#bok ( kai ) kimoon : threads.

[lovesruined]

" maybe i just don't fucking want you here. did you consider this? " / @solisocasum.

[byeoljalis]

@rainiestmood​ ,    kai  &  ??  !

‘  i  can’t  think  when  you’re  being  so  loud .  ’    kai  mutters  as  he  peers  around  the  side  of  the  building .   tongue  swipes  over  lips ,   heart  racing  frantically  but  he  ignores  how  heart  could  just  burst  right  now .    ‘  i  think  we  lost  ‘em .  ’    he  says  finally .   when  he  mentioned  getting  more  ambitious  with  their  affair ,   getting  caught  was  not  what  he  first  thought  of .   though  the  thrill  of  it  has  adrenaline  pumping  through  veins ,   it  made  him  feel  more  alive  than  anything  as  of  late .

[torain]

@ncxsidus.

      ❛ a costume party?  are we back in high school? ❜   kai crinkles his nose.  he was never one for themed parties.  and the idea of having to dress up in uncomfortable,  cheaply made costumes of things he didn’t care about didn’t appease him either.   ❛ what did you have in mind we go as? ❜   kai inquires,  hoping it’s nothing stupid.

[toraindrops]

@sealyrics  ( sc ).

      head lifts from looking at his phone the minute the door squeaked open,  gaze falling onto the woman.  at first he’s silent,  unsure rather he should greet her or just continue like he normally would.  lips purse as he mulls over the pros and cons before finally daniel’s voice echoes in his head,  having him offering the tiniest smile,  corners of his mouth barely twitching upward.   ❛ hello. ❜

[crvsaded]

basic ≛

NAME: Son Haeju GOES BY: Haeju AGE: 25 BIRTHDAY: 12/12 HEIGHT: 5′9 / 174 cm HAIR: Black - Blonde. EYES: Brown. SPECIES: Human Ethnicity / Nationality: Korean / Korean FAMILY: mother: n/a  father: n/a             Brother: Bok ‘Kai’ Kimoon @edenlured​ SEXUALITY: Biromantic Bisexual RELATIONSHIP STATUS (Single): Reserved. TATTOOS: none. OCCUPATION: Teacher. ASSOCIATIONS: Casey Chae. Taesung Won. Fleur Kang. Luna Go. FACECLAIMS: rl: lee suwoong

╰ prettier than starlight || haeju son visage ╰ thread || haeju son ╰ sounds || haeju son ╰ likes || haeju son ╰ inner || haeju son ╰ isms || haeju son ╰ closet || haeju son ╰ facts || haeju son ╰ aesthetic || haeju son

[crvsaded-aa-blog]

basic ≛

NAME: Son Haeju GOES BY: Haeju AGE: 25 BIRTHDAY: 12/12 HEIGHT: 5′9 / 174 cm HAIR: Black - Blonde. EYES: Brown. SPECIES: Human Ethnicity / Nationality: Korean / Korean FAMILY: mother: n/a  father: n/a             Brother: Bok ‘Kai’ Kimoon @moonbonded SEXUALITY: Biromantic Bisexual RELATIONSHIP STATUS (Single): Reserved. TATTOOS: none. OCCUPATION: Teacher. ASSOCIATIONS: Casey Chae. Taesung Won. Fleur Kang. Luna Go. FACECLAIMS: rl: lee suwoong

╰ prettier than starlight || haeju son visage ╰ thread || haeju son ╰ sounds || haeju son ╰ likes || haeju son ╰ inner || haeju son ╰ isms || haeju son ╰ closet || haeju son ╰ facts || haeju son ╰ aesthetic || haeju son

[lovesruined]

" i know you think you can help me but all you are doing is becoming a problem in my fucking side. " / @lovscenarios.

[torain]

casey clings to the box of cereal in her hands as she waddles over to kai. she settles herself into his lap and frowns. "baby i know its like 12am but we have no milk and i want cereal." she pouts, pressing a kiss to his neck. "take me to the store."

      kai had just finished making sure everything was in order with some of the shit he was asked to handle.  he had just pressed send on the e-mail to jordan and set the laptop on the coffee table when casey came waddling in.  gaze lifts to look at as she settles herself on his lap,  arms wrapping around her swollen frame.  he cannot help how grin falls from his lips,  flopping back against the couch with nose crinkling.  just the idea of going out at this hour makes him want to curl up and merge himself into the ground.  however,  for the pregnant woman in his arms he’d suck it up.  he supposes.

      fingers rub circles into the small of her back before nodding with a sigh spilling past his lips.   ❛ okay,  fine. ❜   kai murmurs as he darts forth to kiss her cheek and then pat her lower back as a signal for casey to stand.  once she was up,  kai parts his ways with the sofa and heads towards the front door to get his shoes on,  rather begrudgingly though.  he may do this for her but he isn’t happy about it.  hands rub at his eyes in attempts to wake him up as he pulls on his jacket.   ❛ shoes and a jacket,  i’ll go start the car. ❜   kai informs casey as he heads out the front door of their home.

[byeoljalis]

open  starter . feat :    kai !   25 ,   pan .   a  forger  &  assassin  for  moon  mafia .   local  asshole  who  doesn’t  have  a  heart .   highkey fuckboy ?   highkey  fuckboy .   prefers  anger  &  emptiness  over  any  other  feeling . plot :    your  muse  had  a  one  night  stand  with  kai  &  now  he  is  trying  to  get  them  to  leave !

kai  had  already  gotten  out  of  bed ,   tiredly  pulling  on  boxers  not  that  he  really  cared  if  they  had  a  view .   back  of  free  hand  rubs  at  eyes ,   daring a  glance  at  the  body  that  is  consuming  the  right  side  of  his  bed .   lips  are  pursed  in  a  thin  line ,   indifference  visible  on  planes  of  exhausted  features .   kai  leans  across ,   hand  shaking  at  the  shoulder .    ‘  wake  up .  ’     voice  no  longer  sounds  as  kind  as  it  did  the  night  prior  when  they  were  his  conquest ,   tone  is  empty  and  cold .

[byeoljalis]

tag  dump ,    muses  part  1 .

anastasia ro   ›   threads .

anastasia ro   ›   visual .

anastasia ro   ›   study .

bae daeil   ›   threads .

bae daeil   ›   visual .

bae daeil   ›   study .

beom ( nick ) namkyu   ›   threads .

beom ( nick ) namkyu   ›   visual .

beom ( nick ) namkyu   ›   study .

bok ( kai ) kimoon   ›   threads .

bok ( kai ) kimoon   ›   visual .

bok ( kai ) kimoon   ›   study .

[torain]

➸ / cai

   meme  /  accepting.

      [  sms  /  cas  ] :   casey ,  baby .  for  dinner  do  you  want  to  go  out ?      [  sms  /  cas  ] :   we  can  have  a  date  night .  i’ll  massage  your  ankles  when  we  get  home .

[torain]

tag dump   ---   moon mafia,  pt 2.

[toraindrops]

tag dump  ---  moon mafia, part 2.

[lovesruined]

" feeling safe and being safe are two very different things. " kai replied quietly though hearing such sweet and tender words did something to his insides. was that a sense of pride swelling? either way, as much as he is so willing to kill for her, kill to keep her safe. he would rather not put her life in immediate danger in any point of time. if kai was honest, he cannot imagine he has made anyone feel safe but between songyi and sage, he is consistently told differently. perhaps, somewhere inside of him, he was not completely broken and there was a semblance of working coding. " of course but i would rather you be in a safer place than here. i can protect you but i'm not superman. " kai murmured quietly, hating that admitted any sort of weakness at all.

"i feel safer here, in your arms," whispered words mingle with her breath, possibly tickling his neck. she's not lying, she's not exaggerating. her sister's scary friends have turned an all too familiar occurrence and though sage typically sports a friendlier smile, there is something about the solemn lines in kai's face that puts songyi at ease. something in those imposing eyes that both terrify and soothe her, often thrill her even. she wouldn't have become flustered with his advances otherwise, wouldn't have fallen for his skillful words and hands either. "wouldn't you protect me?" another soft question, though she hesitates a little when wording it. songyi loves to think she means more than occasional hookups to him, though such conversations have never been had. never will, possibly, since she's not much for confrontations of that sort. instead, her silent plead is uttered in her tightening embrace around his torso, the soft kiss she presses against his neck, lingering there as she seeks to forget the negative words of the day.

[lovesruined]

kai knew if he kept doing things like this, it was not making his word final. that even after this time, songyi would come back and show up, stick her nose where it was not supposed to be. he says to stay away for her safety and she seemed to throw caution to the wind around him. a quality he was starting to adore and grow frustrated with. but perhaps the adoration toward her consistencies were overpowering the frustration he felt when it happened. he sighed when he felt her practically melt into his arms, unknowing of the blood on hands. would she run away screaming if songyi saw kai for what he really was? " i do it for your safety. you know that. " kai whispered.

here it is, the brief glimpses that have her hooked over and over again. though songyi has never participated in vices before, her life dedicated to sports and her career, she's seen colleagues fall victims of ephemeral doses of pleasure. those she had viewed with just reservations and slight judgement before now don't seem that far away; isn't kai exactly that for her? someone that doesn't 'seem to do any good' but who offers her brief glimpses of something else, something more than what he considers himself to be. "thank you," she sighs the words out, her own arms wrapping around him as she takes a breathe of his fragrance. how can he calm her so? how can this guy she'd once entertained for a secret rush become this important now? "i needed that," she murmurs softly against his chest, lips brushing against his clothes as she pronounces the words before she seals them off with a soft kiss. "i swear i won't come again," and yet, she doesn't think she might be able to keep up her word. will he be crueler if she does? or will he repeat this scene?

[lovesruined]

kai knows he is not the best person. he isn't the best friend, not a good person to rely on. even more so when it came to relationships where feelings could be involved, something kai has long since relinquished capabilities on doing. kai had came to terms with the fact he was not made for love, not made to receive or give. he can offer pleasures and a fun time but that was all he can offer. he's too fucked up, lacked emotional maturity and depth. maybe songyi would be happier with someone like sage or kane. people more capable of being gentle. but instead of turning her away again, instead of continuing to gripe he stepped forward, gently tugging her into his arms. chin rested on top of songyi's head, arms wrapping tightly around her.

is it maybe too much to ask for a little normalcy here? for one day where she can seek him out, have his arms around her while she just quietly mulls over the hardships of her day? doesn't she always give him that safe haven? songyi has lost count of how many time he's come with a tragically pensive look on his face, to wrap up around her and just rest. why can't she do that as well? "i just needed you for a moment," but there it is, that soft tone that he uses only with her. "can't you spare me a minute?"