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4 years ago, on the 19th, I was in the hospital, losing my girl.
Today, the 17th, I’m in the hospital losing my boy, and trying to handle it naturally, making myself near anemic from losing so much and causing an emergency situation for whoever got called in…the surgery team. Had we waited another day or so…idk.
#we were gonna wait 4#assuming it’s another cycle#but…too much#they told me go when it’s too much#or if#so I did#over here doing readings like lalala and dying that’s cool#waiting for hubby to bust me out of this joint#I am healed#and crushed#time to go home#I can’t keep doing this…#I do love them so much#even if they aren’t here#gnight jane and finn#healing vibes appreciated ❤️#/personal#cruel irony or torture seems the same
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guys against thebes can be found in sizes large, medium and small
i.e. hippomedon and polynices play a game of polis while tydeus takes a nap (he's not allowed to play board games anymore after what happened last time)
#hippomedon is described as giant while tydeus is famously short. i assume polynices is average bc no one ever mentions his height#also everyone's used to polynices and tydeus being weird and intense and clingy with each other. just another day in camp#this was inspired by every lovely piece of ancient greek pottery depicting ajax and achilles playing games#the thebaid#theban cycle#epic cycle#seven against thebes#tydeus#hippomedon#polynices#polyneices#polyneikes#tagamemnon#my art#slettart#greek mythology
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So I know the cycle in Legend of Zelda is explained in Skyward Sword. But like not as much as I'd want. Like how long does it take for a new incarnation to be born after the previous one dies. Are there incarnations of the hero or Zelda who just never know because there's no danger? Or are they only born if Ganon/some evil is coming?
I'm wondering because how long would it take a new hero to be born if Link died in the original Calamity in BOTW. Like would the Calamity had ended sooner if Link died? Cause it would allow a hero to be born earlier? I don't know, I just think it's very interesting.
(Random rambles in tags ig)
#legend of zelda#loz#loz breath of the wild#loz botw#link#zelda#the calamity#breath of the wild#like is there only one hero per danger?#like i know for ocarina#if link dies then thats it and hyrule falls#but is that the case for like everything#since the downfall timeline only exists for ocarina of time?#and like in the adult timeline#link left so does that mean they just dont get another hero?#i like the cycle but also it makes no sense#cause the downfall has the spirit of the hero#but the adult timeline kind of does but doesnt?#like the flood assumably happened significantly after Link beats Ganon because if not then whats the point?#time travel is weird yall#did link take the hero of the spirit with him?#why wasnt there a new hero when Ganon came again?#the lack of it directly contradicts the curse doesnt it?#there must be an incarnation of the goddess#spirit of the hero#and a vessel of demise#so did Link like unintentionally kind of break the curse?#skyward sword#loz tears of the kingdom#loz totk
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Month 11, day 12
(╯°□°)╯ SCROLL!!!
#the great artscapade of 2024#art#my art#blender#blender render#blender 3d#cycles render#writings of a rheddig soldier#forspoken#athia#athian#athian text#athian script#tried my idea for making it so the writing is on the inside of the scroll instead of both inside and outside#it fucked things up :\#...wait I might have another idea#I'll try it tomorrow#assuming I remember#I have a concert tomorrow I might not lol#but I wrote myself a note so maybe I will! who knows not me!!! XD
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EXPLODES A MILLION TIMES
#(thought about . the themes and horror present in madoka magica)#THEYRE TRAPPED IN A CYCLE !!! DOOMED TO BECOME THE VERY THING THEY SWORE THEIR LIVES AWAY TO DESTROY !!!#THEIR SOULS ARE TRAPPED IN A GEM. ITS COMPACT . ITS EASY TO DEFEND . IT'S HORRIFYING#where does the concept of ''you'' go when you can know exactly where your soul is and feel no change??#the human body is SO fragile . and yet to put your entire being into a palm-sized gem feels SO much more dangerous#you could lose that. you could be runnign around your house desperately checking every nook and cranny to find YOURSELF.#and you couldnt even leave your house cause if you get too far from the soul gem YOUR BODY JUST GOES LIMP!!! LIKE A PUPPET WITHOUT ITS STRI#and they can't even die normally!!!#when a magical girl falls into despair (aka loses all hope) THAT's when she becomes a witch#not if she gets stabbed through the stomach . or loses her head . or anything else !!#they can just get Magically healed if they have enough magic and hope left#but they usually don't. because magical girls don't just KNOW this inherently .#so even IF there's others around theyd assume that the girl is DEAD#and there might not even be another magical girl around !!!#because magical girls have to use a Finite resource (grief seeds) to clear their soul gems and replenish their magic#which means they often Fight and have Territory#madoka magica#biting clawing skittering around my enclosure
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the backlog of jrwi content goes crazy like we got, the riptide hiatus, the suckening s2, WONDERLUST!, and pd s3.. do not know in what particular order these r gonna get tackled in or when but god am i scared !
#/gen when riptide comes back from war is going to be one of the best days in the year cause god 2024 got me struggling !!!!!!!!!!#if i had to guess though I think wonderlust and riptide would be a rotating cycle for a bit until one of them ends#then pd s3 pls>???? (so scared abt what the hell bizly has in plan since everyone is so happy now)#after that then i assume is the return of the suckers#so i feel like thisll all together take up till like late 2025 and another public content drought to get up to the suckening#but this is all speculation by someone with a very unhealthy obsession with stupid ttrpg podcast#jrwi#not gonna campaign tag anything xcept wonderlust beacuse i love you wonderlust my beloved#jrwi wonderlust#oh god THE 9K CONVERGENVCE PATREON GOAL.#OH NO.>???????>?> my mind is melting rn so much is building up and terrified is not enough to describe it
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the marvel how-can-i-shoehorn-more-stuff-about-medieval-queens-into-this-fanfiction universe
#'medieval' here used as a shorthand for a period that also covers early modern#that untitled sifki sequel may or may not have another 'btw her maids totally know her menstrual cycle' moment in it#i know the readers LOVE those#(they don't. i assume?)#and the frostmaster 'anne boleyn' thing is gonna open with a Very Tasteful bit of neck-admiring#i've actually been branching out a bit in my readings though. i even read one about a KING recently. one written by A MAN even :O#tho i still favour my kindle categories of 'dead queens (uk)' 'dead queens (not uk)' and 'historical women (not queens tho)'#see? i read upon diverse historical topics. (or 'divers' as the primary sources would have it.)#btw if anyone can rec a non-fiction book in english about wu zetian i'd be forever grateful thanks in advance
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i want them to be happy
not a SINGLE canonical timeline do they get a happy ending
cant BELIEVE THIS
anyways
passes out
#the oddities roleplay#tor#tor puppet#minecraft fnaf#mc fnaf#tor funtime freddy#even in the goddamn war timeline which is like only partly canon its bittersweet#because only FREDDY SURVIVES#whereas in the glg we can assume he died in that portal dimension leaving puppet to become the concept of change and the acceptance of it#then in the tor timeline freddy goes off to god knows where leaving puppet to be a continuous cycle of holding onto what little he has left#because hes unable to let time pass and therefore the change that comes with it#AND THEN THERES POSSIBLY ANOTHER TIMELINE WHERE PUPPET FORGETS HIM AND HIS LIFE BEFORE HIS NEW HOME WHICH WOULD EFFECTIVELY KILL#HIS INABILITY TO FACE CHANGE AND THE PASSAGE OF TIME BECAUSE HE WOULDNT HAVE ANY OF THE PAST MEMORIES TO YEARN FOR OR WANT TO GO BACK TO#BUT IDK I JUST DISCOVERED THAT CHANNEL#THEIR MULTIVERSE IS SO INCREDIBLY COMPLICATED#i have a LOT of thoughts about them
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Hey!! I just wanted to say thanks for all your hard work <3<3
I had been a little down when it came to creating more content or being involved in Zukka side of the fandom but seeing your update reminded me to just have fun. And okay this is going to sound bad but I swear I mean this as a compliment; I thought I was wasting my time working for months and years on the stuff I made, but then I realized your fic series brings me so much joy and I'd never, ever judge you for the amount of effort you put into your writing. Seeing it's actually inspiring, to see that someone holds that much passion and creativity and you are sharing it all for FREE. That a person could take all this time to intricately weave together a story, create memorable OCs, breathe new life and make the ATLA world so much bigger than it ever was in canon.
So thanks for accidentally giving me a kick in the butt to stop being judgy about my own work and making me realize you and every fan creator is AWESOME.
I hope you have a wonderful day, your writing is a blessing.
awwww I wanted to say thank you for sending me this ask! I know it’s not easy to put yourself out there, even on anon, so I think it’s cool you felt confident enough to come here and tell me about how you’re feeling.
I don;t think what you’re saying is bad at all haha, because honestly, I feel the same way. I can’t tell you how many times I’ve wondered why the fuck am I still doing this? What’s the point? Do people even still care? What if it’s not good enough? What if people discover I have no fucking idea what I’m doing? Why am i spending so much of my time and effort doing this?? I mean… the self doubt is super real, and shiiiiiit let me discover one person that feeds into my self doubt and I’m full on spiraling haha. (Be nice to creators damn it! we are doing our damn best lol)
I’m really glad you think my fic is awesome, and if it weren’t people like you reminding me, I probably would have given up a long time ago haha. I do give my fic a lot of effort, and I hope you continue to give your creations the same amount of love and effort! I’m sure you’re amazing, and seriously don’t give up! I care about your creations and if I don’t get to stop neither do you! WOHOOO!!
Thanks for the ask anon sorry it took me so long to answer
#I am the kind of person who is like AWWWW NO ASKS…#then I get an ask and I’m like YAY ASK!!!#& then I;m like OH NO HOW DO I ANSWER THIS ASK!?!?!?#but then if I don’t get an ask in a while I assume everyone hates me and then the cycle starts over again when I get another ask#but seriously anon DON’T STOP CREATING!!!!!#I wish the voices in our head weren’t constantly trying to discredit us#I also think the pressure we put on ourselves to be good enough is fucking dumb#like who cares if people like reblog comment kudo all that stuff#but ugh we all care so much#I love that you see all my passion and creativity in LIAB because I do put a lot of effort into that stupid fic#and yeah it stresses me out but when I see that it brings people joy and its worth it#& its not even that it’s stressful to write#I fucking love writing it#but yeah don’t think you’re alone with the ‘what’s the point’ thoughts#I’m sure we’ve all been there#at least I know I have been there#and kind of still am in there hahaha#thanks for this ask anon I hope I didn’t ramble too much#I hope you show me when you create something new! I’d love to see it#LIAB#ask
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i’m actually totally mentally fine now because a hot old man likes and respects me and hyped me up to rest of the community 😌😌
#he would do NUMBERS on here - y’all don’t even understand#he’s so so so so SO attractive#he has a very unique and expressive face and an indescribably engrossing aura#i… ASSUME that other people feel this as well??#but i haven’t gotten confirmation yet#i’ve honestly never felt more drawn to another person in my life#and like. he is a happily-married presumably straight man - for the record#i have no intention but to be entirely professional about the whole thing outwardly#but inwardly? HOOOOOOOOO BOY……#🥵🥵🥵#i am NOT normal about this man and i am VALID#(another fun detail of this story is that i considered him my sworn enemy for YEARS before i actually met him)#(at which time he IMMEDIATELY started describing the mating cycle of oil beetles to me in great detail and i went ‘OH 😳😳’)#anyways - being beloved by my community is WILD…#in an actually normal and off my oldmanfucker bullshit way - love is real
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in the actual cryptid au Peter and Miles sometimes want the other to be closer around during their transformations at the end of the month, but since Peter has the wildly better senses + a strong spider-sense out of the two (Miles is still developing his), it’s up to him to go get Miles and find a nice hiding spot for him that’s close enough for comfort but not too close for Peter to be able to detect him and try hunting him down in that state. It’s usually just by hiding Miles and making sure he’s surrounded on all sides by several things Peter wouldn’t have the patience to remove and would just leave, and to give Miles enough time to escape from a different side if Peter seemingly does have the patience that day.
#actual cryptid au#so on a normal day/night cycle they go from 0%-50% spider#and so on the transformation days they’ll start at a low percentage (based on general health) and go to 100% at midnight#and then slowly go back to 0% and the cycle repeats itself like that#and Peter hunting Miles down is exactly what i mean the spider-part is of course protective but also doesn’t have human reason+#which causes normal Peter to see Miles as a child and the spider part says ‘if that’s a child then it’s my child’#but since the human not there the spider just sees another spider (more competition) and reacts with hostility#this is why some Brooklyn residents do not like Peter because Miles can seem scared on these nights (rightfully so) if he’s hiding nearby#so they assume it’s to do with Peter anyways bc the kid will knock your teeth in no sweat. not much scares him besides the one person+#that’s actually stronger + more dangerous than him. do you get their logic?#miles morales#spiderman#spider man#peter parker
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Anyway in my opinion professor villainous and lord boxman are dating since pv's first appearance and pv just doesn't like boxman as much as boxman likes him
#random thoughts#ok ko#their situationship is complicated#like if boxman 100% stopped initiating meet-ups their relationship would fizzle out#it's like this cycle of 'im tired of being the only one initiating conversation im gonna wait til he calls me first'#to 'we haven't talked in like a week 🥺🥺🥺 i miss him'#boxy you're a strong independant chicken. android. thing. who don't need no man#also him calling pv pv is 100% warranted the full thing is a mouthfull#not even conveniently shortened to anything#i would just call him prof like a class clown who gets too chummy with his professors#is he even a professor. what's his field of study. biology?#anyway at the point in time which is the beginning of villains' night out (i paused at the beginning cuz. cringe)#pv thinks boxy is interesting and they share interests but he's not invested enough to label their relationship to one another#he's obviously annoyed with his . . . antics . . . but puts up with it? why?#putting up with him in the hopes that he puts out heyooooo#anyway i was looking up boxy's fan page for his villain level and guys. why is sonic there. why is sonic mentioned in the ok ko fanwiki.#im paused on the bit right before fink (im assuming she's gonna do this) notices and touches the clearly labeled DO NOT TOUCH barrel#and like girl PLEASE touch it and make pv get mad at boxy for it please#or just like start floating or some shit#pv's either gonna get mad or impressed#boxy's gonna assume he gets mad about it#why is fink like. six. she's so small#like boxy's minions are teenagers and also robots. fink is biological and also small. babey.
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#mannn i literally assumed he ghosted-- why on earth would he text me after so long????#i was fully like 'ok the last msg i sent literally makes me cringe a bit to read but its been months so ig im never opening the convo again#it was simpler before when there felt like there was nothing else to do and easier to move on. i even had a little crush on someone else !#now i have a whole wheel of decisions to choose from#and idek what i truly want from this guy anymore bc even just platonically he kinda fucked it up like. idk#or rather i want a lot of different things and idk what to choose#i want my friend back. i want to never see him again. i want him to know every truth of what ive felt and i want him to know none of it#i want him to miss me or maybe wonder about me sometimes down the line. i want him to not spare me another thought for the rest of his life#i want to reply only 'go fuck yourself' and i want to write him a letter and i want to ghost him better than he ghosted me#i want to tell him i love him and i want to tell him i hate him and i want to say nothing at all#i want the closure i was denied. i want to protect the closure i now have#<-going insane#anyway its soooo stupid like i already grieved for this shit bro. i accepted the end of this years long close friendship#anyway idk why im doing so much processing of this in a vent post nor do i know why i always feel compelled to post these when i do#good thing i keep a small presence on here lol. but yea uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh send post#ok wait i saved this as a draft and went to go look for what i had been tagging vent posts with#[couldnt find one i had been using consistently even tho the whole point is so ppl can blacklist it if they want whoops!!]#and i saw another vent from another time he just kinda disappeared on me#and while this time was a lot worse for a lot of reasons i think its important to say this--#that the last thing that i want is to go back to square one of this stupid awful cycle#vent
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If your back did/does hurt, advocate for yourself. Don’t let anyone ignore it hurts, if they say you’re too young, say “then shouldn’t that make this pain more of a concern?” because if you have back pain at a young age or symptoms you “shouldn’t have” then that’s *precisely* why it’s worrying and should be checked. I’ve had this as a hypothetical conversation because my mom had said “too young” before and when I framed it that way, she admitted that it was absolutely a very good point.
Though I will say: As someone whose back did hurt, get properly sized for a bra (obv if you wear one). You’ll be surprised by the actual instant relief leaving the store in a properly fitted bra (I almost cried).
Also I recommend working on your core strength, your lower back muscles might be what you’re using to keep yourself upright and working the lower abs and quads helps counter that and takes the stress off your lower back (sit in a chair that doesn’t rock with a solid back), lean back, and march your legs in place is the exercise I was given and it’s been perfect). Don’t go 32 years of that before correcting it, it actually sucks if walking puts you in pain when it didn’t ever have to. Sometimes you feel cheated over a simple solution when it’s like my issue but it just means you at east have a tangible solution, even if it comes later than you like.
why am i nostalgic for my teenage years bitch i didnt even have fun !!!
#back pain#I’m serious about the ‘too young’ thing too#i’m sorry if you still have people who won’t accept it men’s there’s a problem#but if framing your age as a further reason to be concerned can help#it’s another way to advocate for yourself and that you’re pain is real ben when it ��shouldn’t” be#if it comes to the pain scale and numbers#ask where ‘wakes me up at night’ falls on the scale#I feel like that’s a specific enough point of pain to gauge after#because being woken up by pain can’t be assumed ‘laziness’ of not being able to walk without pain#even f it doesn’t wake you up#it still then gives a reference point of above or below#or exactly what number on the pain scale you’re at#you also get a good sense of the pain scale and will be less likely to over or underestimate your rating#being so in pain it wakes you up is outside your control and if a doctor calls it dramatic#demand an answer or you can’t properly gauge for them#you entropy be medically honest and you’re he one that has to live with the pain#the doctor should be made to know that#however for pains as you get older keep in min exercise levels#because I’ve been overweight my entire life when I do exercise#i prefer low impact stuff like stretching swimming and cycling#my full weight doesn’t come down on any of my joints#swimming is a full body wok out#and I can proudly say I have no knee or ankle problems#I have back problems yeah#but I’ve at least saved the joints that could’ve been most affected#just seriously…#be mindful and take your pain seriously
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my acid reflux issues had improved sooo much these past 8 months, I only took a rennie (equivalent of tums) every three weeks or so (usually the week before my shot or my "period", funnily enough), but these past couple of weeks I need to take one every couple of days 😭😭😭 why me......
no more space in tags so i'll just write it here: also around the time I did the ct scan (for my nerve-something pain that I'm getting an MRI for at the end of the month....third MRI in less than a year 🙄) the guy made me take ibuprofen three times a day for five days so he also had me take PPI blockers again for 10 days.....and boom two weeks later I have acid reflux again!! WEIRD TIMING!!!!!
also I still drink 99% water. I really feel victimized by this situation.
#i don't have my period anymore but you know. that time in the cycle#beelio rants#also i had a ct scan of that whole area a little over four weeks ago iirc#for something unrelated#but the report mentioned a bunch of my organs like kidneys liver pancreas etc#and it said Nothing about my stomach#so if there was something bad they would've seen it right......#honestly i'm just assuming I have some mild form of gerd at this point#it's always some time after i eat something#except it's super inconsistent??? like I'll eat one thing one day and I'll have reflux#and then i'll eat it again the next day (leftovers you know) or another time completely and I'll have Nothing#make it make sense#it feels so random#though usually the culprits are pastries and greasy stuff (not fries cooked twice in oil for whatever reason)#but again it doesn't happen every time!!!#EUGH#everything else is super random#spicy food is fine#pizza is fine 50% of the time#i don't know!!!!#i'm just so tired of this#i'm scared it'll damage my oesophagus ;a; or i get an ulcer....#but i don't want to go back on PPI blockers that stuff sucks long term#and i think i had some side effects and it's so hard to get off them properly#this is what got me into this shit in the first place!!#got oesaphagitis whatever it's called#went on PPI blockers. didn't go off them properly. boom acid reflux issues for months and months and had to stay on a lower PPI blocker dos#and take rennie every few days on top of it#until i tried to get off it and it worked even if my stomach was never the same :')#and now here I am again!!! FUCK!!!!
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not keeping up w 911 currently but from what i understand of the discourse. introducing the concept of gay daddy kink on network television is apparently the peak of the gay rights movement and to say otherwise is violently homophobic. got it 👍
#ive seen the clip i think it was just another case of “the dialogue on this show is frequently stilted and uncomfortable”#anyways. i think its in bad faith to see someone say “hm sexualizing someones childhood trauma is a red flag” and assume they hate gay men#and want them to die. but its also probably a bad faith reqding of tommy to see that and assume he was 100% serious#well. just bc he dates men now buck will NOT be escaping the Cycles
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