#anyway im slepy

[yamikawaii]

yoomtah will kill everyone in the whole world just so you won't ever look at anyone but her

WELL I THINK THATD BE CUTE OF HER AND ID KISS HER 4627482783472849473804837 TIMES ABT IT

[the-kipsabian]

update no writing tonight im too slepy am gonna go to bed in a minute instead

[slepyicarus]

Of Lavenders Dreams and Starry Dreams

Tale 3: Baby's first kill

Tags: panic attack, murder, another being insulted, maybe this counts as xenophobia? (Correct me if I'm wrong!)

He didn't know how it happened. One second he was out with Satan to a book store & cat cafe date and the next he was ripping out the heart of another by himself mutilated demon.

No, he knew how. Someone insulted his big brother Diavolo for adopting him after his butler, Barbatos, did and then on top also insulted Satan for spending time with "a lowly half demon" (him) before calling Satan an angel bluted beast and them both as "worthless pests not even worth the lesser demons filth". He also knew he should have tried to swallow the wrath and ignore him, like Satan taught him and did himself. But he just couldn't. Diavolo was kind enough to take him under his wings when he was a newly turned confused and anxious half-demon and Satan helped him since they're first meeting with not only learning the devildom tounge but also his Warth. He could take the insults of his person, being used to it since childhood, but no one was allowed to spit on his brothers or Satan on his watch.

So before Satan could say something and pet his head like usual to calm the other, Icarus was on the move in full demon form, fangs and claws on display to strike the insulting demon down.

And he did. He attacked.

He clawed the insulting demons eyes out and ripped his face apart. He'd torn his chest open, broken rips and then ripped the still frantically beating heart and soul out of the others screaming and withering body.

And he killed.

When the heart stopped in Icarus' hand, he came back from the blood lust that controlled him and his Warth. The blood lust was certainly strong enough that Asmodeus felt it frrom the sounds of his designated notification sound. He stumbled back like a frightened animal, letting the heart fall with a wet splat on the once prestine floor of the cafe. There was not a sound to be heart. No other visitor dared to even breath to loud after witnessing the newly announced young second prince' kill.

He killed.

Satan caught him while he stumbled, secure and safe, having moved behind him originally to stop him. The blonde tried speaking with him but Icarus couldn't hear anything but his fast beating heart.

He killed another being.

Icarus stared at his hands, the early perly white gloves now stained a dark red, sticking to his always irritated skin patches. They were shaking. He took a shuttering breath while his eyes became blurry from tears threatening to fall.

He killed someone.

The half demon felt like the world was spinning. How could his anger overtake him like this? How could he take anothers life so easily, without any efforts? He tasted the metallic blood on his tounge, the hint of his caramel iced macchiato mixing with that of demonic blood. His stomache churned and his head started to hurt.

He killed another denizens.

Before Satan could hug him to calm him, all he could do was scream.

He killed another demon and broke his one rule to safe his humanity.

Now no one could say he was not any piece of a demon...

Right?

[latewife]

men who are guys to me

roleswap au bu @adhdezio

[mickadamz]

[southfarthing]

eid mubarak!!!💓💞💕

[thebuttsmcgee]

[tothestarsandbackmoved]

quick someone hold hands with me

[atiny-piratequeen]

I alternate between sleeping with my google home playing river noises, rain sounds, or piano music ever since I got it and now I keep thinking of sleepy NS Hongjoong doing the same and waking up early on a day off and finding Hwa sleeping beside him, the gentle light of the sunrise on his face as he sleeps, lips slightly parted with his cheek squished against the pillow. All while gentle piano music plays in the background.

Sleepy Joong smooches him once and cuddles close, going back to sleep while gentle piano music lulls him into la la land

[veshialles]

anyway I'm a little more sober now and uh... after some Thoughts™, I think I finally figured out why my Rejection Sensitivity got so triggered tonight........ 🧍🏻‍♀️

[a-hundred-jewels]

figure i should stopped having a pinned post saying im on hiatus since im on here a lot....... i really should be on a hiatus tho

[violet-amet]

~

[the-kipsabian]

night go the fuck to bed challenge

[slepyicarus]

Short info to inktober day three:

I will have to post pone the third day as i cant find the right pose for what i have in my head. neither the original idea with mammon + icarus (which would be a bit of angst with comfort and my fav Protective+angry mammon) nor the two alternatives with either of the mentioned. I rely on 3d models heavily as i struggle to understand the human body enough to work without them as of now. it also just speeds the progress up by a lot, like a few hours to a day faster. how i like to say Work smarter not harder. Meaning my art post today will be late. I know not alot of ppl are interest in both my writing and or my art but just wanted to give a heads up for the folks in a diffrent time zone then me (central european timezone +1) and looking forward to seeing what i create.

thanks for reading ^-^

[baticuls]

tonights ep of the bachelor should legally be prescribed as sleep medication

[ariesvessel]

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