#but its nice to believe yk

[ncsdlr]

Complete Masterlist

I solely write relationships for women x women because I am gay✨ If you see any works with men x women, it's platonic. Sorry straighties :/ And this is all x fem!reader btw. I love you all, hope you enjoy reading my writing just as much as I enjoy putting them out for you!

Marvel

Oneshots

Natasha Romanoff

Hit List

Are we really Enemies

Goodbye, Love

You Leave With Love

Just Some Fucking

Watch

Villianess

Deep Throat

Wanda Maximoff

Sailor's Treasure

Beach Walk

Watch

Deep Throat

Riverdale

Cheryl Blossom

Rockstar

A Gift For You

The Lodge Lodge Activities

Series

Pick and Choose - Part 1, Part 2,

Lana Del Rey

Coming soon...

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Other Celebrities/Characters

Sandra Pransky - Scoop

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Incorrect Quotes

Breaking and Entering

Mean Natty

Sandwich

Dinasour

The Sponge

Fall Out of Love

Little Hater

Marvel x Riverdale

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

puppets can be considered arthropods

[bunnyboy-juice]

spent the first hour and change at work deleting some old files and am having a grand ol time laughing at myself for not realizing i was a lesbian sooner

[ricketycr1cks]

Reject modernity- Dee got mean after the roller skating incident

Embrace tradition- she was always mean and the nickname sweet Dee was supposed to be ironic

[noiseemaster]

stimming isnt enough anymore i need to kill him

[cerubean]

listened to thoroughfare at full volume with the windows down on the highway the way god intended

[raincamp]

im trying to ask for and respect boundaries ok im trying

[strawberri-syrup]

i refuse to believe that unconditional love actually exists you get something out of every relationship you are in why would you be kind to someone if it didn't also serve you?

[bingotime]

thought too hard about how im being perceived and have gone through 30 different iterations of how stupid and annoying i look to everyone and that everyone hates me. this sucks man. none of that is real, youre making shit up in your head, get real. but that is very difficult to internalize. but i know it is not real, does this make sense. i cannot assume for other people what IM like. but equally half of my fear, if not all of it, stems from how im being perceived and it is awful. its why i dont go out my way to meet new people, i overthink EVERYTHING and dont know how to stop myself

[nomaishuttle]

i am just a small dog girlie and they are my best friends. i love them sm

[t4tpumpkinduo]

man.

[astrxealis]

sometimes (often) i think about the characters i kin or relate to and then the realization comes in again and again that i need therapy (/lh?)

[scriptistired]

Dream people - I dont know you but it feels like i should. Elarian, maybe an old friend of a past life, or someone I knew - I must've - before I knew myself.

I had escaped a cell we were both in, and came back not long after to help him out, I only remember his face, shadowed and tired, the curt smile, the exasperation as I jokingly exclaimed I came in his rescue, his knight in shining armor, accompanied by friends whose names I do not know.

He had a sword, I think. Old and forgotten and humming with power, stuck to a structure I didn't recognize. As he rose to reclaim it, his posture finally more than strained and tired, he froze, and I realized far too late, the sword reclaimed him aswell.

I remember staring the stone statue of the man that I should remember, and thinking, simply "No, this won't do". As if somewhere in my deep unconscious I was aware that we both stood in my own dream, my own existence fabricated of memories not quite remembered. I called his name: Elarian, I knew. And he rose from his grave to answer, turning to me like nothing had happened, like it was only natural to return from death to answer my call.

And then I woke up. Alone, in a quiet thursday morning. Nothing had changed, I was still myself, and he was still a statue I stumbled across in a dream.

I wish only I could've said, that in the forever that I was in that moment - the beginning and end of all things, death and life, nothing and everything. That I tried to return home to laughter and faded memories, and that, even as I failed, I wrote poetry in his name, in hopes it burns his image in my brain, so that I may not forget

The old friend I had, one or two forevers ago.

(The one or two forevers ago was by joshuaslife on insta, the whole thing vaguely inspired by this:)

[rosefires20]

OP hit it dead on.

It's the grief of losing a friend especially a good or close friend. You knew it was eventually but you weren't going to let that stop anything and now that time has come. (The egg admins hurt because you know you won't ever see them again because they've changed. It's okay that they have but there is still grief there yk.)

Its the end of an era now for the QSMP officially. I just really hope some form of friendship is maintained and that the project moves on to try and unite more new ccs and keep going because the goal of this project is so good and such a light in this world.

i think whats always made me the most emotional about qsmp characters and players alike leaving is that it feels so much more. personal. a bit more gutting when it comes to the way qsmp functions.

the reason this server was made in the first place was to make connections between players that CANT happen anywhere else. or rather, are very difficult to maintain.

it's hard to consistently stay in contact with people who don't speak the same language as you. qsmp made a point to force those people to interact and everything else was just.. trying to soften the harder edges of communicating that don't happen elsewhere.

and its simultaneously beautiful and horribly horribly painful. because the world outside of qsmp isn't very accommodating. and often, as these are content creators with Lives, they don't have time to really maintain every friendship they ever make.

It's why maxo and jaiden and richas and pomme and dapper etc-- its why every death or absence from the server is so gutting. because you know when they leave, that this just /cant/ happen again.

i'm not saying this to be. doomposty. i know that's kinda what it sounds like. i think pepito said it great already; that new memories can be made and we can love the old ones.

i think what im getting at is that clawing back to a time that's passed won't make us happy, it won't take us back there. you gotta just keep moving forward. qsmp is changing a lot. it wont ever be like it was last year. that doesn't mean it can't be good later.

we're going to lose creators and characters and things that remind us VERY heavily of the times where we had friends that we drifted from or lost because of one thing or another.

but you gotta remember there will be more people who you will love too. new people, who won't fill that space but occupy something new because fun fact you don't ever run out of space for that sort of thing.

be sad theyre gone be happy they're doing well remember the memories fondly but keep moving. unfortunately a lot of qsmp has ended up being about letting things go.

its like the. 'its going to be okay. but its going to be different.' and. skdfjds idk i hope thats a hopeful enough note to make things better.

[nomairuins]

thank GODDD the doctor is taking time to work on himself maybe now he can stop ruining womens lives .

[todayisafridaynight]

Oh god I need to know it anyone else noticed Nanba and Saeko have a different relationship than she has with anyone else in the group? Plus Ichiban’s most natural flirting is aimed at Zhao even without player input 😭😭😭

nanba and saeko def have a really cute relationship, i adore their interactions immensely (❁´◡`❁)

and lbr ichi's matching zhao's energy alright. insert zhao 'kasuga-kun' compilation here