#boo hoo widdle baby Orv can’t sleep unless he’s being held | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

oglegoggle · 2 years

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I hate waking up at a weird hour alone. It makes it so hard to go back to sleep. The options are 1) Lay there and be consumed by rumination 2) Stare at the internet until my alarm goes off 3) Just get up start the day unreasonably early. I hate this. It felt so good to wake up at a weird hour, roll over and wrap my arm around someone, and feel so comfortable and at peace I can just fall asleep again.

#this is goggles #legit sleeping next to someone is in fact better than sex #my body aches so much I wish it didn’t #I wish I could just be held for a while so my body didn’t ache so much #I don’t quite understand why being held makes me not ache but it kinda feels like a cheat #boo hoo widdle baby Orv can’t sleep unless he’s being held #ugh I wish I didn’t experience skin hunger this shit sucks and doesn’t even do anything for me #I don’t even want to be in a relationship necessarily I don’t want to date I don’t want to be vulnerable with others #I just want to stop being in pain all the time my dudes I’m so tired of aching

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