#but the finding intimacy gross part is all me bud 😭

[fairiesthrum]

nobody understands my love for ocd + germaphobe reader x satoru. like this trope that i thought up in my head got me feral asf.

cause what do you mean you, the touchiest human on the planet, would wait forever for her to be ready for intimacy cause she thinks it’s gross but even if she would never be ready you wouldn’t care as long as you’re with her?

what do you mean you know the way she labels and organizes each individual cleaning supply alphabetically via company name with subsections for what type of product it is?

what do you mean you shower three times a day now, just like her, so that she’d feel comfortable touching you even just a bit?

what do you mean you carry your own little bottle of hand sanitizer just in case she ran out or forgot hers but you find yourself using it now too?

what do you mean you started looking through her purse before heading out to make sure she has everything she needs, like the headphones she wears when she feels too overwhelmed?

what do you mean you help clean her house her way (it’s already spotless) when you have no experience due to having servants growing up but you learned from watching her do the simplest tasks?

what do you mean you’re starting to enjoy the sounds of rain and thunder that plays on the tv at night because she doesn’t like sleeping in absolute silence, but you used to dislike those sounds yourself cause it reminded you of staying at home on a dark cloudy day but now it was like she was the only sun you needed?

what do you mean you know the exact placement she likes for every specific dish or utensil in the dishwasher and the proper place to put them back in the cabinets?

what do you mean you’d drop anything you were doing, no matter how important, if she sent you the slightest worrisome text because she will always be top priority?

what do you mean you got matching slippers to wear in the house with her since she doesn’t like the feeling of the cold floor or random crumbs under her feet?

what do you mean you’ve adapted to her lifestyle and you make sure that you don’t mess up anything so she doesn’t have to live her life in disarray like you used to before you met her?

what do you mean you make sure she moisturizes her hands every day—sometimes doing it for her if she’s comfortable with it just so you could feel her hand in yours—because her hands dry out from washing them too much since she feels like they’re dirty from touching something?

what do you mean the two of you always have the same conversation when you leave the house where she asks, “did i turn the living room lights off?” and you respond with, “yes, i double-checked and everything right before we left” because you know exactly what’s going on in her mind that now she doesn’t even have to ask anymore because you say it before she even has to open her mouth?

what do you mean you always open doors for her because you know how much she hates touching things that multiple strangers have?

what do you mean a spontaneous person like you cares to follow her plans to the dot because the woman you love always has a schedule for everything and you know how much stress it causes her when things don’t go according to it?

and what do you mean you’d always be patient with her cause of her tendencies and never complain no matter how many times she gets anxious about something so small because you understand just how big it is in her eyes?

satoru the man you are ;(