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Fren : ]

friend :33 i am throwing a styrofoam rock at you

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Heyo! Hru?

BLUEJAY!!!! hello!!! im doing a lot better than i was yesterday gsjdbfjf lots of big things happening (we r going to start signing u-word cards at my workplace) :33 my mood is up and down as always but im persevering . has the week been kind to you?

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This is your pass to blorbo ramble about a character of your choosing. Use it wisely.

(digging my fingers so hard into my legs i draw blood) AIRA SHIRATORI IS SO HATED FOR NO REASON HE JUST A SILLY LITTLE GUY AND GETS HATED FOR IT AND CALLED ANNOYING AND A WEIRDO FOR BEING OBSESSED WITH IDOLS BUT HIS HATERS HAVE NOT EVEN READ ENSTARS THE WHOLE SERIES IS ABOUT OBSESSION!!! LOVE!!! DEDICATING ONESELF TO ONES DREAMS AND PASSION!!!! THEY HATE HIM FOR HIS AUTISTIC LITTLE GUY SWAG THEY HATE HIM DESPITE WHAT HE REPRESENTS!! HE IS SO IMPORTANT HE IS A BOY WITH SOOO MUCH LOVE FOR IDOLS DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT HE MEANS TO ENSTARS? THAT A CHARACTER LIKE HIM IS SHOWN KINDNESS AND COMPASSION AND IS GIVEN ROOM TO GROW? DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT HIS EXISTENCE MEANS? IN ANY NORMAL BUM ASS STORY AIRA WOULD FAIL AND BE BULLIED FOR HIS LOVE FOR IDOLS OR WHATEVER BUT HE ISNT DEMEANED FOR HIS LOVE!!! EVERY SINGLE PERSON THAT MEETS HIM HELPS HIM AND GIVES HIM ADVIE AND THEY THEMSELVES UNDERSTANDS THIER OWN INFLUENCE !THAT THAT HTATTHAT THEIR ACTIONS AND CAREERS AS IDOLS DO HAVE MEANING IF IT MEANS SOMEONE LIKE AIRA HAS TH OPPORTUNITY TO MATURE AND TO BE HIMSELF AND TO BE AN IODL AND TO LIVE OUT HIS AMBITIONS . TO HATE HIM FOR THE CRINGE IS TO SPITIN THE FACE OF ENSTARS DOES ANNY OF THIS MAKE SENS(GUTS MYSELF)

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Hewwo! Hope you're able to have a good day UwU

YOU TOO BLUEJAY (grabs you and spings you around in a circle) i havent twlked to u in a hot second thank you for being in my invox ^_^

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How is the exploding going? Tatsumi pog?

TATSUMI EXTREMELY POG. I WONT KNOW PEAVE FOR THE REST OF THE DAY

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Do you have any stuffed animals other then the nuis? I want to know for government reasons. /j

(In all seriousness I just like stuffed animals and I like talking about them)

OHOHO i have a few.. ill go through them in order from newest to oldest!!! ill put them under a readmore though because there are a few images and the post is very long otherwise!

first we have MOBBU!! (ignore the bootleg wataeis!!) i got him about a month go on a shopping trip with my sister and her middle school bestie! i know hes not an animal but im mentioning him becos he my sweet <3

next we have max plushie! max is from the Sam and Max franchise! hes basically a Vague Rabbit Creature. hes also canonically gay and in feral rabid love with his partner in detective and vigilante crimes, Sam! currently hes in desperate need of a bath. but really i think hes happy like this.. dirty and disgusting.

(i really should put him in the warsh though since i cuddled him constantly while sick with sinus infection weheh)

next are these assorted kirbys + gengar! theyre from last year on hot topic trips with my beloved sister! i originally bought them for her but her bed over at her dorm isnt big enough to accommodate all of them so theyre for me for now >:33 peep tatsun pasha and my.. disassembled shelves GDHBDND

good mention! the amongus plushie my bestie coworkers got for me! 🥹 i have really sweet memories associated with this one.. i started my job back in april 2022 and i was so girlslay, i was awarded partner of the quarter in i think.. july? august? i dont quite remember but it was during that very summer!! and my bestie coworkers bought this for me as a gift!!

its part of a inside joke bc when i was first hired, i would draw amonguses on all of our storage boxes in the back for funsies and write sweet notes to next people on shift dbdjfj.. i still remember the amongus rainbow we drew!!! omgg!! basically i drew an amongus on a blank order sticker and stuck it to the back of our front register self and colored it red i think? and over the next few days, my coworkers added their own amonguses and colored them to make a rainbow!! it was so so sweet and cute and made me fall in love with my job even more!!

next we have.. Samhain!!! hes from when my coworkers took me out shopping at a local mall during halloween season! i saw him and immediately wanted to get him becos i love love love Trick R Treat and i love sammy. hes an animal technically. a creature. hes my sweet and i love him more than anything!!!!! <- ki dropped him into a puddle when ki took him with kiss during halloween trick or treating

pikachu!!! this is from i think high school actually! maybe from a hot topic trip? as you can see her ears have flopped over and lost their stuffing and her arms are on the way.. hut its ok i still love her <3 also doubles as a backpack

and finally!!! my oldest surviving stuffed animal, from my childhood, huge hello kitty plush!!!! she actually used to have a long black sharpie marker line going down her face on her left eye i think? my mom bleached and scrubbed it off her last year so shes super cute and comfy and happy now ^_^ shes also firm so sometimes i use her as a back rest whenever im sitting on my bed

teehe!! sorry for the ramblings and super long post! i had more but most of them were given away / donated sadly including my beloved beanie babies </3 wormy the inch worm you will always be in my heart.. but thank you for asking weheh i had fun reminiscing!!!!

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Hewwo. Nothing in particular to say, just wanted to say Hi : ] *gives you your favorite cookie*

YIPPEEE!!! cookie!!! i dont actually have a favorite flavor im not very picky when it comes to cookies! i love love macadamia and oatmeal raisin becos they dont leave flavor residue / bad aftertatse in my mouth like chocolaye does and i always find myself partial to sugar cookies.. as long as theyre not those gross sugar cookie store ones, the ones with the chalky icing >< thank u for stoppy by blueja and aso haiii o///// <- me waving frantically

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Pssssssst -slides you a Tatsumi-

I COMPELTEYLT MISSED THIS OMG!!!!! BLUEJAY ART AND TATSUN IN MY INBOX!! THANK YOU IWILL PUT HI IN MY TATSUN TAG AND CHERISH HIN FOREVE (oassing away)

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Who are your enstars blorbos? Your little guys? The people that you chew on like hard candy and bones? I would like to know UwU

tatsumi my everyth ing 💝💝💝 but i also love mitsuru as you can see from my pfp!!!! pans my everything!!!! my world and universe!other than them i lav himeru ^_^ ive pavloved myself into being a himeru luvr bc of himenui kiss kiss

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@bluestbluejay itumblr evil wasnt letting me put this in your inbox bit i doodled for you rinne 👍 he was supposd to be strawberry but i loked heart glasses better i hope you like

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-idk how to use emojis but pretend there's a strawberry here-

(reaches towards you and grips you like a nui) you are legiterally so cool.. i love hearing abt the things youve done like the many ywars of theater and i think i remember you make kandi!! your ideas are creative as hell too i am so girlsane over magical cowboys au!! yahoo!!

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I want to eat a can if olives. Do you want some?

I LOVE OLIVES’ irs been so long since ive had one……

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Also our birthdays are 1 day apart. I just realized that. Kinda-sorta borth buddies.

OH MY GOD? REALLY? THAGS SO AWESOME!! that makes me so happy bc subaru’s birthday is july 1st and himeru’s/kaname’s birthday is july 7th and theyr two of my faves….. it our birthday week!!!!

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You told me to tell you about Cowboys. This was your mistake. /lh

So long story short most cowboys weren't the white straight heretosexual icons that they're portrayed as in most modern-modernish media! Alot of them were poc, wanted criminals, and queer!

Also alot of them lived in small groups so both split costs and for compainionship as well as protection.

Alot of people confuse ranchers with cowboys, but the main difference is that the cowboys would be working for the ranchers herding their lifestock. Alot of them didn't even own the horses they were riding, which is sad but also really interesting considering the steriotypes of cowboys and their horses.

But yeah alot of cowboys were queer. They didn't nessicarily fit into what we'd traditionally consider gay or trans nowadays, but male partnerships were common although spoken about in hushed tones. Alot of them also weren't very gender conforming either, although I know less about that admittedly, but I'm planning on doing a big research project on this stuff later for school because we were given free range on topics and I want to write about cowboys <3

staring at you with my autistic eyes and taking notes!! actually i do know one thing about cowboys! friend anon used to tell me this abt them all the time way back when actually, but i think its something like the original ‘cowboys’ were latino herders called vaqueros? i forgot exactly what friend anon said fhfjfbfjf im silly but i think theyre similar to what you described as early cowboys :3

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Opinion on cowboys? (Sorry I'm on cowboy hours and I need to know things about you/p)

i love cowboys <3 i dont know anything about them except they ride hawrse and are aimless and lonely sometimes.. actually most cowboy media ive seen is from childrens shows or old ass american cartoons so i dont actually know anything about cowboys other than rodeo and maybe a little bit of their prairie life weheh

also do not apologize i love cowboy hour, also reminded me that i need to read your update!!!! i skimmed it but never commented 😭 my silliness