#because now they pay too much attentioj to me AND i cant show that im upset | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

worriesndoodles · 10 days ago

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i know its a depressive episode and not a bad mood/low spoons fault when i come home, think of listening to tma and then immediately think "i would rather be in eyepocalypse than go to work tomorrow"

#me yapping #tma #vent post #no joke i have no idea what broke me but i literally cried three separate times today from stress #and usually i can ask my boss or manager to deal with ehatever is hindering my process but this time its more like. just having a lot #and also two higher ups being absolute idiots but i already asked and no one did anything #i mean at this point maybe im the idiot #going to work when i got close with my colleagues is kinda THE eyepocalypse sometimes because i dont wanna be perceieved #because now they pay too much attentioj to me AND i cant show that im upset #honestly i would love it if they would just tell me im stupid and cant fo shit #at least i wouldnt worry about them secretelt thinking that and tolerating it for the sake of the team #look im being jon sims again...#nedt time i appear here i will say they want me dead and start stalking them lmao

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