#but it makes sense 2me

[waterlilychaser]

choices is like if the song of achilles and normal people had a child and it turned out to be a harry potter fanfiction

[solargeist]

Watchers are known to enjoy a bit of chaos and destruction, right, but they're also very into their rules and Players obeying them, taboos are very serious to them.

I think Xelqua is a Saint of destruction, a destroyer.

Despite working so hard for this and giving up his entire life for the Watchers, he becomes too much. He reaches sainthood and tears his own timeline apart, fragile things to a deity, threads of a sweater to him, but in the same movements he is solidified within all other universes as something that's always existed in Watcher's stories. belief, and stained glass.

He is a cautionary tale amongst Watchers against falling out of order, there has to be balance for everything.

All of this only happens because Grian agrees to join the Watchers, despite this version of Grian running away, this one act still sets off a chain reaction, other timelines, and in one of those timelines Xelqua is born.

Grian is guided by a version of himself that he unknowingly created and doomed

[toiletsydeblog]

drawing every jonesy fortnite skin challenge!!! starting off with jonesy the first

[silusvesuius]

i legit love when a character's gender is so integral to their personality (and perception obviously.) like so concrete that if genderbent their whole shtick would just be absolute dookie. anyways i'm just writing this text so i can talk in the tags (My beautiful safe haven)

this 14 minute song is soooooooooooo FYRE

[defrogatory]

bored as shit (cannot sleep) trying to play my guitar (headphones on as not to disturb anyone) and all i can think about is how i wish i had a bass instead..........

[rottenfleshnbones]

sayin malpractice md makes no sense 2me . th m s right there . house malpractice department sounds way better

[yippieitsarvensart]

okkkk moving on part 2 epel and rook

epel- fat and short and has an apple body type! idk why they didnt go w that in game like the nigga is based off a apple and u chose to make him skinny... he has a nose shape similar to his grandmas but a bit smaller. he is laz (caucasian turkish) and white. ALSO really crooked teetf he wears braces and is kinda insecure ab it but doesnt really care. trans guy binds but when not binding he still maintains his apple body shape as he is relatively ""flat""!!11 also kinda muscular from helping out around his families farm and stuff and has the ability to lift heavy things

rook- tall and skinny and ultra lightskin. during his freshman year he wasnt as white passing but still looked like a wigga with a tan lets be real. now that he's been SNOW BUNNIED and vil got to him hes a biiiit more pale. he still has curlyish hair tho thats hard to be tamed. his bangs cover his eyebrows so its hard to tell his true expression at any time (p sure this is canonish and was like n concept art). he has }} lips like he smiles like this :} instead of this :). leona smiles like this :3 like ykwim. epel also smiles like :3 i forgot to mention. uhh also light freckles here and there and YEAAAH RAAAHHH ok

AOUGHHH I WAS WAITING FOR MY BABY EPPIE ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 I so agree with muscular + fat + apple body Epel, it lidderallu makes sense...

About Rooks fuckass smile I actually hc Jade to smile the exact same way. Imagine them looking at eachother like :} {: for hjours withotut stopping. Creepy. (sorry it's like a mental illness I need to connect the twins to anything I possibly can or I'll fucking die) Oh and speaking of the twins I hope you know this already but Floyd is so :3 2me. OKAY I'M DONE TALKING ABOUT THEM (or am I)

[whisper-and-tangle]

Oh I love bears! You ever read the original Winnie the Pooh books? He's a funny guy. I do wonder though, is it possible for things that aren't bears to be "teddies"?

I ask because I once brought a Kirby plushies to my bookkeeping exam so he could give me moral support and I could stim with himb. Later on the woman who worked there remembered me as the one who "brought a teddy to the exam", and like, does that make sense? I'm not looking it up yet but it vexes me.

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according2 google thingys that r not bears cant b teddies unfotrautely</333333

anything can b a teddyifit hasthe vibes ;.tho ;. 2ME;. ! ! ^_^^

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kirby being a teddy technicallyisnt true <33 ! ! ! ^_^^hesasily litle guy butby defnition not a teddy </33333 :<< ! !^_^^^

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[jjcocker]

im tryin.g my best to find a coherent translatiom to suteki na jumon/a beautiful spell (ikigusare's 2nd video/song) but I cabt fin.d lyrics ghat Make sense? at least 2me?? hElp??

[waterlilychaser]

ooh id love to know why you associate remus with summer and sirius with winter :D

there’s a couple reasons!

first is bc choices by messermoon takes up 95% of my brain capacity, and in that reg is described as fall and james as spring so then i was like hmmm then who would the other seasons be?

ahh it feels hard to explain because it’s really so much based off of vibes but i really just see remus as earthy? like he’s standing out in a cornfield and the summer sun is blazing down on him and you can’t tell where the earth starts and he begins. anon, idk if you’ve read the raven cycle but the only way i can think to describe it is the way adam parrish is described. but maybe that’s just bc they are variants 2me. oh! also the song summer child by conan gray is my remus lupin anthem so that probably makes me associate the season with him too.

and then for sirius it is really just vibes too. like i feel like i don’t really have images of what characters look like, but more what their essence is. and sirius is creamy white porcelain skin juxtaposed with shiny black hair and leather and idk it just feels very wintery. he has a cold beauty, but he can also represent for so much warmth and joyfulness that comes with the holidays. that come from being with people that you love. and i feel like that is when sirius would let himself show his true personality rather than putting on a performance of charm. when he’s with the people that he loves.

anyway, i realized i realllly can’t explain the images i see in my head lol, but hopefully that makes a little sense! also if anyone wants i can share my sirius playlist from last winter so you can kinda see some more of the vibes :)

[justabunchofdragons]

i have been deceived !!!! ah well. chomp chomp chomp >:D bites u back

bites u

bbites YOU. CHOMP CHOMP

[i-just-want-to-destroy]

Finished this junji ito one shot collection gifted 2me the other day n honestly as much as i dig “wasnt that fucked up” stories where incomprehensible weirdcore horror falls upon the characters for absolutely no reason (ie uzumaki, amigara mt) his stuff rly shine when the characters commit atrocities upon each other … like when they actually do deserve said horror. Underrated junji ito content: where the horror still doesnt make sense, but also it sort of kinda does

[tothedarkdarkseas]

Hello i have read your entire collection of fics and i gotta say. Wow . what a Talent for the Grime. im not a 2doc girlie unfortunately but I've been softened. won over. I can now see 2doc and go "well that's very interesting. I wanna see where this author goes w it" instead of the general feeling of he would Not fucking say that. bc the truth isthat maybe he would . say those things he says in your fics etc. You understand. Most of all i have an appetite for grime and i have had it Saciated. i saved the plastic beach fics for the end bc i knew they'd be the ones id be more predisposed 2wards and while i was right i will say -> paula fic sweep. i love ms cracker she's such a cunt. as a dyke well all i can say is come 2 bed sweetheart your horrible mean gross standoffish attitude is wasted on a rockstar like stuart. I haven't read a hotter woman in a while Congrats. um but yeah also the plastic beach fics i left some comments bc oysters got to me Bad i never fully felt the impact of plastic beach from a murdoc perspective w such INCISIVENESS and POWER just the fucking spiraling horror of putting yourself in that position out of desperation and PRIDE??? god. GOD. and then the fic you have pinned. the fic that.made me check out your ao3. god . ive been in bad relationships that hurt me greatly and i had to keep seeing the.person. It was So cathartic. the mixing of 2ds identity w murdocs the enmeshment the. The

sorry 4.the.long ask im a little drunk but you HAVE to know you have got a NEW BIG FAN

i wanna see.more of your noodle and cyborg noodle :( noodlez mean so much 2me and 2d and noodle in seething coast got to me so fucking bad. russ' small role also got me weeping but not as much as 2d and bday girl noodle ending did. your 2d is perhaps the most interesting read ive seen on the character so far .

This message brought so much joy to my night, as did your comments on AO3! I apologize for my lateness; I absolutely intend to respond to them over there (as far as my intentions go for the foreseeable future I will always respond to comments or asks, so long as anyone is kind enough to stop by! It just takes a few days sometimes, whoops) but I'm so enchanted by the ephemeral nature of the drunk message, I've got to let you know I've seen it, haha.

I love the sentence "unfortunately, I am not a 2Doc girlie" as it feels quite backwards from the other side of it. I would say, being someone who has written exclusively 2Doc stories for their fanfiction career and runs a bizarrely devoted 2Doc blog years longer than they ought to have, being a 2Doc girlie is an unfortunate thing to be. I wouldn't blame you having apprehensions! If you can believe it, when I got into Gorillaz I would avoid the shipping element altogether and skip past any 2Doc that popped up along my way; I also felt a sense of... neutrality to profound disinterest toward it, and had things gone differently after I may have bowed out without any lasting words exchanged and moved forward along the fandom line, as so many do. I felt some sense of shame, I think, to admit I was reshaping the characters by my own wants, but I accept now that this is what Gorillaz fandom is; the nearer to canon one can go in tone, the better, but there's a point where the road forks (splinters into four forks, and four more further down, really) and for the sake of your own stability and consistency, you have to make a decision about that character's path. Anyway, sorry, I'm rambling! Hopefully that doesn't bore you to tears, but your message made me think about it all again, and I enjoy doing so!

Thank you for reading everything, good gravy, it's a tall order and I'm just-- I am beyond flattered. I am beyond humbled. I am moderately embarrassed by some of the early writing, but I'm incredibly touched nonetheless. I am especially grateful for Paula to make her way into a loving home, biting and spitting all the way. Stuart is not and will never be equipped for the job. ("It's rotten work, especially if it's you," only Paula's not asking him to do it and she's sure as shit not offering it in return. God, I love that woman.)

Thank you. I don't know if it's too sappy and too sincere to say, but I think we grow in sincerity, I think we are emotionally and mentally fed by honesty even to a degree of discomfort, and so I swallow that embarrassment and say... you naming those stories, sharing your thoughts, sharing with me a connection and a sense of caring for Oysters, Ampersands, Seething Coast-- the stories that I cared most for, stories that drew the most from myself even when I tried to obscure it, stories that still sit close to the breast-- that is special. That really means more to me than a comical reply can express. I'm really glad that these scenes meant something to you and that they get to live in another person. That's the horror and the prize of writing, it's the thing you dread doing wrong and losing in the void; but to hear months or years later that it's found someone, and they felt something for it, and they're not embarrassed for you that you've stumbled through making something like this from these characters, that's all you can dream of. That's everything. It matters very much. I can't say I have anything new on the horizon for Noodle (...and I can't say what I have done in the past few months is anywhere near cresting the horizon) but this message gets my heart thu-thumping and has me mulling her over. Maybe one day we can revisit the mess again. If you'd like to listen, this song always makes me think of Stu and Noodle, specifically on that illusion of solid ground in the years after Plastic Beach. I listened to it sometimes to get in the mood to write them.

[pammyloumendkens]

Hey, I’m the same anon! I’d love to follow you but my blog was terminated for some reason so I’m using a computer until I get my blog back! ☹️ I’ve been part of the army since 2016!

I’m glad you answered my q. Thank you for giving your feedback. I got hated on in twitter because I told fans maybe it’s not what it appears to be. Shawn stated that he’s getting back doing music and he moved in LA full time so it would make sense if he collab with someone with the same label.

PS. He is attending Miley Cyrus’ party and Sabrina will be there too. Which means the fans will be more annoying *sighs* sometimes I don’t like our fandom ☹️

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[retr0stati0n]

Cw for irl talk lmao

Besti i think im like a dimensional hopper,, Like when I die i just go into another dimension as a baby but still remember shit from my past life n i was like fictional characters in this dimension but i was apart of that dimension so ik theyre real

N when i detatch myself with a characters its just like- yk wen ur brain blocks out traumatic events? Its that but it just made me feel like 'oh,, maybe i wasnt in that dimension. Huh. Anyway'

Idk if this makes sense but it makes more sense 2me than im just delusional

[ayellowcurtain]

Aaron&Moyo r Amber&Kato's bfs. Their presence made sense. And i could reasonable understand if Robbe would rather ditch that group in search of sander, while Jens, who doesnt have a gf among the girl squad and jana isnt there, might hit the skate park instead. But it's true, i do think it's weird if the invite to iftar wasnt extended to the others boys, but it's not weird 2me that they didnt attend. I also think it's v unlikely that a nervous Aaron wouldn't double check that Moyo still going tho

I don’t know, that clip felt extremely weird to me, like it didn’t make sense for that group of people to choose to hang out together hahaha

Even if everything went to shit, K*** felt closer to Luca than to Amber but that’s just me. I would never imagine Jens to be the one to go places alone either. In my understanding of Jens he feels like the type who pretends he’s more than fine by himself, but when he’s actually alone he doesn’t know what to do with himself. So I can’t imagine him going to skate by himself. The same Jens that went to that roof to record some dance battle he wasn’t a part of, or the Jens that got pissed when Jana sort of left him to be with her girls.

The Jonas character feels like a very chill boy to me but Jens doesn’t. He pretend well but he freaks out if he realizes he’s really alone. That’s why people read him and Sander as being kinda off with each other, that’s why Jens was actually sad to see Jana move across the globe.

The boys were going to meet up later anyway so why not just tag along to the Iftar? And Jens was also involved in the fight, why didn’t Aaron drag him along because he was part of the issue too? I doubt Jens would say no to hanging out with everyone and with the ~cool guys (aka balloon squad)?