or a certain song will come on and suddenly I'm wearing different clothes and it's two hours later and I'm like "oh right"

[bekkachaos]

law and complete fucking disorder

E | Buddie | Lawyers AU | Chap 6/6 - Complete!

Eddie woke up to the feel of Buck heavy around him, the room still dark, save for the dwindling light of the streets coming from the still-open window. He looked up to his phone on the nightstand to see the time glowing, 3.17am.

He grumbled lightly, and for a moment he considered just closing his eyes again and settling back into Buck's warm embrace. But he couldn't stay.

Slowly and carefully, he slipped out of Buck's lax grip to sit on the edge of the bed, looking down at his clothes where they lay strewn across the floor in a mix with Buck's. As he collected them and began to re-dress, he looked around the room, and then back to where Buck slept peacefully, snoring gently against the pillow. He felt a kind of heaviness settle in his gut.

This night, the entire weekend, had been a perfect escape from his real world, an insight into what his life might have been life if things had been different. And it had been wonderful, Buck had been wonderful. But it wasn't Eddie's life.

read chap 6 on ao3 | start from the beginning

check out the fics playlist while you're here!

[seri-tonin]

My beautiful son with a disorder

[crabussy]

turned in my psychology essay with the adrenaline levels of a recently retired racing greyhound who just accidentally ingested a bathtub of black coffee but its okay I survived. thank god I don't have unmedicated adhd or anything like that which would cause me to have this experience every single time I have to complete work. wouldn't that be funny. it would be funny. it would. be so funny if that was the case I'm so relieved that its not the case

[3-aem]

my arts been doing bad on twtter. ive recovered in the past but i worry this time will be different. the idea of losing such a large platform makes me wonder if theres point in continuing even if i feel tremendously guilty admitting that.

as my therapist pointed out today: ppl still like my art. still when i think about it i think there are other artists for you all though. better ones have come along and better ones will still come.

im in my 20s and i haven’t really gotten a chance to live my life properly since the pandemic bc of it. still art is important to me and the idea of losing it has me feeling listless. what do i do when its been who i am for years.

im unsure tbh if im going to quit.

i draw what i like but i don’t see purpose in drawing for myself.

anyways this isnt that deep my therapist is just on leave next week and i wanna cut my hair again

[athelind]

Okay, so, this is a thing I've dealt with all my life:

Someone will say something.

I will miss part of what they said.

I will ask them to repeat themselves.

They will almost invariably repeat only the part of the sentence that I heard clearly, sometimes multiple times, and not the part that I DIDN'T hear.

I've always assumed it's because they clearly enunciated the part of the sentence they thought was important, and when I asked them to repeat themselves, they repeat the "important" part.

After reading about other people's audio processing disorders, I'm now wondering: is this an audio processing disorder thing? Does this happen to other people?

[thelunastusco]

Also, while we’re here:

Not all non-disordered systems are non-traumagenic. Trauma-formed systems can and do exist without also having DID/OSDD/etc.

Not all non-traumagenic systems are non-disordered.

A systems ORIGINS, a system’s FUNCTIONING, a system’s DIAGNOSTIC STATUS, and a system’s SPIRITUAL/PSYCHOLOGICAL BELIEF can all be very different things. 

Ie, you can have 

a trauma-formed system that isn’t disordered and isn’t dxd with anything, who see themselves in a spiritual light

a non-traumagenic system that is disordered, is diagnosed with DID, who see themselves in a psychological light

and many other combinations!

Please stop using DID/OSDD/etc as a synonym for “trauma-formed”.

Please stop using traumagenic as a synonym for disordered.

Please stop using non-traumagenic as a synonym for non-disordered.

Please stop assuming all trauma-formed systems see themselves purely psychologically, and all non-traumagenic systems see themselves purely spiritually.

The plural community, on all sides, is so rich and diverse. Community support, and an individual system’s needs, are not always so easily divided into two very small boxes.

[shoechoe]

I think my very least favorite Doppio and Diavolo fanon thing are the ones that depict one of them (usually Doppio) "killing" the other one by taking pills or going to therapy. Sometimes it's a shitpost and other times it's framed like a serious thing but it's irritating either way

Like sure if we're attempting realism, dissociative disorder alters fusing/changing/going dormant/etc. are things that can happen (though you can't just Kill alters with therapy like that and there are certainly no pills for that lol...) but you know none of those people meant it like that. It's just the "taking schizophrenia meds and my girlfriend disappears" type shit. Awful

(Also it really doesn't even make sense in-universe because Doppio and Diavolo are literally two souls, I can't imagine there could be any "killing" of one of them with anything like therapy or imaginary Evil Split Personality medication. But you know.)

[swagging-back-to]

it is not controversial to say that if you cannot finacially, emotionally provide for a child and/or your genetics would lead to them suffering then you should not have said child.

[life-of-liminality]

Coming to when you're experiencing a flashback and have that weird regression/ amnesia

Said to our reflection and to our then partner of 3 years who we did not recognise at all (this happened - twice)