#but atleast here we still have a warm place to sleep

[waxydoll]

I think denji is the kind of character most kids wont understand unless youve lived, or been close to someone who has lived a very similar life. Im not saying like, "oh orphan who has to kill for a living and eats one slice of bread a week" but somone who was abused, under socialized, undereducated, and then thrown out into the world with nothing and has to struggle for every little thing they get, yeah your motovations and feelings may look alot like denjis. He just wants a warm bed and food, he dosnt care much beyond that. Fucking relate.

Denji is a super unreliable narrator, he says one thing, does another, and is constantly confused by his own feelings and actions. Its so obvious he loves power, despite the fact that he says he dosnt like her and wouldnt care if she died, he puts his own wants on the back burner for her constantly. He always makes sure she is taken care of and okay. Thats the biggest proof right there.

Despite how jaded he is and how much he represses his own emotions, he really does have a big heart. That dosnt always show from an outside perspective (like that time he prioritized the life of a cat over multiple peoples) but if you think about it, he probably had alot more empathy for animals than the people who keep systematically hurting and abusing him.

Idk denji just makes alot of sense to me, his stupid, half feral, simple self is extremely relatable to me.

is csm good?

yeah

I read it about a year ago, and pretty quickly, so I've forgotten a lot of the specific details. I also wouldn't put it in my list of all-time faves. But it does something very different and refreshing for a shounen series which really sticks with me.

Let's see if I can figure out how to phrase this - but it allows itself to be a tragedy in a way most typical shounen don't. Having characters with tragic backstories is a common staple in shounen. Having bad things happen is common. But most of these series have a veneer wrapped around it--someone's tragic backstory is just the motivating fodder so they can go out and kick ass and save the world (and maybe get the girl.) Things like Naruto, BNHA, Demon Slayer, HxH have that vibe for me. It's not bad. But it's expected.

CSM does something different, especially with the handling of sexuality. From the first episode it kinda looks like CSM is planning to follow the typical path--main character Denji is an orphan with a tragic backstory, fights devils to survive, gets chainsaw powers so now he can epically kill devils and--what's this--there's a girl he's interested in! Maybe he'll get Makima in the end!

Then the rest of part 1 (I haven't read part 2 yet so I can't comment on it) plays out as a tragedy for Denji. He's the victim of systems manipulating him--as a street rat who's never really been socialized, and just wants food, shelter, love, (and yeah, sexual attention)--and he doesn't have the autonomy or maturity or awareness to stop it.

There's so much less "now that the backstory is out of the way, let's kick ass and have fun" and way more "oh, the tragedy matters. the powerlessness matters. the human fallibility matters." It's not a mega-dark torture-fest but it's grounded, in the way I like.

I've stayed out of The Discourse:tm: because everything is better that way, but I at least know there's some gripes from people angry that "The main character's motivation is he wants to touch boobs? Gag. Creepy anime shit." without paying close enough attention to realize the execution is wildly different from most anime fanservice.

And I'm saying this as someone who hates anime fanservice. I just kinda hold my nose whenever anime has *wink wink, nudge nudge, isn't this saucy and exciting, audience? ;)* kind of fanservice. I'm a long-time Hater of Mineta, and everything that goes with it.

But CSM's portrayal is... not fanservice. If you look up clips from the show, the female characters' designs are all extremely grounded. Denji's sexual motivation is for Denji. It's clear that this is a shallow and immature pursuit, and it's fascinating to watch how Denji's expectations don't meet reality. How he ends up feeling lost and confused when his pursuits turn hollow or hurt him, and then he gets strung along by manipulative institutions promising there's something better at the end of this all, if he just does these things for them. He's a victim of grooming, and that feels so rare for the shounen genre where the main character is almost always celebrated for achieving any kind of sexual goal.

[rimunagenius]

It Was Doomed From The Start

ʚ pairing: Kate Martin x Roommate!reader

ʚ word count: 3.1k words

ʚ warnings: RPF!! , stalking, harassment, angst, self reflection (this topic scares me…don’t judge), fluff ofc bc it’s Kate

ʚ rimunagenius speaks: i know the title looks scary, but i promise, it’s nothing bad with Kate and reader. I wouldn’t write angst for them for this story not yet atleast I also wanted to introduce what Kate has reader under in her phone and i’ve also been thinking about adding one shots about how Kate and reader came up with the nicknames for eachother or little one shots of them before or during the events written about in the series (stuff that didn’t make it to the fic)…if i do they’ll be on the series masterlist but let me know if you’d like to see that!! anyways…here’s the long awaited part three!

Part 3

| Series Masterlist |

"C'mon, it's time to get up, sleeping beauty." There was no beauty in how you were currently knocked out in Kate's bed. Your hair is all over your face and pillow; with parts sticking up due to the lack of hairstyle before going to sleep.

You had your mouth slightly open, quietly breathing through it. You needed this sleep. You usually slept way more appealing but this—this was your well-needed catch up on weeks' worth of rest. "Y/n...y/n. C'mon. We have to get ready." Kate leaned over the bed, a hand on your hip, softly attempting to shake you awake. A string of muffled and incoherent curse words left your mouth as you pulled the comforter over your head.

Curling in on yourself to make yourself small and generate more heat. It was a pretty cold morning in Iowa City. "I don't wanna." You whined under the blanket. Eliciting a small giggle from the blonde, she crawled into the bed, almost spooning you before speaking to you softly.

"Well we have to, sunshine. We have classes, and if you still want to eat breakfast, I suggest you get up now." She flipped the comforter off your head, rubbing her hand up and down your arm. "C'mon, let's go." She gave your arm light taps before she then gripped it and started to pull you out of her bed.

"We should not have stayed up so late last night. It's your fault. I blame you.” You pointed in her face, your hair everywhere and eyes closed, preventing her from taking you seriously. “You kept doing that thing you do with your mouth." You mumbled as you now were standing right infront of your roommate, eyes looking up at her, your mascara under your eyes.

"Sorry I was having a good time. From what I remember you didn't want me to stop." She looked at you, wiping some of the mascara fall out away, giving you a bright smile before walking you towards the bathroom.

"Kate, we were drinking and you know that trick is only funny when we're both under the influence. If you would've stopped messing around, we could've finished both movies at a decent hour. I literally fell asleep in your bed and halfway through the movie." You say as you look at her through the mirror, narrowing your eyes before cleaning your mascara and whatever makeup you had on.

She raised her arms in defense, "I mean, what can I say? I'm the life of the party, baby." She said before placing herself on the counter. "Oh, and I already made waffles and yours are on the counter." She sat and watched your do your whole routine, her legs swinging a little every now and then.

"Yes?" You looked at her as you placed a refreshed coat of mascara on your lashes. You could see her staring. She's been doing that a lot lately. It made you feel warm inside and you wouldn’t lie and say you haven’t been doing it more recently also.

"Nothing. Just watching you." She smiled softly as she watched you do your makeup. A small blush casting over both your cheeks. You both knew what it was.

"Okay, creep." You side eyed her before giving her your best smile, just to prove you were being playful.

"Haha. Funny." Kate mocked you, lightly kicking her foot against the side of your thigh.

"Kate? Can you do me a favor?" You looked at your best friend, her blue eyes immediately meeting yours. She nodded her head quickly, eyes trained in yours immediately trying to read your face for anything wrong.

"Yeah, of course. Is everything okay?" She picked up on your nervous look. You sighed, looking down.

"Nick’s still weirding me out, so I wanted to know if you could walk back here to come get me after your class and take me to my next one? I just don't want to be on campus alone with him being around." You looked nervous, almost as if you had a feeling she'd say no. Of course Kate didn't, though. You still haven’t told her about not even going to report him in the first place.

"Yeah, for sure. I can do that. I'll see you in a bit, yeah?"

"Yeah. Okay, thank you. It's just for this class and my next two and then Hannah can take me to practice later." You watched Kate's face soften.

"Y/n, you know i'd take you to every class. It's not an inconvenience. Whatever you need, I got you." She hugged you before saying a small goodbye and watched you walk inside your class while she waited outside.

You went inside and sat down, your phone pinging with a new message.

bear <3

be safe, ily.❤️

sunshine☀️💕

ilym😘

'bear <3 loved "ilym😘"' 

The class went smoothly, you walked outside to see Kate standing, waiting for you. She must have left class sooner to be here on time to not make you wait. God, you were so grateful for this girl.

She walked you to every class before you had anatomy. So far, Nick hasn't spotted you, and you felt a wave of relief wash over you. You didn’t want to put it past him to find you, but for right now, you were taking the win. As you finally made it to anatomy, Juliana had been waiting outside.

You and Kate had been laughing about something she said when you looked over and saw Juliana watching you both, a smile on her face. "Oh, Kate. This is my friend Juliana, the one who's helping me with the girlfriend thing." You introduced your two friends, them shaking one another's hands.

"Hi, I'm Kate. Nice to meet you." Kate greeted, a friendly smile on her face.

"Oh, I know who your are. Y/n has said so many great things about you. You're almost all she talks about in here." Your face immediately grew red. You hadn't realized you talked about Kate so much. Did you really?

Kate looked down at you and smiled. A small blush rising to her cheeks. "Does she now?" She asked teasingly.

"Yeah, she's always going on about how such a great friend you are. How good you are to her. Makes me jealous." She jokingly added, before chatting Kate up some more. You didn't know what it was but something about Juliana being overly excited about talking to Kate, Kate being engaged in the conversation, was something that made a pit grow in your stomach.

You had no idea why two of your friends talking gave you a sense of jealously. It was frankly ridiculous. Shaking the totally absurd assumptions of this otherwise normal interaction out of your head, you looked down at your phone. A new notification from a random account on instagram.

The picture less profile, what seemed to be a randomly generated username had sent you a message. Clicking the message, you immediately felt a ball in your throat form. Suddenly your knees felt like they would give up and the world would swallow you whole from right where you were standing.

maybe you should make her leave…

this won’t be good for you.

she’s not good for you.

make her leave.

it won’t be good for her either.

You looked around, trying to find who had sent it. They had to have been talking about Kate. You knew who it was, just thing to find him to justify that you weren’t absolutely going crazy and imagining this whole thing.

“Hey, you okay?” Kate looked at you, her eyes scanning every inch of your flushed face, her worry growing by the second.

“Yeah, I’m totally fine. I’m just going to walk into class.” You swalllowed before you looked around once more, suddenly seeing him. Lurking at a nearby a table, hat on, just staring right at you. He was sitting a healthy distance away, but watching your every move. Watching Kate. You couldn’t take this.

You hadn’t realized you had been staring, Kate followed your stare and saw him too. Juliana wrapping her arm around your shoulder, kissing the top of your head. You instantly regretted not being able to sell that you were unbothered, due to Kate starting to walk over to Nick.

“Kate! Don’t. I don’t need you talking to him.” You grabbed her arm, and pleaded with her.

“He’s obviously making you very uncomfortable. I thought you told someone about him already. What did he even say?” You did not have the heart to tell her that you let this man harass you for weeks just because you didn’t want to have any conflict. It wasn’t the best decision but it saved a lot of people trouble and you didn’t want to be inconvenience with this stupid thing. You could handle it. You could handle him.

“Kate, I was going to I swear. But I just forgot. You going up to him and telling him off isn’t going to make it better. Trust me. I do not want him to harass or hurt you too. ” You were getting super overwhelmed. Your eyes burning, your vision going blurry, eyes watering.

“Hey, it’s okay.” Juliana said, rubbing her arms up and down your arms. She didn’t have the first clue of what to do other than report this. She just didn’t want to do it without your permission. It was wrong, but it wasn’t her place.

“Hey, can you give us a moment?” Kate asked her. Juliana nodded and walked inside the class but not without staring Nick down before doing so.

“Hey, look. I’m sorry. I didn’t meant to get all riled up over this. But you do need to tell someone, baby.” Her face dropped and immediately started turning red. She should’ve caught herself. It just slipped. You hadn’t noticed because you were avoiding looking anywhere and seeing him.

You hadn’t picked up on the name. Trying to focus on what she was actually saying instead of thinking of all the ways Nick could harm Kate. What did he mean by ‘it won’t be good for her either’ ? All you could think about was her safety.

“I’m sorry, what?” You looked up at Kate, your brows furrowing. Suddenly feeling the biggest migraine come on.

Kate’s face relaxed, sighing before grabbing your face. “I was just saying that we should go report him, and i’ll take you home. I’ll tell coach we caught something and don’t want to get the team sick. We—I just need to get you out of here. Okay? Can you do that for me?” Her eyes stared into yours, wordlessly pleading with you to choose your safety over thinking you’re a burden to someone else.

You nodded, looking behind her to see that Nick had left. He was gone. That’s when you felt a hand grab yours, fingers interlocking. Kate. Immediately you felt more relaxed, more safe. At home. No one could hurt you when you were with the people you loved and cared for. Who cared for you. The team, your friends, were your home. Kate was your home. Your anchor.

Nothing could hurt you, and you were going to do it together. Sending a quick text to Juliana, letting her know the situation, you and Kate started walking to the deans office. Kate sat with you, held your hand, and made sure you were comfortable while telling the dean everything Nick had done to you and said he’d do over the course of the two and a half years you had been here.

It was extensive. It started off so small that you didn’t notice that he slowly integrated into your life. He was obsessed with you. Stalking you. You didn’t realize until it was too late—til it got bad. You and Kate had found out he was a transfer, changing his whole major and career plan to follow yours. He had been to 6 different universities in the last 3 years due to ‘personal’ issues.

Turns out every formal complaint had been waived and disproven. You weren’t the only woman he’s done this to. It was crazy to think that of the many women, the countless evidence of severe mental disorders and psychotic behavior and harassment, he was still allowed into many other universities, was able to appeal the accusations and allowed to leave it behind him.

Kate was in better words, fuming. Her and the dean had gone at it, you trying to mediate before the dean resulted to benching her for her last season. You guys had been in the deans office for about 2 hours. Leaving just in time to send a text to Coach Bluder that you’d both be in absence at practice today.

You two had been walking, still hand in hand, back to your guys’ apartment. “Kate are you sure you want to miss practice today?” You looked at her, eyes still a little bloodshot from the crying you had done. “I can totally just go home alone and say I just didn’t feel good. I’m not on the team, you are.” She still looked upset and very irritated at the situation. She hasn’t said much since you both left. The second you spoke, her face softened. You tended to do that a lot; you changed her mood. Her mood affects yours and yours hers. And only you two could fix it for the other.

“And leave you alone? On campus where a crazy guy is stalking you and making you feel uncomfortable and unsafe? No way. I’d miss as many practices as you needed me to.” She smiled at you, squeezing your hand, before letting it go, and settling for wrapping her arm around your shoulders.

“Thank you, Kate. Seriously. I don’t know what I did to deserve you.” You leaned your head on her, arriving at your apartment.

“Of course. Anything for my favorite girl.” She kissed the top of your head, smiling to herself. She was grateful to have you in her life, she needed you just as much, probably more, than you needed her.

You both helped and healed things in eachother more over the last two and a half years of knowing eachother than anyone had for you both in your guys’ entire lives. “You didn’t do anything to deserve me, you know? Anyone would be lucky to have someone like you. Someone as kind, beautiful, smart, loving, caring, and gorgeous as you. Oh, did i mention you were pretty?” Kate laughed, her cheeks growing pinker by the second.

“Okay, Kate.” You laughed as she unlocked the front door, letting you walk in first. “Thank you. I appreciate you, and I feel the absolute same about you. Any girl who gets you, is the luckiest girl alive.” You smiled at her as you sat the on the couch, her in the kitchen grabbing you both water.

She smiled at you, before you turned to turn the TV on. When you looked away, her smile faltered. You looked at the tv, thinking about what she said. What you had said. You both cared for eachother so deeply. You couldn’t possibly be catching feelings for Kate. Was what you said too obvious…? You had known her for a long time, she was your best friend. That could ruin everything.

Could it? I mean, Kate thought about it over and over, watching your from the kitchen. The way your lips curled slightly when you watched the same reruns of your favorite shows. The way you always sat in the same spot on the couch, next to hers, leaving the perfect amount of room for her but also not enough so that you guys would be touching.

It was hard for the both of you to think this way about the person you have shared a space with for so long. Your roommate. Your best friend. You both needed to figure this out. But it was hard. You couldn’t possibly harbour feelings for the one person you both told yourself not to when this arrangement came to be.

Maybe that should’ve been the first sign. The sign that this living situation was doomed from the moment it was thought into existence; it was doomed from the start. How could you possibly set that boundary, silently in your guys’ head, that you guys couldn’t catch feelings. It would only have meant that you both could’ve seen this coming. I mean, neither one of you turned a blind eye to the other being attractive. Let alone, being eachothers type.

Kate brought you both the waters. Setting them down on the coffee table infront of you. Sitting down in her spot, next to you. You leaned your head on her shoulder almost instantly. Whether you had feelings for her or not, the comfort Kate had brought you was something you couldn’t describe. The need to have the feeling of Kate next to you seemingly growing worse with the feelings.

The familiarity was something you haven’t known since back home. So you essentially chased the feeling whenever you could have it. “Thank you for being there for me, Kate. I mean, truly. I already said it, but thank you.” Snuggling a little closer, bring one knee to your chest.

“Anytime, you know that. I’d do anything for you,” Her voice grew quieter at the end of her sentence. She meant it. “Besides, you’d be completely lost without me, sunshine. You need me.” She smiled when you landed a soft playful smack across her chest. She reached her arm over your shoulders, making you more comfortable.

“You’re right, I do.” You laughed before turning your attention to the TV. You both watched TV the rest of the night, deciding that you’d worry about the Nick thing more tomorrow. The dean telling you that it’d be handled very soon and quickly as possible. So, it was tomorrows problem.

As you both watched TV, you both thought over the fact you may be inlove with your best friend. It may be real and you’d both have to find a way to either move on or deal with it.

And fast.

[loveesiren]

Doing It All For Us (Pt. 12)

Masterlist

Rafe Cameron x Reader

Summary: Rafe and Y/n leave the Bahamas and have a chance to enjoy themselves.

Warnings: Language, fluff, smut

Word Count: 2.8k+

You wake up to Rafe peppering kisses to your swollen belly. "Goodmorning, angel," He whispers against your skin. "Did you sleep okay?"

"Mmmm, don't wanna get up." You whine. Rafe's bed was so comfy. The warm air that drifted in through the patio doors added to your comfort and you were suddenly sad this wasn't a real vacation to the Bahamas.

"I know baby, I'm sorry. I promise we'll come back here soon."

"Honeymoon?" You ask.

Rafe looks up at you, smile wide on his face. "Honeymoon." He confirms. "But first," He says as he climbs back up your body, letting his lips hover over yours. "I owe you a ring, my dear fiancee."

You smile, taking his face between your hands as your guide his lips to yours, savoring every second of the kiss with your fiance. You'd never get tired of saying that. Atleast until you got to call him your husband.

You lazily got ready, putting on some basic make up, some shorts, and one of Rafe's t-shirts. He carried your stuff to the truck and you made your way downstairs. You ate cereal while you watched Rafe, Ward, and the escorts load up the gold on to the truck.

You sat in between Ward and Rafe as you drove to the airport. Rafe had his arm lazily slung around your shoulder as he leaned his head against yours.

Suddenly, a bunch of kids were running out in front of the trucks causing you all to stop.

"What the hell is this?" Ward asked.

"Oh, God, it's just some kids," Rafe said. "Move! Get out of the way!" He began yelling out the window.

Something didn't feel right. This was a trap.

"It's a trap!" One of the escorts yelled. You turned around to see men approaching your vehicle.

"We gotta go!" You yell.

Ward pulls out around the other trucks and takes off through an alley. "Where are we going?! Find where we are!" He yells at Rafe.

"Alright, alright, alright!" Rafe responds, looking at his phone. "This road goes to the same place just keep going."

"What the fuck was that?!" You ask as you tried to steady your breathing. You didn't realize you were clinging to Rafe's shirt until he pulled you into him. He wrapped protective arms around you as he looked out the window for a sign of anyone following you.

"Stay on this road, it will take us directly to the airport." Rafe says.

"Oh, what the fuck..." You mutter as you see the barrels and workers blocking the road ahead.

"Are you kidding me?" Ward says. "Get the gun, Rafe."

Rafe reaches for the glove box, pulling the gun out and tucking it in the back of his waist band. You swallow. You still hated guns but you'd been around them much more recently. Rafe gives you an apologetic look and you just nod, letting him know you trust him.

The people that approach the truck pull a gun on Ward and a knife on Rafe. Noticing you're pregnant, the man pulls you out of the car too, pushing you forward with Ward so he can keep the gun on both of you.

"Please don't hurt her!" Rafe begs, keeping his eyes on you.

"Shut up!" The woman spits at Rafe. "Move these to the side of the road."

Ward and Rafe begin moving the barrels and are forced on the ground. "You too, Princess!" He yells at you.

"I-I can't lay on my stomach," You say, keeping your hands up.

"On your knees then!"

You glance over at Rafe. You could see him trying to swallow his anger. You pleaded with your eyes for him not to try anything stupid.

"Go, go!" You hear the man yell.

You turn around and your jaw drops as you see Sarah and John B running to the truck.

"Sarah?" Ward yells. "Sarah, baby, you're alive!" He was standing up now. "You're alive, baby, I can't believe it! I love you!"

You see John B raise his gun as Ward moves closer to him and Sarah. Before he could pull the trigger, Rafe fires his gun. You watch as the bullet hits Sarah in the stomach.

The man hits Ward in the head with his gun, causing him to fall to the ground before he turns the gun on you. The woman had a gun pointed at Rafe now and you couldn't help the tears of fear that fell from your eyes.

John B and Sarah drove off with the gold and the two people holding you captive got in their own truck and drove off as your escorts made their way down the road.

Rafe ran to you, wrapping you tightly in his arms. "Are you okay?" He whispered against your hair. You nod in response, trying to muffle your sobs against his chest. "It's okay, baby girl, I got you."

"Fuck, I'm sorry Y/N-" Ward began. He was quickly cut off by Rafe shaking his head. Now wasn't the time.

-

You were taken back to the police station while they tried to locate the gold. You clung tightly to Rafe as Ward gushed about seeing Sarah. "It was her, right? It was her?"

"It was her, yeah..." Rafe responded.

"She's alive," Ward smiles. "I don't know what the hell you were doing though, shooting a gun right at her. You're just lucky you didn't hit her."

"I did. I did hit her."

"You shot Sarah?!"

"I was trying to shoot John B, okay? It was an accident. She stepped in the way. I did not mean to shoot her."

"Okay, okay, okay. I'm sorry." Ward says.

"But I don't care that I did."

You look up at Rafe as the words leave his lips. "Rafe, that is your sister!" Ward scolds him.

"Sister? The one who stole from us? The one who had her boyfriend pointing a gun at us, dad!" Rafe shot back.

An officer came in and handed Ward his phone, showing him a picture of Sarah and John B. You tune them out as you keep your gaze on Rafe. He turns to look at you and you can see a darkness in his eyes. Something was wrong and it made you nervous.

-

Ward had gotten two hotel rooms while the police looked for the gold. You sat on the bed and flipped on the tv while Rafe paced around the room.

"Rafe, what's going on?" You ask. You could tell shit was starting to get to him.

"I'm not okay..." He finally said. Sitting down on the edge of the bed and running his fingers through his hair. "I don't know how much more of this shit I can take...I feel like I'm losing my mind."

"Rafey..." You say softly, crawling over to him and climbing in his lap. He accepts you needily, pulling you close as he sniffles into your shoulder. He keeps one arm wrapped around you and brings his other palm to your swelling belly. You can feel his shoulders relax as he he breathes in your scent and feels his child growing inside of you.

"I want to be okay...for you and Wolf..."

"You will be, my love. Once we get the gold back...We'll get a place of our own..." You speak softly, raking your fingers through his shaggy hair as he leans into you. "We can paint Wolfie's room together...what color do you think he'll like?" You ask, trying to soothe your fiance.

"Purple..." He mumbles into your neck. "With dinosaurs."

You chuckle. "Of course he'll have dinosaurs."

You bit back tears as you held your sweet boy in your arms. You knew he was struggling and you wished so badly you could take that pain from him. You just wanted to marry Rafe, have your son, and live a normal life. But now you were tangled in this huge mess. Rafe was falling apart, you were almost six months pregnant. Ward was no help to his son. Sarah and her Pogue boyfriend were just toxic. You needed to step up and save your family.

You laid down with Rafe, running your long nails through his hair as you listened to the hotel TV play in the background. The sun began to set and Rafe drifted off to sleep.

You carefully took his arms off of you and crawled out of bed. You tried your best to be quiet as you made your way out of the room and headed towards Ward's room. You were surprised to find Ward already on his way to your room.

"Where's Rafe?" He questioned.

"He's asleep. He's not doing well..."

"What do you mean?"

"This shit is getting to him. What he's done...to Peterkin...to Sarah...All this...chaos." You say, gesturing at nothing. "He's not okay, Ward. And I really need him to be okay. Wolf needs him to be okay."

Ward sighed and looked down, offering a small nod. "You're right," He says, placing his hands on his hips. "You're right. Listen...I just got the call. We got the gold back. When we get home and I sort out all the little details, I'm going to set you and Rafe up with a fourth of it-"

"A third." You demanded.

"Y/n, I-"

"You wouldn't have it if it wasn't for Rafe. All the trauma falls on him. He's going to need therapy. We're going to need a house for our baby."

"But your dad-"

"I'll talk to my dad. What's important is that Rafe is okay and ready to be a father to his son. Your grandson."

Ward thinks for a second before nodding. You were calling the shots. You always did.

"By the way..." You added. "Rafe proposed."

Ward's eyes went wide as he turned to look at you. "You guys are-"

"Inlove. Pregnant. Killers. The least we can do is tie the knot and be a real family. I love your son. He's perfect. You've always been too focused on Sarah to realize that Rafe always has your back. But now he's going to be my husband and Wolf's father you'll have to fend for yourself. We need him now. We're his family. Wolfie comes first."

You could see Ward's eyes begin to water as he registered your words. You were right. You were completely right. Rafe always had his father's back. But now Rafe was going to be a father himself and he was going to put you and Wolf over everything. Including his own dad.

Ward nodded, biting back tears. "I'm going to make sure everything is set for our flight tomorrow. I'll see you two in the morning, okay?"

You nod your head as Ward walks past you. You move to go back to your room.

"And Y/n," Ward turns back to look at you.

You look over to meet his gaze.

"Wolf always comes first." He offers a small smile. "Rafe is going to be a great father."

You smile, placing a hand on your swollen belly. "Yeah, he really is." You agree before pushing the door open and heading back into your room to join Rafe in bed.

-

The flight home was a blessing. No nausea, no vomiting. You rested peacefully in Rafe's lap. When you arrived back in the OBX you and Rafe opted to go to your house. You wanted to be holed up in your room with your fiance for a few days.

"I'm gonna shower. Join me?" You asked, cheeky smile plastered on your face as you stripped out of your clothes.

Rafe bit his lip as he admired your naked body, perfectly tan and swelling with his child. "Go start it, I'll be in in just a minute, yeah?"

You giggle and run off to the bathroom.

Rafe leans over and grabs his phone, opening up the group text that lacked your number.

I proposed to Y/n

He pressed send and chewed on his thumb as he waited for a reply from your friends. He listened as the shower turned on and you stepped inside, overly excited to join you.

Courtney: WHAT?!

Kelce: When????

Topper: Holy shit

Rafe read the messages and began typing.

A lot to explain. A lot I need help with. Didn't even give her a ring yet. Court, help me pick one out?

C: Duh!! Meet me on the mainland tomorrow at 3. Top, Kelce, distract Y/n?

T & K: On it.

Rafe smiled, excited that your friends were so ready to help. He tossed his phone to the side before hopping up and running to the bathroom to join you.

"Aphrodite..." He cooed as he stepped into the shower and wrapped his arms around you, cupping your belly and leaning his face into your neck. "So perfect..."

You smiled, reaching back to lace your fingers through his hair. You felt so close to him as you placed your other hand over his on your belly. You needed him closer though.

"How are you feeling, my love?" You ask him. He hums happily into your hair as he rocks you back and forth. You smile, finding peace in knowing that, for right now, he's okay.

"Wanna make love to you..." He mumbles.

You bite your lip at his words, knowing you're about to get the gentle side of Rafe. As much as you loved him fucking you into oblivion, you also loved how slow and gentle he was when he really wanted to show you how much you meant to him.

He helped to clean you, getting all the spots you couldn't reach with your growing belly. You took your time washing him too, just enjoying the feeling of his naked body against yours.

When you finished your shower, Rafe stepped out and grabbed you your towel, wrapping you up in it and helping you dry off.

He picked you up bridal style and carried you back to your bed. He laid you down gently and hovered over you. He was hard, precum already dripping from his tip as he scanned your clean body. "So fucking beautiful..." He mumbled, placing soft kisses across your chest. "Never seen such a beautiful creature in my life..."

You hummed at his words, silently begging for him to touch you.

"How can I make you feel good, mama?" He asked, the vibration of his voice against your skin was intoxicating.

"Touch me, Rafe..."

Rafe smiled, bringing a soft thumb to your clit and circling slowly. You felt his index finger run up your entrance, collecting the juices that flowed so effortlessly out of your body.

He leaned his forehead against yours as he continued to thumb your clit. "So wet, my pretty girl..."

You could feel the twist in your stomach begin to form as he brushed over your throbbing clit.

"Ra-"

Rafe pulled his hand away, watching you almost come undone underneath him.

You whimpered at the sudden loss of connection. "Rafe, please..."

"Don't worry, baby girl. I'm going to make you cum. Just want you to cum on my dick, yeah?"

You nod your head, squeezing your eyes shut. "Need you, Rafe...please...please..." You beg.

"Awh, baby..." He whispers, running a thumb over the soft skin of your cheek bone. "You need me to make you feel good, huh?"

You knew this was feeding his ego but you didn't care. It was true. Your core was aching. You needed him inside you. "Hurts Rafey...please...need you...daddy..."

He groans at that. He was weak when you called him that.

"Anything you want, my angel..." He whispers, wrapping his arms around you, pulling you close to him and slowly pushing his cock inside you.

Your jaw falls open at the sensation of him stretching you out. You would never get used to his size.

"Feel okay, baby?" He asks.

"Mhmm," You moan.

Rafe begins to move slowly, pulling out of you and pushing back in. He moved so slow that you could feel everything, every inch of his skin filling you and your walls were already fluttering around him.

"You are ecstasy..." He whispers, thrusting into you slowly again. "Never felt so amazing...so in love...handcrafted by God herself...I'm so lucky....so in love....so...so...in love...."

You could feel tears escaping from your eyes at his words. He made love to you with so much emotion, so much love. He made you feel like you were the only two that existed, floating through time and space as one.

You didn't realize you were crying now, letting out a whimper into his shoulder.

He wrapped a hand around your thigh and brought your leg up, thrusting a little harder to hit you just right. "That's it baby...cum for me, my beautiful girl..."

You cried loudly as you released around his cock, the sensation was almost overwhelming. Rafe stayed buried inside you as you squirted on his stomach. His absolute favorite thing. Sending him into his own orgasm, you could feel his warmth filling you up and the sensation calmed you.

You finally met Rafe's eyes and you noticed the slight tears forming there.

"Why are you crying baby?" He asked you, forehead pressed to yours as he smiled at you.

"I-I just love-love you so fucking m-much..." You whimpered. The feelings you had for this man were so overwhelming you couldn't help but cry.

He reached a hand up and cupped your face as a tear fell from his eye too. "My pretty girl..." He whispered, pressing a kiss to your nose. "The moon, the stars, the planets, the heavens...you outshine all of them. You are the most divine creation. I'm not worthy to even be in your presence."

"Rafe-"

"Shhh...Aphrodite. Sleep my love."

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BOXER III

nct dream (hint of the boyz)

details ␥ fem!reader x boxer!jaemin x boss!haechan x (maybe boxer!jeno???)

genre ␥ series, smut with a plot, fluff, lil angst +

warnings ➠ explicit language, overstimulation, flirty banter, praise kink, cheating, threesomes, corruption kink, dry humping, violence, reader is sexualized a lot, food ~ if there is more please let me know. *some may not be included in all parts*

synopsis: You went to a hidden boxing match and stumbled into some door which led you to be investigated. Before you know it, the leader of the organization wants to keep you for himself but his most famous boxers do as well.

MINORS DNI

!!these characters are completely fictional and do not represent the idol!!

links to previous parts:

part one

part two

“we can’t wake them up, Jaemin gets mad when we do” Renjun says stopping Haechan from entering the room.

Jealousy starts running through Haechan’s bloodstream. You wake up to their whispers “what are you doing” you wake up confused but you remembered you fell asleep crying to Jaemin.

Jaemin made you feel warm and safe even though you met him last out of all the boys. As for Haechan, your heart starts beating fast and you feel like he’s controlling your body.

“I got tired I didn’t mean to-“ Haechan dropped the bags and carried you off of Jaemin and off the bed. “Is this going to be an issue” he places you down on the ground and you try to stand up but he pushes you down.

You have no idea what haechan is going to do, Jaemin is fast asleep and Renjun just left. “It won’t be, plus nothing happened” you look up at him. Haechan grabs your hair and holds up in a ponytail. “No one can touch you unless i tell them to” he pulls your hair harshly and you let out a whimper.

“How about a small tour to my room” he kneels down to you and whispers into your ear “Jaemin never settles for one girl so don’t start with your fantasies” he lets go of your hair and stand up straight. You didn’t even see him that way, atleast not yet.

You follow him but he stops at the door way. “I bought you clothes, try them on for me” he takes the bags that were blocking the door way.

You take one look back to see Jaemin sleeping and you close the door. You avoid making eye contact with any of the guys on the way to Haechan’s room.

He opens the door and sets the bags on his desk. You are amazed at how big and spacious his room is compared to how your room is. “Take that off” he comes from behind you and lifts up Jaemin’s hoodie off of you. “Haechan i’m not wearing anything underneath” you try to cover yourself up with your hands as much as you can.

“I bought stuff off of your wishlist and pinterest”you guess he’s still digging deep into your history. he takes out a black laced bra with a ribbon as the front. That was going to be the one you were going to buy for your anniversary with sunwoo. “I can’t accept that. It costs so much” you turn your back at him again.

Haechan starts putting the top on you and goosebumps start flowing around where he touches you. You buckle the rest up, although it isn’t much coverage it’s better than nothing.

Haechan circles you again and faces you, he comes closer and starts tying the black silk into a bow. “Such a gorgeous present” he grabs onto your hips. Your cheeks are burning and your whole body too, he hands you a bag that possibly weighs 10 pounds "Open it.

"I'm going to open it on your bed this is so heavy" you laugh nervously trying to back away from the tension. You rip open the seal and you see all the clothes neatly folded. "Oh god these are so cute" it is a bunch of folded-up pajama sets. Some were silk or cotton, most were neutral colored, and occasionally pink sets.

"I won't keep you locked up in here forever so this is what you can wear when I take you out" he pulls out three white boxes with gold lettering of a brand you have never seen. One had a beautiful off-the-shoulder slip dress, the other was a two pieces set, and a white dress with pearled details. "You'll look so good standing next to me with those" You start to get shy again.

The both of you silently open the rest, a lot of it is simple basic clothes. "What are you doing?" Haechan asks, taking the receipts out of your hand which you were stashing in your pocket. "This must cost a lot, I am saving them so I can pay you back once I start working again" he holds your thigh still and gets them out of your pocket.

"Like I said you do not have to worry about it, lets go put these in the washer. The maid won't be here til Monday and I want you to have clean clothes" he puts everything back into the bags.

"I'm sorry for making you mad, I feel bad receiving all this" You stuff everything back into the bag. You pick up Jaemin's sweater to put on but he takes it from you. "Take the sweatpants off too, you will not wear his clothes" You take them off and stand there wondering what to wear. "What do you want me to wear?" he scans you up and down, "this" he hands you the matching bottoms to your top.

You switch them fast and he starts walking out. A black button up is lying on the floor and you snatch it and put it on, it covers you up until mid thigh. You start buttoning it up and exit his room.

where's the laundry room?- you ask yourself.

Jeno is walking to his room and freezes when he sees you. He continues to walk to his room, so you just walk down the hall and you see the door half open and it ends up being the laundry room. You walk in and Haechan stops putting clothes in the washer. "That is a better look" he comes close to you and unbottons the first three. "So lovely" he kisses your neck.

"To be honest I have no idea how to do laundry so I will have to ask one of these scum bags" you grab his from his collar before he walks out. "I can do it" you also unbutton his shirt "I don't want you to" he presses you closer to him. "I can handle it," you say, "What this?" he kisses down your neck and to your chest.

"I want to open my present" he whispers into your ear, lightly runs his fingers on the sides of your thighs, and lifts you up on the folding table.

"Haechan do you still want me to wa-" you jump at the sudden new voice. But Haechan doesn't stop kissing you "Haechan," you say but he doesn't stop.

You yank him off by his hair and he lets out a groan. "Sorry," you say to the tall black haired boy. "It's um...fine. I should be the one to apol-" he looks everywhere but your eyes. "Jisung just start washing" Haechan snaps at him and Jisung nods at him. "Words" he raises his voice but you tug on his hair to calm him down.

"Be nice, he is doing me a favor" You let go of his hair and hop off the table. He glares at the both of you and walks out "I'm sorry that he's making you do this. Thank you" Haechan grabs your arms and yanks you out of the room.

"Don't talk to him, I do not need another person to be angry at tonight" he lets go once you guys reach the hallway. "The food is ready" Renjun's voice echoes through the house.

"Let's go eat" he mumbles, his mood changes again. You frown and follow closely behind, you stop midway and tug on his sleeve. "Can you bring me my shorts from my room" you whisper to him.

"It's fine, it's not like they haven't seen legs before" he continues walking and you still hold onto him. "Please," you say but he continues walking and goes into the kitchen. You enter shortly after; Renjun, Jeno, Chenle, and Mark are preparing the food. Haechan is at the end of the kitchen sitting at the dining table on his phone.

The others haven't noticed you entered but you feel a tap on your shoulder. You turn around and it's Jaemin "Here are your shorts" he hands you your spandex and you smile at him. "Thank you" You are about to put them on but he stops you. He unzips his sweater and covers you so you can put them on.

Now everyone in the kitchen has eyes on you...and Jaemin. Mark is laughing and whispering into Renjun's ear, Jeno is staring at you with a blank stare, Chenle smirks and looks back at Haechan. Haechan is eyeing you and back to his phone. "Jaemin you are training the newbies tomorrow," Haechan says.

"What? You said Jeno would be in charge of them, why me?" Jaemin raises his voice at him.

"Oh, you know why?" Haechan sets his phone down and crosses his arms.

"Why 'cause you're a possessive piece of-"Jeno covers Jaemin's mouth.

"You do not want me to tell them what you have done" Haechan walks up to them. Jeno lets go of his jaw but still stands in between them.

"Drop it, I just think you would teach them way better than I can. He was making it a big deal about earlier" Jeno says but he whispers the second part which you hear since you are a couple feet behind them. "Y/N you can take a seat," Renjun says walking through Haechan, Jeno, and Jaemin to signal to break up the trio with his big bowl of meat.

"We have a guest stop acting like animals" Chenle joins the table. Mark comes with a small grill to cook the meat in. "Can the rest bring the rest of the dishes while we grill these" Renjun looks around.

None of them get up because they are angry, Jeno does and so do you. You were a server in high school so handling multiple plates wasn't an issue. As you were putting them down you felt a strong energy of eyes on you. You turn to your right and Haechan is deeply staring at you. You quickly set the last plate and turn away but meet with Jeno's eyes who was standing in the middle of the kitchen with two plates in his hands.

"Sorry, I can get out of your way now" You squeeze past Haechan's chair and Jeno's side. You speedwalk to the kitchen island and let out the air you were holding. Back at home, you were used to being around multiple guys due to Chanhee and Sunwoo being friends with a fraternity but this is different.

You grab the last side dish and the pitcher of water. Everyone is seated but everyone is looking your way, you look at them in confusion. You then remember what you are wearing.

Once you sit down you button your shirt up, and you are seated next to Haechan and an empty seat. The room is silent and you feel so tense, to break the silence you decide to bring up the fact that Jisung is not here. "Is Jisung coming?" you ask Haechan.

"Yeah I sent him a text" Haechan takes your plate and serves you everything. "Oh I don't like carrots" he sets the spoon back down with the carrots. "Thank you" You take the plate from him, and start eating. They all slowly start talking and you finally start seeing them as a group of friends. I guess being business partners and friends is a weird transition.

You eat silently and observe everyone. Jisung finally comes in and sits next to you. They all start serving and offering Jisung food, "aww man there is no more gyeongdans" You look down at your plate with two.

"Here you can have mine" before Jisung even answered, you set both on his plate. "Thank you" he smiles shyly. Haechan sets his free hand on your thigh and your leg twitches at the sudden cold contact.

He starts messaging your bare leg. His hands get closer to your inner thigh, he runs his fingernails up and down. You look at him and he’s casually talking. You stand up and grab the half full pitcher, “I’m getting us water” you walk to the kitchen to fill it up but Haechan follows. “Why did you run away” you felt like his prey that ran away but found you shivering behind a bush.

“I just didn’t want you to go farther in front of everyone” you say looking down at the pitcher. “Did you think I was going that far” he pressed his body to your back takes the pitcher from you. You don’t say anything because you’re afraid to offend him “Did you want me to” he speaks up again.

“I don’t. know” you turn to him trying to back away from the corner where the water cooler was but he is blocking the whole thing. He grabs you by the neck but not enough to choke you. “They’re all shooting glances at you and Jaemin specifically. What did you guys do while I was gone” his expression gets angrier.

“Nothing” he grips your neck harder which makes your body turn hot. “We just watched a movie after I washed up. I ended up falling asleep and I guess he did shortly after since he didn’t sleep at all last night” he releases you.

“If he ever makes a move on you or even touches you, you tell me. Do you understand” he says possessively. You nod yes but he chuckles “you look so cute when you’re scared, he unbutton your shirt again with his free hand.

“I don’t want them to see me” you cover yourself. “I’m just marking you so they know you’re mine” his soft lips are pressed against your bare skin. He sucks and bites a bit of your skin. A small whimper leaves your mouth, the more pain he cause to your body- the more it heats up.

“I don’t want to go back in there. It’s embarrassing” he looks at you and chuckles. “What are all the public humiliation stories that are in your history then. I can make your fantasies come true but if you are all whiny about it, it isn’t all that fun for both us sweetheart” he sets the pitcher down on the counter and leans against it.

“I just didn’t think anyone would find out or want to do it” you whisper. Jeno comes into your view and you try to hide in the corner. He grabs a beer from the fridge and leaves.

Haechan grabs your arm and moves you about two feet from where you’re standing. “Start walking, you did this in front of Jisung earlier. Why aren’t you listen to me” he always gets his way and you not listening is a shock to him.

You walk past him and move your chair next to Jaemin. You stare at Haechan, and he notices where you moved. Everyone goes silent, you eat starring directly towards Haechan across the table. Half of your sleeve slips down revealing more. You lean over the table to grab something.

“Jaemin my office now” Haechan stands up and Jaemin gets up but before he steps out he lifts up your sleeve. You eat in silence look at both of them leave.

It got silent but slowly they started to talk amongst themselves. Shortly after, you were done with your food so you picked up your plate and washed the dishes.

You thank the guys for the food and tell them that you’re going to your room. You laid in the bed just starring at the painting on the wall.

The door open and you jump from the position you were in. “What were you doing?” Jaemin laughs.

“I was starring at the paint” you responded and Jaemin nods.

“Well I’m here to apologize. I was too clingy according to Haechan, and I was just trying to be welcoming since I know this situation can be intimidating. I will be out tomorrow for training so I won’t get us in trouble” he chuckles but is getting a tad bit shy.

“You weren’t clingy. I enjoyed your company, thank you and I’m sorry I got you in trouble. He was making me mad” you look at him and he is smiling at you.

“Don’t worry I am used to his whining. Also you aren’t obligated to listen to him all the time. Go to me, Jeno, or Renjun. We are the ones that Haechan will listen to, well sometimes. goodnight y/n” he grabs the door knob.

“Goodnight, thanks again” you sigh and wave to him. He leaves and you are left in an empty room. You get under the covers and try to sleep but it’s barely 8pm. Having nothing to do and no technology is not helping.

You peek out of your door and you hear that they’re still in the living room. You hear footsteps and you close your door as silently as you can but the door gets stopped by a hand. It was Haechan so you just closed the door. He opens it again “don’t be mad at me princess” and walks towards you.

Haechan sets his head on your shoulder. His breath reaches the side of your neck, he guides your body to walk backwards. You’re laying half of your body flat on the bed while Haechan sets himself on each side of you. His chain is dangling in front of your face and kisses your forehead. You pull his collar to finally kiss his lips, they’re just how you imagine them. He isn’t as harsh as you want him to be so you tangle your fingers through his hair and pull him closer to you.

He starts to be more rough and sloppy. You break the kiss for air and for him to calm down but he continues to cover your collarbones in kisses. “Haechan” you whimper his name as you are still holding onto his soft strands of hair. He stops and looks up at you, he pulls down his loose shirt you have on.

He bites down on the silky bow and he slowly pulls it about to untie the front.

*soft knocks at the door*

“Of course” Haechan gets up and opens the door enough to peak his head out. “Im almost done with her laundry. I came to drop it off” you hear Jisung says and see his eyes peeking over Haechan’s head since he’s taller.

Before Haechan says anything rude you yell thank you to him. “Bye” Haechan grabs the clothes and slams the door.

You run to the door and Jisung is still there with an offended look “Thank you Jisung I appreciate it. You can leave the rest for me to do, don’t worry about it” you smile at him.

“No problem, goodnight” Jisung doesn’t say much because Haechan is behind you glaring at him.

“Why not suck his dick while you’re at it” Haechan says closing the door.

“I haven’t had some in a while so why not” you grab the freshly dried clothes and start picking.

“Don’t tell me you want him instead of me. I can give you more than anyone in this house could” his cold hands come in contact with your bare stomach and his fingertips tease the waistband.

“You probably say that to every girl you meet” you rest your head on his chest still standing against the bed frame.

“You don’t know me sweetheart” he puts his knee between your thighs.

“I could say the same to you” you scoff at his response. Haechan places his hands on your hips and guides your body to move on his thigh.

“What did I say about talking back” you don’t respond because he quickens the pace. You lean over slightly on the bed and arch your back to get more friction.

At this point your feet are floating in the air and he’s moving his knee to match your pace. You try to hold back a moan but it comes out when you feel his bulge getting hard on your ass. “Haechan I can’t” you roll your hips on him faster like a bunny in heat.

“You’re so wet. That pretty little mouth of yours says my name so right” he stops and drops his knee along with you down.

You stand up straight and turn to him. “I want more” your nails scratch down his back. “Please” you take off your shirt and crawl on top of the bed now looking directly at him.

Haechan isn’t moving from where he is. His eyes say something else and so does his hard member. He gets closer to you and whispers “This is your punishment, I suffer too but that’s what makes it fun” he leaves not caring.

You’re left with your mouth open.

Your thighs are literally dripping wet.

I cannot believe i got edged by a knee- you say out loud to yourself.

You scream into your pillow and just feel your cunt pulse. You go and change into fresh new clothes after cleaning yourself up.

This is going to be worse than you thought…

*the next day*

~Jaemin’s pov~

I was already in the bad mood after overhearing the shit Haechan told y/n but I know she won’t fall for his possessiveness.

I get to the training rink at around 7am ready to take out my anger on some of these newbies. I see Jia clinging onto the same guy she always does, you finally have a face to the name. He is the one that broke y/n’s heart.

“Start warming up with a partner. We are uneven so Sunwoo come warm up with me” I try to act professional but something in me makes me want to punch him. After what he did to make a beautiful girl cry to the point where she knocks out is insane to me. If i ever had her, i would treasure her and hold her every bit i can.

“How do you know my name” -sunwoo

“I don’t know you tell me” i swing at him slow but he dodges.

“Know idea man, but I’m honored” he throws a punch at my chest but I don’t move an inch.

“there’s three rinks. I will be observing the five of you. No body work or being a brawler during this. I want to see skill so do not try to speed things up and try to get your partner to ground or off the rink the fastest. Boxing isn’t just a race…it’s a mind game, it takes time to perfect each throw or move, so show me the best you can do” I genuinely like boxing so I’ll try my best to not get my anger in the way.

I am seeing them fight but all I can think of is y/n, seeing how her ex boyfriend is here being watched by another girl. “Jia can you please go rehearse with the other girls or do something else” i sit down in the referee where she is as well.

“why, I am not doing anything. I’m just watching” Jia says but she looks at my annoyed face and she rolls her eyes.

“Weirdo” she leaves.

I circle around looking at them switch partners and keep slamming each other. Three laps around the two rinks, sunwoo was off to the side waiting for his turn.

“Sunwoo come with me” i guide him to the empty rink. “Want to know what a haymaker is” he nods yes and you do it to him.

“Haymaker: A desperation punch thrown with full force and with the intent to knock an opponent out.” i smile down at him in pain on the floor.

“You know the meeting you had yesterday” i ask and he nods struggling to talk because of the pain.

“Take me to y/n’s place or it won’t be easy for you to be here” he swallows nervously and stands up.

“Ok, I have spare key” he shoves his shoulder with mine on the way out to the locker rooms.

“That’s all for today. You’re welcome to stay and practice or head on out for the day”

~end of Jaemin’s pov~

*on the way to your apartment*

The ride is silent, “How do you know y/n and why do I have to bring you?” Sunwoo knows a little bit of what Haechan and his crew do behind doors but Jia never really mentioned much to him.

“She just asked me to mail some stuff to her. I was in some of her classes” Jaemin says coming up with a lie.

“Why would she tell you out of all people? I have a spare key and so does my friend who’s best friend’s with y/n” Sunwoo is getting suspicious not wanting to take Jaemin. If he didn’t take Jaemin it’ll put his boxing career at risk, he already lost his gf due to it.

“Well I’m not sure if you remembered the part of cheating on her for a couple of weeks and she simply doesn’t want to see familiar faces” Jaemin gets out of the car and follows Sunwoo into the apartments.

Sunwoo is cussing Jacob in his head since he was the one who brought her in. He is connecting the dots on where you’re staying. “Is she staying at your house?” Sunwoo says standing in front of the door.

“Don’t worry about it. You aren’t dating her anymore” Jaemin smirks at him wanting to make him mad.

“I still care for her. Plus last time I saw her, your coworkers took her and since you know her…you’re probably the first person she ran to” Sunwoo opens the door.

“Why what would you do if she was at my place” they door enter into your apartment.

“I do want to apologize i’m not a complete asshole” he sits on the couch and Jaemin is observing everything.

Jaemin first takes your pile of mail and your laptop you left on the coffee table before you went to Sunwoo’s place. Luckily you have a online shopping addiction so you have coxes laying around the house.

Jaemin enters your room and starts putting your clothes into the boxes. He opens your underwear drawer and is mixed with other things. Sunwoo comes in and Jaemin picks up two toys. “Guess you weren’t doing your job buddy” Jaemin throws them into the box and covers them with socks.

“You’re lucky you’re stronger than me” Sunwoo clenched his jack. “These are dirty but they’re her favorite jeans. Take her pillow she can’t go to sleep without it. For makeup and everything else is in that desk she’ll probably want that too. Let me go get her shoes, I’m not sure how long she’ll be out but she’s an over packer regardless” Sunwoo paces around your room looking to see what else.

“For someone who cheated. You do sound like you care for her” Jaemin is in shock by what he is doing.

“I mean i’m the bad guy and she deserves to be comfortable wherever she is. If she’s with you man- please take care of her for me” he rubs his face. “I fucked up and I was being selfish” he whispers to himself.

Jaemin sighs “Just help me fill up this box” Sunwoo walks to your closet and picks out different dresses and your platform heels.

“I think four boxes is enough” Jaemin gets two and Sunwoo gets the other.

A security was already picking Jaemin up. “Thank you for letting me in, see you at practice” Jaemin takes the boxes from him.

“See you” Sunwoo is so embarrassed he doesn’t know if he still wants to attend that match.

———

~Haechan’s House~

You were left inside the room the whole day. The only interaction you had was Jeno bringing you food and snacks. Haechan had to deal with something out of town.

Since there wasn’t much to do, you decided to give yourself a everything showed and then a hair blowout. That roughly took two hours out of the day and your hair looks good. Haechan did buy you a little bit of makeup since he looked through laptop…again. It came in the mail today so why not give yourself a full glam.

You wanted to look cute but comfortable so you put on the skirt pajama set that looked like a regular outfit. A quick look in the mirror and you are twirling like a ballerina.

The door opens and it’s Jeno. “Oh i’m sorry i just knocked a couple times i thought something happened” he looked at you up and down. A couple hours ago he saw you with knots in your hair and stains on your shirt. Even then he was still nervous around you but you weren’t aware.

“It’s alright. i was in my zone, you don’t have to bring me snacks every hour jeno. Don’t over work yourself on your day off” you laugh at how he brought another plate.

“Oh ok. I just don’t know how to take care of you. Jaemin made it seem easy” Jeno scratches the back of his head.

“You did a great job, the both of you. I truly feel bad how Haechan puts you guys to do stuff for me because I live by myself for a years so literally anything you guys do i’m appreciative” you grab onto his shoulder and he tenses up even more.

“We don’t mind honestly, i’ve done worse things. I’m going to be in the training room so if you need anything just step over. It’s a couple doors to your right” Jeno avoids eye contact and leaves.

You check if the coast is clear after you hear Jeno head into the training room. You go to the living room and watch the tv on mute with captions.

An hour passes and a door opens you jump to turn off the tv and duck under the couch. “I can still see you” Jeno walks over to you all sweaty in a tight muscle tee.

“Can I please be out here. I promise i’ll be good Jeno” you sit up and plead that he says yes.

“Fine but be in your room before I come out of the shower” he walks to his room and you’re smiling.

Jeno is trying his best to be cool. What no one knows is he was one of your top anonymous gifters on twitter. It was your side hustle every once in a while but Jeno will check everyday. Apparently no one has brought it or Haechan is keeping your account a secret. Sunwoo never knew about it or anyone in that matter.

Jeno is standing in front of the mirror still in shock that you out of all people end up here. You look so pretty today and he just can’t take it anymore. Jeno can’t say anything to Jaemin because he already became close with you. Renjun will freak out and tell Haechan, Chenle and Mark do not keep a secret. Which leaves Jisung but you aren’t too sure if it’s a good idea because he is worse than him at things like this.

Visions of your videos and picture start appearing in Jeno’s brain. He gets out his phone and looks up the username “yup it’s definitely her, fuck” he undresses and turns on the shower. A video of you on a pillow was the latest you posted, he can’t look away. His dick is now hard, he steps in the shower and starts pumping himself. Water droplets hit Jeno’s phones so he throw his phone in the sink. He envisions sneaking into your room and you riding him instead of the pillow.

He releases and sighs. This won’t be easy for him, he washes himself and gets out of the shower. He then gets dressed and dries his hair.

You are still sitting in the living room watching a random episode of regular show. The thousands of locks are opening one by one and you panic. You can’t find the remote or the off button so you run to the nearest closet which is the coat closet.

“Y/N you can come out of the room I have-“ Jaemin opens the closet you were in.

“What are you doing” he laughs.

“Jeno let me watch tv and I didn’t have time to run to my room” you say embarrassed.

“Well you’re lucky it was me because you chose the worst place possible to hide” he pulls you out and you smile at him. “I missed you, you’re the only one that treats me normal here” you hug him and he hugs you back.

“You look extra beautiful today” he strokes the back of your head as he hugs you. “Stop, I got bored” you pull away and see he hasn’t closed the door.

“I have a surprise for you. Since I had training with yk who. I made him take me to your apartment to bring your stuff” he brings in the boxes and you gasp.

“No way oh my god” you screech and jump up and down. You follow Jaemin with a box in your hand. Jeno comes back and sees the two of you on the couch.

“Hey Jeno” Jaemin dabs him up and he smiles at him. He sits next to Jaemin and you’re on the floor opening the first box. “Jaemin brought some of my stuff look” you pull out your plushie.

“I also brought you your pillow sunwoo told me” Jeno chocked on his saliva. It’s the same pillow and pillow case from the video he just watched. He looks away and watches the tv.

The first box had a plushies, your notebook, and the books you were currently reading. You opened the last one and take out some hoodies, you thought you were done but you pull one more hoodie and your toys and underwear are there.

“Oh god” you close the box and look at Jaemin then Jeno. “There’s nothing to be embarrassed about princess. Go hide them” he whispers at the end.

You stay silent and slowly get up to your room. You do as told but you cannot believe he found then and also brought them to you. They follow you with the rest of the things shortly after. You put the clothes into the drawers.

You are bent over and your skirt flaps over half of your ass. Their eyes are glued to your exposed skin. You turn around and take the clothes they’re holding. Jeno swallows hard when his eyes meet yours “thank you” you smile and put it in the top drawer.

Jeno leaves without saying anything and Jaemin is still holding your stuff speechless. He did find you attractive but he wanted to respect you since Haechan clearly doesn’t and he can now see why.

“All done” you tasks the last thing off of his hands. “I really appreciate it Jaemin” you smile at him and he does back.

“No problem” he grabs onto your waist. “Sorry that I didn’t ask for your permission to look through your personal stuff” his thumb rubs your bare stomach.

“It’s fine, did he say anything?” he looks down at you concerned. “He does feel bad but it doesn’t eliminate the fact that he hurt you y/n” he gets closer to you.

“I know but part of me still wants him back” your heart breaks. “Jia was there during practice. They’ve been together for a while” your heart shatters.

“He wasted my time, it was too good to be true” you roll your eyes.

“You deserve to be treasured and loved. I beat the shit out of him for you” Jaemin said and your heart starts beating.

“Did you?” you put your arms around his neck. “I did, I had to humble him” you smile at him and his eyes move from your eyes to your lips back to your eyes.

It gets silent but you both lean in, your lips are less than an inch apart. “Can I kiss you?” Jaemin asks.

“please” your lips close the gap. He kisses back and breaks the kiss. “you’re so beautiful” he kisses you again but with passion. He lifts you up and you wrap your feet around him.

You guys look at eachother with huge smiles. “I’m sorry I couldn’t wait much longer. I wanted to do it since the first time we spent the day together” Jaemin’s cheeks turn pink and you giggle at his apology.

“As a boxer you’re such a softie” you lay your head on his chest and he walks to the bed.

“You don’t know that” he sits down with you still holding onto him. You unwrap your legs and reposting yourself, jaemin hisses as you move.

You stop moving and he is looking down. You’re sitting on his bulge. “I can move if you’re not comfortable” you mumble. You get embarrassed because you didn’t realize the movements you were doing.

“No don’t- you’re fine” his hands are still on your hips. Jaemin hasn’t been interested in anyone in years and you are wrapping him around your finger.

“Did it feel good then?” your hands are on his chest running up and down on his rocked chest. He nods yes “you don’t have to do anything if you aren’t comfortable baby” he sets a kiss on your collar bone which are covered with makeup since haechan decided to mark you.

“But i want to” you pout at him and you start moving your hips. Jaemin groans “I’m so glad Haechan isn’t going to be here tonight” he smiles.

“What are your plans” you start to add more weight and friction. “Spending it with you” he guides your hips and you arch your back as you feel him getting hard. Your cunt is already wetting his sweatpants. He starts to lifts himself along with you, “Oh i’m about to-“ you release your liquids but Jaemin doesn’t stop moving your hips.

You grab onto his broad shoulder and let out small whimpers. “You’re doing so good” Jaemin moans when you reposition and sit on his hard member. His pants are soaked with your release and his precum releasing through his pants. He begins to twitch in between your thighs and he releases.

The both of you are panting and smile at how much of a mess you both made. Jaemin lift up your skirt to see your laced panties soaked and stuck onto your skin. You haven’t even gotten touched by him and you’re already wanting more.

“Let’s get you cleaned up and changed” he kisses your forehead. He stands up and you feel guilty because he’s more dirty than you’re.

Jaemin opens the drawer and get out shorts that match your top. “These are perfect” he goes up to you and signals for you to come to the edge. He first takes off your panties and he stuffs them in his pocket. “Jaemin no thats embarrassing” you try to take them away but he grabs your hand. “Can I have them please” he waves his face in front of you and smiles.

“You better not misplace them and someone else ends up finding them” you take the shorts from him and quickly change into them.

“Come to my room” Jaemin grabs your hand and before you guys come out he checks if anyone is coming. Jaemin pulls you and speed walks next door to his room.

Jaemin opens the door and Jeno is sitting there on his phone. “Jeno what are doing in my room” Jaemin puts you in front of him. “I just wanted to hangout but i can leave you guys to continue” your cheeks turn red.

“We can still hangout. We were just going to watch a movie either way, let me just change” Jaemin is still using you as a shield. Jeno stands up and throws boxers and sweatpants at Jaemin. “There you dumbass so you aren’t dragging her across the room” you laugh at how embarrassed Jaemin is.

He goes into the bathroom and changes. Luckily every room has its own bathroom which is so unrealistic. You stand where Jaemin left you and Jeno looks up from his phone and back down. “I’m sorry” you say shyly stand there while Jaemin gets back.

“It’s fine” Jeno mumbles.

It’s not fine for him though.

Two of his friends can have her even though he has wanted her first. If he knew you lived in the area he would’ve definitely dm you and not been anonymous.

Jaemin comes back and sit in the opposite side of where Jeno’s laying down. “Come sit in the middle, you’ll get a better view of the screen” Jaemin opens his laptop and opens the streaming app. You climb over the footboard and lay on your stomach in the middle.

The three of you watch the movie until Renjun and Jisung come home. Mark and Chenle had to join Haechan for back.

“Please don’t tell me you guys-“ Renjun drops his briefcase.

“No” you respond quickly.

“We are just watching a movie. Relax” Renjun sighs of relief after Jeno says that.

“Good because I do not want this triangle to turn into a square” Renjun says.

The three of you are confused but then you get. “Why not a pentagon” you smirk at him. Jisung enters and Jaemin says “or a hexagon”

You and Jaemin laugh while renjun leaves. “Hi jisung” you smile at him.

“Hi” he sweetly smiles back at you “i’m going to order food it’s less of us today anyway” he says. “What do you want y/n” Jeno says.

He catches you off guard because he hardly spoke to you and you felt like he hated you. “I am down for anything, but fry chicken sounds good”

“We can do that” Jisung gets on Jaemin’s bed and pulls out his phone.

You stare at all three looking at Jisung’s phone. They’re gorgeous and you can just stare at them all day. “y/n” you come out of your thoughts. “are you dreaming of something” Jaemin says squishing your cheek.

“No i was just admiring” you smile at him.

“At who” he raise his eyebrow.

“All three” you start giggling like crazy and you cover your face with a pillow.

“Why” Jisung says confused.

“Jisung this is why you don’t get bitches” Jeno mumbles.

“Ha says the one who is in love with a twitter girl” Jaemin snorts.

You stop laughing when you hear that. “I told you to never bring that up” Jeno intensely glares at Jaemin.

“How’s the menu looking” You change the topic.

“Here you can look at it” Jisung hands you the phone.

to be continued…

a/n

i’m sorry if that was too much. i am trying to test things out. tysm for reading :)

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[powderseas]

side order is here!!! its real!!! yippee

what do you think of it so far?

ok so im just gonna spit out all my side order thoughts so far

SPOILERS FOR SIDE ORDER AHEAD!!!!!!

EDIT: I ACTUALLY FINISHED THE GAME WOOO (just one run tho lol) im gonna write my thoughts under the previous stuff

OK SO. i think im a little..? dissapointed..? abt sider order?? like im kinda conflicted abt the lore, also i suck BALLS at the game

the thing is i have done 5 runs so far AND COULDNT GET A SINGLE WIN. the most i can do is up to floor 20.... im literally so bad at this game I ONCE DIED 2 TIMES IN AN EASY LEVEL. im newgen guys.

maybe im not fit for rougelike games but like... idk. i feel like me and the fandom as a whole expected so much more from side order. i feel like if the game is gonna make you replay the same stuff over and over again it should atleast have a SOUL CRUSHING LITERARY MASTERPIECE TYPE OF LORE like OE and Alterna

AND CAN WE TALK ABOUT HOW DIRTY THEY DID FOUR???? literally called them an irrelavent loser and then sweeped them aside... THEY DONT EVEN HAVE A PALETTE ICON???? theyre not even a secret boss smh.... agent 4 had so much potential I WILL NEVER FORGIVE NINTENDO FOR THIS. and like sure the parallel canon level kind of includes four but that thing is literally an npc??? like imagine what they couldve done with the story if they had included four in it:

when four is left out from the squidbeak splatoon they try to prove themselves by siding with marina with her project. it makes perfect sense. marina and four are both scared of being seperated by their loved ones. but four gets consumed by their anger and jealousy and goes full order mode LIKE DO YOU GUYS SEE MY VISION!!!! i will be forever mad that we didnt get this.

also why is murch out of all the chracters have a pallete??? why didnt they put in captain 3 or something????? sheldon i kinda understand since hes also kinda a part of the squidbeak splatoon BUT MURCH??? get the fuck out!!!

negative stuff aside tho. i love pearl and marina so much. THIS IS THE PEARLINA GAME GUYS!!!!! pearl literally mentions that marina and her sleep in the SAME BED???? marina is so autistic. my little autism creature. SHE MAKES DINO ARMS IN THE ENDING SCENE AUGHHHHHGHHH MY HEARTTT i love marina so much AND PEARL. SUCH A SILLY GOOBER. acht is so precious too... BUT I CNAT BELIEVE THAT THEY MADE THEM WHITE*??? ACHT IS NOT WHITE NINTENDO. anyways i love eight and her little found family full of lesbians. they are all lesbians your honor. we are raising lesbians in this house.

so yeah. i hope i can finish the run atleast ONCE. but like. idk i havent finished the game but side order jsut makes me feel. sad... and lonely...?? unlike octo expension where you could see more and more people using the metros and the chatrooms between marina and pearl are just AUUGGHHH OE IS A GAME. ABOUT CONNECTIONS OK. it makes me feel warm and happy and even though eight became traumatized i like to think that she healed and in the process met so many important people in her life.

in side order i dont see anything in eight*??? is she traumatized??? is she vibing??? is she happy to help??? I LITERALLY CANT TELL. side order makes me feel so cold and empty like do you guys understand what i mean. and its probably becasue it doesnt even take place in the real world. and the thing is. i understand that side order is supposed to be everything that OE couldnt be. i understand that. both games have their own quirks BUT. i just cant seem to make myself love it unlike any other story mode in splatoon...... im really trying to be not biased here but yeah. these are my opinions for side order

AFTER GAME THOUGHTS

HELLO. so yes i somehow managed to win the game. and honestly. the final boss was pretty fun and everyone was so cute at the end omg... but i still think that side order is a bit underdevloped.... i dont even know if ill try to %100 is cuz playing it makes me SO STRESSFUL im glad i get to finish a run BUT i will definetly not be touching side order atleast for a while.... but despite i had plenty of stuff i didnt like in side order the ending managed to make me forget all that haha

[faela404]

☆The Library ☆

kazuha x gn! reader

prompt: - you and kazuha attend the same university, him being a english lit major and you being a person in stem😎 your paths never crossed until that day in the library…

*this is an smau so please do expect a lot of twitter posts and messages to read, there will be proper writing too but, it will mostly be that!!*

warning! this chapter involves mentions of self- neglect, possible eating disorders, insomnia, swearing, implications of inappropriate acts (though it never happened), mentions of anxiety and biblical references (kinda? idk jesus and the bible was mentioned in a lighthearted manner)

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☆it was a mistake ☆

i’ve been sitting here, on my phone, for over 6 hours now. this isn’t good. i’ve forgotten to eat again.

i’ve never been too good at taking care of myself, most the time i’m too engrossed in what im doing to remember that i need to eat, drink or even use the bathroom. however, recently it’s been getting worse. before, i would be able to remember by atleast 7pm but lately, i’ve been having my dinners at 12am, sometimes even later.

i suppose i should be happy i remembered just before midnight this time, but i just don’t see it that way. to me, this is still a failure.

pulling myself out of the warm comfort of my bed below me, i wandered out towards the kitchen. we never tend to have much food in, with us being university students it can be hard to get enough money for such necessities. nonetheless, i managed to find a packet of chicken super noodles (if you don’t know what these are or don’t eat chicken, just read it as your favourite type of instant noodles😌). careful i pulled open the bag and dumped the contents out into my bowl, along with the flavoured powder and some hot water from the kettle, before putting this in the microwave.

after finishing my noodles and placing the bowl in the sink to wash up another day, i once again returned to the comfort of my bed and bright phone screen.

i didn’t get to bed until 3:49am.

i woke up too late, again.

i’m going to be in so much trouble.

i wish my class wasn’t so small, then maybe the professor wouldn’t notice me as i slip through the door and attempt to make my way to my seat.

we’re doing lab work.

she notices me.

“how lovely of you to finally join us, y/n” god did she have to say it so loud. i feel so many eyes on me but, i can’t falter. i try my hardest to ignore them as she continues to speak.

“please stay behind once class is finished y/n, we need to talk” she sounds so smug. i give a curt nod and quickly scurry to my lab partner.

i must look disheveled, i can feel how red my face is, the sweat dripping down my neck- getting caught on the neckline of my shirt. mascara from yesterday is sure to be lining the underneath of my eyes.

my lab partner, lumine, looks worried. however, she seems to ignore my disgusting outward appearance as she begins to explain the experiment to me, giving me time to write down her words and the results.

class wraps up quickly. everyone begins to shuffle out, talking to eachother of their weekend plans, but not me.

i make my way towards professor ningguang. she looks angry but, she doesn’t shout.

“i did warn you there would be consequences if you was absent again, didn’t i?”

i’m so nervous, i’ve never gotten into trouble before.

“yes, professor but, i wasn’t able to get much sleep i’ve haven’t been able to-“

she cuts me off. she’s angrier than she’s letting on.

“i don’t have time for your excuses, y/n. you have been late 5 times in the past 2 weeks, that is completely unacceptable. however, with only 3 weeks left of school before winter break, i can’t give you the standard punishment for a disobedience such as this. instead, you will help out the librarian. ms. lisa has been complaining recently of the mess the library has become. for the next 3 weeks, you will go to the library after school and clean it until there isn’t a spec of dust left, do i make myself clear?”

im not sure if it was the nerves or the fear of her telling me this in such a calm way, but i made no move to object. i simply nodded and left as she dismissed me.

it wasn’t until i got back to my dorm that it truly sank in.

are. you. fucking. kidding. me?!

clean the library? everyday? for 3 weeks?!

i suppose it could be worse, but come on! i have a life, i have homework! i can’t dedicate every evening to cleaning a stupid library!

god, this is going to be miserable.

a/n - ahhhh this was so fun to create! i can’t wait for ya’ll to see the next part! i hope you enjoyed this and will enjoy the rest of the series! take care of yourselves <3

taglist- open! @kazuhaprnt

[blueskiesfillmymind]

what’s your opinion on each Blue version ? 👁️👁️

I was waiting for another ask!! Oh my god you're gonna be here for a while!! Cuz I'm gonna gush so much!!

Btw im gonna use acronyms for most of the titles of the animations and such so incase u need context.

KM - Kiss Me

LDT - Look Dont Touch

LF - Love Fool

SUASWM - Shut Up And Sleep With Me

BBYHL - Baby Hotline

WIW - wutiwant [one and two]

OTF - On The Floor

KMY - Kuruoze Miy

BMTHD - Bring Me The Horizon / Drown

LTH - Let It Happen

OL - Ordinary Life

So with that out of the way, Here. We. Go!

Kid blue [PRE-TRAUMA]

Blue's baby photos are just adorable!! Makes me wanna give his cheeks a small squishy squish,, I also wanna just- take him to an arcade,, he feels like such an arcade lover,, I wish to pamper him and treat him so much better, I remember when we were kids, we made mud pies and played in the rain together, and honestly those childhood memories makes me all the more happy that we've come so far,, I dont have much else to say other than he's a cutie patootie :3

Adult Blue [PRE-TRAUMA | KM - LDT -SUASWM]

My oh my,, he's such a flirt! His warm soft smug smile, his smaller more awkward moments when i flirt back with him are pure bliss,, the way he peppers me with kisses and always leans on me whenever he needs breaks from his work,, he's my handsy handsome boy!! And he loves me sosomuch,,, The way he'd give me sly glances whenever possible,, and his lovely tooth gap- Have I ever said how much I love his tooth gap? God he's seriously so lovely,, hearing him whistle simple tunes while we walk side by side,, hhrrgsggs

Mild Blue [SLBB - WIW1]

He has such a wounded heart,, it makes me wanna bitch slap pink even more whenever I think of this version of blue, even without his mouth he's quite kissable, he's more quiet than most of the other versions, yet all I can do is softly caress his cheeks, and passionately kiss him, mouth or not,, the way we'd lay together in comfortable silence as he boops his no-mouth against my own mouth, he actually loves doing that with me, kissing my cheeks even though he has no mouth, aside for his devilish smile ofc,, it's like he kisses me through a face mask,,

Heart Blue [BBYHL]

Sly,, Playboy,,, Bnuy,, BLU- no joke he's such a slut for pampering me,, and I mean that in the most loving way ever. I mean cmon, he wears a light pink sweater layered over a button up shirt, his sleazy black pants and lastly his lovely fluffy hair,, his heart glasses adorning his framed face as he looks at me with his tinted glasses,, gosh I'd be here for Years just to gush about his eyes,, The way he sometimes slips his hand near my waist to pull me closer sometimes,, gives me butterflies everytime!!

Hypersexual Blue [KMY]

The fact that when I've fallen for blue,, he was my first taste of- HOLY FUCK HIS TONGUE- May I say that his tongue knows how to knot cherry stems,, his tongue dancing along mine whenever we make out is pure bliss,, sure his mouth tastes like alcohol and booze,, but my god it makes me want to get drunk by his sensual touches,, and whenever we have that special moment,, its all like a wet dream,, his tongue is not only talented but he's surprisingly flexible, in a way he is a little stiff in some places, but he's still flexy,,

Cyan Blue [BMTHD]

Fire, Pain, just his pure denial ignites his rage, the way he sees himself is such a sad feeling, aswell as the way he's stuck in this episode of denying his entire abuse just pains me so so so badly,, During it all, he was so afraid of touching me.. almost isolating himself from me and other awful things, we ended up taking a small healthy break from one another.. but then after he healed,, he apologized for his manic behavior,, and I accepted him in a heartbeat,, having to finally feel his face again was such a blessing,, and I could tell he missed my touch aswell,,

White blue [WIW2]

All I'm going to say,, is I'm proud of him atleast,, finding his scars all over his body made me feel so sorry for him,, and when I watched the video, I felt so hurt.. the way he was silenced for being a man? I'd say that's rlly sexist. but that's not what I'm gonna touch on. I've had to comfort blue, we ended up cuddling when he got back,, I sang the two of us to sleep, and when he woke up, he kissed my cheek softly and mumbled a soft "Thank you",, aaughhh,,,

[Side note 4 paranoid: Whenever blue had those paranoid episodes, I've found another way of comforting them with my voice,, and now whenever he goes through those episodes, he'll either stand there frozen or just get to me for my comfort]

Grey Blue [LTH]

He was in such a spiral,, I felt super super awful for how the aftermath definitely made a number on him, every night he'd cling on me, to which I'd always nuzzle him to remind him how much he means to me,, every night he tears up and cried, whenever I'd see his dried tears, I'd clean them up for him,, aswell as brushing his hair that he was growing out, ngl I missed his mullet,, but hey, I'll love him no matter what <3

End Blue [OL]

... i felt so awful, and absolutely depressed when he began thinking of the things he's always been comparing himself to,, "My existence makes everyone uncomfortable, I'm a peice of shit!" Yet here I am. Thinkin the polar opposite, we both have had therapy times and during the end of it, I'd always ask for a hug, if he accepts, I'd rock him back and forth and hum a soft comforting tune,, if he dosnt want a hug, I'd ask for an alternative, and usually most time we'd always end up cuddling afterwards, I'm apart of his healing, I never want him to go through that ever again,

I'm not gonna talk about the abuser version of blue, he's nothing but a figure of his imagination, he isnt real. Not to me, and never will be real to blue,,

Anyways!!! Yeah,,, as you can tell i love blue :3

[hyvcklvr]

[12:06 p.m.] Force of Attraction

It was recess, and when Renjun walked into the class, it was almost practically empty, with maybe two or three students sitting here and there. His eyes searched the room carefully till they landed on your figure, your head on the desk, facing the window beside you. He walked up to you and gave you a soft nudge. No response. He sat on the seat in front of yours and peered over your head to see your face, only to find out you were asleep. He shook his head. "This girl will fall asleep anywhere at any time." He muttered to himself. Looking around he realised that even the two or three people in the room had left, and both of you were alone in the classroom. The weather was nice, a cool wind accompanied by warm sunlight which fell on your face. Renjun examined how calm and different you looked when you were not always talking and laughing. He found himself putting his head next to yours, facing you. He felt something weird in his chest. He'd always thought about how he befriended you. He was a quiet, serious kid. And then you came in, like a splash of colour in his back and white life. You took him to new places, to new friends, to new thoughts, and new feelings. And he would never admit it, but he'd follow you everywhere. Renjun always found himself wondering, what force attracted him to you? He observed you more, as if he were the critic and you, the artwork. He'd always admired your ability of talking to everybody and making friends everywhere. For the first time maybe, he found himself admiring your beauty. "You're pretty." He found himself whispering, and he immediately sat up. There's no way he just called you pretty, he thought to himself. The sudden movement of the desk caused you to wake up, and you opened your eyes, immediately squinting because of the sunlight. "Ouch, shit." You muttered, sitting up and fixing your already messy hair. You then noticed Renjun, who had successfully collected himself together again. "You were sitting here all the time watching me sleep?" You asked, to which he nodded. "You actually look nice when you're not blabbering all the time." He said, and you found yourself rolling your eyes and looking away. "Gee, thanks." You said, your cheeks giving you away. It was almost embarrassing, you thought. Blushing at the bare minimum? That was so not like you. But then again, this might have just been the first time Renjun had ever given you a compliment. "Wow I think the sunlight blinded me. You could've atleast covered the sun with your hand or something." Renjun gave you a weird look as you scooted closer to him, cupping his cheeks in your hand and letting out a sigh, shaking your head. "Tch Renjun, where are your romantic cells at? How will you ever get yourself a girl?" You said, patting his cheeks before letting go. Renjun gave you his familiar glare which you were used to. "I don't want to." He muttered in a low voice. "unless its you." some subconscious part of his mind said. "Shut up." he said in his mind."Sure you don't." You smiled. You looked at the time and suddenly got up, grabbing Renjun's hand. "Recess is almost over, but we still have some time. Let's go get a drink from the cafeteria. I'm craving some milk." And before Renjun could say something, you were pulling him with you, like you always do. And Renjun was following you, shaking his head as you jumped and skipped across class, pulling at his arm. Like he always did He found himself smiling, maybe, looking at you. He still wondered what kind of force of attraction he was experiencing.

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[classystudentpartyslime]

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The fan in my bedroom hasn't been working for the past few days.

This isn't a problem– shouldn't be, atleast. It's winter.

Or that's how it may seem to others.

It has caused issues for me.

I mean, I find myself staring at it more often.

That in itself wouldn't be the problem, if I hadn't also been staring at the sturdy looking bedsheets, the calendar, the small ladder, a notepad, and a pen.

But I am. Way too often.

I think we often tend to miss things when they're in motion. Or we're in motion. Aren't we all in motion? The earth is spinning, after all. But it seems with the fan, I have stopped too. So now, with many thoughts behind my unoptimally functioning eyes, and from behind the sizeable lenses cased between the frame of my painfully dull black glasses, I stare.

I stare at many things, but the fan, mostly.

You see, it's not that cold yet. If the fan hadn't stopped, I'd be cozier in the night, with its regulator turned to the second last notch complimenting the weight of a thicker-than-usual blanket on my body in a way that lulls me into an easy sleep.

But, no. It had to stop. So I stare as sleep evades me, today of all days, when I felt I needed it most.

It's too warm with the blanket, suffocating. Just slightly too cold without it, in a way that stings only the back of my legs and my thighs. There is no peace either way.

My phone's ringing. I ignore the sound till it stops. I think of the days where I didn't, and how those conversations went. Tonight I don't feel like listening. Or speaking, for that matter. So I settle with staring at the fan. The phone finishes ringing and doesn't ring again.

I remember when I was younger, I used to get on top of the ladder and try to reach the blades. I'm sure I could now, if I tried, but I haven't in a while.

Maybe because that information would only cause me more unrest. Push me harder towards resting once and for all, maybe not flat on my back, but not on my feet, either.

Because I'm not that tall, so my feet wouldn't touch the floor, even if the fan hanged a little low.

The right earphone is working. The sound of chirping crickets replaces the music that's supposed to flow in from the left one. It's been broken for a while, now. So many things are, now that I think about it.

My right ear starts ringing, and suddenly I can't hear any music at all.

Usually, I'd hear the dull whirring of my fan, and the sound of air being whipped around. But there's none of that either. The sound of my thoughts occupies that silence.

I think the fan's staring at me, too. Wondering why I spend so much time decomposing on this bed. Why I'm thinking so hard, prolonging a decision that I know I will end up taking. Why I've been here so long, not even moving any part of my body except my eyelids and irises. I think the fan is tired of looking at my face. I feel sorry for my fan. Maybe things are easier for it when it's spinning, too. I feel it isn't happy with the way I'm planning to use it, at all.

What if it gives out from the ceiling, and we both fall?

My fan falls, and it says, "It's all your fault. Maybe I was a little flawed– maybe I stopped spinning for a while. For such a minor crime, did you really have to destroy me? Now I've left a hole where I was, and the ceiling misses me. I will be thrown out soon, and I'll end up in the dumpyard with the rest of the trash. Can't you have done something different?"

"Stupid girl. Look at what you did."

And I don't have an answer for my fan. Really, this was an inconsiderate decision. I never thought it would fall alongside me...but I'm not really sorry.

"So what if you didn't?" My fan says. "It's still your fault."

Still my fault. That sounds right. I've decided that most things are. I think about how I haven't heard an apology in very long.

I must really have gone insane, because fans don't speak, and I never even left my place on the bed. My fan still hangs from the ceiling, perfectly still, like it has been for days.

I think about what my fan said to me, when I realise that maybe sleep is upset with my eyes tonight for having paid no heed to it's gentle nudges throughout the day, and has decided to refrain from paying them its daily visit out of pettiness.

I think of asking my fan why it stopped.

My fan reads my mind, because it answers though I never end up asking. "Why are you always questioning me? Can't you be glad I chose a time where you don't need me as much? Atleast it's not summer, I worked hard for you this summer." my fan says.

"I gave you what you wanted, when you wanted it. What more do you want from me?"

And my fan sounds so upset, that I feel a little bad for asking in the first place. Even though I didn't really ask, and it never really answered. I'm going to stop asking if it's so sad all the time.

This whole back and forth that I just had with my fan, or didn't, sounds a little familiar to me. Or doesn't. Because I never had this conversation with someone else, but if I did, they would act out my part, and I'd be acting out the part of my fan.

I think I already do, to some extent.

"I don't know, have you thought about apologising?"

"Hello? But I'm not sorry?"

"Oh. Okay."

"..."

I think about how I don't exactly sympathize with my fan, and wonder whether it's the same for other people too. How exhausting it must be to have to badger me with questions even when I'm not causing them trouble.

"I gave you what you wanted, when you wanted it. What more do you want from me?"

"...I'm going to stop asking if you're so sad all the time."

Maybe my way of looking at this is wrong to begin with. Maybe my fan stopped moving because it died. Maybe what hangs above me now is its corpse. Such a morbid thought. We'd match if I hung my corpse from it, too. Just two hanging corpses, that were maybe friends.

"I don't know," my fan says. "Are we friends?"

"You're supposed to be dead," I say, or don't.

"Well, if you want me to be." My fan sounds upset again. "Do you want me to be?"

"That depends. Do you want to be?"

My fan doesn't answer that question. Maybe it realised that it's supposed to be dead, and shouldn't have been speaking in the first place, or it just now died, or it simply didn't feel like answering. Looking at my fan, it's not clear which one it is. Maybe it has no answer.

It's silent now, it occurs to me. It's a weird thought because it has been silent the entire time, but this silence feels more concentrated. Atleast now I'm thinking about a possible schizophrenia diagnosis instead of about killing myself. If I told someone about tonight, they'd probably laugh at me. I'd laugh with them, because it's funny, there's no denying that.

"What do you mean? I do tell you everything."

"That can't be true."

"Yes it is. It's not my fault my life's so uneventful."

"...."

"What? It is true."

Because my fan speaking to me, but not exactly, can't really be considered a real event. Right?

It's too quiet save for the ringing in my right ear, and that sound is not one that I'm fond of. So I ask my fan why it's speaking to me.

"I'm not," it says. Now that just makes matters worse.

It doesn't clear up whether my fan is dead or not. Can inanimate objects die? It doesn't even clear up whether or not it's speaking to me. I suppose if a fan can speak, a corpse should be able to speak too, since they're both inanimate. What about a fan-corpse then? Or a corpse-fan?

There's an obvious answer to all of this, of course. If inanimate things never lived in the first place, then they can't die. And by that logic they can't speak either.

"That's right." My fan confirms.

"You're going against what you're agreeing with," I say. Or think. I don't really know.

"No, that's you." My fan says, even more upset for some reason. "I haven't been speaking in the first place. It's all you."

Jesus Christ. Maybe I shouldn't have asked why it's speaking to me.

My fan doesn't respond any further, probably since my right ear stopped ringing and I can hear the music again.

I pick up my phone and turn off the song, but my fan doesn't speak anymore. This time I don't bother figuring out why. I'm not sleepy, but I don't have the energy to move more than my hands. My fan can't die, so it stays stuck between being alive and being dead, miserable in its own existence. There's no reason for me to exist that way, except for right now, when the reason is that I'm exhausted.

I don't know how much longer I can farm that excuse, because I'm growing increasingly frustrated with my own incompetence. Can't even get up to hang yourself? What a joke.

I'm miserable tonight, like I've been last night, and the night before, and the night before that, and the night before that, and many many nights before that. My body aches and so does my mind, especially my eyes as they stare at the fan.

I want my existence to end.

Was that me or the fan?

Whoever it was, it's now 2:32, so I have to wait till 3.

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My fan is fixed now btw

[cardinaldante]

Greetings siblings of the church, Cardinal Dante here! Today will be a short post. I went to visit Ifrit today. He seemed suprised to see that I hadn't told anyone he was in the church, but I told him I wasn't going to tell anyone. I asked him why he'd scared me away from the chest, and he told me that it was the Papa's chest, and they told him to keep it safe. Apparently the chest had everything that connected them to their past lives. I asked him what he ment.

When Phil didn't say anything, Ifrit told me that the Papa's used to have lives before they came what they were now. 'Not human' he said, but didn't remark on anything else about them after that. He told me that Papa Nihil and Primo grew up in the church, but Papa's Secundo, Terzo, and Copia didn't. Papa Secundo was born in America, and was partially raised there before being brought to Italy and taught how to be Papa. Papa Terzo was born in Canada, and did the same. Papa Copia was born in Sweden (Like me!) And was raised there. Apparently only a few years before I joined the church he moved here to Italy and started learning how to be Papa.

Technically, they were supposed to burn all of their old items from their old lives, but instead, they chose to lock them away instead. Some of their things were personal(Papa Secundo had a wife, but had to leave her to become a Papa, Papa Terzo had many lovers but hadn't settled down, and Papa Copia had friends in Sweden that he still secretly contacted), and he hadn't wanted me to see them. Omega had placed the symbol to ward it from nosey humans like myself. Before he could say anything else in the matter though, Phil says that Ifrit forgets himself and to stop talking. Ifrit shrugs, and we spend the rest of the time around him with me doing my work.

After that, we leave, and run directly into Papa Terzo, who is happy to see me. He tells me that Papa Nihil and Sister Imperator have gone missing, and that the church was on high alert. He doesn't want me alone anymore and asks if I could go back to the ghouls wing. I tell him I cant- Mist is in rut and Omega himself kicked me out. He tells me to stay with Phil then, and I'm not allowed to leave Phil's sight or go anywhere without him. Technically, I'm one of the four Cardinals that wernt rejected by Papa Nihil, however I'm the only one at the church at the moment. The other three left last year to help rebuild our church in Germany.

Phil doesn't seem to happy- he was trying to finalize something for the Ghost Project - but he agreed with Papa Terzo and told me to stay in his room until he could take me to Lunch. Everything seems like it's falling apart, and with more threats coming from the nearby town, I'm scared that we won't be able to keep everything normal, siblings. Jacob came today, and was escorted to Phil's room by three siblings. He told me things were getting tense in the town, and they wanted to charge up here and charge the Papa's. I told him that Papa Nihil and Sister Imperator was gone, and that the church was under lockdown, and that I was scared.

He told me that he knew I would be okay- I just needed to be careful. He stayed with em for the rest of the day, and then we(Me, Phil, and Phantom) walked him halfway to the town before going to bed. I had to stay in Phil's room for the night. He had a futon that I got to sleep on. Ifrit and Phantom curled up with me to sleep, so I'm very very warm right now. Maybe a bit too warm with Ifrit. Oh well. Atleast I won't be cold tonight.

[system-of-alya-vore-blog]

You never figured this was gonna be a thing, you assumed once those gates closed, the technology of your time would never reach what was needed for him to consider it appropriate to return. Yet here you are, your catboyfriend and you cuddling up together long past your adverturing days atleast for now. You're both always sure to keep your skills honed incase one of you needs to defend the other or yourselves, generally you've prefered the art of being a dragoon to his bowmanship, it's complimented eachother in a way. He can handle from afar what you cannot reach, and if things get up close and personal you're sure to be at his side to make sure he's safe. But that isn't what this story is about, it's about how you're about to end up in his gut as a replacement for your own bed, how often this will be is determined by tonight.

G'raha looked at you as your head lie against his belly. "So are you sure you want to do this, Y/N? I get I won't digest you and I can just spit you back out if you start panicing but still I don't want to hurt you..." You look up at him, he looks nervous but also excited, a look you're familiar with after all of what you've done together. "I'm positive, love. It'll just be for one night, and if it's too much for you, you can let me out at any time and we don't have to do this or ever talk about it again. Promise." "Alright... are you ready?" You give the boy one of your stoic smiling nods.

The miqo'te hands you a flask of a teal blue fluid, a potion he commissioned specifically for this moment, as otherwise his large cat teeth would risk snagging on your clothes and tearing it to shreds, or possibly even you if you two weren't careful. "It should last long enough for you to sleep inside, and if it doesn't well, we can find out how to fix that... somehow." G'raha looks once more at the flask before handing it to you, what if you grow back to full size inside of him? How will he get you out? Will he be able to? All these questions plauged his mind as his ears fold back, you two were told it was meant to last 15 hours and worst case scenerio only 10. You both had friends who knew the kind of magic to grow you back once you're out if needs be. "Is everything alright?" you ask to make sure he's still willing to go through with this, and isn't forcing himself to do it just for you. His ears perk back up as he looks back at your face, the sight of you giving him the confidence he needs because after all if you aren't worried he has no reason to be either. "What? Oh, right sorry, yeah everything is fine." He says with his ears perking right back up before handing you the potion. "You don't need to drin-" he's interrupted by you already downing the entire thing in your excitement, your body begins to feel tingly as you slowly start to shrink, you were already one of the shortest of most people you'd come across but before you know it you're shorter than a lalafell. In what felt like not even time to blink you were small enough for G'raha's fingers look like towers that could pierce the heavens, and his bellybutton a bottomless pit deeper than the oceans. "I assume that means you're ready then. Always one to lead the charge, befitting someone ready to lie down their own life for strangers you've never even seen." G'raha lifts you up, his hands seeming like sky high islands, or airships able to hold all of the scions in them. "You're so cute when you're tiny like this."

G'raha opened his mouth for you to see into, looking like a cave befit for even the greatest of dragons his breath warms the air around you. You can't help but admire his teeth, they're even prettier at this size, and his tongue looking like it's more ready to taste you than G'raha is. He brings his hands up to his mouth. "Just climb in whenever you're ready." He whispered it but even then his voice was booming, catching you off guard but not in a bad way. You place your hands on his lips, warm as ever, you begin to make your way inside. You slightly slip as you try to climb. He catches you, you shortly after are finally able make your way into his mouth and rest atop his tongue that's now as big as you are. He closes his mouth and his tongue begins to make sure to taste every bit of you, to see if your personality matched how you tasted (it did). For someone so nervous just moments ago he seems to be more than willing to enjoy it, you lie down facing his throat to signal to him that you're ready.

He swallows, and you begin to slowly make your way down. He feels the bulge you make in his throat with his finger sliding down before stopping, he then swallows once more and poof, you dissappear near his chest. Now making your way to his belly you feel the vibrations of his steady heartbeat, and can hear the air entering and leaving his lungs. If you listen close enough you can even hear the impatient rumbles of his belly, awaiting it's newest occupant. "You... you taste really good, and... you feel even better going down." His voice still seems a bit nervous; the end of his sentence also marks the end of your journey as you plop into his belly. Slightly contracting every now and then before the roof is met with a fwomp from the outside, knocking you on your ass. G'raha is resting his hand on his belly. "I can feel you in there, and sorry for knocking you over, but I was surprised and assumed I wouldn't know you were inside.... thank you for this. I know I sound nervous but I'm really enjoying it." You lie down and yawn stretching and feeling the moist walls of G'raha's stomach, your daring new adventure into your boyfriend's gut has tired you out.

You finally break the silence on your end. "You're welcome, it feels really nice inside you too. I think I'm gonna sleep now, though. Goodnight, I love you." G'raha barely hears you resulting in him taking a bit to respond. "You're welcome, and.. I love you too. Maybe we can do this some more?" You think for a bit, he didn't seem nervous but it's as if it was transfered to you however you refuse to let him know that, you don't want him to start panicing and fling you around like a ragdoll. Will you make it back out? Will G'raha wake up soon enough to let you out before you regrow? Will you wake up soon enough? All of these questions are racing in your mind but it's too late now to worry, best enjoy this moment between you two.

"Yeah... definitially." You fall asleep shortly after to the sounds of his body surrounding you, like a siren's song you just can't resist.

[kianavonna]

So I'm in Tokyo now and having second thoughts

I feel so bored, I know I still have to secure a place but I wish I could explore the city. It's cold too.

In one way I'm glad to put more space between me and my trauma back home but in another way I fear I'm making new trauma here.

The other day some subscriptions I forgot about took money out of my account and depleted it, I couldn't afford any more days so I stayed in the lobby of my hostel for as long as I felt comfortable and then left out. In hindsight, they didn't seem to mind me being there since it's also a laundromat but I was afraid they'd tell me to leave so I left before it came to that . I walked around for hours in shorts and my sweater to keep me warm, lugging around my suitcase all the way. Another thing I should have done, luckily Tokyo has many public bathrooms and they have emergency buttons, I should have clicked the button at the bathroom I found to get help for the night but I didn't know if it would do anything so I left the emergency bathroom button as a last resort to come back to.

I winded up in a busy entertainment center downtown and told myself I could just wait it out until I could get some money in the morning from one of my parents but I knew that wasn't gonna cut it because it was so cold so I walked to a hospital for help. The woman there did not give a fuck about my predicament and told me to go to the police. They cared even less, with this one spikey haired bespectacled policemen taking pleasure in watching me cry unsure of what I was going to do. We had to use Google Translate to communicate and he would point the phone at me then take it away with a faux stoic look on his face when my finger got close to it to type, turning on voice chat (I understand if he didn't want me touching his things but the way he did it it was clear he was trying to be funny). I left the station and at first resided myself to freezing but then I figured the best case scenario would be to go to the close by 24 hour family mart and come up with ideas there. Once there I did what I almost never do out of fear of rejection and seeming like a freeloader, I asked my cousins and a boo of mine for money.

Luckily they came through and I was able to buy another night at the hostel I was at, and then a couple more nights at a new hostel where I would have more outlets to use my things. As I was standing around my hostel a dude came by and talked me through my situation, I was on guard at first but he was kind and helped pick up my bags, I apologized for my intial reaction to him. I was considering roughing it until my hostel opened up but this guy came by and with the help of some girls who walked by us got me checked into a karaoke internet cafe so I wouldn't be out in the cold. Ironically, I believe he's also residing at the hostel I'm at now lol. Nice dude. I needed this kindness from the people I met that night to make me feel better.

Idk how this happened, and all I can think about is what if things were even worse than they had been for me that night. It triggered my homelessness trauma, It triggered my OCD intrusive thoughts and I'm trying to figure out where all the money I had before I left LA went. I should have budgeted. I should have and I didn't and I paid the price. I have money now from being paid but I am driving myself sick with all my what if questions.

Part of me still wants to stay in Tokyo but the other part wants to leave. I think the discipline could be good for me but I miss the US. I miss seeing people that look like me often, I miss knowing if I was in a dire situation atleast as a last resort I could go to the hospital or find a shelter easily (I hate mat on the floor shelters which are usually the only kind available any day, but the alternative that night was sleeping in a public bathroom until help arrived) . I miss going out to the club (I could go out here but idk if it would feel the same). I just miss connection and while I've made friends here it just isn't the same.

Also, I miss sex but I'm trying not to sin anymore. Even though I don't think of myself as a Christian, I consider myself Yoruba, I do think sometimes my idea of God is still based in Christianity and It feels weird, that someone like me is trying to make sure I don't break Abrahamic religious rules but I don't know. I just miss the feeling but I'm worried about angering God. I'd be lying if I said I didn't miss the feeling of being laid up in someone's arms, their dick pressed firmly against my vagina lol. I know while in Tokyo it'll be awhile for me before I get it (especially since Tinder isn't approving my age verification method smh since I'm out the country I figured I might as well rejoin that app again since It wont be as easy to talk to people at the club but looks like thats a bust) so I guess I better get used to not having it. Ugh.

Orishas, please show me the way. I am confused all the time. I just want to make sure I'm following my path and doing what's right.

[captnjacksparrow]

People always tell me that I’m wrong to hate Boruto (the character), saying he had so much development and I should just ignore him being ungrateful for his father’s service to his family and the village, but I don’t care. You want to know why? I was just like Boruto as a kid, but worse.

When I was very young, my parents both had shift jobs, and as such, we were left alone most of the time. Sometimes we were left alone at night and that’s a recipe for disaster when you have a 5 year old, a 6 year old, and an 11 year old as the only ones in the house. One time we almost burnt down the place cause we forgot to turn off the stove. And adding onto that, my parents were never able to make it to important events, something my mom still feels guilty about years later.

My reason for saying all this? It’s saying that Boruto has no reason to complain. At least he has a stay-at-home mom (a shitty one, but a mom nonetheless)! Me and my siblings got stuck with crappy babysitters that kept themselves getting fired. I never complained because I understood they were doing this for us and to keep a roof over our heads. Boruto saying Naruto has no idea what a father should be like since he didn’t have one is so insensitive I was never able to sympathize with him. I don’t care about his development since he never should’ve been like that in the first place.

Plus, Hinata failed as a mother for never disciplining him. I rest my case.

OMG. Because of Job, Your parents left you guys alone too??? My Parents too. And we had no complaints too.

And Wait! Did someone really said 'You are wrong to hate Boruto!'?? That's just a big bullshit.

Atleast, in this part of the Fandom (SNS), people tolerate Boruto... I repeat Tolerate.... because Sasuke cares about him more than his own Daughter. Otherwise, no one would give their time of their Day to this boring Gary Stu mop head with ugly design.

Boruto saying Naruto has no idea what a father should be like since he didn’t have one is so insensitive I was never able to sympathize with him. I don’t care about his development since he never should’ve been like that in the first place.

Plus, Hinata failed as a mother for never disciplining him.

This!!!

I was extremely furious when that Brat was badmouthing Naruto like that. It's understandable if Boruto was a motherless child and he was being insensitive... But he has a Mother and that worthless mother did nothing to stop that brat from behaving like that.

It's almost like a Millionaire creating a big sob story about himself who was going to be Bankrupt but he would still be sleeping in his Warm Cozy bed.... The worst thing is, he is saying his sob story INFRONT OF A HOMELESS PERSON WHO will be SLEEPING IN THE ROADSIDE.

Yeah, Yeah... It's very natural for a child for wanting to get attention from it's parents... But Hey!!! Sasuke was also just like Boruto when he was young... (Of Course, he wasn't insensitive)

Here, Sasuke was clearly confused and angered as to why his father wasn't paying attention to him as he does with Itachi.

Mikoto was also explaining about Fugaku's position as a Clan Leader.... And then she said this...

S"But, the conversations in here Alone... When he talks to me, Your Father only talks about you..."

This is where Mikoto shined as a mother. I am telling you, whatever Mikoto was saying here is mostly a Lie. Because if Fugaku really was talking about Sasuke as she says here... the Author would have shown it. But he didn't.... because I believe there is none. But as a mother, She didn't want to disappoint her Baby boy and hence she eases him off with a harmless lie.

Shouldn't Hinata have said something like this to make Boruto understand Naruto in a better way??? Yeah, Even A Lie would suffice... But she was just standing there like a Doll and raised up an ungrateful and insensitive brat. SMH.

She had One Job... Only One. And she sucked at it.

[jisungsmochi]

nct dream reaction to you displaying affection infront of the other members

finally back with another reaction! i tried my best to suit each scenario with the member,, i hope you enjoy reading it! 

mark:

i don’t think he would mind

but he’d just be surprised

so when you hug him and pepper him with kisses (after not having seen him in weeks) infront of the dreamies

(you didn’t know they were all watching)

mark’s face washed completely pink

“why are you being weird? kiss me back” you whine, still not realising the others were there

until haechan let out a mischievous chuckle

“oh shit” both you and mark muttered

you quickly pulled away from mark, trying your best to ignore what had just occurred

but that wasn’t easy,, haechan was a menace

the rest of the night was filled with light teasing

“markie! come kiss me” haechan would exaggerate pouted lips

you and mark tried to ignore it, simply opting for mark’s arm to be slung around you as you sat next to him

once you were both able to get some alone time

mark was all over you,, literally,, would not get off you

“i’m sorry about before, here is your kiss now!” he would giggle as he lightly pecked your lips

it was nice to have him in your arms again

renjun:

doesn’t seem like the one to initiate affection in general, unless you are both alone

the dreamies invited you over for lunch, in which you kindly accepted

you sat next to renjun at the table, munching on the delicious food they had set out

everything was going great, the atmosphere was up and everyone was having a great time

you noticed that renjun had some sauce (HOT SAUCE) on the side of his mouth

you quickly pulled his face to meet yours, ignoring the looks of the other boys

“ah let me clean you up” you mumbled to yourself, wiping off the sauce with your napkin before leaning in to peck his lips out of habit

it was a normal thing to do between you and renjun

he would have done the same to you

but definitely NOT infront of the members

you immediately widened your eyes after the kiss, wanting nothing more than to crawl under the table and stay there for the rest of the day

“i want to make a joke but i don’t want renjun to kill me” jeno chimed in

renjun glared at all of them, he knew how flustered you were

so he tried to change the subject, calming you down by gently resting his hand on your thigh

he gave it a small squeeze before leaning over to whisper to you “thankyou for keeping our little ritual, babe. i will make it up to you when we’re alone”

jeno:

it wouldn’t be unusual for the members to see jeno pecking your cheeks or having his arm around your waist

but it was unusual when they saw you quite literally attack jeno with cuddles and kisses when you thought no one else was at the dorms

before jeno could even give you a heads up, you engulfed him in a warm hug, kissing his forehead repeatedly

“i love youuuu” *kiss* “more than anything!” *kiss*

jeno was enjoying it way too much to even notice the other members standing to the side

renjun let out a loud cough, signalling the group’s presence

you literally froze in your place, hiding your face in your boyfriend’s chest

“oh hey guys, care to join us?” jeno snickered, knowing it was only making you more embarrassed

renjun and haechan both pretended to vomit

jaemin took a step towards you guys, mark having to stop him

“please just keep the pda to a level 1 when we’re here, we don’t need to know what happens during lovey dovey time” mark sighed as the rest of the boys joined you on the couch

you still had your head hidden in jeno’s chest, not wanting to face them

jeno only chuckled softly, pulling you to his side, stroking your hair as the boys changed the subject completely, now setting up for a competitive game of mario kart

“you’re so cute, i love you” jeno whispered so the other’s couldn’t hear

“i love you too” you muttered, ears heating up

haechan:

he messaged you that he had just returned from schedules, asking you to keep him company for the night as he wound down from his long day

you didn’t think much of it, rushing to his room once you had arrived

you practically jumped into his bed, giving him smooches left, right and centre

he was basking in all the glory of having you with him

but when chenle and jisung walk into the room, ready to ask haechan to play some games with them

they didn’t expect to see you on top of him

you loudly screeched once you heard them knock on the door

hitting your head on haechan’s headboard

the two boys scurried off, probably already telling jaemin and jeno what they had just witnessed

“oh god i can never show my face here again! those two twats are gonna make it seem like we were...gonna do it!” you cry dramatically

“wait so we aren’t gonna do it?” your boyfriend tried his best to light up the mood

earning a loud slap from you to his shoulder

you weren’t the type to initiate affection in general, so haechan couldn’t help but enjoy how flustered you were

eventually you both forgot about it, cuddling as you caught up on eachother’s days

there was another series of knocks at the door, this time jaemin and jeno entering

“uh y/n, we know you miss haechan a lot these days, but can you please lock the door if you’re gonna have se-“

“WE WEREN’T DOING ANYTHING!” you groan in frustration, hiding your face with a pillow

haechan just sat and giggled, way too entertained with the entire situation

he couldn’t have felt more proud

so this is what you get for showing affection...

jaemin:

adores you so much, even more when you initiate affection

but never pressures you to kiss / hug him or anything, he just lets you do it when you please

you were hanging out with the 00 line, deciding to go on a walk to the pier and have ice cream

all was going well, jaemin held your hand tightly as always

the others trailing behind you both, making comments like:

“we get ittttt, you two are the cutest couple ever, dont need to rub it in!”

“atleast they haven’t kissed yet!”

you smirked to yourself, knowing they were only teasing

jaemin pulled you closer to him, telling you to ignore them

you shook your head, an idea coming to mind

you show your boyfriend a mischievous smile, pulling his face closer to yours as you both stop in the middle of the walkway

“let’s give them a show” you didn’t give jaemin enough time to react before you pressed your lips against his

jaemin’s hands immediately attached to your waist, pulling you into him as he smirked into the kiss

he was just as shocked as the rest but who was he to deny a kiss from you?

he didn’t want to admit it but he was enjoying this way too much

haechan was ready to leave right then and there

renjun just shook his head, wanting nothing more than for you two to stop making out in public

jeno couldn’t help but chuckle at the sight  

you finally pull away from jaemin, sending the boys a shy smile before taking jaemin’s hand and skipping off with him

jaemin couldn’t help but lick his lips after, wanting to kiss you once more

“they are gross, but somehow it’s endearing” jeno shrugged, leading the two grossed out boys to the ice cream parlour

chenle:

i feel like he enjoys affection, but isn’t usually the one to initiate it himself

you’d both be sitting with the other members, playing board games or something

you would lean closer to him, rubbing your shoulders together

or gently pushing loose strands of hair from his face

he enjoyed small touches like that, but when you decide that you want a kiss from him, he freezes

“please, just one?” you whispered, completely ignoring the game at this point

he felt his ears heat up, feeling the eyes of his members on him now

he was having an internal debate 

of course he wanted to kiss you, but he was always the one who would tease his members if they did anything like this 

karma was going to get him real good

“r-right now?” you nod eagerly

he nodded back, leaning closer to you as you finally pressed your lips on his

a choir of moans and groans from the other members erupted

chenle immediately pulled away, feeling slightly embarrassed but also enjoying the feeling of kissing you

he started getting cocky when the other members began expressing their disgust

“you guys are just jealous that i’m getting kissed and you’re not” he huffs

“you wish! you two are disgustingly adorable” jisung rolls his eyes, earning laughter from everyone at the table

the board game resumed, jisung still having a distasteful look on his face

“i hope i didn’t embarrass you too much” you mumble to your boyfriend

“i don’t get embarrassed, love” he cheekily grinned, wrapping an arm around your shoulder as you rolled the die for your turn

jisung:

my shy baby boy

pls he would combust the first time you ever held hands

you knew he felt uncomfortable at times with pda so you refrained from doing too much infront of others

but one day, you were just feeling extra cuddly and loving

and it happened to be the day of the weekly movie night with the members

you sat to jisung, playing with his hands gently as you tuned into the movie

you started to feel yourself drift off to sleep, slowly leaning your head into his shoulder

jisung would immediately freeze up, hoping the others wouldn’t notice

but they did

you subconsciously brought your arm to wrap around his torso, snuggling into his side

jisung’s face was as red as a tomato at this point, he didn’t want to push you off but he also felt the stares of the six other boys on him

“psstt, y/n” jisung whispered to you, gently stroking your hair as you felt your eyes flutter open

you quickly pulled away from jisung, after making eye contact with the rest of the group

“jisung, why did you wake them up? they looked so peaceful!” chenle teased, making jisung even more flustered than he already was

“i’m sorry, sung. it won’t happen again” you felt bad (kind of) since you knew how he didn’t want to be teased

jisung just shook his head, deciding to pull your head back to rest of his shoulder, and your arm to wrap around him once again

it took you by surprise to say the least 

“don’t stress, it’s about time we cuddle like this” he placed a soft kiss to your forehead, smiling softly while ignoring the looks from his members

truth was, they all found it endearing how soft jisung got with you

their little baby was finally growing up!

jisung would feel proud of himself (and you) for finally displaying affection openly

it solidified that your relationship was the real deal!

[oh-for-fic-sake]

Mans False Gods Chapter Three

Masterlists

Summary: Kal is tested and has to step up and deal with a meltdown resulting in a wake up call you'd rather not had. But Diana can see the change in you already, it would seem your not as opposed to all this as you tried to seem, but you just told yourself it was natural to obey for now? Its self preservation... wasn't it?

Warnings: Adult Situations +18,Smut, F/F Smut, Exhibitionism, Voyeur, Dark Themes, DDLG, MDLG, Forced Age Regression, stuffies, Bottles, Pacies, Manipulating Behaviour, Abuse Of Power, Non Con Spanking, , DDLG, Dom Sub Power Dynamic, Dark!Clark/Kal El, Dark!Diana.

A/N: so here is the next chapter where things begin to heat up. this is long on account of my lazy ass not cutting it up, but i hope you dont mind hunnies as always read the warnings first and enjoy! 😘😘 

WARNING! THIS IS LONG 23000+ WORDS!!

The next morning had started great. Kal and Diana had awoken early and watched as you slept. They slowly began speaking in hushed whispers about things they now needed to do. You needed a doctors appointment, and dental as well as an opticians appointment. You had no glasses whatsoever! Kal felt his heart clench, how terrifying it must be to have gone through these past few years and not see clearly? Sure your eyes weren't too bad but still bad enough to need glasses.

"She's so small Kal... I can't believe she was out there this long, alone terrified! I just feel so... Bad we did this to her" Diana spoke guilt gnawing at her as she scanned you from head to toe. You weren't hurt but you weren't entirely healthy or as put together as you used to be. Skinny and frail-looking, tired and frightened. She didn't like it one bit, it was clear you hadn't been living comfortably. You'd been surviving. And they were two different things.

Finally, she couldn't bear to keep looking over you and ducked down curling around you, tucking your head into her neck wrapping herself around you. You whined softly in your sleep and tried pulling back from her but she quickly hushed you kissing the top of your head. A few seconds of squirming and you finally settled again with a sigh. Diana smiled as you snuggled into her cutely, like a tiny kitten trying to steal her mothers warmth.

Kal propped himself up on his side and smiled sadly nodding. He knew. He knew the state they found you in was their fault. That's why he was so adamant to look after you now to... Make amends in a way. You'd proved you could barely survive on your own. But Kal was also angry; angry that you'd been abandoned, he had thought Bruce would've atleast put something in place to look after you but he hadn't. Bruce hadn't helped you, he was to busy saving his own skin and trying to fight him and the new regime.

But Kal was more angry at himself you had been alone, with no means to protect yourself or really survive. And he should have known! He should have realised you were scared, that you would stay away from the new citizen system he put in place. That you'd fear being caught and killed like many of the others.

"I know, but we have her now... Its going to be better now, we are going to right the wrongs love... We can give her the best life look after her and nothing will ever hurt our little one again" his voice was strained his face in firm lines, hard and stone like. He truly was a god, carved in marble. Perfect. Diana nodded still holding you protectively. Kal drew a deep breath and shuffled closer winding his arms around his family, holding both his girls.

He chuckled when you grunted pouting in your sleep when he sandwiched you between Diana and himself. Trying to wriggle free from the group hug.  But once again you settled after a few moments relaxing as you were now being warmed from both sides a small smile graced your face. Kal grinned and nuzzled the back of your head pressing chaste kisses to your bed head, he felt at peace having you here with him. And he meant what he said no one will ever touch his little babygirl.

Soon after that they began speaking in low hushed tones coming to a few decisions on what they needed to do first. Your health was important and they both wanted to know just how bad it was because you hadn't been to see anyone for nearly three years. So a list was made they needed to find a doctor- the best one they could find that specialised in women and get you looked at. A full head to toe medical check and devise a meal plan to help you gain back some weight, birth control and a microchip. Those were the first most important things then opticians, then teeth.

Luckily Kal was a few steps ahead, while Diana had spent the few days before collecting you to make the nursery perfect, he had been looking for a doctor for you. And had managed to scheduled doctor visit for the end of the week. He'd have it done tomorrow if he could, but he was having a few issues with getting the right equipment in the towers medic bay. That and the doctor was told to come fully prepared with some appropriate vaccines which took a few days to order. Though earth was getting a new normal, after the initial disruption some medicines were hard to come by. Flu jabs and contraception being some of the many that were in short supply. But with any luck things would go smoothly and you'd be much more complacent by then and would let them tend to you without a fuss.

You moaned batting away at the hands that pulled you about before shivering, it was cool in here. Croaking out a small raspy whine in response to the giggle your received.

"Shh I've got you sweety, just stay still and we will be downstairs before you know it" came the reply you grunted huffing and dropped your hands beside you and tried rolling over on the soft surface you were laying on. You were still half asleep, you heard what was said but didn't register the words or who was speaking. There was a sigh and footsteps behind you as you snuggled the blanket nuzzling it, rubbing your nose over the soft fibres.

"Awe she really is sleepy still~ A cute dress will do today I'm not going to wrangle her in leggings when she's like this" the voice stated again before something was tugged up over your legs settling at your waist. You frowned for a second not understanding what was going on and blinked opening your eyes only to hiss and squint as the bright fluorescent light hurt them making your eyes go fuzzy. You moaned burrowing your face into the blankets again and sighed melting into the soft bed below humming before slowly drifting once more whining as you were rolled over again and held this time you felt a tugging before something slipped over your head. Before you could come to and work out just what was going on you were hoisted up into someone's arms whilst

"Shh shh there we go all done baby" the soft voice cooed again rubbing your back before setting you on their hip tipping you to rest your head on their chest. You blinked lifting your head again before yawning rubbing your eyes trying to wake up properly. There was a deep chuckle before another set of larger hands wrangled your feet into some fluffy socks, tickling the sole of your foot as you kicked out on instinct.

It took you all of ten minuet's to fully wake up and realise just what was going on. You were dressed in a little green dress that hung loosely to your knees, soft and frilly with an oversized knit cardigan. Sat at the dining table with Kal across from you looking over a tablet. You frowned you wasn't sure just what time it was, it was still pretty dark. Well darker then the other room you'd been in. The huge blinds were still shut and the only lights on were dimmed, even the ones built into the bottom of the kitchen cabinets were a dull warm yellow. It was quiet apart from the sound of the coffee maker filtering some fresh mouth-watering coffee.

It was when you saw who else was here you began remembering just what a shit show the last twenty four hours had been. You grumbled to yourself. You'd never been a morning person, something not even the regime had managed to change- it was about the only thing in your life this apocalyptic fuck up hadn't changed.

You grunted eyeing the two as they began to speak to one another completely talking over you, like you wasn't even here. You tried paying attention but to be honest you were still far to shaken to really take in anything. Your eyes were flicking about the space again already looking for an escape route or hiding place. You felt completely on edge unsafe and trapped like a rat. Yet at the same time the urgency wasn't there like yesterday... Perhaps it was the smell of actual food and a real pot of coffee that swayed you, the delicious smelling food imploring you to atleast stay for breakfast before trying to kamikaze out of here.

"Princess, will you sit nicely at he table please?" Diana said coming over and placing a small sippy cup of orange juice in front of you. Kal ached a brow at the womans comment and sighed when he saw what she meant, you were sitting funny in your chair swivelling your head around to look at the sprawling open apartment behind you. Kal couldn't blame you, you wanted to explore your new home, it was natural. But he wanted you to sit at the table properly.

"The fuck is that?" You grumbled scowling tiredly the bright yellow sippy with bumble bees all over it that was sat innocently in front of you. Diana and Kal snapped their gazes to you with scolding glares.

"Excuse me young lady, you will not swear in this house, do you hear me? There's no need for a potty mouth." Diana chided with an unsavoury look on her face. You blinked at her before glaring at the sippy and pushed it away with a 'no thanks' and swivelled in your seat looking around at the open space.

"Now sweety. That's your orange juice and I expect you to drink it nicely. Stop spinning around and sit still. I know you want to look around but can do that after breakfast, face the table and drink some juice" Kal said lifting the sippy and placed it on the table in front of you with a thump you making you yip and jump in your seat hissing as you hit your knee on the table which made Kal sigh rolling his eyes slightly still looking down at his tablet.

"I told you we should have got the booster with the buckles, day one and she's already hurt herself" he grunted not looking back to Diana then finally raised his gaze to you watching you critically. Peeking through the black stone table top to your leg making sure you wasn't injured.

"I don't want her that high from the floor, she could fall" Diana huffed still moving about the kitchen pouring her and Kal some coffee.

"Yes well, we were lucky she wont even bruise this time" Kal replied before looking back at the tablet that must have something important on it. You frowned as the spoke over you as if your not even there, like you couldn't possibly understand what they were saying. You sat there uncomfortably as they spoke. There conversating quickly changed, drifting from you to work... Business.

You probably should have tried listening but couldn't, you were far to concerned with trying to find a way to escape their presence before they saw fit to try and force any more of this madness onto you. Slowly you pivoted on your seat eyes still locked on Kal was now speaking candidly to Diana beaming at her finding joy in the... Domestic nature of the morning the first day of the rest of his life.

"Where are you trying to sneak off to? didn't I just tell you to drink your juice?" Kal said clicking his fingers at you just as your toes touched the floor. You froze with a squeak and chewed your lip unsure weather to answer or not. When he hummed and turned facing you curiously you decided he was waiting for a reply.

"I-I need the toilet" you said trying to use the excuse once more. But he frowned at you tilting his head to you making you paused gulping under his gaze.

"Now little girl I know we haven't discussed rules just yet. But I would have thought lying was an obvious no no. I know for a fact you don't need to use the potty, you've already been, don't use needing the potty as an excuse" he scolded quickly raising a brow at you then nodded motioning for you to sit facing the table once more.

"I don't remember going" you uttered quietly shrugging still trying to wriggle your way out of this little situation.

"I helped you when you were half asleep princess, you were such a tired girl this morning its no wonder you don't remember, you almost had an accident... now listen to your daddy and have your juice you should behave and sit nicely for breakfast" Diana said waving off the fact she just admitted helping you use the toilet while you were still out of it half asleep like it was nothing. You snapped you head to her flushing feeling embarrassed, shamed even. Diana didn't seem to care much for your pout instead she moved across the kitchen and placing a small plate of toast in front of you.

"B-but I'm not hungry" you whined. And honestly you really wasn't, if anything you felt nauseous anxiety making your tummy flip. The last thing you wanted was food... But then again the milk last night had also made you a tad bloated too so it could also be that. After all the milk had been a rich treat.

"Nonsense. Its breakfast time and your going to eat" Diana said sitting down placing both Kal and her own toast on the table and took a bite. You looked from Kal to Diana with a frown before prodding your plate.

"I never eat breakfast" you uttered quietly. You didn't want to eat, you wanted to escape, to get out of that door somehow and go home!

"Well now is a good a day as any to start. You will be eating three meals a day from now on." Diana hummed taking another bite watching you intently making you shrink under her gaze.

"And look baby? Mama went out of her way to satisfy that sweet tooth of yours, some yummy honey on toast" Kal added  between his own bites peering over your plate with a smile. You looked at your plate and swallowed dryly... honey on toast did sound good...

"Look's good, doesn't it poppet? I bet you haven't had honey in a long while? Go on eat up" Diana cooed grinning watching you bite your lip eyeing the sweet honey soaking into the toast. She could see how much you wanted it, but was too stubborn to admit it, it would appear you didn't want to give in to anything. You were quite the stubborn little girl. You didn't want to give them another victory, even if it meant going hungry. Which was not an option whatsoever.

"But... I'm not hungry" you lied outright, well maybe not? You hadn't been hungry until your toast had been served, now you wanted nothing more then to scarf down the sweet breakfast and possibly ask for seconds? But what type of message would that send? God forbid they think you like it here... even if on some strange level you did... well you liked having food and a warm place to sleep and a toilet that flushed first time there was even actual toilet roll- soft toilet roll that smelled of coconut, which was mile away from the news paper you'd been using as toilet roll was only available on rations now.

"Well that's tough luck isn't it little one, you need to build up an appetite so you can get nice and healthy again. Now sit your bottom down nicely and eat your breakfast" you could hear the mild irritation in kal's words and gulped. You shuddered not wanting to think what would happen if you refused further. You moved plucking up the toast before taking a bite. And moaned in delight at the taste much to your displeasure.

Kal and Diana smiled victoriously sharing a look as you gave a little hum of approval. You glanced at the two cups steam rising from each and the mouth watering smell of fresh coffee. Then you looked to the sippy cup in front of you. Orange juice? Ew.

"What's wrong love?" Diana asked seeing you pull faces at your sippy, disgust washing over your features. You looked at her and pulled your hands under the table twiddling our fingers in your lap debating on asking or not. But the smell was to much, the temptation too great.

"Can... Can I have coffee too?... Please?" You finally voiced eyeing her pouring a little without meaning to, pleading with your eyes.

"No of course not, your far to little for coffee" she said waving you off with a chuckled and sipped her coffee. You frowned and pivoted to face her head on, lightly fingering your plate gazing at her pleading with your eyes. There was still some coffee in the pot, enough for a small cup.

"But... please I haven't had it in a long time" you begged trying again to have a taste. Now that you'd smelt it, it was all, you could think about, al, you could taste. You craved it, just as bad as when you'd first had to go without.

"No, you have your orange juice, now eat your toast" Diana spoke tipping her head to the sippy and plate of toast.

"But... but just a little tiny bit, Please?" You tried again unknowingly testing your boundaries. Diana and Kal had to school their features already seeing little tendencies, even if it was just from anxiety and nerves. You were skittish but fairly cooperative, it wasn't taking much to coax you. But you would soon find out that wasn't a two way street.

"Mama said no. Now stop stalling and finish your toast. None of us are leaving this table until you have a full tummy" Kal said with a finality that carried weight. You made a small 'aw' sound and frowned then pouted sticking your bottom lip out at him.

"I'm already full-"

"Oh no your not little lady, half a slice of toast is not enough, I can see your tummy is still empty. Now finish your toast like a good girl" Kal Scolded raising a brow at you waiting for you to continue testing them. He wanted to chuckle at the way you huffed and began fiddling with your breakfast twiddling the toast in your fingers in silent protest. Kal sighed and leaned back crossing his arms deciding you needed a little push in the right direction, he cast a glance to Diana and nodded subtly to the bottle from last night on the dish rack. Diana smiled and placed both hands on the table and pushed off of it standing with a tutting.

"Unless you want another bottle? God Kal maybe she's not ready for solids? Shes malnourished I should make another bottle and slowly thicken it with some baby porridge-" she asked you before turning to Kal smirking as she fawned over you only to falter with a knowing look as you quickly changed your mind and stuffed a corner of the toast into your mouth and began eating whilst crying out loud.

"N-no... no! I'll eat! I will!" You said around your mouthful of toast then began coughing as your panicked yipping almost made you choke. Diana quickly came over patting your back until your coughing stopped and offered you your juice, pressing the sippy into your mouth making you take a drink from  it.

"Good girl... Honestly are you going to make everything a fight baby girl?" Diana cooed placing the sippy back on the table as she still rubbed your back slowly making sure you were aright. You whined and pouted unsure what to do. You wanted to refuse, kick and scream at them but... for some reason you didn't want to upset them? Not that you cared about their feelings but you didn't want to make them angry... well that's what you thought it was?

"I'm finished" you muttered a few minuets later drawing both of their attention. You'd eaten everything apart fro  the crusts... You didn't like crusts, it came from when you were younger. Your mother had said crusts give you curly hair... and you'd wanted straight hair as a kid, it was a quirk you had kept in adult hood.

"Good girl, now you can leave the table and explore for a little while" Kal said with a nod smiling at you seeing the plate was mostly clear apart from some crust sticks, you'd nibbled every dribble of honey off them.

"Are you sure you need to go today Kal? Its our first day with her" Diana stood in the kitchen speaking under her breath so you wouldn't hear her. They both stayed seated watching you out of the corner of their eyes as you wandered into the large living space curiously.

"Exactly love, I will go and deal with this little issue while its still just a minor inconvenience and can be sorted in a day." Kal reasoned, it was just a small uprising Russia was looking into infrared and minerals that were similar to kryptonite... and he had a few guesses just who was over there handing over information. It was the best lead he had to Bruce for a long time, he had to strike when the iron was hot and investigate.

"I'm a little nervous, she's so? Defiant still" the woman said worriedly. She didn't really know what to do as of yet, she was excited thrilled! But knew she had to give you time to adjust, she was uncertain of herself and would feel better if Kal stayed.

"She will be for a while yet, she's confused and scared... use today as a bonding day, just you and her" Kal hummed reaching across the table holding dianas hand.

"You'll do fine love, you handled her well last night and this morning." He encouraged sweetly standing up rounding the table wrapping her up in his arms.

"Today she will probably explore the house and look for places to hide. See if you can get her to play with her toys or sit and watch tv with her" he offered turning leaning on the table lightly brushing her hair away gently his face softening. He could see the hurt in her eyes, usually he thought it was because she wasn't needed as much, he thought she was jealous  but today? He knew she was dissapointed you wouldn't spend your first full day alone as a family.

"Oh love don't be upset, if I could ignore this I would..." Kal hummed pulling Diana closer pressing a kiss to her lips. She smiled sadly as he pulled away. And cupping his hand and sliding it over her cheek before perssing a sweet kiss to his palm, fluttering her lashes pleading with him before speaking softly.

"What's so important about this particular uprising? Why cant it wait? You deserve time alone with us my love" she cooed trying to coax him, it wasn't that she didn't want to be alone with you, it was that this bonding was supposed to be a shared experience. Both her and Kal were supposed to welcome you home and settle you in.

"I think its Bruce" he finally said exasperated, not only had Bruce fucked up and not protected you like Kal had trusted him to, but now the bat was also managing to interfere with his precious daddy baby girl bonding time. Kal was furious... and that was putting it lightly. Diana gasped at the revelation and frowned straightening up instantly loosing all her soft smiles and new motherly glow. She became the woman who put struck fear in her enemies.

"What?" She grunted at him sourly, Diana had as much pent up aggression for the bat as he did, especially after the state they had found you in. In both their kinds Bruce was responsible, you couldn't be! Your we a tiny baby who'd been abandoned. Kal sighed as Diana pulled away from him growing irritated at the mere mention of his name she clasped his hand pulling it from her face.

"In Russia..." Kal began and leant over the table pulling his tablet to them and began eyeing the report again, this time letting Diana see too.

"The whistle blower told us that there was a small chip of kryptonite in the base. Apparantly someone hand delivered it... Luthor doesn't have any and he seems quite happy with his... work so even if he did have any I doubt he'd be going behind my back trying to kill me" Kal said eyeing Diana with a side glance. She nodded, it was true. Luthor was happy in his lab with his experiments, Kal over saw the... Subjects and results and was getting closer to perfecting everything. Diana may have frowned upon it initially, but Kal had made some valid points. And Diana would do anything for her little girl, even genetic mutation. But they were years away from implementing that yet. Which both annoyed and eased the woman.

"Soo the Russian resistance might have kryptonite? And Bruce probably gave it to them?" Diana summarised with a cool tone trying to hold her temper. She'd told Kal early on that Bruce was either with them or against them. That Kal had to make the decision and end the bat as soon as he had refused to fall in line. But Kal was sentimental,  in the early months he believed that he could rule without much blood shed, that people would come around and he could maintain the golden symbol of hope. That he could be a hero and a ruler. But in the end Kal had to be firm, the humans forced the regimes hand and they had all shown their ugly side and frightened the people. By the time Kal realised just how far Bruce was willing to go the bat had slipped through their fingers and disappeared.

"Yes, and they are trying to find a mineral like it here on earth to make a weapon. The only other person that had ever had kryptonite is Bruce. So I'm going to go and crush this little resistance and have the shard contained. I don't think its enough to weaken me but make me irritable" he ended reassuring her with a shrug as Diana grew tense drawing a deep breath and bit her lip nervously.

"And try to trace it back to who ever had it... Bruce or otherwise" Kal finished looking off to the side tilting his head hearing you padding about the living room and smiled, you were exploring your new home nicely.

"Okay... okay go but please Kal be careful,  no risks not anymore, we have a little girl to look after now. Be safe and come home to us" Diana hummed worriedly, she knew just how paranoid and tricky Bruce could be. And he knew he was public enemy number one, everyone knew he was wanted dead or alive... preferably alive just so Kal could be the one to end him, more for peace of mind.

"I will my love, trust me I wont let anything ruin our family, not now we finally have her here. I love you" he whispered before dipping down pressing a needy kiss to the woman drawing her into him as much as he could making her tremble and moan against him.

"I love you too" she whispered back as he backed up from her and grinned before spinning on his heels and made for the front door.

You moved from the table slowly backing away from them as they eyes you. Diana giggled and waved you off in a shoo motion nodding telling you it was okay. With that you spun around and scuttled off quickly darting out of sight around the huge central fireplace.

You stopped looking around yourself. Large, monochrome and modern. Definitely designed by Bruce. Chic and clean dark marbles and stone furniture. Chrome legged tables with glossy tops, a huge L shaped sofa with white furry throw cushions. A few strange yet enticing egg chairs, one was even a huge round hanging seat being held by a thick beam crossing the space with an led strip in the centre. The room was littered with random chic tables with little gadgets, humidifiers, clocks, and stylish lamps with little ornaments and house plants dotting the space.

You walked cautiously to the hanging chair and pressed on it, putting some weight onto the fluffy plush cushions. It moved but not much. Slowly you sat on it gently letting our feet leave the floor. Then grinned as the chair rocked and swayed slightly. You'd admit you had always wanted on of these to curl up in and read. You hummed closing your eyes relishing in the soft swaying of the chair before snapping out of it and continued exploring the space, lightly touching some of the things that caught your eye as you rounded the room staking out the parameters. Making a mental note pf all of the small hidey holes.

Finally you decided to settle and wait out whatever these nutters had planned next. You chose a spot beside the sofa and small side table with a white salt lamp resting on it. You ducked down and sat on the floor.

This was preferable,  you could see most of the space, the upstairs,  kitchen,  back wall of the nursery. You looked around the place trying to spot other hiding places. That was when you noticed there were a set of glass doors on the back wall leading to a hidden hall behind the stairs which you hadn't noticed yesterday.

The more you looked the more you discovered, the hidden polished concrete hall seemed to go on forever with doors lining each side. Just as you leant forward on one hand eyeing the space that seemed to go on and on. You crawled forward ready to investigate the back of the apartment Kal called you storming down the corridor back into the open space, nhis feet echoing loudly on the floor as he drew closer. You hadn't even realised he had been leaving, if you had you would have made a mad desperate dash for the door.

"y/n Y/N! POPPET? Come here" he said irritated brows furrowed as he scanned the living room. You gasped and scrabbled back your blood going cold as you realised he must know about your little escape attempt. You shuddered feeling the moment he found you.

"Y/n would come here please" he grunted sternly whilst crooking a finger at you. You whined and stood up from your spot stuffing your hands in the little pockets of your cardigan. A warning call of your name made you wince and you looked down curling your toes into the rug for a moment before loosing your nerve and rounding the sofa coming to a halt before him.

You really didn't know what was for the best anymore. You could fight and argue but... They were both unstable and you needed to survive this, you had to be smart if you were going to escape.

"Do you have anything you want to tell your Mama and me?" Kal asked knowingly his voice dipping, warning laced each word. You swallowed again hearing Diana come toward the both of you slowly.

"N-no" you whispered trembling mind racing over what could possibly be the consequences of this major fuck up.

"Really? Nothing? No sneaking about by the front door?" He twisted nodding to the door then faced you crossing his arms quirking a brow at you. You made to answer but was cut off by Diana gasping and quickly standing beside Kal looking at you appalled.

"She was what? When did you do that little one?" She asked frowning dissapointed in your behaviour, placing her hands on her hips gazeing at you sternly.

"Last night... she tried getting out security system caught her, photo and video... she was shocked. Very shocked to say the least" Kal explained, you winced and shrunk a little fiddling with the inside of your pockets willing yourself to be swallowed by the floor. You quivered from head to toe. They sounded hurt, dissapointed and irritated. As if they couldn't believe you'd try running off, which was a testament to their own delusions of what this was.

"Oh Princess no! You bad girl! You don't go anywhere near the door without daddy or me." Diana scolded you making your face flame and you bite your tongue.

"Yes, that is a rule." Kal added with a firm scowl shifting on his feet. You peeked at him, he'd gotten changed at some point now in his black suit- going out to punish and pillage it was the only time he wore it, to strike fear into people. The black suit was for war, for battle and to insight fear to remind people he is not as he once was. He was reborn, no longer a symbol of hope but a true kryptonian. A ruler. A god.

You bit your tongue, swallowing your anger, the spike of rage as once again they treated you like a fucking child- a baby, their baby! You were not their anything... Well you were their hostage, but that was it you werent friends, you werent family or colleagues or lovers or anything! Just a hostage, and her kidnappers.

"B-but I want to go home!" You finally spoke quivering cursing yourself as tears streaked your face. You wanted to go home, it wasn't warm or well stocked or comfy but it was yours and it was safe!

"You are home, here with us its where you belong... And even if you had got out you wont have got far" Kal said raising his voice hurt evident in the way he began barking at you. He was frustrated with you. You frowned at him then glared taking half a step back feeling more and more like a trapped animal as the seconds ticked by.

"Wha? What do you mean?" You yelped panic, anger, fear and anxiety all washing over you in waves, making you feel sick as you tried making sense of his words. You grew frantic as you tried to figure them out, like a riddle.

"Oh pumpkin? You don't know where you are yet, do you?" He said condescendingly whilst stepping towards you. Before you could dart back he hoisted you up spinning you around in his grasp and began striding towards the huge blind covered window.

"Here come with daddy" Kal said quickly as he stood before the window flipping a switch and the huge blind rose. You froze, everything stopped, you couldn't blink, couldn't breath. You just stared in horror as the thick blind rose soundlessly revealing a perfect view of earth.

You finally gasped before shrieking leaning forward pleasing your quivering hands on the glass. 'No....no this-this is a trick a sick joke your not... there's no way- it'd kill you getting up here would have killed you or taken days!' Kal caught you quickly before you diver head first into the glass banging your head then lowered you setting you on the built in seat.

"See, were in the tower~ far away from that nasty planet and its dirty air..." he said in a chipper tone, as if there was nothing wrong with this, like he hadn't just revealed he'd not only kidnapped you but smuggled you off planet!

"No." You whimpered clenching your fists as you peered down at your planet shaking from head to toe. You didn't think didn't blink you couldn't tear your eyes away. As if it was taking its time registering what you were seeing. You shouldn't be up here... not least of all you wasn't a fan of heights, the whole roof top escape attempt was pure panic and adrenaline.

"Princess?" Kal looked down at you worriedly as you began panting, breathing faster and faster panicking hyperventilating. Diana came over calling out to you as Kal faltered unsure what to do?

"No.. No no no ! This is? Noo! You cant?!" You whispered to your self beginning to freak out. Kal took a step back from you confused.

"This isn't real?! No why?! I- why did you kidnap me?!" You asked quietly at first but soon spun around and began shouting at them, trembling and sobbing as you finally lost your rag.

"We did not kidnap you, we brought you home" Kal scoffed trying to wave you off thinking he could just shut you down.

"Its kidnap! You stole me-"

"We saved you!" He growled growing more annoyed that you wasn't backing down, that you wasn't seeing things his way. You shook and stood up quicker then you should have finally seeing red and began screaming at him letting loose all your fear anger and frustration.

"FROM WHAT?! FROM WHAT? WHAT DID YOU- YOU SAVED ME FROM? I'LL TELL YOU WHAT, SOMETHING YOU DID! YOU DID IT! YOU FUCKING- YOU DESTROYED IT!" you bellowed staggering toward the shocked kryptonian. Then broke off into anguished cries, sobbing and wrenching heaving as you realised just how dire your situation was. No one would come for you, no one that cared knew you were taken- or where you could be! None knew where Kal made his home, you'd never have thought he'd be here! So why would anyone else, you were stranded alone and vulnerable. Weak and at their mercy with no hope of escape, not until you were back on solid ground- home soil.

You spun around once more crumbling to the ground unable to hold yourself together as you saw the nauseating sight of earth spinning innocently on its axis, non the wiser to the many atrocities takeing place on it... and now off of it.

"destroyed a planet- destroyed my life! Why!? What did I do I what have I done to deserve this?-I'm gonna be sick! I cant- this is fucking madness! That's... THIS IS A JOKE! TELL ME THIS IS SOME TWISTED FUCKING JOKE!?" You pleaded yelling again between a mess of tears snot and hyperventilating sickening breaths.

"Y/n I am sorry you have suffered, I am sorry that it took me so long to find you and save you. I understand it has been hard for you but we tried our best. You are here now and that's all that matters but that is no excuse to misbehave like a spoiled brat. Now apologies for raising your voice to me and your mam" Kal growled threateningly at you but the warning fell on deaf ears you were far too lost in your mind- your sadness and hopelessness trumping all reason.

"No-no I wont I wont apologise you!" You screamed finally finding your voice. Your anger boiling over in one terrified fear fuelled rage. You stomped your foot clenching your fists at your side, so tense you looked like you were about to snap, small shudders rolled over you.

And it had nothing to do with the way Kal had paused and pivoted to you face on giving you his full attention. His eyes were cool and collected, yet behind the calm blue was a rolling sea of rage- a storm of which you hadn't seen before.

"Pardon?" The two syllables were deep, a single word question that held a dark threat threaded in it. The room seemed to dip into a cold tense atmosphere. Diana held her breath but stayed on her side of the room knowing she needed to stand by and mediate.

"I you... I'm not saying sorry! I didn't do anything you did! Your mad?!  Crazy just like they said! What do you want? What the fuck do you want from me?" You growled leaning forward snarling at Kal letting your mouth run free. Your stance faltered as Kal stepped forward growling threatening and leant down to you drawing your gaze to his own sneering face.

"For you to watch you mouth for starters little girl" he thundered at you, tense muscles bulging craning over you.

"Stop calling me that!" You shouted at him stupidly letting your despair take hold, the hopelessness of the situation giving you a false sense of security. The fleeting thought of 'there's nothing more they can do' crossing your mind giving you a burst of misplaced courage.

"Do not raise your voice to me, now calm yourself down" was the order barked in reply. Kal didn't like this new obstinate and rude woman that had seemed to replace his sweet quite babygirl. He watched a split second of regret and felt a flush of recognition only to be flawed by the next two words snarled at you

"Fuck you!" You spat viciously at Kal, a small smug smile creep across your face as he took a full step back in shock, mouth open in shock. It felt good to have a little payback, to make him falter. But your vindication only lasted a few seconds as Kal snapped out of his shock and bellowed at you.

"Oh trust me sweetheart you do not want me to fuck you at the moment! My cock is the last thing you deserve right now!" His words made your insides churn, both dread and anger reaching a peak and you trembled under the ferocity of both.

"What you? You think your going to have fucking sex with me?! What is this some fucked up kidnap fantasy!? Alien probe bullshit?! Seriously what is wrong with you?" You questioned  with a stinging jab at him. It had the desired effect as Kal gasped once more drawing in a deep breath a hurt look crossing his features.

Diana watched carefully as the argument raged on, she could see this wasn't going to ease on its own, this wasn't going to be a small spat that will run its course. This was escalating into something that would end in tears, with that in mind she came closer to the both of you and spoke up raising a calming hand.

"Young lady that is enough, calm yourself down I know your shocked but that's no excuse, we are being very patient with you but we wont be if you continue being so disrespectful" she said sternly frowning at you and sparing Kal glances trying to meet his eyes and calm him, but he wouldn't look at her. Instead he was watching you with angry eyes, trying to beak you down and make you submit into the docile little one he knew you to  be.

"Your just as bad as him going along with this madness! Bruce was right your both bat shit crazy! Both of you should be in Arkham! Psychotic, murdering, kidnapping, war mongers! Just a couple of monsters!"  You screamed waving your arms about as you listed off insult's you thought would hurt them most. And it worked, maybe a little too well.

"That's enough out of you! You dare speak to your Mama and me like that?!" Kal said ready to blow his top as Diana looked distraught over the insults you fired at her. He was trembling himself in anger, as much as he wanted to grab you and deal with this unsightly tantrum he didn't trust himself not to accidentally hurt you.

"Your not my fucking parents! FUCK OFF I HATE YOU I WISH THEY NEVER BROUGHT YOU BACK!" You hissed venom on every word enjoying the pain that you were causing to them both. As vindictive as it may be you wanted payback. You wanted them to feel a shred of what they had done not only to you but everyone! Every hurt they forced on your kind, every life they ruined, you could make them pay with hurtful sharp words.

"If it wasn't for me you and your entire planet would be dead, steppenwolf would have brought darkseid through" Kal hissed back growing angry at you now. You were just as ungrateful as the rest of them, something he will rectify swiftly. Kal loved you enough to correct this and stamp out the bad habits and deplorable behaviour you'd become accustomed to in your time left alone. You truly had become a disrespectful little girl that will need to revisit lessons in manners.

"GOOD! AT LEAST HE'D KILL US, YOU JUST MAKE US SUFFER! IF DARKSIED WON HE'D HAVE SAVED US FROM YOU AND YOUR FUCKING MADNESS! ID HAPPILY GO BACK AND BECOME A SOULESS PARADEMON IF IT MEANT I'D NEVER HAVE MET YOU! BRUCE WAS RIGHT ALL ALONG! YOUR JUST LIKE HIM AND ZOD! A FUCKING-UGH!" you screeched at him in a high pitched rage, your words viciously hitting their mark as you spat them soo savagely.

"Kal! Kal she didn't mean it remember she's a confused little girl, just a silly confused baby she doesn't understand yet!" Diana rushed forward managing to capture kal's hands that now surged forward to apprehend you.

"Shes behaving like a brat Diana. I'm not having her think she can get away with it!" Kal rumbled, his tone deep and strong enough to send tremors across the space between you making you snap out of the rage your been trapped into. The way he'd made a grab for you made you realise just what you'd done. You'd provoked him and Diana, tried to get a rise out of them trying to hurt them and probably pushed too far. The confidence and security your fury had granted melted under the molten gaze of Kal.

"You hear me? You have gone too far young lady! Come here. Now" he growled managing to pull his hands to his sides deciding he will not chase his naughty baby, but instead you would go to him.

"Wha- no no please I'm sorry! Please don't hurt me!" you cried tears rolling down your face at the danger you'd just put yourself in. As if just realising what you'd done, you looked to Diana who looked torn. The woman wanted to protect you but also knew you had to face your consequences from day one.

"Don't be so ridiculous I'm not going to hurt you! Now come here!" Kal seethed more irritated at the way you were cowering from him in true fear, as if you believed he would hurt you!. surely you knew he wouldn't ever truly harm you?

"Kal your eyes" Diana said under her breath. Kal paused looking to your cowering from, you were quivering in fear terrified. And it took him a few seconds to realise why. His gaze was tinted, a red filter covered the sight before him, like looking through red stained glass, his eyes had come to life with a threatening red glow. His rage getting the better of him. He swore to himself and closed them taking a second to calm down. Then opened his eyes once more revealing a crystal clear view. You were still frozen on the spot trembling, shaking like a leaf, you looked about ready to wet yourself you were so frightened. Heartbeat thundering in panic and lungs gasping for air as if you were about to run out of oxygen.

As small and frightened you looked Kal was not going to relent. He was your daddy, your Dom and you will not speak to him like that ever again. He had to be firm, this was what was best for you, it was what you needed. This was you testing him, a test he had too pass. With a grunt and deep breath he spoke once more calling you to him.

"Y/n come here. I'm not going to harm you, but you were a very, very bad girl and I'm not going to let you throw a tantrum when ever you see fit. Do not make me come and get you" he said sternly managing to quell his rage for the time being. He could call on his anger later on today when dealing with the new rebels in Russia that he was sure. He'd much rather direct his anger at Bruce- who'd clearly been the one tipping them off handing out information about him and his weaknesses. He was used to bottling his anger, it had been what he did before his revelation. Before his loss.

You took a small step back but was halted by Diana who had somehow rounded you, pressing a soothing hand to your back. She pressed you forward, offering you like a sacrificial lamb to the great alter. Except this alter was a huge overbearing god in his own right. He looked angry too angry and you were unsure what he was going to do. Your outburst had hurt him, he may be Kal but Clark was still there and you could read Clark. For a split second you'd seen him, the eyes showed betrayal and pain. But only for a second then Kal had taken over harsh lines of anger and nostrils flaring like an enraged bull.

"Do as daddy says princess" Diana spoke again coaxing you pushing you closer to Kal, guiding you to him as you feebly began pleading and crying. Fearing the worst as you neared the imposing male. His frame was tight and stance wide. He looked inhumane all strength and beauty. Caring and gentle almost? In a deceptive sinister way.

You frowned and shook your head pivoting slightly raising your hands to Diana trying to hold her, at the moment she was a safer bet then Kal. Diana held your hands cupping your fingers as they tried curling around her readying to clutch and hold on for dear life. The woman pressed you hands away looking at you solemnly, it put you on edge. Why was she so upset? What was he going to do to you? You whined and tried harder to hold the woman who was your only form of support and saftey, tears rolled down your face and you quivered feeling more scared then ever.

"Wait? N-no! Diana please!?" You pleaded trying to out manoeuvre her hands getting more desperate to cling to her as she continued ushering you towards Kal. You yelped as his heavy hand fell on your shoulder and tugged you fro  Diana gentle but firm pulling you from her.

"W-what are you doing?!" you cried out as he wasted no time clasping your hand stalking to the huge sofa. You fought trying to pull away but he had your wrist in a firm grip. You grunted and panicked as your slippers slid on the floor as you were lead to stand at his side as he sat on the edge of you sofa.

"What every daddy should do when his little girl throws such a nasty little temper tantrum! I'm going to give you a hiding you wont forget" Kal said calmly and tugged you forward over his lap. You yelped and began thrashing as he managed to tip you over his thighs with a heavy sigh.

"No! No Kal let me go! I'm sorry!" you wailed now feeling completely frazzled as your skirt was pulled up over your bottom. Your hands darted back trying to cover yourself but he made short work of pulling them out of the way and hooking his fingers in the small panties before pulling them down and off completely.

"Not yet your not Madame but you will be" he grunted managing to swallow down his anger as he held you in place, ass up and presented for a sound spanking.

"No get off! Get off of me! Kaaal no please!?" you cried out as he tipped you further forward and then landed a solid smack over your rump. You yelped in shock and tried jerking forward. But it didn't help, you were secure over his lap and would stay there at his mercy for however long he felt like holding you.

"That's quite enough of all that nonsense.  And you should know by now to call me daddy, not Kal I'm not your friend little girl I'm your daddy! And daddy has tried being patient but your being incredibly naughty! Now hold still before you hurt yourself" you ignored him instead began shouting louder somehow managing to twist your hands from his grip, though you think it was more a case of him deciding to release them then actually wriggling free. He rolled his eyes as you wasted no time before beating at him slapping at his side and back furiously screeching at him. Ignoring the pain in your hands as you hit him over and over.

Finally he had enough and jolted you forward with a much harder smack choosing to ride out the storm and let you ware yourself down as he spanked you. The snapping sound of his palm meeting your tush cut through the room even causing Diana to wince. You cried out in pain yelping before screeching again higher in pitch and he tipped you higher forcing you to use your hands to hold yourself up, stopping you from face planting onto the hard polished concrete floor.

"What did I just say? Stop. Your. Fussing! Your not getting away from me little girl! Your not leaving this house! Your not leaving this fortress! You are going to stay right here where you are safe and sound with your mama and me!" he chided calmly and began landing successive spanks over your cheek painting them pink. He swatted harder as you fought him with all the rage of a spitting hell cat... hell kitten really.

"no! Kal please-Clark don't! Don't do this please I'm sorry- I just no!" you babbled as your bottom began warming past the initial sting under the assault, feet scrabbling looking for grip on the floor as he began leaving a deeper impression, popping your cheeks in an unpredictable fashion lighting a fire on them. You whined feeling the slight sting grow into a heated swell. You finally gave up on trying to escape and brought your feet up, trying to shield yourself from him as you bawled your eyes out sobbing into your hands trying to disappear.

"Enough little one. You are getting your bottom blistered and that's the end of it, now stop all this fuss, its nothing you don't deserve! Pop your feet down now" he huffed as you pouted ignoring him preferring to cry loudly and feel sorry for yourself. He grunted before landing a surprize slap to your legs making you yip and put them down trying to escape his hot large hand. Without missing a beat he returned to your bottom reigning down a barrage of swift spanks.

You sobbed hanging your head in defeat kicking your legs in a last little burst of defiance before crumbling going still crying in earnest at the reality of your situation. You would remain over his lap until he decided he was done. Kal noted the change as his hand moved until his fingers just captured the curve of your bottom snapping against the upturned vulnerable flesh. Within moments you fell completely slack crying out your pain and humiliation. You felt sorry for yourself, in that moment you really were nothing more then a little girl slumped over her daddies lap. Fat tears rolled down your face as your bottom stung, your cheeks swelling to meet his palm.

He felt the surrender and was surprised, for all your screaming and shouting you had shattered under his palm very quickly. He wasn't striking you hard, but hard enough to leave a deep impression. He watched carfully as your bottom began glowing before moving down the length of your thighs making you yip and wriggle again slightly as the fresh skin began getting reddened.

"See? Now this is what naughty babies get when they throw tantrums" he said making sure you didn't blank him out, he wanted you to know this was him, that this was really happening. He wanted you to feel ashamed of this, because every little girl should feel ashamed of their bad behaviour and  spanking. You wailed and arched your back again babbling incoherently torn between pleading and cursing at him, but somewhere along the way all thought was lost and you merely sobbed, whining and yelping. Kal scoffed shaking his head his huge hand continued falling in alternating pattern's, hard, light, fast , slow. Every one as unpredictable and painful as the one before. It was humiliating, you cant remember the last time you'd been across someones lap! And to be here now was mortifying.

"it hurts doesn't it? Such a bad baby! I'm very dissapointed in you! Getting spanked on your first day home! How very embarassing!" Kal said scolding you as he continued to spank you to tears. You nodded and yelped as your body began trembling the adrenaline and shame rushing through you laced with pain from your bottom, the smacks were loud and resolute echoing around you, jolting your body over his lap. You cried loud and proud pleading with him but his hand didn't seem to tire.

"noo please!? I'm sor-ry! Kal?! Da-DADDY PLEASE STOP It!" you pleaded hiccupping as you sobbed at him still trying to dodge the powerful palm landing on your rump paddling your bottom making it throb. With one loud cry of anguish you finally slumped your head into the sofa beside him wailing, crying your eyes out kicking your feet giving into the feeling of being completely at his mercy. You felt small- tiny spread out over his knee.

You wailed louder as everything got too much, your face burning hot just like your sore bottom as you noticed Diana had sat and watched the whole thing. Your second thought was that you wanted her, you wanted for her to scoop you up and save you from You sobbed pitifully rubbing your eyes pawing at the tears still tainting your face. Without thinking you sniffed taking a shaky breath before reaching a hand out to her willing her to come save you. She frowned and bit her lip shaking her head slightly swallowing a lump in her throat, she didn't like this but you needed to learn.

"No baby, I'm not comeing to get you, you were very very naughty indeed" she managed to breath out steeling herself  and holding back, despite wanting to call Kal off and snuggle you j  her lap and coddle you for the rest of the day.

"But? noo! No ple-ease dia-mama! Ma-ake him stop! Please I'm sor-ry I didn't mean it!" You pleaded resorting to calling her Mama trying to tug at her heart strings. Kal sighed thankful you'd succumbed to his chastisement and realised your place- your rightful place. His little girl. His treasured babygirl! And at this very moment? His very naughty  sorry little girl. Now he could slow down and end your first well earned spanking.

"Good, you should be sorry! And just know this is the first but will not be the last young lady! Now hold still daddy is almost finished blistering this naughty little bottom!" he said spanking you lighter for a few more seconds over the curve of your rump. You bawled into the cushions of the sofa unable to stop now that you'd started. You quivered it was almost as if his spanking was becoming a release for all the fear and anxiety. Like he was flushing your system of all the bad thoughts you had and breaking you down just so he could build you back up again.

"There! Now you are going to sit on your naughty stool in time out for a full half hour and think about your atrocious behaviour" he said as he imparted a final smack to your smarting cheeks. You barely heard him as he asked Diana to retrieve the stool. Instead wailed into the room crying and sniffling. Kal moved a hand to your back rubbing it slowly for a few seconds before tipping you up placing you on your feet before wordlessly guiding you to the stool Diana had positioned by the window that had caused this entire melt down. You hissed as he sat you on it and moved your hands to sit on your head.

"now you stay right here and have some time reflecting on your naughty temper tantrum. You will stay here for thirty minuets and calm yourself down do you understand me? If I come back and mama tells me that you were misbehaving whislt I was out then you will be straight across my lap again" he explained wagging a finger at you sternly. You didn't even have it in you to argue, you simply cried nodding you head to him, wanting to do anything that meant he wont start smacking you again. Kal nodded and pressed a kiss to your head before turning tail and leaving you alone by the window to wallow in your own misery.

You sat in the corner faceing the window looking down at the home planet your probably not going to visit ever again. It was cruel of him to have you sit facing the window, the proof of your isolated predicament in front of you. It was even crueller of him to fly past once he had left giving you a final displeased warning glance from outside before speeding off. shooting across the vast black void swooping in a large ark before disappearing around the slow moving blue planet.

Tears streamed down your face, you'd never escape, never be free of this madness. You didn't understand what was going on, they didn't seem to want to kill you, but keep you as some kind of pet? But not an adult pet? A child! They wanted you to be their child? And you were expected to just go along with it?!

You sniffled as your mind raced, you were trying to pin the moment when this could have started? How long had they been watching you and planning this? Everything was here! Everything planned! How did they find you, you were so soo careful, or you tried to be... where did you go wrong? Sure you had always struggled at doing official adult things, you suffered from social anxiety! It was normal it didn't mean that you deserved this? You were an introvert by nature you couldn't help it, is that what drew them in? What painted a target on your back? Was your easy going yet quiet personality what made you the perfect prey? The ideal victim? What had triggered them?

Was it when Kal; Clark had caught you reading re-reading your harry potter books? Or when Diana had asked about your Disney sweaters and you'd gushed over your trip to Disney world for your birthday that had been a gift from Bruce. You frowned, so what? You liked Disney and fantasy! And you tried to be polite and happy wanting to make everyone smile, with all the stress and the seriousness about the league and its missions  you just wanted to cheer them up was all. Well you had wanted to make them happy but that was before the world fell to 'the lords of justice' now you didn't want to be anywhere near them.  

Your shoulders shook with sobs and you sniffled. You wanted to wipe your face and blow your runny nose. But Diana was watching you from the sofa, you could feel her eyes on you overseeing your punishment. Your arms ached, shoulders were tight and pained, but you dare not move. If you moved your hands from your head you'd be in worse trouble when Kal got back.

Your ass throbbed and hands stung from the way you'd fought, how your hand had beat against the man of steel but it was all for nothing. It was your own fault in a way, you should have stopped yourself and been smarter. But what did they expect? You had a melt down! It was perfectly acceptable to have a melt down when you realised you wasn't on your home planet anymore!

"Little one, sit up straight." Dianas voice called from across the room. She felt a little guilty but you had to learn. Plus she couldn't help the finding the small sniffles and way you'd been waddle marched to your naughty stool, panties around your ankles and tiny red bottom on display cute. And with the small smock dress you'd been placed in she knew she would catch tiny glimpses of it through out the day. Diana just hoped you learned your lesson quickly.

"good girl, now you only have another five minuets and then you can come out of time out" Diana called from behind you making you duck down shrinking into your shoulders wanting to disappear. It was harrowing that she'd been there for the entire thing! Seeing your break down and spanking. You shuddered trying not to think of just how much she had seen.

"I hope you know your a very luckily little girl. If daddy hadn't had to go and deal with Russia today you wouldn't have got off so lightly" she continued calmly, you sucked in a deep breath sniffling again. You wanted to ignore her but it was hard when all you could feel was her gaze staring into your back.

"L-leave me alone!" You snipped stuttering as another sob threatened to break free. You couldn't help it you were just so embarrassed, and Diana reminding you that she was there overseeing your time out knowing you were sitting on a sore bare bottom wasn't helping in the slightest.

"Now, now come on your time out is almost finished, just be a good girl for a few more minuets and then you can come out and we can say sorry and forget all about this mess and play with your toys" she chided quietly, a slight lilt to her voice giving away her amusement. She found your predicament funny! It brought on another tremor a shudder flushing through you as your eyes welled up with tears yet again.

"No! I don't want to play with toys! I want to go home- take me home! Please Diana, please I don't- I cant stay here!" You started stomping a foot on the floor as your pleading came out as broken sound's voice cracking as you tried to make her see sense now that Kal wasn't here! This was him, it must be his idea, you cant honestly believe Diana was in on this. You just cant!

"Calm down before you get yourself into a tizzy again, honestly little one it was just a spanking; which you earned" she huffed with a giggle. You heard her shift and flip another page of what you presumed to be a magazine by the sound of the flimsy paper crinkling.

"I-its not fa-air" the words were bitten out before you could stop them. Yoh wanted someone who would listen, someone to complain to.

"Oh sweety of course it is, you were very disrespectful to me and your daddy" her voice chided once more you didn't have to turn around to know she was grinning ear to ear shaking her head.

"He's not my daddy! I don't have a daddy!" You grunted growling as she began to annoy you again. Why wasn't she helping you? Why was she just going with it? Letting Kal do as he pleased?

"That's enough of that silly talk, of course he is your daddy. Now sit quietly for the rest of your time out and then we can have some fun and play with your new toys" the order was firm her voice deepening  she wasn't playing anymore. You hissed through your teeth and curled your fingers into your hair before snipping at her again daring to defy her.

"I don't want to play with toys"

"Then we can find some toons for you to watch before your nap" Diana replied taking your indignant huff in her stride as she flipped another page.

"I don't want a nap!" Was the next comment you unleashed feeling more and more hard done by as the seconds ticked by. This wasn't fair! This wasn't sane! It was crazy! And stupid and painful and yet? Even through all that you did feel a little responsible, you should have been smarter and had a tad more self control... your lucky Kal had calmed down if he had been truly mad at you? It didn't bare thinking about how badly that could have ended.

"Three more minuets then you can come out, your being so very good, I can't wait to tell daddy how well behaved your being. He might even let you have a treat wont that be fun?" You handt noticed your fallen into a docile silence until she spoke up a few moments later. Instantly you were baring your teeth again, not that she could see!

"I don't want a treat!" You stamped your feet again on the floor and hissed as they hit the floor harder than your intended. Not even your thick slippers could fend off the dull pain.

"You don't want a lot do you princess?" Diana smirked to herself finding it amusing just how little you sounded after a spanking and time out. They had been right about you. You were just a wee little girl lost in a big scary world.

"I want to go home!!"

"You are home." The words were more a droll then anything. As if she had answered this plea hundreds of times already.

"Please Diana, let me go! Please this is madness" you pleaded once more this time swivelling on your stinging bottom to face her so she would have to look you in the eye. Your bottom lip stuck out quivering eyes wide and watery pouting at her.

"Y/n that is enough." She growled closing her magazine with a loud slap and sat straight uncurling her feet from beside her.

"You will stop calling me that, its very disrespectful. I'm your Mama now and I expect you to behave yourself and call me as such" she began scolding you whilst pointing and accusing finger at you in warning making  you sniffle as tears began running down your cheeks once more, the hiccups and threat of weeping now rousing once more.

"Do not make me tell daddy your being naughty, you and i both know your bottom wont be able to handle a second round" the goddess continued with her threat. You whined and bit your lip trying to fend off the fresh sobs that were bubbling inside trying to come out. You didn't want to cry again instead you hung your head once more in defeat. It would seem this wasn't all kal’s idea.

"Times up sweety! You were such a big clever girl for Mama! So very good and quiet"  Diana spoke up again after a few more minuets you sniffled again trying to keep a low profile and a little dignity,  not that you had much left by this point.

"Now the only thing mama needs is an apology,  can you say sorry for being so rude this morning?" She said quietly as she crossed the space and stood before you waiting. You kept quiets even when her hands landed on your shoulders then moved them to tip your head up and look at her before dipping down pressing a kiss to your forehead.

"Come on little one, you were very naughty and you know you owe mama an apology" she hummed running her hands over your tired sore arms. She waited a few moments before sighing muttering under her breath about 'stubborn little girls' and began speaking once more.

"No? Well then you can keep that sore little bottom on that stool for another ten minuets then cant you?"  She ordered rubbing her hands over your sore biceps and then stepped back from you intent on returing to the sofa.

"No please they hurt! I'm sorry" you pleaded caving in. You really couldn't last much longer in this position. Diana smirked to herself before faceing you once more schooling her features into an expectant look then continued.

"Sorry for?" You shrunk a little becoming shy. Why was it soo hard to do this? Hard admitting your wrong and apologising even when it was just to cover your ass... literally it wasn't like you meant anything you said, for ow you just needed to buy some time and think about how to get out of this mess... and if it was worth it to escape?

"For getting angry?" You tried, peaking up at her blinking unsure what it was she wanted to hear.

"And?" She prompted  grasping one hand and slowly pealed it fro  your head as a sort of reward? Her soft hands moved over your tender arm rubbing away the pain making you sigh in relief.

"And for being disrespectful and swearing" you added more confident this time in your answer comeing to terms with doing  what you need to o rather then wha you wanted to do.

"Swearing at? Come on baby Mama is trying to help you sweety... who were you swearing at baby?" Diana encouraged, for a second you almost believed her. Almost fell for the false loving motherly tone she used. She was convincing, even down to the way her eyes pleaded and radiated warmth. There was a kindness there. Reminiscent of the woman she had once been, but the twinkle of madness was jus below the surface. And you wouldn't be fooled.

"A-at you n'kal?" You uttered quickly smashing the words together praying it'd be enough to satisfy her. But her face dropped, tilting her head towards you frowning her lips resting in a thin line and she blinked slowly at you in disapproval.

"No princess come on say it properly" she hummed with an edge to her voice, a sharp warning in the words and cupped your chin as you tried looking away once more.

"Here mama will help you, say 'I'm sorry, it was naughty of me to swear at my Mama and Daddy and I wont do it again'... say it poppet, your going to have to get used to calling us properly otherwise your going to get lots of spankies on your bottom" you growled and flushed hissing as your bottom tensed at the mention of more spankings. But within a few seconds you whined and gave in. You wanted to be let up, the sooner you did as she asked the sooner you could run off and hide for the rest of the day.

"Sorry for swearing at you... it was bad to.. to swear at m-mama and dad-dy I wont do it again" you said stuttering your voice growing quieter until you were whispering in the end.

"Good girl! Now hugs and kisses" Diana praised managing to pull your other hand from your head and wrap you up in her arms hugging you whilst hoisting you up onto her hip. Our hands grabbed her instinctively coiling around her as you were lifted off the stool.

"When daddy gets home you need to apologise to him aswell for being naughty. Do you understand? You apologise and give him a big hug and tell him you love him, he was very upset that you started our first day together being so naughty" she hummed whilst littering your face with kisses and rubbing your back swaying with you.

"I will.." you said quietly trying to ignore the rush of happiness as she praised you over and over snuggling you... it was nice? Not because of her but, having contact? Someone coddling you and coo over you. Since the regime people were on edge you didn't make close bonds or friendships and the last person you’d hugged had been Bruce when youd parted ways that had been almost three years ago.

"That's my good girl! Now come on lets wash these little cheeks and go do something fun!" She preened tucking your head to rest on her shoulder and began walking towards the stairs heading to the bathroom.

"C-can i read?" You uttered softly digging your fingers into them soft fabric of her top.

"Of course sweety we got you lots and lots of books in your nursery" you flinched at the mention of that god awful room but didn't complain. For now you were just relieved she was happy, which could only mean good things for you for the time being.

"Hi love, how was she?" Kal said entering the home . Diana smiled from her seat on the sofa rising to greet him. He grinned and wrapped her in a bear hug groaning, squeezing her to him before diving forward devouring her mouth, lunging his tongue into her mouth licking and sucking. Their dynamic truly had changed over night, neither one fought to out do the other because their need to dominate will be quelled by you anyway, the competitive nature of their love was gone. With the lewd kissing becoming, more heated they moaned into one another.

You swerved, the sounds of wet needy kissing carrying all the way up here. You were sitting using the huge polar bear teddy as a reading cushion, leaning back on its tummy with a leg either side of you flicking through the book. Not that you'd actually read more then two pages. Your mind was far to busy for that. You couldn't concentrate. Thoughts running around your mind, the possibilities. Plans to somehow escape rattling around your brain.

Yet mixed into those plans were questions. Was it worth it? If you got way what would happen if they caught you again? Was leaving the best plan? You were warm, rested, fed all for playing your part... For indulging them... Was the inconvenience of being coddled and bottle fed worse then surviving on next to nothing? Going cold, hungry and filthy, trading warm blankets for cereal? Was this the lesser of two evils. It was safe to say your spanking had knocked you in more ways then one. You'd thought there would be no consequences and you'd thought wrong.

It was humiliating. Painful, yet in a strange way calming? Like you now had structure, Guidelines accountability. You shook your head these thoughts were dangerous your mind full of insidious whispers weighing up pros and cons of the mess you were in. And there shouldn’t be no pros! Yet that’s all you seemed to find, perhaps sub consciously you knew there wasn’t an escape and you were trying to convince yourself that staying was your decision? That this was your way of resigning to it?

"She was good, she stayed in time out quietly like a good girl and apologised... she sulked a little but it was to be expected she's been as good as gold all day." Diana spoke finally pulling back looking up at you still frowning down at them lost in thought. Then you turned ducking back behind the saftey of your bear. Wanting to both listen to what they were saying and drown them out.

"Really? No problems?" Kal asked Diana surprised, he was expecting more problems. Maybe a longer time out or another spanking. Or perhaps needing to throw you over his knee again once he got home. But nothing? No. To say he was shocked was an understatement.

"Like I said there was some sulking at first she didn't want to eat or play or watch toons or help in the kitchen. So I just left her to it and she finally got bored and come over to help me with her snacks and smoothie. And there was a little fuss at nap time" Diana listed, recounting your day. She even chuckled a little, your pouting face and furrowed brow was adorable. She found it endearing the way you'd sulked and stubbornly refused to do anything after your timeout was over, you seemed to have tried remaining angry for as long as you could. But the anger soon melted away and you'd come around to her. Hunger being the driving force of you wandering into the kitchen. Hunger and freshly cut strawberries and bananas.

"But apart from that she's been a little angel... quiet though, thinking I'm not sure if that's a good thing or not." She pondered outloud looking back up to were you sat. Kal turned following her gaze and sighed.

"She really didn't act out?" He asked confusion lacing his words, he really couldn't wrap his head around it, you'd been so furious, so rude and disrespectful to both him and Diana. The only thing he could conclude was that deep down you really were a little girl crying out for them. One spanking and time out should not have brought you to heel so quickly.

"no, I think she was in shock Kal... It was only natural for her to have a meltdown, she was frightened,  she thought we would kill her yesterday, she was overwhelmed. Shes gone from having nothing and no one to having all her needs catered to all the love and care we can shower her with. It must be had, humans are creatures of habit. But hopefully that's it over and done with now" Diana said making sure Kal atleast tried to understand why it had happened. But he scowled and tipped his head at her before speaking.

"Do you think I was wrong?" He grunted out pulling his gaze to Diana who shook her head at him sadly, cupping his face once more.

"no. You did the right thing, you gave her plenty of warning... all I mean is it was always going to happen, this is hard for her and she is going to stumble and fall along the way. To be honest I think its done her good. She has consequences, she knows that now. Plus she has been good all day she doesn't want to risk another trip over your knee which is what we want" she said easing his temper that threatened to flare. Kal sighed nodding pressing his face into her hand chasing the soft warmth.

"I don't want her scared of me" he said, voicing his fear.  It was true, he didn't want you to fear him. He wanted you to love him, to be as besotted with him as he was you. He needed to be needed and cherished. But at the same time respected and obeyed. It was the dilemma of a dominant person, he had to top someone! Provide for someone and he needed that to be you because he loved you just as much as he love Diana. He wanted this to work with every fibre of his being. He wanted both you and Diana to be his special girls.

"She isn't, Kal... she is just adjusting, the first step is always the hardest. But after she realises she is safe and looked after and that both her daddy and her mama love her she will be just fine." The woman said pressing her head to his dragging her hands through his dark locks scratching his scalp lightly making him groan slowly and press his head into her hands.

"Where is she now?" He purred still following Diana's hands like a cat searching for pets. Diana giggled and began rubbing his scalp harder easing the tension making him purr and hum.

"Up on the mezzanine reading and snuggling her new stuffies, it would seem she is a fan of soft toys- the polar bear has become a quick favourite, she's been lounging on him all afternoon I'm pretty sure she did fall asleep on him earlier... Not that she will admit it... I've also caught her with a small highland cow stuffie in her lap a few times" Diana quipped loving the fact you had already found a toy you liked, something about seeking out the things hey had provided for you made her heart swell with pride. Hat was her baby, playing with toys they and got you.

"Go see her, she's not angry just a little bit upset and confused... She needs time and reassurance. I will go run a bath for her while you have your little chat, bring her in when your finished."

"Y/n? Princess?" You jolted freezing as you heard Kal call out to you as he landed on the top step to your right. You held your breath waiting to see what he would do, to see if his would yell, if he was still angry, you don't want him to be angry with you, it frightened you.

He strode over to you and crouched next to you resting his elbows on his knees making sure not to reach for you. You swallowed dryly and fiddled with the small bookmark Diana had given you,  twiddling the soft tassel on the end of it nervously, stroking you finger over it again and again in a self soothing repetitive gesture.

"Mama said you were a good girl after I left... You've been reading quietly and helped with lunch?" He coaxed tilting his head at you managing to urge you to look at him. You shuddered seeing him once more. The beautiful lines that carved his face were calm, relaxing and soft... well as soft as they can bee with their natural sharp edges and godly features.

"Yeah..." you whispered trying to be careful with your tone, unsure if you would set him off again.

"But you made a fuss at your nap time?" He asked slowly giving you his undivided attention. You released a shaky breath and looked down again to the small bookmark still expecting the worse, not that you could do anything about it. You just resigned yourself to the fact Kal can and will do as he pleased with you, but there was still the hope that you could somehow sway him. You took the chance and spoke quietly disagreeing with him, handing out your excuse.

"I wasn't tired..." you said slowly shrugging hoping he wouldn't pounce on you and have at your ass again because you had disagreed over nap time. To your surprize he hummed in approval.

"Well that's alright love you can take a nap when ever you want you really need to catch up on your sleep poppet. Get rid of those little circles under your eyes" he said and moved pokeing your nose lightly making you gasp and drop your bookmark flinching panicked as you covered your nose. He sighed and pulled away slowly raising his hand in a surrendering gesture. He looked sad? But quickly covered it up with a smile and clasped his hands together in front of him.

"I don't need naps" you said slowly shuffling to sit up properly there was a strange reassurance in the way he had backed off. He seemed nervous and wary, he didn't want to frighten you off or push you... he almost acted guilty, as if he regretted smacking you. It was unnerving seeing him so unsre of himself, it made your tummy tie itself in knots.

"Well? How about instead of naptime we have quiet time then? We can get you a mid afternoon snack and you can sit up here quietly and read, or listen to some music... Just until you get into a sleep pattern and start feeling tired" he offered deciding to give you options, he didn't want you to think you would never have a choice, you'd always have a choice. Just your choices will be given to you by either him or Diana.

"a-alone?" Kal sighed but nodded his head at you making you smile at him cutely. He didnt really want you to distance yourself from them but had to give you a little lee way, cut you some slack. Kal and Diana would give an inch, but there was absolutly no way you will ever take a mile. For now he wanted to let you know they wasn't going to be mean or cruel to you. This was new to all of you but you will all together.

"Yes poppet, or you can snuggle with me or Mama if you'd like?... No? Okay then poppet" Kal watched as you visibly relaxed letting out a breath, it brought a smile to his face seeing you finally breath easy around him.

"y/n haven't you got something to say to daddy?" Diana called from the bathroom loud enough for the both of you to hear. You flinched and bit your lip nodding before shifting to your knees before him swallowing dryly. Kal blinked at you a little confused. You wanted to tell him something?

"I.. I'm sorry I was bad and tried leaving last night.. I was scared and thought you were gonna hurt me like the others I didn't mean to swear or get so angry this morning... I wont do it again" you said trying to be sincere knowing they would both pick up on the slightest sarcasm or hostility.

Kal froze looking shocked for a moment then drew a sharp breath and grinned beaming down at you out of everything he could have imagined an apology was not what he thought you were going to give him. It melted his heart seeing you sit before him twiddling your fingers nervously, looking every bit the precious baby girl he knew you to be. He was so happy he could have cried.

"Thank you poppet. I'm very happy to hear that. I didn't like smacking you, you know? And I don't want to but if its what you need then I will" he choked out somehow sounding fairly normal despite wanting to jump for joy and scoop you up holding you tight.

"It's okay daddy... I understand" your words were chosen with the soul intention of buttering him up. You realised during the long day that you had to make them happy, keep them sweet until you got a chance to escape. And the easiest way to stay on their good side would be to do what they wanted, play along and pretend to give in. You bit your lip and whined before sniffing trying to hold back the tears as you wanted to weep again.

Kal noticed and jumped into action leaning forward and pulling you to sit on the floor between his legs  and wrapped his arms around you pulling you to his chest.

"Oh gosh! Don't cry baby! No, come on come here give me a hug princess" his words actually soothed you and you ended up nodding letting him drag you closer and clutched at him. It just all came crashing down over you and with a loud gruntal sob you latched onto him and wept into his chest.

"There's a good girl, shh it's alright daddy loves you~ soo, soo much" he hummed holding you and rocking slightly with you trying to calm you. You barley heard him as you cried into him all you wanted was reassurance and comfort, and in that moment you didn't care who from. You just needed someone.

"So does mama, you know that right? You know your here because we were worried, we looked everywhere for you. We had to find you and bring our baby home, because we love you, and only want what's best for you" he cooed pulling you higher and sitting you on his knee flinching as you hissed when your bottom landed on the thick thigh.

"B-but I'm not a baby" you uttered pawing at your face trying to stop your silly crying, you wanted them to treat you like an adult. But with your constant weeping you doubt that was going to happen anytime soon.

"Silly girl of course you are, your mine and mama's baby, our precious babygirl who needs to be taken care of" his hands smoothed over your cheeks brushing your hair out of your face and cupped it smiling softly.

"Don't you hmm? You need us to protect you, you wasn't  very good on your own huh?"

"I... I tried, I didn't want to fight... I'm scared" your answer was small, smaller then you’d have liked but it made him grin down at you pulling you forward to press a kiss to your forehead.

"We know love, we know you were trying so hard to be good out in the big bad world all alone my poor little girl..."

"But that's all going to change now, we will look after you- mama and me are going to make everything better but to do that we need you to be extra good and let us take care of you ... okay? Can you do that for us? Be our good girl and do as we ask?" He tilted his head at you waiting for your reply. You hesitated, for a second you caught yourself searching his eyes, looking for Clark- the man you’d known to be reasonable and fair. But you failed to find the kind sane man you once knew. Your hesitation made him hum, the low grumble kicked you into gear and you nodded quickly to him. Agreeing to anything he wanted just to stay safe.

"Good girl I know it will take time to adjust sweety but you will see in the end we are only doing what's best for you... We love you, we always have princess" he said smoothing his hands over you. Rubbing your back and pressing over your ribs and hips like he couldn't get enough of having you in the palms of his hands.

"But.. but at the league, you never?" Your voice trailed off and you shrugged to him shyly. It wasn't that you wanted to know if he-Clark had felt anything for you. It was just that? Well... maybe it was you had a crush on him, it was natural to want to know if it was ever reciprocated... you know before he became a stark raving mad mass murderer.

"You think because we didn't come to you about it we didn't like you?"

"Yeah... You were with Lois... And getting married" Kal laughed at how pure and sweet your answer was. There was not jealousy, not a single hint of animosity to the woman who had 'won' him. It made his heart swell with pride! You truly were just a good kind babydoll through and through.

"And getting ready to end it... sweety I almost brought you into mine and Lois' relationship... I didn't because in knew it'd hurt Diana" he explained vaguely  shaking his head at the shocked loom on your face as you tried registering the meaning behind his words.

"But what? No..." kal moved pressing a finger to your lips hushing you ending what ever you were going to say and spoke bringing the conversation to an end.

"Yes sweety... now enough of all that, you need a bath" he muttered standing up without so much as a grunt and swinging you around to his hip before making his way into the bed room where he knew Diana was in the en suite running your bath. You didn't protest, you couldn't really think your mind was reeling. He and Lois had been sooo inlove... why would he have left her? Or tried to include you? It seemed everytime you spoke to either Kal of Diana you were left with more questions then answers.

"Come on sweet pea sit up for me" you winced still sitting in the tub arms crossed over your boobs trying desperately to hide yourself from the woman. Somehow you'd been wrangled into the bath by the demi goddess. Thankfully she'd planned ahead and the bath had a bomb in it making the water a light lavender colour hiding your intimates. And was letting you care for yourself. It seemed that she was trying to sweeten you, letting you bathe yourself just staying in the room to watch over you incase you had an accident... like cutting yourself or trying to drown yourself most likely.

"Now mama needs you to be very careful,  this is sharp and you can cut yourself, we don't want that do we?" cooed at you holding the pink razor up for you to see. You swallowed but nodded having an idea of where this was going. You hated to admit it but you cant remember the last time you shaved your legs, it wasn't a priority.

"Good girl, now mama wants you to shave everything, even your kitty, do you understand?" She said holding the small plastic gripped handle out to you.

"But... But I never do that, not all of it, it gets itchy" you whined managing to close your legs clamping your thighs together a cold feeling of dread seeping through you. This little bath was quickly getting out of hand.

"Only if you don't keep it smooth love" Diana chuckled at you and waved the small pink plastic handle at you encouraging you to take it. You did tentatively curling your fingers around it and frowned for a second then flicked your gaze to the woman waiting patiently.

"But... cant I just keep it neat" you offered trying not to let our anxiety show, but you were... well completely out of your comfort zone! You didn't want to do this. You didn't want to shave everything!

"No poppet, this is to help. It will help you remember your not a big girl anymore. Your a little girl now do as I've asked" she stated again not giving you any wiggle room. You pouted looking at the razor and opened your mouth again to argue this wasn’t necessary.

"I don't-" Diana cut you off by clasping your hand instantly drawing your attention to her as she leaned forward at eye level with you.

"Y/n I'm being very patient with you. But I'm not budging on this. Do as I have asked while you have the chance to do it yourself or I will call in daddy to hold you as I shave you." Her words were firm and absolute, she really wasn't budging. You drew another breath to try and convince  her to see reason one final time but she cut you off.

"Now make up your mind, do you want me to get daddy? And end your bath now to sort out your kitty? Or do you want to be a good girl and do it yourself?" The finality in her words struck something within you because before you knew it you were responding in a quiet defeated voice.

"M-myself please mama" you gasped dropping our head face flaming. You hadn't meant to call her that, it just happened. You grumbled to yourself ignoring her pleased smile and focused on shaving starting with your legs with was the least embarrassing... you'd work your way up to that.

As much as you moved slow and tried dragging out the whole shaving process, your legs were done all to soon and you were moving awkwardly in the tub. As much as you needed to raise fro  the lilac water you didn't dare raise your bottom from the water. Not only because you didn't want Diana to see, but also. Your butt was still sore and you didn't want to have to plop back down onto it. You grunted and hissed trying to ignore the woman watching you.

Closing your eyes you tried to concentrate on feeling with your fingertips and drag the blades over the soft skin. Thankfully you managed to finish the job with no cuts. God only knows what the woman would have done had she spotted a little blood in the water. With a final run of your fingers you nodded and pulled the razor from the water and looked about for somewhere to put it. Diana quickly took it from you and placed it in a small basket in the corner shelving unit.

"All done? Hold still let me check" she tutted shaking her head at you giggling as you whined and tried to make a quick escape. But before you could protest or move her hand disappeared below the water. You yelped and tried scooting back but she just sighed and followed you.

"Oh!? No-Ah!" You said dipping your own hands to cover yourself but it was too late, her soft fingers were already scalding your now bare slit. You whimpered trying not to let it affect you but failed when her fingertips ran over the skin. Your hands wrapped around her wrist pressing on her, trying to ease her away from you but you were no match for her.

"Shh that's a good girl, see its better isn't it... huh? So soft for your mama~ I bet its sensitive now without all that big girl hair?" She cooed making you flush and squirm. But she only chuckled. She was right though, you were much more sensitive her fingers ghosted your mound making you hiss and tense, the walls of your pussy clenched as the goddesses hand roamed you, teasing with a nail every so often making you jolt and whine. You couldn't help it, the fire in your veins and heat in your core. You'd gone years without taking care of yourself. Again it wasn't a priority.

You closed your eyes biting your lip willing away the feelings, the sensation of her fingers dragging along your mound in slow languid strokes, she spread her fingers as she dipped down further and further each time running the length of your lips making you pant and mewl shaking your head trying to shake away the tiny voice telling you to spread your thighs for her, to try and chase the fingers and rock onto them.

"There we go, see mama just needs to check you didn't miss a spot love, we cant have any rogue hairs irritate your delicate skin can we?" She cooed kneeing up by your face leaning over the bath pressing a kiss to your damp hair as her hand still stroked you below the water.

"W-wait?! I- there wasn't anything there!" You cried jolting up as her fingers took the plunge, peeling away the hood of your clit to glide over the tiny stiffening pearl. You didn't manage to sit up properly as she pressed her other hand around your shoulders and pull you back making you recline in the water.

"Shh little one its okay, mama's got you." She soothed pressing another kiss to your cheek. You panted as her fingers rolled and plucked your neglected bud teasing it out.

"Ah! Wh-oh god no!" You whined digging your fingers into her wrist looking at her panicked. But she only scooted closer resting her head on yours pressing kisses your temple as her fingers worked your button faster making you pant, legs trembling,  torn between falling open wider and wanting to snap shut.

"OH~ n-no I? DianMAA! Mama no! Its not!" You grunted calling her 'mama' in a plea to make her listen but it was for nothing. Your words meant nothing while you were arching into her unable to stop as she pressed a little harder. She hushed you once more and twisted her hand palming your whole slit. You mewled and thrashed harder, feet slipping on the bath as you felt her rubbing with more intensity, her fingers somehow opening you up so she could grind the heel of her palm on your now prominent clit and drag her fingers over your twitching core. You whined throwing your head back before shaking it muttering weak no's over and over despite grinding on her hand chasing your own high.

"Shh not much longer baby, your soo wound up tight~ you really have been neglecting yourself haven't you? Poor little baby~" she hummed making you whine at her tears now gathering in your eyes, both of shame and need. You hate that you wanted her to make you cum, to force you! You hated that she was going to force you! That this was going to be your first time sharing this with anyone! You'd never been with anyone before. You'd come close once or twice but... being involved with the league didn't leave much spare time to pursue relationships.

"Shh that’s it, sit nicely let mama help you" she keened purring the words out slowly soothing you as her fingers worked faster them before. You moaned yelping as you almost slid under the water your feet loosing their grip. Diana quickly hushed you holding you up so your head was above the water humming that she had you and it was alright. You grunted and arched chasing her movements as her fingers slipped from your engorged clit to rub the length of, your slit in deep circular motions.

"Diana are you almost- oh? And what's going on here?" Kal burst into the room only to pause and growl teasingly, catching the scent in the room. His eyes saw exactly what was going on. It would seem Diana couldn't help herself~

"She was a good girl and shaved herself nicely, I was just checking" Diana giggled and dug her fingers a little deeper into your flesh focusing on your swollen bud again making you moan throwing your head back hands flying out of the water releasing her in favour of grabbing the sides of the tub rocking onto her hand.

"Hm I'm sure that's what you intended to do~ I hate to interrupt but her treat will get cold" Kal said crossing his arms eyes focusing on the bath no doubt using his abilities to watch exactly what was going on past the porcelain and murky scented water.

"Shes getting a treat right now~" Diana quipped drawing a chuckle from both of them.

"Isn't that right princess? Your having your own little treat~" her reply was a breathy moan and half hearted attempt at a 'no'

"Two rewards in one day? Such a spoilt baby" Kal said choosing to ignore the little complaint from you and enjoy the show. And what a show it was, he could see the trembling, the nerves on your body coming to life under dianas hand. You moaned and thrashed your legs sending little splashes of water over the floor. You couldn't help it, it was just too good. The way Diana was pinching, plucking and rubbing you into a frenzy. But never entering you, never breeching your clenching little core. It seemed to drive you more insane!

"Oh come now Kal, she was very good she deserves it, besides our poor baby is so tense and needy... and it will tucker her out before bed" Diana said playfully to him pretending to convince him you deserved more then one treat today. Despite already seeing he was far fro  dissapointed at walking in on such a reward.

"Well I suppose it cant hurt, and her other treat will be hot for another ten minuets or so, enough time for you to finish her off and have her changed"  Kal played along leaning against the door frame intent on staying as long as he could to savour the sweet erotic scene, that he knew would be haunting him for a good few weeks atleast! You whined and glanced at hi  worriedly before moaning out a weak 'no'.

He sighed taking that as his que to leave and stood tall before spinning in his heel making to leave and begrudgingly let Diana have fun with you alone. But he was halted as Diana called out to him.

"Kal wait! She likes you in here, I think she wants you to watch"

"Oh she does, does she?" He paused and spun back around facing one of the sexiest sights he'd ever seen! He crossed his arms smirking tipping his head at you expectantly before heaving a deep breath.

"N-no! No i don't-stop! Ple-ease Mama!?"

"Princess there's no need to lie, mama felt you~ as soon as daddy came in you got really squirmy, your little cunny twitching under my fingers all excited~" the woman spoke out loud making you gasp and shake your head stuttering at her , Kal chuckled watching you turn completely red.

"No-o it wasn't!" You yelped still trying to hold your breath wanted to even out your breathing but it was much harder then before, you couldn't ignore the way dianas deft fingers working you into a needy frenzy. You arched and moaned only to let go of her, bringing a hand to your mouth and bit hard on it trying to stave off your higher moans and desperate cries for more. You didn't want to beg! Or plead for more! You wanted her to stop!

"Oh no, no no don't bite love! You'll hurt yourself and we cant have that" Kal said quickly crossing the room. Diana shuffled down  slightly letting Kal crouch down by your head. One heavy hand rested on the crown of your head, the other pried your hand from your mouth with strong fingers.

You grunted as Diana seemed to up her game rubbing furious circles around your spasming pussy, massaging you so thoroughly you knew this wasn't the first time she'd been with another woman. Unlike you, sure you'd fantasised about the actual goddess, you dare say everyone who met her did! But you'd never actually thought about doing this, never realistically sought her out. You just thought it was a fantasy, you were never supposed to end up living it out.

"Oh gosh your loud aren't you poppet?" you sobbed flushing tears streaming down your face in shame. You didn't mean to be! Even alone takeing care of yourself you were vocal, you were conscious of it but hearing Kal tease you over it made you feel worse!

Kal frowned sensing the shift in you as you got upset, mewls now becoming less pleasurable and more shamed. He moved quickly hushing you petting your head lightly.

"Okay-okay you don't like it? I understand babygirl here open.... open up love daddy will help quiet you down" he spoke calmly. You don't know what possessed you to do it. What possessed you to obey him. It might have been the soft look reminiscent of Clark looking down at you, or the insistent prodding to your lips but you opened your mouth quickly. Not thinking passed the loud pulsing blood in your ears, the water moving sloshing lightly as Diana sped up pressing more on your weeping core that wet her fingers letting her move easier touching everything.

Once your mouth opened Kal pressed his thumb passed your lips and purred when you instantly locked onto it humming. He expected you to bite down on him, try to break his skin or something. But to his delight you sucked, moaning onto his thumb suckling whilst panting through your nose frantically. His face became one of awe. And Diana cooed watching as you hollowed your cheeks around him closing your eyes tightly moaning and whining around Kal.

You withered arching rocking faster against Diana as your climax built, the knot in your belly teetering, you were on the cusp of what will be the worst best orgasm you'd ever had. You sucked harder lathering the thumb in your mouth. You couldn't help but taste him, there was a clean taste, both male and otherworldly about him. And it made you fall faster, something about licking and sucking on his hand had you quivering, it made you needy for him, for a second you wished he would help Diana.

You wanted them, in this weak moment of lust and shame you wanted these two maniacs to have you any way they desired. You wanted Kal to fuck you open! you wanted to kiss Diana to suckle on her ,fingers, throat, breasts! Anything! You moaned low in your throat remembering the sight from yesterday, of how incredibly perfect these two beings were. Stunning in every light, at every angle! The full curves and strong plains of muscle that decorated each of them. Then you imagined being there, between them both, devouring Diana as Kal held your legs around his waist rutting you, claiming you for themselves!

Suddenly your eyes snapped open and you arched opening your mouth crying out as you came. The thought of being untangled in their arms and sheets had made you succumb. You thrashed yelping and thrusting as your insides contracted desperately seeking out something to hold onto, willing anything to impale you. Diana held her hand over you, clamping holding still pressing her fingers against you at you trembled. Kal pressed his thumb down to your tongue lightly tapping it encouraging you to suck once more on him as your orgasm blazed through you in rippling waves of ecstasy.

You did, closeing your eyes once more trying to shut out exalt who it was toying with you. Instead your focused on your body, the pulling and tensing, the weightless feeling of being satisfied by someone else for the first time in your life.

Then with one final drawn out mewl it was over. Diana pulled her hands away and drew slow pattern on your tummy massaging you sweetly.

"There we go~ all done sweety, oh no poppet don't you fall sleep just yet daddy has another treat for you baby" you moaned out at he whining, head lolling back. All you wanted to do was sleep!

"Huh?" You groaned bleary eyed blinking trying to stay awake and pay attention, but it was hard you felt like jelly!

"Daddy wants to give you a treat" was the reply that snapped you to attention and shake your head 'no' over and over dreading what kind of treat kal had in store for you.

"A treat?- no, no I cant- I please I cant!" You pleaded pressing on Kal who held you securely under your arms stopping you from slipping under the water. Your orgasm had made you all weak and floppy, you felt like jelly and continued fussing fearing Kal was going to now take dianas place and work you up again whilst your still so sensitive.

"Yes poppet, even thought you were a madam this morning you took your spanking well and stayed in time out then behaved for mama all day" he said slowly dragging you from the bath and stood you on the fluffy bath mat holding you upright as Diana quickly spun reaching for a towel. You shuddered as she wrapped you up in the warmed soft bath sheet, patting you down lightly getting most of the drips off of you.

"So because you sorted yourself out you get another treat before bed" Kal hummed sweetly watching with a beaming grin as Diana cared for you. You pouted eyes flicking from him to Diana slightly frightened of the grins. Of what had just happened! Your guts twisted feeling heavy and sick, you panted knees trembling trying to give out below you. What the fuck had you just done?! You'd crossed a line! What would they do now? What will they do now you'd given in?

You paled and sobbed almost falling to the floor anxiety and panic rushing through you. You'd given them the green light, they would do as they pleased, fuck you toy with you as they saw fit!

"Whoa there little lady, where are you off to?" Kal said quickly taking your weight as you quivered breathing shallow fast breaths weeping and crying. Tears ran down your face and you shook your head again muttering no over and over.

"oh gosh love? You don't think I'm going to? No no, sweety no I'm not going to do that baby, I wont push you that far love... oh come here" Kal cooed realising you thought he was going to fuck you or something. Diana frowned rubbing your back as Kal pulled you to his chest peppering kisses on your head.

But it was all for nothing. You cried pulling trying to escape him but he wouldn't let you. You were panicked, somewhere today the lines blurred. You didn't feel right, or safe or normal. You were scared and trapped and had fallen into something you couldn't explain. You tried to listen, after being spanked and punished you realised you wasn't as safe as you'd tried kidding yourself earlier. You'd figured it'd be best to keep your head down, play along with whatever family kink bullshit they thought this was, just until you were trusted enough to get out, get away! You had to buy time.

But... you felt funny. Being alone and frightened for soo long, not making any connections with people in fear of being found. Then having all this attention on you, being fed and held and cuddled... being spoiled with the comforts you'd been denied so long had... it had been nice. Even if it was all strange and forced on you. Even of their motives frightened you, deep down you'd liked it. Enjoyed being snuggled all night, and being looked after.

You even found yourself seeking Diana out during the day, you wanted to be near her, somehing inside. A need to be next to her and listen, a tiny voice saying how nice it was not being alone, how yummy the food had been, how comfy and warm the bed was... the way you felt excited at the prospect of having a hot bath with actual soap and shampoo! You hadn't  even protested to Diana staying with you, nor did you fight much against her demands of shaving or her hands dipping below the water.

You should have been screaming the house down! Running and hiding and cursing! But that had stopped. You were confused because you somehow craved what they were giving you. This little part of you was all for it, wanted to be good for them and let them draw you into this dynamic- this strange lifestyle. And to your shame it wasn't because of your spanking or time out. It wasn't just your fear or a plan to buy time and escape... that tiny voice, the little part of you wanted this just because, there was no rhyme or reason.

And now to make matters worse they wanted that intimacy on top? It made you shudder. This was so mad, insane! You had to get out, before that little whisper became too much to ignore. You had to escape before things got out of hand and you got attached. You cant risk it, you have to get away- run and hide, find Bruce! He knew how to avoid Kal and Diana- hell he avoided the entire regime! He'd protect you!

"There we go... good girl nice and calm princess that's it, I'm so proud of you~ you stopped your panic attack all on your own!" You frowned at Kal as he pulled you back from his chest lightly grinning down at you before handing you to Diana.

"I'll go get it and meet you in bed love" he said quietly stepping back from you and leaving the bathroom with one last glance over his shoulder.

You breathed a sigh of relief as Kal left. Diana tugged the towel over you tighter and hoisted you up cradling you to her exiting the room and crossing her and kal's bed room to the nursery. You grimanced as she sat you on the changing table and whined alarmed at being on the plastic mat.

"Shh its okay, we wont be using any diapees today love, I just don't want you getting your blankies all wet" she hushed cupping your face pressing a kiss to your cheek before fishing out some soft pyjamas then quickly came over to you easing you to lie back.

You held her not knowing what she was up to now but she settled you before taking the towel in her hands and began patting you dry once more, soft quick taps of the towel absorbing the rest of the water. You almost smiled, almost enjoyed it. The fast thorough taps felt like a massage... sort of? The way her hands pressed just enough into your skin to dry you up and down your tummy and arms. You squirmed and frowned as she moved over your chest and ribs but before you knew it she'd finished.

"Now some lotion and I will braid your hair~" she cooed pulling a sweet smelling lotion from a shelf below you and began running her hands over you again. You trembled locking eyes on her watching for any sign her hands would wander again... not that you were entirely sure what you could do about it. Running around butt naked wasn't exactly a favourable option. It'd most likely upset her.

You froze. Since when the fuck did you care about upsetting her? She'd sexually assaulted you! Kidnapped and now held you hostage! You frowned and shook your head, thankfully Diana didn't include any extra touching and before you knew it you were standing on your own two feet dressed in your Disney pyjamas with her parting your hair down the middle and twisting two French braids into it.

"Here we go, two neat braids for some cute curls in the morning~ i loved when you wore curls, they suit you princess" she said as she moved quickly drawing the three strands over one another methodically before tying it off in a sweet satin scrunchy-pale pink of course. Then she began fixing the other side to match.

"You have quite a few split ends love, and it is long... mama will have to cut it I'm afraid so we can avoid knots, especially when your daddy wants to try fixing your hair, we should make it as easy for him as we can shouldn't we?" She cooed at you as she worked through your locks. You frowned and looked down at the first braid, you'll admit it was longer then it had ever been, the braid hung a good four inches below your shoulder, when down your hair was fluffy and below your bust. Maybe a cut wouldn't go a miss? Was it bad? To give in to that and let her cut your hair? It would help you, especially when you got out of here! Because you will be getting out of here, just not today.

"There now let mama look at you~" she preened spinning you to face her and grinned eyes lighting up, she was clearly pleased with herself. She ran her hands over the braids then held your face dipping down pressing a kiss to your forehead making you squint, rearing back expecting something else from her. Because after that whole bath fiasco all bets were off. She pulled away with a giggle, finding you cute all the same despite your anxious demeanour.

"Come on, lets get you your second treat of the night little one" she said ushering you out of the nursery towards Kal who was crossing their bedroom. You slowed pressing back into Diana when you spied the plastic bottle in kal's hand. Not that it'd did any good the woman corralled you over to Kal by the window.

"Ooo look baby! A real hot chocolate! Wow!" She said excitedly, clearly trying to hype you up over the hot drink. You cringed at the thought of being subjected to yet another humiliation, they seemed never ending!

"And a story before bed." Kal preened holding up a copy of the hobbit- a favourite of yours. You frowned at him as he moved taking a seat on the comfy built in Dorma seat at the large window.

"Come on love come here, sit on daddy's lap peanut" he said patting his sweat pant covered thighs. You walked over gingerly stepping before him. Chanting over and over to 'do as they say and you wont get hurt' once in grabbing distance Kal hoisted you into his lap and pivoted on the large cushioned seat resting his back on the wall flanking the window recess. He heaved his legs up and stretched out spinning you around cradling you so you faced the window getting that awe inspiring view of earth.

The globe looked huge but small from here you could see the top hemisphere curling off gently. Spinning slowly, bearly noticeable, you peaked at it trying to ignore the fact you were looking down at your home, willing yourself not to realise just how far away you were from home- a home you should never have left. There were clouds covering parts, interrupting your view of it. You gasped leaning forward slowly resting your hand on the glass as you saw land peak through the clouds, you could make out Europe, the bright lights outlining the continent the lights were all switched on as night set in on the planet. you'd been soo distraught earlier you hadn't really noticed how pretty it was. A perfect blue green and white marble, all be it dark blues and greens given the time of day... you noted that earlier it had looked desolate, quiet but now as the night settled in it can to life.

"You like that baby? I prefer the view at night too, its pretty" Kal whispered in your ear holding you around your waist so you didn't fall head first into the glass. He shared a look with Diana smiling and nodding for her to go have her shower and relax, he had you now. She smiled and came closer cupping his face drawing him into a deep kiss that made you jump. You whipped round just in time to see her pry open kal's mouth moaning tangling tongues with him inches from your own face.

You whined and pulled back arching away not wanting another bathroom incident to pull you under this lustful spell they seemed to be casting over you. Kal chuckled grunting into dianas mouth holding you tighter so you wouldn't scamper off, Diana moved a hand to cup your own head  sweetly before pulling away from Kal fluttering her eyes at him then tipped your head back pressing a chaste kiss to your own lips making you grunt and squirm.

Kal laughed boisterously as Diana pulled away from you and turned heading towards the ensuite. You cringed wiping your mouth on your sleeve. Ew. No thanks... or maybe? No! Don't fall for it! They are fucking psychotic,  murdering, kidnapping evil genocidal maniacs! You scolded yourself only to gasp and fail about as Kal tipped you back letting you recline on his arm. You yelped and kicked out pressing your feet flat on the window.

"Shh love, I've got you silly girl" he said fussing over you tugging you closer to his chest and tucking your elbows out of the way smiling down at you. He released a slow breath taking a moment to enjoy having you here. Diana had got to mother you yesterday, and today? It was his turn, to enjoy the time he had with his precious little girl. He wasn't about to rush.

He rocked you, swaying with you slowly just staring, watching as you blinked up a him. There was still fear, uncertainty and defiance but also something else. A tiny sparkle, realisation. That would soon grow to acceptance then craving. You would need them soon enough, learn your place and thrive under their care. If only you knew of his plans for you, knew what he was going to gift you in the end. You would have everything, you would become apart of him, and he you.

"My special little girl, now will you have your bottle nicely tonight? Or will you ruin your treat?" He said plucking the up bottle from the side showing it to you, letting you see it was hot chocolate... well warm chocolate now that it had cooled. He smiled smugly as you tilted your head eyeing it

You bit your lip debating what was best deep down you wanted the hot chocolate... would it really be that bad? You'd already fought and lost a battle with him over bottles, and now that he'd had you over his lap you doubted he'd hold back from now on, in both respects the line had been crossed. You'd been through both humiliation's by this point, and you knew which one you didn't want to repeat.

"N-nicely please"  you whispered feeling embarrassed as you gave in, still eyeing the bottle that you both dreaded having and looked forward to... it was a very confusing position to be in, basically asking Kal to have a bottle before bed? Yeah this wasn't something you'd ever thought you'd be doing.

"I'm sorry? What was that? Daddy didn't hear you?" He uttered levelling you with a look, a single quirk of a brow and the bottle being pulled further from you was all the encouragement you needed. The tiny panic seeing your night time drink being taken away made you shrink further in shame.

"I-I'll have it nicely d-daddy" you said a little louder this time, managing to bite back to shame of caving into him so easily, but you just didn't have much of a choice, you had to  he grinned showing off his perfect white teeth beaming down at you then nodded.

"Good girl, now lets get this story time on the road shall we?" He asked moving to shake the bottle one last time before pressing the nipple to your mouth. True to your word you opened up without a fight. You had to endure this. Had to jump through their hoops, just until you could make a break for it and find Bruce.

You whined as he tipped the bottle, staring at you blankly watching you for a few moments to see if you were going to drink or not. You cringed but suckled dutifully  drawing the to be quite frank perfect hot chocolate into your mouth. You hummed as soon as the flavour washed over your tongue. You wasn't even going to try and deny it, it was delicious a real treat.  

Kal smiled as you quickly began drinking, watching him carefully as you did. He moved to tip you back further only to chuckle as you hand came up to his, grasping at his fingers in a panic as if you thought he'd take the bottle away from you. You moved holding the bottle on your own trying to tilt it up greedily drinking it down whining when you could only get so much at a time from the tiny hole.

"Your alright I'm not taking it away babygirl, can you hold it for me?" He said slowly releasing it you turned your head n7zzling into his chest and tipped the bottle back closing your eyes. Kal may or may not have put a little malt into it to help you sleep through the night again, you really did need your sleep, and you'd missed your nap time today.

"There we go, good girl now lets get started shall we?" He cooed managing to retrieve the book he'd placed beside him opening to the first page. You hummed sinking into the strange comfort it gave you. His voice was low and soothing, reverberating in his chest making you relax as he read outloud to you. It was nice.. you could almost forget the last few years. Forget what had become of him, what he had done. he wasn't in his suit, wasn't angry or doing anything. He sounded like Clark, sane and lovable. Your eyes stayed shut and you relaxed into his arms still drinking the hot chocolate ,albeit slower then before. You could hear the shower in the background, the slow page turns was Kal continued reading to you. everything felt right, peaceful so much so you didn't even notice as you drifted off to sleep. All you remembered was thinking how safe you felt cuddled up with Kal.

Kal listened to you as you drifted to sleep, the sweet huffs and delicate snores signalling you really had gone right to sleep. He frowned noting you were still absentmindedly sucking on the bottle and closed the book throwing it down before plucking the bottle from you, easing it out of your mouth.

Your whined and shifted making him chuckle and pinch the rubber teat squishing it down and removing it before you could bite down on it. You mewled and began grunting cutely searching for it making him pause. Did his little one need her paci so soon? He wasn't expecting that, not quite yet. But apparently you had the urge to suckle. The thought took his breath away without even thinking about much else he quickly placed his thumb at your lips, more to test if he was right or not.

He grinned unable to take his eyes off you as you latched onto him with no problem. Drawing a hand to his and squeezed tight so he wouldn't pull away. He really had thought in the bathroom it'd been a one off, just a knee jerk reaction as you were overwhelmed but... no, thy were right! He was right you were a little babygirl, just like he had hoped. You probably didn't even know it yourself!

"Oh? Kal is she?" Diana said eyeing you with wide glazed eyes, awestruck by what she'd come to find. Her little babygirl fast asleep latched onto Kal holding his hand for dear life, suckling away greedily as if he were her bottle.

"Uh-huh,  she is... she wouldn't let go of her bottle, then got fussy, I had to stop her from waking up soo" Kal trailed off looking up at Diana who was inching closer still taking in the adorable sight.

"Right then, I guess I will go get her paci" she said a little choked up by the whole affair. She'd been of two minds, praying you were the little babygirl they hoped you were, but almost felt as if she was to optimistic about it. But things were beginning to add up, the spanking, time out, the way you'd sounded so little and unsure afterwards then pouting for a good portion of the day. The minimal fight during your bath too, and now you were suckling? Not once but twice aswell as not even fighting your bottle today? You must be!

"Shes perfect, and I cant say I'm disappointed that she suckles so quickly, just like her Mama~" Kal quipped, purring playfully making Diana giggled and flush as she came back out of the nursery a small lavender pacifier in hand.

"Kal! She wont be quite ready for that just yet" Kal rolled his eyes and stood before padding to the bed and rocked you side to side as he spoke to Diana. It wasn't that he didn't want to put you to bed, but? Well he didn't want to put you too bed. He wanted to hold you as much as he could.

"I know, but it doesn't stop me from looking forward to it, I cant wait until she's ready, wet and needy willing to do anything for a treat... and what a treat it'll be~" he groaned, just the thought of spending a night fucking both his girls, filling them over and over, making them cum again and again... he knew Diana couldn't wait for your first night together, just the three of you finally giving into the love, the lust and sexual tension. It will be glorious.

Kal paused as Diana cooed over you and raised her hand holding the paci. It was the moment of truth for them. Was this just a one off? Kal pulled his hand back quickly before letting Diana offer you the small paci pressing it into your mouth before you noticed his thumb had gone. Your breathing hitched and fingers tightened on kal's hand but you accepted the paci quickly enough. Moaning in your sleep before curling into him hiding you face.

"And that's our answer" Diana said moving to the bed turning down the covers and climbed into bed eyeing Kal curiously as he stayed put.

"No, that's our baby... I knew it, I knew she was ours- there's no way she couldn't be. I really should get her to bed now, tomorrow is going to be a nightmare" Kal said still hovering by his side of the bed biting his lip, still swaying with you cradling you sweetly as you clutched at his hand still thinking you were suckling his thumb in your sleep. Diana watched from the bed she knew what Kal was thinking, she'd been thinking it too.

"I've been meaning to talk to you. About the nursery? I was thinking about having her sleep with us? You know so she calms down and gets used to us being with her quicker. We could just use the nursery for naptimes? Or when she's being naughty and is sent to bed early" Diana spoke quickly, they had intended to keep you in the nursery unless you were really good, or was getting some lovin. But now you were here she didn't want to be apart from you, and by the looks of it neither did Kal.

"I'm glad you brought it up, I don't want her sleeping in there at night either" he agreed  and slowly placed you in the centre of the bed as Diana tugged the blankets down, rearranging and fluffing a pillow making a comfy spot for you between them. Kal was quick to crawl into bed behind you, tucking you in under the covers not wanting you to get cold.

"So its settled~ you hear that baby? You get to sleep with us all the time" Diana cooed into your ear scooting closer entangling you between her and Kal sharing a kiss over your sleeping face. In that moment things had never felt better for the two makeshift gods. They were both blissful, watching you sleeping huddled up between them sucking on your paci without a care in the world. Today had been a ride, ups and downs but everything had turned out for the best, and they were both sure that you really were the babygirl they craved, now more then ever.

[machinegunbun]

Pete + overstimulation and praise kinkkkkk

Reunited | Pete Davidson

word count: 1.4k

tw:smut, honestly nothing super kinky.

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It had been a long day.

 A long day, but a good one. Your face is sore from smiling so much as you lay next to your handsome boyfriend. 

Pete had just gotten home from his most recent tour post-covid, and while you were happy he could get back to what he loved most, you were sad you were forced to stay behind. Pete had begged and begged you to come with, saying he wouldn’t be able to enjoy it without you, but your job just wouldn’t let you have the time off. Still, you facetimed and talked on the phone every night. Neither Pete nor you could get to sleep if you didn’t. Neither one of you would end the call, and you’d wake up to each other in the morning.

It wasn’t the same though. You were so glad to have him back. To be able to reach over and hold his hand. To play with his hair or nuzzle into his sweatshirt clad chest.

“What are you thinkin’ about?” Pete asks, his hand brushing a piece of your hair out of your face. 

“You.” You reply, scrunching your nose at him in a halfhearted cringe. It was cheesy, and lame, but it was true.

“Awh.” He replies, bringing his shoulder up to his chin in a cute gesture “Me and what?”

“How much I miss you.” His nose scrunches at this, 

“Gross.” he remarks, leaning in to place a kiss on your lips “but I missed you too.” The kiss was short and sweet, leaving you wanting more. This time it was you who leaned in, your lips connecting once again. Breathing in slowly, you appreciate the feeling of his soft, plump lips against your own. The taste of weed and pizza on his tongue, the way he smelt and the warmth of his hands on your side as the kiss deepened. 

You could feel the warmth trail from your side to your ass as he pulled you closer, wrapping his arms around you.

“Ohh,” you smirk between kisses, “you missed me.” Pete hums at this, his hand trailing further down your legs and hooking themselves into your shorts. Supporting yourself with your arm, you lift your hips up as he pulls them down the length of your legs. When they reach your shin you settle back down, kicking them off and letting them fly into some random corner of your shared room.

Your shirt was next, being lifted gently over your head so as to not pull on any of your jewelry. You could hear Pete curse under his breath just before your shirt was tossed carelessly, his lips coming down to suck and lick at your breast. Your hands go behind your back to detach your bra strap, giving him clear access to your chest. 

His tongue is on your nipple within seconds, nibbling lightly at the sensitive bud.

“Missed these so much,” he hums, switching sides “Missed being buried in these pretty tits.” The blush on your face only grew at his words, his fingers rubbing you in small circles through your underwear.

Licking a stripe where your wetness had soaked through your underwear before discarding them and burying his face in your core.

“Tastes so fucking good.” He moans from between your legs, your pussy growing wetter and wetter with each flick of his tongue. Your fingers pulled at his hair, guiding him to where you need him most, grinding your pussy against his tongue.

You can feel his finger pressing against your hole while he sucks on your clit, pushing in slowly before pulling back out. He repeats this a few times before adding another finger, stretching you lightly as he continues to pump in and out of you, his fingers curling when they can’t go any further. A moan slips past your lips as you feel his other hand digging into your side, your toes curling at the feeling.

“Fuck I missed you. Please, don’t stop.” You moan, your hips rocking up to meet his actions, your back arching as your orgasm washes over you, Petes hand still strongly gripping at your sides, his nails digging into you only adding to the pleasure. Pete continued licking at you as your body rested against the mattress, enjoying the feeling of his warm, wet lips making their way up your body in a series of kisses.

“You look so beautiful, all fucked out for me.” Pete whispers in your ear, his lips attaching to your neck while his thumb caresses your flushed cheeks. Pete tried his best to give you time to come down from your last orgasm, grinding his hips into the sheets between your legs to help relieve some of the pressure.

“Fuck, i’m sorry princess. I gotta feel you.” He moans, pulling his joggers just low enough for his swollen prick to swing out. He gives himself a few languid strokes, his head leaning back as he thrusts his hips into his hand before finally lining himself up with your already soaking hole. From the moment he pushed in, you both knew you wouldn’t last long, his dick pumping in out of you while his lips met yours in a sloppy kiss, desperate whines falling from both your lips at the feeling.

Pete groans, flipping over in a swift motion so you were ontop, his hands gripping at your hips to help you set the pace. You could feel his heart pounding in his chest from where your hand sat, steadying yourself while you rode him. There were light slapping sounds as your thighs met with every thrust, barely audible through the moans and heavy breaths. Pete tended to be pretty quiet in bed, but not tonight. You basked in his glorious moans as you both worked to help the other reach their orgasm. Leaning back, you rested on your hand, continuing to ride him while you play with your clit. 

You could feel your second orgam building in your stomach, your hips dropping as the pressure became too much.

“Fuck, m’gonna cum.” You whine, your voice going higher than normal as you struggled to get the words out. Pete pulls you down to his chest, your legs lifting your hips up a bit as he planted his feet into the bed and thrusted into you. Your orgasm came over you with a squeal, the pleasure bringing tears to your eyes. You tried to verbalize the pleasure you were feeling, but it only came out as slurred curses.

“Are you good to keep going?” Pete asks after a moment of you clinging to him, your hips rocking slowly against his. 

“Yeah, give me a minute.” You say breathless, your entire body feeling worn out. Pete rolls the two of you over, pressing small kisses to your face and neck while he holds you, allowing you to come down from your second orgasm. 

“Mmh, s’been awhile.” You grumble, your hand resting on the back of his head.

“It’s okay, we can stop. Just missed you, gorgeous.” He says, placing a kiss to your forehead and cuddling up next to you.

“Wait, you didn’t get to cum.”

“You can make it up to me later.” He says, laughing a bit, his handing rubbing against your stomach in a soothing motion. Without meaning to, you drifted off the sleep, your body sinking into the bed, completely worn out.

~

Stretching, you could feel the tension in your muscles as memories from the night before flooded your brain. Opening your eyes slowly, you looked over at Pete.

“I know, right? Fucking sore.” He yawns, already sat up in bed.

Tears welled up in your eyes at the sound of his voice, Pete’s concerned hand coming to caress your cheek.

“What's wrong baby?”

It was hard to explain, a sudden rush of emotion coming over you. You’d spent so long apart, and electronics distorted everything so much. But now he was here, no lag, no cutting out, no trying desperately to reach through the screen. Just him, and you, here together. But that wasn’t it. The first time you called since he was away you’d noticed something, the phone distorted his voice a bit, as it does for everyone, and as a result of this you hadn’t gotten to hear your favorite thing in so long. Not really, atleast. 

“Does it hurt that bad? Want me to run you a bath?” He asks, brushing your hair out of your face. Trying your best to collect your thoughts into a sentence, you manage to sputter out between tears,

“Your morning voice didn’t sound right over the phone.”

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