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hoomandoescosplay · 5 months ago

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Good Luck Babe | Lute x Reader Oneshot

I’m sitting in my room, cleaning my angelic spear as my door bursts open. I look up slightly shocked from the sudden noise but a smile quickly forms on my face as I see Lute.

She immediately closes the door behind her and makes her way towards me, plopping onto my bed, and laying her head in my lap, staring up at me with a tired expression.

“Long day babe?” I ask as I place my spear off to the side. “You could say that.” She lets out a tired sigh. “Adam’s as arrogant as usual, and my soldiers are hopeless. They can never do things right. Or to my standards. It would be nice to have just one damn exorcist who actually follows orders as instructed. Just one.”

I place my hand around her stomach and begin to rub circles on her with my thumb. “Hmm I get how you feel. Don’t let it stress you too much, everything will work out.”

“It’s just frustrating. I’m their commanding officer, and they should be terrified of me. Yet, they don’t listen to me. They get sloppy, and make stupid decisions. They’re weak.” She practically spits the word out making me have to hold in a sigh. “And they don’t seem to respect me at all. I can’t deal with this.”

“They respect you babe, trust me. Even if it doesn't seem like it they’ll do whatever you command when it really comes down to it.” I say gently as I continue to rub circles on her stomach.

“Hmph. Are you sure they do, or are you just saying that to make me feel better?” She asks in a somewhat pouty voice, looking up at me. I smile down at her as I laugh slightly. “I think you need a distraction to get your mind off today.”

“Oh really?” She smirks, sitting up and straddling my hips. “And just what kind of distraction did you have in mind?” I let out a surprised squeak at her sudden shift in position before putting my hands on her hips. “Hmm let’s see.” I say slowly as my hands creep up her body.

I let them rest on her shoulders before cupping her face in my hands. Her lips part slightly, making me smirk. She grins and wraps her arms loosely around my neck, pressing herself closer to me.

“And just what’s your goal here?” She asks in a teasing tone as her eyes dart to my lips before meeting my own. I bring her face closer to mine, our lips barely apart.

She’s practically flushed against me now. Her eyes are half-lidded and her breathing slightly uneven. Her hands grip the fabric of my shirt, as her face is a mere inch away from my own.

I close the distance kissing her gently at first before deepening the kiss. She instantly responds, kissing me back eagerly. Her hands pull my shirt, forcing my body flush against her own. A soft moan escapes her.

I smile into the kiss as my hands travel down to grip her hips. Her hands have snaked underneath my shirt, and are now traveling across my skin. Her touch leaves a burning sensation in its path.

She lets out an almost needy whine, as she runs her tongue along my bottom lip. I grant her access, and her tongue instantly explores my mouth. Her touch is needy and desperate, but her kiss is hot. My body is on fire.

She ends the kiss to catch her breath as she looks at me through her eyelashes. “Someone’s needy.” I grin playfully. She leans down so our faces are only a whisper’s apart.

“I’ve had a long day, and you’re a very *distracting* presence” she says in a sultry voice, running a finger along my jawline. “Ah I see. Well I’m glad my distraction is working.” I reply as my grip on her hips tightens.

She grins, and rolls her hips against me, eliciting a soft gasp from me. “Oh, I’d say it’s definitely working” she teases in a sultry voice. “You’re something else you know that?” I say as I pull her in closer.

“So I’ve been told” she says, before burying her head in the crook of my neck. Her kiss is slow and gentle, as her lips trail their way along my jawline and down my collarbone, leaving a trail of burning kisses on my skin.

I tilt my head back slightly as I wrap my head around her comment. I’ve never said that to her before. Or did I and I just forgot? The thought quickly spaced my mind as she continued to leave kisses all over my skin.

Her kisses soon reach just above the base of my neck, and she sucks gently before nibbling on the skin. Her hands once again travel underneath my shirt, her touches feather-light, but burning hot.

I let out a small sigh before a knock at my door makes us both jolt. Lute immediately jumps off of me leaving my body feeling cold. She begins to straighten herself out as I try to collect myself as well.

I glance over at her as she begins to fix her hair. I wish she didn’t want to keep our relationship hidden. Sometimes I feel like she only comes to me when she needs something but I know she loves me. She has to, right?

There’s another knock at the door, and Lute has seemingly regained her composure. “Just a minute!” I call out, standing up and straightening out my shirt. I make my way to the door and open it as my eyes meet Sera’s.

Her eyes darted over to Lute before focusing back on me. “Am I interrupting something?” She asks with a raised eyebrow. I shake my head. “No, not at all. Lute was just asking me if I wanted to train with her.”

Lute quickly jumps in to back me up. “Yeah, I was just asking if she wanted to have a training session. Some sparring, you know?” Sera nods her head as her eyes go back to me. “I just wanted to see if your evaluations for your squad were ready for me to look over.”

“Right, of course.” I say, my memory immediately coming back to the stack of papers sitting on my desk. “Just let me grab them for you.” I quickly grab the papers and pass them to her.

She quickly skims through the papers before looking back up at me, a satisfied look on her face. “Looks like everything is in order. Good job, as usual.” Sera then looks over to Lute. “Adam was looking for you by the way. You should probably see what he wants.”

Lute rolls her eyes. “Of course he was.” She mutters under her breath. “Thanks for letting me know, I’m sure it’s just something stupid.” She grumbles before making her way out the door.

Sera gives me one last look before leaving as well. I close the door with a sigh as I go back to my bed sitting on it. I look around my room, it feels almost too quiet. Without Lute’s presence, the room feels cold and almost desolate.

I find myself falling back onto my bed, my mind wandering to thoughts of Lute. Why does she always leave so quickly after she’s with me? It’s like she can only be near me when it’s convenient for her. I know she loves me, she has to. But sometimes I wonder…

Her being so adamant to keep our relationship a secret doesn’t help my overthinking either. I sit up suddenly, my frustration almost boiling over. I can’t keep on feeling like this. I know she’s stubborn, but she should understand that this can’t continue on like this.

Why is she so ashamed of having to hide our relationship? I want the world to see that we belong together, but she’s too scared to come out in the open. Maybe if I talk to her she’ll understand. I can’t keep going on like this.

─── ☾ ⋆*･ﾟ:⋆*･ﾟ ───

It was late at night. I knew this was probably a bad time, but I had to talk to Lute. I stand firm before her door, my heart racing and my hands shaking slightly. I took a breath and quickly knocked on the door, anxiety welling up inside me.

I wait for a few moments before not getting a response. I raise an eyebrow confused as I know she should be here and it’s not late enough for her to be asleep already.

I wait for just a moment more, before deciding to try the door knob. I was surprised to see that the door was unlocked, and slowly pushed the door open before poking my head inside. My eyes immediately widen from what I see, making me wish I never even came here in the first place.

Lute’s back was pressed against the wall with Adam’s body pressed against hers. Their lips were moving slowly against each other, and Lute’s hand was gripping his shoulder.

What the… I grip the door handle tighter as I try to process what I’m witnessing right now. Adam’s hand slowly travels down her side until he reaches her hip, his grip tightening on the skin. A soft moan escapes Lute.

This can’t be happening. I can feel myself trembling as my breathing becomes shallow. Adam’s lips begin to trail down her neck, leaving soft kisses on her skin, which elicits shudders and soft gasps from Lute.

“What the fuck.” I strain out as I try to keep myself from spiraling. Both of them suddenly freeze and look in my direction. Lute's eyes widen when she sees me standing in the doorway. “(Y/N)?!” She stammers out.

I can feel my heart shatter in that moment as I look between the two of them. Adam just sneers annoyed over the fact I interrupted them. “Got a problem with me spending time with my girlfriend?” I blink back tears as I process his words.

Girlfriend? No, this can’t be happening. I must be dreaming. This isn’t real. All of the air left my lungs in one go, as the reality set in. I couldn’t form a response to his question. I could feel my throat tightening as tears welled up in my eyes.

I look at Lute with wide eyes and all she can do is look away with a guilty expression. She refused to look me in the eye. She was guilty, and she knew it.

The betrayal from the realization hit me hard. This wasn’t just some fling between them, she had a full-on relationship with him. I had opened myself up to her, I had shared my heart with her, and she had been lying and cheating this whole time.

It all made sense now. Her need to keep our relationship a secret, her only coming to me when she needed something. I had been a fool to think she loved me. I was just a replacement, someone for her to pass the time.

“Pretend I never interrupted.” I mutter out giving her one last look before I close the door and walk back to my own room. She couldn’t even get any words out. She could only stand there with a panicked expression as I walked away.

Stupid, stupid, stupid! I should have seen this coming. I should have seen how cold she always was, how she never wanted to make it public. I’m so stupid to think that she could actually love me. I’m such a fool.

As soon as I get back to my room I immediately walk in and close the door before slamming my fist into the wall. The pain from the punch made me wince, but it was nothing to the pain in my chest.

I can’t believe I let myself get fooled like this. I’m an idiot, such a damn idiot. I sit down on my bed, but I’m too distraught to cry right now. I just feel numb, and empty.

As I sit on my bed my mind replays the scene from before. I can’t stop seeing Lute standing there, her hair messy and her clothes disheveled. Her lips were red, and an expression of guilt on her face. And the fact that Adam was calling her his “girlfriend” replays in my head over and over again.

As I stare at the wall my thoughts get interrupted as my door slams open. Lute is a complete mess as she storms into the room. Her hair is messy, her clothes are wrinkled. Her eyes are filled with a mixture of guilt, panic and fear. “Please let me explain.”

“How long?” I ask as I try to keep my emotions in check. Lute struggles to find her words as guilt written all over her face. “Look…it’s complicated. Please just…please listen to me.”

“How long Lute? Did I mean anything to you?” I say a bit louder as my hands grip my knees. Lute flinches slightly at the volume of my voice. She takes a deep breath before saying the words I wish I never had to hear. “Our relationship was barely anything. It was nothing.”

A strained laugh comes out of me as I just stare at her. “It's fine, it's cool.” I say quietly before standing up and walking in front of her. “You can say that we are nothing, but you know the truth.” She glances away and tries to back up from how close our proximity is. “And guess I'm the fool.”

Her back hits the wall behind her. She can’t seem to find her words as I step closer to her. She lets out a shaky breath, her heart racing. “You don’t understand…”

Lute looks at me with a pained expression. She hated seeing me like this, she never wanted to hurt me, although the damage has already been done. “…It’s just…I wasn’t really looking for anything serious. And you and I…we were never going anywhere! I’d never be able to be with you forever!” She almost yelled out.

“I don’t wanna call it off but you don’t wanna call it love. You only want to be the one that I call “baby”.” She bites her bottom lip as her emotions begin to well up inside her. Her eyes begin to water, but her pride won’t allow her to cry. “That’s not it, you know it’s not…I do care about you. I-I do, but we wouldn’t work, you know that.”

“Make a new excuse, another stupid reason.” I scoff at her as tears well up in my eyes. Her mind is racing, desperately searching for anything to say. But she can’t find the words, she can’t think of any more stupid reasons or excuses.

The only thing she can do is stare at me, the guilt and heartbreak evident in her eyes. “Dammit…don’t look at me like that…please.” I let out another laugh, turning my head away from her as a tear falls from my eye. I wipe it away quickly before looking back at her.

Lute’s heart aches as she sees me trying to keep it together. Her own emotions are overwhelming her, making her even more frustrated. “Why…why can’t you just accept that you and I…we’re not meant for each other. It’s just not that easy, and I need something more stable, something that can go somewhere, okay?”

“We could have worked out. You just didn’t want to try and see.” I glare at her. “You’d rather be with him than risk having a relationship with another female.”

Her eyes widen at my accusation. She can’t deny it, but she can’t bring herself to admit it either. My words cut through her, making her feel even more guilty. “That’s not-…” She tries to lie, before stopping herself and clenching her jaw.

“When you wake up next to him in the middle of the night, with your head in your hands, you'll be nothing more than his “wife”.” I poke her in the chest as I point at her.

“And when you think about me, all of those years ago you’re standing face to face with "I told you so".” She flinches at my words, feeling the weight of them hit her like a punch to the gut. “Y-You don’t know anything! You don’t know what you’re talking about!”

“You know I hate to say, but, I told you so.” I say quieter this time. “Good luck babe.” Her heart feels like it’s tearing in two as she listens to the pain in my voice.

She wants to say something, she wants to explain herself. But what could she say? What could she possibly say that wouldn’t make this worse? I walk to the door leaving her pressed up against the wall. I look at her once more before leaving. “Good luck babe.”

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