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me applying for a job at hairhouse warehouse like my hair isn't 5 different shades of bleached regrowth
#in my defence they stopped selling the shade i originally used so ive had to trial and error my way to a match#but i am also bad at it and impatient#shut up claire
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@maki-nsi TT wah sorry I’m incompetent and deleted your ask by mistake, but thank you so sm for the nice words re: my various iterations of these guys!!! I’m glad the different-ness is good and that my art feels friendly and comforting ;; anyways here’s the doodle I did based on your doodle :,)
#truly they are goobers#that forced perspective is so shrinkifying they’re just tiny palm of my hand#also just learnt I have#like several v old asks#that I never saw#:’l welp#i feel like the clocks run out on those lol#I swear it’s not just that I’m bad at app#tumblr on mobile is busted#tho I am also bad at app#it’s the impatient double tapping…#I’ve deleted my own posts before by accident lol#bugthots#harry potter#draco malfoy#drarry#hpdm#hp fanart
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so with echoes of wisdom .. i havent watched any of the trailers beyond the very first one and the thumbnails/screenshots and what others have said about it-
but with the world inside the rift being called "Welt des Nichts" aka "world of nothing/void" in german ('still' in english, for some reason) and demises title in french being "avatar of nothing" ... yeah my anxiety is shooting through the roof again
(hopefully you can be a little more forgiving for me being anxious/weird about it bc demise is my blorbo)
i had similar worries with totk, that werent proven true thankfully, but the darn book is making it all worse again with all those weird lore things the game doesnt even so much as hint at AND potential retcons- im in for a really rough time huh, not just stress in real life (more in tags.. its alot) but now about my specific hyperfixation from two things even (AND artblock still..)
weird as it may sound, i dont want demise to get more lore, partly bc i dont believe theyd do anything with him that i would like (given their track record) but much more importantly- the fact that he has this little lore about him is precisely one of the reasons why i fell in love with him, i tend to like characters that are neglected by the narrative, and his story being both so flat and already done meant i can be very creative with what i come up with for him without necessarily contradicting anything in canon (which is ... or was a big point of how i wrote destiny's story and lore, working with canon in a way that reframes it all without straight up ignoring it ... but i suppose i urgently need to let go of that and accept i spend alot of time working things that will go to waste :( ) AND not having to worry that there will be more stuff with him that would massively change not only what im writing but also potentially how i feel about him since the game he was briefly in was the oldest chronologically and ended with his death- i didnt expect them to mess with anything that far back and thought theyd just go forward and leave the timeline behind and wouldnt mess with it again, given how botw seemed to be a sort of 'fresh start' that seemingly regarded the past as the past that needs to rest and that the timeline was finally no longer a discussion if everythings unified through botw and one thing going forward
but i suppose i was very wrong with that .__.
right now the only thing that motivates me still is the left over determination and spite to work on my zelda comic, since i have never gotten this far and really want to get something done for once, but i cant lie that im feeling like i should pause all work on it too to wait and see waht the book and the new game will do .. either to determine if i still have the will to keep working on it after those things are out (my love for tloz has been taking alot of hits lately ..) or if i have to change stuff (mostly bc of my lore problem trying to not ignore it ..)
#ganondoodles talks#zelda#ganondoodles rants#sorta#suicide attempt mention in the IRL stuff im talking about in the following tags btw#theres some construction stuff on our house going on#and my father is extremely stressed about it#he used to be very explosive- being silent and then exploding out of nowhere .. probably left me with lasting damage yippie-#but now he much more lets it eat at himself bc hes old and feels bad for the past stuff so now it makes him irritated and depressed#my older brother is the most normal cis straight guy you can imagine and incredibly impatient and bossy (you CANNOT talk with him)#(brother doesnt live in our house)#and while hes helping out hes doing it exactly how my father doesnt like and since you cant talk to the guy (explosive +200) it stresses hi#to the point of my father yesterday saying that “it would have been better if i had just died back in the day”#likely referring to the time when he was drafted for the military against his will and tried to kill himself#which i learned only like .. a year ago- theres so little my parents tell me ....#its like my mother telling me- while my father was in hospital for heart surgery- that she not only almost died back when i was a young tee#and only survived bc of some incredibly unebelievable lucky coincidences (medics on a travel being there that knew what she had-#-while our local doctors said welp- nothing we can do lady AND them beign there with a helicopter and emergency transferring her#to antoher bigger hospital while giving her immediate treatment our local one didnt do- AND at the big one just so happened to have-#-an expert on that illness in the facility when she arrived who was able to narrrowly save her life#BUT ALSO while she was recovering and weak and frail as a dust bunny witnessing someone stealing hospital surplies-#not noticing she was in the room at first (which .. the nurses left her in the nurse room while going on break ... which uhm .. yeah cool)#and if my mother hadnt acted in time like she was fully asleep and the lady stealing stuff beign in hurry- she might have killed her#without my mother being able to fight back bc she could barely even talk (the nurses didnt want to believe her when they got back either)#ANYWAY that comment from my father brough me to tears#and my mom is trying out more ... other medication shes not prescribed in hopes of it helping agaisnt her many pains#but i worry it will interact with the other stuff shes on ...#and i worry so much about both of their mental and physical well being#always trying to be the one to calm them down or help with communication bc that is a big problem in this houesehold#but i myself am also a very much not normal and not medicated shut in who has trouble dealing even with my own feelings
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something he can't put into words.
#ANOTHER DAIGO POST!!!! <333#also sorry for being like teehee yaoi dojima anyway daigo can't/probably shouldn't be close to his bio dad and latched onto this random#20 year old but Doesnt Quite recognize what is so wrong about sohei and so right about kiryu and how he should feel about either#meaning he cant fulfill his true desire (baby duck around kamurocho with his babysitter who's probably got better things to do bc people#always have better things to do than take care of him but at least kiryu pretends he enjoys it#for hours and hours and hours. some of the others ask him how he is or what he's up to at school but they don't really reach him like kiryu#does. he wants to impress him soooo bad. aughhh baby daigo you're annoying but you're also so emotionally neglected#haha latching onto mentors bc they're more involved/easier to connect to than parents haha who would do that not me ahem uh anyway#(skrunks be normal about and not project onto a kiryu + child dynamic challenge: impossible)#anyway he can't just say sohei's his father bc he's a big crime daddy but he hasn't really.. accepted? whats going on with kiryu yet either#i dont think he knows kiryu's his dad is my point#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#yakuza#dojima daigo#like a dragon#daigo dojima#ykz#i accidentally saved over soo many versions of this so i had to be like fuck it we ball. thats the final version of that panel now#gonna schedule this for later today bc i dont wanna stifle the kazumi posts but i also uh. am impatient#anyway more little daigo content he's such an ass but it makes so much sense why he's like that and he deserves a whole lotta love#also i just realized i used different name orders for kiryu and yayoi... sorry idk im just incapable of writing kazuma kiryu#uhOOPS POSTED IT EARLY NVM#yer gettin a loootta skrunk content today ig#skrunkart
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Picture this, you are at your uni’s mtg club, you’re a few turns into a 3 person commander game. A French man walks in and sits down at your pod and starts shuffling his deck. He’s new to the club, it’s the first official day of the year so we got a bunch of new people. He makes some polite conversation. A few turns later someone plays a card that exiles multicolor permanents, and you have to exile your gruul signet. The French man sitting next to you says “Ah, you knowuh when it comes to the uh how do you say uh ramp in a deeck you should have played a card like the uh Llanowar Elves and not the uh multicoleur stuff.” And you get to derail the game and explain to him that because your commander has a cost of a single blue green and red pip and you want to be able to get it out turn 3 reliably you have a lot of multicolor ramp specifically so you can use it for color fixing if need be and for more general ramp purposes. You go into detail how a manadork like Llanowar Eves wouldn’t help you because it costs green to cast and only gives green. He starts to look like he regrets saying anything but you need to make sure that he knows that in the early game something like Llanowar elves is effectively useless to you as if you already have a green available to play it you don’t need another green source until after turn 3 and only if you plan on playing something with two green pips in its cost. You run out of steam a little, but just go back to the game. Two turns later he misgenders you.
#am I making fun of english being his second language? yes#do I feel a little bad about making fun of a guy who’s not from here? also yes#also he was realy impatient and annoying and condescending and overall I dislike that specific brand of europeans
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rough concept art for the hidden city post invasion.. a barren wasteland picked clean..
#my art#bad future#environmental art is not my strong suit#and i want to make so much more#especially the mystic library i cant wait to fuck that place up#but also. Consider that i am impatient and i love throwing ideas at people#anyhow so a majority of it has been flattened. what remains is empty#since there are so many animal/yokai based buildings#i want to make a lot of dilapidated ones look like skulls#empty rib cages and splintered bones#this thing must resemble a massive. ancient corpse beneath NYC
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What do English people call a close? You know, the stairwell bit where all the flats are in a tenement? If you go to visit someone at their flat, what do you call the bit where you wait for them to answer their door? That communal stairs… area?
("Modern AUs don't require research" MAYBE IF YOU'RE ENGLISH THEY DON'T 😭)
#no i can't google it that just gets me “word that mean the same as close: near; next-to; intimate” and so on#godddd it was bad enough to be reminded that they don't call juice 'juice' wasn't it#i think i should try to cut a chapter or two from my outline - at this rate when i finish 12 chapters there'll be 3 readers left for it 💀#but the POV alternates which complicates cutting whole chapters out. hrm.#...wait there's no rule that says you can only post one part at a time is there? i could do it in sets of 3 or something couldn't it?#and that way nobody's forced to wait a week or whatever for the crucial Actually They Are Scamming Each Other reveal at the start#also i am starting to rethink the 'finish it all first' approach as it turns out i hate sitting on finished chapters and just get impatient#SO WHAT IF... what if i write the first three chapters and post those and then worry about the rest of it later?#it leaves the scary chance of it staying a WIP forever but i don't think anyone's on the edge of their seats for a sylki scammer AU anyway#OKAY I'LL DO THAT (feel free to try to convince me not to tho)#wait do they even have tenements in that london#a while ago i found out my address contains an unacceptable character because tenements are mostly just a scottish thing#and i was like “oh so THAT'S why websites refuse to believe it could be a real flat number?” nae tenements ootside the central belt! wtf!#...how do you even fit flats into buildings there then? do yous just arrange them in some weird tardislike liminal space?#where do you keep the stairs then? D:#*strange hand movements as i attempt to map out this bizarre topology that is apparently normal everywhere else in the uk*
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hey Siri at what point in Rogue Trader do I finally get to do real ass heretical shit
#running into that everpresent problem in video games: being the ''bad guy'' is really hard to actually do with any consistency#bg3 is really the only game that made it fun to be fucked-up from the beginning by making ''bad guy'' into a codified custom character type#only game i've played* (feel free to suggest other rpgs that do this)#(using ''bad guy'' as shorthand but i basically just mean any kind of archetype that is seen as aberrant in the game's world)#obvs i've taken every heretical dialogue option to build up reputation etc and ofc i'm still in act 2 but I AM IMPATIENT#let me commit chaos!!!! also why do i have to wait until act 3 to get marazhai. this game is testing me fr fr#(i wish heretical wasn't so attractive bc it seems iconoclast has more interesting stuff to do earlier on)#i've looked up the average runtime of this game ok and i want to make sure i don't get burned out on it#before i get to do the fun weird shit i signed up for!!!!!#all these combat encounters are killing me also. like they're not *hard* per se (YET) but they're just...... tedious#the combat system itself is fine but i don't really jive with the skillsets they're giving me. like. this shit is boring#kibella is the only one who is fun to do combat with. yayyy death from above yayyyyy yippeeeee
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#i want to write the part 2 to that (cough) series so bad but i need to be asleep in like 3 hours bc i have a fuck ass early flight tomorrow#so i CANT and i have to WAIT but i have IDEAS and they are BITING ME#alas. they must simmer. become more savory. its not time yet. but im :(((( impatient :(((((((((#i have also been having giggles seeing the stats on my fics and like. idk why this fandom hates top roma so much#let my man enjoy things!!!!!!!!! its his god given right to fuck and be fucked!!!!!!!#u all will see the truth one day mark my words#my [redacted] influence is already spreading and you all will SEE!!!!!!!!#anyway yeah i need to be up at 2:30 am tomorrow morning to catch a bus to a metro to a train to my plane#BUT!!!!! its to edinburgh so like im not gonna complain im beyond excited#hope everyone is doing well im kissing u all!!!!!!!#personal
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ART CREDIT! 💖 LYNN FOUND DEAD IN MIAMI OMGG my friend (irl 🫣) commissioned hakuno art 4 meee 🥺🥺😭😭😭🥹🫶🫶🙏💘💞💖💗💓💘 gajfhskfbd it's kind of a long story but PLSS SHE'S SO BEAUTIFUL........ i'm so blessed so moved,,, and i wanna share real quick bc úwù🫶 and as u can see, i'm using the chibi as my dash icon now too ! ✨️but also pls do tell me if the quality is fudged up or sth 😳🙏 am not sure if it looks okie !!
#&&. out of#SNIFFLES i am being fed so well frfr 🫶🫶#tis a bday present for me she saidd 🥺 my bday isn't anywhere near today tho!! this is actually a pretty belated present vskfbsjc#IM NOT COMPLAINING THO OFC IM ON KNEES RN ACTUALLY SOBBING SO GRATEFULY#so the story isss my friend offered to draw me sth for my bday (she planned on drawing a.yato at first bc i am Down Bad for that man🐕)#BUT I WAS LIKE 😳👉👈 well there's this oc............#i keep my h.akuno simpery a secret okok wgfksbfkd They Do Not Know That I Am Madly In Love With A Moon Lady and write her on tunglr dot com#SO- yes i am a lying lynn who lied 🗿#my friend ended up not being able to draw it herself tho; but she still wanted 2 give me sth#that was 'my oc' (lynn stares into the camera like in the office) so she got a commission for it egaddd 😳😳😳#andd here we r now ! ✨️✨️#also if u have me on d.iscord; u may notice da new icon alr 😌🫶#IM IMPATIENT OKOK I WANTED TO PRINT AND PASTE HER EVERYWHERE LIKE#HAVE YOU SEEN HER????? well now u have :]#also my fren said she got one more c.hibi comm of her omg 😭🙏💖💞💗 IM LIKE BLESSED FR#ok i'll shut up now but i'm jst obsessed sowwy wgfjwjd#*LOUD SNIFFLE* moon wife....................
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To everyone waiting for an update on Face the Change, you may have noticed that I was a bit obsessed with something else these days. I'm not abandoning this fic, I'm determined to see it through, but well. I'm struggling with it for now, and I have to ride this Pit Babe fixation first. Please be patient! Thank you for your support.
#update#i feel kinda bad#but also not really#cause i'm having so much fun with pit babes rn#this is the best mood for a writer#when you just can't stop yourself you have so many ideas and such a urge to write#i even started to type on my phone#that's how impatient i am to work on those fics#unfortunately that doesn't translate to naruto for now#it'll have to wait a little longer
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people will say "wooooooow astarion and/or lae'zel suck for approving of this TERRIBLE thing that I did!"
my guy. read over what you just said. remind yourself that this is a video game. are you not the one perpetrating the crime they just witnessed? each one of these characters is moulded by your choices...some more than others, some less, depending on how past experiences left their state of mind. not all of them begin with a good, or even neutral, alignment and that is good because the game would be pretty motherfucking boring if you were travelling with six characters who all shared fairly similar moral alignments and thus also shared equally similar outcomes to their storylines!
you have the ability to show the crueller, less kind companions that they do not have to be the person they were taught to be by their tormentors/traumatic experiences. you have the ability to do that, just as you have the ability to affirm their selfish and/or violent outlook on the world. just you pal, because remember! it's a fucking video game, and one of its objectives is to travel with these characters and complete their companion quests!
#bg3#thoughts about media#I love how there are a lot of things that tie all the companions together- but they are also each unique!#they have each have their own struggles and all responded differently to the torment they endured!#it is awesome! what isn't awesome is that the fandom treats companion morality as a binary with no room for nuance.#people reduce the companions down into a few traits that support their opinion on the given character and ignore the rest.#so you see claims that astarion or lae'zel are immutably evil bc of how they act at the beginning of the game.#or because they do not fully heal from their LIFELONG trauma by the end of the game.#because apparently trauma needs to go away QUICKLY in order for you to be redeemed! you must be palatable!!#and then if you ARE palatable...you don't get to have flaws AT ALL.#so you see karlach's moments of selfishness/impatience being erased because She's Good and therefore Can't have flaws.#you see wyll's inability to realise the harm his father caused him ignored bc it's not That Bad. he's apparently “fine & well-adjusted"#I HAAAAATE IT!!!!!!!#a right fool am I to expect better though. a complete idiot to hope for better actually. considering st.
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#hi its another cringe post#i keep wanting to make bf posts all the time but i dont bc my life isnt anyones business but also i wanna talk SO bad#because i am feeling so much!! and i cant keep randomly hounding my friends for it i feel so annoying <3333#so i basically just need to vent some Feelings (vent in a good way i will explode otherwise)#it really is a category 5 down bad moment. hoping so bad that this works out long term fr fr#<---- is soooo impatient about the passage of time#anyway im just insane (still.) (will continue to be insane indefinitely)#utterly and absolutely captivated by him going off about shark phylogeny when i used 'birds are reptiles' as a convo starter#he needs to stop being so cool i literally am just a little freak!!!
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tonsillectomy has fucked my sleep schedule and also I am craving every food under the SUN rn but won't be able to enjoy most of them for like another week I have list of foods I'm gonna eat once I'm able to
#pizza is number one. but like good ass good ass pizza.#steak too. burger. french fry. oooohfhg just remembered my fav food truck at work burger n fry#its all gonna b worth it and also i am Impatient!!!!!!!#and also tho? i have been proud of myself n how ive handled the food weirdness of re#surgery so far like. i was rlly stressed that between arfid and recovering id have a hard time eating#but honestly ive been doing p good at getting a lot of food in me#def less the past day or two bc my (slightly gross but vague) scabs are coming off slowly but aurely#which means my throat is soooooo sensitive rn#so even tho im craving all of these things so fuckin bad. i know i simply could not eat them even if i had them all in front of me#maybe a few i could but even then id take so much more Work#but. i think im on the uphill at least like#the scabs is supposed to be the most painful part so hopefully soon i can consider soke of those few things that#are an option if im careful abt how im eating them#im being p careful bc the last thing i want is a rebleed and to give me more food and eating trauma lmao#but oooogh im so ready for food to be a lil less complicated lol
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The night was.. fine as far as nightshifts here go. Hellish, as usual. Tiring. The robot-things kept trying to kill Fran. The unfortunate usual song and dance. As she waits for the morning staff arrive she watches the cameras, flicking through them absent-mindedly. She pauses on one for a second, and her blood goes cold. There is someone in the building.
He watches in frozen horror as the figure gets ever closer to the office. The person is wearing a shapeless black outfit, and what looks to be some sort of mask over their face, black with large pink eyes. Fran finally springs into action, reaching for the door controls. He slams the button, but the door remains open. It's too late.
The person launches themself at Fran, who narrowly dodges, throwing herself against the wall. There is something shining in the person's hand, which grazes against his arm, leaving a small cut. Fran doesn't have time to think about it, and the person launches themself at her again, toppling him. Fran freezes as the figure stares down at her. They have him pinned to the floor. Fran feels a tugging at the back of his brain and slowly fades out.
Frankie awakens in a panic. The person hanging over him is peering down, head tilted. They lighten their grip for a second, and Frankie rolls the person over, then launches back toward his bag. He roots through it as the person gets up. Their hood falls back, and two long black ears fall out. Frankie grabs out a pair of scissors and wheels around, plunging the scissors into the attackers hand. The person reels back in shock, and Frankie wheels around and grabs his bag before sprinting out the door.
He gets to the front as the morning staff roll in. He doesn't tell them that there is someone inside, blowing past them to get to the car, and throwing himself inside. He does not stop moving until he gets to the house, throwing himself upon the bed, where he curls up into a ball, and fades out, leaving an empty shell under the sheets.
#//for the records this was supposed to be dropped. uhm. two days ago. but i was tired#//this occurs on wednesday :]#//also i did bad at foreshadowing tjis but I am hashtag impatient#tw hand injury#long shift
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good evening handsome i hope bg3 is going… well? idk how to talk about video games i hope you’re having fun! n e ways i’m abt to go to work :( where i have to be cold :( and i am grumpy abt it so i am attempting to raise my spirits by saying hi to you!!
- mysterious j
hi j :-)! my evening is going nicely i just took a very nice nap (was tired and also waiting for it to be the Evening bc i'm waiting to see if max streams tonight). the bg3 is Going tbh. i did not make much progress but its chill, i've been breaking from video games a little bit after my '70 hours in one week' stint. i hope ur shift at work goes quickly and easily!!!!!!!
#do u work a night/evening shift or are we in just like Radically Different timezones?????#well i suppose it doesn't really matter either way. to quote one of the greatest artists of. our time (blink-182) 'late night / come home#work sucks / i know' (all the small things)#asks#j anon#also in truth i did also take a nap in hope that i would wake up to an ask <- guy who is so impatient i am so bad at waiting for things#this is not an indictment on you obviously your time is your own and i am greatful to be getting asks at all#i just have Unable To Wait For Things Disease <- as prev mentioned i am losing my mind waiting for max to stream
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