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So when I first read The Ellimist Chronicles as a kid, my big takeaway was that it was a) really weird and b) undermined the whole idea of Q-style vaguely benevolent moderately omnipotent dickhead with obnoxiously inscrutable motives. It wasn't for a while that I realized just how much b) was not only on purpose but was deeply connected to the themes of the series.
Because from the start, the whole premise is that these kids aren't supposed to be the ones dealing with this. They have no fucking idea what they're doing, they're just some random teenagers who got caught up in it by bad luck because they pratfalled into the wrong place at the wrong time and wound up with the knowledge of the situation and the power to do something about it dumped on them, so now it's up to them even if they aren't up to it. They can't get help from the grown-ups and the warrior-prince space alien who would know what to do and would have had the answers is dead, they just have to make it up as they go and do the best they can.
And then a year and a half after the first book, we get The Andalite Chronicles, which is the perspective of the warrior-prince space alien who was supposed to be handling this and, it turns out, he has no fucking idea what he's doing. He'd just been a random cadet with big dreams until he got pratfalled into some all-powerful ancient artifact nonsense and this vaguely benevolent moderately omnipotent and dickhead whose obnoxiously inscrutably motivated schemes made this random cadet a hero and leader of his people, so now it's up to him even if he's not up to it, until he would go on to spend his last moments dumping the knowledge of the situation and the power to do something about it on some random kids he ran into, because what could he do, except make it up as he went and do the best he can.
And then we finally get the curtain peeled back on the obnoxiously inscrutable motives of the vaguely benevolent moderately omnipotent dickhead who's been subtly meddling with our protagonists since the series began, and it turns out the grand revelation is: he has no fucking idea what he's doing. He's Some Fucking Gamer whose bizarre series of near-death experiences and one-sided grudges lead to him pratfalling into the nearly infinite knowledge and power to try and achieve the best of all possible ends for all people who ever will be, so now it's up to him even if he's not up to it. Every time he uses some of his infinite power is an exercise in maximum effect with minimal involvement, and every loss, and even every win, comes with an almost incalculable human* cost, except that he can calculate it exactly, but the only alternative is to take no plays at all.** All he can do is make it up as he goes and do the best he can.
There are no grown-ups. Nobody has all the answers. The only thing to do is try to figure it out and do the best you can.
*you know what I mean **An important change in framing that Andalite Chronicles is delivered in Elfangor's last moments as a final statement, while Ellimist is delivered in the last moments of a character we've followed the whole series, although we haven't learned who it is yet. They want the closest thing they know of to a god to tell them if they mattered, while the Ellimist is asking one of his acceptable losses if they can forgive him.
For as much as I love Animorphs, Iâve never actually read it in order all the way through. It was always scattered entries, whatever I could find at the library or buy at garage sales. Thereâs even a small handful I havenât read at all. Thatâs why, for my New Yearâs resolution, I plan to reread the series in its entirety. However, I know how my brain works, and Iâm afraid I might lose motivation and quit too soon. Thatâs why, after each book, I will add to this post with, in my opinion, the most fucked-up part of the book, as well as the silliest part (because anyone whoâs read these books knows that those are the two main tenets of the series). That way, Iâll have a publicly available record to hold myself accountable to if I start slacking, plus a nice thread of propaganda to hopefully suck more people in. I plan to read one mainline book a week, starting with:
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I just realized it's been nearly a month and I haven't reported back to the western Soul Eater community the live experience of the Soul Eater Exhibit so here's what I got for you!
First of all, these are taking place at Animate stores and if somehow you think you can make travel plans within the next month or two, there is a third showing in Kyoto happening in January. When entering you are given a random shikishi board and if you paid extra you also get a sweatband (but I did not). I went with a friend who happened to live nearby who helped a lot with getting tickets but they were at the door available as well.
The entrance was a small area that featured the main promotional image and the Excalibur floral display replicating the one in the manga.
Beyond the entrance there was no video allowed and at certain points no photos allowed. Mostly at the end where there were a bunch of Shikishi boards with signatures from staff and voice actors.
What I didn't realize from pictures is that the manga pages shared are the original pages showing all the techniques and mistakes on page. I wish I could share them all but Tumblr is not the place for that. The one I did want to share is a page where presumably Ohkubo and an assistant played tiktaktoe and made and aiaikasa for Renton and Eureka from Eureka7 which was also being released in Shonen GanGan at the same time.
Not all pages of the series were shared and it was more favored to the first half of the series with different section to highlignt characters and story beats. The first main area was after the first curtain (photo above) had Maka's scythe and a copy of each volume hung up on a side wall. You then go through a set of curtains with souls on it into a large space that had the main pairs and additional charactera from the volume art blown up with the corresponding introduction chapters. This is the space with the replica of Shinigami-sama's room. This led into a hall featuring Crona and had a decal of Crona and Maka's shadows holding hands on the ground. Then there was the Excalibur Wall. My memory after that is a little fuzzy because I was distracted/self conscious(Was very amused by another pair as the clear fan explained the series to her friend); if I remember right there was a second hall showing the brew arc then Black Star's final Mifune fight and then a corner space representing the Arcane fight with a blown up decal of Maka in her black blood dress. The space didn't feel like people should walk in it, there was a thin foam on the floor and words from the panel dangling down so you couldn't really see much of the art. Early spartoi passes by really fast in favor of a wider hall with the killing of Medusa; pages on the right with corresponding blown up art on the left. At the end was a giant wall featuring the moon. Then it the pages of the final fight and the display ends with curtains showing Maka and Soul diving into Asura's black blood to find Crona.
The major bit at the end is there is a fully voice acted section of the final chapters of Soul Eater with the manga pages manipulated to it. The motion graphics weren't crazy amazing, about what you'd expect out of a storybook style pv. You were not allowed to take photos or video of this section. So a whole voice recording of what the finale of the manga could sound like could become lost media unless it's released somehow. There's a small final room showing the pages of the final chapters art. A large acrylic display of the meisters in their final character evolution that's backlit. A final space shows off the colored art, the originals if the were done traditionally. There's a small selection of new art, really long piece. Ones that has the og cast and the not girls which probably was during the not era but I don't remember ever seeing it. And then a spread of Spartoi plus Not. Liz and Tsugumi have the best fits in it but I feel a lot of people will like Crona's shirt best. Ohkubo signed a print with a sketch of Maka at the end alongside the two pieces that he love drew on the opening days. In the same space is where the signature shikishi boards were. I was extremely sad that I couldn't take a pic because one had some sort of Maka that was gorgeous but we speculated that it was to avoid signature fraud.
After that you took the stairs down to an extremely tight store. I realized too late that there were no photo signs however it feels like I'm missing some pictures I had taken from my gallery.
This is where I'm gonna be hella real, I do not fucks with Ohkubo's Soul Eater art in recent years. I saw a guy on Tiktok standing by it was his Twitter sketch style but that doesn't work for me with official products. From the perfect edition cover art, to the exhibition special art, to the two??? new pieces for the encore art book; it all feels extremely sloppy in terms of linework, posing, and proportions. If someone were to tell me it's a result of burnout, I would respect that easily but none the less I did not buy anything with the exhibit art on it (sans the pamphlet) more grab the art book. The art book is probably not worth it either unless you weren't able to grab the previous ones. I probably will eventually get it when the English one comes out next year and I probably would've saved money if I bought it while I was there but the weight wasn't worth it and I had in fact spent ÂĽ42,000.
For all the things I did buy, I do regret not picking up some items; an art board from the other artbooks, the sticker set A, the mini towel, and one additional set of the cookies and coffee but as seen above I grabbed a lot and felt pretty aware I had a full basket compared to everyone else. You could also only make one purchase per a ticket and sadly only one commemorative bag per a purchase (I still ended up with two due to my friend). The final thing that you may want to know is the quality of said good; the plushies are worth it simply for existing but could've been higher quality, the ÂĽ7000 (roughly $50) hoodie I bought was extremely thin and has shed so much from the inside that I have yet to wash it in fear it would disintegrate (I'm being slightly dramatic but I truly fear what will happen when I do), and while I did not buy them I did see the in person versions of the made to order items; the skate deck was a proper translation but didn't look particularly nice considering the simplicity of the design and the Soul Jacket was worse than cosplay quality made out of a really thin poly that didn't hold it's shape. ÂĽ18700 yen is about $120 USD right now which is already way too much for the quality but keep in mind the buying power is equivalent to roughly $190. If you want Soul's OG jacket then I would best recommend customizing a real varsity jacket, followed by finding a used one of the original great eastern release, followed by what ever streetwear brand version of your choosing because while they might have inaccuracies, they will at least have ribbed trimming. I know I'm ragging on this pretty hard but I want to emphasize that it is an item you are not missing out on in case you feel the need to proxy order one. The most worthwhile items will be the plushies and food goods, and from there O would call the general Osaka added goods nice. Initially I was not impressed with the acrylic blocks but in person they had nice dimension. Any printed good outside of that is your own discretion albeit I don't think they're particularly going to be high value items in the future.
The final final part is I found out the day before there was a wrapped train for the show. Honestly a higher honor than I expected for the series. However the night before was spent at an Onsen a good distance away and the day of was a downpour so I sadly did not witness it as it would of likely been an effort to find.
I think that's all I can give towards the experience in writing but I will include particular sights in subsequent reblogs.
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WARNING: nothing too aggressive, just misunderstandings
The scorching heat of the Qatari desert could be felt even in the shadow of the luxurious paddock structures. Y/n Stroll, daughter of magnate Lawrence Stroll, walked with firm steps but was clearly upset, drawing the attention of onlookers. She was impossible to ignore: perfectly styled hair, carefully chosen designer clothes, and an air of someone who knew the world was at her feet. Doriane Pin, observing the scene from a distance, rolled her eyes.
"Look whoâs throwing a tantrum again," Doriane murmured to a teammate, who chuckled in response.
Ever since Y/n had started accompanying her father on some Formula 1 trips, Doriane had always seen her as the walking stereotype of a âdaddyâs girl.â Spoiled, constantly surrounded by privileges, and with the unique ability to turn every minor obstacle into a drama. It was irritating. For Doriane, who had fought hard to carve out her place in motorsport, it was almost an insult.
But that morning, a misunderstanding during a team meeting had left Y/n even angrier. It wasnât clear whether it was a translation or communication issue, but Y/n interpreted it as questioning her ability to be there and stormed out of the paddock.
"Such a spoiled kid," Doriane muttered again, adjusting her jacket as she prepared for the city tour organized for team members.
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The group gathered at the hotel entrance, ready to explore the local market and, of course, ride camelsâan almost obligatory experience for tourists. To Dorianeâs surprise, Y/n showed up to join the group, though her expression remained closed off.
âOh, youâre here,â Doriane remarked, unable to hide the irony in her voice. âI thought the desert wouldnât be worthy of you.â
Y/n shot her an icy glare. âAnd I thought Iâd heard every clichĂŠ comment about being Lawrence Strollâs daughter, but it seems you still have a few left.â
The quick retort caught Doriane off guard. She opened her mouth to respond but closed it again, deciding to focus on the walk to the market.
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As the minutes passed, the group began to relax. The market was a vibrant maze of colors, sounds, and smells. Incense burned at every corner, and local vendors competed for attention with embroidered rugs, spices, and jewelry.
Doriane watched as Y/n crouched in front of a craft stall, examining handmade bracelets. For the first time, she seemed... genuine. The usual air of superiority was gone; she was just a curious young woman, enchanted by something simple.
âThese are pretty,â Doriane commented, approaching without thinking.
Y/n looked up at her, surprised by the friendly tone, but gave a small smile. âThey are, right? I think my mom would like them.â
Doriane tilted her head, intrigued. âYouâre more thoughtful than I expected.â
Y/n chuckled softly, still browsing the bracelets. âAnd youâre quicker to judge than I expected.â
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The tour continued, and Doriane found herself surprisingly comfortable in Y/nâs company. There was something about the girlâs sharp comments that made her laugh. At one point, when Y/n almost fell while climbing onto a camel, they both laughed so hard that tears streamed down their faces.
âOkay, okay, maybe youâre not as perfect as you seem,â Doriane joked, still recovering from the laughter.
âAnd maybe youâre less grumpy than you seem,â Y/n shot back with a sly smile.
The afternoon went on with lighthearted conversations, and Doriane began to realize that there was more to Y/n than met the eye. There was a vulnerability hidden beneath the façade of a spoiled girl. Perhaps Y/n wasnât so different from her; perhaps she, too, carried the weight of othersâ expectations.
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Back at the hotel, as the sun set over the dunes, the two walked side by side. There were no more sarcastic remarks or provocations, just a comfortable silence.
âI always thought you hated me,â Y/n confessed suddenly, looking out at the horizon.
Doriane stopped, facing her. âI didnât hate you. I just⌠thought you didnât understand how much effort it takes to be here. That everything was easy for you.â
Y/n sighed, crossing her arms. âIt might look that way, but⌠living in my dadâs shadow isnât as easy as you think. Everyone always expects something from me. No matter what I do, itâs never enough.â
Doriane nodded slowly, understanding for the first time what Y/n meant.
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The next morning, the paddock was as busy as ever. It was race day, and the tension hung in the air. Y/n and Doriane barely had time to exchange words as the teams prepared.
But moments before the start, while Doriane was making her final adjustments, Y/n appeared out of nowhere.
âAre you nervous?â Y/n asked, looking her in the eyes.
âNo more than usual,â Doriane replied, trying to sound confident.
S/n hesitated, biting her lip. Then, without warning, she leaned in and kissed her. It was quick but full of meaning, as if she wanted to say everything words couldnât.
Doriane froze for a second, but before she could say anything, Y/n gave a shy smile. âGood luck,â she said, turning and disappearing into the crowd.
Doriane raised a hand to her lips, still feeling the warmth of the kiss, and smiled. Maybe Y/n Stroll wasnât anything like she had imagined. And, perhaps, that was exactly what fascinated her.
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About Zayne's nightmares...
The most unrealistic thing about Zayne is that he's a functional working adult that seemingly has put his life together at 27 not because he's young or a prodigy but because he's said to have nightmares since he was 12?? Like... I feel like this theme might be a bit overlooked but just think about it deeply, having constant nightmares fucks your mind like really REALLY bad, I can genuinely say this by experience and also as someone who has had trouble to have a healthy sleeping schedule since I was at highschool (like, for example, right now, I should be sleeping instead of writing this...).
There was a time I would have nightmares almost everytime I went to sleep during a really hard time in my life. Of course, the topic about those nightmares was almost always the same, not like the nightmares repeated themselves but they always revolved about the same things that I was actually working in therapy at the moment. Back then I was jobless and medicated most part of the time, I was pretty dysfunctional.
I suppose that's why when I listened to "Fragmented Dreams" for the first time it was the time I said "Yeah, this is my man". I love how he's always nagging MC about sleeping early because I know by experience that not sleeping properly can mess up with your mind pretty bad, and probably he knows it too. It truly is a showcase of love how he worries about her sleep like that and it also showcases how strong minded he is for enduring too much stress and remind kind constantly.
I love how healthy he is. I like to think that he's overcome all the stressful stuff he's gone thru bc of his discipline and healthy life style, but realistically it would take him some more to deal with all of that.
Yes, all of the guys have been through some very rough stuff and they all need therapy, but my point with Zayne comes with the fact that not having a good sleeping schedule and on top of that having constant nightmares can mess up with your perception of reality and induce you a bad depression or other mental health issues. Everytime I remember Zayne's main story branch when they're trapped in Zayne's dream and MC leaves him alone and he starts listening to Willian, Georgie and his Mom so he has to remind himself "It's not real, it's not real" I deeply feel that and I just want to hug him so bad :(
I think I'd like to see a card where they explore the consecuences of their past in their psyche more deeply. I can't help remembering this post which was one of the first posts you unlock with Zayne:
It was there when I just knew that even if he looked quiet, he had a lot to say but didn't know how to express.
Another thing I'd like to highlight about this is that actually I love the emotional maturity that Zayne displays about dealing with such issues like nightmares, traumatic experiences and literally being exposed to see people dying 24/7 while being someone that feels a lot yet says little. He's dealt with this the best way he can, no wonder why he came to be quite serious and inexpressive or sarcastic. Not allowing himself to express other emotions than seriousness or sarcasm was like keeping himself in check so he wouldn't spill everything he feels and considering how stressing is his job already, it just makes sense, but that didn't mean Zayne didn't feel because he feels too much and too deeply and worries sick about ppl and especially about MC.
Of course, bottling up his emotions wasn't the best way to deal with them but he never used any unhealthy coping mechanism neither, like alcohol, for example (My teetotaler King â¤ď¸) etc. Yeah, his workaholism isn't exactly healthy but not something toxic to his mind and relationships, and I've always had a feeling that he's a big foodie and addicted to sweets to give himself that boost of serotonine he needs so bad.
That's why he compares MC with sweets, being her his favorite dessert, bc she's brought all that serotonine to his life naturally and has helped him let go little by little. When he opened to her about losing Dulcie, I had a feeling that Zayne always wanted someone to listen to him but he didn't know how to ask for it and ppl around him was too afraid to even dare to suggest it. I think even in one of his anecdotes, it is said that sometimes Dr Noah wanted to tell him something but at the end ended up saying nothing.
The fact that Zayne bottled up his emotions didn't mean that he wouldn't willingly share them, he wanted to but wasn't used to it. With MC, he's slowy started to let it go and enjoy life more, allowing himself to be sad in front of her, to express his fears (about losing her) or to express his childish tantrums and indulge in his softest side. That's why also she's not only his favorite dessert but also his best painkiller â¤ď¸
And just to finish, I've always thought this quote by Kafka fits him so well:
"Remember, you should sleep more than other people, for I sleep less than most. And I canât think of a better place to store my unused share of universal sleep than in your beloved eyes."
#love and deepspace#zayne love and deepspace#zayne#lads zayne#l&ds zayne#l&ds#lnds#love and deepspace zayne
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Heart killers ep 2 uncohesive stray thoughts
With screenshots, because I take to many and they have to be usefull for something ig.
Cutie designing his own tattoo
Litteraly hanging on Bisons lips
Also Kant mention of a tattoo in a place only a lover could see. Is that just him being possessive (/flirty) or do we think he has one himself that we'll get to see Bison enjoy.
His flirting strategy seems to have gone from being annoying to just asking for things, wonder if that'll work out for him
My sweethearts meeting up, they are so cute and oblivious to the lies (and threats) of their boyfriends. I would protect them with my life
Ooeehh, possessive Kant. That is a first [shut up] from first (fk) some payback for all the cockblocking Ray got to do ig
Something about Style, he's got that shit eating grin and concerning (worrying) sex appeal. Shit you usually find in hyenas and whatnot
Omg same
Some cringe dancing, actually really cute
God the way he leaned back already when Style entered. He is not holding on for much longer
Laying there like a fucking god(dess) omg
Oh
Omg
Also no sc for this but that lockerscene was a religious experience. Styles comfortable and still flirty attitude while literally being held by his neck, that man is dedicated and freaky.
The tissues on the nightstand!? Is he about to!?
He did (also whoever made the decision Fadel would bite his knuckle, stunning. Muting himself/hiding his pleasure, wonderful. Curious how that'll contrast with when he is with Style, will he still hide a lil, trying to play it cool?)
Also the amount of screenshot I've taken of that sauna scene could (should) get me sent to a mental hospital
Fav scenes
The tattoo appointment
Style and Bison meeting
The sauna and lockerroom scene
#the heart killers#the heart killers the series#kantbison#first kanaphan#khaotung thanawat#firstkhaotung#fadelstyle#joong archen#dunk natachai#joongdunk
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All the One Direction fics I read and enjoyed in Nov 2024. For more new fics, check out this month's fic roundup here. You can find my other fic recs here. So sorry that I'm not yet ready to get back to podcasting yet, but I still want to acknowledge all the great fics I read this month. Please let the writers know if you liked the fics by leaving kudos and comments!
- Louis / Harry -
đ Bloom Just For You by @sunshineandthemoonlight
(E, 7k, established relationship) Marcel has never been happier; he has a job he loves, a boyfriend he adores, and a sex life with said boyfriend that exceeds his wildest of fantasies. But thereâs one thing he and Louis havenât yet tried in the bedroom. And he canât get the thought out of his head...
đ i will become yours, you will become mine (i choose you) by localopa / @voulezloux
(T, 7k, established relationship) itâs the day louis never thought heâd ever see. itâs the day that harry proves to his boyfriend heâs here forever. a donât be afraid to love (and love again) proposal. Part 3 of trans louis verse
đ Wish You to Ashes by LetTheMusicMoveYou / @letthemusicmoveyou28
(E, 6k, witches) Â the one where witch Harry is heartbroken, and resorts to a risky spell to rid him of his ex. It doesnât exactly go as planned
đ Can't Imagine You Without The Same Smile In Your Eyes by galactic_larry / @galacticlarry
(T, 4k, soulmates) Itâs been over a week since Harryâs first semester at university began, and he has had zero new exciting friendships or noteworthy experiences, just a bizarre dream that keeps waking him up in the middle of the night.
đ Still Dreaming âBout You by crimsontheory / @ireallysawanangel
(T, 3k, famous/not famous) Harry doesnât pay much attention to football. Thatâs proven even more apparent when the biggest football star in the UK walks into his juice bar and he doesnât even notice.
đ this night is sparkling (don't you let it go)Â by @tracksuitponytail
(T, 2k, friends to lovers) Halloween reunites witch Harry and vampire Louis for their annual celebration in Harryâs countryside home. Will magic play a trick on them â or turn the night into an enchanting treat?
đ Whatâs that flower you have on? by 4ureyesonly28 / @evilovesyou
(G, 1k, farm) Nobody dares comment, but Louis can tell they pity him. They think heâs being ridiculous. They think the whole thing is mad. But Louis knows. He just knows that Harry will show up.
đ You Bring Me Home by skipper / @skipperxao3
(NR, 1k, friends to lovers) Thereâs a sound behind him, and he glances briefly to see his reason approaching him. His past, present, and future. Heâs found his home.
Souls Nailed Together by LadyLondonderry / @londonfoginacup
(G, 1k, magic) Harry Styles has a lot of bad luck and a Problem Fixer on speed dial.
đ can't hide from yourself by yeah_alright / @uhoh-but-yeah-alright
(M, 666 words, suspense) Harry's home alone, faced with his reflection. And something's not quite right.
đ A Romantic Nightmare by @neondiamond
(NR, 666 words, horror) After a long day of work, an unexpected romantic dinner awaits Harry in his new flat.
- Rare Pairs -
đ To start again by @loretheloner
(E, 27k, Louis/Michael Blackwell) Louis finds himself slowly falling for a bandmate again, despite Oli's warnings against it. Michael finds himself slowly falling for his boss and fighting against the ghost of Louis' past relationship.Â
đ No More Days Alone by @signofcomfort
(M, 6k, Louis/Isaac Anderson) Isaac finds himself lost amidst the tour but Louis is always there to find him.
đ i tell myself i'm done with wicked games by haveufoundwhaturlookingfor / @sup3rbloom
(T, 5k, Louis/Michael Clifford) Omegaverse: Alpha Louis has never questioned who he is, a strong, loving Alpha who defies stereotypes. When he meets Michael, a beta, he certainly doesn't expect to fall for him (and hard).
đ I want yesterdays love by edensrose / @holdingthornsandroses
(M, 4k, Louis/Dev Patel) âIâve rented us a cottage near the beach. Me, you, Calvin, Rick, and Dev.â Louis makes a noncommittal noise but canât deny his heartbeat racing at the mention of Dev.
đ Snouts and Stouts by @turnyourankle
(T, 3k, Louis/Greg James) At a yearly canine festival, Louis discovers that Clifford has a thing for a certain bakery's treats.
đ I've drowned and dreamt this moment by we_are_the_same / @so-why-let-your-voice-be-tamed
(T, 2k, Zayn/Louis) There has been a rivalry between them since they were young. Since the very start of their careers. Itâs always been Louis and Zayn, the ones to watch. The ones to do battle and ultimately share the podium.
đ Countdown by @allwaswell16
(M, 2k, Louis/Tommy Shelby) Tommy Shelby, pack alpha of the Peaky Blinders, has taken notice of The Garrison Pubâs new barmaid, an omega named Louis. A prequel to One
đ Flying Over on My Own Tonight by @haztobegood
(E, 1k, Louis/Jack Cochrane) Louis is on his way to Monterrey, Mexico, where he'll headline Tecate Pâal Norte music festival for the first time. A text from Jack makes the flight a bit more interesting.
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gravel!
#back when i was experimenting with my style#hibana#princess hibana#fire force#enen no shouboutai#fire force fanart#my art!#i should probs sign my art more huh#izfaish art
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At your side [End of Season 2]
[First] Prev <â-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#wen ning#jin ling#wen qing#jiang yanli#a-yuan#It may have taken a year but we did it! The end of season 2!!!#(Granted: this season was nearly twice the length of season one.)#It's been a really fantastic season to draw for. So many iconic moments! It was a lot of work but I had a blast B*)#I also enjoyed experimenting more and more with my comic style. I'm growing as a comic artist bit by bit!#There is even a little bit of shadowing in this one for next season. As a treat. All the fun (and not heart breaking) scenes to come!#Comic talk time: Recently saw 12 angry men for first time and I love the coincidence of the themes aligning here.#They both touch upon the horror of judicial systems - in which the most persuasive argument wins and the truth is a nuisance.#All it takes is one person to stand against the crowd and say 'I do not know what is true. And that is reasonable doubt enough.'#When the majority is for condemning someone guilty - that in itself is persuasive enough.#One will set their mind to what the 'truth' is and refuse to see it any other way. That their perspective is the only correct one.#No one is born with a monopoly on the truth.#Everyone has biases and agendas. Some care not for the outcome - only that they can be on the convenient side.#Lan Wangji is putting everything on the line to say 'I'm not going to go with the majority vote.'#And that is a huge deal in a story that is so politically focused as MDZS is. Everything is a careful chess move to these sects -#and to not play the game is basically sacrificing everything you are and your families name. For some it is unthinkable.#And there is no doubt in LWJ's mind. He would stand there and lose everything if it means upholding justice.#More importantly - these two have each other's backs. The bond is unbreakable. This is the most ride or die I have seen two people be.
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mercenaries the typa person to say "is anyone gonna fall in love with that?" and then not wait for an answer
reblogs > likes btw \(^_^)/
zoom-ins under cut :3
the polka dot brush texture was made by ggutinho on DeviantArt btw!!
#i know Dell's hand positioning looks wrong but i literally didnt know where else to put them so i guess he's grabbin spys ass#i'm trying out a new style of shading because i hate the way i shade and i need to change something#also experimenting with colours and filters#i think i like it#tf2#tf2 fanart#engineer tf2#spy tf2#practical espionage#EngieSpy#napoleon complex#don't tell anyone but i had to trace my own legs when drawing spys because i couldn't get the perspective right FUEGFES#do you guys like my shoes FSFGES#it looks kinda off since they're so detailed and shit but i make this for myself so <3#also hi i gues i'm back :*
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Ălisabeth Moutetđ𩶠v quick first attempt at drawing her...!!!
#twsb#when the third wheel strikes back#ěë¸ ë¨ěŁźę° íě
í늴 ě기ë ěź#elisabeth moutet#ĂŠlisabeth moutet#my art#still gonna experiment more#havent figured out how to draw her in my style yet but not bad for a first attempt ehe..#i think it turned out p cute#đĽš
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Shadows never getting a babysitting job again
#miles tails prower#sonic the hedgehog#sonic fandom#tails fanart#tails the fox#sonic#tails and sonic#sth#shadow the hedgehog#back to the good old art style#I think Iâm going to start experimenting with colors tho#or how to color better idk#but also just wanted to draw shadow and tails again#I love em#also idk when Iâm updating my fanfic again but do itâs coming#idk when but it is
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watching secrets of the forbidden spinjitzu while i get some stuff done and i like to think wu's overly harsh vibe at the beginning of the season is him trying to reclaim SOME sense of authority after his ninja literally had to raiSE HIM FROM A CHILD GFDHKJGKJ
#LIKE ITS SO FUNNY HE'S SO OVERLY AGGRESSIVE#i like to think once everything calms down he and cole have a talk about how he's feeling#also it's so fun to see wildbrain experimenting with the animation style it's clear they don't have the ninjago vibes down yet so there's a#lot of them trying things to see what works and it's super fun#ALSO LIKE. HIS FACE WHEN THEY'RE IN THE ROOM WITH THE CHICKEN#HE'S SO AMUSED#idk it's so fucking fun. like when you look at it critically yea there's things to fix BUT IT'S FUN!!! IT'S FUN IF YOU TAKE A STEP BACK#AND LOOK AT IT FROM THE PERSPECTIVE OF A NEW STUDIO TESTING WHAT THEY CAN DO#AND ALSO WU BEING LIKE. I NEED TO EXERT MY AUTHORITY THE NINJA HAD TO CHANGE MY DIAPER I NEED TO FIX THIS INJUSTICE GHKDFSGHKJFH#idk i love. sotfs like i have. a lot of. critiques about how the plot works esp later#BUT IT'S LIKE. SO SILLY GOOFY#runs around in circles#anyways#ninjago#spinjitsu screams#wu#secrets of the forbidden spinjitzu#lego ninjago
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Iâve been in an anime kind of mood, so I decided to try a more anime-ish version of my style. I think I like it? It was fun, but I donât know if itâs too different (or not different enough) or if people will just hate it. I should try with some anime characters maybeâŚ
#my art#steve harrington#experimenting with style#trying to get back into the drawing groove#I would probably not use this style all the time with live action characters#but it is a bit easier when Iâm working from poor reference
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Unicorn's reflection đŞ
#experimented with the style and colors again#trying to find my voice â¨#someday I really want to tell a dark tale about a unicorn#I always seem to come back to this concept#when I'm brainstorming some ideas...#original art#horror art#dark art#fantasy art#unicorn#equine art#horse art#digital art#digital artist#artists on tumblr
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this winter, I sort of want to try actually making a temporary merch store; I'm not really good at this kind of thing (business management), I have been kind of dancing around it and avoiding thinking about it, but I do want to give it a try to see how I feel about it, at least for a bit. like order a small stock of some items, hopefully sell them until they're gone. I'm just worried that the things I've designed are too niche, haha
#or that my art style is too messy to be particularly desirable#random stuff#I don't really have experience investing in anything#like making up for expenses with the money you expect to make. that thing all business owners do that I've never done#I'm sitting here going like 'can I fit this on a 5 product bigcartel page so I don't have to pay' I mean idk brain?? can I??#there have been plenty of times over the years where I've been like 'hm merch' but never really committed#flashbacks to that time I ordered a bunch of v3 samples for fun and didn't do anything with them#honestly I feel like it might've been easier to sell things if I'd done it back in like 2018. when ds was more of a thing#but I was WAY too busy back then. I was in college and my brain was stupid. I was too young and didn't have money or time for it
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23 is young and i don't wanna go acting like it isn't but sometimes i see stuff from baby zoomers and i feel fucking ancient. skibidi toilet? i have yet to understand what that's referencing. reality shifting? i was into new agey stuff as a teen and i get the whole law of attraction/manifestation thing, but the rest is all greek to me. a good half of the aesthetics i see talked about online? literally got overwhelmed when i stumbled on the aesthetics wiki last year and i feel like an idiot seeing all these kids list off like 4 different hyperspecific aesthetics to describe themselves đ girl what does any of that mean? patiently explain it like i'm 85 when it comes up, or don't expect me to know what the hell you're talking about. i'll just end up smiling and nodding like your out of touch grandpa who loves your energy but is frightened by cellphones and the concept of smartfridges đđđ
#i genuinely am not dunking on any of this stuff (i have no idea what any of it is in detail lmao) and i think it's lame#as hell to dunk on young ppl stuff just bc it's enjoyed by young ppl. regardless i have no idea what's going on with the youth sometimes#and i don't think that's ever gonna change. i don't rlly care to devote a lot of time to stay Cool and Hip bc i'm NOT steve buscemi and i'm#okay with being viewed as uncool but it still surprises me the extent to which this is already happening to me and i'm not even 25#back in MY day we had gangnam style & vine compliations & i was only mosscore with a hint of dark academia and that's how we LIKED it! /s#i honestly feel more in touch with millenials then i do anyone too young to remember the great recession or life before the omnipresence of#the internet. that's surely due in part to us being legal adults but also bc i think anyone who HASN'T experienced a childhood without#smartphone access or one free of years of economic struggle has a much different life experience than i do. i didn't get a phone til 12 and#i didn't get a smartphone til 14/15ish. i never complain abt gas prices like my parents do bc i grew up when it was $3-$5. i can't eat#canned peaches bc they remind me of '07-'11. this isnt to say i had it harder - i wasn't a kid during covid - but its slightly harder to#relate to#len speaks
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