#but God is still faithful
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The way of the world sucks. Even so, it’s still enticing so I gotta remain humble. May I never think that I can withstand temptation on my own strength, or just because I haven’t struggled with it in a while. I still need the Lord
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Julian Bashir walks a very fine, maddening line between “self-loathing imposter syndrome who knows almost everyone who speaks to him for more than a minute finds him insufferable” and “incredibly self assured and annoyingly arrogant to the point of a minor god complex”.
He knows he’s attractive, he thinks he’s charming as all hell, he knows he’s the smartest person in the room (while also being acutely aware he’s going to put his foot in his mouth any second now), and he just swings wildly between “I don’t deserve anything I have, none of this is mine, my life is not my own, I am a monster” and “HELL YEAH LOOK HOW COOL AND SMART I AM GUYS ARE YOU LOOKING ARE YOU LOOKING”.
And then there’s episodes that reveal that underneath that annoying arrogance, at the very core of who he is, he really, really just wants to help people, and if he fucks that up he WILL take it personally and hold himself responsible even if there’s no way he could have known and like. Can you imagine what his first patient death was like for him. Can you imagine what a fucking nightmare his brain must be 24/7.
He is somehow as inherently self assured as he is in need of constant validation for his ego because you can SEE him break a little when that ego fails him, even a little, and it’s just.
He’s very fun to write. I hate him. (I love him so much, but oh my god.)
#stella talks#star trek#star trek ds9#julian Bashir#.he knows how attractive he is. literally cannot conceive that Jadzia might NOT want to fuck him.#.he knows how smart he is and is an absolute idiot about it.#.and like it’s so hard to work out is he super self assured because he knows he’s engineered and even though he hates it he still KNOWS.#.like he KNOWS he is objectively going to be smarter and more athletic and etc bc he was MADE to be that way.#.which then plays into how he has that fun dichotomy of self loathing tied up in his arrogance.#.manages to see himself as both gods gift to the world and a pathetic monster at the same time.#.anyway this is why in my fic I am giving him the fun combination of sex repulsed and hypersexual due to trauma.#.because Bashir is a man of completely polar opposites conflicting personality traits and I want to be faithful.#trek meta
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The thing about the "you said, trust me" "and you did" in the bullet catch is this: Aziraphale believes in Crowley. Aziraphale believes so surely and completely in Crowley that he stands in the fire and knows Crowley won't hurt Job's kids, believes in him so much that he'll stand in front of a gun because he knows that when he says "shoot past my ear" that Crowley won't miss. He's so sure Crowley won't hurt him, even as Crowley is unsure himself, even as his hands shake.
#begone thought#good omens#it's been weeks and i'm still not over this#what is god to someone's love#what is faith but devotion#the bullet catch
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i feel like this is a topic that needs more than just a tumblr post to fully expand on but. i think that in modern-day christian culture we place WAY too much emphasis on Feeling and Emotion . and i think that this attitude is part of the reason why the most common struggle you hear is "God isn't speaking to me/I can't hear God". feels like the standard set is that you're constantly feeling a Supernatural presence and it's Big and Obvious and it Shows and you can't contain it... when that's just not it. God can be quiet. God can nudge. God's voice is contained in the Bible that you hold between your hands. If you're not "hearing Him" then maybe your expectation of what hearing Him is is flawed.
#julia.txt#the culture around worship.... around Feeling and Performing those feelings#the misuse of the Holy Spirit#the 'well if you're convicted then dont do it but if you're not its fine'#the 'do what feels right for you'#like no actually. we have God's will in written form#its not about What We Feel. its about what is Written#and sometimes even if something is not addressed explicitely word for word in the Bible#you can still very easily discern God's will about it#<- now this is an unrelated tangent#but you get what i mean#not to mention the whole speaking in tongues thing#faith posting#THE HEART IS WICKED AND DECEITFUL ABOVE ALL THINGS!!!
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hello faith roleswap au community
#lyrics in first pic is from tiny gods by shayfer james 👍👍👍 yes that was a rec 👍👍👍#john loves you au#faith game#faith the unholy trinity#faith airdorf#john ward#father allred#gary miller#I still have no idea how to tag the cop#father garcia#zoup art
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Ok we have to talk about s2 moments that make me love Aziraphale even more
- pretending to be a journalist and just like. being as adorable and pure and kind of dumb as Muriel pretending to be a police officer
- going against Heaven to protect Job's children! He questioned Heaven twice, then tried to protect them from Crowley and then actually lied to the archangels to save them. HE WAS WILLING TO FALL FOR IT
- him actually grieving and hugging that jar with the tumour after the ressurectionist told him it was from a seven year old
- "you don't seem his type at all" *eyebrow raise*
- giving away his books! his books!!!!! to help Maggie and Nina
- "Smitten, I believe" *looks smittenly at Crowley*
- "You're being silly!" *adorably soft and tender*
- "well perhaps you could tell me...while we dance" AND HIS HAPPY FACE AND GRABBING CROWLEY BY THE HAND TO DANCE
- "You came to me. I said I would protect you and I will" he is an Angel of his word and even if he doesn't like Gabriel he will protect him! bc he promised it! we support a responsible, empathetic and caring being
- being shocked and putting a hand on Crowley's shoulder when they see Gabriel and Beelzebub together like "oh my, are you seeing what I'm seeing"
- THE SOFT LOOK TO CROWLEY - I MEAN I can't deal with it I can't watch this scene without tearing up (after Gabriel and Beelzebub vanish)
#(and one important thing: he keeps saying he thinks God doesn't want the children to die#even if She has made the bet#He seems to keep thinking this is a mistake of Heaven as an institution#not entirely of God Herself. you think the ending was ooc???#IT WASN'T!!! it's the most aziraphale thing ever#he still has some faith in God and in the ineffable plan#he just thinks Heaven is being run in the wrong way)#good omens spoilers#good omens 2 spoilers#good omens#good omens 2#aziraphale#crowley#aziracrow#ineffable husbands#gos2spoilers
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"Hey Senpai, why are you crying? Let's do that ♪ Un, deux, trois ♪ together Role-play? Then which one would you prefer? Odette or Odile?"
The continuation from This certain Dance-post, this time with fem school LIs being Balleriko
And the sketch. I just came up with general poses before actually assigning which pose to which character. But hey, it sorta came out with a story, so why don't you tell me what you see?
#Lyah is not here but his flowers are with them *wink*#degrees of lewdity#robin the orphan#whitney the bully#sydney the faithful#sydney the fallen#kylar the loner#dol robin#dol whitney#dol sydney#dol kylar#dol#dollya art#god damn that's still fucking long#This is part of my work I'm doing for my portfolio I'm so glad at least I still get to draw what I actually enjoy for it
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I'm a Kai Winn apologist but not because I think she's a good person. She's a compelling tragic character
#Winn is a pawn of the prophets#they purposefully did not talk to her#even quark has an orb experience#but the Kai doesn't get one word#she is holding onto her faith by a string and the wormhole aliens put her in that position for their own gain#the prophets are like lol snip snip bitch#they put her through hell because they needed her to bring the reckoning with the pah wraiths#she's ambitious and calculating yeah but she also lived through the worst of the occupation#plenty of people come out of trauma with negative attributes#it doesn't excuse her behavior but maybe it explains some of it#she really does just want what's best for Bajor#through the worst of it she still believes#the prophets are more ambitious cold and calculating than Kai Winn is#her crisis of faith happens because she finally gets word from her gods that she has been loyal to all this time#and it ends up being the pah wraiths and she still struggles to turn to their side#she was written as a grating character and they write her so well#star trek deep space nine#before ds9 goes off my radar for 3 months#Kai Winn#meta#I could have written that as a cohesive post and not a tag essay...
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lottie + hugs
#i'm sure i missed some but these three are wild to me with how they show the passage of time and everything that happened in between#like that first one is her still doubting her visions but yet making sure to give van the lil amulet and telling her to be safe#and then the laura lee hug </3 a hopeful hug conveying faith that maybe she with her crazy idea to fly the plane could do it!#that this girl who listened to her showed her kindness and made her feel like she wasn't crazy for the first time in her life could do it!!#a chance to save them all!! and then the explosion happened. turning this hopeful hug into a goodbye hug </3#and then ofc the mari one. filled with guilt heartbreak and the realization of how dangerous and unpredictable the wilderness is#god you can so clearly see the guilt in her face; blaming herself for what happened to javi and what her friends had become#anyways i want to give her the biggest of hugs and tell her everything's gonna be okay :c#lottie matthews#charlotte matthews#courtney eaton#van palmer#laura lee#mari yellowjackets#yellowjackets#my post ♡
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If you start tearing down idols you’ll find more and more and more. And some will hurt to get rid of. But I promise you, you’ll feel so much better
#christian blog#christian faith#christianity#jesus christ#jesus#god#christanity#christian#love#christian encouragement#if I’m not posting enough it’s because I’m going through a spiritual time and ripping a lot of worldly things from my life#and it’s hard and it hurts. and you do fall and have to start over and learn not to rely on escapism.#and im still learning but id rather have a close relationship with God than with social media#or school#or even other people#I want HIM#i love jesus#i love god#faith in jesus#christian bible#christian girl#christianposts#scripture#bible study#jesus saves#bible
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Fine, I'm not going to push it if you don't have any good reasons to believe something. But you shouldn't be surprised that I'm going to reject your assertion without any good evidence to support it.
I have a book that says there's a great cosmic turtle out there, which carries four elephants (there used to be five of them) on its back who support on their shoulders a giant flat world full of magic. It's true because I have a book that says it's true. This reasoning is exactly as sound as "god is real because the bible says so."
"You can only claim skepticism so far," is one of the sillier things I've seen lately. Your thought-stopping ideology tells you that skepticism is wrong and bad, to just have faith that something is true despite a lack of any good evidence. It stops you from questioning why you reject other (equally poorly supported) books that say other gods are real, and encourages you to engage in special pleading for your particular version of god on top of the circular reasoning demonstrated above.
I'm not arguing for argument's sake; you made a truth claim and I asked for evidence. If any god is real I'd like to know, but you decided either that I'm not worthy of the truth that you possess, or that exposing yourself to the possibility you might be wrong is too dear a cost to pay for attempting to save me from damnation.
I argue to bring myself closer to any truth that I might have access to. I argue because I think people should have the self respect to examine their beliefs, and to reject any belief that can't be demonstrated to be true. I don't want to believe a lie, no matter how comforting it might be.
#skepticism#where's the evidence?#religion#faith#bible#god#atheism#belief#ex christian#i'm still unconvinced#gnu terry pratchett
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people still shocked that in the year of our lord 2024 some of us don't want to see Dany get her 'happy ending' by becoming the white savior who was promised
#sooo many people saying she should just stay in Essos and be queen there#like nah she shouldn't be queen of Essos or Westeros#the whole Mhysa thing just reeks of Kipling#but I have enough faith in grrm that he did not in fact write a story about the whitest white lady becoming savior of the brown people#and conquering a bunch of white people to become dragon god empress of the world#if you want a magical white lady power fantasy go read throne of glass#or anything by sjm for that matter#anti daenerys targaryen#anti daenerys#anti dany stans#anti targaryen#anti house targaryen#asoiaf#i don't care how much the stans wax poetically about how much she just cares about people her narrative is still following the blueprint#of a classic white savior some of us just read between the lines and go yeah there's probably a reason NO ONE ELSE in Essos#gets to provide their opinion on Daenerys' shenanigans and that her heroic framing is probably going to be subverted by the end
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YESSUR U ALREADY KNOW YA BBG GOT THEM DORYM MOMENTS
(and other moments i like suspoose….))
everybody/npcs being obsessed with dorian and callin him good looking and stuff, he gets all bashful and orym silently smiles.
orym talking to dorian with such a soft voice when speaking of his opal experience. “i know that was a nightmare for you…” UGHH.
laudna suggests they all have funerals for each other. to say what they need to say. robbie and liam sharing a glance???
whenever dorian interacts with his dragon horse, orym always looks so admiringly at dorian.
the way orym remembered how dorian vowed to not abandon the big task in front of his father, and then repeating that they all are okay with taking on the weight- WHILE GLANCING TOWARDS DORIAN, who nods shortly after.
AGH dorian charming chetney!!! the sillies!!!!
just wanna mention how fucking amazing dorian was playing that music for all of the military/war camps. it shows his character so much. and everyone, including liam, was SOOO into it. the little things robbie chooses to make dorian do, because “there’s no other choice”. matt describing how dorian’s presence just uplifts the entire encampment….
dorian laughing when coming back from his small trip, all jolly and happy, positive about him and his friends and the journey ahead. orym making a surprised but ultimately happy face when dorian arrives.
”is this goodbye?” “no this is a go get em.” BADASS.
not orym’s family members recognizing and greeting dorian immediately. holy shit. sick. unwell. yelling. screaming.
braius dragging dorian away to have a secret conversation with him about the group HAHAHA
DORIAN GETTING JEALOUS? AGAIN, WHEN BRAIUS WANTS TO FUCK ORYM???? dorian also standing up for orym “he is the best of us”…
ashton and dorian chitchatting about opal, apologizing, and just bein dudes!!!! god they’ve come a long way!
so much is going on at the end of this episode. so much. this is going to be so chaotic, and i’m here for it. but also here for dorian storm<3 and what madness he’s going to bring to the upcoming episode of meeting the mighty nein!
#critical role#dorym#dorian storm#orym of the air ashari#bells hells#c3#campaign 3#cr spoilers#dorian x orym#critical role spoilers#c3e110#god i love robbie daymond and dorian so much#he has so much chemistry with the cast#and with liam especially. they look like they have so much fun playing pining men for each other#but gods damn it i want dorym to happen soon#sweating bullets thinking about one of them dying before confessing#but also i’m just so nervous that it’ll not ever be canonized on screen (even though in my opinion they are very much canon.)#idk though i have that delusional faith in the players because BOY THEY KEEP DELIVERING!#to me their confession scene already happened a while ago when they TALKED for once like on e94 i think. it was the rain scene#still would love an actual ‘i love you’ or ‘i’m in love with you’.
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Well, I finally finished Dragon Age: Friendship is Magic and that is *my* biggest regret.
#datv spoilers#great game - nothing but respect for most of the game devs (even if the music was hella bland)#but the writing was atrocious on all fronts imo - plot worldbuilding codices dialogue#and for all this yammering on about “great stories are about change” I'm still 0/2 for the rebellions I wanted to see in this universe#world's been sanitized to hell and back#(and yet funnily enough they still found the time to shit on the Dalish by having them whine about their “responsibility” for the gods)#i did really like all the lore reveals (except the ILLUMINATI) but hated how they factored into the game plot-wise#there were no believable repercussions regarding faith and society which is just a crime#plus the execution via fetch quest was lame imo#current Thedas deserved better#and this was the first Dragon Age game where I just wanted my companions to stfu more#(grown-ass adults telling me *to my face* they won’t focus on stopping the apocalypse unless I fix all of their shit)#(are you so serious right now)#eh well now I'm finally free to mourn properly#I still love the Dragon Age that was#but in the spirit of change I guess I need to accept that my time as a fan of the franchise post Trespasser is done 💔#veilguard critical
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priest!geto who falls so deeply in love with you that he assumes you were sent by god to test his faith. is this anything /taps mic
#pinterest anon this is all ur fault :(((((#i’m SURE this concept has been done before btw it’s 2 perfect for him …. silly little delusional man#hhhh i’m still figuring out how i want to portray him 😔😔😔#i think. he’s kind of a sleazeball#i think he feels fond of you and it’s so soft and good and normal that he thinks he’s fucking dying#”surely this is a test of will. a trial of faith.” no man it’s this funny thing called Having A Crush#he’s kind of silly but also intense……. kind of funny but then there’s that sense of rot#decay#etcetc#kirei kotomine lend me your strenght i will need it to do him justice………#priest!geto who wants to meet god so he can ask why someone like him was created#why he was born with a liar’s smile. why he was born with the ability to see curses#hmmmmmmmmm#ari noises ✩#priest!sugu <33
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And He got up and [sternly] rebuked the wind and said to the sea, “Hush, be still (muzzled)!” And the wind died down [as if it had grown weary] and there was [at once] a great calm [a perfect peacefulness]- Mark 4:39
Don't forget! We serve a God who can speak to the storms (our storms) to shut up and be still!
#god#jesus christ#christian living#christianity#faith#faith in jesus#christian#jesus#holy spirit#bible verse#scripture#peace be still
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