#but I'm excited okay!
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It'd been ten months since Evelina had found herself in this somewhat, sleepy mountain town. Ten months since she'd moved further up the coast to get away from the demons and trail of blood that she'd left behind. She'd desperately tried to avoid any of that here - hoping to just live out a normal life. But when someone went through the things she had, could they ever really be normal? The first deaths, that of her parents, had been in a mix of self defense and the heat of the moment. She'd been equally devastated by what she'd done as she had been relieved, finally free of the abuse she'd endured for years under their roof. That one she'd been able to claim that anyone else might have done as the same had they been in the teen's shoes.
The second time could have also been claimed as self defense, a poor girl standing up for herself. An accident, that's all it was to those who looked at it from the outside. For the blonde though, she knew the truth. Unlike with her parents, there was no remorse this time; no regret. This time she felt something completely different. It was satisfaction and exhilaration to the extreme. A feeling the blonde had never really known until that point. Ever since then, Evie longed to feel that feeling again.
She'd tried a plethora of things to chase that high once more but time and time again, it all just fell flat. Nothing had ever made her heart race so exquisitely and her skin buzz like a livewire quite like taking a life had felt. Still, Evelina did her best to repress that side of her, to ignore that longing feeling, knowing that what she truly wanted was taboo. She'd tried to stifle those feelings down to her best ability, but as more and more time went on, the blonde found it harder to ignore that ever growing urge.
It was a Tuesday night but Evie had decided to head to one of the local bars for a drink, needing a distraction from those feelings that seemed even more insistent that night. The spot was dead save for the few older regulars and a couple small groupings of tourists obviously stopping in for a bit before they went up to the mountain. There was a lodge up there so it wasn't uncommon to see strangers lingering around these parts often. However, Evelina noticed one guy there that stood out from the rest of the unfamiliar faces. Unlike most tourists, she'd noticed he seemed to be alone. It also didn't go unnoticed by the blonde that he was probably close to around her own age than most of the other people there, and was extremely handsome. More than that though, there was an aura about him that just felt different and the blonde couldn't quite put her finger on what it was. Something about it intrigued her though.
It compelled her to move towards the side of the bar where he sat, taking a seat beside him as she placed her almost empty drink on the counter and gave the bartender a smile. "Can I get another one, Jake?" She asked, in a friendly tone to the bartender, turning her attention back to the stranger, leaning her head in her hand as she took him in, quite the contender to be a good distraction she thought. "Hi-" she offered him in that same, sweet tone. "Just passing through?" She asked curiously, hoping her charm would help strike up a conversation.
#tr; evelina reid#in;raleigh major#raleigh major; 001#sickuhhh#verse; wicked little evie#per usual I wrote more than I needed to#so pls don't feel like you got match length at all#but I'm excited okay!
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HAPPY HALLOWEEN here's some seasonal guys! 🎃
#art#twisted wonderland#stage in playful land#stage in playfulland#i got excited when they announced both gargoyle malleus(!!!) and more main story(!!!!!!) for november and i needed an outlet okay#(i will stop spamming posts eventually i promise)#and i'm still trying to master print and cut stickers so i figured i should actually like...do a Design#don't worry i'm not going to try and sell shit here i just want stickers of my boys. for me.#to put on all my things >:)#gonna stick 'em on a one dollah cumby's slushie just to be annoyingly self-referential
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hey btw if you're in the USA at 2:20 p.m. ET on Wednesday, Oct. 4, they're testing the emergency broadcast system. your phone is probably going to make a really loud noise, even if it's on silent. there's a backup date on the 11th if they need to postpone it.
if you're not in a safe situation and have an extra phone, you should turn that phone completely off beforehand.
additionally, if you're like me, and are easily startled; i recommend treating it like a party. have a countdown or something. be surrounded by your loved ones. take the actions you personally need to take to make yourself safe.
i have already seen mockery towards any person who feels nervous about this. for the record, it completely, completely valid to have "emergency broadcast sounds" be an anxiety trigger. do not let other people make fun of you for that. emergency sounds are legitimately engineered to make us take action; those of us with high levels of anxiety and/or neurodivergence are already pre-disposed to have a Bad Time. sometimes it is best to acknowledge that the situation will be triggering for some, and to prepare for that; rather than just saying "well that's stupid, it's just a test."
"loud scary sound time" isn't like, my favorite thing, but we can at least try to prevent some additional anxiety by preparing for it. maybe get yourself a cake? noise cancelling headphones? the new hozier album? whatever helps. love u, hope you're okay. we are gonna ride it out together.
#watching ppl go from being like ''support neurodivergent ppl~~!"#to being like ''if this is going to give u a panic attack ur fuckken stupid''#like..... gets me#yeah man. i know im going to be triggered by it . in the old fashioned term. it is GOING to give me a panic attack. it's pretty much certai#and i shouldn't have to tell u about what i have survived for you to be okay with that.#you can just trust that i ALSO don't want me to react to it. i'm not gonna be having a FUN time.#dismissing that bc you think it's stupid.... like is the whole problem.#these sounds are workshopped by entire teams of people to get you to pay attention and move quickly.#they arent meant to be fun and exciting.#OBVIOUSLY it's gonna set ppl off.#but yeah there's something so fuckken demeaning about ppl being like. well that trigger isn't valid bc u haven't undergone X#dude i have ptsd bc i was abused as a child. like plain and simple. the fact im 30 and afraid of the dark tells you how bad it was.#i shouldn't have to ask u for permission to be mentally ill.#the reason it's a fucking disorder and not a fucking choice is that I DO NOT CONTROL IT.#like how is it any different from when ppl are like ''oh public speaking isn't that scary'' like FOR YOU#for YOU this isn't scary. now if i could fucking eat my own amygdala...
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you think YOU had a bad day at work?
bonus: sid shrieking "no!!!! NO!!!!!" loud enough to be heard in the stands and on camera
#this is now my FAVOURITE game i've watched in real life knocking the game misconduct one off the number one rank#he was so annoyed the entire game and so annoying about it :')#he kept shrieking away on the bench and i couldn't hear a word from where i was seated#but you could just hear this constant yipping away dhfsgfkjshgfsjf PLEASE it was so funny your 36-year-old babygirl was BARKING#drew kept sitting there like... is mom okay... i don't think mom's okay...#also extremely good for me (since he wasn't really hurt) was the whumpfest of it all oh my god what ancient gods did he anger.........#geno kept Hovering in concern#po kept giving him little shoulder pats the way a sweet brave babyboy would try his best to soothe a rabid little dog#ek of course kept trying to slide right inside him and also kept skating up to him and STARING him in the face in concern/lust/both#also guys this is my first time in canada ever!!!!!!!! i'm excited#anyway. very good game for me sorry for this post but you know i love a#long post#sidney crosby#evgeni malkin#pittsburgh penguins#also!!! to all who celebrate#ramadan kareem/eid mubarak#<333 staying with a friend here through the eid celebration and they've been cooking and everything smells so good
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TPoH: Update!
Update here on the TPoH website!
Read TPoH from the start here.
Have you still not got your nice warm Assok socks or a shiny butterfly pin? Head on down to Topatoco town and introduce yourself to my store for books, shirts, stickers and more!
And if you're a long termer you can always support me on patreon; even one dollar a month helps!
#TPoH Update#TPoH#the property of hate#RGB#Hero#and...?#thanks for being patient folks I'm still pretty burned in the brain but doin okay#also exciting stuff happening! volume 4 soon! yayyy#(p.s. yes I know it's not sectioned into a new chapter the website is being goofy again)#(we'll fix it eventually dw)
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pretty sunrise or sth
#Fuyuhiko kuzuryu#Sdr2#Super danganronpa 2#an art#Listen I somehow fuckong hate how this came out ok I dont like it BUT here it is anyway. Because. I am not the authority on what's good#And I'm WORKING ON IT. as well as more stuff.#It was a light study and sometimes those dont work out and that's okay. Somethings wrong here I dont know what but I'm excited to find out!
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how about a slice of pie?
#lokius#lokiedit#mcuedit#marveledit#lokitvedit#lokitv#lokitvsource#marvelgifs#mcugifs#mcu gifs#marvel gifs#loki laufeyson#mobius m mobius#loki tv#loki series#loki disney+#loki season 2#the way loki scrunches his face in agreement#also the multiple deep breaths that mobius has to take to calm himself i---#can't believe we're gonna get more of this scene soon i'm so excited i could cryyyyyy#okay but loki doesn't actually like (or really eat) the pie but he does it for mobius#and yes mobius is a stress eater and uses food for comfort (always has always will)#but now he gets to eat with loki's company#gosh i love just how well loki knows mobius#'are you okay? i've never seen you like this before.'#knowing that pie will help#wish i could be normal about them#(no i don't)#mine: gifs
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so i got through to the top 300 for the pokemon tcg contest. i'm feeling normal about it........feeling very normal and sane. which is why i also drew this in ms paint
#my art#pokemon#pikachu#i saw they announced the shortlist and i didn't have any email saying i'd gotten through or anything so i was expecting nothing#got jumpscared by my own art#anyway after pretending to be normal AUGAHAGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH OH GOD!!!!!#TOP 300 ARE YOU KIDDING ME I NEVER THOUGHT#WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE I AM!!!!!!!!!!!#okay i'm fine. for real though i'm so flattered and excited there's so many gorgeous beautiful entries!!#to echo what i said on my side blog: if my art was put on a pokemon card i think i would collapse into subatomic matter#and become a perfect blackberry on a bush 50 years ago in new hampshire england#paraphrased#anyway i'm excited maybe you can tell
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please enjoy my analysis of these two's dynamic bc i can't stop thinking about them.
bonus w/ their actual in-depth feelings on their dramatic ass divorce :
i also feel like i should clarify what i mean by "florian's main goal." in mjverse, (aka my interpretations of the game's universe,) florian & juliana are siblings and essentially act as co-protagonists. while juliana is the more talented battler of the two and ends up serving as the main protagonist of the victory road & starfall street storylines because of that, florian wants to become a pokémon professor so he focuses on helping out arven in the path of legends storyline while filling out the pokédex. the only reason why he's a competent trainer is so that he doesn't get completely bodied by wild pokémon in the midst of doing field research. and yes, knowing that probably ends up making kieran's complex about his own skills as a trainer even worse.
#NOT TO DUMP A BUNCH OF TEXT BUT UH. HERE.#hopefully this is still readable despite that ajshfj#i'm gonna schedule this so i might not be up when i goes up btw!#it's fun to draw these two i'm excited to do it more :)#btw yes florian still has a crush on kieran but it's.... complicated for obvious reasons#kieran had also started to develop a crush on florian but those feelings are kinda up in the air after everything that happened#(he'd definitely still say some shit that'd make carmine & the bb league go 🤨🏳️🌈❓ even while he's in his villain era tho)#okay i'm gonna shut up & go sleep bye bye#pokemon#pokemon scarlet and violet#pkmn scarvio#pokemon florian#trainer florian#pokemon kieran#rival kieran#tealmaskshipping#ship : florian & kieran#chara : florian russel cavallari#chara : kieran hinoki#mjverse#🎨 : mj draws#scarvio spoilers#sv dlc spoilers
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So I had a thought recently, but I have no one in my life who would understand the machinations of my mind that led me to this thought nor how dearly I cling to it now and for no other reason than I think it would be goddamn fantastic. So hear me out: isolated, lonely, incredibly possessive Lighthouse Keeper John Price x Selkie (not used to being in human body) Reader…
serious question. where have you been all my life?? whatever machinations are going on inside your head are just *chefs kiss*
but also. i love this. i've been itching to do something moody and morose—that sort of midwinter, blue-orange feeling—and i was thinking bearwalker Price or fargo-esque Price but this is IT!!
and maybe selkie!Reader is a bit animal-like when it comes to humans—a wary sort of fear, but a genuine curiosity that brings them closer—and having spent their whole life in the sea (the last of a dying breed)—they're incredibly naïve. they trust him. so when he says "we're married," they just. accept it.
and i'd love for Price to hunt mc in the beginning, too. i can see him standing on the lookout deck of the lighthouse, firing shots at this shape in the water. and maybe that's what makes you wash up on shore. he goes to look at what he shot and he finds you. finds your skin. takes it. hides it.
Price teaches them what it means to be married. lil corruption kink sprinkled in. a whole lotta "you're my wife." they inadvertently feed the monster inside of him, this festering loneliness (sea madness).
i'm so in love with this. i love when humans corrupt the monster because sure, we're altruistic. we saved this poor creature but also. we're possessive and greedy and to Price—he saved you. no one else. him. you owe him something, don't you?
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
messy little snapshot of their relationship i whipped up quick is under the cut
"Now you," he prods, and leans back on the chair, knees spread as you wobble around in his lap, getting used to the feeling of having such long, limberous legs. His hands fall to your bare thighs, holding firm as you squirm around. Restless little thing.
"Me?" You echo, blinking at him with wide, wet eyes. That's the only part that really marks you as other in this skin. Glossy, black. Too wide. Too animal. The colour beneath is slowly peaking through the inky murk, bleeding in the longer you stay on land, but it's obvious that you're not human.
His cracked, sea-dried knuckles brush over the curve of your cheek, petting the silken, human skin that you say fits too tight. He thinks it's perfect.
"Yes," he grunts, shifts his weight. "Do what I just did to you. Lemme see if you were payin' attention like you said you were. Wanna be my good little wife, don't you?"
There's a knot between your brows. The innocuous urge to tell him that you don't have a choice when he's holding your skin hostage puddling on the tip of your tongue, but he slides his hands over your flanks, feeling the powder softness of your skin under his fingers, nails catching in a quick grip. A reprimand. It leaves in a huff. A shuddering breath.
You're still getting used to the sensation of hands on your body. Still acclimating to the one you wear—chock full of nerves, a basin of raw, undulled sensation that you don't feel when you're a seal. The pelt a protective armour against it that humans don't have.
A kinder man would have slowed down. Let you get used to the feeling. Maybe even gave you back your skin and let you choose.
But that's not him.
No. He digs the tips of his fingers into the meaty back of your thighs and pulls you closer against his groin. Chest to chest. Nearly face to face if he didn't have a whole head over you.
"C'mon," he urges, belly warming at the way you gasp when your naked core meets the cold metal of his belt. "I'm not a very patient man, love."
Your hamstrings tighten under his palm as you lift yourself up, eyes still wide and wet and unbearably curious as you press your slick, warm mouth to his in a clumsy pastiche of the kiss he gave you moment ago.
You taste of the ocean. Briny. Seafoam. Kelp. He groans a little into your clumsy, almost childish attempt to replicate what he just did to you—slick little tongue brushing over the seam of his mouth, drenching the wry curls that over his lips. It's too wet. Too slick. No finesse.
But his cock throbs in heavy, angry pulses under your ass. Aching already. He groans into it, sliding one hand up the oil-slick skin of your sides until he reaches the delicate slip of your throat. Wrapping a hand around it until he he feels your pulse thunder against his thumb. Pretty thing.
He can't wait to teach you something else you can do with this pretty little mouth, that slippery little tongue—
#okay i really wanna write this and ill def credit you for it lmao#goddd i havent been this excited about something since dangle on the leash#captain john price x reader#this might not be what you were going for and I'm sorry for that but ohhhhh i love it
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(breathing into a paper bag) FRALIO....
can't believe they gave us another guy. oh my god. so I guess Kelka is more, uhhh, more OOO then, and Fralio is Ankh? not that it matters too much, although they do seem to be doing something with the connected Riders so. who knows. anything goes! or if I may, anything gOOOes! god. of course they're the Ambition parallel. of course they are. oh my god.
fortunately there's nothing else they can throw at me right now that could possibly --
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
#art#ride kamens#ride kamens spoilers#OKAY i am caught up through show my cards so i feel more confident about going into main story part 2#unless there's some absolutely wacky lore thrown into the fun rollerblades event WHO KNOWS AT THIS POINT#extra excited for these guys now! can't wait to meet them properly :D#gosh though i am so afraid for jou in part 2#he's grown on me so much and i can't help but think getting backstory so soon is an ominous sign#especially for a wisdom guy i mean COME ON#i'm getting kiriya vibes and i don't like where this is heading#on the one hand if they legit kill off a character in their joseimuke gacha game...i mean. respect.#but also i want jou to be okay :(#i want everyone to be okay except maybe taiten because what is even going on with him#me yesterday: oh i don't think he's straight-up evil :) now let me just finish up the space event...#taiten: let's talk about plan DOMINATE PLANET#damnit taiten#tangentially i do think it would be EXTREMELY funny if the whole soun thing was a fakeout and murakumo was just some other dude entirely#soun's soft spot for uryuu and dislike for taiten is entirely coincidental#(probably based around the fact that taiten is INCREDIBLY evil) (or is he) (i mean yes)#he's multilayered he doesn't need a narrative reason to have opinions about other characters what are you his MOM
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hi! I’m just curious, have you ever read I Am In The Past, Never In The Future?
NO?? OMG????
THERE'S A FULL PAPYRUS WAS GASTER FIC AND I DIDN'T KNOW ABOUT IT????????????????????????????
WHY DID NOBODY TELL ME THIS IN ALL OF MY YEARS GOING CRAZY ABOUT THE CONCEPT
AND IT'S FROM 2016????????????
I'm gonna go crazy about this for a bit... definitely will give it a read later
#OH MY GOD#WHAT#I SWEAR I *TRIED* LOOKING LOOKING FOR FICS ABOUT IT ON AO3 AND I NEVER FOUND ANYTHING#There were some uncompleted ones#and some that didn't catch my attention or I didn't like how they treated the concept but this one seems good???#I really need to read it before I say anything jhbfdfjd#gonna check that later......#but oh my god.................. woah..................#this is like finding a hidden gem what#answered ask#I'm actually so excited to read but I have drawings to do djekndkjwe#NOT NORMAL#I FREAK OUT WHENEVER I SEE PAPYRUS IS GASTER CONTENT THAT I DIDN'T MAKE MYSELF#WOHOOOO#okay I'll stop getting my hopes up until I actually read it dhflsdkhf#I apologize for my insane behavior but this is exciting to find
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ik everyone is excited about the disaster twins reunion and I am to! But im so super excited for the F!Leo and Casey reunion, I mean, the last time they saw each-other was when Leo threw him through that portal, Casey reaching out towards him as Leo turned away. And its just aksjsjsjsksks i love the two of them.
Oh. T h e m. Yeah, their reunion is veeeery special to me
#I did some build up for their reunion#okay maybe not some#maybe a lot#I'm so fucking excited for them to be together again#Casey will probably be glued to Leo for the next..i dunno..life?#he missed his sensei* so much#they need to talk they need to hug they need to do some stupid shit together
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hi hello i've been working on bigger personal projects so I don't have a lot to post right now. have some more rayman doodles in the meantime
#rayman#this guy wont get outta my brain#that's okay he can stay#i'm REALLY excited about that personal project though it's turning out really cool i think!!!
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nostalgia slapped me upside the head a little while ago so i had to draw my favorite dudes ft. the gecko effect
#wild kratts#chris kratt#martin kratt#okay the tokay :)#all my rat#i was gonna do more but i got distracted with another project (fish) so this one's going up by itself.. i wanna draw some cps soon tho#i was obsessed with wk as a kid#i reeeaaallllyyy wanted a creature power suit i even wished for one for christmas one year#this shit was the original formative media for me#it was the source of all of my concentrated righteous indignation about animals that i kinda never grew out of#anyways wild kratts is like really good#realistic (not sensationalized!!!!) depictions of animals‚ fun characters and plots‚ great animation‚ banging music‚ like it's STACKED#ive been rewatching it recently because why not and i keep getting excited when i see animals i really like#you know there's a cannon FLOUNDER power suit???!! that's a fucking dream come true for me i love that so much#daphnia keep making cameos in a lot of the ocean episodes and every time i point at the screen and go DAPHNIA like a 5 year old#i'm just happy my favorite microorganism is getting some screentime
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bite back in anger
drawing for a project i'm hoping to talk more about soon 🫡
#sleep token#sleep token art#sleep token vessel#sleep token fanart#sleep token worship#bygone art#god if you all knew how happy i am with this#there's more art to be done for this project that i'm hoping to be able to do soon too#i'm generally excited okay? i'm working with my girlfriend on this one. i love working with her. i love her.
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