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luxraydyne · 2 years ago

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i gotta tell ya fellas, batting off the urge for perishing gets real difficult all of a sudden when you hit your 20s and your perpetual cycle of practical problems in the snare of neoliberal capitalism can literally and most likely will all be solved by death from an inevitable vaguely stress related illness whatever is a silly girl supposed to do oh boy the ideation it do be comin wwooOOOOAAAAHHooowwweEEE

#like what do when you hit that point and the old mantras like. stop making any sense lol #like 'but i won't get to make art and have feelings and experiences' bzzt i don't have time to do that shit now i work 12 hour/7 day weeks #i hate capitalism i despise the government i hate how just existing in this world has disabled me i'm constantly embarrassed by myself #i know i just need to eat and sleep and take something to stop the nausea but by god i'll get up and do the same thing again #theres really not much going on in here its basically like dragging about a big woolly sack of potatoes #i feel so bad for therapists and emergency health workers how tf are you supposed to teach someone to not be depressed nowadays #stomping my feet and snivelling like 'just let me be worm food already uuuuuuggggh ffs'#cw death #cw suicidal ideation #by the way if you're down here do not watch the fuckin m*rio movie do not FUCKING touch smth smth boycott a chick fil a

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