#anywya. shoutout to adhd addictive personality UHHHHHHHH | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

chipjrwibignaturals · 11 days ago

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the issue is im trying to reduce how much weed i consume both dosage wise and rate of consumption wise but unfortunately my life is severely painfully boring so every afternoon im like "damn this sucks :/// know what could fix this tho? 🙏"

#im a little afraid i kinda Flowers for Algernon'd my dopamine receptors or shit #icarused or something #because like. i Used to be able to get thru fine and i get thats literally how addictions work but its still not a fun process #ive already decided im gonna use lent as an excuse to detox (hopefully fully) and then try to take it easier after instead of ramping up #my dosage again bc its uh .its Bad folks its like 250mg edibles for me to really feel it #i last indulged sunday and already my brain is like. 'its been A Day where is my treat!!'`#buddy your treat is EXPENSIVE and a hassle to even consume at this level fucking chill out #not that expenses are a major concern for me rn tbh but its the principle #anywayyyy. gonna probably look at the stores online again to appease myself #but no purchasing shit til its on sale. if im truly desperate later tonhight or whatever i have stock still at home #anywya. shoutout to adhd addictive personality UHHHHHHHH

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