#can't i just krill myself in peace

[weewooooweew]

FUCK you fucking gay people make this shit too fucking HARD like JESUS CHRIST

[tweexcore-undrgrnd]

hopecore mercenary put on your uniform I have a job for you....I need you... to get out of bed before 10 and go have a peaceful coffee in town..while reading a nice book. it's a grueling task I know... but someone has to do it....

I'm so fucking miserable oh my god oh my GOD I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE I HATE THIS STUPID FUCK WORLD AND MY RIDICULOUS SITCOM ESQUE LIFE I would krill myself right this second if I had the energy but honestly that takes so much effort I might as well just lie on the ground and roll about in anguish instead

ime so. tirede. of this. I don't even know what I want anymore or what I could even hope for I keep imagining I'm stuck in a coma and will wake up any second now from this hellscape of a life but it never happens. I'm struggling to find purpose despite my understanding that it's self-defined. I know what defines my 'self' to a degree but is it real? is anything I say worth it if it's all in an echo chamber? if a tree falls in a forest will anyone know when I swallow a handful of razors?

ok enough of that goodnight