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terfs are so fucking weird they'll see a butch complaining about how she can't go into the restroom without getting pepper sprayed and be like "all because of them nasty transexuals 🤬🙄" my sister in Christ YOU are the reason she's getting assaulted
#terfs are weird#its also no wonder theyre the same ones that Literally protest kink at pride (and then go onto say that there wasnt any at their own event)#also that fact that 90% are yknow. anti choice.#which makes sense that the people that go out of their way to insult assault victims and minors and branding it as 'for the children/#womanhood!!¡'#are also most likely to be the ones to promote rape and assault culture#im not going to get into how the racism transphobia and fascism are all in a venn diagram#nor their nazi promotes#cause then wed be here all day wouldnt we#ive only seen one terf that claims to be a biologist and even then shes actively more open to learning than any other ones ive seen#cant wait for the death threats for this one
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Mafia husband! x (GN) reader Part 1
How did your life get this like, slaving away for a man you don't love? it started 10 years ago, back in high school.
you remember being in class writing a particular topic you had been assigned in your notebook when you were called the principal's office, when you reached your eyes landed on your parents faces. they were crying.
tears streaming down endlessly as they wept openly, with red faces and puffy eyes. It seemed they were shedding tears for a long period of time, you were bewildered. Your parents especially your father never shed a single tear, not even when we had to bury the family dog after it succumb to old age.
your eyes scanned the room, besides your parents were scary men dressed in black suits covered head to toe in tattoos and piercings that was when your eyes landed on him.
a tall gentleman with slick back hair was sitting at the principal's desk, like the others he also had numerous tattoos and piercings, but this man had more jewelry than the others and was more well built as well . you assume from the cold dead gaze he gave you when your eyes met, he was the leader.
the corners of his lips curled to make a smirk as he looked at you up and down, looking back you wish you could have slapped that damn smirk off his face hard enough to leave a bruise.
"a fair price to pay, consider your debt cleared Mr. Vincent," the leader said, smirk widening into a grin*
Your father, Vincent Harvey, finally looked into your eyes. the words that came next would ruin your entire life. Well to explain, you father had always had a tiny bit of a gambling addiction, him and your mother often fought about him spending the rent money to 'test his luck' at the pub, he never once won.
he looked you in the eyes, and there was silence momentarily before he finally spoke, his voice was so soft that it was just above a whisper
"..looks my gambling finally caught up to me, i uh- borrowed a large sum of money from some very dangerous people to gamble, i lost it all in a matter of moments and.. you have to understand- they were going to kill us. it was the only way, my dear (Y/N) Mr. Capone here, asked for your hand in marriage.. in order to clear my debt."
after he finished speaking, i couldnt say anything. It was like words were stuck in your throat. your heart beat was pounding in your ears like big drums.. your entire life forcibly taken from you, just like that.
over the loud noises you could hear your parents try to explain the situation to you.. you didn't want to listen, how can they be so selfish to sell their own blood.. their only child to save their own skins.
the next few moments after were a blur, Mr. Capone and his cronies escorted you out to the car. Reluctantly you got in, looking out the window as they drove off to your new life.
you remember feeling a hand on you shoulder, you turned your head to see Mr. Capone who was smiling at you. Maybe this wouldn't be so bad, maybe you'll learn to love him? what a foolish thought that was.
the next moment his nails were digging into your shoulder causing you to wince
"why the long face my betrothed? after all, your getting wed in a few days, like it or not." he said, his grip on your tightening to the point your sure a bruise will be left, a small pool of blood started to stain your white uniform. No matter how hard you pulled he wouldnt let you go, he seemed to be getting immense joy from your torment.
they finally pulled up into the driveway for a big mansion, he got out and opened the door for you . As you looked around your unfamiliar surroundings fear was carved into your face, looks like your life as a mafia's spouse had just begun.
#mafia x reader#toxic relationship#forced marriage#manipulative#gore#young people for older men#tw bruises#tw blood#sold to the mafia#mafia x you#mafia#x reader#fanfic
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lots of common reactions i get as a mute person
all the following are peoples reaction when they assume i am deaf, the most common assumption
- flustered and lifts hands to try and sign and then lowers them when they realize they dont know ASL
- flustered and starts to sputter and talk before settling on mouthing things at me
- mouths “can you lip read”
- talks really loud at me (which wouldnt do much if i was deaf so idk)
- goes to find something to write on
- sometimes if i type on my phone in my notes when i need to say something other than yes or no people will go to literally take my phone from me to type back instead of literally anything else
- signs some of the more common sign, i get thank you a lot (especially in customer service situations, which is where most of these happen)
- if it is someone on the street saying something and they assume im deaf when i sign at them they usually just disregard me which is actually really nice
these next ones are when people dont assume im deaf, which is rarer
- talks to me normal
- talks to me like im dumb
heres a few nice incidents
- guy asked me if i was mute in spanish and i nodded and he asked if i knew spanish and i was like not really lol (live in a heavily hispanic area so i picked up on enough to understand) and he switches to english and shares about a talk he had gone to recently about mutism
- girl working at sonic assumed i was deaf and ran inside just to grab her phone to help me which i thought was really sweet so i just didnt correct her
- just today i was using the self checkout at a gas station and the guy behind the register sees me getting frustrated with the card reader and slides over a piece of receipt paper that says “tap works better” and i am like “i dont have tap” and i decide to just cancel the self checkout and move to him cause hes got good vibes and he holds the bag up and raises an eyebrow allowing me to have a choice in it which i dont often get. when i am leaving he signs “have a good day” super slow and obviously practiced a lot, and the fact that he obviously learned that just in case this happened made me really happy
- every time someone has happened to know ASL in public, its always surprising how many hearing/verbal people know ASL, almost always because they are CODA
- the enthusiastic gay man at my eye doctor who got so excited when he saw i signed even though he doesnt know it, because he thought it was so cool
- every person who goes “oh you speak ASL” and then immediately thinks about thay sentence and kind of 404 errors out as they realize you cant speak ASL
- the tiny middle aged mexican woman who has worked the store at my school the entire time ive been going there who knows me because i always go there for caffeine and snacks, and manages to always communicate with me despite a couple language barriers and will often berate me if i dont get water with my caffeine or if i dont get food, and who also wishes me happy holiday for every holiday that comes around, and was also very visibly worried when i had to rely on a cane for a few months
- my painting professor who always takes so much pressure off because hes so blunt, when i came in with a cane everyone danced around asking about it and he walks in and goes “what the hell happened to you??”, the most recent thing that made me laugh is we were talking and i was using TTS and as we are walking into the studios he goes “im gonna go talk with Ronnie, give your thumbs a break” and then we both started laughing
the worst interaction ive had
- had one of my professors numbers which happens sometimes because it makes life easier and she texted me out of the blue saying she “had a dream she was at my wedding and i spoke my vows” with heart emojis and i did not know this woman at all and i was like…what the fuck…not only is that unprofessional but also ableist
lastly shout out to my friends who translate for me purely off lip reading who dont know ASL
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HIIII omg i am a H U G E fan of you and cob! cob is literally my favorite webtoon ever.... its not enough to just read it, i feel like i need to be enveloped in it (if that even makes sense 😭) every episode literally leaves me shaking with adrenilineeeEEEEE!! (side note i dont have a question i j wanted some way to communicate to you and im sorta new to tumblr so idk any other way lmfao) i literally talk about cob atleast once a day. at this point its an addiction lmfaoo
ive noticed that your tumblr posts are so sad and frustrated recently and i wish there was some way i could help :( if you ever wanted to share ocs or just talk im here and im sure all of your fans would appreciate your art too! maybe you could make another tumblr acct devoted to ocs - ik id definitely follow it immediately :D
also if you decided to take a mental health hiatus your fans wouldnt mind and would in fact encourage it! (ok sure wed be upset cause cob is SO GOOD but overall health is more important!!!) and youd also have more time to work on ocs and to just relax and think about yourslef for once (AND TO NOT LOOK AT THE MEAN COMMENTS ON UR POSTS FROM JEALOUS MEAN PEOPLE WHO HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO THAN CRITICIZE PEOPLE WHO ARE BETTER THAN THEM >:( )
also side note but the more popular you are the more haters you have...its just statistics! so in some twisted overly optimistic way its actually a positive 😉 anyway those ppl r just jealous and have terrible taste.
anyway idk where this is going im j rambling at this point but idk i obviously know barely anything about you but what i can inference from ur posts is that you seriously need a break!!!!! we love cob ofc but we love the health of the creater (YOU) more!!! and if you ever want to talk to anyone or to share ocs youre exited about you can always reach out to me or anything :DDDDD or like anyone you know in real life too lmfaooo--
so uh idk how to end this....so BYE YOURE AWESOME YOURE SLAYING <3333333333
lol you're too sweet! i appreciate every word.
tho unfortunately, taking breaks aren't that easy, since when i don't make episodes, i just don't make money. besides, i actually don't mind the workload that much? it's everything...outside of working that seems to bum me out haha. i kind of like turning off my brain for 10 hours each day to draw episodes. usually when i'm sad, it's after work when that distraction is gone.
also, i do post more freely here already as is! i tend to be a bit more selective about what i share on twitter and IG, but since like 20 people follow me here, i'm a bit more open and share more things, both personal and CoB/OC related lol. i just haven't had a ton to share lately outside of text essays and answering asks.
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2022
i doubt anyone is still on here anymore lol. shit, i barely am, i saw the las thing i posted and i dont even remember when it was lol
but yeah, 2022 was a wild ass year. alot has happened, and probably the most eventful year of my adult life thus far.
soooo, in january was my last month of work at my job at the time. I was put in a weird position where the contract I was working for ended early and i was laid off. i feel like any other person would have been freaking out, but luckily i was still finishing up my last semester of grad school. For the first time since graduating undergrad was basically free any not working. coming from me, ive since i was in highschool I was always the type of person to want to work work work and make bread. So basically from once i could work when I was 16, i was working every chance i could get until this month. I looked at it as my opportunity to finally take somewhat of a break from working cause I know I wouldnt get an opportunity like this again.
Although i did have hella plans for the next 6-8 months after finishing my job, i still had grad school to finish so basically from February to like Mayish I kinda just laid low and just took hella walks, worked out, and did school. i was going to sleep pretty late every night, waking up whenever and just going with the flow. there were some events scattered here and there like family parties, Allison’s cousins’ wedding in march which was fun.
But come end of April into May, is when the real fun shit began. Went to the first of many muisical preformances. the first one was Brian McKnight which was wild. He is hella good live. and then shorly after I finished grad school. First I finished grad school with two fucking masters degrees. One witha 4.0 and the other with a 3.9. I want to take a moment to realize how wild that is. In undergrad I legit was on academic warning and have a 1.7 gpa LOL. shit was wild. But also early on in May we went to see jame arthur in silver spring which was fun. Around mid May I went to Miami fora day trading conference, definately a wild expereince. I learned a lot, but also met a lot of cool people. First solo trip and it was fun. A few weeks later went to my friends wedding wehre i got to catch up with other hommies and it was chill.
Before we knew it, it was June. Something in the water was definiately something to remember, dope to see all these live performances and just be out and about. Glad to have experienced once while it was in DC for probably the only time ever. And literally a day or two after I went to trip 2 of the summer to Massachusettes for adrians weddings. First time doing a road trip like that, and it was pretty fun. Being with old friends, in a new area, just enjoying life. I was able to eat edibles, get drunk. and try lobster by itself for the first time ever and it was a good time. Stopped by in jersey on the way back and went to jersey smorgasburg and it was dope! it just kinda sucked a little while after, cause I found out i had covid a day or 2 after coming back from from the trip. but luckily it was very mild and was good to back by 4th of july.
After a few more weeks in july, i was on my way to SoCal. 2nd a last solo trip. this trip was probably one of my favorite trips I have taken in my life to be honest. teh weather was good, was able to go to the OC fair, smorgasburg LA, and went to a reggae festival. I know the way I am with island music might seem a little weird to people, but shit, that festival was fun af. Going to concerts by yourself is fun af. Also while I was there i got to meet up with some VCU hommies and my cousin!
After getting back home it was only a few more weeks until the last trip of the summer. Me and Allisons first trip of the year to Miami after her semester ended. It was fun too cause i didnt really go to the beach when I went in May. And I got to eat a bunch of food that I didnt get to eat the first time too. Its honestly just nice to hangout and do what we normally do, but in a different environment.
A few weeks afterr we did a little trip to RVA/charlottesville. Allsion got us tickets for WIcked and it was dope. We were able to explore around richmond, and I got to show allsion on my favorite places to eat in rva.
During this whole last few months from July to septermber I was consistently apply for jobs, going through interviews be lowkey being stressed about job searching. I was stressed, but not that stressed cause I knew id get a bite eventually but not knowing when was stressful. Luckily in september I got my first offer and was able to start my job in october. Fully remote and working in my field.
October was a bunch of going back and forth between DC for work stuff and learning shit. November I kinda realized that I will have a lot of free time and that its gonna be alot of free time and pulled the trigger on fulfilling my lowkey dream of working in a grocery store.
Holidays this year were very chill and nothing to crazy. Thanksgiving we bounced around between Allisons and My family. Christmas was more bouncing around MD and VA, being around familiy and enjoying ourself. It was honestly the first time in a while that Christmas felt like something worth celebrating. Also I actually reached out and caught up with friends. Like i feel like its very rare for it to happen, but getting together with my friends is something I will always enjoy. and tonight its NYE. My ass is at home, with no plans cause I got work a whole foods tomorrow and im completely okay with it. My life has been full of celerations and family and im okay with going into the new year chill.
2022 has honestly been such a blessing. Going into the new year, many people want to exceed what they did in the previous year, but im already at the point that I am accepting that this past year was just so crazy that 2023 might just be a chill year. I remember I had a year i called teh “rebuild” in like 2017 or 2018, when it came to lifitng, but this will be a different type of rebuild, financial and health rebuild. I want to get my money right and get back lifting again.
but yeah, 2022 has been just full of blessing and i am fortunante to have been able to do the things that I have been able to do this year. Unlike 2022, I do not have any big plans for the year, and whatever happens will happen. Im excited for it, and am ready for what ever comes back at me.
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2015 Testimonials
Norlinda's Makeover Date of Event: 31 December 2015 via Email
I would love to express my fullest satisfaction to my dearest kak juls for making out the DND makeover. My hubby was impressed by your expertise and would be glad hire your services once again in the near future.........cheerssss!!!!!!
Rahimah's Engagement Date of Event: 19 December 2015 via Email
I would like to express my gratitude for the wonderful makeup & hairstyling you did for me on my engagement day. Love it so much and you are no doubt an amazing MUA and have magical hands.
You definitely know how to match the makeup & hairstyling with my baju & mini pelamin without making it look too much on me.
I have no regrets engaging you as my MUA for my engagement day.
Sincerely from the bottom of my ❤, thank you once again Kak Juls for your magical touch.
Nordiana & Hairul Anwar Date of Event: 14 & 15 November 2015 via Email
Salam Kak Juls,
Me and my husband would really like to thank you, your husband and Kak Ita for making our wedding a memorable one. You were really wonderful, patient and accomodating. We really love how everything was done, from the makeup down to the accessories with attention to details. Not only did you help with the makeup and outfit, but also you were calm and gave advise on what to do even when the situation was hectic. We can really see how experienced you are, everything was handled professionally. You even made us feel at ease throughout the event, joking with us so we wouldnt feel so stressed out. You even entertained our little karenas hehe!
We also like to thank Kak Ita for the wonderful outfits and also giving in to my last minute request to change outfit (really so sorry for causing the inconveniences). Also to your husband for helping out during the fitting.
Thank you again for helping us make our wedding a wonderful event! We are really glad we took your services.
Last but not least, Happy New Year!! Wish you and your family great health and may your business continue to thrive!
Regards
Diana & Hairul
Maisarah & Ilyazar Date of Event: 13 December 2015 via Email
Dear Kak Juls,
I would like to thank you so much for the services you rendered during my wedding! Your makeup did wonders on me! And I totally love your outfits.. The whole combination was beautiful.. And not to forget Kak Jumz as well.. Thank you for holding on to the mirror when there wasn't any in the changing room Hahaha.. Not only were both of you professionals, you ladies are also down to earth and so easy to talk to!! For a person who does not like wearing make up, I had so much fun on that day with the help of both of you!! Again me and my husband would sincerely thank you from the bottom of our hearts for making our wedding event a successful one! All the best in your future endeavours Kak!!
P.S: My husband will never ever forget the "lost ring" incident in the changing room.. Hahaha.. That was hilarious!
Nurulamni & Muhammad Amin Date of Event: 18 October 2015 via Email
Salam Sis,
Sorry for the delay. Here's the testimonial for you, thank you.
"Every bride wants to look extraordinarily beautiful on her big day and definitely to be treated like a princess. Kak Juls did not just flaunt her makeup skills but she ensured that I was always looking on point and feeling beyond alright on my wedding day. I can’t thank her enough especially when she had to deal with a cry baby bride – I doubt it’s easy. Kak Juls is a talented, meticulous and considerate makeup artist. May you prosper in this line for the longest time, Sis."
- Nurulamni Binte Sueb
Erimah & Abdul Rahman Date of Event: 6 December 2015 via WhatsApp
From Erimah on 13 December 2015 at 8:39pm
Dear Kak Juls
Thank you for your sincere services.
I have eyed you for years and I am glad that I actually got you to be my make-up artist for my big day.
The makeup you did for me and the dresses I got from your selection were amazing.
I want to also take this opportunity to thank you for your generous emotional support.
The recent months were incredibly trying for me. But you would always be ready to cheer me on, give me words of encouragement and provided tips whenever we met.
Your humour and pleasant disposition made me feel at ease and calmed my nerves.
I'm so glad I engaged you for my wedding. It was a dream come true for me.
From the bottom of my heart, thank you again for being a superbly awesome and incredibly amazing makeup artist.
- Erimah
Suryaty Scotch & Md Noor Date of Event: 5 December 2015 via Email Salam kak Juls...
First of all i would like to thank u for d superb transformation u did to me.. Ur magic touch really did wonders to me. Even my husband was totally stunned when he saw me on tat very day..hahahha..
Thank u kak..thank u for everything.. U did superb..from d makeup to d outfits..u really made my day.. Even after d majlis i don feel like washing away d make up..hehhehe.
I will miss d jokes..d laughters we had rite from d start i met u till d actual day of my wedding..u r awesome kak!! Till now my customers keeps on praising i look beautiful..all dis thanks to ur magic touch..i will recommend ur service kak..
Thanks to kak Ita n abg Im also.. Hope to really meet u again..insha Allah..
Sincerely.. Suryaty n M Noor
Siti Nurfirdauz & Zainal Date of Event: 7 November 2015 via FB PM
From Mrszax Babygal on 11 November 2015 at 12:43pm
Really happy wif my mak andam services.. kesabaran keikhlasan dia make my special wedding day event happened.. me and my hubby wants to say thanks for ur good service.. we wont regret to take ur service for our wedding day!!
Farhana & Hazely Date of Event: 9 & 10 October 2015 via WhatsApp
From Farhana on 24 October 2015 via Whatsapp.
Salam Kak Juls.. Thank you for the awesome makeup.. Have been receiving a lot of compliments.. Thank you for all the tips, advice and calming me down when my tears just can't stop.. Heh!
To ur husband, Abg Imran, thank you for the tips and being so helpful.. No regrets in engaging JulsDsweet..
And to Accessorize Bridal, thank you for the gorgeous outfits.. We love all of it..
You guys rocks!
Regards Hazely & Farhana 9-10 Oct 15
Siti Norhidayu & Muhamad Syafiq Date of Event: 12 & 13 September 2015 via Email
Salam kak Juls,
Ayu & Syafiq would like to take this chance to thank you for all the effort you have put into #jomseptlove. With both days being super hectic, you're still as calm as ever.
I still remember the day i met bubbly you. It was the day when you turn my darling sis into such a pretty bride. From then on, i told myself that i should engage you as my make-up artist for my wedding too.. and alhamdulillah..the day finally came!
I could not thank you enough, with Allah's grace, you have turn this tomboy girl who know nuts about make up into such a fine young lady.. and up till now, i am still giggling and smilling looking at how WOW i looked on both days. Masyaallah..
Personally, the heart to heart talk plus special advices here and there, jokes to make me calm my nervousness, its something that you go an extra mile for us brides..alhamdulillah, there are definitely no regrets in engaging you kak juls.. You are simply the best!! :)
May Allah permudahkan and make you more successful and gives you the opportunity to make more brides as satisfied as I am. Your dedication and passion truly makes one feel more special and the bond that you have with us and our family is such a blessing!
Thank you again kak juls, abang Im and kak ita as well. See you around!! ♡♡
Sincerely, Ayu & Syafiq
Nur Amirah & Muhammad Najib Date of Event: 5 & 6 September 2015 via FB message
From Amirah Kamil on 9 November 2015 at 12:14am
65 days ago, I was entering a new phase in my life. My emotions were mixed and I didn't know what to expect. I could only place my trust in Allah and the people around me to help me get through the 2-days wedding event.
Kak Juls was one who stayed by my side throughout - be it indoors, outdoors, on stage or off stage. She was dedicated in ensuring I looked and felt beautiful. In addition, she helped to ease my nerves from time to time with her stories, jokes and tips smile emoticon
Thank you Kak Juls for being such a pro during my wedding day smile emoticon Shout out to Kak Jumz for assisting and entertaining me as well!
Norhatimah & Nor Azlin wedding Date of Event : 21 & 22 August 2015 via FB message
From Noure Anuar on 3 Sept 2015 at 6:30pm
As'salammualaikum Kak Juls. Alhamdulillah, MrMrsNorAzlin' s event went well.
Muchie3 thankies to you, my most capable MUA. I am soooo happy that we engaged you as my MUA on one of the most important day in my life. You've got such brilliant magical touches. I can't believe you transformed a plain & dull canvas into such a beautiful face! I still can't believe me & my hubby look great under your care! You're such a great person to work with; funny, witty, patient, professional & a definitely easy-going MUA. Despite working with a nervous-freak like me, you succeeded in keeping me feel calm & composed thru'out.
Most importantly, we are very pleased wif your GEM service. Despite being worried abt Abg Im, you still continued on to accompany us during nikah night and that really showed your commitment & professionalism.
Once again, please accept our truck-loads of thankies for being a part of the team on our special day.
We can't thank you enough. Here's wishing you all the best & more brides to come! And may Allah swt bless you & family oways. Aamiin aamiin ya Rabbal al'aamiin.
Nurul Herwani & Muhammad Tahar wedding Date of Event: 9 August 2015 via WhatsApp From Herwani on 15 August 2015 via Whatsapp.
Assalamualailum Kak Juls First of all thanks for everything....to be honest, I never intend to engage you as my mak andam in the first place but alhamdulillah I tak menyesal n I satisfied with everything...You really took care of your bride..aurat dijaga rapi; you calm me down when u see me nervous giler!!!Your bubbly friendly happy go lucky make me sooo comfortable with you. Oooh and your make up work/touch is truly amazing... Me and Tahar mintak maaf if sepanjang fitting session or during actual day kita dua ada terkasar bahasa or we ngada2, takes up too much of your time during the choosing/fitting baju session...once again thanks for everything n strongly recommended to all bride to be...
Zubaidah & Allif wedding Date of Event: 15 August 2015 via Email
Assalamualaikum Kak Juls, First of all, on behalf of my husband, Allif, we would like to apologise for the late testimonial.. Eeda and Allif would like to thank you so much for your great service since Day One we met.. All i wanna say you really ROCK man! Hehe.. Let me tell you something how the first time i found you.. Was scrolling thru IG and FB, i saw alot of ppl commenting abt your work.. And from there, i started to FALL IN LOVE your art work.. And so i started to add you in FB and follow through IG..
All i can say, your make up really makes me GORGEOUS! Though is so natural looks for me but its really FLAWLESS!! I know im very fussy, but u never fail to entertain me and makes my beauty come true!
Dear Kak Juls, thanks for being part of our wedding and make us like a Prince and Princess.. You're also like a sister to us.. Never fail to share some tips, secrets, doas and advices on life and marriage.. And also being the GEREK KAKI especially cracking some jokes with my bridesmaid favourite word.. Hehe..
All i can say thank you so much kak.. You never fail to tell me to keep myself calm especially recites some doas whenever im nervous or sad.. Lastly i wanna say another words for your husband.. Abang Imran is a funny person but also never fail to give us advice too.. Thanks Abang Imran for all your help throughout the journey with us.. And lastly, to your lovely sister, Kak Ita, thank you also been there with us.. With your patience and help too..
Kak Juls thank you for having us as your clients.. Throughout this journey, may you forgive us if there is any mistakes, be it with words or actions.. I couldn't stop thanking you for everything.. Thank you, thank you and thank you for everything.. May Allah bless you Kak Juls.. Love you many2.. XOXO ❤❤❤
Wasalam, Eeda & Allif Brides & Groom 15 August 2015
Amirah & Muhammad Khalmani wedding Date of Event: 1 & 2 August 2015 via Email
Salam Dearest People Whom have make my 2 days event a terrific one,
Firstly, Alhamdulillah All praise to Allah for a smooth sailing event.
My husband and I would like to Thank Kak Juls and Abang Im from Julsdsweet and Accessorize Bridal (Kak Ita) for helping me and husband from day one I met all of you till the very last day of the event. Syukur :)
Kak Juls really have the magical touch. I’m very happy with the transformation that was made by Kak Juls. She is very funny and always keep me calm and always remind me to smile and look good to the camera. She give full concentration on her work and as what I can see, She is very organized. I’m madly in love with people who is very oriented.
I’ve also receive good feedback from my Relatives and Friends that I look Different and Beautiful. You did a very good Job Kak Juls. Especially the Sanding Outfit (Songket) with all the Sanggul Lintang. Masya Allah couldn’t thank more
And Of course, Not even a single regret engaging your service. Truly enjoy my time. And oh how I wish I could rewind all those moment with some great company like you and Abg Im. Will definitely recommend you if someone is in need of recommendation.
May Allah Bless you and Your Family with Good Health and Wealth. In syaa Allah.
Warmest Regards, Muhammad Khalmani & Amirah
Abidah & Zulkifli wedding Date of Event: 5 to 7 June 2015 via Email
Salamualaikum Kak Juls,
Apologies for the late testimonial...
Wat can i say about this lady....
Kak Juls is a friendly lady. She can get along very well with my friends and very the sabar.
Her works...yes..she is very very particular about her work. She really took care of me for that 3 days. And yea....aurat dijaga rapi....i like...alhamdulillah..
My husband said that my make-up chantique and he satisfied with the works that Kak Juls put on.
Well....of course i will recommend to anyone who wants to look chantique on her wedding.
Thank you and Wassalam.
Lots of Love,
Abidah & Zulkifli The Shy Pengantin
Nur Iryani & Mohammed Sophian wedding Date of Event: 23 & 24 May 2015 via Email
Assalamualaikum Kak Juls,
Ramadhan Kareem to you & family.
First of all, apologies for this late testimonial.
Secondly, me & husband would like to thank you for your great service during our wedding.
To be honest, i've set my mind years ago ever since i knew you years back after our Make Up Workshop with Nurul Shukor, that i will engage your service if i am getting married! :) Since then, i love all your make up works that you uploaded. It's neat, clean & beautiful. Alhamdulillah..
You're my Mak Andam & also like a sister to me. Thank you for sharing tips & advices on marriage... Appreciate it.
There's nothing more i could say. Just Alhamdulillah for engaging you.
And to add-on, our fitting of costumes appointments was all fun. With Abang Im & Kak Ita around too. Do send my regards to them. Lastly, thank you once again & may Allah bless you & family. Keep in touch & Take Care.
Much love, Nur Iryani Haque & Mohammed Sophian
Siti Fazillah & Mohamad Rafiq wedding Date of Event: 9 & 10 May 2015 via Email
Assalam Kak Juls,
Finally, alhamdulillah I manage to settle down and write this testimonial for you. I am so sorry that it came late. Really apologise for that.
First of all kak, words cannot describe how thankful me and my husband are to you. Really. A simple testimonial will not do justice to what you have contributed. You were the first mak andam we consulted face to face back in 2013 and right on our first meeting me and my husband have set my mind to engage you.
All our meetings and fittings were so fun and full of laughter. You and kak Ita made it easy for us to choose our costumes.
Thank you for dolling me up so elegantly, for my nikah and my sanding for both days. My family members and friends love how the make up suit me so well. Thank you lending us the accessories and filling up whichever was missing.
Besides fulfilling your duties as a mak andam, you gave us advice like how a big sis would do. Tips and advice on what to do when. How to stand and pose, how to sit, how to salam and how to smile. What comes after this and that. Thank you for staying the whole day by us and making sure you were there the first thing we looked for you.
We would also like to thank Kak Ita and her husband for helping out during consultations, abg Im and your assistant for sending the clothes to us the night before.
Kak Jumz !! For layaning us backstage behind the scenes and on scene as well. Kak Jumz gerek !
Alhamdulillah kak Juls we cannot stop repeating this, we are so glad we chose you as our mak andam. And definitely will be the top of the list if someone needs recommendation.
I pray that Allah bless your kind heart, bless your family and your business.
Lots of love,
Fazillah and Rafiq
Khairunnisa & Muhd Farhan wedding Date of Event: 2 & 3 May 2015 via Email
Salam Kak Juls,
Alhamdulilah everything went smoothly. Both Farhan and me would like to thank you from the bottom of our hearts. No words can describe how grateful and thankful we are. You were more then just a mak andam to us.
You went the extra mile to send all the baju and accessories personally to the guy side a day before our nikah all the way from west to east. Then on the Saturday morning, while putting on make-up, it was like a mini make-up session for me. Can you imagine a professional make-up artist that is infront of you..yups your mak andam happily share about her skills and products. I’m not sure about others but I was shocked when you even share with me about why you use a different kind of foundation and so on. Somehow it gives me a sense of assurance that I am with good hands.
On our sanding day..you came early and your first question was to check if I had my breakfast yet. She worries more about me being hungry rather than her having lesser time for make-up. I can still remember the moment when I sit at the pelamin. You stand straight infront of me with a glass of ice water. That moment was the best, you asked me to drink slowly and take my time. That was the only moment that I manage to rest, drink and refresh. Awesome ah..its like when you stand in front of me, the whole world pause and I manage to get few precious minutes to rest. You helped us a lot.. taking a break from the non-stop photo taking moments, keeping track of our time, manage how we walk, how we pose and everything..
Thank you so much kak juls and your husband, kak ita for helping us with the dresses and more. From the very first day we meet to book, the fittings we had and our big day. It was an awesome experience with you, you were more than just a mak andam to us. We wish you success in years to come and doa for a better future ahead.
Khairunnisa Bte Abu Bakar
Nadiah & Muhammad Nur Dzaki wedding Date of Event: 4 April 2015 via Email
Salam Kak Juls!
First of all, i wanna thank you for your professional service! I knew i made the right decision from the start. Heard good reviews from you from all of my friends who engaged your service and i knew i had to get you too!
Everyone was impressed with the way i looked, and of cos i was shocked to see my transformation. For the first time i looked like a princess! Hehehe! Thank you for the beautiful touch to my face. And because i love my face so much after transformation , im learning to at least put lipstick now. hehe!
Thank you too kak Juls for the really awesome service. You made us feel like a friend the way you talk to us. You made my jitters go away by calming me down when i keep telling you im nervous till i ended up laughing on the pelamin instead of being an emotional wreck..hehehehe! Thank you too for being patient with us and for staying with us till the end, ensuring we are fine. You are also so easy to work with!
I believe you are one of the most important person on our wedding day, because without you, we won't look good and we probably won't know what to do. Even my relatives and family were impressed with your service!
To those reading this, engage Kak Juls, and you will definately have a good time and look the best on your wedding day. Love you Kak Juls! THANK YOU once again!
Nadiah & Dzaki
Nuryanty & Rusydi wedding Date of Event: 25 & 26 April 2015 via FB
From Nuryanty Bte Mohamed on 29 April 2015 at 1:56pm
Salam Kak Juls! Where do I start? Hehe. First of all, I have always had fears of putting on thick make-up because one, Sydi does not like me in thick make-up & two, I feel that I don't really look good in it.
When we saw your previous work on your other brides, we fall in love with your make-up. & indeed, you work your magical fingers on me.Your make-up was simply awesome that my parents, nieces & relatives could not stop talking about it. Not to mention, the hair-do. & Kak Juls is someone who is very easy to work with. Despite being so tired just before & during the wedding, your amazing service just puts me at ease & made the tired feeling go away. Pairing you up with the awesome photography & videography team from Diziq just made everything fun even though I do feel awkward with some of the shots. Of course, Sydi was more natural than I am. Hehehe. Your assistant also made the whole environment livelier than it already was. Just thinking of the two days puts a smile on my face. If I could turn back time to hit restart, you will still be my choice for Mak Andam. I never regretted engaging your services. Right from the selection, final fitting & the actual event. Your husband also made both me & Di feel at ease when we were at the shop. Most importantly, me & Di had lots of fun. I wish you more success in the years to come Kak Juls! Stay cheerful & bubbly! Continue to work your magical fingers on other brides! & keep up the awesome service!
- Sydi & Yanty
Izyan Atiqah & Muhammad Hidayat wedding Date of Event: 21 & 22 March 2015 via Email
Dear Kak Juls
Many thanks for your dedication and extraordinary work throughout the two days. Working with you was such a breeze. From choosing our outfits to final fitting and to the actual wedding dates, you were so easy to work with and was extremely accommodating to both Hidayat and I.
I did not have any preference as to how I wanted to look like on my wedding day, but you went all out to research on the type of makeup and hairdo that would complement the outfits we had picked. You also took into consideration my personality (within that 2 days we met, you rightfully predicted the kind of character I am) and personalised my look accordingly.
Special shoutout to your husband as well - I thought you guys make a great team. I really admire the love you have for one another and hope we can be as sweet and loving as you guys are. Thanks also for all the advice you had given us.
It was a pleasure knowing you and your family. We wish you all the best with your future projects and hope to see you again sometime soon.
Best regards Izyan & Hidayat
Nurul Farhana & Johan wedding Date of Event: 15 March 2015 via FB Message
From Nurul Farhana on 6 April 2015 at 10:43am
Testimonial: I am glad I chose Kak Juls as my Mak Andam, she did a great job with the bridal make up and her service was very professional! Even though there were some last minute changes on the wedding day itineraries, she was quick to adapt without any fuss at all. She also gave lots of advices for marriage life, which both me and my husband appreciate very much. Thanks again Kak Juls!
Oh yes! And not forgetting the hairdo that Kak Juls did, it was way better then what I had expected it to be when I pass to her the ideas I had in mind.
Siti Shalbiah & Muhammad Hairul wedding Date of Event: 14 & 15 February 2015 via FB Message
From HyrulSha Reed on 18 February 2015 at 12:55am
Next, the one who is responsible for my look and our outfit, is kak Juls from JulsDsweet. Thank u so much Kak Juls for ur awesome magic touch! I love all of Ur make up and ur hairdo!!! Kak juls is a perfectionist. No matter how rushing we need to be, she will ensure we are 100% presentable and ready before we go out and face the guest. Superb!
She is also a very understanding,easy going Mak Andam and always there with a smile for me in a good or a bad times. She never gets angry when i woke up late. She always ensure that i contol my nervousness throughout the event. She always remind and advice us what need to be done before, during and after event. And she will also be the one who relay msgs for me to my bridesmaid and family members of what i needed and etc. Without her, i think we are like a lost kid in a jungle!
Thanks alot kak juls for being very patient with me.
Serra & Muhammad Shakir wedding Date of Event: 7 & 8 February 2015 via Email
Salam Kak Juls,
I hope this comes to you in good health.
So sorry for the late reply for the testimonial! We were both swamped with things to settle.
Here is the testimonial!
The first step we took in our whole wedding process was the choosing of the Mak Andam.
What brought us to JulsDSweet were the variety of clothes and the flexibility of sizes for your brides you take upon. We also loved your makeup from your albums and read up testimonials from previous bride and grooms.
When we first met you in 2012, we thought it was too early to meet up to talk about the bridal makeup enquiries. Fortunately for us, you patiently explained thoroughly the details of what wedding preparations were like. We were so stoked that we decided to go with you without any hesitation. We knew you would be able to cater to what we wanted.
Fitting: Even though Serra was a plus size at that time, you allowed her to choose from such beautiful collections. Problems arose but you constantly reminded us that it’s important to select the outfits WE wanted. Constant criticism did not damper your spirits while we carefully explored the selections you offered. When we had doubts for Baju Akad Nikah chose for the first fitting, you allowed us to change it without any qualms. During final fitting, you heard Serra out about her accessories preferences. Remember she told you she didn’t want sanggul and crown? In the end, she changed her mind when we saw so many pretty looks from the previous weeks’ brides. They looked so gorgeous after being dolled up by you. Alhamdulillah, Serra was convinced and decided to put on a crown and sanggul even though she thought she couldn’t pull it off. J Special thanks to Kak Rosita from Accessorize Bridal for making the alterations for the wedding outfits!
Wedding day (Serra’s Point of View): I absolutely loved the way you make me up. You did not make me cry at all while applying the eyelashes or when you applied eyeliner. That was so opposite of what happened during my makeup session with other makeup artiste. I loved that you took the time (even though was a short and pressuring time) to contour my face, to color my lips, to make me look like a princess during akad nikah. When I wanted to cry, you helped calm me down. When meeting Shakir to sarung cincin, he was so surprised at the transformation. Ya Allah, the Sanggul, so pretty, my mum actually cried at how pretty you dolled me up. J Alhamdulillah, I was so happy with the final outfit when you catered to a different look that I was going for (like a vampirish look).It’s so pretty that until now I wish I was back on that day you helped me makeup.
With the extended hours you helped me doll up and followed for my photo shoot, thank you so much! Even coming to my house with your assistant as early as 8am to get me ready for my 11am sanding. Alhamdulillah, all went well.
Your optimism, bubbly personality and dedication to your profession make you an exceptional Mak Andam. Your presence always allowed Shakir and I to express ourselves freely and you are easy to work with.
We would like to wish you all the best in the future endeavours. Semoga bertambah rezeki dari Allah. And we would definitely vouch for your excellent services!!!
To all future brides and grooms- to- be under Kak Juls, rest assured that you will be in good hands! We would not have traded this experience for anything else.
Thank you so much Kak Juls for the wonderful days we had as well as the unforgettable experience as our Mak Andam.
Yours Sincerely,
Shakir and Serra
Groom and Bride from 7th & 8th Feb 2015
Farhanah & Muhammad Ridhwan wedding Date of Event: 24 & 25 January 2015 via Email
Hi Kak Juls
Wow it's been 3 weeks since my wedding! Time flies or what? Finally got the time to gather my thoughts. Sorry if it's a little late! ;P
First of all, Ridhwan and I would like to thank you for your awesome service. From day 1, you have been warm and friendly to us. Not forgetting Abang Im too. Always giving us advice along the way. I still remember you advising us to just stick to our budget and not be easily tempted with shiny new things. Biasalah lumrah manusia, kalau nampak benda baru & cantik, mesti tempted gitu kan hehe. So thank you for that reminder Kak. Cos at the end of the day, it's not about how blingbling your outfit is. It's about how comfortable you are.
Speaking of being comfortable, I'm naturally quite a reserved person. But when you came to my house on the morning of my nikah, I felt very much at ease as I knew that you would definitely take care of me. I will not forget how I giggled everytime you finished my makeup. I just couldn't believe how different I looked! I think you were amused too haha! (Dah kenapa dengan budak ni ketawa sorang eh?)
Our 2-day wedding event went by smoothly like a breeze. Why not, when we have awesome orang kuats who know what they're doing. Even my bridesmaids were in awe of you. Of how friendly and kecohrable you are towards everyone. It's very heartwarming to know that they were comfortable and happy working with you too. :)
Once again, thank you Kak Juls. We would like to apologise too if there was any salah silap along the way. Wishing you all the best in your business. Do what you do best!
“Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around.” - Leo Buscaglia
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this ones fucking a lot
so im at my grandparents house, my cousins are there too, we're just hanging. been there for a couple days maybe. i go to put something in the dumpster, which is inside(dont question it). and I see a weird trash bag there, weird because it seems to be full of things that you wouldnt throw out. like board games and a bunch of clothes and other stuff. I think it weird, but move on. over the days i see my cousin, Ai, carrying huge trash bags into the dumpster.(Ai is like 9 years old btw). not that weird. one day i see Ai looking through a mailbox, which isnt theirs. suspicious. i hear about some weird illegal group(i dont remember the specifics). one day when im taking out the trash, to the inside dumpster, I get curious. the same trash bag is there, with its board games and clothes. the dumpster has been emptied, so why is it here. at this point im full conspiracy against Ai -mode. I start to rifle through the trash bag. i find the exact clothes and board games from before. i feel like they're hiding something thats on the bottom of the trash bag. i hear a weird beep sound, and immideatly assume that its some kind of security alert that notifies when someone digs through the trash bag. i try to act casual and start inspecting the room as if im really interested in it. I hear steps outside the room. i open a cabinet, pretending to be searching for something. Ai appears at the doorway, but doesn't seem to know that I caused the alarm. i casually walk out. im so sure that Ai is a part of the crime group. i need to tell someone. i ask my grandma and my other cousin, O, to go on a walk. we walk past the mailboxes, and I see Ai doing something with an unassigned mailbox. i say something like "rifling through a completely empty mailbox? not weird at all". Me, O and grandma walk to the store. on the way I only have the time to tell about 5% of my theory. we get to the store and see Ai walking in. except Ai is now indian, and her name is something like "Sykphyr". her name appreared over her head so thats how i know of the change. we walk further into the store, and I start telling my theory again.
and here is a cut. idk what happened in the middle but just accept the circumstances.
i go into this underwater room. Ai is there with a man.(Ai is not indian anymore, and her name is back to Ai). I have a gun, a glock. it has two conflicting ways to cock it. its gray. I know how to shoot this thing. im also trying to keep it a secret from Ai and the man. i think im trying to shoot Ai, who's swimming behind me. I try so many times, cock the gun both ways, before i realise that im out of ammo. i need to leave. i swim to the bottom of the room, where all the reeds are. i hide the gun into my shirt, then try to sneak past the two, who are at the entrance. I hear them talking about framing somebody for all their crimes, I suspect its me. im pretty sure they noticed me going past them but just didnt care. i get out and dry off weirdly quickly. im weirded out by how im not immideatly swarmed by cops. i had already accepted my fate. i walk to the end of the hallway to see Chris McLean, and someone who looks a lot like Chris, sitting in chairs. they were waiting for me. I realise that i still have the hidden gun, so I raise my one hand while showing the gun to them. i put it on the ground. the person who looks like chris leaves to go get something, while actual Chris handcuffs me and sits me in a chair. and then he sits on my lap. probably to make it harder for me to escape,, or something. its taking some time for the chris look-alike to come back, so I decide to relax. i ask if i can hug Chris. he says no. i do it anyway. he doesn't seem to care that much. his hair is soft on my face. i say that he's like a cat.
this is the most comprehensible i can make this dream. I even deducted the classroom wedding. and meeting tony hawk/the other famous skater. and doing a survey about a skate park. and watching a truck fall into pieces at a big intersection. and Duncan from total drama trying to do cooler tricks than uhh some guy. idk who it was. they were going down a road, which turned into such a not-road that it resembled more a mario kart track. also they kept calling each other gay. but yeah. im not responsible for my dreams, and they do not reflect my actual opinions and thoughts. though i guess Chris being my meow mow wouldnt be absolutely horrible. and also he offered me a moments peace from everything uncomfortable in the dream. yeah. oh fucking also, in the dream, I posted about my conspiracy on here, and everyone said that i was taking it way too seriously. and I replied that "i know its just a dream, but i still want to share it". I have no idea how that fits into everything.
im fucking tired of having such complicated and uncomfortable dreams every night.
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"Thank you! And you will be the brawn and the brains!" She chirps happily, moving a curl from her face as she looks up at his green eyes. God, she could look at them all day with how beautiful they were.
She stayed behind and pouted, since she did want to explore more but she wanted him to speak his peace first. A relationship is built on communication and she would be damned if he wasnt gonna tell her what was on his mind!
When he asks her to sit, she complies, folding her legs as she looked at him curiously. As he drops a ball of the castle being fortified for the sake of his safety and his unwavering love for her, she felt all of the qualms wash away just as quickly as they creep in. Then his hand is planted on her cheek and that calms her anxiety as well. Being showered with affection was unknown to her but such a simple gesture made her sigh contently.
Closing her eyes briefly and feeling this...exhaustion wash over her, she welcomed it with open arms. Placing her hand over his, she smiles up at him with half lidded eyes, tilting her head into his touch more. "I understand my love. Despite this arrangement being done before you known, it feels right. Of course I would have loved to be here in different circumstances and meet you in a fairy tale manner but things do happen that way. Im okay with that. I am yours as you are mine and I would not have it any other way. I want to give my affections, my time, my effort, all of it to you. You bring me a happiness that I cant find elsewhere and I hope to continue to bring that joy as we grow old and grey." She responds with a soft nod, rubbing her eyes to get that sleepy feeling to go away.
"As for the castle, I expected some protection. It wouldnt be smart to have the king be endangered so easily. It doesnt bother me any, Im glad they were put in place. I would sleep better knowing such precious cargo is being taken care of accordingly." She said, leaning even more into his touch and opens her eyes once he takes his hands away from her. She pouts but watches his movements, confused until she looked down at her knees.
They were indeed bruised just a bit from the initial hug she gave him. There were a few pebbles and other pieces of little debris on her knees so when he offers to clean it, she nods. "Yes thats fine! Thank you, I didnt even notice." She chuckles, closing her eyes to brace herself.
“Good to know it’s nothing serious, but just a paper cut can put a damper on one’s day… Let me know if I press too hard, alright?” With a warm smile, Dean gave Rockelle his free hand to squeeze onto while he stymied the cut on her leg with the cloth in his other hand.
She was so delightful, the thought of any pain coming to her—even a small sting—was a source of great woe for the kindhearted king.
Dean needed a moment to think things over, going utterly silent as he held the cloth there for a minute or two. He spoke again when he was satisfied with the appearance of the wound.
“… I believe I may have understated the tenacity of these locks… Some of them are designed so… I can’t even undo myself… Needless to say, I will have them removed well in advance of our wedding night…”
The king stared at his reflection in the decorative waters as he stood, nothing in particular causing him to remember certain scenes from his childhood.
“Yes, um, right…” He tore his gaze away from the liquid mirror. “I meant to suggest a nap for the both of us… Sep-separately, uh, obviously… You jus’ seemed a little sleepy, Rockelle… Frankly, I’m a lot sleepy… Not to say you’re company is boring! Quite the opposite!”
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#i already posted this on twitter but couldnt give any context without embarassing myself so im posting it here too#cause at least here i know that no one involved is gonna see it#basically like a month ago some of my friends started telling me that i and one of our other friends would make a great couple#and its not like id never considered it but we werent really close#and other than a couple interactions we never really talked at all#but one night we were actually all together#and holy shit#we really are incredibly similar and imo get along great#and now everytime one of my friends brings up how wed be as a couple it gets stuck in my head all day#but idk if its self sabotage or what but i just keep trying to convince myself that it wouldnt work#i dont even know why!!!#do i just have a lot of self loathing??#anyways who wants this organ i dont want it anymore
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(i dont wanna talk about it i dont wanna talk about it i dont wanna talk about it i dont wanna talk about it) I SEE AHEAD OF ME A LIGHT THAT TAKES MY BREATH IF WERE ONLY EVER LOOKING BACK THEN HOW COULD WE EXPECT TO SEE EACH OTHER AS WE ARE FOR ALL THAT WEVE BECOME WOULD WE BE FRIENDS AT ALL IF WE WERENT FRIENDS WHEN WE WERE YOUNG I WANT TO FEEL CLOSE TO YOU FOR MORE THAN JUST THE SAKE OF THE PLACE THAT WE GREW UP IN OR THE TIMES THAT WE GOT BAKED IN THE PARK LOOK IF YOU TAKE ME APART YOULL FIND HALF OF ME IS YOU BUT HALF OF ME IS ASKING ME TO START ANEW
YOU LOOK THE SAME BUT I DONT RECOGNIZE YOU IM LOOKING YOU DEAD IN THE FACE BUT I CANT FIND YOU DONT LIKE THE WAY WE ALWAYS TALK IN THE PAST TENSE YOU CANT EXPLAIN THE PRESENT TIL YOU WORK OUT WHAT THE PAST MEANT
THESE ARE THE DAYS THAT BIND US TOGETHER FOREVER AND THESE LITTLE THINGS DEFINE US FOREVER FOREVER OHH ALL THIS BAD BLOOD HERE WONT YOU LET IT DRY ITS BEEN COLD FOR YEARS WONT YOU LET IT LIE
THERES A MAN IVE KNOWN FOR YEARS BUT STILL TO THIS DAY DO I KNOW HIM I LOVE HIM VERY MUCH ITS VERY HARD FOR ME TO SHOW IT BACK THEN AND EVEN NOW I FEEL THERES SOMETHING THAT I OWE HIM AND THAT FEELING SHOULD BE GOING OVER TIME BUT NO ITS GROWING WE WAS KID MATES MAKING MISTAKES PLAYING GIVE TAKE BIG HEARTS BATTLING AND BIG SNAKES RATTLING THEIR TAILS HE WAS LIKE THE WIND IN MY SAILS I WAS LIKE THE WATER FOR HIS KEEL IT WAS REAL IT USED TO HURT MY FLESH THAT HIS WORN SCARS WERE HEATED STILL HE USED TO HURT HIS FLESH JUST TO SEE IF HE COULD FEEL TO CUT A LONG SHORT HE WAS NEVER REALLY THE STRONG SORT GOT INTO THE WRONG SPORT BIG SWIGS LONG SNORTS CAUGHT IN THAT SPIRAL SAW ATTEMPTS TO HELP AS SPITEFUL AND SOON HE GOT SO DOWN THAT HE GOT ON THE BROWN WORD GOT AROUND PEOPLE DID NOT LIKE THE SOUND THEY TOLD ME TO STOP POPPING ROUND TO SEE HIM I KEPT DISAGREEING SOON HE WAS A DIFFERENT BEING HE GOT INTO STEALING ROBBING I STILL SEE HIM FREQUENT OFTEN EYES ARE THROBBING WEEPING SOBBING FREAKING OUT WOULDNT SPEAK ABOUT THE THINGS THAT MADE HIM WEAK CAUSE THAT WOULD STOP HIS THROAT MID SENTENCE FACE WOULD PAINT REPENTANCE BUT HIS ACTIONS SPOKE DEPENDENCE FRIENDSHIP BECAME DIFFICULT TO SAY THE LEAST HE PLAYED THE BEAST SO WELL I WONDERED HOW WED EVER MAKE OUR PEACE THATS WHEN WE DRIFTED NEVER ARGUED IT JUST BECAME CLEAR THE PARTS OF HIM I LOVED SO MUCH WOULD SLOWLY DISAPPEAR
BUT THOSE ARE THE DAYS THAT BIND US TOGETHER FOREVER AND THESE LITTLE THINGS DEFINE US FOREVER FOREVER ALL THIS BAD BLOOD HERE WONT YOU LET IT DRY ITS BEEN COLD FOR YEARS WONT YOU LET IT LIE
READY OR NOT HERE I COME YOU CANT HIDE IM GONNA FIND YOU AND TAKE IT SLOWLY (but those are the days that bind us) READY OR NOT HERE I COME (together) YOU CANT HIDE (forever) IM GONNA FIND YOU (these little things define us) AND MAKE YOU (forever) WANT ME (forever)
#voidscreaming#literally love this song so much#literally wrote that all from memory#that first prechorus aughh im not ok#this and basement are like the only songs that have actually made me cry#i need to listen to more of kaes stuff i love their voice sm#forever ever#bastille#kae tempest
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44 and 45 for writing prompts?
44) Close Your Eyes
45) Will You Marry me
Your Favorite Suprise
Warnings: fluff
Characters: Your favorite God of Mischief, Nat, Clint (brother, I know I have a weird problem ok?), Steve, Tony, Thor
Summary: you and Loki had been dating for a while now it only made since that he wants to take the next step.
Announcements: Ah yes, while I should be working on the next chapter of my series Im doing a Loki Request list...makes sense to me. I have decided to start posting a chapter a week and I have decided to start posting The chapters on Fridays. But I'll probably still be doing one shots and drabbles randomly during the week along with request. *its like really early in the morning here so if I am not making any sense i will probably post another update soon.* love you guys, thank you for the request! 💚💚💚💚
Loki Masterlist
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Loki had been distant all day, he wasnt in any of the normal places that he normally would have been. You had checked in the library, his room, even the lab none held signs that the god had been there all day.
"Guys, have you by any chance seen Loki?" You asked walking into the living room where your brother and Nat were wrestling, for some unknown reason, Thor and Steve sat watching.
"Tall guy, wears to much green, pointy hat?" Clint choked out from a chokehold. Sometimes you wondered if you were really the oldest with the way he acted.
"Last time I seen my brother he was heading out to the large balcony on the top floor with a rather heavy looking box." Thor called over his shoulder. "No no no Hawkman, you odviously doing it wrong. Let me show you." He said getting up walking over to the two on the floor.
"Whatever, he'll know where to find me I guess." You said jumping over the back of the couch sitting down next to Steve.
"Hey! No jumping on the furniture. I swear its like I live in a house full of kids between you and Parker jumping and flying around." Tony yelled from the kitchen door.
Steve rolled his eyes and looked at you. "Thor is trying to show them some Asguardian fighting moves. Nat picked up pretty fast, your brother on the other hand..."
"He does better in a roost high above the ground. Only reason I use to hate fighting with him is because he could climb higher than I could." You laughed.
"Ok Lord Thunder if you can do better be my guest." Clint took a step back allowing Thor to stand in. Thor gave a bellowing laugh and got in a fighting stance.
"My people invented these moves I can easily take down Nat."
After a few rounds and Thor definitly losing causing the room to howl with laughter at his confusion Loki walked in.
"So the man of mysteries returns. Where have you been darling." You asked as he came to stand beside you.
"Just working on a suprise for you my dearest." He laughed leaning down and kissing the top of your head.
"Please stop, there are young eyes in the room." Clint groaned from a recliner across from you causing you to roll your eyes.
"Yeah, if your going by shoe size." You mocked. Turning to Loki you looked at him. "What does the god of mischief have up his sleave for me?"
"Come dear, I would rather show you." He offered you his hand and you walked from the room.
He lead you to the room where the balcony was located and turned to you. "Close your eyes."
"Ummm why? You planning on pushing me off?" You laughed realizing that he had a serious look on his face. "Nevermind." You closed your eye, as soon as they were shut you felt a cloth wrap around your head. "If you wnted something like this all you had to do was ask." You smirked.
"Oh nine realms y/n. Get your mind out of the gutter for just a little bit." You couldnt see it but you knew he was rolling his eyes. "This is serious." You could hear the smile in his voice.
"Ok fine, serious, I can be serious for like 5 minutes. I cant guarantee the comments that will follow after the time is up though." You laughed.
"Sometimes I feels like I'm dating your brother." He huffed taking your hand and leading you onto the balcony.
"We are basically the same person, I just look alot better than he does in a cat suit." He let go of your hand just after walking out of the door and disappered.
"You know that mouth is one of my favorit things about you." He whispered in your ear cauing your heart to flutter. "Always quick to the punch, it never fails." He said kissing the side of your mouth.
"But my absolute favorit thing about you is your willingness to over look a persons flaws, to give everyone a chance, even if they dont deserve it. You have such an open mind forgiving everyone that you feel need forgiving. Looking for the good in a person and giving that person hope that maybe there is hope left for them." This time he brushed your hair from your neck kissing you behind the ear sending a shiver down your spine.
"Loki you was never a bad person-" you saod trying to defend him aginst hisself
"I brainwashed your brother." He countered. "You didnt just do it for me though. You stood up for Wanda, for Bucky, you stand up for the underdogs that wouldnt have a chance other wise."
"Wanda needed a family, Bucky was Steves best friend and I seen how it hurt him for eveyone to be aginst him. Also brainwashed. Im kinda seeing a pattern here though." You smiled.
"Y/n, honestly would you jusy be quiet for a few more minutes." He sighed.
"Ok, lips are sealed. Continue telling me how great I am." He sighed again pulling you closer to the middle of the balcony.
"You have been my light in the darkest tunnel I had ever been in. When the others shut me out you were always there to let me know I wasnt alone. I could travel to all nine realms and never find another soul as caring and as trust worthy as you, who holds me at night when nightmares wake me up, who actually seen good in me and who has made me a better person." You felt him reach behind you and untie the knot from the blind, you kept your eyes closed as you felt him grab your hand again this time there was a slight pull. "Darling you can open your eyes."
When you opened them you were awestruck with the sight in front of you. Farie lights had been hung from the rafters causing a warm glow around the balcony, ivy and white flowers hand been drapped on the walls givingbthe whole place a cozy feel. You looked at Loki noticing him kneeling in front of you, you opened your mouth to make a comment but quicky shut it not wanting to ruin the moment.
"Y/n Barton there is no one else I would rather travel the nine realms with but you, I would walk across time and space to see you smile. Would you please do me the honor of being my princess? My Queen? For all eternity? Will you marry me?" He pulled out a small black box for his pocket and opened it revealing a silver band entwind with a beautiful type of black metal a small emerald sat nestled between the two holding the jewel in place. Your eyes shot up to his and tears started to flow. You didnt trust you voice in that moment son you simply shook your head.
He was on his feet in no time easily slipping the band on your finger before wrapping his arms around your waist pulling you close to him. You placed your hands on either side of his face pulling him into you for a kiss. "Yes." You mumbled aginst his lips as he smiled into the kiss. "A million times yes!"
"We are going to have a wedding!" Thor yelled from the open door causing you both to jump. You looked up in time to see everyone that had been in the living room crowed around watching the two of you. "Lady y/n, a fine sister you will make!" Thor beamed picking you up into a crushing hug.
"You can have her! Ive had her as a sister long enough." Clint said beside you as he leaned down to kiss you cheek. "Congrats sis."
"You knew didnt you?" You smiled.
"Of course I did. Hes kinda old school, asked if it would be ok if he asked you. Nice guy, once you get past the whole mind control thing." You smacked his in the chest.
"In my defence you did try to shoot me woth an arrow that exploded." Loki said wrapping his arm around your waist.
"Ill take back the approval to marry my sister." He saod looking straight at him.
"No you wont, ive already said yes. Besides he really makes me happy. Truly honestly happy." You smiled looking up at Loki giving him another kiss.
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Author's Notes ♡: Hello hello! Here’s my POCuties collab piece for Valentine’s Day. Even though today sometimes makes me feel unloved please know everyone is deserving of love and even if you don’t have someone this year, you can have me! I love you and so do your favs okay? (✿◠‿◠) ~ bunny ❥
Warnings : none! Just very sweet (a bit of the reader feeling like a burden to tamaki so a touch of sadness here and there)
Word count : 2.1k
Paring(s) : Tamaki Amajiki x F! Reader (fem pronouns)
Enjoy ♡
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Forever // T. Amajiki
Being with Tamaki for a few years taught his lover a lot. She saw more sides of him than most, and it made her heart swell to see the usually quiet boy happy and determined when he accomplished something he was trying for or when he was down she knew just how to cheer him up.
As the day drew on she realised just how much she loved him and how much she wished for him to be home, to give him a big kiss as he came through the door, knowing that his day was long, plagued with paperwork and patrols. Hearing the door open she saw her tall boyfriend enter, hood over his eyes as he let out a sigh, stretching as he felt his body being encased by his girlfriend “Hello butterfly how was your day” His low voice spoke out as she gave him a bright smile “It was nice heaving the day off but i missed you Tama” she pouted as he gave her a chuckle, kissing her forehead “I missed you too, the office was a bore without my adorable secretary” Moving into their shared apartment Tamaki saw food already laid out in front of him “I ran you some bath water too” [ ] called out as she rounded the wall separating the kitchen and living room “Y-you didn't have to do that love im-” A finger silenced his pleas “Let me take care of you okay? You need your rest and i didnt want you to worry about anything coming home except relaxing and cuddling with me okay?” [ ] said as she stood on her tippy toes, kissing the top of his cheek “Tamaki Amajiki we have been doing this for years, won't you please let me love you without trying to outdo me ; you deserve it, you're a wonderful hero, you're my hero and eventually...you'll be our family hero..once we have one..” She trailed off as he stared at her, watching a sadden face appear over her features. Shaking it off as soon as it had appeared she gave him another smile “Its alright. There's no rush, i'm here for the long haul , me and you okay?” she said as she let his face go , heading to the couch “Now go go, hurry up before the food gets cold.” She teased as he gave her a soft look, coming over to kiss her cheek “Okay i wont argue butterfly”
These little things stuck with him, her caring ways, cooking for him, cleaning his office while hed be gone, even doing some of his paperwork while he was on parole. He loved her so much and enjoyed all of the little things here and there she did for him. He ddi the same, and each time made her cry, not out of being upset but for how caring he was to her. Bringing her roses, making sure she didnt have to cook if he could help it, spa days and doing more crafts and bonding with her whenever they could. But he realized while she helped him with so much he felt like he struggled. She struggled with her own issues too, similar to his. Sometimes she felt like she wasnt enough, she had her own anxieties and could get in a sup when she felt inadequate, unlovable and unwanted. But to him, to tamaki he loved everything about her, and she was one of the strongest people he knew. He felt motivated and glad to have her as the one he wished to marry , to have kids with, to start a family. But that also broke his heart when the topic came up she did usually didnt talk much about it, happily making plans but going back on them by saying ‘if i was a good mother’ She didnt want to dissapoint their future kids, didnt want to be a lacking mother or wife. As usual Tamaki came home, but htis time he went past the wonderful smelling food in the kitchen and to their bedroom, his cute girlfriend wrapped up in a blanket “How are you feeling butterfly?” He asked as she gave him a smile, reaching over to hug him “Im oaky! Just a bit overwhelmed is all, im sorry i passed out during the meeting..” She said as she gave him a hurt look before continuing “I shouldve tried harder to stay and present with you i-” Before she could finish he gave her a kiss, stopping her words “You needed rest. Im still surprised you got up to cook, did you at least take a nap love?” He asked as she shook her head , causing him to smile “Good. i love you butterfly and i woudnt change that for the world” he said as she smiled, giving him a hug “I’d hope so” She giggled as he pouted “Never doubt my love for you [ ], no matter what im gonna be here, i promise okay?” he said as she nuzzled the boy, kissing his nose “ And i for you Tamaki”
February came in , the happy couple had started up to take more time off to do more things and enjoy eachothers presence in the month of love. As the days went by Tamaki noticed [ ] was having odd days. From sleeping long hours of the day to just crying randomly, he knee something was wrong. Coming from the store he heard sobbing from their bathroom. Terrified , he tried to enter only feeling the door being locked “[ ] baby whats wrong? Can i come in?” with no response he nervously knocked again. “[ ] please...whats wrong” He pleaded as the door unclicked, showing his still beautiful but tear stained cheeked girl. “T-tama..” She cried as she just jumped into his arms, scaring the indigo haired boy “Baby are you okay?” he asked as she took in a breath before smiling sadly “Y-yeah i am..” She said as he picked her up, taking them into the living room. “I love you..and whatever is making you feel like this..if i can help let me okay?” Tamaki said as [ ] shook her head, placing it into his shoulder as they fell asleep.
Every day from her breakdown Tamaki came to her office with a rose, ate lunch with her and made sure she was hydrated and well. Once the week of valentines day came up, he had his plan set in motion. He had their schedules fixed, the week off for themselves as they did different things. A spa day the first day, a picnic the next, shopping at an expensive store for clothes. Then an art day where they drew (or tried to ) eachother and made art fro and about the other. Once the day of Valentines came however, it was different. It started with them taking a shower together, Tamaki cooking breakfast in bead for [ ] as they talked through the morning. Tamaki told her the outfits they ha gotten the days prior was for tonight which gave [ ] the jitters. She was excited for what her pro hero boyfriend had instore for them. Once they got to the restaurant all eys were on them. [ ]’s long black dress falttereed tamakis white suit and black bow tie. The two of them sat and started to eat, coversating with some fans who so happend to be around thwm. One was a small girl with wide hopeful eyes. She came to the couple with her mom in toe “Im so sorry to interrupt you two, my daughter wouldnt let mt husband and me rest until she came over to you guys” the wmoan laughed, causing bothe members to smile “Hello there how are you?” Tamaki asked the girl as she stepped from behind her mother “ H-hi my name is Shiemi a-and i really like you suneater!” The small girl said , causing [ ] , Tamaki and her mom to smile “Why thank you Shiemi, i hope im a good hero for you” Tamaki responded as the little girl shook her head “The best! Youre so cool. A-and your wife is pretty like mama! I like you dress miss suneater” The girl said , causing [ ] to stutter as she sipped her water “O-oh why thank you Shiemi but Im-” before she could continue she saw her boyfriend give the woman and her daughter a wide smile “She is, inst she?” He said as he turned to [ ] , moving from his chair “Tama what are you-” [ ] asked again as he leaned to the little girls ear , then to the mothers as they both gave him a smile, the woman happily shaking her head as her daughter followed the hero. Confused, [ ] watched as he picked the little girl up, putting her atop of the bar table “Hey everyone! Suneater has an announcement!” she yelled as most people turned around or to the table in the middle of the room, watching and smiling at the energetic child and pro hero “In fact I do, [ ] would you mind standing?” Tamaki asked as she gave him a wide eyed look, standing as he gave her a smile, extending and hand to her as she joined his side
“H-hey guys , as you know um..this si my lovely girlfriend and partner [ ]” He started as she gave everyone in the room a wary smile, her face feeling hot as he continued “ Ive known her for years, and weve been dating for some of those, she's seen me through thick and thin, helped me out in a pinch and made me feel like the strongest man alive, well next to almight…” he whispered as some of the people laughed, more paying them attention “And through all of this….i could think of a more beautiful and right person to spend the rest of my life with” And with the the young child handed the now kneeling man a ring as some whooped and hollered, others recording as both [ ] and the girls mother had tears in their eyes “[ ] [ ], the love of my life, my butterfly, i couldnt think of a more beautiful person inside and out to be with, will you give me the honor and make me the happiest man on this earth to be my wife?” He asked as the ring was revealed, diamond glistening as his own tear filled eyes looked to hers. Thinking her voice would fail her she shook her head yes, causing the room to yell as she had her ring put on her finger , jumping to hug her standing fiance as they hugged and cried, video of the engagement spreading as he thought to himself ‘I can now have my family, my endless love with you my dear butterfly’
As their wedding came , all of their friends and family came, including the new found friends of the young Shiemi and her parents. The ceremony went though flawlessly, Shiemi being their flower girl as the newlyweds ran down the easel , heading for their limo as they herded for the reception. The family spoke on how happy they were from their marriage, friends giving their comments on how they knew the couple would get married as the couple laughed at some stories and comments about their relationship. The night ended with so much love and joy for the new couple, startint their life together\
Two years went by before valentines day came again, three years to the day he had proposed arrived. Happily and ready to celebrate Tamaki woke up to his wife missing, hearing her fumble in the bathroom. Heading to the room he was shocked to she her in a disarray , eyes foggy as she met his “Tama...i have a surprised” She said as her teras fell down her face. Confused and still a bit tired , he gave her a look as she handed him a blue and while stick. The word pregnant snapped him awake as more tears started to fall, handing him two and three more all with the same small but powerful word “Im..gonna be a dad?” He asked as she smiled, shaking her head as she hugged the trembling girl “T-tama i'm gonna be a mom..what if i'm not good enough…” She sobbed as he cooed her, kissing her lips as his tears fell with hers “You're gonna be great Butterfly, i promise, you're gonna be so so great” He said as his heart swelled feeling her lips against his ‘This...This is forever , a love i wished for...and i couldn't have asked for more of a way to live my life...i love you butterfly’
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Trollhunters: Rise of the Titans (Real-time thoughts as I watched it yesterday)
Spoilers under the cut!!!
They’re gonna deny me Barbara seeing her human son again!?!?!?
Dafuq? Was that Otto????
Lol Incredibles?!?!?
STRICKLER FLYING IN THERE COULDA SOLVED HALF THEIR PROBLEMS
Men in Black needed
BRUH THAT WASN’T EVEN DETECTIVE SCOTT IN THE TRAILER
WHO IS BAILING THEM OUT OF JAIL
That fuckin your mom joke. These losers are so grounded when they get back to Arcadia
EXCUSE YOU, WHY DOES STRICKLER SOUND LIKE THAT???? But also, yay Strickler was there when Jim woke up.
FUCK ALRIGHT TROLLHUNTERS ROTT PRODUCERS AND WRITERS YALL ARE ON THIN FUCKING ICE, don’t give me that bullshit with Strickler’s voice and then HAVE STRICKLER ASK FOR JIMS BLESSING AND TO BE HIS BEST MAN AT THEIR WEDDING
Nomura…. Is her voice different I’m not 100% sure
Alright WTF ELI GOT HOT
ALSO WHY DID HIS GLASSES GET BIGGER
FUCKIN WHAT
“So we don’t technically have a school”
Why the fuck is Arcadia the center
WHERE ARE ALL THE BABIES THAT WALT AND BARBARA WERE RAISING?!?!?
Also Nari up close is serious leafmen vibes
I love that this is some of the most involved Barbara has ever been in anything
Wtf did they do to BARBARA’S NOSE?!?!?
Smooth morons
FUCKIN WHAT
IM SORRY FUCKING WHAT
THE WRITERS ARE ON CRACK THERES DEADASS MPREG
WAIT WHO IS GONNA TELL BARBARA THAT STEVE IS PREGNAT
ALSO WOULDNT MAKING JIM ARMOR BASICALLY MAKE HIM ON GHE SAME LEVEL AS TOBY?!?!?
Why didn’t that fuck test the amulet before they tried to stop the order???
Also why does Jim yelling sound so weird? Like his voice is deeper specifically when he yells.
Mad respect that the arctic base in Greenland wasn’t destroyed and that researcher won’t straight up freeze to death
Everyone is questioning troll dragons, WHEN STRICKLER EXISTS RIGHT THERE
At least Nomura is still Nomura
Fuck either Blinky or Arrrgh is gonna die or some shit… WAIT BLINKY IS TELLING THE STORY THAT MEANS HE LIVES… fuck
Also Jim you’re such a loser I love you, the world’s ending and you’re upset cause your mom is finally happy and her happiness is at risk
ALSO WHERE IS NOTENRIQUE
OH COOL, we addressed that Archie’s dad still exists and is ancient AF. LOVE GHE GUILT TRIPPING!!! Father son bonding over terrorizing Blinky, love it
ALSO EVERYONE WAS CAUGHT ON VIDEO IN THE BEGINNING HOW HAS THAT NOT BEEN ADDRESSED, they’re literally only acknowledging that the titans happened
Yay, Barbara and Strickler having active roles
ALSO HIS SWEATER
Hi I was not ready for Nomura
Cool they’re gonna kill Strickler in the exact way I said on tumblr a few years ago
THANK FUCK THEY WENT TO GO STEAL LITERAL FUCKING TIME FROM THE TROLL DRAGON
YES BARBARA VALIDATING HOW MUCH STRICKLER LOVED JIM, but random assedly bringing up Jim’s bio dad?????
YO YALL JUST GONNA LEAVE BARBARA FUCKING ALONE AT THE CASTLE
So they’re going to kill off as many fan favorites as possible because they have to fix everything with the time sphere
BUT ALSO I KNOW MOVIES AND SHIT AND THEY WOULDNT JUST MENTION BIO DAD FOR NO REASON (they did in fact)
YES SHANNON STILL HAS A GIRLFRIEND
Coach Lawrence is trying his best
Thus far the pacing of this is pretty good
Oh shit Nari and WHATS his face died, but I swore that wasn’t permanent when they killed WHATS his face the first time
Wait back up, I thought that Heartstone was dead, and now it’s glowing
Lol I love how they have military clearance
ALSO WHERE IS BARBARA
Aja is a wonderful and realistic queen
DAS A BIG HEARTSTONE
THIS IS THE GAYEST SHIT
ALSO WOULD LOVE IT IF THIS SHIT DIDNT WORK, but it did
I love how they brought Nomura back just to kill her
BRUH WHERE IS THE SPHERE SO YALL CAN FIX EVERYTHING
Lol I kinda knew Toby was gonna die when they kept bringing up him being moral support he felt underestimated and the underestimated ones always sacrifice themselves
Also I would be bawling my damn eyes out if it wasn’t for the fact they haven’t used the green time orb yet
Blinky comforting Arrrgh borderline looked like they were kissing
Arrrgh crying though almost got me
Lol I would love it if Jim time travels and when it catches up to the same point that the current timeline is at they’re just at Barbara and Strickler’s wedding.
WAIT HOW FAR BACK IS JIM GOING
ALSO WHY ISNT BARBARA THERE
ALSO CLAIRE AND JIM SAID THE ACTUAL WORDS I LOVE YOU
BUT HOW FAR BACK IS HE GOING WTF
IS THIS THE DAY HE FOUND THE FUCKING AMULET
WTF IS GOING ON
WAIT THESE FUCKS BETTER GIVE ME A MONTAGE OF JIM TRYING TO SLUGHTLY CHANGE THINGS
BRUH HOLD ON I HAD AN IDEA FOR STRICKLER BEING THE TROLLHUNTER BUT HIM NOT BEING ABLE TO WIN SO HE TRIES TO DESTROY THE AMULET AND ENDS UP MEETING WITH ALL THE OTHER TROLLHUNTERS THAT COULD HAVE BEEN AND THEY ALL SEE A FUTURE WHERE JIM WAS THE TROLLHUNTER AND THEREFORE THEY WON
BUT IF TOBY IS THE TROLLHUNTER
also real quick Jim trying to set Strickler up with his mom OMFG
FUCK I WILL CRY
YEP IM CRYING
THE CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT ON JIM IS SO GOOD
ALSO UPSET NORMURA DIDNT HAVE A SCENE IN THE ALTERNATE TIMELINE
FUCK it’s such a good ending for the series I love it
OKAY IT WAS JONATHAN HYDE BUT WHY WAS HE EXTRA GROWLY
Fuck there’s no more… I just wanna see more, like how the writers and creators think the little differences between timelines will be
I’m literally sitting here staring at the credits screen.
I love how the last bit of credits is the production babies
The ending also explains why there was so much fan service
#trollhunters#walter strickler#tales of arcadia#3below#3 below#stricklander#wizards#toa#strickler#toa rise of the titans#trollhunters rise of the titans#jim lake junior#toby domzalski#claire nunez#jim and claire#barbara lake#stricklake#wizards toa#toa rott#toa spoilers#rott spoilers#spoilers#steve palchuk#eli pepperjack#guillermo del toro
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Ashes To Ashes
Pairing: Fred Weasley x Reader
Request: ‘Please could you write a Fred Weasley imagine where you’re inside the burrow when Bellatrix sets it on fire and Fred runs in to get you out?? Thank you, I’m really loving you writing!’ For anonymous
Ps- i havent read the books or seen the movies in a while so I kinda went w the time it was fleur & bills wedding & intergrated it w that, sorry if its not what u wanted but I did write Bellatrix’s attack in x
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Today was the big day. For today was the the day where Fleur & Bill were finally to be wed. For their celebration to erase war from anyones thoughts, today they were just two kids in love, not undercover Order Workers. Today they were simply girl & boy.
“Oi Y/N hurry up, Fleur’s asking for you” Ginny shouts practically breathless as she runs past your room, trying to find Hermione for the bride.
You pick up the gorgeous bouqet that earlier today you picked up from the florist for the woman and made your way downstairs into the living room. As you take a closer look, you notice something is off. Fleur was standing rigidly still, looking in the mirror unblinking.
“Fleur, darling, are you alright?”
The woman remained silent, Y/N had no idea what to do, she’d never seen her friend so paniced, so immobile. Ever since Y/N’s sixth year (after the Triwizard Tournament) the two kept in contact, maintaining a solid friendship with the other, who wouldve known that years later Fleur would join the family that you had already been apart of.
“Its okay to be nervous.” You sit beside the Frenchwoman “Just talk through it” grabbing her hand you pull her down to sit beside you.
“It’z all so scary Y/N. I love Bill, I really do, but what if he realises he doesnt feel the same about me and leaves me there?” She faces you, eyes glossed over
That caused you to frowm slightly “Bill loves you more than he loves life itself Fleaur, everybody knows that he’d do anything for you just to see you happy- not many can say that they have a person like that.” You smile lightly, thinking about your person. “You constantly say how much you love him, so if you stil feel that for him, theres no need to be scared of getting married-These are the normal pre wedding doubts, none of them are true. Besides, I’m sure if Bill tried to run away from such a gorgeous and talented person as you, Molly would raise havoc and go to the ends of the earth to get him back.”
Fleur looks up at you, smiling, but with stray tears going down her face “Thank you Y/N” she throws herself forward and hugs you “It’s just a big step & I’ve been so emotional lately because of-“ she hesitates
A look of realisation dawns on you and you beam, hugging her once more but tighter “You’re joking? Congratulations!” You give her a peck on the cheek “Does Bill know?” You queried as she shook her head
“Non, I only confirmed it a week ago. Please dont tell anyone Y/N.” She looks at you with pleading eyes and you vigorously nod
“Of course. I wont say a thing, this is your secret. But how about we start getting ready for your wedding hmm.”
As Y/N started to do Fleurs makeup, Hermione rushed in with the wedding dress that her and Molly had been making final adjustments to, Ginny was running around frantically trying to get all the guests in the right places and seats. Once commisioning your help to shout at a group of loiterers to leave the premises because they wouldnt listen to the red head girl. All in all, after many hours, Fleaur was ready.
“You look gorgeous.” Gabrielle beamed at her sister
“Stunning.”
“Ethereal.”
“I might just steal you from Bill” you wink and cause her to laugh and blow you a kiss “I’ll go get everyone ready, you still have plenty of time to relax.” Handing Gabrielle the bouqet, you rush out of the room, which proved to be quite difficult in heels. But bearing through the pain, you get outside and see rows and rows of the fragile golden chairs set on either side of the long purple carpet. The supporting poles to the gazeebo top were entwined with gorgeous white and gold flowers. As you look to where there was supposed to be an enormous bunch of balloons, you frown to see it bare.
“George!” You shout getting his attention “Wheres Fred? You were supposed to the balloons up ages-“ you feel strong arms pick you up and spin you around, making you let out a shriek of surprise, thankfully not loud enough to get the attention of the others
“I’m here my love, disposable at your command.” He purrs into your ear, sending chills down your spine
“Put me down asshole” you laugh and turn to face him, before you could manage to say anything you were taken aback at how he looked. “You got a haircut.” You stated plainly and ran a hand through his hair as he put his arms around your waist.
“Correction, George cut my hair when I wasnt paying attention so ‘people would be able to tell the difference between us’” he wrinkled his nose
You stare at him, dumbstruck “As if the hole on the side of his head wasnt enough.” Fred laughs and says thats what he said “I like it, it suits you.”
Fred grins and kisses you, “Lets face it Y/N you like anything when its to do with me.”
You roll your eyes and hum in agreement “Thats because I love you Fred. But I will seriously consider breaking up with you if you dont get the balloons up as you promised.”
Fred gives you a small peck & jumps back from you “I’m on it!” and runs over towards his brother to finally do what he had to. You smile at him, reminiscing at how you managed to fall in love with such an idiotic man, yet you could never wish for more. Fred Weasley was truly perfect.
Shaking your head you turn back to the guests that were not where they were supposed to be before shouting “Get to your seats and away from the food please! Thats for after the ceremony!” You swat their hands before adding “If you dont know where youre supposed to be, go to Hermione and Molly, they will tell you.” You motion to the pair before walking around to make last minute adjustments.
The wedding ceremony went beautifully, Fleur was walked down with her bridesmaids: Gabrielle & Ginny. When in sight, she rendered everyone breathless, she was ethereal, the most gorgeous a person could possibly look. Molly teared up from the get go at the sight of her eldest marrying, many more joined in when they said their vows. You could not believe that the day of your friends wedding had finally arrived. Throughout the entire sitting down portion of the ceremony, Fred was holding your hand and rubbing circles on it, an assurance that through everything you went through- you were still together- still alive.
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The loud music was ringing through the field, dancing bodies surrounded you, but you paid them no mind, your main focus on Fred.
“Did I tell you how gorgeous you look Y/N?”
You laugh lightly as you sway to the beat “No, I must’ve missed it the other ten times you said it”
“Well you do, absolutely bewitching, are you sure you didnt use a love poition on me? I never knew feeling this was possible.” He jokes as he spins you
“Must be my natural charm and charisma that got you so captured Fred.”
“Must be.” He mutters softly looking into your eyes. Fred was completely besotted by you, more than anyone had ever seen him be, he just knew that Y/N was perfect. The way that she’d light up any room she walked in, the way that she’d never back down from a challenge, and just simply how she made him feel. Dear Merlin he loved the girl. “After this do you fancy going away for a bit?”
You look at him sceptically “Planning out your murderous fantasies are we?”
He laughs and shakes his head “You’re impossible. No, since the shops closed I thought we could go away somewhere before everything with the war kicks off, I want as much time with you as I can get.”
“Oh” you forgot that the wizarding world was on the brink of war “Yeah. Yeah, I’d like that. But if you sneak George along i swear to Merlin I will live through my murderous fantasy & kill the pair of you.”
Fred chuckles again, before nodding “Promise, no George. I think he got an eyefull when he barged into our room without knocking.”
“Serves him right.” You mumble “I told him on multiple occasions to knock.”
The rest of the song died down and you stayed in Freds arms for a moment, before he was being wisked away to dance with Aunt Muriel, he held an awfully sour look as you giggled when she hounded on him to straighten his back, then saying that he was too tall.
“I’m a bit cold, I’ll go get a jacket then I’ll be right back” Y/N kissed his cheek & left to get back inside the burrow. Thinking nothing of it, she poured herself another drink, smiling to herself at how Fred would have to have another dance with Muriel. What an awful woman.
Unbeknown to the girl, a silver patronus intruded on the celebration to announce grave news. “The Ministary has fallen. The Minister of magic is dead. They are coming. They are coming.” Everyone scrabled to find their loved ones, to make sure that they were safe, but before Fred even had the chance to look for Y/N, everything burst into havoc. The gazeebo was now engulfed in flames, Death Eaters showing up everywhere to curse them.
“Y/N!” Fred shouted, frantically looking around for the girl “Y/N!”
He turned around and was greeted by a paniced Mr Weasley “Theres not much time Fred, I dont know where she is, you need to get to safety and leave. Now!”
Fred ignored his fathers protests and ran, dodging various spells being shot from either side. He had to find you, he had to know you were safe.
An abrupt crash jolts you back into reality, you get up to run and go outside but with a sudden ‘whoosh’ and black smoke- two Death Eaters appear infront of you.
“Shit.” You mumble & grab your wand, quickly dodging their spells you manage to knock one out & try to deal with the other. “You’re quite persistant-“ blue sparks shoot from your wand, the figure ran upstairs & you follow.
“And you’re associated with mud-blood scum!” A flash of green emerged from their wand that narrowly missed you, you grin
“You missed.” You kick a chair at the figure, momentarily distracting them to cast a spell “Stupefy! Petrificus totalus!” As the figure was knocked out & bound together, you walk over and spit out “Get a life, prick” snapping their wand in two.
In the middle of your fight, you had not noticed that the commotion outside had turned to an arsonists playground. looking through the window you call for Fred, hearing no response your heart stops, you leave the room & try to get down the stairs but now they were already engulfed by flames.
“Oh shit” you panic and shoot spells at it to stop the fire from spreading, but to no avail, it only got worse. Smoke was now clouding your vision, realising that if you were not to jump down you’d perish in this fire. Letting out a short breath, you hype yourself up for the leap of your life “You can do it Y/N. Come on” violetly coughing, you jump. Unfortunately landing a fair few stairs too high. Unbearable pain shoots up through your leg & you cry out in pain.
Sinking to the floor you couldnt even move, the pain in your arm and leg restricting you. This was it, this would be how you die. All alone, with no one to help you, no one to save you. In a burning house. Yet the only thought racing through your mind was ‘Is Fred safe’. Thankfully most of the fire was behind you, the staircase had completely gone up in flames however, the roof was begining to crumble down. A plank toppled down, narrowly missing you, but making the room next to you catch on fire.
As you were losing conciousness you hear a strained yell “Y/N!” You try to respond, but all that came out was a series of violent coughs “Y/N im coming, hang on!” You couldn’t see what was happening, i dont know if it was the thick cloud of smoke or the fact that you were breathing most of it in, but your vision blurred.
A faint figure emerged, breathless, trying to get through the flames & to you fast enough “Hey Y/N ive got you, im here.” You felt yourself being picked up & your body fell like a ragdoll. “Oh merlin dont die on me Y/N.” Was the last thing you heard before passing out.
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The abrupt light and noise woke you up, yet you were unable to open your eyes, they were far too heavy for the little energy you had. Were you dead? Is this what death felt like?
“Stop pacing Fred, she’ll be fine.” You heard a voice say, however, unable to distinguish who it belonged to “shes a strong girl, the nurses said so.”
“Yeah they also said she’d wake up yesterday, so my apologies if I dont believe what they have to say.” He snapped
Fred. Oh yes, Fred. He came into the building to save you didnt he? So that answered your question of being dead. You were very much alive, but dear Merlin you were in unbearable pain.
“She’ll be up and about soon though? Her body was exhausted thats why shes sleeping so long right?” He continued, sounding unsure. Well if this is how they reacted to you passing out you wouldn’t want to know how theyd react if you died.
“And id appreciate it if I could sleep some more.” You croak out as you let your eyes open. Coming to face the whole clan of distressed red heads, Harry, Hermione & Fleur.
Fred snaps to face you and a look of relief washes over his features “Y/N” he whispers and rushes to your side hugging you “You’re okay. You’re alive. Thank Merlin.”
You try to chuckle, which abruptly turns into a wheze “I’m okay yeah, in a lot of pain but I’m fine.” Fred retreats from you, an apologetic look on his face.
“Come on kids lets give them some space.” Molly ushers everyone out of the room “I’m glad you’re okay Y/N” she sends you a smile and leaves the room for you and Fred to be alone.
Moments pass with Fred just looking at you with glassy eyes before he abruptly let out “You bloody scared me half to death!”
You motion for him to help you sit up “Oh I do apologise that me nearly burning in a fire scared you. I wasnt very happy about it either.”
Fred looks at you speachless, confused at how you can joke about it so soon. He remains quiet before letting out a big sigh and hanging his head into his lap “I thought I lost you.” He mumbles, barely loud enough for you to hear
“Hey, look at me.” You say and put his face into your left hand with the little energy you have “I’m okay, I’m alive. And so are you” he smiles faintly before you continue “Obviously as gorgeous as ever, so nothing irreversible happened.”
He laughs “Obviously.”
While in the room Fred filled you in on what happened, that after the Death Eaters showed up & they fought them off- Bellatrix Lestrange set fire to the burrow & he ran in to get you out. He told you that you passed out & that you had to be taken to St Mungos to treat your broken leg and the burn on your arm.
“The nurses said you were lucky to get out alive Y/N” he said lowly, not being able to bear the thought of your death.
“Im alive because of you Fred. Thank you.” You offer a weak smile “There were two Death Eaters in the house when it burned up-“
“Thats not on your concious to bear, Its on Bellatrix Lestrange.”
You nod, in all honesty you didnt feel bad that they perished in the fire- their downfall was their own undoing. But what was on your mind was the fire burn “When I’m better do you recon I’ll l have a cool badass scar?”
Fred shakes his head as he holds your hand, of course thats what Y/N is thinking about “‘course you will, It’ll become part of badass backstory.”
“Good” you mumble and close your eyes. After a long silence you relax back into your pillow, the sleeping draft & skelly-grow hitting you like a brick. You begin to mumble incoherent sentences
“Hey Freddie?”
He looks at your peaceful face, all calm against the pillow and responds “Yes my love?”
After a little pause of small mumbles, you ask “When I’m better, can we leave for our trip?”
“Whatever you want Y/N.” He smiles lightly & watches you drift off to sleep, hoping that ‘better’ would come along faster.
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Ahh okay hi! Omg this took so long to write, again sorry its not the actual bellatrix fire story, i jus forgot how it happened & when I remembered I wrote too much of it. <33
#slytherin#harry potter#hogwarts#hufflepuff#gryffindor#ravenclaw#james potter#remus lupin#sirius black#draco malfoy#fred weasley x slytherin#fred weasley imagines#fred weasley imagine#fred weasley#fred and george#fred weasley x slytherin!reader#hermione granger#ron weasley
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I̴̤̫̿̕ņ̵̺͔̱̮̈́̈́̋ş̸̠̠͍̈́̽̒̕͝e̷̔͌́͜c̷̫̗͚͛u̷̧̨̺͇̞̍̋͠r̵̫͑ì̷̡̳͔̓͜t̶̛̬͎̔̎y̵̹̬̥̒̍̃ ch1
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Fully detailed version on Ao3
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Roman wasn't doing too well after the most recent episode. He had locked himself in his room for the last several days and had been pushing himself to the edge with pumping out new content for Thomas. He didn't eat, he barely slept and he refused to talk to anyone or take a break. He couldn't help but heavily nitpick his work. If the idea wasn't perfect, then it was scrapped altogether. He was horribly stressed and couldn't stop the cascade of horrible thoughts bouncing around his mind.
It's not good enough...
You could do better...
It's not original...
Thomas deserves better...
R̸͙͂̊e̵̥͛́m̴̗̕ủ̷̼̙̚s̷̯͚͂̓could do better than you...
They'll never forgive you...
It was all your fault...
You're the one who decided to make fun of his name...
He had every right to defend himself...
The more he listened to these thoughts, the worse they got. Throwing around his worst thoughts and feelings back at him. The worst part? He knew that they weren't wrong. He was the one who messed everything up. He was the one who chose his actions. Those were his mistakes. He only hoped that if he worked hard enough and pumped out enough good content, that would at least give him the opportunity to try and make things right.
That will never work...
All he needed to do was work a little harder. It was the very least he could do after being such a pain for the other sides to deal with.
They're probably happy that you never leave your room anymore...
He would be able to apologize to J-... Deceit. For his actions and making him out to be the villain...
You have no right to say his name after what you did...
He would apologize to Patton for putting too much pressure on him.
You expected too much from him. Driving him to his limits. I wouldn't be surprised that he would have finally lost his patients to deal with you...
He would apologize to Logan for always being so uncooperative with him.
All you do is bother him with your nonsense and ignore him whenever he isn't relevant to your own selfish wants. How horrible does that make you? He does his best for Thomas and all you do is mess things up? How can you look him in the eyes after treating him so horribly?...
And he would apologize to Virgil. For... Everything. And he wouldn't expect him to forgive him.
You don't deserve forgiveness...
He didn't deserve Virgil forgiveness... Or anyones. But he had treated Virgil the worst, by far.
From the beginning, you gave Virgil nothing but a hard time. You made him into the bad guy for you to fight against to make yourself feel better. You're pathetic. He had never done anything wrong to you but you insisted on bullying and degrading him. Your probably the reason he ducked out. If not, at least a big reason why. All Virgil has ever done was try and keep Thomas safe. But you just had to put your own selfish desires above his. Didn't you?...
Then he would apologize to Thomas. He deserves so much more than...
A pathetic and self-centered Creativity who couldn't- Wouldnt stop thinking about himself for five seconds to see how much he was hurting thous around him? A Mistake? Someone not deserving of the title Hero?...
Him...
He also needed to apologize to... To...
You can even say it. How pathetic. After everything you've done to make everyone else the bad guy but your self, you still can't even say his name and admit you were wrong. You're always wrong. When have you never not been wrong!?
You were wrong about Virgil...
You were Wrong about Janus...
You were wrong about the wedding...
You were wrong about everything...
They're probably mad at you...
I wouldn't doubt it...
Your the one who had messed up...
You don't deserve them...
You don't deserve to be here...
They would all be happy if you ducked out...
Janus was right...
You're the evil twin...
All Remus has ever done was to do his job as intrusive thoughts...
Your the one who had hurt the ones you had 'cared' about...
Your no hero...
You don't deserve to be a hero...
Your not Thomas' hero.
Roman gasped and grabbed at his chest in pain. It hurt. Almost as if someone was stabbing him in the chest. He looked down to see that there was a small dark patch that was barely covered by his sash. It almost looked like a splatter of ink, staining his previously white and pristine princely outfit.
You don't deserve the title of 'Prince'...
Roman gasped in pain, not noticing that the spot had grown slightly at the hurtful comment that plagued his mind.
Then he had felt a slight pulling sensation. He was being summoned. By Thomas. Dammit!
Roman quickly ran over to his mirror, looking himself. He looked horrible. His hair was a mess, his eyes had dreadful bags underneath them, his clothes were terribly wrinkled. He was a mess. In a rush, he tidied his hair and quickly applied some concealer then with a snap he removed the wrinkles from his clothes. Another look in the mirror had him frowning. His hair still looked like a mess.
They were going to notice...
The concealer was sloppy at best.
They were going to know how tired he was...
His suit was looking... Better... But the black 'ink' blotch was still there and nearly visible from behind his sash. He could do better.
He felt another tug.
He didn't have time. He rushed to grab a stack of papers filled with his approved ideas and quickly sunk out.
"Greetings, plebeians!" Roman greeted, posing in his typical manner.
God. Could you go one day without acting like a pompous prick?...
He flinched slightly at the pain but dug his nails into his fists as to not react.
"Roman," Logan began, "It had taken Thomas calling you more than once for you to arrive. What were you doing?" He questioned. He didn't look mad, but he wasn't the one for flaunting his emotions.
He's mad at you...
You know how important punctuality is to him...
Roman forced a smile threw the pain. "My apologies, Dear nerd!"
You cant go 5-second without making fun of someone, can you?...
How pathetic...
"I was just a bit... Fashionably late! Tis all!" Out of the corner of his eye, he could see Janus staring at him. He felt dread pull into his stomach.
Logan hesitantly nodded, appearing to take that as an answer. "Alright, let's get back onto the current topic." Logan excepted that far too easily. Usually, he would ask for more detail or lecture Roman on showing up on time but he had just... Excepted his answer?
He didn't want to waste any more time on you than he already hast to...
You really do get in the way...
"As for the current issue...Patton? Do you mind addressing it? You're more suited to deal with more... Emotionally based issues?" He asked awkwardly. Clearly uncomfortable with the current topic that Roman was still in the dark on.
"Oh!" Patton started. "Well, Roman? We've been talking lately...and well..." He paused, trying to work out his sentence. Romans' stomach was in knots and his heartbeat raised.
They don't like you...
They're going to make you apologize for making their lives miserable...
They were going to ask you to take a step back and stay out of the way...
You're always in the way...
Romans' nails dug tighter into his palms. A trickle of blood making its way down his hand. Virgil was starting to look at him worried. Why on earth would he be worried about him?
He didn't deserve it.
You don't deserve it...
"Well... We've just been wondering... Are you-"
"Are you ok!" Virgil blurted out. Blushing furiously when everyone turned to look at him. "Sorry..." He muttered quietly. "The suspense was driving me up the wall... anxiety and all..."
"That's alright, Virgil." Thomas reassured calmly, "But that is what we're here to talk about. Are you ok Roman?" He asked, turning to the fanciful trait.
Roman was... confused, to say the least. His fists relaxed and unfurled and he looked baffled at the others. They were asking if he was ok? Why did they care? Weren't they mad at him? He had messed up big time and they weren't even going to comment on that? "Uuh... Sure?... Why?" He asked hesitantly.
"You haven't left your room in over a week, kiddo," Patton said, playing with the sleeves of his cat hoodie like he did when he was upset. "We were worried bout you."
They don't mean it...
They're only doing this to show face...
Why on earth would they worry about you after all that you've done...
"Well, I am fine, padre," Roman answered, ignoring the stabbing pain in his chest. "I have just been in my room working in some ideas for Thomas' videos. That's all." He answered. They all looked around at one another, clearly not believing him.
Why would they belive you?...
What have you done to make them believe you? Let alone trust you?...
In fact, they believe that lying snake more than you...
"Oh, Roman," A hiss rang out that sent chills down his spine. "For an actor, you are such a 'good' lier..." Janus said, looking at his gloves like he could examine his nails from underneath them.
"I have no idea what you mean," Roman said, doing his best to keep his mouth in check.
God, how horrible of a person do you have to be to have to try and not be an asshole...
No wonder they hate you...
Roman let out an involuntary flinch, doing his best to ignore the stares he was receiving from the others. "Seriously," Janus said softer, "Are you ok? You've been avoiding everyone."
Grate, now you've gone and upset them...
Roman's hands were back into tight fusts, trying to block out the pain. "A-and you look a mess," Virgil added quietly. "Your concealer is patchy and you look exhausted. Have you even slept?" He asked.
"Of course I have! I-"
"Lies," Janus stated simply.
How stupid can you be to think you can just lie like that with Janus here...
Roman flinched back at the comment, his nails digging further into his palms and drawing out more blood. "Roman, are you ok?" Logan asked, "You seem to be in pain. Are you hurt?" He asked, moving closer to Roman to see if he could find any injuries.
All you do is cause problems for them...
Roman quickly backed away, "Of course I'm fine!" He insisted, continuing before Janus could interrupt him, " "But, yes, I haven't been sleeping too often because I've been working on these ideas!" Roman said, holding up his small stack of papers.
How pathetic...
A creativity who can't even come up with enough good ideas...
Are you sure you've earned the title 'creativity'...
Roman's forced smile flickered slightly at the pain. Blood lightly smearing onto the stacks of papers he held in his own hand. "You shouldn't overwork yourself, Roman." Thomas softly scolded. "I know that things have been stressful lately-"
All because you can't keep your stupid mouth shut...
"-But you need to take a break and go easier on yourself."
"I'll be fine!" Roman insisted, "I just needed to pump out a few more ideas and the ill take a break! I promise!"
You should no better than to make promises you can't keep...
He bit back a flinch, hoping the others didn't notice. But they did. They looked back and forth at each other wondering what they should do. "Well..." Thomas paused. "Then... Let's see your ideas."
"What?"
"Let's see these ideas you've been working on."
"Um- Well... Uh..."
They're not good enough...
They're going to hate them...
They will hate you if you show them these ideas...
You spent so long on horrible ideas...
What will that make them think of you?...
You should have done better...
They're not good enough...
You're not good enough...
Thomas would be better without you...
They all would...
Romans' hands were now lightly shaking, but he didn't seem to notice. "I d-don't think that's the best idea. They still need revised and worked on some more before there more... Presentable?" He said hesitantly.
"We can help you review them," Logan suggested. "You are far too overworked to have to handle them on your own."
Roman sifted from one foot to another, "Yeah... But like you said I am a bit overworked, so most-"
All...
"- of these ideas might not be so good. I still need to revise them and touch them up a bit before I can show you guys..." He answered.
"Just let us help you, kiddo." Patton insisted.
Virgil nodded in agreement, "You have been overworking yourself to the point of exhaustion. We can take some of the load off." He promised, "Just trust us..."
Roman still looked rather hesitant. "I'm not sure. The ideas are... Not so good at the moment..."
Janus spoke up, "Oh Roman. There is no reason to be so insecure about your work, I'm sure whatever it is we will all love it."
Insecure...
Insecure...
Insecure...
I̶̲͌n̵̨̓s̵̞͌e̵̛̱c̴̭͠ȗ̵͍r̷͎̀e̴̪͘.̷̛͕.̷̨̋.̶̣͒
"I am not Ḭ̴̧̡̧̟̥̮͓̥̜̪̯̭͈̬͍̔̉̈́͋͂̑̈́͒ṇ̶̭̙̼̭̭̱̦̽̉̂̓͊͌̍̍͐̈̔̄̃̚ş̷̡̢͙͔̦̙̳͙̖̪͖̲̝̥̪͂̆͗̇̊̾͛̔̃͐̊̏̕͝e̸̢̪̟̣͇̖̖̯̅̈̈̽̀̈́̂c̷̹̫̭̘̤̺̳͓̺̊ų̴͎̲̱͚̮̮̏̄̃̊̿̀̔̈́̑͛́̑͘r̶̹̳̘̤̟̙̬͓͙̩̭̟̫͇͖̦̲̍̉̀̃͗͊̏̿͊̋͋͛͜e̷̛̖̩̗͔͑͂͌̉̂̾̕!" His voice shook the room.
He let out a shocked gasp and slapped his hand over his mouth as the others looked on in startled shock. He felt like was shaking down to his very core. "Roman...?"
"I-i am sorry! I- I have no idea what that was...": he insisted softly. He looked confused when everyone looked at him even more concerned. Glancing down at his hand, he finally noticed the blood seeping out of the cuts made by his nails. He was stunned for a moment before quickly whipping the blood off of his face using his sleave.
Logan was quick to his side, examining his hands. Causing him to drop his papers and scatter them across the floor. Logan was talking as he cleaned Roman's hands before bandaging them. But Roman didn't hear anything. Just the ringing that echoed on his own ears.
You've really made a mess of things now...
That last comment tipped Roman over the edge, causing him to gasp out in pain. Nearly sinking to the floor if it wasn't for logan at his side, quick to help him keep steady. He tugged lightly at his sash, the pain quickly spreading like a burning fire.
The tug on his sash revealed the far larger black stain that had nearly filled the space behind his sash and was quickly spreading.
Janus and Virgil gasped. Horror seeping into there expressions as they realized what was happening to Roman. They were both quickly at Roman's side. The next thing he knew, Romans was sitting on the ground, struggling to breathe threw that pain. Virgil and Janus' hands held onto him comfortingly as they talked to him along with the others.
But Roman felt far-off at that moment. Like he wasn't in the room. Or as if he was a spectator, watching this unfold with an equally horrified expression. So he didn't hear a majority of what was said to him or the others.
"... Safe...ho-... Long..."
"...Roman?..."
"...-Breath Ro-..."
"...-man's falling..."
"...falling..."
Romans breathing grew more erratic once he looked down to see the black spot spiderwebbed out further, staining more and more of his once crisp white suit.
Then there was a hand in his hair and a few holding his hands and rubbing soothingly over his back and someone whispered calming words to him. Wanting him to follow there breathing. It was a struggle, but eventually, he managed to get his breathing slightly under control.
"-oman... Roman... You need to remain calm." Virgil said softly. Roman's head jerked as he nodded. Focusing on his breathing. "Do you know what's happening?" Virgil asked. Roman shook his head. "Your..." Virgil hesitated. "Your falling..." He said, "To the other side. So you need to keep calm and breath so we can help you..."
Romans heart figuratively stopped beating at the news. He was... Falling? Everything started to feel foggy and distant again. Like he wasn't there. He didn't want to be there. Sitting in front of the others. Vulnerable and in pain. Having the others watch his humiliating downfall. How low must they think of him now? How weak was he in their eyes? How pathetic was he in Thomas' eyes...
His chest suddenly shook as all the air seemed to leave his lungs. He couldn't breathe. He couldn't breathe. He could vaguely hear Virgil's voice become more panicked and others began chiming in. But he was far to gone to understand it at this point. He needed to leave.
He needed to leave.
He wanted to leave.
He couldn't breathe.
He just needed to leave.
Leave.
Leave.
Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave. Leave.
A rush of airbrushed past him as he managed to force himself to sink out to a far side of Thomas' mindscape where they would never find him.
He curled up into a ball, squeezing his nails into his palms, and cried in pain.
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A Thousand Times (Osamu x Reader)
A/n: I'm gonna be real this took so long because I just didn't know what to do? And then I started a various! Haikyu x reader. But I got this done finally so if you've been waiting for this one here it is. Also I just really like putting Osamu through the ringer huh? I'm so sorry bby. And Forget You beat out Unrequited for top one-shot recently!
WARNINGS: Angst. There's one mention of assault as well. Told from third person Osamu p.o.v
Date: Friday November 6th, 2020
Details: 5 pages 1,800 words
Theme: Star Tears- The victim cries tiny star-shaped tears. They are extremely painful and eventually cause the victim to go blind. They produce a dim glow and make a light 'Tinkling' sound when they hit the ground. The blindness can be cured if the person the victim loves makes a statement of love and means it.
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It wasn't supposed to be like this.
There were so many other ways this was supposed to go. He thought while he looked at her. She stood twirling around the white dress catching the light and sparkling. She was beautiful to him and of course someone else thought so or else they wouldn't be here right now.
But here they were. 'Maybe' he thought if he hadn't been a coward then it would have been him dancing with her in a suit while she wore a white gown. It would have been him telling her he loved her. It would have been him calling her Mrs. Miya as they danced. Maybe he should have told her the day of their first date. While he helped her pick an outfit she had been panicked.
"Calm down Y/n," She scoffed in response "Calm down? Samu you and I both know I've never been on a date before. And now I'm going on one with my childhood best friend!" He watched her his heart rate picking up as she held up different clothes in the mirror.
"It's not that big of a deal y'know? He's known you pretty much your whole life," He stated feeling uncomfortable helping her. Maybe making her more nervous would be a better idea so she'd cancel and they could spend the day together. "I guess you're right but still! It's different now!" She stated. "Okay just...Treat it normally and you'll be fine,"
She went into the closet coming out in a cute outfit that fit her b/t figure just right. "Alright Samu I'm off. Wish me luck!" He waved by as she ran out the door a bright smile on her face and excitement in her eyes. He stood heading back to his own house with slow steps.
Arriving home he closed the door to his room intent on hiding away from everyone. He laid down staring at the ceiling as the familiar burning sensation built up behind his eyes.
"Fuck," he mumbled when he heard it the soft twinkle of a star tear and the pale glow that lit up a small area around his bed. More of them fell sparking pain in his eyes and across his face. The pain followed the trail left behind by the glowing stars and despite his best efforts to shove his palm into his eyes and stop the tears it didn't work.
"You know I didn't even think they liked each other!" Osamu tuned into her moms voice and then he heard his own mother speak and he sighed. "I know! I always thought she'd end up with Osamu not...," He tuned out knowing what they were talking about. He didn't need to listen anymore.
"Samu what's wrong with ya?" Atsumu was looking at him with judgement. His arms were crossed in front of him clearly upset and honestly he didn't blame Atsumu. "Nothing's wrong with me," He answered him. "Bullshit," His own eyes narrowed at his brother "I just don't like it okay?" Atsumu rolled his eyes "I told you you wouldnt," Atsumu voiced.
"Osamu," He looked to the right his eyes meeting the blank pair of Kita's. "Kita," he answered back watching Kita gesture with his hand. He stood following Kita outside throwing one last glance over his shoulder at Y/n as she danced around with Aran her dress sparking like freshly fallen snow.
"What is it Kita?" He asked when the two of them were outside. "You have to let her go Osamu," Kita voiced quietly. "I cant let her go," He said back. "Osamu...You shouldn't love her...Not when it causes this," Kita gestured to his face where the star tears were already prevalent.
"And you especially shouldn't love her now that she just got married," Kita sent him a pointed look. "I would go blind over and over if it meant I could love her," He answered the male staring forward. The wind softly brushed them causing their hair to flutter. "Osamu...We all know we didn't expect it to go this far...but he loves her so you have to let her go," They heard a series of dull thumps against the ground turning they saw Atsumu jogging over.
"Hey what are you two doing out here?" Atsumu stopped as he got closer a wide smile decorating his face. "Oh we were just catching some air y'know," Kita easily responded handing Osamu his handkerchief as he stepped infront of him, blocking him from Atsumu's view. He wiped his eyes quickly hiding the star tears before they could give him away.
"Shouldn't you be inside Tsumu?" He voiced at his brother while said male hummed. "Ah they don't need me in there right now. Sakusa’s getting drunk and Bokuto’s dancing with Y/n," He flinched at the last part of the sentence. Though Atsumu never seemed to notice "Isn't Bokuto drunk? Are you sure they should be dancing?" Atsumu shrugged at Kita's question. "I think they'll be fine," Atsumu adjusted the sleeves of his button up with a hum as if he was truly thinking it over.
"You know maybe I should go-," "There you are!" The group looked past Atsumu. Y/n was there a bright smile on her face her hands were wrapped into the skirt of her wedding dress. Her head was tilted to the side eyes crinkling in pure mirth. "Hey what are you doin' out here?" Atsumu asked turning to face her. "Ah Bokuto passed out Akaashi and Hinata are sitting him down now. But I think the party is wrapping up soon," she giggled it was a light sound and God did Osamu love it.
"Alright we'll be back over soon. Kita can you bring the lovely bride back to the party?" Atsumu asked with a small smile. "Alright ya flirt," Y/n said with a laugh taking Kita's arm as they walked back. Atsumu sighed as he sat down. "So...I know you're upset about this...," Atsumu started off quietly.
"Im not upset Tsumu...I had my chance and I blew it," He voiced. Atsumu sighed as he stood up heading back to the party. "Hey Tsumu," He said looking at his brothers back. Atsumu turned back facing him with a questioning look. "You told me that if at any point I wanted her you'd back off...I know that deals off the table now so just...don't hurt her okay?"
Atsumu shook his head "Im not going to hurt her Samu...She's everything to me," He raised a hand up to push his hair back the light from a nearby lamppost reflected off his ring. "You didn't even like her at first," He scoffed.
"Look Samu we all know you like her!" Atsumu claimed with an eye roll. "No i don't. You're just being stupid," He denied quickly just like every other time. "Alright fine Samu. I'll give you a deal," he rolled his eyes at his brothers provocation. "What?" He asked "You either ask her out by the end of the week or I do," Atsumu challenged.
He scrunched his nose in distaste "You don't even like her why would you ask her out?" He asked. "To spur you on. If you tell me to back off at any point I will y'know?" Atsumu said. "So you're just gonna string along our childhood best friend for this?" He asked incredulously. "No she'll get over it," Atsumu shrugged. "No. I'm not letting you string her along," He stated.
"You're right I didn't," Atsumu hummed in agreement. "But I love her now and that's what matters," He stared off into the distance with a smile. "You remember the day I told her I loved her? It was an accident too," he laughed.
They were playing at nationals. Atsumu and him were third years now and Y/n was watching from the stands. She wore Atsumu's jersey and everytime they looked at her she made a face at them before trying to get away from the guy next to her. Atsumu glared at the guy mumbling something under his breath "Let's finish this game," he angrily said. Sending one last glare at the man.
They finished the game with a service ace from Atsumu and as soon as the whistle blew Y/n raced down to the court the strange guy following her. She showed up on court with a smile "Tsumu!" He turned and on instinct Atsumu smiled as well. "Y/n," she hugged Atsumu while his nose crinkled. "Babe I'm all sweaty!" She pulled away placing a kiss on his cheek. "Dont care! I'll be outside okay?" She said skipping off.
Only five minutes later they were leaving the building looking for Y/n. Only for the team to pause as they spotted her. She stood trying to get away and the stranger that was in the stands with her was harshly gripping her wrist. "Come on baby I just wanna show you a good time!" "No thank you!" Atsumu moved first separating the two while grabbing the collar of the man.
Osamu grabbed Y/n holding her close to him while she held on just as tightly. "Hey! Why are you putting your hands on my girl!" Atsumu yelled. He wasn't paying attention too busy trying to sooth Y/n the handprint already forming on her wrist. "You're okay," he whispered into her hair line.
"Y/n," He was thrown back into reality then remembering that no he wasn't the one dating Y/n. "Tsumu," He let go of her watching her throw herself at Atsumu and he held on to her just as tightly. "Fuck you alright babe?" He said catching her arm and seeing the bruise. "Im okay now," she smiled at him. He didn't know what his brother was thinking in that moment but he just watched Atsumu kiss her and pull away. "Im glad you're okay...I love you Y/n," she gasped then and smiled again. "I love you too Tsumu,"
"I remember," he got up following his brother into the party he stood off to the side watching them as Kita and Suna came over. Atsumu reached Y/n and kissed her Atsumu's voice carrying as tears started to drip down his face. "Ready to go Mrs. Y/n Miya?" She laughed taking his arm. "Of course Mr. Atsumu Miya," and as they walked out the last image he could see was Atsumu and Y/n looking at each other matching smiles on their faces.
Her dress sparkled next to the black suit Atsumu was wearing. They were holding hands matching rings sparkling on their hands. His vision faded until it was just black but despise that he smiled.
"Take care of her okay Tsumu?"
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