#another trackpad piece lol

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dante in online mspaint...

the process

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i put this together using my computer's trackpad so the new year is already starting out . bad .

posts: J | F | M | A | M | J | J | A | S | O | N | D

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reflections on the year, my plans for the future, some studies i did, and wips for the next year all down below for those who are interested

tldr; we will be ianthing next year so watch out!!

oh dear lord it's been another year. 2024! can you believe it! i don't talk much on this blog because i have a tendency to talk too much, but it's my little new year's treat, so here we go.

RECAP

i started taking drawing "seriously" in December of 2020, starting to do studies and stuff, and each year since i've ramped it up more and more. this year, i did. a lot of studies. there's probably like at least 200 more in my folder now (not including the 300 days worth of gesture drawings i did), with things like painting, faces, feet, poses, etc. anything i was struggling with, i went right into studying it. my art has been mediocre for a pretty long time now, and it's only the past few months where i feel i'm starting to get the hang of it, which is exciting!

more importantly, i started posting a lot more on this blog. i really like documenting my progress, looking on where i was before and seeing how i've improved. everytime i draw some fanart, im like, oooghh i can't wait to show my (: followers (: !! lots of locked tomb art of course. i've been trying to nail the energy of the different characters, which is why i enjoy books so much, because you get a lot of creative control. drawing ianthe is my fav of course, cause she's my lil nasty, but also i enjoyed doing designs for characters i hadnt thought about before, like judith.

in addition to the locked tomb, we had some new fandoms that got brief moments in between iantheposting: Fear and Hunger, Postal, Faith The Unholy Trinity, and a couple of old ones too, like We Have Always Lived In The Castle and The Merciless.

i posted about 115 times this year, although most of those are shitposts LOL i love posting stuff on my blog and showing people my stuff <3

THE FUTURE

my plans? do more ianthe art, of course. ill be working on more studies, probably going to work on developing a style, and figuring out how to paint. i'd like to do more actually finished pieces, but let's be honest, it'll still be mostly shitpost doodles. i'd like to do more weird stuff. i've been messing around with some gore and NSFW near the end of the year, and it's fun to draw for me. i like idk art that evokes some type of emotion, especially discomfort, and so i find that type of art fun to do, so if you don't enjoy what i've done thus far in that direction, perhaps this isn't the blog for you. i really like horror media, and so i want to do some stuff like that too.

for specifics, i like western type art, a comic book-esque style i'd like to aim for. but i'd like it to be a little more. weird with it. i find comic books often draw all the characters the same, and make all the characters traditionally attractive, and that's boring to me so i'll have to work on finding a way to keep things weird, while also appealing in a graphic sense. the worst thing my art could be is bland and forgettable.

locked tomb wise... more tridentarii art. need to be really weird with it. i have lots of wips planned, like i have a whole page worth of just thumbnails, so i wanna get some of those done. also i had a few animatics i wanted to do. mostly stupid shit, once i learn how to do animatics, then we'll do actual serious ones. id also like to do more comics. i have some comics storyboarded out with my girlies, i like telling a story so, need practice on that. id also like to develop a way to consistently draw them, for convenience sakes, so i'm not fighting for my life every single time i draw these characters. oh and i wanna do some outfit stuff. i draw them in like. generic clothes everytime but i'd like to come up with a few actual outfit designs, that i can just reference back to. and, of course, more shitposts. lots of stupid shit in 2024 for sure. there was something else i wanted to say here but i can't remember.

ART

oki enough rambling, here's some IMAGES for yall to look at i know everyone loves to look at images.

began this year by warming up with gesture sketches (almost) every day. i started with 20 poses (30 seconds each), and then in november i was like. ugh my hands suck i need to get better at hands, so i switched to doing 10 hand sketches (60 seconds each). i want my art to be very energetic so it's important that i do these !!

anatomy studies of extremities because i'm flopping at those -_- ive gotten better with hands but they're still a struggle. i hate feet tho still

need to get my painting game up. i joined an art forum to get advice, and the biggest suggestion i got was working on my values, so i did various value studies. also lots of faces because my faces flop !!

random doodles to work on drawing from imagination. on my "sketchbook" pages, as i like to call them, i'm usually pretty loose and messy, since the point is just to be drawing so often these will suck, but that's fine. i don't think very much when i draw faces on here either so they end up being in my Instinctive Style i suppose you could say

ianthe wip. i was planning to do a few drawings based on the idea of her having Missing Arm nightmares, but the lineart was intimidating to me so i haven't worked on this one more yet /: also there was going to be a toontown gay homosexual toxic yuri comic that i was gonna put here with it but the page is way too long so umm guess that'll have to wait.

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anyways. thank you for reading if you got to the bottom of this! i appreciate all the support that i've been getting lately (extra big kissies for the same like 5 people who always reblog my posts youre the best). and we will be ianthing soo hard in 2024 so watch out!!

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[TRR x ES] Viewing Party

Book: The Royal Romance & Endless Summer Pairings: Liam x MC (Katrina Bailey), Drake x OC (Alyssa Devereaux), Jake x MC (Laurel) Rating/Warnings: G; mild innuendo Author’s Note: * All main characters belong to Pixelberry, I’m just borrowing them * Katrina Bailey & Laurel are the MCs I use when writing fanfic for TRR and ES, respectively; Alyssa Devereaux belongs to birthday girl @burnsoslow​ * This is my submission for @wackydrabbles​​ Prompt 80: Stop looking at me like that. * Author’s Note 2: * This is a birthday gift for my cheesy, potato loving homegirl Burnsie, who requested her very first Endless Summer/Jake fic, despite having never read any ES fic until now 🙈 for the sole reason being that she and Jake McKenzie are almost birthday twins, and my favorite pilot turns 30 this year. If you’re unfamiliar with canon ES trivia, Jake can hold his breath for 9 minutes, and Estela can hold her breath for an astonishing 14. This isn’t entirely what I had in mind when I set out to write an ES/Jake birthday fic, but I wasn’t about to miss your day because I’ve hit a whole ass writer’s wall, Burnsie! I hope you have an AMAZING day and I’m sending you so many hugs! You’re one of the sweetest ladies here, and I am so very thankful that I can call you a friend 🥰 also my real, real gift to you is coming at a later date, as I still have to work on it 😬 * and yes, that’s DDT in the moodboard - just for Burnsie, again - since I use Barnes as Drake’s FC in my TRR fics, lol * Word Count: 2000 on the dot!

It was nearly 10:00 PM on Friday evening, when Burns arranged things around the comfiest chair in her living room. The rest of her family already retired for the evening, after a small but wonderful birthday celebration in her honor at home. Within easy reach, she’d arranged drinks and snacks next to her laptop - a glass of water, a hot mug of tea, a slice of homemade birthday cake to take care of any sugar cravings, and a small platter of cheese and crackers for something more savory. She grinned softly at the newest addition to her mug collection, watching the steam rise from the contents within. 

The lavender mug arrived in the mail earlier that day from one of her friends, emblazoned with a quote from David Rose. Burns took a sip of the warm beverage before setting it down on the small side table and situated herself in the chair. She flipped open the laptop and pulled up a browser window, smiling at a gift from another friend - there was a sticker next to the trackpad with a drawing of a wedge of Swiss, quoting another memorable line from Schitt’s Creek, reminding her to “fold in the cheese.” Burns glanced to the time on the screen and logged in to her Netflix account, clicking until she arrived at the viewing party, and began typing to join the group chat. 

She was greeted with jubilant messages from Donna, Ella, Brandy, Anitah, and half a dozen other friends, wishing her a happy birthday before the show started. They’d formed an ever-growing viewing party for a new series titled Stranded in the Orchard, which was an odd amalgamation of Survivor and Gilligan’s Island. Taking a cue from reality tv competitions, there were hidden cameras all over the island to monitor everyone and reduce production crew intervention, and in a nod to Hunger Games, there was an omnipresent host that would drop messages to signal when challenges were about to take place. After four episodes, the ladies in the watching party started picking their favorites from the two teams. 

Team Ruby consisted of a group that appeared to have been shipwrecked onto the island. Leo was dubbed The Rogue; his brother Liam was The CEO; Katrina was The Attorney; Alyssa was The Teacher; Drake was The Cowboy; Olivia was The Weapons Expert; Bertrand was The Grump; Madeleine was The Whiner; Maxwell was Bertrand’s brother and The Jester; Hana was The Jill of All Trades. Bertrand and Madeleine had already been voted off when Ruby lost two events. 

Team Catalyst consisted of a group of mostly college students. Jake was The Pilot; Laurel was The Mystery Girl; Sean was The Coach; Michelle was The Doctor, even though she was only pre-med; Craig was The Muscle; Zahra was The Engineer; Aleister was The Slick One; Grace was The Brain; Diego was The Entertainer; Estela was The Huntress. Catalyst lost the last two events, which sent Aleister and Grace packing. 

Everyone settled in to watch the opening credits as they recapped last week’s episode, where Ruby won the immunity challenge and fishing gear by building a makeshift stretcher to rescue and carry Katrina from a jungle crash site to a first aid station on the beach; Catalyst voted Grace out. Burns popped a cheese cube into her mouth as she and her friends watched the two groups deal with day-to-day chores in their respective camps on Day 14 of the show. They chatted about the team members and how much Burns wanted to see Drake take off his shirt to go in the water, despite the knowledge that there were clips of him cuddling with Alyssa; Donna, Ella, and Anitah would keysmash in the group chat any time Liam appeared on the screen, even though he and Katrina were clearly sweet on each other, while Brandy and Alyssa Lauren would ask what was happening or who someone was from the Catalyst team.

—

“Pillows and blankets are nice, but what we could really use is food,” Maxwell said, drawing an octopus in the sand with a piece of driftwood. “I don’t know how much longer I can last on coconuts and rice.” 

“Liam and Drake took the raft out this morning to try fishing with the gear, maybe they’ll get lucky,” Katrina suggested, stirring the pot of rice in the fire. She set the lid on top and stood up from her kimchi squat position, dusting some errant sand off her leg. They both looked out towards the water, as dawn stretched out across the ocean, making out shadowy forms of their friends as they bobbed in the water, just before one of them went under the surface. Behind them, the rest of their friends began to stir awake from the scent of rice cooking. 

Back at the Catalyst camp, Jake sat by the campfire with Estela; they were working on making their own fishing gear from bamboo and camp supplies after losing the previous challenge. Jake fed a length of twine through a handmade fishing pole while Estela sharpened tips on one end of a pile of branches she’d gathered. “Whatcha whittlin’, Katniss?” 

Estela glanced at Jake sideways. “Stakes. Hand over some of that twine, I need it to bind these to make spears.” With a begrudging huff, Jake unfurled the twine and ran it against the edge of the makeshift bench he was sitting on to cut it, before tossing the rest at Estela. 

“How fast can you tie those off? We’re losin’ daylight for a morning catch, if you wanna ride on the raft with me.” 

“Five minutes,” she answered, already working nimbly around a branch to secure the whittled spikes. 

The screen cut back to Ruby’s camp, where Liam and Drake stepped ashore, smiles brighter than the sunrise as Drake held up a fish trap with small rays flapping against one another. 

—

“kjsdhfksjhfksjhfks,” Burns smashed into her keyboard. “Look at my man! With the sea bounty!” 

“mevmnbvmnxb,” Ella smashed back.

“How do you know Drake did all the work? Liam’s just as wet, hahaha,” Donna chortled in response.

—

After killing their catch as humanely as possible - with Alyssa turning her face to Drake’s chest to avoid witnessing it - Leo and Olivia gutted and cleaned the rays before setting them on top of their makeshift grill to cook. Liam and Drake regaled the group with their morning under the water, as they took turns fishing. 

While Team Ruby enjoyed some protein with their rice that morning, members of the Catalyst team glumly spooned rice into their mouths as they sat around the campfire while Jake and Estela dried off; their morning fishing trip had been unsuccessful. 

Later that day, both teams received messages from the host to gather for a reward challenge. Each team made their way to a small lagoon, where they saw a structure floating in the water. A booming voice overhead instructed them to swim out to the structure and await further instructions. Once everyone from both teams had done so, a blue holographic image of the host appeared in the center to explain the rules. “The challenge is simple,” she narrated. “We want to see who can hold their breath the longest. There’s a bar you can use to keep yourself from floating up if you need it. Last one standing earns the prize for the whole team — an overnight trip at the Celestial Hotel, where our rotating film crew goes to rest. You’ll be treated to clean sheets and towels, hot showers, along with a decadent dinner and breakfast menu the next morning, before having to return to your camp.” 

Everyone’s eyes lit up at the incentive of a night away from sleeping on the beach, away from mosquitos, rodents, and the threat of being waterlogged by passing storms. Stomachs gurgled at the thought of hot meals that didn’t consist of rice, and the possibility of cocktails or wine. “Oh, we got this,” Jake murmured quietly to Laurel. “Bet I can hold my breath longer’n any of those Ruby kids.” 

“Is that so?” Leo taunted, overhearing Jake’s comment.

“Just call me Poseidon,” Jake smirked. 

“We’ll see about that,” Leo replied. “You know most of us are from an island, right? We’re basically merpeople.” 

—

“Bets! Bets on who wins this!” Brandy typed into the chat window.

“Sticking with Drake,” Burns typed. “Maybe Hana. She could have another random talent up her sleeve.” 

“My money’s on Liam. Look how broad his chest is,” Anya replied. “He’s got to have massive lungs to match.”

“That makes no sense,” Ella typed, adding a laughing emoji. “But I’m Team Liam anyway.”

“Don’t hate me,” Donna began. “Something tells me Jake isn’t boasting right now.” 

From her screen at home, Alyssa Lauren used Eeny, Meeny, Miny, Moe to choose Zahra. The rest of the group picked their favorites as the castaways donned goggles and got into the water. 

—

“Ready? Set! Go!” 

Sixteen heads dipped under the water’s surface, with contestants pinching their noses and puffing out their cheeks as an underwater camera filmed them. A handful of them - Olivia, Alyssa, Maxwell, Diego, and Michelle - tapped out under a minute. As the sand settled, thirty seconds passed before Katrina, Laurel, Sean, and Drake headed to the surface. Just after the two minute mark, Hana, Craig, and Zahra gave up, leaving Jake, Liam, Estela, and Leo under the water. 

Jake looked positively peaceful, sandy brown hair swaying with ease in the water. Estela tapped her fingers lightly across the bamboo rod, counting each second as it passed. Liam glanced over to his brother, who’d begun to turn pink. Half a minute later, Leo popped up to the surface, muttering to himself out of frustration. 

Three minutes in, Liam surfaced, gasping for air, leaving Jake and Estela to battle it out between themselves. Even though the hologram host blasted a horn to signal the end of the challenge, neither Catalyst member surfaced. Liam ducked down to check on them, and Jake and Estela both signaled that they were fine. Everyone continued to wait as the pair spent minute after minute under the water.

—

“Seriously? They’re on the same team!” Anitah typed. “They won already!” 

“They’ve been underwater for a scary length of time,” Brandy added. “What are they, Navy SEALs or something?” 

“I think Jake mentioned he was actually in the Navy before,” Alyssa Lauren replied. 

—

A digital clock appeared in the corner of the screen as the two Catalyst members continued to hold their breath underwater. With each passing minute, members from both groups began to worry. After eight minutes passed, the host’s voice rang out, advising them to pull Jake and Estela up from the water to end the challenge. Laurel and Craig ducked down, eventually pulling their teammates up. “Congratulations to The Catalysts!” the host exclaimed. “A boat will be waiting at your camp to take you to the hotel.” 

Laurel swatted Jake’s arm as they made their way to the shore. “What’s wrong with you!? You were underwater for nearly ten minutes! Who does that!?” 

Jake looked over his shoulder to her with a grin, mischievous sparkle in his bright blue eyes. “Ten would be a new record, my best is nine.” He leaned down to whisper in her ear. “Imagine nine uninterrupted minutes of me holding my breath, Princess. My birthday is tomorrow, and I know exactly how I wanna celebrate,” he winked.  

Laurel’s cheeks flushed at the suggestion. “Stop looking at me like that, Top Gun.”

—

That evening at the hotel, after a sumptuous feast of lobster, crab, and an endless supply of beer and wine, the Catalyst members eventually went to bed. Much later into the night, Jake was seen sneaking into Laurel’s room. 

—

“I KNEW IT!” Burns typed. She laughed as her friends typed in responses full of lemon, fire, pepper, and eggplant emojis. She popped another cheese cube into her mouth and smiled, watching the rest of the episode play out.

[purplesurveys]

997

survey by deirdrelove

What is today’s date? October 26th.

Do you have any plans for tomorrow? Just work. All weekdays are for work.

Do you wear perfume or cologne? Usually, perfume. I have colognes too, but I like the scent of my main perfume far more so that’s what I choose to wear most of the time.

What kind of computer are you using? I have a Macbook Air.

What colour is your mouse? I haven’t used one in years. A trackpad has been reliable enough.

Is it sunny outside? It’s not. I’m not updated on the news but I think we’re supposed to have a really powerful typhoon pass by for the next few days, so the wind has been violent and howling all morning. Some of my co-workers have had power outages at home only used their mobile data today so yeah, it’s not looking too good. I’ve closed my windows for the meantime so that they don’t smash just in case the wind blows too hard.

What has the weather been like lately? It’s been very cold all weekend because of the rain, but it also gets humid every now and then. Still, it’s cold enough for me to turn off my fan all day which is good enough.

When was the last time you cried? Last night, I think.

When was the last time you sincerely smiled? I don’t remember. Maybe last night or yesterday afternoon.

When was the last time you laughed freely? I can’t tell you. I really can’t remember when the last time was. I’ve chuckled here and there, of course; it just hasn’t been hearty for a while now.

Do you eat breakfast regularly? No. I only have a cup of coffee so that I can get properly awake for workkk.

Do you take vitamins? Not regularly.

When was the last time you took aspirin or some other pain reliever? Saturday. I had a headache and was feeling a little dizzy so I had to take a Biogesic.

When did you learn to tie your shoes? Kinder 2, when I was five. One of our ‘exams’ was for the teachers to check if we can already tie our shoes, so my grandma had to teach me. I’m super awful with my hands though, and to this day I still struggle with tying my shoelaces and I still take longer than anyone I know.

What was your favourite grade in elementary school? 5th was fun until things fell apart by the end of it; 7th was great throughout.

Do you like clouds? I like when it’s cloudy, but I don’t lie on the ground and look at clouds.

What colour are your shoelaces? I have several shoes, but I think all of their shoelaces are white.

How many states have you been to? 0.

How many different countries have you been to? 6.

When was the last time you deeply regretted something? September.

Do you go to other people for advice or do you deal with things on your own? I like hearing what my friends have to think because whenever I’ve done things on my own I always fuck it up one way or another, and that sensation gets tiring at some point. Having other perspectives and voices helps as well.

How long was your longest relationship? 4 years.

What is your favourite brand of gum? I don’t have one considering they all lose their taste after a few chews. Whenever someone has gum and shares a piece with me, I just take it regardless of the brand.

What is something that you regularly wear that makes you stand out? I don’t know if I have anything like that. I hate standing out, anyway.

Do you own a debit card? Yuh.

A credit card? Nope.

Are you in debt? I am not.

When is your birthday? *sigh* Again, April 21st...

How old will you be? I’ll be 23.

What kind of cake is your favourite? Cheesecake! Flourless chocolate cakes and red velvet cakes are also great.

Do you prefer small birthday parties or big ones? For parties held by relatives I like them to be big, because it’s always nice to reunite with distant family members that I never get to see. With friends, small and intimate parties do the trick for me.

What song are you listening to now? No music, and I have a YouTube video paused.

Do you download illegal mp3's? I used to convert YouTube videos of audio tracks into MP3, if that counts. I never directly downloaded MP3s though; I always heard horror stories of those things containing viruses or the downloaded file not even storing the actual song.

What was the most traumatic experience of your life? [trigger warning] Being the main witness to my drunk grandfather beating the ever-living shit out of my infant cousin in his stupor when I was 9, and bearing the responsibility to tell that cousin’s mom, who was cooking dinner. I’m pretty sure I aged like 15 years from that moment alone.

Have you ever lost a friend to drugs or alcohol? No.

Who was your childhood best friend? Angela.

Are you still friends now? Yeah, for sure. I just asked her for dyeing tips an hour ago.

If not, why?

Are you sitting at a desk right now? Yes.

Are you eating or drinking? Nope, but I’ll be having dinner in about an hour or so.

How many surveys have you taken today? This is the first one.

Have you ever made a survey? No. I’m not the best in coming up with interesting random questions, so I’ve never given it a shot. Others are way better at it.

If you haven't you should. Its fun. =] I’m sure it is, but I really don’t think I’m creative enough for it.

Did you ever have any sort of collection? Nah.

Do you believe in Karma? I don’t subscribe to the entire concept as it’s defined in Hinduism, but yeah sometimes I’ll refer to its more informal description whenever someone does something that upsets me.

What do you thinks happens to us when we die? Permanent sleep.

What age do you think you'll die? My late relatives all passed between the ages of 70 to early 80s, so maybe by then. But idk, I hope I get my great-grandma’s longevity (she died at 95) because I’m still competitive when it comes to age and I wanna make it to that high a number, ha.

If you knew you had one more month to live what would you do? Well first I’d give out a sigh of relief because thank fuck. After that I’d probably spend the whole month eating all my favorite foods and traveling, at least to the cities that are now accepting visitors. I’d write down instructions for Kimi so that he’s properly cared for, give away my stuff, try to see some friends before it all ends.

About how long was the last book you read? It’s around 600 pages but I’m barely 50 pages in.

Have you read any books by V.C.Andrews? I don’t think so.

Have you ever read a play before? Yes.

A play not written by Shakespeare? Yes.

Have you ever read a play outside of school? Yeah, I have.

What is one career you don't think you could do no matter how much it paid? Engineer.

Would you want to live in the country or the city? City, without a doubt. I like the countryside and it’s certainly relaxing, but I need things to be constantly going on; I like my environment to be hectic, be loud, be busy. Too much quiet isn’t good for me.

Do you prefer large cities or small ones? Large.

Do you/Did you ride the school bus? Yep.

If not how did you get to school?

Do you have iTunes on your computer? Yeah but only because I’m on a Mac and I’m not sure if I can remove the app from my laptop. I haven’t used iTunes since high school though, and if I could I’d get rid of it.

Have you ever edited Wikipedia? Yeah, when I was like 10 lol. It wasn’t to mess around with an entry though; I saw an inaccuracy and genuinely wanted to help out.

Have you ever edited any other wiki? I’m sure I edited more than one page.

Is there a website [besides social networking] that you check almost daily? I don’t think so.

Are you procrastinating? Nope, all my homework for the day’s been done.

Do/Did you make good grades in school? In college, yes. I paid less attention in high school and my grades occasionally showed it.

What is your relationship with your parents like? It’s very casual and not very deep at all. I don’t confide in them, and the thought actually makes me squirm. I’m still skeptical of my mom and I don’t let myself get invested in her after the hurt she’s put me through in the last few years, but at least we don’t yell at each other as much anymore.

Do you have a better relationship with one parent than the other? You can say that. I get along better with my dad.

Do you look like your mom or your dad? Mom. But for some friends, my dad.

Do you write things on your hand to remind yourself? This is what I did in high school, but I haven’t done it since.

Do you use your phone as an alarm? If I need an alarm, yes.

Do you listen to music while you sleep? Nope, but similar. I turn on videos because talking sounds make me sleepy much faster.

Do you get scared when you know some virus or sickness is being passed? I mean if it’s like a plague then yeah, obviously. But to connect this question to today’s situation - after getting used to Covid stats and seeing the ratio of those who die from it vs those who end up healing from it, I’ve highkey stopped being afraid of it lol

Are you realistic? Yes.

Do you sing in the shower? Nope.

[h-oeticjustice]

rules: complete the survey & say who tagged you in the beginning. when you’re finished, tag people to do this survey. have fun and enjoy! i was tagged by @hannahabbott cheers bro 1. Are you named after someone? nope but my middle name is the name of one of my great aunts 2. When was the last time you cried? wednesday ?? i almost had an asthma attack and i was v tired lmao 3. Do you like your handwriting? not really but i dont hate it so 4. What is your favorite lunch meat? is this some american bullshit 5. Do you have kids? no i am 17 ajdjskaak 6. If you were another person, would you be friends with you? i would probably find myself too emotionally detached from everyone and a piece of shit so no 7. Do you use sarcasm? all the fucking time anfjskak 8. Do you still have your tonsils? yep 9. Would you bungee jump? probably not 10. What is your favorite kind of cereal? cinnamon grahams were my faves as a kid but i really like my mum's granola now 11. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? yeahh 12. Do you think you’re a strong person? ??? idek maybe maybe not 13. What is your favorite ice cream? umm out of the ones i can actually eat, there's this almond dream vanilla one (vanilla flavoured ice cream made from almond milk) 14. What is the first thing you notice about people? idk probably their mouth/lips 15. What is the least favorite physical thing you like about yourself? the bits of fat above my hips like im mostly fine with everything else i used to hate tbh like i dont really care that much that i have no boobs so probably just that bit 16. What color pants and shoes are you wearing now? not wearing shoes but black running leggings 17. What are you listening to right now? the last by agust d 18. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? im feeling white for some reason 19. Favorite smell? i quite like candles and vs body sprays 20. Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone? if this is like calling people then probably my mum but the last person i texted was my dad lmao 21. Favorite sport to watch? football, gymnastics, trampolining and dance (except im judgmental af with gym, tramp & dance bc i do/did 2/3 of those lmaoo) 22. Hair color? medium brown i guess (sometimes it looks like ive got red highlights in the sun though idek why) 23. Eye Color? medium-dark brown 24. Do you wear contacts? yeppp 25. Favorite food to eat? honestly any indian food or sushi 26. Scary movies or comedy? comedy 27. Last movie you watched? last weekend i watched hsm with my brother wjdjdjw 28. What color shirt are you wearing? black 29. Summer or Winter? summer ofc 30. hugs or kisses? both idc like i love hugs and shit but im deprived of kisses so 31. What book are you currently reading? battle cry of freedom for my history class 32. Who do you miss right now? JESSIE WHO I AM SEEING NEXT WEEK IM EXCITED AND ALSO ROHINI WHO I AM HOPEFULYL SEEING NEXT WEEKEND 33. What is your mouse pad? i dont use one i use my laptops' trackpads mostly 34. What is the last TV program you watched? blackish 35. What is the best sound? bts' entire discography 36. Rolling Stones or the Beatles? neither lol 37. What is the furthest you have traveled? i went to california in 2013 but im going to bangalore in india this summer so that'll be the furthest 38. Do you have a special talent? i can turn my wrists the whole way round idk im hypermobile 39. Where were you born? londonnnnn (uk) i'll tag @tobeagenius my fave neuroscience nerd and @sy2b whom i miss having computer science with my bro

[toomanysurveys9]

How are you doing today?: i am doing okay. a little frustrated with myself, and with jacob, and whatnot. but i’m mostly doing okay.

What was the best thing that happened to you today?: cuddles from my kiddos.

Which cell phone network are you on?:

xfinity.

Do you like the smell of cinnamon?:

it’s not my favorite. sometimes it’s nice. but sometimes it’s too overpowering.

What was the last book you’ve read?:

bunny’s book club. i read it to eliana.

Are you hungry right now?:

nope. not right now.

What was the last thing you’ve had to drink?: soda. we took wyatt to mcdonald’s to play.

How often do you visit this website?: eh. every so often.

Do you like frogs?: i love frogs.

Are you afraid of dying?: yeah. i guess so. more afraid about leaving my kids behind than anything.

Do you like bananas?: i do. they’re one of my favorite fruits.

Name a movie that you hate. : the purge movies.

Do you like the show American Dad?: yeah. i guess so. it’s not my most favorite though.

What TV show do you miss the most that’s no longer on TV?: full house.

Are you currently fighting with someone right now?: not currently, no. i have some things to talk to jacob about though, so we will see how that goes.

Is your life full of drama?: not really anymore.

How long can you hold your breath underwater : i don’t know exact numbers.

Where’s the last place you’ve been to out of state?: chicago.

Have you ever been kissed in the rain?: yeah. many times.

What letter does your last name start with.: k.

What are you listening to right now?: lilli has the tv on. she’s watching her hour for the day.

Have you ever had a pet that died?: unfortunately, yes. a few.

Would you rather use a trackpad or a mouse?: i use the track pad most of the time.

Do you consider yourself politically intelligent?: eh. i don’t care enough about politics. i know the basics that i need to know and that is enough.

Have you ever done any volunteer work?: i have. many times.

Do you like the Beatles?: i enjoy some of their music, yes.

Is it night time where you’re at right now?: it’s late afternoon.

Do you like steak?: i do. i used to only eat it well done, but i’ve found medium well is a lot better. lol. i cannot get myself to eat it at just medium though.

Do you eat healthy?: depends on the day.

How often do you work out?: not as often as i would like. but i try to do SOMETHING (even if it’s just a short walk) daily.

What was the best gift you’ve ever received?: probably my wedding ring set.

Have you ever participated in a spelling bee?: in elementary school.

If you could have one wish right now, what would it be?: be more stable financially.

Do you owe anyone an apology right now?: i do not.

Are you the jealous type of person?: not really, no.

Have you ever tried doing yoga?: i did some sort of yoga in my stress and wellness class at bethel. it wasn’t your “typical” yoga though.

Do you like getting massages?: sure. i would love to get a professional one some day, if i can ever get past the idea of a stranger touching me.

Would you rather be too hot or too cold?: if i’m too cold, i can at least dress in layers and blankets. i can’t really strip down if i’m too hot.

Are you good at telling jokes?: not really.

When was the last time you’ve attended a sleepover?: it has been a long time, unless you count when we spend the weekend at my brother’s house. if you do, then it was this past weekend.

Tell me one of your pet peeves.: people who think they know everything about everything. or are judgemental because you might not have a heard something called by a weird name.

Do you wear glasses?: i do not. last time i went to the eye doctor, i had 20/20 vision. i haven’t been to the eye doctor in years though.

Do you like to keep your nails painted?: i do not.

Have you ever had a pedicure?: no. i don’t like people touching my feet.

What is your favorite smell?: vanilla.

Do you like the TV show Full House?: i LOVE it. i bought the entire series awhile back. lame. but ya know.

Would you rather listen to country music or rap music?: country. almost always.

Are you a Duck Dynasty fan?: i was briefly.

Have you graduated high school yet?: i graduated high school in 2012.

What kind of person were you in middle school?: loner. quiet.

Do you have any major regrets in your life?: trusting certain people.

Have you ever thought about running away?: not seriously.

Do you like pixie sticks?: i used to. but i do not anymore.

Do you like French toast?: i do. if it’s homemade.

Are you a fast typer?: i’m fairly fast.

Are you good at doing math in your head?: some. but math has never been my strongest strength.

Have you ever played with Silly Putty?: many times growing up. my parents hated that stuff.

Do you take in a lot of caffeine daily?: i do not.

Do you like watching Football?: not really.

What language do you wish you could speak?: spanish. it would be beneficial.

Do you know a lot about history?: some.

If we could travel back in time, where would you travel to?: back when my grandma randolph was still alive.

Would you ever consider joining the military?: i did briefly while i was in college.

Do you think women should be allowed to have abortions?: i think that what another person does, as long as they’re not causing harm to me or someone else, it is none of my business. i couldn’t get one myself, but i wouldn’t judge someone else that has.

Are you a cigarette smoker?: no.

Have you ever done something you didn’t want to just to look cool?: i mean, probably.

Do you like zombie movies?: they’re not my favorite. jacob enjoys them.

Have you seen The Hunger Games?: bits and pieces.

Do you have a favorite piece of clothing?: hoodies.

Do you own any Uggs?: i do not.

Are you wearing any rings on your fingers?: not at the moment.

Name a TV show that you absolutely can’t stand.: a majority of the kids shows on cartoon network. Do you have any unusual talents?: i don’t think so.

Do you look like your age?: depends who you ask.

Do you feel confident in a bathing suit?: not even a little.

Do you do a lot of online shopping?: nope.

Do you like the Harry Potter films?: yeeeesss. i’m a hufflepuff.

Do you judge people based on their sexual orientation?: i do not. it’s none of my business.

Have you ever been told you had an accent?: i was once in high school by the lady i briefly was getting voice lessons from. then my dad was laid off because of the recession and i had to stop.

Have you ever ridden an elephant?: i have..

Are you allergic to pollen?: not that i am aware of.

Have you ever eaten sushi?: i have not.

If so, do you like it?: i haven’t eaten it. and i probably never will. it doesn’t appeal to me.

Are you a fan of anime?: some.

Would you rather play Xbox or Playstation?: playstation.

Are you a big fan of seafood?: i hate seafood.

What kind of food are you craving right now?: none.

Are you currently in a relationship?: married. If not, are you happy being single?: i’m not single. Do you depend on others for happiness?: sometimes.

Do you like to go fishing?: i get bored pretty quick.

Are you a fast runner?: not really.

Have you ever worked at a fast food place?: in high school.

What’s on your mind right now?: that i’m tired of people today.

Are you texting anyone as you’re taking this survey?: nope. Have you ever had a nasty rumor spread about you?: yeah. kind of. Have you ever sent someone sexual pictures of yourself?: yeah. i sent some to jacob in high school. Do you like who you are on the inside or the outside more?: inside. Are you good at drawing?: i wish. Do you know how to dance?: i wish. What’s your favorite reality TV show?: i don’t have one. Do you think Kim Kardashian deserves to be famous?: no. but she is. so. Are you excited for Christmas this year?: YES. i love christmas since my babies are here.

Do you celebrate Halloween?: i do. i take my babies trick or treating. Have you ever had a concussion?: i have not. Do you pretend to be someone you’re not?: nope. Do you listen to heavy metal music?: not anymore. Were you sad when Michael Jackson died?: not really. Do you have more upper or lower body strength?: lower. Have you ever been in a tanning bed?: i have not. Do you like hot tubs?: yeah. Do you know anyone who is battling cancer?: no one comes to mind... Have you ever donated money to a charity?: yup. Do you get bored easily?: sometimes. Have you ever peed your pants in public?: maybe when i was significantly younger. Are you afraid of roller coasters?: not usually. i mostly enjoy them. Are you good at doing tongue twisters?: i’m decent usually. What was the last movie you’ve seen in theatres?: the lion king. Have you ever been to a drive-in movie?: yes. i love them. we didn’t really get to go this year so far though.

Are you good at doing fractions?: i’m decent.

What is your favorite holiday?: christmas and thanksgiving. Do you prefer Apple or Android?: android.

Would you rather have a tablet or a computer?: computer.

Do you like things that are touch screen?: i guess.

What age did you have your first kiss at?: 13 or 14.

Do you regret losing your virginity to whoever you lost it to?: j’m going to go with the first person i chose to have sex with and we’re married. so no.

Do you have a good relationship with your mother?: it’s pretty good.

Do you like the color lime green?: it’s not my favorite, but kind of.

What are your plans for tomorrow?: none that i know of.

Would you rather wear jeans or yoga pants?: jeans.

Do you like your clothes to be baggy and comfortable or tight and revealing: baggy and comfy.

Do you wish you could change something about your hair?: i need to dye it again.

Have you ever gotten a makeover?: not really.

Do you get mad easily?: sometimes. especially when i don’t get enough sleep. Have you ever punched someone in the face?: no. Do you think the minions from Despicable Me are cute?: not especially. Did you have a Gameboy as a child?: my dad had one that he let us kids share too.

Would you rather have chocolate or gummy worms?: depends on the day and my mood.

What are your favorite pizza toppings?: ham and bacon.

Have you ever auditioned for a talent competition?: yeah.

Do you make good sandwiches?: i think so. Would you rather get high or get drunk?: neither these days. i used to spend most of my weekends drunk before i was a parent though, so we will go with that. Have you ever failed a drug test?: no. Do you like the Silent Hill movies?: i don’t know those movies. What movie scared you the most out of any other movies?: i don’t know. Tell me something you’ve been made fun of for in the past.: being quiet. What is one thing you need to work on to make yourself a better person?: i need to take some time for myself more often so i can reboot.

Do you support war?: i support our military..