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“Two Heterosexual Men”- Buddy Daddies - Episode 8 - SPOILERS!
Saw someone on r/anime describe Kazuki and Rei like this in the comments on a post. Like, I’ll give them the benefit of the doubt that they made that comment before Episode 8 dropped. But, if they didn’t, I’m seriously just sitting her thinking how? The subtext this episode was astronomical:
First we have the parallel of Yuzuko (who is slightly older) finding Kazuki (who is slightly younger) at his lowest point and Kazuki (who is slightly older) finding Rei (who is slightly younger) at his lowest point:
Both of these meetings took place around “flowers” that have ties to romantic love. Hydrangeas mean “true geniune love” and Mistletoe (the name of Kyu’s cafe) is associated with kissing under.
Then we have the fact that Rei states he found something to protect, mirroring the man that was essentially his teacher, whose person he wanted to protect was a woman that was heavily assumed to be his wife:
Yes, of course, Miri is present there too. And Miri is a factor (she is part of his family), but the parallels being drawn here are to the significant other.
Just like how we were meant to also make a connection to Satoru losing his significant other to a hit like Kazuki did (even if Yuzuko’s death was an unintended result, it doesn’t change the fact that it happened).
That’s why we are meant to feel so scared for Kazuki, because he is being paralleled to all of these other significant others who were killed due to their connections to a hitman for a spouse/partner.
Add in Rei’s fierce desire to keep Kazuki out of his father’s and the organization’s business, along with Rei stating that Kazuki didn’t mean much to him at first, but then Kazuki basically wormed his way into Rei’s heart because of how he cared for him. And, of course, there is plenty on Kazuki’s side towards Rei too, like Episode 7 where he makes the deliberate choice to move forward with his new family and to continue to stay with not only Miri, but Rei too. Rei is just as important to him.
Both Kazuki and Rei fear that the other has abandoned them and they don’t like it.
And, like, I’m not saying people have to view their relationship romantically, I still view it as queerplatonic and likely always will, but when people are like “They are just two HERTEROSEXUAL men” it is them trying to throw out and deny any queer reading of the relationship dynamic between Kazuki and Rei.
Even though all of the parallels and subtext (that is practically text at this point) is literally right there.
Like, the series can hardly be any clearer about this at this point.
#Buddy Daddies#BD#KazuRei#Kazuki Kurusu#Rei Suwa#BD spoilers#Buddy Daddies spoilers#gore tw#the two could make out#and there would still be people denying the narrative#being built up here though#I know#I get that#but it is still utterly baffling#image heavy post#long post#meta post#analysis#parallels
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"i don't know this fandom but i read this because i like your writing"
i am ON tHE FloOR.
#honestly. i'm going to swear eternal fealty to you.#+ i got comments telling me i'm funny so i'm also swearing myself to them forever#i am occasionally utterly baffled that people still find my tw fics#which is fine and i'm glad people enjoy them but i do not recommend them#(that sounds flippant. i'm genuinely very happy people still find joy in them)#but this in particular. someone coming over from my tw fic to the moonlight chicken one#absolutely floored me. i am unable to quite express the depths of my floored-ness#yes it's taken me like 14 hours to peel myself off me3 to go reply to fic comments#because i've opened ao3 properly for the first time in forever i'm considering posting gaipas pov of that same fic#but i also don't know if anyone will read it#but i also also don't know that i post things for any other reason than. i wanna.#i've had it written for ages i've just been swithering for 84 years#anyway.#so it is decreed
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#delete later#another journal entry 📝 for the void#i have not been sleeping well for the past 2 wks 😵💫 i always wake up like clockwork after 5-6 hrs which feels like not nearly enough#i feel like i've done everything there is to do (consistent exercise + consistent sleep times + earplugs + weighted blanket + no caffeine)#last night i took melatonin too but no... same problem staying asleep 😭#ahh whatever. i'm just frustrated that it has to be this way :(#anyways in an act of spite i reread like the 4 wips that have been sitting in my drafts from the past few weeks#i think something that will never cease to surprise me about writing is that more effort/time doesn't necessarily translate to better#results; i suppose that's the case with all kinds of art but#it does feel somewhat unintuitive. one of my fav professors in uni said to not dismiss those 'lightning in a bottle' moments (in art) as#blind luck... but to instead analyze the circumstances and iterate on recreating them. and i think one of my artist friends who i deeply#respect said something similar (wrt artistic rituals/setup). i have too many thoughts on writing and on my own creative processes and#weaknesses to fit into any number of tags here. :') that said...#*shakes ch2 draft* after everything i did and all the hours i spent WHY are you still so bad?!!! D: i am baffled and frustrated.#and why do i prefer this other [redacted] draft which i hammered out with utterly no regard towards the quality??#anyways. back to the drawing board i guess T.T
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my feelings about the astarion romance so far remind me of my feelings about zevran in that i feel like a lot of people are WILDLY misinterpreting his character and just completely wrong in a lot of cases
aka i will make my own content for him instead of consume content bc. i prefer my interpretation to the fanon one lmao
#still utterly baffled how a lot of Straight women got through this romance at all#he is so flamboyant i am. like i know why IM here why are THEY here lol
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ngl i find aroace grian headcanons a little odd i think thats the kinda thing u do to characters that dnt have canon sexualities so i think anyone that considered the yhs/ts as their grian shouldn't say grians aroace. like i know u can be gay n ace at the same time but i think its more about respecting canon than about that.
Anon. Anon is this really the hill you want to die on. Grian mentioned he liked men ONE TIME in Tokyo soul so headcannoning him as aroace is disrespecting canon. We’re talking about a Minecraft role play almost 10 years ago. Anon. Anon PLEASE there is so much wrong with this take that I don’t even know where to start. Do you think headcanons are supposed to be… canon compliant?
#Utterly baffled by this ask tbh#I watched yhs/ts btw!! He never stated a canon sexuality!!!#He said ‘I like guys’ one time because there was an old man pretending to be a girl and Sam was trying to get them together.#And he wanted to avoid that#I’m still just so confused by this ask
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It’s wild how so many people are fundamentally incapable of recognizing queer characters unless they explicitly say the words, “I’m gay” on screen
#like season 1 and 2? sure maybe you can overlook Will’s queercoding and believe it’s just a result of the bully’s homophobia#season 3 is a huge stretch but it’s hypothetically possible to believe will is just a late-bloomer or asexual#but how on earth do you watch season 4 and still genuinely have no idea will is gay?#and this is not a rare occurrence#it’s astonishing how many people you have to literally explain the van scene to cause Will’s sexuality never crossed their mind#you didn’t see him staring longingly at his best friend the entire season?#some people’s minds are so aggressively heteronormative that they assumed will had a crush on el#and even after noah has explained that will is gay 50 million times#people still are confused and think it came out of nowhere or they quickly forget#somewhere there’s a fan who doesn’t keep up with stranger things news and doesn’t really use social media#a fan who is the exact opposite of chronically online#who hasn’t heard about NOAH coming out let alone Will’s sexuality#who will walk into season 5 and be utterly flabbergasted when Will comes out as gay (let alone when Byler happens)#and they’ll say that Will being gay is a huge plot twist they never saw coming#and they’ll be 100% sincere#and that’s truly baffling to me#do people think shows just randomly include melodramatic rain fights where ‘it’s not my fault you don’t like girls’ is said for no reason?#do people think the show went out of its way to show wills rejecting the attractive girl in his class cause they were in a silly goofy mood?#I genuinely wanna know what goes on through people’s heads when they have no gaydar or media literacy#even today there are people who still think romantic stobin should happen and think that Robin isn’t really a lesbian#will byers#byler
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i think i’ve realised what my fascination is with the tow truck shows. it’s because i am not good with physics so to me these men are doing some kind of witchcraft with fulcrums and gravity and leverage. and also they are grimy and yell at vehicles for being stuck in places they shouldn’t be
#why yes i have watched a combined 15 seasons of two different tow truck shows now#that’s 195 episodes#8775 minutes of tow truck television#and i am still utterly baffled when they move biiiiiiig lorries with two smallish tow trucks#how??? how does that work??? physics is a JOKE
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Shout out to the girl in one of my classes in undergrad who called the Iliad “Military propaganda.” I think about you daily
#I am still so utterly baffled and entranced by the weird bubble you need to enhabit to think that a poem written over 2000 years ago#about a culture that is utterly alien to you is Military Propoganda in the same way you might say that about a Marvel Movie#And there certainly is glorification of war in the Iliad. But the poem is also unflinchingly brutal about the terrible things that happen.#Like how did you read the fiftieth description of a man getting his jaw pierced all the way through with a spearhead and then the bit about#a mother mourning her son so violently that she wishes she could eat his killer’s liver raw and think ‘Hmmm. Looks like Uncle Sam to me.’#I hope she’s doing all right lmao. She’s probably in one of my grad classes tbh#the iliad
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General 5,6 and 11!!!!!!!!
For our Fav!!!
Thank you for asking for these!
5. Are there any instances where your Tav can permanently leave the party, depending on player character actions?
I desperately want more companion clashing like BG1/2 in this game, so I'm gonna get really restrictive about this here. There should be a ton of choices that Asheera wouldn't tolerate. Most of them would cause her to become hostile.
I already mentioned the Nightsong moment here.
It's a cliché, but raiding the grove is a massive no-no for her. Hate to add yet another character to that pile but... well lol. She wouldn't just leave though, you'd have to fight her in the raid.
When you go into the basement with the Zhents in it, she demands you do something about them. If you promise to deal with the Zhents (non-violent preferred, but violence is fine with slavers) but leave without doing anything in the same instance that you entered that basement, she leaves permanently.
Same with Roah Moonglow if she's at the goblin camp. Deal with her there or lose Asheera.
Siding with Marcus and letting him take Isobel at the Last Light Inn? Fight.
Giving Shadowheart over to Viconia? One of the most vile acts in the whole game considering how long you have to hang with Shadowheart to even be able to do this. She'd mark the player character an enemy of the innocent and brand them a traitor. I'd probably want that to be a permanent tag, but something that's actively beneficial for an evil player. Not sure how I'd do it. I would want it to be a buff for evil characters that they actively want to get at the expense of two companions + some major downside when they're outside in Baldur's Gate. Either way, she'll get into a fight with the entire Cloister + the party no matter what if you decide to do this.
Going down the path of becoming an assassin of Bhaal triggers her leaving. Murdering someone doesn't if you can convince her you had a good reason for it (very high DC on this) but continuing down that path is much more blatant and she leaves.
6. Do they have any secrets that can be revealed? What are the prerequisites for this secret coming to light?
I'm choosing not to answer this because it's fic-related stuff that I don't want to spoil :)
11. Answered here!
#hey you can ask me things!#oc: asheera#still utterly BAFFLED that the zhentarim are just casually hanging out in baldur's gate w/ the epilogue and you can't really comment on it#and yes the whole point is that she's a redeemer... she should be kind of a pain in the ass for evil characters lol
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Will never understand how someone can claim to be a Sonic fan and also be bigoted
Like. Bro. You apparently like a franchise that's all about living life to the fullest, being unabashedly yourself(!!) and opposing oppression(!!!!) because it's the right thing to do, and you're still a homophobe? You're still a transphobe? After seeing Sonic's gay little ass beat the shit out of a robo fascist and fight the evils of the universe with the power of friendship??
Like are we even fans of the same thing or???
#ramblings#neg#kinda#also sonic as a character is definitely queer. so is like the rest of the main cast. even the villains. they're all gay as fuck#sorry i'm still thinking abt that callout post from earlier. utterly baffling#literally cannot wrap my head around being a sonic fan but also being a bigot#bro make it make sense#like sonic would literally hate you lmao#where's that picture from one of the game manuals. that's like a paragraph abt sonic#and says that there's nothing he hates more than oppression. or something along those lines#like the cognitive dissonance here is. astounding
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people actually tweet out shit like this then turn around and slander messi lmfao i hope a rabid cannibal finds you in the streets one day and devours your organs in front of your loved ones
#im still so fucking salty my fucking god. they're letting busi stay in exchange for reducing his wages#but messi? yeah fuck the best player in the world who crucified himself for your club ig#and afaik de jong isn't reducing his wages now is he. but that's w/e i don't actually care about that#it's 2023 and im still utterly utterly baffled by how callously barça treated messi. and continues to do so even to this day#what a rotten institution
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Good news! I've finally written AND posted something after like, an eternity of inactivity.
.....But at what cost _| ̄|O
#not saying this because i want y'all to read it ofc#I'm just still utterly baffled at the absurdity of it all#of all the things i could write or even just edit and post‚ this is the one i decide to go with#idk man. i had to feed the brain fungus or whatever i guess#and I've got another one in the making. unreal.#the only solace in all of this is that at least I'm actuallygetting back to writing#so even if they suck it's ok. the next ones will be better uwu#ink blots
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So Monster (Energy Drink company) has been on a trademark copyright suing spree in Japan and attempted to go after Capcom and Pokemon both over use of the word "Monster" (Monster Hunter and Pokemon aka Pocket Monsters)
Like what the fuck did they think was going to happen going after POKEMON and CAPCOM... IN JAPAN... What on Earth did they think was going to happen??¿ Like, realistically, what made them think they had any ground to stand in the first place?? (They didn't, the case was shut down immediately but still, all it really did was waste Monster's money on legal fees and shit)
#pokemon#capcom#monster#monster energy#no but really#pokemon has been around since before monster was ever a thing what the FUCK did they think they would achieve with this#one is a drink and the other two are fucking video game franchises like my GUYS#i am just so confused and utterly baffled by this#it was thrown out almost as soon as it was brought up but still like i genuinely want to know what the fuck monster thought it would gain
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If the first guy had said that some mediocre movie was the best (or 2nd best) movie he'd ever seen, I would understand why the second guy was telling him to watch more movies. I would still think it's obnoxious and rude, but like, intellectually I would understand. But the first guy said it was the 2nd worst movie he'd ever seen, so I can only take "watch more movies" to mean "watch more bad movies." Which, um. Huh???
(I don't remember what movie this was about because I took this screenshot 2.5 years ago and it's been languishing in my camera roll ever since)
#two and a half years later I'm still utterly baffled by this#I don't even think there's any obligation to watch good movies let alone bad movies! does this guy disagree?!#x#miscellaneous
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It ain’t easy being me (hating most of spn fandoms most popular ships) 😔
#supernatural#hate d*stiel hate w*ncest hate s*briel#the struggle is real 😩#the most popular ship I like is samjess#and it still doesn’t crack 10k on ao3 like what#anyways I’m sorry sabriel being Sam’s most popular non incestuous ship is crazy#first of all Gabriel isn’t all that#second of all. they have no dynamic until s13#and even then#sabriel utterly baffles me#bc I don’t like the other two but I can understand their existence to an extent#but like??? 😭#one of the worst possible people to pair sam with#like sure it could be toxically interesting#but the toxicity is boring and impersonal#my hot takes
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You ever think supernatural creatures that consider humans potential prey have that "cat chases a bear up a tree"-thing? Like how bears, being an apex predator, have no concept of something that's sufficiently prey-sized deciding to attack instead of fleeing, and cats have no awareness of the fact that they can die. So every once in a while a cat and a bear come face to face in the wild for the first time. A bear doesn't understand what this creature is that isn't trying to flee, and starts sniffing. A cat doesn't understand what this creature is and decides to slap it. Utterly baffled, the bear decides it's best to get out of here. The cat starts chasing because obviously anything that flees is prey.
Imagine having an Entity in your home that eats creatures like you, but has never caught a human before. It doesn't understand why this prey isn't trying to escape, the human is clearly unnerved by sensing A Presence but still keeps stubbornly sitting on the couch watching TV. The Entity moves a piece of furniture, making an eerie creaking noise, planning to raise terror in its prey as a way of playing with its food. But instead of even turning to look towards the source of the sound, the human just yells into the empty house:
"WHATEVER THE FUCK JUST MADE THAT NOISE HAD BETTER FUCK OFF, OR START PAYING RENT."
The Entiry freezes in place, and decides that whatever is going on, it's not worth the risk to find out. Better leave while it still can.
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