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I like audiobooks, but they can be a bit of a crapshoot. Sometimes the narrator doesn't work for me but I'd otherwise like the book, sometimes the narrator is great but the book isn't for me. And it's not always helpful to look up someone's other narration work because it might just turn out to be a bunch of stuff in genres I have no interest in peppered with the occasional political memoir by someone who I actively consider a monster and it's like, oh, okay then.
#a gig is a gig and I don't think individual narrators are strategically picking work to align to a specific set of political views#and likewise publishers (or authors for indie books) probably are focused more on their narration than their politics when they hire people#but it's still a bit 😐
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Gonna be real, I think Link deserves to have a panic attack. Just a full-blown mental deteriorating, absolute heart-wrenching scene of him absolutely losing his shit. I'm just thinking like... Imagine Link learning about what happened to Zelda in TotK and his response being something like falling to his knees, something to show that he can't Take It anymore
I want this twink to absolutely crumple.
#loz#legend of zelda#tears of the kingdom#video games#gaming#link watching absolute chaos erupt - people dying right in front of him with no way to prevent it or save zelda: 😐😐😐#it does actually bother me a bit that link's response to watching zelda being tormented physically and emotionally is him just...#...being slightly wide-eyed before letting his eyes rest and his face turn back to stone#yes it fits his character. but i want to torment him more visibly. let him have a moment of being absolutely SHATTERED#botw did a bit of a better job but i want more#like link cares for zelda - maybe in a more robotic way if you read it like that but it's still care#zelda is all he knows. that's all his life seemingly has led up to#and imagine that being SNATCHED from you. imagine it debilitating you. imagine it being a constant reminder#it doesn't matter HOW stone-cold you are you would crack like an egg after some point#this would drive me to writing my first-ever fanfic ngl#i am not well
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hmm idk is this giving you the batman
#don't look at their hoodies that close i didn't realize had ssr on 😐 i was like yeah ig these tops just look like that in the light#ok relight first impressions they seem significantly less laggy than the niceguy lamps (though this is the tiniest apartment in san myshuno#and they don't have the noisiness of the niceguy lamps and they're easier to use though still a bit finnicky#i like them overall i think. if i ever did blood sports actually i'd do it in blender this was just for funsies#anyway great job connor! now get out of there right now#i don't think i've ever shown connor and charlie together. i don't think i ever even said they were together just implied it#bad. ptolemaea#imagine connor's wearing boots their real height difference is too insane for this aspect ratio lol. connor is 5'3 charlie is 6'4#ts4#blood sports#connor#charlie
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#I had to make tals get that last screenshot for me cause I closed discord and then it wouldn't open for a bit😐😐😐#I'm still having issues with it actually
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"courtney 😭 ive been sitting under that blanket the whole time 😭😭😭"
#i know its been months bot#this still fucking kills me#i think about it every day#every bit lf it#“shaaaaane”#“what?”#“hi 🥰😁”#“👋😐”#b babbles#smosh#chanse mccrary
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Awkward af
#carlos sainz jr#still a bit more smiley than his usual 😐 though#big ass eyes#wearing a hoodie again
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🥺🥺🥺 wahhhh ….. ok i forgive him for everything he’s just a little baby……. look at him surrounded by the lvl 90s……… he’s a tiny tiny kitten
#he’s still growing ….#ok but also :33 my team is finally completed!!!! hehe#don’t mind gumi he’s just wary of strangers <33#ok the depression is slowly leaving my body mickey is right actually <3333 he just wanted me to come get him myself#bc he’s a spoiled little princess#i have to respect his commitment to the bit#maybe he saw gojo throwing himself onto me and was like that will NOT be me 😐😐#ari noises ✩
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impaled
#nathan being impaled on that tetanus inducing loose steel pipe. tho tetanus is the least of his worries on account of. well u know 🕳#nathan can be a body horror fans best friend if u let him into ur heart. living human crash dummy#i really cant believe he gets impaled. twice.#hole moment!#love turning nathans immortality round in my head. but healing factor....?#thinkin today about how the video game guy tim threatens to cut one of them in half with a chainsaw and simon is like:#[😐nathan u obviously have to volunteer]#but what woulda actually happened if that followed through [probably why it didnt lol]#would the others have had to drag each severed bit of him back to the community centre and let his guts re fuse#fucking hold him together with gaffer tape and plasters. cause i doubt he coulda regrown a whole half#his 'healing factor' only comes into play when he dies. fresh canvas etch a sketch reboot and all that. hes not fuckin wolverine#all the deaths r: impaled on fence. impaled on pipe. beaten to death. blows his own brains out. falls and snaps his neck#but chainsaw... ? one can ponder. fingers to head i can imagine anything image#readin his wiki rn 'his body will never get sick. rot. age. or truly grow old'#may not get sick but he can still shit his guts out. hashtag oblivious lactose intolerant king hashtag milk drinker#forever the worlds most annoying twenty yr old#and then the wiki goes 'the user does not need to eat drink or breathe' ....hello#ive rotated him not aging any further cause it lines up with the whole stuck in his ways. never changing [kelly voice: its just who u are]#but eatin and drinking and breathing??? we know he still experiences hunger [<-kebab]#and he dunks his head in a bucket of water when hes testin for powers with simon. gaspin for air afterwards right#firm believer in the. he suffocated to death several times in the coffin before they dug him up#oh waaait. is it stating this like. he doesnt need foodwaterair. cause it doesnt matter if he dies.. ohhhhhh..... Oh..😃#staring at nathan sleeping in the community centre surviving on bags of crisps from the vendies so hard i burn holes through my monitor#this got away from me. uh. living crash dummy. oil pastel guts and water colour jumpsuit yessir#having fun doin art. expect more hole art. sorryfor putting this in the misfits tag hehe. not really#gore#blood#misfits#my art#chewtoy
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ive gotta stop starting so many posts with 'also' like they r not continuations of conversations or whathaveyou generally
#like they r to mem theyre thought continuations but you guys arent actually in my head so you dont follow the stream of consciousness#you know. sad day i think its why i blog so much is bc i dont like when i do or think things and theres no evidence of it occuring#bc then i dont know if i ever actually thought or did them or if it was imaginary#so i like to have evidence/witnesses. you see... something like that. Or i just like to overshare Hey btw i dont know what the fuck is with#it bc you type any word and the emoji shows up like even sometimes emojis that are nonsense for what youre typing totally unrelated fucking#emojis . i typed nonsense and anti smoking symbol came up. but i type Shrug and its like Oh no we dont know that one.. nothing there...#i have to Go to the emojis and search it manually. we have the technology i should be able to type shrug and it shows up...#maybe its bc its one of the ppl ones ig the ppl ones dont tend to show up 4 whatever reason.like if i type facepalm 🤦♂️ isnt there. ig it#has something to do with how theyre encoded since they have like. extra markers and stuff that can be added with the skintone and gender#variants.... Ok well ig they r a bit different from the 🤩😚😁🥳😭😍😐😑😥😅😔😋🙄 type emojis. those r all the face emojis that were in my#recently used btw. the span of connor emotion#anyways Ok sorry i guess i shouldnt have complained. itis still a bit annoying but its also Just a bit of extra tapping so whatcanyou do.
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i never understood tumblrs obsession with matthew gray gubler but now im three days into watching criminal minds for the first time and like, i get it
#he started talking about 1600s death ballads and i wanted to make out with him immediately#it was kinda funny tho i went into the tag fully expecting to be spoilered#and instead it was all just reid x reader with like three hotch x reader#disappointed that there didn't seem to be any for the others#i know morgans too much of a jock for tumblr but come on he's delicious#also i wanted some gideon/hotch and went to ao3 only to find that there's forty nine (49) fics total of them#and that all the top relationships for cm is x reader 😐#for the record im still on s1 so idk maybe ill agree with all these things later but#a bit disappointing#criminal minds#ignore me
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Something that I've found to be quite interesting is how many contrasting events have been happening from about a week and a half ago to today.
On one side it has been one of the most challenging, gruesome, heartbreaking, difficult, etc times of the year. So many things have happened, accidents, medical emergencies, family issues amongst other stuff that I'd rather not talk about publicly! (anxiety bla bla bla), I've been feeling so drained and tired, I've been dreading certain parts of my day-to-day life, I've dealt with a lot of physical pain as well which hasn't been fun at all, as it also stopped me from doing things.
On the other hand, I've never felt as loved and cared for, specially from certain people who I really love. All of them have helped me to deal with all of what's happened and I couldn't be more grateful about it. I've had to remind myself that despite my fears and anxieties I still have love.
I still have a lot to live and love for. As someone said to me today, what is happening to me is just life itself. That thought grounded me a lot and cleared my mind as well. I cannot say how I will feel when I wake up, but I can safely say I feel a little bit better now.
#hey guys it's me#there's things i don't feel comfortable talking about LOL !#but still wanted to idk talk about my feelings a little to make it a little bit more real#but yeah life has been both awful and lovely! but my god i will try to prevail#like i still feel wounded cause a lot of situations have brought up A LOT (maybe too much) past trauma#which hasn't been fun to deal with#but i need to remind myself to take things day by day#also hey @ user heartwig love u <3 thank u for being so lovely <3#idk so many thoughts and introspection and talks my brain is about to EXPLODE!#give that bitch some rexulti! (jokes on me it expired on april and i haven't got another prescription bc it's so expensive LOL)#idk can a gal get to be happy c'mon it's pride month this is so unfair 😐😐😐😐😐😐
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Guys I actually made another carrd 🙈
#the last one didn’t last long djndjdnd#also I started before dinner like 3pm so it took me almost…12 hours 😐#I was almost done since like 10pm 😭#but my laptop who was doing fine before dinner which is why I start doing it decided during the evening that he wouldn’t do shit anymore 😭#I was also distracted by things but it was still slow so slow I finished it on my iPad 😭#I should have done that way before but it’s not great doing it on an ipad#anyway it’s done ! it’s simple ! it’s cute! I kept a little bit of Pokémon but it’s not just that jfbdjdbd#alex.txt
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Your guy!!!
MAXXIIIIIII HI BABEEEE!!!!
#answered#AHKDBANSAB MERLIINNNNN THANK YOU HE'S SO CUTEEEEE#i LOVE him in 5#it's actually my favorite version of him! for fucking up k.ilik and xi.anghua at least we got the best m.axi!!!!!#i think his best look is 6 but my favorite is 5!!! he just looks so handsome!!!! m.axi in his 40s is so. ajdhajdhwndhakshjqhsjwwhwjwh#but also i love the subtle differences in his voice! some of his lines in 5 have a bit of a rasp to them and it sounds really nice and i#love hearing a more mellowed out m.axi! youll notice that in 3 his voice is rather blank but he's angry too#his lines are just mean#in 4 he's still a bit 😐 but he has this fucked up sense of humor. he's bitter and mean but he's still him and starting to regain bits of#his old self after losing his memory. shout out to 'i've sacrificed everything for this moment! no one can stop me! not even you!'#(which he says to ash actually- 4 is their divorce arc...) but in 5 his new voice lines are just chill. the kids might be annoying but he's#a very good teacher! and in 6 he's pretty energtic and pumped up! which makes sense since hes still in his 20s by then. anyways you also se#ash here! ash looks her age (early-mid 40s) because her aging didnt slow unlike him and she's pretty annoyed. ash's development is that she#has become a lot more.. tired? grizzled? she's spent more than a decade looking for m.axi. why does she still bother with this guy? but she#loves him so much. she's in favor of going all out on p.atroklus (is that how you spell his name? dont remember) and beating his ass-#ash is still a playable character in this game like all the others! shes a fighter from india and she fights with a kirpan/talwar but her#kicks are similar to m.axi's! they have more shared design elements in this game. the red on the shoes.. both have a chain by their side...#anyways AHEM thank you for this hehe!!! my man is sooo dreamy!!! s.c5 m.axi is the hottest m.axi imo ajskaja he's so handsome!!! muah muah!#the dandy of the south seas 🌊 🤍
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the most annoying yet most common misconception that people have about silent hill is that alessa was an evil little girl or something. the girl spends the entire first game with trying to prevent the evil god that's been forcefully put in her to be born, killing herself if she must if it means it will stop it (also because her life was a living nightmare and she wanted out). which is definitely sad but also literally the opposite of alessa being an evil entity or anything close to that... even when she had more than enough reasons to hate the world, she never consciously took it out on anyone
#alessa could've even been a little bit more evil and it would've still been justifiable to me.#and yeah this is definitely the movie's fault 😐 fills me with fear to think of how they'll handle angela's plot#silent hill#tw suicide mention
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"When Seb entered his farmer era in 2011... 🦘🇦🇺"(via Red Bull's insta)
#rbr trying to distract us from multi-21's anniversary by posting cute seb animal pics#it wont work 😡#me when im delusional: the australian flag and the kangaroo are meant to be a callback to mark's involvement in multi-21! its symbolism!#'look mark! is this one of your family members? haha get it get it? youre both australian *mate*!'#ive never seen the pic of him in the crocodile dundee hat#I 100% bet that hes quoted the 'thats not a knife' to mark and mark was just 😐#anyways as i said this is still a multi-21 post bcs it involves both seb and an aussie#but yeah i just wanted to repost this bcs yeah ik its bcs the aus gp is coming up but the coincidence of the timing is funny to me#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#sv5#we do a little bit of f1#2011 australian gp
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What do you imagine weddings in the nine houses are like? Do you think they still wear white or abide by any more traditional pre-resurrection customs? Since Jod drew so much inspiration from both Rome and Catholicism (Catholic wedding doctrine is based on the ideas of free will marriage that were tradition in ancient Rome) I think it's likely but there has to be some insane necromancy element too. Maybe a riff on the eucharist from wedding masses? Also, how do you think it varies from house to house? You always have really fun and creative ideas about the world, so I thought I'd ask your opinion about one of my favorite random headcanons to think about. (P.S. I hope the eras concert was fun!!)
Oh gosh, first of all, that is incredibly flattering lol. Second... I actually hadn't given this just a ton of thought before getting this, so it's been fun to thing about!
I think they probably resemble Christian/Catholic wedding ceremonies enough to be recognizable as such, but I would love it if they were like, the funhouse mirror version of that. I LOVE the idea of the Eucharist being involved prominently, but maybe even at a more symbolic level? Like we could obviously tie that to the whole "consume the flesh" thing, but I just feel like Tamsyn could come up with a really cool play on that concept that would never even occur to me lol.
I kind of doubt they wear white; I don't really have a good rationale for this other than vibes. Just thinking about how we see a decent range of aesthetics across the clothing of the Houses, especially in color, it would track that they have differing customs for wedding/ceremonial attire as well. Like, I can't really imagine that the Sixth whole gray librarian thing translates into formalwear the same way that say, the Third does (although using the Third as an example feels like cheating, because I suspect they go over the top for EVERYTHING so no one was gonna be doing it like them anyway lmao).
As an aside, I'm pausing for a moment to push one of my most indulgent AtN bingo card items, which is Harrow wearing white. I know the Lyctor robes are like, iridescent white, but I mean purely white. With Alecto getting so much imagery around light, and how Harrow describes her in the Tomb as wearing wearing "a white shift", it could be a cool parallel. Oh also, now that I think about it, the whole thing about Harrow being a nun, i.e., "betrothed to the Locked Tomb". Plus like, there's something there about the way it would be close to but not exactly like the iridescent white of the Lyctor robes, like, John was trying to emulate that and could only achieve a flashy approximation. And something something Harrow setting aside the black of the Ninth something mumble. But mostly, I'm heart eyes over more wedding/marriage imagery for her and Gideon 🥰 (Idk what to make of that in contrast to the white that the Tower Princes wear, but it's entirely hypothetical at this point, which means that I can ignore anything that doesn't fit my agenda.)
On my last reread, one of the little details that I was actually really taken by was that Magnus is noted to be wearing a wedding ring. So that tradition still stands, at least for the Fifth, and I absolutely melted over it.
I would kind of assume the vibe of a wedding ceremony varies from House to House, maybe along the lines of what we know about the cultures of each and what they tend to emphasize. If that's the case, I would LOVE to see a Seventh wedding; I bet it's gorgeous and deliciously fucked up. I'm really really curious about the wedding that Tamsyn has mentioned being in AtN, especially because she mentioned party dresses, and you know how I love putting blorbos in outfits. I suspect that her saying that is a bit of a red herring... Like if I'm giving my best guess, there WILL be a wedding (an actual one, not just a symbolic Lyctorhood whatever wedding) BUT I don't it will be the focus. I could see it being used really neatly as backdrop for some heisty business, more of a plot device to get people all in one place or as a distraction. I'm not getting my hopes up to see the actual ceremony, I guess is what I'm saying. The real action might be happening in the next room over.
(and P.S. THANK YOU! It was AMAZING and honestly, probably the best night of my life and also I cried for basically the entire thing, I still cannot believe I was lucky enough to be there. I got to go with my best friends, who live quite far away from me and I hadn't seen since January, which made it that much more fun. We went to the second night, and we mostly stayed off our phones/away from any social media so that we could go in and be completely surprised without having seen anything about it, and I'm so glad we did! I wouldn't have held out if we were going to a different date lol.)
#me writing about weddings in the love-and-grief series: 😐#me adding a post script about the Eras tour: 😭#no joke though i did tear up a bit. which isn't surprising because i also get teary when i rewatch the videos i took lol#live music in general makes me really emotional but i also get really emotional about Taylor's music in particular#having grown up right along with her (i actually was at one of her first headlining shows in 2008 when only her debut was out)#and how her album releases have magically lined up with a lot of the big transitions in my own life#but anyway now i'm derailing in the tags lol#thank you for sending this! it was super fun to think about and i want to hear everyone else's thoughts!#also sorry i took so long to get to this - my brain has been fried#i still have a few more and i promise i will get to them!!!!!#tlt#my tlt thoughts#ask#anonymous
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