#been really dysphoric lately babeyyyy
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one of those days. again.
#timothy's txts.#been really dysphoric lately babeyyyy#and i've been thinking about coming out to my parents. well. my whole family really#and realistically. financially. stability wise. i won't be able to for a year or two#unless they start getting really cool about trans people real fast#but i feel like i've got my whole life on pause till then#can't start t because they'd notice the changes. can't go to queer places because my sibling would know#started a file for coming out. with resources they probably won't read. and i started writing a letter to my mom#and cried within the first two sentences#i just wanna be loved like this you know? i gotta start meeting people. building a place for myself#i feel like i only exist through other people's lives. living through my sibling and in law via church#going to work. i do nothing else besides those things pretty much#anyways. what even ever. gotta glow pink in the night in my room thinking gay thoughts#feeling Pretty Rough about my ability to be loved like this. but i persevere
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