#birthday month and pride?

[resetmypatientviolence]

Ah shit, still getting the occasional notification? Weird.

Idk who the fucks here anymore but hello, hope you’ve survived this pandemic and are doing well these past few years.

I’ve: gained a niece, still vibe with my short king, am an out and proud bisexual woman, I’ve figured out that my hair has a wave pattern so I’m trying to figure out a curly girl hair routine that works great, can lift 305lbs, gained a shitton of muscle and lost over 20 lbs at a new gym with badass people that’s owned by a fabulous and fit drag queen, got a job in the non-profit world, and am now returning to writing OG spooky shit with a little bit of spice. Idk, vampires and men with scars are hot, along with a antagonist that’s sexy as hell and I still can’t believe I thought I was straight when I created her. Like no, you’re drooling over girls too, dumb shit.

Anyways, I’m here to clean up this blog from past bullshittery, change the name to something, use this for general writing inspiration and aesthetic here and there while I dive into my own post-apocalyptic world.

Also tbh, I really want to reblog a shitton of Sleep Token shit. It’s probably overwhelming in my stories for family and friends to have me share music and Tiktok videos they don’t care about.

But everybody should listen to Sleep Token. It’s itched and lit and hits the creative side of me that’s been vibing and lifting weights this whole time.

It’s also my 31st birthday today so I’m kinda fucking blown away that my about me says 27. Thank god I’m not that anymore. 30’s are awesome, even if I don’t feel that I’m here in the 3rd decade of this thing called life.

[drachenmagier]

I don't have a lot of rainbow art, but please take this offering for June of the drawings that get the most reblogged with the tag "gender"~!

[hualianschild]

[creepst-crypt]

Happy pride month

J dbo’u xbju gps ju up foe :)

J’n kpljoh epo’u xpssz

[cutiesigh]

❤️🖤🩷

Wuthering Waves has taken over all of my free time recently, so here's a sketch of Scar!Ren I originally shared in da 14DWY Discord!!

[eclispestar75]

Recently turned 21 and I'm AroAce so my family threw me an Ace21 themed party

[theskywaslookingback]

When I was 12 I was going to be married and have two children - Kathryne Elizabeth and David Chase.

When I was 9 my mom told me that when she was pregnant with me and took a bath, I’d roll around in her stomach like a dolphin. The thought made me sick.

When I was 17 I was in love with a boy who was a good childhood friend, and I wanted to marry him so bad I chased him away (we haven’t spoken in 13 years).

When I was 15 I kissed a boy for the first time. We dated for six weeks. I kissed him twice more, and the first time he put his tongue in my mouth I gagged.

When I was 16 I told my best friend that I didn’t understand the big deal about sex. In fact, I thought it was kind of gross. She laughed and told me to grow up.

When I was 6 I licked a boy’s desk in school because I wanted to give him cooties. I thought it was something like chicken pox.

When I was 18 I kissed a girl for the first time and thought “oh”.

When I was 14 my friend stayed the night and wanted to know if I wanted to kiss her. I told her no, because she had a boyfriend. She said it didn’t count because we were girls.

When I was 20 my stepmom told me that she thought asexuals were broken or mentally ill in some way. I stormed off to my bedroom and cried, but I didn’t know what I was crying for.

When I was 18 I had sex with two girls. After it was over I lay by myself at the edge of the bed, cold and hollow inside, and didn’t understand what I was so upset about.

When I was 11 I wanted to be a stay at home mom when I grew up.

When I was 19 I had sex with a guy for the first time. I didn’t hate it, was my first thought. My second was that I needed a shower as fast as possible.

When I was 7 I was hugged by someone and screamed because I didn’t want them to touch me. I didn’t have the words for it back then.

When I was 20 I had a panic attack before my fiancé came over to visit, because I knew we’d be alone and I knew I couldn’t tell him no.

When I was 20 I told him no and it didn’t matter.

When I was 15 I got caught looking up porn on my dad’s laptop. I got in worse trouble because it was gay porn. “You’re just upset with boys right now, you’ll grow out of it.”

When I was 5 my dad would read parts of the Bible out loud every night. He paid special attention to the parts condemning homosexuality, like he knew somehow even then.

When I was 19 I heard the word asexual for the first time, and dismissed it out of hand.

When I was 25 I cradled it to my heart like a balm.

When I was 20 I decided I was never going to have children.

When I was 19 I thought I was pregnant, and decided to kill myself if I was.

When I was 26 I said the words ‘asexual lesbian’ for the first time to myself, and crawled under the covers to hide.

When I was 28 a friend sent me a comic about aromanticism. I saw all the parts of me that were on display there and decided I wasn’t strong enough to acknowledge it just yet.

When I was 27 I told my friend that the only time I wanted to be married was when I was sick and wanted to be taken care of. The rest of the time the thought terrified me.

When I was 15 I told myself that no one would ever love me.

When I was 29 I decided that I didn’t care.

When I was 13 I thought I knew exactly what my life would be like when I was 30.

When I was 30 I was relieved to have been so wrong.

[serendipnpipity]

Thank you for living your truth, @danielhowell. You've helped me live mine, too.

Image Description under the cut:

[illustrated YouTube notification: “Daniel Howell uploaded ‘Basically I’m Gay’”]

Five years ago today, I was lying on the couch in my family home, watching the words of a person I had grown to find pieces of myself in as he bared his soul to the world just to make somebody like me feel a little less alone. 

[girl lying on her stomach on the couch, looking at phone]

He said something at the end of that video,

[Illustrated video screenshot of Dan saying “You are valid. It gets so much better.”]

And I’ll never forget hearing those words. Never forget drying my tears, quickly, before my parents came back. 

[Three panels: girl wiping tears from face, putting phone down, silhouette walking through front door]

See, the girl on that couch was planning far, far away futures. She couldn’t believe his words just yet, but now she could hope to. 

[open shoebox with rainbow flag inside]

Five years later, today, I wish I could tell her:

You don’t have to move halfway across the country to set a flag out on your desk. 

[school building and stack of books]

Your parents are coming over tomorrow to help bring you home for the summer. (They’re only an hour’s car ride away.)

[cartoon sun and car]

And see that?

[rainbow flag in a mug with a cat whiskers design]

Yeah, that’s the one decoration you haven’t packed yet. 

And that something he said at the end of the video, I still quote it to this day. 

[computer playing the Dan birthday livestream with "Misty" on a Zoom call in the corner]

Better yet, I believe it now. 

[same girl, older and with shorter hair, holding mug with flag and looking back at someone off-camera that’s saying “Ready to go home?”]

Happy five years of Basically, I’m Gay!

[slowpoint22-2]

wow hi guys happy june 2nd today is goro akechis birthday that is the day that it is trust me

also. yeah i KNOW that's not what the design on his pocket looks like but. but.

[justasuta]

I had to find out when i was like THIRTY

anyways catch me at whinny city pony con

[bynni3e]

Inner strength 🏳️‍🌈✨

My Twitter || Roe 🌙||

My commissions || kofi 💫 ||

[fmd-art]

🎂🦋✨

[lanymme]

EVERYBODY SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HER!!!

Source: Wada Arco’s twitter

[spiderliliez]

They are so cute, okay? EMMA D’ARCY & OLIVIA COOKE Interview by Harper’s Bazaar

[+] EMMA [GIF Collection] ✨ [+] OLIVIA COOKE [GIF Collection] ✨ [+] ..more on “HOTD” 🎬

[doriangrayapologist]

the absolute historical severity of this screenshot

[cloud-ya]

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