#anyways thats whats happening rn lol.
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[He's getting a happy meal for Grimsy :) ]
#sort of rushed this. so it's pretty muddy looking. but thats about as good as its getting rn lol#i feel like they'd somehow be simultaneously a lot of fast food places top customers and also the most banned#they have to check each time before they stop somewhere just in case they're banned in this sector of space#transformers#transformers idw#crankcase#misfire#idw scavengers#mtmte#maccadam#my art#not feeling great about the background. but i'm on a time limit rn. so.... eh. its ok#just don't look at it too hard pls lmao#just look at crankcase's lovely rbf and misfire's back. i spent so much time on his back ;-;#the angles are still pretty wonky. but yet again. eh. it is what it is lol#perfectionism cant always win#love these goobers tho. i feel like misfire would be the worst passenger. there's a reason he sits in the back i think#anyways. gotta go start packing. got a long holiday trip coming up. yippee#3 days on the road driving cross country. whoooo. i love going back home to texas. yay... >:[#at least my dear darling grandmother swears we're all about to be raptured soon. so. that's fun. cant wait for that to happen during dinner#ok. well. i need to stop complaining and start planning. so. toodles <3
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big dog little dog energy. uh anyway.
[id: two drawings of conor garland & nikita zadorov as furries (a russel terrier & a great dane) referencing the video of them shoving each other at practice. text reads "lil' push!" & "BIG SHOVE!" end id.]
#vancouver canucks#conor garland#nikita zadorov#hockey art#niksartstuffs#sorry for drawing real life nhl players as furries. it might happen again (depends on how embarrassed by this i am in the morning.)#i'd love to say its just cos i wanna practice w/ reference for my hockey furries but thats not the truth...#the truth is that conor garland is like some sort of terrier to me. what a special little guy. they may have lost yesterday but!#the garly girlies got a goal. that. matters. 💥💥💥#anyway im like. actually feverish rn lol 🤒 i need to take some meds and lie down haha myb that has smth to do with. this lapse of judgement#furry art#hockeyposting
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hi i made a tier list of how homophobic rezero characters are
hello in the spirit of valentine's day and the very welcoming community here on rezero tumblr i decided to make this with the help of my lovely mutuals.
#anyway heres some fun little explanations if youd like to read:#otto has. so much internalized shit going on i dont even know where to begin. not as severe as like subaru fr and def not in the same way a#whatevers happening with ferris but like by the time u get to arc 8 hes a total shitshow LJSLDKF#like ottos. transphobic. canonically. with natsumi schwartz. and then hes def got More going on bc his attachment style is soo....#wilhelm and heinkel i think would def be homophobic outside of reinhard/reinhard related things but its funnier to describe it like that ok#and either way the main target of their homophobia is gonna be reinhard LMAO#oni elders suck ok. theyd all be homophobic#rams got a strong case of comphet rn but when she doesnt have comphet shes chillin with subarus gf and having wlw mlm hostility with subaru#and otto. the entire judges your taste tier is all insane teen girls or frufoo and patrasche (who DEFINITELY judge otto and subarus taste)#frufoo patrasche are like that one reddit post about that one guys dog being homophobic after seeing their owner get topped in gay sex#also als in that tier bc al.#alcor is technically subaru but he gets to be a tier lower than subaru bc. hes also not technically subaru its very complicated but#at least he doesnt have the entire boy drama subaru has LSJDF#reids iconic line is the ones where he calls julisuba boyfriends u know. its extremely iconic.#a dear mutual of mine has informed me tivey is in lol ok while his triplet siblings wouldnt know what being gay is which LKJDSLFSD thats#fucking funny i had to do it#id argue satella is in lol ok bc she lets subaru do almost anything ok. this includes being terribly into men. she knows shes got his heart#either way. and also elsa dont care unless it affects how ur guts taste#rems reaction is gonna be lol ok unless its subaru coming out to her. then shes gonna have some Mixed Feelings#rezero#re:zero#i forgot to add but u could def argue garf knows what being gay is bc his two older brothers are just Like That#but also neither of his brothers would be caught dead explaining what being gay is to him
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It's missing my father hours rn so imma just dump a bunch of pictures here and cry
( sorry i don't know the source of anything I just had them on my phone)
(also dont read the tags i just need to let it out lol)
#I just realized I can call him dad easier than my real dad and now I understand why am I so damn attached to him#I always knew he was a parental figure for me#but now I connected the dots#How when u have an absent dad and a d34d mom a guy shows up in ur life#that tells u life advice that both of ur parents failed to do so#and makes u feel safe the first time in ur life#ofc ud become attached#i know for sure its unhealthy how much i love and miss him#he occupies most of my thoughts honestly#But how could i not cling to him so much when he was the only one who gave me hope in life#i try to keep going and even tho he is not here i keep telling myself whatever he taught me. i keep reminding myself he wants us to live an#bloom and be free#and that's what ill try to do#but you know somedays i wish i could just disappear and be wrapped in eternal happiness#its so fucking hard to pull yourself out of the slump man im so fucking tired im so so tired#somedays i wish id have the courage to off myself but i know that deep down i want to live and ive always wanted to live but i have no idea#how to live. i feel like i finally found a purpose and someone i love. but at the same time im always doubting myself and im scared of losi#g this little hope again and i know i should cherish and use it instead but each day i have this anxiety because rn i have nothing else if#lose this i seriously will lose everything atp. but ill still try bc rn its this or death so i should try im just damn tired yes anyways#sorry for being depressing some days just dont work out but thats okay#yes at the same time i want to get out of my head and try to find some friends but i cant deny that im highkey fucked up and i just cant le#go of my past and i still feel like that helpless unloved kid and idk how to form relationships this way. i dont trust myself at all so idk#how to trust others. and i feel like in order to find ppl that would love me i have to overshare abt my whole lifestory bc it still dictate#my life heavily. and since i met this band its better cuz im learning to deal w it and i want to heal from everything but yes at the same t#me who would wqnt to be friends w. someone that has like a year of life experience and 18 years of depression lol#so yes its complicated. bc i have friends but im like the funny friend. the one that is as shallow as puddle and has no problems but honest#y im genuinely sufferint qnd have been sufferinz all my life so i want to come out of my funny friend role. but that wojld mean i have to t#ll the shit i went through to all my friends but tbh it would be so random so ye. i do have a plan though. how it could work. But yes im ti#ed have been tired for 7 years now. But this time around i hope i can successfully get out of this torture cycle lol.#ok sorry this is what happens after puberty guys i could beva research case for a damn mental institute atp xdd
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shouto dresses like this in the assistant!reader au because he is a man dressed BY women FOR women (aka you’ve helped curate his style over the years 🥺)
#rei and fuyumi always share their thoughts too 🥺🥺🥺#made myself SO INSANE W THIS ACTUALLY WTAFAGDJSJDNAJHSHSJANAJA#rei usually likes anything and everything bc thats her baby boy!!!!! to her he looks good in EVERYTHINF#(which to be fair . is true)#fuyumi is more critical but 🥺🥺🥺 she approves of ur taste 🥺🥺🥺#this is a sneakpeak into what happens in the fic ngl cos im searching up outfits rn 😭😭😭😭😭#sneakpeek****#I ALWAYS GET THAT WRONG#anyway im DYING bec he wears sambas and it looks good on him#FAWKWKDKSKSNDKSN#he also wears new balances lol#his gym shoes are asics#shotorus.process#how do i tag this#three-part honesty#<- thats the fic name
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Super sexy me is so sexy I accidentally set off the fire alarm while baking pie shells for my pumpkin pie. And now I don't know if I should've even baked them in the first place. But well. Too late now 👍
#speculation nation#i am not a fucking baker so something always goes wrong when i make these pies 😭😭😭#but i am craving my grandma's pumpkin pies... i gotta bake them myself if i want them rn...#see the thing is ive previously bought pre-baked like. graham crusts#but i was like 'that crust sucks lets get a different thing'#so i got tbis dough shit that i put into pans. the box said to bake it. and so i was like ok cool#then as they were in the oven i looked at the pumpkin pie recipe for starting the filling#and then saw that it says 'unbaked shells' and so 😥😥😥😥#but too late now and it worked fine with the graham. and well. the filling is what i care about the most.#the crusts are just an excuse for having pie filling.#anyways i did set off the alarm. i think it's bc the oven was on so hot#the box says 450 which is hotter than i ever usually do. the pies themselves ask for 350#so well i turned the oven off and i have the microwave fan running#which oh yeah the fucking handle to my microwave fucking broke. it fucking broke.#i think i'll duct tape it or smth lol. microwave itself works fine still. and i dont want people in my apartment.#it's just the bottom part but it sure did just. splinter off. that shit is Broke broke.#and i scared the shit outta my cats And me with that damned alarm. and now i am just waiting.#calming down some. chilling the crusts. soon i will resume making the pie filling.#it's not like it even takes much time i am just. Nervous now.#i wanna let the oven cool off more b4 i have it going for like 45 mins lol#the crusts are kinda ugly. one of them is inflated on the bottom. these pies r going to be disasters.#so long as they still taste good......thats what i care about the most...#maybe my crusts will end up nuclear... if that happens tho ill just eat the filling out of the crust... its fine... ill be fine...#😭😭😭😭😭😭 why is everything so hard
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watched the first 2 episodes of acolyte and so far i like every character except for the main one lol. (also is her name osha as in occupational safety and health administration??)
#star wars#the acolyte#acolyte#the nemoidian faces look really good#definitely the best looking prequel alien from the last few shows#rather ironic to name Miss Hazardous Workplace Conditions 'Osha' lol#the assassin lady was really cool looking#it was pretty funny to see that the 120bby sith assassins are reasonably friendly to each other#and at least help each other somewhat#and then there's poor ventress (and briefly savage ig) who just get force-zapped a bunch#the conversation between sol and vernesta(?) at the end of ep 2 was also pretty funny#vernestra: well we have to take time to Thoughtfully Deliberate this situation so we can respond wisely :)#sol: SHE IS ACTIVELY TRYING TO KILL ME???#poor guy hope the situation works out better for him#hey at least his new padawan (orange theelin) is smart#anyways might draw one of them idk#more inclined to draw nightsisters and soft wars rn but we'll see#whos the sith(?) cant be plageius bc hes a muun right?#how old is palpatine again? was the acolyte project his Sith Senior Thesis or something like that#unrelated but the scene of the jedi running around the ice planet bareheaded was so infuriating lol#PUT ON YOUR HOODS I KNOW YOU HAVE THEM#maybe i'll draw hats for them all#i found it a bit weird that they basically gave osha the anakin background? having her be *eight* specifically when she got to the temple#felt a bit off#kind of like it's taking away from the caution around anakin's induction? since i think koth was four and that was considered 'late'#so for a non-prophecied random kid to show up at age eight?#on the other hand maybe they only got cautious about age after this whole debacle happened? idk i'll see what happens#ok i think thats all
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bye bela :(
#she doesnt come back in liams run sadly ;;#i can never get her approval quite high enough oops#(tbf tho im not making a Huge Effort since thats how it happened the first time and its a replay run anyways)#laya plays dragon age#liam for his part is. so so pissed rn#what the FUCK isabla what do you MEAN you need that relic???#like. what. you would trade having one guy off your back for having THE QUNARI hunting you down????#he is. VERY goddamn angry in that qunari compound. at isabela but also just in general at Everything#that being said he still cant bring himself to tell the arishok that isabela has the tome#in part out of spite towards the arishok but also bc he genuinely doesnt know if the relic was there and/or if bela has it now#and if it wasnt then isabela might get hunted and killed for nothing#and if she does have it? well theyre gonna find out soon enough#stop fucking acting like this is all his fault somehow#if it were for him once the qunari attack he'd frantically gather up his friends and gamlen and evacuate somewhere safe#he does NOT want to be in the arishoks line of sight when he goes on a rampage#(hah. we all know how that works out LOL)
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#its crazy how much easier it is to do things when youre not completely miserable lol#this past week has been weird bc ive felt really really good and like normal in a way thats kinds unfathomable#im hoping its the medication but my mood was already on an upward tilt and i was told it would take like 6 weeks for the meds to work#property but like ive been sleeping way more than usual. and by that i literally just mean 8hrs a night lol which is weird for me#like that never ever ever happens multiple days in a row. so idk. when i feel better it makes the 0cd way easier to manage as well#and im just generally not as anxious. on the more worrisome side i kinda just give less of a fuck so like i have an exam im not ready for#Tuesday and im just kinda like hm fuck that lol. ill go thru lil fluctuations of having a lot of energy too#like: i could run around in circles rn. i dont have to but i could. like yesterday i was out with friends and i was like bouncing up and#down while standing and rocking from side to side while sitting. which i kinda do anyway while in crowds but it was more to expend energy#last night i also got like 5hrs of sleep. so like maaaaybe ive been on the bleeding edge of mood elevation but for the most part it just#feels good and not destructive. like if i felt like this all the time that would b fantastic. its like oh so this is y ppl dont long to b#put out of their misery lol. depression? who? i dont kno her. sounds fake. but as soon as i fucking say that ill b fucking slapped back#down to earth. ugh. annoying. no emotional object permanence. i hope its the meds. if this is the person i am under layers of misery then#that is fucking so insane. we shall see. im curious to hear what the psychiatrist thinks of my brain when i follow up with her#i gave her my full dys1exia assessment which gives a pretty good picture of how my head functions. oh fuck i bet i would do waaaayyy better#on thise test if i took it in this state of mind. but anyway she has that on top of like 3 assessment sheets i filled out#dispite everything i still want someone to categorize me into a discreet box. tell me doc. am i really bip0lar? really really?#ur sure??? like 1000% sure bc my brain wont let me accept that unless its beyond a reasonable doubt. i just doesn't seem that serious.#i mean. it is but like ya kno. its not that bad. ay. this glob of mush behind my eyes runs me in circles#but for now thats ok bc i feel like i could run up a mountain or punch someone in the face lol#unrelated
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It's so funny having an insane project cooking and I'm just delusionally giggling to myself in the corner on here like "no one knows what's coming" *rubbing my little paws together*
#lol i worked on it for a while and i am sleep deprived#so i actually am a bit nuts rn#that being said#you dont know whats coming >:)#lol tho its funny being delulu like this ^ as if im not working on smth thats still pretty niche#sry i blame it on 5 am brain#but also like non-delusionally#it is fun to know you have smth youre gonna eventually get to drop on people#also its a pretty big thing id say?#but i am feeling sooooo delusional rn abt the possibility of finishing it within a weekend#but it sucks bcs i was like hey i should try and write a paper for my class(dw its not like pertinent)#but then i got sucked into this and im like well thats not happening#alright anyways please wish my luck and motivation djfkkglg#as i said its big so i just hope i can remain motivated 🫡#catie.rambling.txt
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theyre discoursing on tiktok about flavored water by the way. in case anyone wanted to know if other sites could possibly have stupider discourse than this one
#short version: theres a sode of tiktok called watertok where people show off the cool cups they have for their water#also their cool flavorings and cool little water station and they show what syrups and powders they use for flavor#pretty harmless fun. theyre staying hydrated. sure it some extra sugar and calories and sometimes caffeine but its really not thet deep#but theres a whole slew of people ragging on them for drinking sugar water (like thats any dif from soda) and also#the people who theyre targetting also happen to be fat (even tho the people who started the trend were skinny. lol.)#theyre acting like putting a few pumps of strawberry torani in a 32oz water jug is the sole reason these people are fat#and are also deserving of bullying for it#anyway. im drinking water rn w 2 125mg caffeine water additives. lemonade and watermelon lime. fuck w me
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#soooooo#after work yesterday my 9 yr old niece was here and she wants to watch another movie with me again#I told her why dont we watch some anime for a change? and ofc she was open about it lol#so I told her lets watch demon slayer#and so we did#we didnt get to finish the first season yesterday but today#she is here early lol and she started watching were we left of#I cant be with her watching rn though coz am doing prep for lunch but she keeps on reporting to me what's happening on what she was watching#she finds zenitsu funny and nezuko cute lol#anyways#its cute#thats all bahahaha#also I think this is her first anime to watch? am gonna ask later maybe#eh so#yeah have a nice day/night#tc always#drink water if ya ended up reading all of this crap hahaha
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Me clutching my 5 fic wips while not having updated on ao3 since 2021: guys I promise I promise hand on my heart I'm a fic writer I love to write I swear on my grandma's grave I'm a fic writer I write fics
#anyone else feeling stressed out cause theyre not creatikg fast enough??#i literally feel it everyday especially during the summers like i don't want to sit on my laptop all day when its sunny and warm but i also#wanna write so bad#wait i just realised i wrote that sammy fic this year#and i have made some amvs too actually but theyre kinda lost in the void lol and two of them are from shows#no one on tumblr has watched so i ended up not sharing one of them#also if i did share it everyone would go thats so deancoded yeah i know it is 😭 the song is literally about a giu crashing his chevy dont#you think i think about that song everyday and how its the perfect dean song unfortunately its not in english and i get kinda demotivated#making non english amvs cause I feel people like amvs to songs they know but guys you are.missing out on THEE dean song#anyways might fuck around and make that chevy dean amv sometime we'll see i have so many ideas for amvs and fics rn so only time will tell#whats gonna happen
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backing shit up from my old PC to switch to the other one I'm using is... Really bittersweet I wont lie
#👁️ | navi speaks#;; Im doing it rn and man#;; imagining this would happen after like#;; 1 to 2 years or so of using it is wild#;; rlly wild lol#;; this one is faster though thankfully#;; the other is like. very old lol#;; i remember that my mom told me before that I shouldnt download any games in there and I went 'lol bet'#;; and i didnt do it because ik its dumb#;; but i still downloaded shit that i can do on the side like Ps and whatnot#;; its really nice to move to smth faster but man#;; im gonna miss using that pc#;; cause for what its worth#;; it was a champ and took on me with my online lesson shenanigans and whatnot for uh#;; years practically#;; anyways thats enough im gonna#;; go through backing it up now#;; o7 i pray that this one lasts longer than the other one fr
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Actually, on the topic of the baby fever. God it's so frustrating. Bc when I was like 14 ish I was Adamant that I never ever wanted kids. And my dad said smth around the lines of "that'll likely change" (probably from his own experience with this) and I was like NO. it WONT.
And then eventually, age 21-22 ish, I admitted that Okay, I still don't want to have my own kids, but someday maybe I'll adopt...
And Now, 27 years old, I got the general baby fever on occasion. It Did fucking change. And I don't know if I actually WILL bother with having my own kid (I still don't want to go through the hassle and massive body changes). But god. I do see a fucking baby and feel that stab of longing. It's almost like my damned hormones betrayed me or smth. Maddening!
I shall simply write fanfic about it.
#speculation nation#pregnancy ment/#honestly though i hadnt felt the wish to have my own until after my dad died#and i realized just how small our family is getting. and just felt this stab of NEED. to continue the line. continue the family.#my family's fucking dying around me i need to add to it. need more family. yknow?#so i dont actually know if this is. because of hormones or because of grief or What#but it was enough for me to put the hysterectomy idea on hold. bc id been genuinely considering it back in like. april? or so.#but then this happened and now im like. fuck dude. i dont know. but the uncertainty's enough to keep me from doing it.#yeah i dont wanna deal with periods anymore. but also. i need more time to decide.#i think no matter what i do want to raise kids someday. once im more stable (financially and emotionally)#but whether thats adoption or putting myself thru fuckin body torture. well i'll just have to decide. later.#maybe the deciding factor will be my own body aging lol. if i wait too long. my body will decide for me. who knows!#i Have thought about what id do if i got accidentally pregnant. especially relevant back when i was sleeping with a trans woman#and used to be id abort no hesitation. but well. i mean abortions illegal here anyways rn so id have to go to another state#but if i decided it i could make it work. it's not That far of a trip.#but. when i thought about it. the concern was less about the theoretical baby. and more about finishing school.#thinking 'man itd be fucking awful to finish school if i got pregnant right now'. but not. hesitating over the baby.#if i was out of school and relatively stable and i got accidentally pregnant. then. well. Maybe.#so me doing my dad vash au where he gets accidentally pregnant and goes all in with it#thats me. sorting out my feelings on it i guess. putting them somewhere.#idk. it's a lot to think about. i dont want to condemn a child to my genetic problems. but at the same time...#i dont know. To Be Decided Later.
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literally how i feel when im trying to make a shred of sense on artfight talking about the aus and how all the characters connect to each other
at least. on yale’s profile l o l
#god. girlie you talk too much !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! chilll!!!!!!!!!!#it's fine. IT'S FINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i have simpler characters. it's fine.#yales just my FAVORITE!!!!!!#im excited about having my twst boys on there tho. i want to draw twst ocs this year#god my twst ocs have so much stupid confusing backstory lol#i dont even go into all of it on artfight#i have a longass post on here that i should probably just link on the profile#AND MAYBE I WILL. BUT . oohohohoo.#actually this pic is me with my like 10000 caterella branching aus#i have a relationship map thats just#so fucking hard to read#that one never left discord dms LOL it's. so embarassing klsdflkds#i mean /i/ like it bc it appeals to ME but.#i cant show anyone else besides the friend i talked about it with when i made it#ITS FKSLDFJKDLSJ#'it makes me look obsessed' i say as if my brain isnt 50% twst and 50% dndads like hello my man it's not a secret#ok anyway. whats up with me rn my head is going so rapid rn#theres a lot happening in my brain im feeling VERY CHATTY#so i just do it all in tags of posts teehee ok bye
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