#combinations or anything memorized. i know how to make lattes and thats basically it and im so fucking disappointed in myself for not being
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head in my fucking hands. i am so bad at everything
#sorry i am falling into a pit of despair. i am so bad at my job i hate myself for it#i know im new and my training just ended but i just failed my 80 question test and i barely have any of the drink amounts or#combinations or anything memorized. i know how to make lattes and thats basically it and im so fucking disappointed in myself for not being#able to memorize this stuff quicker and better and im so upset that im not better than i am.#im so frustrated with myself. i feel like a weak link. i feel like one of the people IVE had to train at my old job. where they try so hard#but are frustrating to train but you feel bad for them. ugh fucking hell#im so frustrated with myself im just so upset about this#i know it all comes down to practice but i am just so unfit. i want to prove im worth it i want to prove i can belong there and be#everything i promised them i'd be. and i know its still early on but im not at the pace i should be or want to be and i am struggling to#believe in myself. im too hard on myself but its my fault i cant remember all of these things and its so fucking frustrating#i wish i had a better memory. i really really wish i did. im so upset#im devastated.
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