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doththymayo · 1 year ago

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Racetrack: You seem like the type of person to spell croissant right on the first try.

Spot: Mmm.

***Later***

Spot, to Hotshot: Was that a compliment?

Spot: Quason...

Spot: What is a Quason?

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pup-pee · 25 days ago

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i woke up & started crying so i drew the goobers

SHIT I 4GOT BARTS GOGGLES N STUFF IGNORE THAT PRETNED IT THEREAAAAAAA

#just inagine bart like hit kons chest or smth idk #also ignore how bad it is it IS. a sketch #mayb ill line & color it upp… when my head stops hurting idk #ive been asleep 4 such a long time which mean shaha ive barely ate or drank all weekend whoopsies #BUT HEYYY IM AWAKEE NOWWW #also yk how i was like ‘i never stop drawing kart’#<- thats true #ive been drawing a lot of mcyt but like my sektch book is mostly kon rn #or all my traditional sketches r lol #KART GRIND NEVER STOPS EVEN WHEN U THINK IT DOES #OHHH IM AKWAYS THINKING OF THEM BUD #also yes were going w/the ‘kons thigh shpuld b @ least the width of barts body’ anatomy #kill me already yk u have permission #fighting the urge 2 go back 2 sleep #kart #puppee art #this is just a sketch but putting it in there just in case i do never finishh :P idk

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icewindandboringhorror · 2 months ago

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I occasionally wish to reach out to old friends/acquaintances I haven't spoken to since high school/some other even earlier time in my life, but I have SOOO little social energy even for required tasks (like making dr phone calls or etc), I never have any leftover for extra ones, and it would be very odd to message someone I haven't spoken to in like 5 years out of the blue but then take 4 entire months to respond back lol.. My natural curiosity with nostalgia/collecting details of the past/etc. (literally if I were born a little earlier I would definitely do scrapbooking or something lol) is very strong, but, alas, not strong enough to beat out the Social Issues Demons apparently

#facebook always does that 'here's a post from this day 8 years ago' thing. and I see old comments interacting #with people and it's so like.. OOOOO~~ where are they now?? what's going on? how much have they changed as people?#how much are they the same? this is fascinating. i should contact them!!' but then it's like... take that to it's logical conclusion though #you would contact them and then IF they even responded it would take you 80 years to respond and then they would #think there was something wrong or that you were trying to be insulting or something. To contact anyone I need to include an 85 page #disclaimer of all of my social issues & mental illness things. 'If i take 3 weeks to reply I promise it has nothing to do with u' etc lol #THIS is why more people need to be into phone calls/voice calls/some form of audio real time communication/etc.#I think one of the main things that's hard about messaging through text for me is it's so unscheduled and open ended #(plus it takes forever if you're talking about anything in detail and gets very long very quickly)#because like you can send a message and then just get a reply whenever. and then you're expected to reply back whenever #so it's like you never know when the response will come or when a new obligation to reply can come up? so it's like this sudden thing with #no outline?? if that makes sense. whereas a phone call is very like 'hello let's schedule a call from 10am - 2pm on thursday'. And you know #EXACTLY when the interaction will start and EXACTLY when it will end and you can plan around it in your schedule easily.#I have the reverse thing of a lot of people (how people don't pick up phone calls/hate calls/only text)#I would literally talk on the phone with a stranger. I would have a discord voice chat with someone I barely know.#if someone I hardly even remember from elementary school asked to have a voice call with me out of nowhere I would do it.#but if a stranger MESSAGED me?? or someone I barely know sent me a TEXT or something?? I will never reply probably #It's just too vague and weird. and you can't read voice tone over text. and the interaction could last forever with no clear end #point and etc. etc. But a call is like. set. established. clear boundaries. you can read the flow of conversation better. rapport. etc. etc #I get that I guess people feel more anonymous or distanced over text?? but you can have fake phone numbers on the computer. or do like disc #rd calls. or zoom without a camera or etc. etc. Also the distance that's present in text is BAD distance because it just means that tone is #not conveyed properly and you will never truly get a sense of the person's conversational vibe or mannerisms or how well you really click.#ANYWAY ghgjh...... I'm so so so interested in concepts of like.. How did that one kid I used to talk to in elementary school #but then they moved away in 5th grade - how did they end up? what are they doing now?? etc. etc. Like despite the severe social anhedonia #and general lack of connection with others I'm just really fascinated in like.. idk. the human development of it all and like #the concept of how we're actually a million different people through the course of our lives ever evolving in different iterations and etc.#PLUS again. i love nostalgia. sometimes old peple you know might remember a shared memory or can tell you about something you forgot #or etc. like it's SUCH A COOL THING in CONCEPT but I am too socially inept generally speaking lol. which people I still talk to today are #familiar with my 'phone call once every few months' communication style. but strangers would just be like... wtf. And I don't blame them #Sure I literally cannot change the physical health + brain issues i have - but also I know enough to not put others through that lol

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lokh · 2 years ago

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anji what are those...............

basically i was playing anji and nago pulled bloodsucking universe and my immediate reaction was 😳

#i think this is technically not possible becos afaik biting. turns u into a vampire??????#well if they didnt want me to do this arcsys shouldnt have put in bloodsucking universe LMAO #theres no way he would be able to hide it.... covering it surely would go against his m.o of having as much skin out as possible #anji mito #guilty gear #art #anjiyuki #implied. i just wanted to contribute aghdfsgfg amen to the one person carrying that ship on their back <3 #chipp zanuff #sure ill tag him. why not.#did you know theyre the same height. and that anji is supposedly one kilo heavier than chipp #the weight looks fucked tho because that would make ME barely lighter than them. bro im almost a foot shorter than them #and im not like. Big. so what the hell is up

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triglycercule · 2 months ago

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i FINALLY have free time (homework list has been whittled down to only like 1 class :3333 thank GOD because homework is killing me) so i can FINALLY FINALLY FINALLLYYYYYYY start working on that halloween animation meme i had in my mind like back in september,,,,,, finally,,,,,,,, these r just sketches i made in preparation for the final thingy. i just decided to make them classic halloween esque themed bc how could i possibly resist zombie horror BRAIN IN SKULL!!!! so kewl

#i just need 2 draw them digitally and then animate it #i probably need to do backgrounds too i will NOT be caught lacking this time TRUST #this one's much shorter than the heavenly u animatic i did (and i have EXP now)#so i can put that experience to the test :333 #i dont know what ill do 4 the final part bc it has 4 sections #so i might go killer horror dust and then i need to find something to do for the fourth section of the audio #and then the first intro part w the cards i found i can evenly split into 3s which is good #iNEED to figure out what i'll do 4 that section of the meme..... cannot just habe it be nothing #yall who put those bite marks onto horror and dust wtf who did that. not me tho what the hell who did that #idk if ill actually put the bite marks there in the actual meme it would be so mttpoly but also like ermmm #STOP SHOVING YOUR SHIP DOWN OUR THROATS TRIGLYCERCULS!!!!!#im gonna put them but make it barely noticeable trust #tricule rant

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transmascpeppino · 2 years ago

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idea : despite the Everything peppino isnt scared of bugs at all and actually really likes most bugs . noise on the other hand is scared shitless of bugs and will start screaming and crying and throwing up if he has to look at a cockroach

#peppino can and will pick up bugs with his bare hands and put them outside #noise scrambles away screaming in the middle of harassing pep cuz he saw a spider on the floor near him #n pep is confused and picks up the spider like ??? youre scared of this ???? this lil thing is harmless #and then he looks up at noise (terrified) and is like . hm . i can use this .#chases him out of the restaurant holding the spider #pizza tower #peppino spaghetti #the noise #not sure how to tag noise actually . ill just go w that

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guckies · 1 year ago

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I don’t have many hopes for any lore conflicts especially with the soulfire members considering all the relationship conflicts were just seemingly thrown out the window as soon as they got back to quesadilla

#qsmp purgatory 2 #qsmp purgatory #that’s not to dismiss the bond that soulfire has but this is in general like ermmm #I know as well not everyone is back which is also a problem but don’t say purgatory was lore when really is was a competition that resulted #in any and all possible good juicy story making conflicts to be thrown out when they got back to quesadilla #bc the people who are villains to another refuse to be seen as such #like if cellbit jaiden baghera or slime dont drag out the conflict then i think ill crack like two weeks for nothing #two weeks for everyone to shake hands and go their separate ways two weeks fucking wasted???#like purgatory could have resulted in such good story telling yet… left like a baby out in the wind UN FUCKJNG HEARD #aghhh idk why im pissed about it maybe i just need my roleplay queens back #qsmp neg #- tag just in case #also edit to this THE ‘RP’ BAD DID WASNT BARELY RP SINCE NO ONE ELSE WAS PARTICIPATING DUE TO HAVING A BAD TIME OR JUST TRYING TO GET OUT O #WHATEVER BULLSHIT HE PUT THEM IN ISK LIKE THE STUPID ASS SPAWN KILLING

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that-jack-kline-bestie · 7 months ago

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so fucking upset. i looked up what's considered concerning weight loss and got a statistic. i looked up the same question but specified teens and i got a bunch of articles about how to lose weight. what the fuck

#tw weight loss #? idk if that tags necessary but better safe than sorry #past this point there is discussion of ARFID and stuff #LMFAO also ive had a medium to mild case of ARFID my entire life and no one noticed past concern for my pickiness #i say medium to mild because ive gotten better recently #i even ate half a bowl of the noodles i dont like the other day. AND they had been touched by shrimp & cabbage juice & soft peanuts #i mean i did drown them in soy sauce first and got nauseous thinking about it the rest of the day. but progress #i mean. im the type of person to skip a meal or barely eat because i dont like the food available or its too loud where i am #my adhd impacts it too like sometimes ill forget to eat or wont be able to make anything that day #but like goddamn. a growing child should be gaining weight. 'we should keep an eye on that' every single time and then no action #you know maybe thats part of why my body hurts sometimes and feels weird and shaky other times #its hard to tell based on how bony i am or whatever because i also naturally am a string bean and im not. like. starving myself #i get the same comments about how i should eat more and how im so skinny when im healthy and when im not #or i used to. people are generally less intrusive now that im older #gosh i need to flex my metaphorical brain muscles more i put way too much thought into the wording of this

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i-mode · 7 days ago

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having a moment tonight made this

#any song can be vellory if you are insane enough #anyways monitoring by deco*27 and 575 by perfume are vellory songs Ill be updating my playlist shortly #i feel stupid for still caring about them so much despite them barely even interacting. like im putting myself up on display or something #like Point and laugh at this guy! he likes to play touys!#just kinda wish someone was on the same level of passionate abt them as me lol??? idk #but whatever . i got people to consider them and thats cool #sorry for posting once in a blue moon again ive been busy recently </3 BUT HEY YIIK I.V DECEMBER 2ND ILL DEF BE BACK SOON!!!!!!!#text tag

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newtness532 · 1 month ago

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i need to tidy up my room and then i think I'll swap the books on my two bookcases bc i feel that they will fit better this way

#i want them to be in chronological order cause thats the only way that makes sense to me #but also some books feel weird being next to each other #like i cant just put dracula next to the do over (which is in the order i read it the first time)#but if i put it last (since im rereading it and it will be the last book ive finished) it will be on the shelf at the bottom #which is barely visible #ideally id put the grisaverse books and dracula in one shelf but it wont fit for just a tiny bit #or instead of rearranging them now i can wait until i read like 6-7 more books and then i will have to get a new bookcase anyway #cause i wont have any more space #yeah ill do that #but i must tidy up my room anyway cause i have things everywhere and my clothes are in 3 different rooms around the house #and we need to put up the shelf for my uni books #jo says stuff #personal ramblings

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salsflore · 1 year ago

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i'm so touched everytime someone makes me something or offers to do something for me its like . the letters ive received and the art my friends drew for me ... i am so honored and i love you all veryyy much seriously

#i save all of them in my folder called ♡ i have much more ( thank you to eden / melly (explode) / nat if they Ever see this ) and everytime #i look at it i'm just so :) like wow. i dont care if it was a joke drawing the fact you put the effort into it because you like me enough to #i LOVE you #i even had a mutual (i barely interacted with) and they reached out and they were like hey can i draw you something! i declined but #god i was so touched....#ill rb with more wait #💭

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dapperrokyuu · 1 year ago

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Frankly, if youre ranking Howl Jenkins Pendragon around a 9/10, I think you need to love yourself a bit more.

#dee p thoughts #howl's moving castle #/j but also #just watched jubyphonic recent ranking video lol #like my guy is PRETTY Im not gonna debate that; favorite ghibli movie but its not as if I watched all of them-#but also hes a MESS. hes a PIECE OF WORK. I think thats at least partially the point of the movie/book DJVNSLKFJ-#there are other pretty people out there thats more put togeher I ASSURE YOU-#that nanami ranking tho kind of hurt and Im like barely a jjk fan LOL- someone hasnt seen the hairpulling scene smh- /j #juby ranking the characters with animal features makes me [insert thinking emoji] but Ill hush but also good for her #almost forgot: the most Id rank this guy is a 6-7 lol

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traumagenica · 7 months ago

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people claim to understand that progress isn't linear and recovery can take a long time until it becomes personally inconvenient to them and then you're just a stupid lazy bastard to them no matter how you behaved before you became outwardly sick or how hard you've been trying to get better. and i will be mad about that forever

#text post #vent #venting #vent post #chronic illness #mental illness #progress is not linear #recovery takes time #ive only been diagnosed and trying treatments for my autoimmune disease for 1yr #ive been sick for closer to 5 #i just got covid for the second time in january and its fucked up all the progress #that i was making #and now rather than try to support me through a major setback #everyone is acting like i just dont have my shut together and im not trying #meanwhile i am doing my best to keep up when walking a single flight of stairs is still hard for me #and there are very few people who meaningfully recognize how hard this is for me #i used to work three jobs while going to school full time seeing my family frequently #AND having a social life and maintaining my ltr #now im married yeah but i only do one wfm full time job barely engage with my hobbies #see my family and friends infrequently and tbh barely leave my house #and its not for any lack of wanting to #its because i CANT #and even fewer people are making am efforts to accommodate me #so i force myself to occasionally go out and see people #and then need to recover for two weeks #and they dont even appreciate how HARD it is #so much of the effort disabled put into their interactions with abled or just differently #disabled loved ones goes completely unnoticed because its expected as the bare minimum another can do #but rhe bare minimum to them is the absolute best you yourself can give #and nobody cares

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pallas-cat · 6 months ago

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it's so counter indicated and unhealthy to do, but i genuinely want to just cut everyone i know off until i reach the acceptable stage of adulthood where i can actually fucking relate to and be myself around people

#every fucking gathering i go to is me asking about everyone's lives and avoiding sharing what's NOT happening in mine #everyone is busy and i am not because i am jobless and mentally ill #and i would hear the “but we love you” you don't because i fucking put up a front of being ten times more responsible and adult than #i really am #and that's what you interact with #and the most unfortunate among you did witness the multiple crises #but not the emptiness between them that cause the stagnation #like in what language do i have to speak to make ppl believe me that yes i do fight thoughts of killing myself multple times a week #and after that how do i find ways to have actual fun with people without having to put up the mask of someone who slightlyhas her shit #together #i am barely out of the woods because i am 32 but mentally 21 because i attempted suicide at 20 and just remained in depressive limbo i am #BARELY seeing a life without on some lucky days #there are people who understand but it's no one near me and the people near me aren't bad people i am just. not in the same reality.

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triglycercule · 1 month ago

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another doodle :3 mtt clothing swap!

DUST STOP SERVING WITH HORROR AND TAKE YOUR DEAD ASS BROTHERS SCARF OFF KILLER HES ABOUT TO HAVE A MOVIE REALISTIC PANIC ATTACK

#this is what bad sanses is to me #horrordust having the time of their lives and then the world + nightmare being out for killer #no because why do they look good in each others clothes. actually why did i ask theyre mtt OF COURSE they look good in eachothers clothes #i cant tell im just biased or not but dust doesnt look that bald without the hood the way i drew him #he looks FAR too similar to classic in my style though its unnerving. ive been noticing that recently its scary #change the colors on him thats classic. thats sans undertale #killer a PAPYRUS behind you 💙#hold up wait hold on??? DUST outfit killer... HORROR outfit dust... KILLER outfit horror........#that order of swaps is just like a certain other trio of mine. i wonder who. huh #swapinverse reference (only i understand because i have not told much about swapinverse to anyone)#triglycercule when will you stop talking about swapinverse when nobody knows about it and actually start swapinverse posting!!!!!#never (when i finish the full doc including character details and actual multiverse lore)#which will likely be in like 2027 or something idk man im a slow worker #slow in working and physical activity too 💔💔💔 triglycercule what can you not not do?#i can be unnecessarily into 3 freaks who dont even know eachother and put them into every situation together #truely comedic. thank you i know. i am truly a comic. call me the muse of comedy. call me....... thalia (gets shot)#ANOTHER swapinverse reference???? WE CANNOT LET BRO GET AWAY WITH THIS ‼️‼️‼️‼️#was gonna say bruh but then i realized i would sound too much like epic and um #listen epic i like you but id rather shoot myself than speak like you bruh #yet another doodle where killer is the butt of the joke. at least its not like 90% of other jokes like this #where killer either gets the shit beaten out of him or he gets yelled at or someone gets angry at him #i dont have the right to criticize the majority of the fandom's humor ill silence myself #tricule art #THIS one goes in tricule art because its digital and not traditional. i know thats medium discrimination. i dont care #can you believe i only drew this during a 5 hour flight. seriously. 5 HOURS 4 ONLY THIS?????#whatever at least ive been drawing. bare minimum is best minimum #as long as i keep draw...... eventually ill improve....... its literally impossible if i dont improve if i dont keep drawing #imGONNA improve soon trust (when will it happne 😞😞😞☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️)

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milkweedman · 1 year ago

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ah, the ever-more-frequent Urge To Explode My Brain from unending migraines. a migraine that just lasts the day already sucks so bad. whole day is gone in a blur of pain and misery, right ? a migraine that lasts multiple days is sort of like if hell was real and you were in it. time has no meaning, only pain, etc.

months of migraines... with no break or end or effective treatment and also you still have to work and behave like a normal person because you cannot lie in bed for months not paying rent. well id describe it you but ive fucking lost the plot. its gone on so long and its so bad that when the migraine ISN'T at its peaking on the pain scale and making me feel like if i was hit by a truck that would be an improvement, i start to feel like my head is a vestigial organ that has been removed. cant access sensation in my head and it feels literally disconnected from my body. meanwhile the pain is still there (along with the brain fog, vertigo, nausea, etc) but it feels like its happening to somebody else.

#im kind of impressed that i can at this point carry a normal conversation (as good as i ever can. which is bad but irrelevant)#while being in agony and having been in agony for as long as i can remember #usually also with something dislocated just for some extra fun #because what i actually feel like doing 100% of the time is lighting myself on fire and/or screaming forever until i die #however thats the kind of shit that puts you in the psych ward again #so i am. smiling and making small talk while migraine auras wash out my vision and i try not to visibly dry heave #its really really really fucking bad. all the time so fucking bad.#i need to message my neurologist but likelihood of me doing that is low #because 1) the stuff she's put me on has so far done nothing but add intolerable side effects to the hell that i am already existing in #and 2) its fucking hard to do anything. even the bare minimum im not doing. so extra shit is just. not happening #i want to scream.#i am gonna. go for a walk and smoke a cigarette instead and then get really high because at least then i dont really care #the auras are making it really hard to see though. theyre like bleach all over my vision. just this wash of white #hhh.#chronic illness #chronic migraine #and its like. when my knee also gives out and it feels like theres metal in there slicing everything up with each tiny movement #or any of the other one million goddamn things broken in my body #i end up so overwhelmed by pain that i just want to lay on the floor and cry #at which point everyone around me gets mad that im not being productive and im costing them money and im not good enough #like ok kill me then. cheaper for you happier for me. just get a heavy object and go to town i would thank you for it #but i cant even say that because openly expressing suicidality just makes people angrier #im rapidly running out of fucks to give but also i will do anything to avoid returning to the psych ward #literally anything. morals out the window. i dont give a shit.#so its a catch-22.#vent

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