#but at the same time 🧍

[comas-are-for-sleeping]

the feelings of dispair were not hunger related

[dollyyun]

pov: he looks up at you with his bambi eyes as you ride and bounce on his cock good <3

[moe-broey]

Men only want ONE THING and it's DISGUSTING (Guy who's uour best friend who's always happy to see you who visibly lights up and sparkles when you enter the room who's comstantly looking out for you and doting on yiu just a little bit and making sure you're taken care of and who you trust so mucj so completely that you can share a bath and sleep side by side amd you'rw. Best Friwneds...)

AND YET. AND YET. Moe has something Worse than self-loathing going on. Like this is just denial at this point. And for WHAT (PSYCHOLOGICAL REASONS. IT'S SO DIRE)

[ilostyou]

taylor x gracie parallels - part 3/?

[seilon]

love when this is referred to as the gifted kid website. shockingly my mental disorders made me mentally disordered and school never really vibed with that so. couldn’t be me

[wolfgangevenstar]

sometimes i forget that i had a unique experience in that i had to have intrusive thoughts explained to me at a very young age bc i had them so severe, so i’ve always known about them and understood how they work, and then i get get surprised by how many people actually have no idea what intrusive thoughts are 😭

[parksrway]

how do I tell my friends that I don't want this birthday party they're planning for me anymore

[ace-dodo]

I just realized I still can't figure out how tf to draw Elijah cuz I don't put a face to the name, you tell me Elijah and I just think of the elephant mask, and even when I watch other people's drawings of him it looks off cuz I physically can't imagine a face for him 🧍🧍🧍

[russellius]

anyway i know i've never properly explained what happened on thursday so... here we go??????

was super fortunate to stand where i did, i literally walked to the side from my previous spot like, minutes before he came out to the front of the hotel. so i'm just standing there on the street, contemplating going back to my place because george arrived back at the hotel, and used the side entrance. so i'm like. cool, we missed that, anyway... then a couple minutes later there's massive screaming coming from the front of hotel, and it's george of course, so i'm like, awh, what the fuck..... obviously i weaved my way into the crowd a bit, and got my little stupid sign and the book out! was super lucky to have walked to the side, as the merc cars were on the left side, and my previous spot in the middle would have been shit. so anyway, he looked into our direction for a sec, and everyone is immediately like "george!!!" and that was when he spotted the sign and pointed at me! and then that was it, and i'm like awh, come onnnnn, it's for you! (not sure he could even read the sign, idk, probably just saw his name and he was like oh? hi??!!!) so anyway, he's painting that car, my heart is quite literally trying to break my ribs or something and i'm :( and :). then, picasso finishes his masterpiece and it's free cap time. obviously he goes to the right side of the hotel first, and i'm :( again. professional cap thrower gr does his best to throw the caps out to the crowd. even jumps on the cars' platform to make a better throw. he's super jumpy, and long, and endearing. then! jumps off the platform and!!!!!!! :) does his usual jog to us to fucking HAND a cap to the idiot with the sign. i'm in the 2nd row probably, i have a good couple of people in front of me, but thanks dad for the only good genes you gave me, i was massively helped out here by my height and my long ass arms. so he tries handing the cap to me right ("here you go") and obviously everyone is trying to grab it, and i'm like nooo and he's like "NO" and fucking makes sure that it's in my hand. ends with a little "thank you", and before i can react at all, he's already moving on and giving out the next cap, and i'm like !!!!! WAIT NO, THE BOOK!!!!!!!!

but it stays in my hand, with the sign and the cap, while my phone is in my right hand, still recording, facing the side of course...

so at this point i'm like. what the fuck has just happened, what the hell is going on, i can barely think and breathe at all-

so i sit down in the park, i'm having a mini heart attack, and i inform everyone of my adventures. i don't know how long i have sat there, but i was like. dead dead. so after i've collected myself i start walking back to the hostel, and then my mom is calling me, because she refuses to text. obviously i tell her everything too, and anyway as i'm sitting on this random bench, talking, gwen walks down with like 2 other people in front of me. and i'm like mom, hold on a sec what the f-, so i jump up, i catch up to him and i try being as polite as i can while i'm having the 6213rd heart attack of the day. so i tell him that i made this book for george, but i couldn't give it to him earlier when he gave me the cap yada yada, can he please give it to him? and he's like. super nice, at the mention of george he's smiling and he's like, sure, opens the book for a sec and asks "just give it to him?" i tell him that of course, i made it for him, it's just for him, i don't need it back etc. then he says that now he's having dinner with some friends, but he's seeing george tomorrow (friday), so he'll give it to him then. i thank him, and ask him to please thank george for the cap and uhm... yeah. that was thursday in a nutshell, i guess. :]

//// i'll say that i was quite literally too stunned to use my brain, like, i think my pulse hit a record high, my hands were shaking etc but here are some things i can recall: he's tall. long. so long. hair fluffier than you could imagine. and a super calming brown. skin clear and moisturized, crops watered. eyes bigger than the universe. and he is so jumpy. every limb of his is just !!!!! moving moving moving. so expressive. both his face and his body language. and like. you know how great he looks in photos? yeah? ok, now triple that. like. jesus fucking. christ......

and anyway i died. and finally, yesterday i allowed myself a lil cry! :)

[moe-broey]

I can save her

[feyres-divorce-lawyer]

only remembering the base plot and anti feysand evidence of acomaf and acowar, and replacing everything else with headcanons is sooooo funny cuz i’ll get harshly reminded that feyre really was Like That (derogatory) and for a split second, i’m like pardon? and then reality punches me

[incrediblysincere]

Having a job where i have to interact with coworkers all day has really made me notice how bad my social skills are

[owcaunion]

I saw someone mention the scrapped story idea of perry dying and his clones for the OWCA files and can i just say, Doofenshmirtz wouldve been 100% devastated over it

Ok but imagine if he gets to be the one to uncover that secret, he wouldve absolutely lost his mind 😩😩😩

[rev-velvet]

I emplore Kyo Kaneko to not cry at his graduation think of the state us kyomies will be in (every single one of us will be severely dehydrated including him)

[forbidden-interlude]

This year is the first time I’m traveling somewhere that’s not back home and the guilt is creeping up on me cuz I’ve only traveled between home and America. I mostly go home to see my grandmother who helped raise me but this year I decided to use most of my pto to go elsewhere and it’s soo weird lol.

I’m back home rn and like my grandmother isn’t getting any younger and the cancer isn’t going away so it’s almost like I’ve been grieving her while she’s still here and it’s also why I’ve always used all my pto to go back home. Anticipating death is such a weird emotional experience especially someone so close to you. Idek what the point of posting this is, I think I’m just emotional and this is my public diary 😭