#but if i'm new in a fandom the feels usually never outweigh the dread of having to put in the work
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everytime I fall into a new non-German fandom and get the urge to write fic, I go through the five stages of grief after I realise that:
a) I'd have to write in English, which my brain isn't wired to do anymore so it's a load of effort and will take so, so much time
b) I'd have to write in German and then translate it which is twice the effort and will take so, so much time
c) I'd have to write in German for an audience of maybe five-ish people which would still be a load of effort and will take so, so much time
#tess is rambling#is2g this isn't about not getting enough attention#at this point i'd probably just write in German and risk no one reading it#this is about me being painfully lazy unless unless the fandom feels pull me through the ordeal#but if i'm new in a fandom the feels usually never outweigh the dread of having to put in the work#so i get annoyed and discard the ideas bc why bother#or maybe i'm just really burnt out rn#this is about me wanting to write about my tdbkdk feels but not being able to put them into (english) words#so they probably will never see the light of day
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