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don't think i'll survive the new hozier album
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MY FRIEND JUST TOLD ME SHES GETTING ME THE PHOTO OP TO MEET JOSEPH AT FANEXPO IN JANUARY MOODBOARD!!!!! IM LOSING MY MINDDD!!!! HELPPPP!!!!!
#I’m freaking out#this is the best gift of my life#I’m gonna throw up rn#shaking#pacing the room#clawing my walls#unhinged rn#help me fr#I don’t know how to act rn#I’m not normal#xoxodolly
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Never gonna get over how the anime made this scene just so,, haunting and elevated. Like I love the manga but I love how the anime has taken these scenes and elevated the themes of death and rebirth with simple shots like this and it’s why even after reading all of the manga I still get excited for the anime because I *know* the anime will not only be a faithful adaptation, but also an artistic masterpiece as it uses the medium to its advantage
#mari talks#dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi spoilers#new episode got me clawing at the walls#I was so hyped for the red dragon arc and you have no idea what this series has done to my autism#so glad the anime exceeded my expectations with the Falin skull scene
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bf!rafe making his girl feel better after a particularly long day...
18+ mdni!
c/w: rafe being big and comforting, cockwarming, use of daddy
wc: 480
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She's been particularly emotional and sensitive for the entire day because life is so hard and sometimes she just feels so hopeless; feels like a complete failure who can't do anything right.
“Rafe, I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I just feel so fucking miserable sometimes. And I’m just so tired all the time,” she sniffles into his chest.
“Shh, there’s nothing wrong with you, alright? Just feeling a little overwhelmed, yeah?” He’s murmuring softly in her hair as she sobs, crocodile tears soaking his shirt.
“You’re all good. I’m here, Sweetheart. It’s just me, Rafe, alright?" His gentle voice reassures her, making her nuzzle her face into the crease of his neck, breathing in his comforting scent.
"There you go, just let it out, I’ve got you,” he settles a warm palm on her back, drawing lazy circles and smoothing a warm hand over her thigh. Big strong arms cage her to his body and he just holds her as she weeps, all exhausted and forlorn.
“I know, Sweetheart, I know. Just needed a cry, hm?” His steady heartbeat and breathing is starting to calm her down some as she rests her head on his chest, listening. And when she stops crying for a bit he mumbles tenderly. “There we go, just needed your Daddy, yeah?”
“Rafe…” she whines out, still so restless he’s not sure how to pacify her until he feels her rocking in his lap, mindlessly rutting against the bulge in his pants. Soon enough he’s hard because how is he meant to help it when she’s gazing up at him with tear soaked eyes and swollen lips?
She just looks so pretty that he gets a desperate itch to squeeze her weakened form in his solid hands all over until she’s squealing, begging for him to stop with hearty giggles bubbling out of her throat.
"Don't worry that little head of yours so much, alright? Breaks m'heart. But I'll make it better for you," he mutters as he takes himself out; tucking his cock in her needy cunt, making her despondent crying come to a halt. He's always such a snug fit between her gummy walls and now he just stays there, stretching her out and making her feel so full.
And it works.
Her eyes cloud over some, erratic breathing evening out as she turns into something mellow, placid in his firm hold, making him smile. “That’s what you needed, huh? Just needed Daddy to stuff his cock in you, yeah?”
And she’s humming, whining, brain mushy as she wraps her hands around his sturdy abdomen and rests her head on his chest; his measured respiration and the steady beating of his heart soothing her, making her sleepy.
“There you go, Sweetheart. You’re all good. I’m right here, not going anywhere, alright?” he placates her as her eyes finally flutter shut.
#sigh...#this is slightly (very) self-indulgent#my period is coming#feeling very emotional sensitive clawing at the walls insane#bf!rafe#rafe cameron#rafe imagine#rafe obx#rafe outer banks#rafe smut#rafe x reader#outerbanks rafe#rafe cameron imagine#rafe cameron smut#rafe cameron x reader#rafe fanfiction#rafe cameron outer banks#rafe cameron fanfiction#rafe cameron blurb#rafe cameron fluff#rafe fic#obx fanfiction#obx smut#obx fic#outer banks#obx#outer banks fanfiction
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THEY’RE FINALLY LETTING KIRK COOK IN THIS ROLE OH WE LOVE TO SEE IT
AND WE’RE RE-EMBRACING JUST HOW FUCKING COOL SHADOW IS AND HOW COMPASSIONATE HE AND MARIA TRULY WERE WITH EACH OTHER???
WE TRULY ARE SO FUCKING BACK AND WE WILL NEVER TURN BACK AGAIN
#BLASTING NEVER TURN BACK FROM THE SHADOW THE HEDGEHOG SOUNDTRACK BC THATS HOW IM FEELING RN#LOOK AT THIS#ITS GORGEOUS#LOOK AT SHADOW AND MARIA#I LOVE MARIA’S DESIGN HER VOICE#AH GIRLY I LOVE AND MISSED YOU SO MUCH#AND SHADOW OMGGGGG#CLAWING AT THE WALLS#MY BOY IS BACK#HE IS HIMSELF AGAIN I MAY ACTUALLY CRY#THIS IS CRAZYYYYY#shadow the hedgehog#sonic the hedgehog#sonic x shadow generations dark beginnings#sonic x shadow generations#maria robotnik#year of shadow
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stardew valley save me….save me stardew valley
#this is like christmas for autistic ppl lmao#mr ape please wake up rn#clawing at the walls#stardew valley#sdv#shittiest quickest dumbest edit ever but grrr LESS THAN 30 MINS!!!!!#my stuff
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the importance of a name nya!
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more windbreaker comics
#HOW IS HE SO BABY EVERY EPISODE I.... SLAMS MY FACE AGAINST THE WALL#im love he.. sakura nyan.... sad wet cat kitty... he blushes SO much wtf its so endearing#haruka sakura#nirei akihiko#suo hayato#wind breaker#wind breaker comics#comics#thecmart#urghhh i dont want the anime to end... season 2 when... claws the floor
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WARLOCK: THE UNDEAD – FORM OF DREAD bonus:
#critical role#criticalroleedit#laudna#marisha ray#laudna cr#matthew mercer#gifs#*#*cr#*request#*parallel#cr3#long post#1h55m c3e1#1h6m c3e38#2h5m c3e59#1h1m c3e77#4h28m c3e95#16m c3e107#3h52m c3e109#1h3m c3e44#this is for my good friend natalie <3#this was so fun to make actually. i love being presented with just a Wall of marisha ray laudna physicality#it's all in the hands..............grabby claw hands............
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Live Lady_Nuggetz reaction
Jump Man Topic
So…. How do we feel about Mario?👀 Or more of KingBoo
I mean I could’ve just drawn him in his canon style but I wanted to give him a bit of a body
#he is so fine#so fucking fine#I love this so much oh my god#CLAWING MY WALLS#I NEEEEEEEEED HIM#lovely art so sorry!!#super mario#super mario bros#Luigi's mansion#king boo#nintendo#Mario x king boo goes kinda hard idk
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The wolves are killing members of their own pack
#dimension 20#fantasy high#fhjy#kipperlilly copperkettle#lucy frostblade#buddy dawn#oisin hakinvar#the quote isn't exact but it's from when sandralynn is talking to adaine abt animals in the mountains of chaos#the social animals are destroying themselves!! can you hear me I am clawing at the walls#fantasy high junior year#the ratgrinders#d20#the rat grinders#my art#fh
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cure shadow
229. got a little carried away
#CLAWS AT MY WALLS I LOVE PRETTY CURE I LOVE PRETTY CURE I LOVE PRETTY CURE#sth#daily hedgehogs#sonic the hedgehog#sth fanart#fanart#sonic#junkbox#shadow the hedgehog
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heeseung driving us crazy loosening his tie 👔 for anon
#enhypen#lee heeseung#heeseung#enhypenet#*jelly's#usergyu#danablr#uservince#heysol#tuserflora#userbloomingwarrior#usersemily#cheytermelon#useranusia#chwedoutbox#usersun#tuseral#rinblr#userfairy#useraashna#useroro#userzaynab#zoverhere#userbibs#clawing the walls spinning in my room feeling kind of strange#he is so [train passes by]
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i have to say i love the art from your pfp where erik's holding charles it looks so sassy idk i love seeing erik holding charles in various ways and you just draw that perfectly thank you very much erik please do carry charles everywhere he's a princess and he deserves that
thank you my friend !! he is his princess thats so true .....
#xmen#xmen comics#xmen tas#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#professor x#magneto#snap sketches#ok this my last ask drawing for the weekend. probably thank you for chattin with me everyone !!!!#i needed an excuse to draw charles' combat outfit hello .... i must draw it more its my favorite#BUT YAR here ye be :] a gift from me ..... because i should draw charles being carried more#im gonna go drive back to my dorm after i have some dinner and then ima throw up about the upcoming week lets do this gang !!!!!!!!#old man yaoi save me. please.#NEXT WEEK i def wanna actually tackle some drawings ive been hoarding theyve been clawing at my brain walls all week#idk ... we'll see how the week goes ...
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Does Blitz blame himself for Cash's abuse?
Stick with me, and I'm truly sorry.
All of the people except Cash featured in the memories Rolando shows Blitz are people who Blitz has cared deeply for and felt like he hurt, failed to get close to, or let down.
Let's look at them (again, yes)
Tilla
Fizz
Verosika
Loona
M&M
Barbie
A whole lot of Stolas
So. What. The. Actual. Fuck. Is Cash Fucking Buckzo. Doing in this line-up?
Well. Hurting Blitz, horribly. My first meta on this scene didn't really capture this, but as many have pointed out, this is Cash grabbing Blitz's freshly burned wrist after the fire and smacking the ever living shit out the burned side of his face. Presumably blaming him for the fire and everything (and everyone) lost from it. And then Cash telling Blitz in the hospital that Fizz doesn't want to see him.
It's emphasized too. Right after we see the memory of Cash hitting Blitz, we see Blitz physically flinch while watching it.
So if this is just a compilation of horrible memories, maybe that's all there is to it.
But if it's a grouping of the people Blitz cares for, well . . . it makes sense for it to be that, doesn't it? Blitz has a lot of love in him, and yet he's scared of intimacy. His trauma is ABOUT hurting people, losing people, driving people away, craving closeness that he can't have . . .
Being an abuse victim is complicated. Being a family scapegoat is complicated too. A lot of abusers try to make the victim think that they're ACTUALLY the cause of their pain and everyone else's, and we already know that Cash did this to Blitz (literally in this same set of memories in the hospital).
But we also saw it in The Circus when Blitz was much younger, and saw how much this tactic got to Blitz.
Cash guilts his son into going into a dangerous situation for him. If Blitz doesn't do this, their lack of resources, the possible suffering of his parents . . . it will all be Blitz's fault.
And Blitz cares deeply (he always has!), so he does it.
Now one might argue that Blitz says "of course I want to help Mama" here and leaves Cash out of his reply, so he doesn't love his father. But reality is often more complicated than that. He's upset here that Cash is forcing this on him. Cash hurts him. His mother (seemingly) offers much more love. That doesn't mean that Blitz doesn't ALSO feel some care and responsibility for his father's wellbeing.
I think that Blitz believes (or at least a significant part of him believes) that he destroyed Cash's life too with the fire, and that he deserved that beating and being turned away from the hospital and possibly many of the beatings and beratings that Cash delivered in the past. I think that in the moment when Cash grabbed him, he felt that he fully deserved the agony he felt when Cash held his wrist.
I think a part of him loved his father growing up and still loves him-- that there were moments between the incidents of cruelty where they had fun together as a family, and where looked up to his dad and wanted desperately to win his approval.
I think that Blitz has a lot of anger toward Cash too, and that a part of him always knew that Cash was wrong to hurt him. He had a whole lot of resilience and defiance in him even as a young kid.
I think that he felt guilty for all of the times he felt angry at his father. I think he might still.
I'm off to cry and then grab my pitchfork and storm wherever Cash is living nowadays. Who's with me?
#my personal trauma didn't inform this at all nooooooo of course not what are you talking about#Clawing at the walls#blitzo buckzo#blitz#blitzo#cash buckzo#helluva boss#my helluva meta#helluva boss analysis#ghostfuckers#ghostfuckers spoilers#cash fucking buckzo >:(#tw: abuse
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Steady Breaths and String Lights
Jason Todd x Reader
A/N: another drabble 😫 i’m really into domestic jason rn so don’t mind me giving yall soft jason content <3 ENJOY and tell me your domestic jason headcanons in the comments if u have any :D
A brand new couch.
It was a deal from a discount furniture store and once you had laid your eyes on it, how could you pass up the deal?
No tears, a good color, the store wanted to get rid of it, so they slapped a large discount tag on it and it came with the decorative pillows. How could you not have it?
One card swipe later, you were the proud owner of this new couch.
The process getting it in your apartment was different. You had no vehicle to haul it, but you managed to convince the company to do one delivery for you.
After your great declaration of strength and independence (and with the help of your neighbors) you moved the couch.
The living room was complete with the new furniture.
You were practically an interior designer.
If Jason wasn’t gone for the week, he would’ve told you that was a stretch, but he had boring taste anyway.
After a good wash and spray, you moved the cushions into place, angling the decorative pillows perfectly and shifting a pristinely folded blanket for a unique touch. It was just like how you saw it in the store.
Then curiosity got the better of you and all the cushions were taken out again, placed at different angles, leaning against one another.
Placing, stabilizing, placing another one.
You grabbed a blanket from your bed, some battery powered string lights, and Jason’s pillow, leaving yours untouched on your side of the bed.
You had made a structurally sound fort, with an organized stack of books, lights hung from edge to edge to give the perfect ambience, comfy blankets and Jason’s pillow that smelled like him.
After admiring your creativity and one final inspection, you crawled into the fort, curling yourself in the safe cocoon.
It was warm and you leaned into his pillow, the scent of his shampoo comforting you until your breaths evened, falling asleep to the excitement of telling Jason about your brand new purchase when he got home.
An hour later, a slight rattle came from the window, cautious steps crawling in, but loudly enough to make a sound to alert whoever was inside.
Jason had got home early and he waited for your head to pop out of some corner.
His armor was heavier on his body that night and he had been away way too long. He just wanted to hear your voice happily welcome him back, passionately hug you, and then crash on the bed holding you near him.
Like routine, he was going to unclip his utility belt and peel off his jacket, but he never heard your voice.
Standing frozen, he kept the protective shiny red helmet on his head until he could physically see you.
There was no movement, no noise.
Jason stood still, pressing his boots into the floorboards as he readied himself. While preventing any sound from his movements, he switched on his infrared scanners, sweeping the entire home before he saw a curled up ball.
In the living room, you were protected by a small cushion fort in front of a couch that magically appeared.
You were sound asleep as his hushed footsteps walked closer to you. He had removed his helmet after he ensured you had a steady heartbeat and even breaths.
He placed his helmet outside the blanket door and removed his boots, placing them neatly next to one another.
He wanted to be a respectful guest in your newly built home.
With bare hands, Jason lifted the flimsy door and there you laid, peacefully drifted off.
Jason exhaled, releasing his previous tension with one glance at you.
He always loved coming home to you.
Carefully, he maneuvered himself through the door. With a surprise, he easily fit. He smiled at the thought that you must have built it with him in mind because the door perfectly fit his shoulders. What an attention to detail.
He crawled in, moving his body by his arms until he was parallel with your face.
Unconsciously, you moved to the new warmth, Rolling your body closer to the new presence.
Jason smiled into your scalp, closing his eyes to the weight of you.
“Sweetheart, I’m home.” Jason whispered, vibrations felt against your cheek.
You incoherently mumbled into his body, barely able to open your mouth.
As you felt the comforting arms rubs and strong arms encircling you, your mind started to slowly wake up. The fog clearing.
You freed one of your hands buried underneath the blanket to match the hands enveloping you.
Then your hand felt a familiar bicep, firm in your palm.
Your eyes shot open as you moved your head out of the crevice of Jason’s neck to see your sleepy vigilante laying next to you.
“Feeling me up in your sleep?” Jason tiredly smirked, teasing you as soon as you woke up.
You slowly blinked before fully registering this wasn’t just another pleasant dream.
It was the real deal in front of you.
“Welcome home.” You softly greeted, kissing his knuckles.
Jason’s body physically relaxed at your words, his smirk morphing into content.
His hands were rough and calloused, but the feeling on your lips have never felt better.
“I got a couch.” You smiled into his hand.
“I see that.” Jason glanced around the inside of the fort. “I got ya something while I was out for the week, but I don’t think I could top a couch.”
“It was nicely decorated before, but I got carried away.” You closed your eyes to nuzzle into Jason’s pillow, holding onto Jason’s hand.
He watched you get comfortable, your silent contentment with his touch and warmth. Loving the skin he hated so damn much.
You yawned, the comfortability of your shared lives relaxing you.
Your hair was a mess from the nap, your lashes laid on your skin, and his hands rubbing at any inch of your face, memorizing every detail he could so even his dreams could also have you.
“No, it’s perfect.” Jason watched you, leaning in to kiss your temple, lips lingering a second longer.
You smiled, feeling complete that your other half was home.
“I’m glad.” You slurred, letting sleep inch closer and closer to you.
The two of you lost to the night, your sleeping forms intertwined and Jason’s legs sticking out of the fort.
And a brand new couch that joined your shared life.
#i love jason my pookie wookie doo doo caca#clawing at my walls because i’m so sick with fluff#jason todd x reader#jason todd#red hood#writing
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BANGS HEAD ON WALL
making out with malleus or just being so affectionate with the fae on that damn tower when malleus KNOWS that rollo's just behind that glass window. watching and scowling as your lips pressed against the fae's jaw with your cheeks burning and eyes half-lidded. how rollo thought you were once pure and innocent from these vile creatures yet here you are completely drunk by mere words and touches alone.
malleus glancing over his shoulder as he caresses your waist and that ghost of a smirk stretching on his lips as he could practically sense the anger from the person behind the glass pane. the handkerchief crumping under rollo's grip, trying to stop himself from punching and breaking the glass. he doesn't know if he's angry at you or malleus. he's not going to lose his only.... well
we can find another way to word his sweet maria.
#twisted wonderland x reader#twst x reader#malleus draconia x reader#rollo flamme x reader#rollo flamm x reader#glorious masquerade#twst#CLAWING MY EYES OUT THIS HAS BEEN IN MY BRAIN SINCE I SAW THAT MF GROOVY#PUNCHING THE WALLS AND KICKING MY ESOPHAGUS DON'T YOU JUST FIND THE THRILL OF BEING#BEING#CLAIMED OR WANTED BY TWO PEOPLE#I AM FAILING MY DEGREE ATP
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