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autumn (I wish I was better) // sleep on it
#people que don’t let in#pop punk#lyrics#aesthetic#pop punk lyrics#lyric edits#pop punk edits#sleep on it band#pop punk trash#autumn I wish I was better
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Orb web.
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Found someone’s handmade, queen sized puff quilt for $24 at my library thrift store. It’s so warm and heavy, like a weighted blanket. I always wanted to make one but they require so much more material than regular quilts. Kismet.
#I put it on my parents bed and my mom says it’s perfect. finally she’s not cold at night. wish I had one but still!#it’s so autumnal in pallet too. perfect for the season. glad I got it because when the power went out last years during the deep freeze I#had to take all the blanket off my parents bed to sleep in. so this will really help in the regard.#quilting#quilt#puff quilt#wish I got a better picture of it
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starting to feel my enjoyment of cooking seeping back in after a long period of intense burnout that had me really slogging along preparing meals with gritted teeth for a good month there. i credit the return of this spark to the much needed break i took on our 3 day vacation that resulted in us eating solely theme park food. while delicious, in all its greasy overpriced glory, i found myself missing the kitchen. so last night for dinner i made heavily spiced chicken wings with crushed peppercorns and garam masala that rendered slowly in its own fat while roasting in the oven, resulting in flavorful charred crisp skin and a really juicy bite. we picked them clean over steamed rice with lime and scallions. i also baked a loaf of marbled pumpkin and dark chocolate bread yesterday for my neighbor as a thank you for doing me a favor last week. it looked delicious. the crumb was tender and plush and velvety, the spiced ginger molasses pumpkin batter swirling alongside the bitter dark chocolate espresso batter, with puddles of dark chocolate bubbling across its top. it looked so lovely i whipped up a second one for us to have for ourselves that's in the oven now, i think it could be a really good breakfast pastry for us this week.
#ugh it feels sooooooooo good to be enjoying cooking again#it was so bad the last like month or so i just#have been sooooo burnt out#it's genuinely insane what a 3 day vacation can do to reset you :(( it makes me sad lol#i wish that everyone could rest to their hearts content forever#i think i am someone who is extremely prone to burnout and i need about quadruple the amount of quiet alone resting time#that the average person does#so when i get burned out its like excruciating to pull myself out of it again#but im also the primary cook of my household so there isn't really time to take a break and recharge and find my joy for it because#we have to eat lol#3 times a day#every day#forever#BUT#i am feeling so much better about things now after making that dinner and baking a little bit#its feeling soooo autumnal around here lately too which helps#the changing of the seasons is so good for my cooking motivationg#idk#i was feeling pretty depressed that i was starting to resent cooking for a while there since when i enjoy it it's like#life-giving#soul sustaining#wonderful hobby that gives my life purpose and meaning#and it was breaking my heart that i wasn't feeling that way anymore#but i can feel myself coming back#writing about food helps me too#something about describing it#and sharing it with other people who are delighted by it#makes me enjoy it a little extra#sigh#i feel like im returning to myself finally !!!
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henry and lark...
AUGHSHDFJKGHDJSHFHF *DISTANT LOUD GUTTURAL SOBS* GODDD AUGHHHHSHH WHYYYY HHGHGHGHHH *FISTS POUNDING ON WALL* FFUUUUCCCKKK AUGHHGDHHDJG
#i wish i had a better relationship with my father#sorry im writing a hurt/comfort fic abt them...#dndads#dndads s2#dndads s1#dndaddies#dungeons and daddies#dungeons & daddies#henry oak#henry oak garcia#lark oak garcia#lark oak#the oak family#autumn rambling#🍁
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Daniel after the race at the 2024 Azerbaijan GP
#daniel ricciardo#autumn posts#all of two pixels with the most celestial glow that my poor editing skills cannot correct hehe#but him 🥺#gosh I'm still kind of reeling after the race today#so glad everyone is okay after the crash#Carlos my beloved I feel SO much for him 🥺💔#and I still wish so badly for better cars where Daniel and Max and Lewis can truly shine 🥺✨#hoping for a much better weekend in Singapore ❤️🩹#on the plus side so so so happy for Franco and Alex!!!! team Williams did so well 💞✨#and I still have the highest hopes for 2025 🙂↕️❤️✨ I am so impatient hehe I just want to knowwww#I know everything will happen in time ahhh#anyways I have to catch up!!!! 💻💕#hope everyone is well if you're reading this!! ❤️
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What are your thoughts on Shen Jiu?
Honestly, I don't have a ton of thoughts on him as a whole (っ- ‸ - ς)... Maybe it's because he essentially dies off-screen before the story starts? or maybe just 'cause he's genetically engineered to be off-putting ahahaha
I like him as a function of the plot, and he certainly adds to the concept of real people being more complex and messy than a two-dimensional character on paper. Airplane ultimately made him a flat villain and he filled a specific role in PIDW, but as long as Shen Yuan treats him like a flat character while existing in that world he really fails to understand the nuance that goes in to making someone the way they are. It highlights just how much Shen Yuan treats himself like a passive observer and the other people around him as characters without agency. His tendency to do so really does cause him problems through the series, a not understanding or sympathizing with Shen Jiu's past is definitely a part of that.
Ultimately, as he is, Shen Jiu's a rather reprehensible character, but the more you read the more you understand why he is the way he is. You understand why he felt so insecure, you can see why he didn't get along with Liu Qingge, and why he had a complicated relationship with Yue Qingyue, and what might have made him feel more comfortable in a brothel than on the mountain, and why he was stuck in his cultivation while Shen Yuan was able to move past it fairly easily... it's fun to dig at little clues like that in a book to try to flesh out a side character. And the Shen Jiu extra was good for that too, it gave a lot more depth!
Which is all a very long winded way to say: I think he's a vital character to the plot of SVSSS and really neatly summarizes some of the book's main themes, but also I don't find him all that interesting on a fandomy level (ᵕ—ᴗ—) ...Though I will fuck around with the occasional Shen Bro or disciple!Yuan fic because it can be fun to see how a good writer goes around giving Shen Jiu a chance at redemption / a better life!
#good ficwriters are precious and must be treasured#shen jiu was one character i really thought i'd never have any interest in but damn if some people can't make him fun and engaging#but yeah i can't imagine i would personally do much with him other than daydream the occcasional shen bro au#he just doesn't scratch at my brain the way some characters do#one fic - tho it doesnt actually have shen jiu himself in it - that made me connect and sympathise with him in unprecedented ways is:#The Devastation of Autumn by Kaon - holy shit that fic goes hard... it made new pathways in my brain when it comes to shen jiu#bene speaks#i wish i could give a better answer i know shen jiu has some serious fans out there#i'm just a spectator to that part of the fandom
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Harvest moon 17-Sep-2024
#full moon#harvest moon#autumn#wish I had a better camera to show how beautiful and stunning the moon actually looks#moonlight#moon photography#moon phases#taken from my backgarden#back garden#nighttime#aesthetic#nature#photography#beautiful
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So no campaign cookies?? ☹️
#I’m sorry I can’t let this image go#I wish she used a lighter blue icing for Harris so you could see her name better and you could just edit out Biden and put a 4 over the 0#I’m too lazy for that though#autumn rambles
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i've been trying to find the words to say,
to keep you all around
autumn (i wish i was better) // sleep on it
#people que don’t let in#pop punk#lyrics#aesthetic#pop punk lyrics#lyric edits#pop punk trash#pop punk edits#sleep on it lyrics#sleep on it band#autumn i wish i was better#soi#sleep on it
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Too bad this isn't yet snow that will stay, looking at next week's forecast being pretty warm... But i've just been gawking on the balcony as a blanket burrito, enjoying the softened soundscape and light that's not trying to fry me alive.
#Autumn is my fave but winter is a close second#I wish lived a little bit further up north for better winters though#Shut up yoi
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the road goes ever on
i need to hand in the report for the research project in just under three months now. and it feels like i haven't accomplished anything yet, despite putting in effort everyday.
i had a small win today though. i've been working on getting a setup ready with which we want to measure our device. and to test it without potentially destroying our device (we currently only have two of them) i measured some v-i characteristics of a transistor (our device behaves a bit like a transistor). and despite being super inexperienced with electronics i actually managed it in the end and the setup is now good to go for the real devices.
#physics#university#studying#studyblr#having adhd meds again definitely helps#but i'm still just so exhausted and done with this degree#despite actually enjoying the work when i'm at work#but i haven't fully recovered from the burnout in summer#but oh well i just have to get on with it#and be kind to myself#and make sure i sleep enough#eat properly#exercise#and hope that the time will fly by#and i do enjoy the fog and the autumn leaves#i just wish i had the energy to actually go out and enjoy the weekends#but i need most of the weekend to catch up on sleep#anyway despite my whining things are much better than they were two months ago
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CHRISTIAN GEISTDÖRFER waiting for the lancia mechanics at the 1983 SAN REMO RALLY
#LOOK AT HIM !!! ADORABLE MAN !!!!!#his hair blowing softly in the italian autumn wind...... he is something like a fairtytale honestly !!!!!#i have such a bad headache atm n i wish he was here to kiss it better smh#christian geistdörfer#wrc#rally#motorsport#world rally championship#1980s
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so i got sick
#.txt#i apologize for my absence from this blog. i've been more fatigued than usual#@labelas and orin: i WILL get to those asks istg#i wish autumn was better here. the weather is so extreme it makes me sick
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think it shouldn’t have been legal that my first day of teaching of the year coincided with grey and rain and storms. however! have some very lovely new students, some very enthusiastic returning ones, there’s new cookies in the cafe, and I get to play with pendulums tomorrow, so there are some (many!) positives
#teaching#text post#my post#my knees are unimpressed#by the combination of being back on my feet lots and whatever the weather did I think#but the cookies are truly magnificent#and it’s cute to see the students again they’re very nice and excitable mostly#but I am tired#ok this post was mostly an excuse to just divulge how the day has gone#it felt very autumnal this morning with grey skies and wind and the smell of rain which is kinda nice yknow getting that October feeling in#but god it’s gonna be such a long term#like ridiculously so#I have all these resolutions about doing more hobby stuff in the evenings and stretching more but like#we’ll see considering: the Tired#anyway the pendulums lesson is not even fully planned but I wasn’t about to stay super late on literally day 1#I plan much better in the mornings anyway#and start as you mean to go on right#so that’s morning’s problem#but it’s pendulums it’ll be fun#tomorrow’s my first non-stop day of teaching (ie no free periods) in two years soooo#wish me (and my knees) luck for that one#those are usually ok once you get into them cause time just flies#but planning is a pain and I’m out of practice doing them cause I had none all of last year thankfully#ok that’s my update I think it’s bedtime#if you’ve read all these tags I am very impressed have a cookie 🍪#less impressive than the cafe ones but still good
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Taking a moment to simply marvel at the colour variation in this wip (an attempt was made to colour correct the photo but alas, my crappy phone camera and crappy lighting made it impossible), this yarn is going to look so neat after I've chain plyed it and skeined it up. I can't wait to see how it's going to turn out so I've been impatiently working on it every day, trying to get the single finished so the plying can begin.
#turkish spindle#handspun#yarn#handspunwool#yarn crafts#I'm super proud of this#turned out wayyy better than expected#way prettier#on their own the colours are kinda ugly#they look like school uniform colours#but they work so so well together#I only wish I had the foresight to add a little red to this#it would create such a beautiful autumn themed yarn#maybe I could do a crepe?
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