#but also lbr he was/is so gorgeous like I'm sorry I feel like that's all I talk about but it's crazy how beautiful this man is

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Omg thank you so much for your posts about rinharu!! :"")) I was one of those people who were like "why are rinharu fighting again?? Did kyoani purposely seperate them /again/ just for the sake of drama ?? (And so that they have more oppurtunities to showcase other ships??)" I was really irked at first cuz i thought the first part of TFS is finally going to be a movie about rinharu being a powercouple, but! After reading your posts i realised that haru never really moved on from rin leaving, even in S3 the reason why hiyori's words affected him was because he thought he caused rin to leave (and by extension ikuya, but lbr haru wasn't as frustrated with ikuya nearly as much as he was with rin right) so i'm just here to say.. thank you so much for opening my eyes!!! Now i'm really looking forward to the second part!!

Awww no problem <3 tbh I've always said that free is one of those that has so many nuances left bts that it's sometimes confusing for those who aren't as invested I think. Like there's so many important things that are left out and are in additional materials, that some has no idea what's going on at times. Like back in the days when some interpreted s2 in the opposite way bc of that one thing. My point is that not everyone is even watches stuff like recaps for example (where there are in fact new easter eggs and so many important things like Rin's dad death aftermath etc), and even less read novels and checked side stories and dramas.

For example, in books this Haru's issue about him thinking he's cursed and hurts everyone with his swimming is a huge thing, when Asahi "lost his ability to swim" after seeing Haru's free. But in SD it wasn't adressed at all tbh.

And what Haru feels for Rin is such tornado of emotions, that surprised even me with all the descriptions, bc like it's real bad. Like that part I posted from the chapter when Rin leaves is at least understandable, since he leaves. But the way he reacts to him in general even when he just appears in his sight is always described as if someone tortures him for real lol. And he's always like "pls someone save me, I don't know how to deal with this, bc I've never felt such emotions before".

So basically, like yeah, he's as it is has this thing, when he thinks of himself as some bad omen, so he's very sensitive about it, but since everything Rin-related feels x100000000 for him, its just... well, it hurt for a very long time and sadly was just overlooked by a certain someone, so here we are.

I think we all at first believed that bc Rin's so shocked and in disbelief that Haru could even think that it was his fault in some way:

that maybe they talked about it bts or smth like after the relay. But it seems like Rin either forgot or most likely I think he maybe thought that Haru understood without words? I'm just real sad still that Haru didn't get to hear this speech:

I mean, they made it look by the end of s1 that it was about relay, which partially yeah, but for Rin it was really about Haru. You see what he said.. he said that that 1x02 race with Haru alone.. what made him want to swim again. This whole speech was not only about the fact that Haru wasn't at fault that he quit swimming in the first place, but about the fact that Haru is his lucky charm, that makes everything better. AND WE DIDN'T EVEN GET TO HEAR THAT. So like for Haru it's to this day like "after I messed him up, Rin was saved with the power of friendship and a relay". But he was saved by Haru really. Bc according to s3 info, it was basically just about Haru being on the relay team. I don't try to demean their friendships or anything, but its just what it is.

And as I've said before in one post it's just fascinating that to this day Rin for example thinks that s1 shananigans were just about him and just his problem:

Haru thought it was about them and their problem:

So like my point here is I also up to the end of s2 thought that maybe Rei or Rin told that to him, bc we seemed to move on to another problems, until in Kizuna we were shown that he still dreams about that scene of Rin leaving. s3 Hiyori just exposed the wound really.

But also once again see what he said there, it's not just about that one time he keeps reliving, aka his first come back, its really just about each time Rin was leaving. Like the very first one already was bad, the second was the worst, bc he thought he hurt him and thought that bc of him he quit swimming, others are just painful bc by then it was already another kind of feeling. I mean, I do think that this first Rin's return to Australia thing needs to be cleared up since it's obviously still haunting him. But again it's just part of this. Haru after the Australian trip and "I've always admired you" and "without you I have nothing to aim for" and after TYM goodbye when Rin told him that he doesn't need a surprise party and that just swimming with Haru before leaving is the greastest surprise for him, he knows already about the way Rin feels about swimming with him... I think the reason why everyone is freaking out here is that bc the way it's executed it's just really about him constantly missing him and "why am I always have to longingly watch you leave, while you seem fine." If he was in a free race, but wasn't on a relay team, he'd get the same reaction. Its just all seasons combined that brought us here. We already in 3x01 without Hiyori knew that he wasn't handling Rin being far away again good. So tbh it's logical even without any explanation really. I mean, Rin does indeed leave and come back as he pleases and does what he wants without holding back or sometimes thinking about consequences. There's no lie here.

It's like since the beginning for Rin it was like "I found the gorgeous guy I adore and I want to swim with, I'll transfer schools just to nag him into swimming with me, it's not like he's gonna care if I leave after that." (he literally in the book didn't think it was a big deal)

For Haru it was like "I lived just fine, but this guy stormed into my life, made me want things I didn't think I'd ever want, got me addicted to him and then dropped me like a hot potato".

Rin's just very passionate about life and things he wants, like Haru for example, but he's really also very unobservant and very clueless at times.

But like just bc he doesn't know about Haru's existential crisis and all the pain he's truly in when he's leaving, doesn't change the fact that he at times didn't even treat him as a simple friend (because they can't be just friends I KNOW), but still things like "you could've called" "well sorry, I guess I'm just not good at it" are probably hurtful, considering the fact that you are good at it with everyone else tho, Rin sweetie. Like thanks for avoiding us the most and holding back and visiting us the last each time, we feel real special. Haru is like the opposite, he doesn't call anyone for example, but he can call Rin in the middle of the night if needed, he always does for Rin smth that's completely out of his comfort zone.

It's like some say "Rin didn't know he wanted him to call" or "he didn't know Haru felt guilty". He did know he wanted him to call and he didn't know Haru felt guilty and stopped swimming competitively when he stopped swimming, but then Rei told him and Natsuya in 3x03 reminded him about this too. Its just the fact that he doesn't want to add 1+1 and thinks "well, there's no way I can affect Haru like that right?", "he can't be that upset about Rin Matsuoka, right?". While facts are he IS literally the only one who affects Haru in such huge way. It's like everyone else can just pass him by and it's nothing, but he walks by and it's a whole "asdfghgfdsa why my body is on fire, its just Rin who's just standing there".

And I'm also buffled by this thing that some people really say stuff like "where did this come from, they were perfectly fine" etc, as if they ever had normal "friendship" relationship. I'm like when did they ever behave themselves okay? In 3x03 Rin is dying to call Haru, but can't do it, while he's constantly texting everyone including Nagisa. First thing he says in the airport when he comes back is "I'm home, Haru" to air, but then goes to hang out with Makoto and Sousuke, desperately looking for an excuse to see the one whom he from the beginning, as it was shown wanted to see the most, but in his opinion can’t without a reason. It's only when Makoto tells him that Haru was upset about Albert he quickly rans off out of there bc "hooray, I have an excuse to see my bae”. Like we know from the airport scene that he wanted to see Haru the most. If they're so as people say were doing great, than how do you exlain all of their s2 and s3 behavior for real? It's like as if in TYM Haru didn't lose his shit from some gossip about persimmons. I mean, they never settled anything really. And Haru is constantly scared of Rin leaving again since forever.

So it's complicated, but yes, we're super excited for p2, bc asdfghjhgfds.

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Haikyuu!!! Character Headcanons (LGBT Edition)

Okay I've been meaning to do this for ages so here we go woo !!

Also before we start I'd like to say I'm probably biased bc of my ships and also projecting lmfao

Sorry if you think I'm pushing identities onto characters too !! they're just hcs and it's entirely possible i went too far lmfao

I hope I haven't stolen other people's headcanons though so if I did I'm sorry

Also sorry for all the stuff in brackets lmfao

Schools: Karasuno, Nekoma, Aoba Johsai (Seijoh), Fukurodani, Inarizaki

KARASUNO:

Hinata Shouyou - pansexual (I think he'd just date who he wants to date tbh) also maybe trans, he/him pronouns

Kageyama Tobio - gay and demiromantic (he probably never thought about romance bc he never felt attracted to anyone that way but then he forms an emotional bond with someone and woo), he/him

Tsukishima Kei - gay and demisexual (I feel like he'd think he's ace but then he'd realize that he's demi ??), he/him

Yamaguchi Tadashi - bisexual (he gives such bisexual energy I don't think anyone disagrees) also he/they pronouns

Yachi Hitoka - raging lesbian and also probably demigirl, she/they pronouns

Nishinoya Yuu - definition of bisexual disaster lbr, also probably aceflux and a demiboy (but he'd use he/him pronouns i feel ??)

Tanaka Ryuunosuke - token straight. need i say more (he/him)

Ennoshita Chikara - i feel like he wouldn't label himself, like he just likes who he likes,,, either that or he's gay so i'm not quite sure, he/him

Kinoshita Hisashi - polysexual (maybe also polyamourous ??) and nonbinary, they/them pronouns

Narita Kazuhito - other token straight, he/him

Azumane Asahi - i'm sorry i get bi arospec acespec vibes from him, he/him

Sugawara Koushi - definitely gay (ik people usually say bi but idk i get this vibe from him) also trans he/they but they still wear skirts and shit because fuck you that's why (his makeup is always on point and they teach kageyama to do eyeliner)

Sawamura Daichi - i doubt he'd label himself, he probably knows he likes more than one gender but i doubt he really cares for labels, he/him

Kiyoko Shimizu - bi but she prefers girls i think ?? also trans with gorgeous long legs, she/her

{I added coaches for Karasuno but I probably won't for the other schools </3}

Keishin Ukai - omnisexual probably, he/him

Ittetsu Takeda - gayest man alive have you seen him, he/him

NEKOMA:

Kuroo Tetsurou - gay (ik a lot of people hc him as bi but idk giving very homosexual energy imo), he/him

Kenma Kozume - gay and bigender, he/she/they pronouns and their eyeliner is always on point, hasn't believed in gendered clothing since he was 4

Yaku Morisuke - honestly pansexual vibes, trans he/they

Kai Nobuyuki - bi but prefers girls, he/him

Yamamoto Taketora - token straight (shoulda seen this coming w tanaka also being token straight)

Fukunaga Shouhei - ceterosexual (attracted to nb folks) also nb themself, they/xe pronouns

Inuoka Sou - panromantic and asexual, he/him

Teshiro Tamahiko - straight (but not token), nb they/he

Haiba Lev - bisexual disaster, he/him

Shibayama Yuuki - gay have you seen this fellow, he/she pronouns

AOBA JOHSAI:

Oikawa Tooru - bisexual (i promise i'm not trying to go with the flirty bi boy stereotype okay), nonbinary they/he/she pronouns but they prefer they and he

Iwaizumi Hajime - gay asf but he looks very straight, he/him

Matsukawa Issei - bisexual and greyromantic, genderfluid he/xe (also maybe polyamourous)

Hanamaki Takahiro - gay arospec ace he/they

Yahaba Shigeru - asexual and panromantic, he/him

Watari Shinji - aromantic and asexual, he/him

Kindaichi Yuutarou - unlabeled i feel, he/him

Kunimi Akira - omni ace he/they and absolutely unbothered

Kyoutani Kentarou - gay. transmasc they/he pronouns also

FUKURODANI:

Bokuto Koutarou - pansexual !!! but really, like hinata i think he'd just like who he likes (ahem akaashi) he/him

Akaashi Keiji - gay tbh i can't see him liking women, he/they or they/he depending on how they're feeling

Onaga Wataru - straight he/him woo

Komi Haruki - romance favourable aroflux (or maybe i'm just projecting) unlabeled when it comes to what gender he likes, he/him

Sarukui Yamato - omni he/xe vibes tbh

Washio Tatsuki - hetero asexual he/him

INARIZAKI:

Kita Shinsuke - doesn't really label his romantic orientation but he is ace so !! woo ( i just don't personally see him as someone who'd be interested in sex) trans he/him

Oomimi Ren - aromantic heterosexual what a Chad, he/him

Ojiro Aran - bisexual he/him

Ginjima Hitoshi - polysexual nb, they/them

Kosaku Yuuto - cishet he/him token straight woo

Riseki Heisuke - disaster pansexual, demiboy he/they

Akagi Michinari - hetero ace, they/he

Miya Osamu - gay disaster, he/him

Miya Atsumu - bi disaster, also he/him (the twins probably had their gay awakenings around the same time)

Suna Rintarou - pansexual (and maybe acespec ???) transmasc he/they (difficult to argue against imo)

and that's it for now !! i'll maybe do a part 2 if i'm feeling up to it later (that'll probably include shiratorizawa, dateko, itachiyama and johzenji - maybe nohebi)

hope this is alright !!

drink water <3

[franeridart]

Your Denki and Seri get me so shook i'm act considering them so much it's unhealthy

Nothing unhealthy about that ship anon!!!! *O* I’m glad you decided to consider it!!!!

Anon said:Just wanna say, I really like the way you colour your art!!! It's really nice

OHHHH!!!!!! ;O; thank you so much!!!!!!!!!!!! This actually means a lot omfg

Anon said:Fatgum being a Dad to Kirishima and Tamaki gives me life, they're such a gOOD family.

They’re the best family I’m so glad they both have Fatgum tbh !!!!!!!! He’s such a great man I love him a whole damn lot

Anon said:Okay foreal though, like you said, Kirishima HAS been getting prettier/cuter or beautiful or something because like damn, those looks are killer and I wanna know why!

I don’t know why but I’m??? Super glad???? Like, okay, he’s always been beautiful lbr but Horikoshi’s style is getting even prettier lately and Kiri’s gaining so much from it ;A; what a gorgeous child

Anon said:!!!!! I always get so happy when you post anything bc it's always!! so!! good!! Tbh everything you draw is so good and I just rlly rlly love looking through your blog. You constantly bring such good quality and like, happiness and pureness, idk, into my days and tbh just thank you you are a g i f t. Your last bakushima was absolutely lovely and Kiri looked so pretty tbh!!!! I hope you have a lovely day!!

*SCREAMS* THANK YOU!!!!!!! And I did have a lovely day too!!! I hope you’ll have a great amazing day too, anon!!!!

Anon said:Thank you for always recognizing Kiri's beauty. Someone told me Kiri isn't pretty because he has "dumb hair and teeth". The end of a friendship. #worth it

All these people in need of an eye-check lately smh so much work for opticians in this period smh smh smh very sorry for your friend’s lack of eyes ask them how they manage to read/watch bnha when they can’t even see that’s actually very a interesting feat kudos to them

Anon said: Hey fran! Do you have any scrapped hq doodles? I miss the way you draw the boys but i feel like i'd be a shit if i asked you to draw them more (you also cleared up on why you don't draw as much hq and i'm 100% ok with it of course). If you don't have any, i just want to tell you that i love your art (esp bc i'm a bnha manga reader and sworn fan lol) have a good day!

Uhhhhhhhh I might have some sketches laying around I guess if I were to look for them but.................. anon my sketches make no sense. Like, they’re barely considerable drawings at all. This is the sketch I used for the last thing I posted and it’s between my most detailed sketches, really l m a o

like, even if I were to find old hq sketches they probably wouldn’t make much sense to you without the finished art to understand them??? Sorry m(;_;)m I’m glad you still like my stuff, tho!!!!

Anon said:On the topic if music... have you listened to Green Day's Revolution Radio? I love it sooo muchhh like it's one if the few albums that I listen to completely

I haven’t yet!!! But if you say it’s good then I’ll try it as soon as I can!!!! :O

Anon said:Kacchan can also mean mommy :3c

Close, that’s actually Kaachan! But it’s close enough that Bakugou would probably be pissed to hear the comparision be made hahahaha

Anon said:Do you ship Shiro with anyone?

............................................................................... which Shiro

Anon said:(Beef anon) Kiri, Denki and Deku's arms look beefy as hell AND so do Jirou 's thighs.

You!!!!! got me there, but to be fair they’re heroes in training so beef is probably obvious there hahaha

Anon said:Hi hi what are your preferred pronouns, if you have them? Love your work!!!

She/her! But being referred to with other pronouns isn’t gonna upset me, so don’t think too much about it!

Anon said:Hey hey, anon from smol yellow husbando here! I meant Terushima Yūji :3 and also, I love you because you also draw side characters and that's super awesome!!!

OHHHHH YOU MEANT MY TERU!!!!!!!!!!! Yeah sure holy heck I adore that boy of course I was gonna draw him he’s one of my top five faves hahaha

Anon said:if bokuto had a quirk what do you think it would be?

Super strength, definitely. The drawback is that he gotta be feeling it, you know, like, he gotta Be Into It, he gotta Really Want It, be excited about it. So when he’s down it’s not gonna work, which usually wouldn’t be much of a drawback, but with Bokuto’s moods...