#cfthesoul / nate felix

[frxgmcnts]

@cfthesoul asked: ❛  where were you last night?  ❜ nate/alexis

𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑺𝑻𝒀 𝑸𝑼𝑬𝑺𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵 𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑴𝑷𝑻𝑺.

"Last night, was last night. I'm here now, ain't I? And if you're smart enough you'll make the most of it."

[devilscheck]

@cfthesoul sent ❛  why is it secret? what have we to hide?  ❜ - from nate felix

ASKBOX FUN TIME // ALWAYS ACCEPTING

"I mean, you just want to chat all OPEN to the public?" Jennifer teased, a toying grin laced across her lips. It wasn't as though she wanted to keep any secrets of who she spoke to, people would notice well enough that they had wandered off if given enough time. She wasn't a private person either, she had been known to be LOUD no matter where she went.

Secrets, though, they were hard to come by, and given enough time would be found out. But she liked the thrill of it, the thrill of a secret and just how long it could last if given the chance to. So whether the conversation was interesting or not, she hooked onto the scenario as though it were another quick thrill to get her through the next day, the next thing to keep her mind distracted from the cruel reality it liked to drift back to. Jennifer could hide behind the perfect smile, the way her lip liner was more distracting than all the things she wished she could speak into being. "What if I'm all the more content with this little slice of privacy? It's kind of cozy when you lean into it-"

[evanave]

"I know..." That was precisley the reason his brain had began to overthink. After all their whole involvement had been based on Evan's desperate need to get over Eric, to overwrite any traces left on him for good. His intoxicated mind hadn't much problem with it to use the other like that at first, but ever since Evan had began to drink less often, was more present when he spent time with Nate and genuinely appreciated the male for being the shoulder he could lean on. The blond was worried he mistook the gratefulness for love as what he was feeling for Nate differed from what he had been feeling for Eric.

Almost two years now since their breakup and he still couldn't stop comparing. He felt guilty about that too. Nate was his own person, had nothing similar to the hybrid. Possibly why he wanted to do right by him. Didn't want to headlessly jump into anything. Wanted to be certain, much like Nate had told him to be before he ever said those three words. But in that moment the words had come of his lips, it had felt right. So why was he doubting himself like that?

He cared about Nate. More than he ever thought he would, more than he thought he could. Maybe this wasn't something that was going to work out, but he was allowed to be happy for a little, no?

"I meant it. In that moment and...I don't want to take it back."

so… about what happened back there. + it sort of… slipped out. / to nate (seperation au, obvisouly)

I ACCIDENTALLY TOLD YOU I LOVED YOU AND NOW WE’RE FINALLY TALKING ABOUT IT” PROMPTS

a hand lifts to scratch at his head. he wasn't here to push evan. knew when they got involved that the other was still heavily hung up on his ex but now they are here and nate obviously feels something more than just a hookup situation with him. he just treaded carefully with it. "so you didn't mean it?" he asks lightly, not angry or accusing, just trying to assess where the other's head was at. "i told you before, evan, you don't need to say it to me cause you feel like you need to tell me. i just want you to actually feel it if it ever happens."

[frxgmcnts]

"Correction. I'm not avoiding it, I'm staying mysterious. There's a difference." No there wasn't. She was absolutely avoiding the question as she simply had forgot they were suppose to meet. Much like the forgot most meetups if no one reminded her. "Besides, where's the fun if you'd know my every move?" Brows slightly rose questioningly. "Do you know me at all? Either something fun or adventures. Perfectly would be both."

nate's eyes narrowed slightly. "you're avoiding the question." he muttered but just rolled his eyes. he wasn't sure he'd get an actual answer anyways. "fine, what should we do?"