#but I'm so so happy where I am right now

[deathricedrawn]

i'm ready to try

[red-moon-at-night]

I find it so SO interesting that as soon as Kazui's breaking their marriage vows and revealing his true feelings (literally tearing apart the dove), the wife is already falling off the balcony

Her hair is fluttering in the wind. The apple fucking splatters on the ground this whole sequence is so visceral I'm spinning it around in my mind. Kazui views his truth telling as a violent act, the killing blow.

[willowser]

okay last thing and i know this is easier said than done and i think it's less of final end point and more of a continuous journey but once you let go of your shame and embarrassment over the things that make you happy, you'll have a lot more fun

[ubejamjar]

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[sepiasys]

That fucked up feeling of waking up, having the most clarity on who you are AND HAVING GENDER EUPHORIA FROM SOMETHING THAT YOU COULD DESCRIBE AND HAVING THE CLEAREST DEFINITION OF IT,

and then forgetting all of that because someone else got triggered to front.

[thousandyearphantombunker]

"just give them an aac device!"

"just teach them sign language"

"body language and facial expressions alone are good enough for communicating what you need"

Nonononono f*!k off. Stop acting like nonverbal people have easy solutions to their lack of verbality. Not everyone can use an aac device- some people struggle with spelling or can't spell at all, some people have motor skills issues that makes typing a nightmare that takes a long time, some can't articulate themselves without outside help. Learning sign is hard if you again have motor skills issues or struggle to make facial expressions that convey what your feeling (flat affect applies to more than just a person's voice- some people really struggle to make facial expressions and have stilted or strange body language- you people can understand why autistic people get burnt out from masking all day- you know often having to control their body language and make certain facial expressions etc yet you can't understand why nonverbal autistics can't just learn sign- a language very heavy on facial expressions and expressive body language?) also again spelling and motor skill issues are a pain and also a lot of families with deaf or nonverbal children refuse to learn sign for said children and I'm sorry in day to day life I haven't met many people who speak sign- yeah you can move to a community with a lot of deaf or nonverbal people that use sign but that's not always possible and its very limiting. And do I even have to explain the third one- autistic body language is confusing to neurotypicals and I hate the stereotype that its just so blunt and obvious/better than neurotypical communication- maybe that's what its like for you and your 'smart sheldon cooper/Wednesday Addams' style autism but not every autistic person 'says exactly what they mean' often times autistic people struggle with semantics and articulating sentences that make any sense! and all these misunderstandings surrounding stimming are annoying to!- spinning can be a 'happy' stim but it can also mean your overwhelmed or understimulated, a lot of people with autism have voices that lack inflections, mix that in with being unable to use words and no it does not help communicate their needs- f!*k off with acting like its easy not all autistic people who are nonverbal can spell, not all autistic people w are nonverbal have good motor skills and body language alone is never enough to convey a persons needs. Before anyone comes after me yes Sign is body language but its also actual symbols and can convey full thoughts and ideas and sentences and also body language is hard for a lot of autistic people to convey like stated above.

Not every form autistic communication is being 'logical' and unoffended because 'we're just more logical than those superfluous, shallow neurotypicals that let their feelings control them and are never direct about what they want-we value facts and logic unlike those butthurt neurotypicals' and being overly blunt- no a lot of autistic people find that communication is messy and the ways they can communicate are ineffective and your 'logical, facts dont care about your feelings' style of communication isn't as amazing as you think it is. Stop speaking over nonverbal autistics- their is no real perfect solution to them not being able to speak. And I'm gonna say it- while not all nonverbal people are low functioning or high support needs or whatever the new term is-being nonverbal is a massive disadvantage and having your disability be visible like that is scary in many situations and being unable to communicate your needs can make it impossible to meet your needs-

[whispering-kavka]

guys i've been feeling really happy about my art style lately ^-^

[pokemonruby]

in the 2 and a half years since legends arceus graced my life with its presence, try as i might, i have never quite managed to acquire a shiny alpha... but as of october 24th, 2024, the halloween gods decided to bless me with my very first, and it's none other than a fucking SPIRITOMB.

I'M LOSING MY GODDAMN MIND

[rotting-bones-will-sing]

not "anti-recovery" in the sense that i think people shouldn't want to improve their lives or that it's bad to want to recover from things that are hurting you, but "anti-recovery culture" in the sense that i think taking away someone's autonomy because they're disabled or mentally ill in a way you don't like is fucking wrong, actually. this especially applies when they're not hurting anyone, but even if they might hurt people, there's methods to prevent harm without taking someone's autonomy away and forcing them to do things they don't want to do. people will do things with their autonomy that you don't like, but so long as others aren't getting hurt, it's none of your fucking business. especially if it's a person you've encountered on Tumblr or other social media where you have tools like blocking and muting people at your disposal, and tag and content filtering on Tumblr actually works shockingly well for what it is.

[cosmicdreamt]

[[ Wow rpc just keeps going further and further downhill huh?

Aiight so I'm gonna add my own little psa and take here

The issue with AI isn't that it exists, it's the way it's being used and abused. The resources necessary for upkeep are too costly in both money AND environmental resources because it's being OVERLY USED for situations where it doesn't need to be. Specifically right now with AI art 9 times out of 10 it's learned from stolen art. There ARE generators out there that artists have consented to their art being used and there being restrictions for said AI art, which is like cool. Fine. Using it sparingly as a resource to get an idea of something and then either paying an artist or having someone bring it to life for you that is willing to do it for free is personally okay to me.

But obnoxious use of AI art with no understanding on why it has the reputation it does just because you have access to it when you can choose literally ANYTHING ELSE just is not it for me.

Some may know exactly what this is about, and if you do....then you know LMAO. If you DON'T know, don't worry about it. That said, hard block me if you're okay with someone using AI art to those extremes even if they don't have bad intentions. Intent vs impact is a very real thing. Don't claim you're for human artists if you won't speak up, stand up, or educate people in the usage of AI art. ]]

[savage-rhi]

Fuschia/Magenta?

[slasherscream]

really wish people would read blog rules more, it makes running blogs like this very low reward and you feel like a machine if people aren't commenting and aren't even abiding by one of the, honestly, very few and politely phrased rules i even have

[averlym]

,,, little lemmings in line...

[red-moon-at-night]

Survivor.

kind of a 'then vs now' comparison (idolhood vs living through everything post-idolhood) but in the same outfit.

the urge to quote "despite everything, it's still you" is very strong right now.

[infinitelystrangemachinex]

Come on, you know you want to, give us the character bingo for Viktor.

don't mind if i doooo

[scopop08]

I'm putting this on my resume. On my college applications. On my gravestone.

Xisuma thinks my designs are "lovely"