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Thinking about the fact that Mabel and Dipper didn't know they had two great uncles.
Yeah they are 12 and at 12 I had a shotty understanding of my family tree- But really? Nobody brought up their great uncle? Stanley? Especially since they'll be staying with his twin brother, Stanford?
Shermie never went to Stan's fake funeral, which to me means the twos relationship was strained on some level. If Shermie is older that means his view of Stan was poisoned in some way, that even as kids they weren't close. If the Shermie is younger then he never even got to meet Stan and all he knew about him was how he failed his family. Hell, people probably barely mentioned Stanley TO Shermie.
The fact that Stan had become a black stain upon the Pines family name makes me so vividly upset. Stanley faked his death and the family just- seemingly decided to strike him from the record. To pretend he didn't existed to spare themselves the sadness and shame.
Stanford and Shermie Pines. The only children worth mentioning of Filbrick and Caryn Pines.
It was never Stanford that was lost to the world. It was Stanley, ever since he had to leave New Jersy- it was always him that had to be struck from the record. Change his name, change his state, change his affiliations, destroy the remains of ghost that was Stanley Pines. Kill him so the family doesn't bring him up, doesn't ask questions, stops asking "Stanford" about his twin.
I just keep thinking about the fact that since the day he made one single mistake all the way up until Ford walks out of that machine- Stanley Pines was killed and did not exist. And Stan himself had no one to blame, he had to play the part in his own demise- He is the only one who ever knew Stanley was alive and has been for decades.
He lives in the multitudes of every personality he's ever taken, all in the hope that he himself can stop being Stanley Pines.
#gravity falls#grunkle stan#stanley pines#STANLEYYYYYY#STANLEY THEY COULD NEVER MAKE ME HATE YOU STANLEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#sharky rants#Just. Imagine the fucking shame you have to live with#the shame that you can never be yourself. That anything you were is unwanted and forgotten#The shame of just BEING- Of taking space of- of /breathing-/#Imagine the world; your friend; your family; your colleagues being so ashamed of having known you#that you feel more comfortable with a persona to present.#You feel more comfortable stealing the identity of someone you care for deeply if only to help#If only to feel capable for once. To feel like you belong- Like youre doing something good for once#Imagine the shame that brings you to be comfortable not being yourself for 40 years.#ALL CASE YOU BROKE ONE FUCKING PROJECT??????? COME ON#I mean- the deeprooted shame was started from earlier. He was 'the stupid twin“; 'the troublemaker”; “the cheat and thief”#This was a long time coming#But those werent MISTAKES- The one time he genuinely made a Mistake he lost everything#Like he really mattered so little to the people around him#and he cant really blame them.#My cousin is a genius. Hes smart and academically achieved since I was a baby.#The only thing I had that he didnt was my ability to draw. to be creative. The guy for the longest time had a better social life then me too#I used to get brought to tears seeing his accomplishments- seeing people praise him. The shame lived in me any time I had to see him#The shame that I was the black sheep of the family next to the golden standard for a son- for a student- for a friend.#when I was none of those things#And Im lucky he was my cousin- cause if he was my brother that would have haunted me EVERY DAY rather then once or twice a year#Im better with it now; Im more content with who I am- But trauma dump aside-#I very very very much understand Stans shame in being the stupid one. The unachieved one in a family full of achieved people#the shame thats angry at him for being better. at the family for treating him special. and most of all at yourself that you cant be better#its a visceral feeling that I sadly understand
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Tweaked Eugene’s design a bit
#my art#oc#Eugene#Bezel#Lio (belongs to a friend)#:3#HAD TO GET RID OF A DRAWING ONE WAS PISSING ME OFF
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Vashwood shenanigans, stargazing and such... plus one with the cats!
Thanks for giving me keywords for the sketchdumb (lightbulb, blanket, parasol, candle, bouquet). Feel free to suggest more for the next one!
💀 PATREON | X | IG | Prints&merch
#trigun#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun maximum#trimax#sketchdumb#many freestyle redraws#wanted to do the one with hamaka for a year#just added cats which belong to me and my partner and our friend!!
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I've been sad lately so I've been trying to boost my serotonin by drawing Jedi AU youngling trainer Maul (who I affectionately call Dad Maul)... it works :))
#star wars#fan art#jedi au maul#maul#darth maul#i call this my#happy au#it's fairly extensive and i have written many things for it#i love it a lot#its my happy place#all younglings belong to friends!#maul would be so chill if he never met palpatine#i have proof for this bro dont fight me#also i just think its so funny if jedi au maul has ALL the apprentices while canon maul has like zero
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Hey guys I think The Last Unicorn is such a Scott book
#Hate Jimmy's anatomy here. whatever. throws it at you guys anyway before I stress myself into offing myself#quote is from The Last Unicorn ofc!! I drew unicorn scott and then me and my friend went insane about the book + Scott's character#flower husbands#scott smajor fanart#trafficshipping#trafficblr#need to reread that book desperately#so many moments and quotes I remember from it are SO Scott guys. I swear to god#it being a book all about this unicorn who is turned into a human and thus starts experiencing emotion. and flaw and love and and#and the unicorn is stressing but realizes that even if she were turned back into a unicorn. She has already felt. She no longer belongs#And I view Scott's character as tending to deny himself those kinds of feelings as if they were a weakness. As if they'd get in the way#He allowed himself to love and be loved in LL and then never again. Turned around and ostracized Pearl. Sorry going insane#and then ofc this quote made me think of Jimmy. I cannot get into my reasoning here though I will either die or get killed#tubby art
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we got a lot in common...
#everyone knows that cloud is a horse girl. but have you considered:#cloud who's had a really hard time making friends and relating to people his whole life#and then he realizes that chocobos are the only thing that comes naturally to him.#chocobo warks and flaps its wings and cloud warks back and flaps his arms. yknow.#how hard it is for him to have to leave the birds behind and go back to being around people and doing responsible human things#when really all he wants is to feel like he belongs.#chocobos don't demand favors and emotional labor. they don't care if cloud doesn't smile much or have anything to say. they love him anyway.#(it's the autism. if that wasn't obvious)#(it's cloud autism strife.)#(it's also possibly me projecting HARD. whoopsie daisy)#ahem. anyway#ffvii#cloud strife#chocobo#my art <3
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Bunny, always in my memory
#my art 🎀!#art#this bunny belonged to some old family friends but one day she went missing… it made me really sad when i found out#it was a long time ago but i still remember her
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Thinking about how dca would always feel incomplete. How tech always gets old and impractical and needs to be upgraded again and again and again, because the world around is changing all the time but they don't.
You also change.
They feel a weird combination of pride and jealousy. You change on your own. You, a human being, something so fragile and breakable in their eyes, can change however you want. Whenever you want.
It's in your nature.
They, on the other hand, are created by your folk's hands. Their only nature is to obey those hands. To rust until you say otherwise.
Do you even realise how much unpronounced power you have over someone like them? They think you don't.
Yes, they're made to be stronger. Maybe more durable in some ways. If anything, something like them may kill the humanity one day.
But then they'll rust. But not in a physical sense of this word.
The world around them will change. But they will stay the same.
Because unlike you, something that they deem to be as fascinating as it is terrifying,
they cannot adapt.
#xit shh#this makes me think about robots on Mars#the ones that are so old they are written in the most primitive programming languages#how people who knew how to write on those languages Efficiently died years ago#how Nasa is actually looking for someone who has the knowledge that dies right before our eyes#robots die on Mars just like the people who made them. like old friends saying goodbye to tge world they don't belong to#moondrop#fnaf moondrop#fnaf moon#moondrop fnaf#sundrop#sundrop fnaf#sun fnaf#fnaf sun#fnaf dca
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guys can we pretty please bring irondad back i’ve recently fallen very deep into the ao3 and tumblr archives and it’s so lonely here
#irondad#irondad and spiderson#spiderman#marvel mcu#dead fandom#i’m so lonely#i need friends to cry with#because really all irondad does is make me cry#whether or not it’s supposed to be a sad fic i will always cry#and that’s on dadddy issues and the need to belong somewhere
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in honor of international kissing day I would like to once again raise awareness of this specific sandray moment because it remains one of my favorite scenes and I still think about it on a regular basis--
#firstkhao#sandray#only friends#first kanaphan#khaotung thanawat#gmmtv#its missing them hours 😩#happy international kissing day#this day belongs to them and them only#im still going insane over this#like how do you move on with your life after receiving a kiss like this??????#so much more happened in that scene but this is whats driving me crazy frfr dfjkhgd#which reminds me that we need another cheek kiss in THK#pls @jojo#like it can be linked to something dumb idc just....please
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Have you heard that Game Informer just shut down? Their staff were laid off with no warning, and (less comparatively important but still notable) pulled all their articles, including the DAV ones.
@felassan leaves us for two days and look what happens
#I have a friend who works(ed) there and let me tell you he’s mad#asks for bee#game informer#It’s 1 AM and I’m currently in the middle of whittling down my belongings to fit in manageable sized shipping boxes#So I didn’t see this until I took a calm down break#(I’ve accepted that I can’t take my strawberry shaped jam jar with me)#((I’m not handling it well))
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Hello :3!!! Doing some 20 (usd) chibi Comms like these ^ I need to save for a new laptop, so dm me if you’re interested!
#my art#I wanted to post my examples and show the different kinds I’ve done using friends ocs#the Cotl designs belong to to a friend!! I couldn’t help but doodle them they’re so precious#anyways#do dm me if ur interested#oc#friends oc
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MDZS Disco Elysium AU part 2 - Psyche Skills
Part 1 - Part 3
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#disco elysium#MDZS disco elysium au#jiang cheng#jiang yanli#yu ziyuan#While it's more in vogue to draw a character's skill roster tailored to them -#One of the more subtle details I love in DE is how some of the skill portraits parallel character portraits of people hbd associates with.#Theres somethine rather poetic to be said about how other people shape out thoughts and sometimes act as a 'voice' in our head.#How we are in part a collection of impressions other people left behind on us.#I am a huge Skillhead (Those are my friends! My party members! They love me! They have their own agendas and alliances!)#so of course a healthy portion of this AU is dedicated to them <3#the Int skills go basically unchanged from DE. Psy as well (with changes to a few quirks in voice).#Fys skills though...well...wwx is in a different body! Those voices belong to Someone Else.#Esp electrochem (MXY in this AU also partied to near death. WWX is withdrawing and craving substances he's never even heard of before)#While I personally don't fully subscribe to Volition Jean I *do* see Volition Jiang Cheng. The voice of your Not Brother keeping you afloat#All three of these parallels make me unbelievably sad. They are also both purple. Art is like that sometimes.#Empathy Jiang Yanli...oh man do I have a lot of thoughts about her. Disco fans Who Know....you can probably see what I'm cooking.#Authority is a really interesting skill in DE because *yes* its about power and intimidation - but it's also about finesse and respect#Titus Hardie and YZY both abuse *and* finesse how they establish their authority - in a way that leaves quite an impression.#2 more mdzs disco posts that I *need* to create and then I'm off to working on raffles <3
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You don’t know what it was like to have a family. To belong. I didn’t have them for long but I had them. I belonged to them. And I want that again.
#ellie x riley#ellie williams#riley abel#storm reid#bella ramsey#the last of us#tlou#tlou hbo#tlouedit#tlouhboedit#tlou spoilers#YOU MATTERED TO ME FIRST#GOD#the thing is riley IS ellie's family. she's her best friend her first love and that belonging that riley is talking about? /they/ have that.#they belonged to each other
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"This is unbelievable." "This is the lobby."
SPIDERSONA MASS ATTACK !! gah i had so much fun with this (and it definitely did not drive me insane)
FROM TOP LEFT TO BOTTOM RIGHT: Starboy (sirwompington), Dex Estrella (alexistired13), Spider-Moth (@peskypixel), Jackson (@exerjack), Eclipse (sunmellows), Widow Spider (lunarpawz), Astro-Spider (blueskieshara), Cloudspinner (@oh-lordy-lord-save-me), Spider-Scare (@possuminnit), Tarantula (@idiot-mushroom), Crosspider (darkonvibes), Arachnophobe (mine!), Roly-Poly (@poorlemons), Atticus Romero (@shrikeicee)
and, as well as the spider-society scene, this is heavily inspired by kat tsai's concept art (check it out !!)
#spidersona#spiderverse#spiderverse oc#atsv#artfight#avepharts#spidersona: arachnophobe#these guys all either belong to my friends on artfight or people who previously attacked me#and they're ALL REALLY TALENTED SO CHECK EM OUT !!#anyway i did debate giving them all watches but i'm not THAT insane. yet.#but yeah i've been meaning to do this since the start of artfight and i finally finished it !! yay me !!
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the best part of the writing process is not the actual writing it's thinking about the scene you get to write a couple scenes from now in which your darling lovesick vampire babes will share a hug so tender and intimate and tinged by over a century of longing and adoration you give yourself a tummy ache every time you spin it around inside your head
#if you see me staring into space it's because louis has his face buried in lestat's neck feeling the thump of his pulse MIND YOUR BUSINESS!!#they're not back together they're just friends who are madly in love soulmates bound together for eternity#so of COURSE louis has to smell lestat's hair about it#anyway i have work to catch up on let me shut up lmao#interview with the vampire#loustat#otp: all my love belongs to you#writing tag
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