#another ros roscumber miscommunication and i'm ending it all

[krowoftherealm]

recently, ros makes me so frustrated because like GIRL OH MY GOD. PLEASE.

she talked about how she's frustrated with the way the kingdom dealt with the owen situation but like ROS QUEEN PLEASE COMMUNICATE THAT TO THEM OMG !!!!!!!! TALK TO THEM !!!!!!! TALK TO YOUR FACTION !!!!!!!!!!

i get it's hard to communicate your mind sometimes, i get that it's hard to put your thoughts into words and i get that they might not understand you fully, but, ros, queen without even trying you'll never know??? and also you do have people who understand and listen to you??? remember the way sneeg and clown talked to you when you left the yellow bc of owen??? they let you speak and listened to you? and understood you?????? and were pretty much on the same page with you about "that guy is horrible and needs to die"????

it's so sad to see her not ask the kingdom for help either. ros, queen, ASK THEM to get you blocks and help you with builds, ASK THEM to fix your gear, you're not asking for too much, that's why those people are here!!!! they are your faction, they are supposed to help you! and if you don't tell them, how are they supposed to know?

there's so much going on in her head right now, i can see it, and honestly, she just needs a break man. a vacation. like, turn off in-game chat type of one, just go thousands of blocks away and do whatever she wants to. preferably, with somebody she really trusts tho. isolating herself will only make things worse.

speaking of trust, i also think ros needs to sort out her mind on people she trusts and tells things to, for her own sake and for the sake of the kingdom. i remember she had a book where she listed good and bad things about different people, right? what happened to it? /genq she really needs to continue that, honestly, or maybe even start over. i think remembering things and writing them down can help her a lot with understanding who's worth her trust.

i honestly hope she faces some consequences for her own decisions. i think that's the only way she'll learn to be more careful with who she considers friends. because like i understand that she wants to be nice to everyone and expects people to do the same in return, but being friendly to people ≠ being friends with them. and sometimes ros is way too kind and forgiving.

today's conversation she had with aimsey genuinely made me crash out. like girl what do you MEAN. sneeg and clown spent hours listening to you. yes, they offered solutions as a result, but isn't that what's supposed to happen? you have a problem, you go talk to somebody, they listen to you and help you solve it? or does ros want to just sit there talking circles with aimsey, bad and pangi and never get rid of the source of what makes her talk to them in the first place? genuinely confused about this specific point about her character lowkey like ??? what ???? this literally doesn't make any sense man.

and even if you want them to be more emotional with you or honestly talk to you about something, just ask them? talk to them! people can't read your mind, ros. sneeg is here basically every day, but he can't be around the castle all the time, he's a grinder and builds huge insane machines, he obviously can't build them near spawn bc they will be messed with all the time. just shoot him a message if you need anything or just go visit him, ros. he expressed countless times how he wants to be included and how he's frustrated that he's never around when things are happening, so he wouldn't mind!

a bit of /crit towards ros' character decisions under the cut so skip if you don't want to read!!

it is genuinely sad to see her not recognize clown and sneeg's work in full. like she does see that they care, but in a way she doesn't? as if she's forgetting/ignoring some things they've done for her. sneeg literally spent 2 hours listening to ros and supporting her not only with practical solution, but emotionally as well when the whole thing with owen happened. clown, although he's not a guy of many words, spent countless hours listening to her and helping her too. again, yes, they are more practical solution oriented, but, again, it's that what's supposed to happen? not going to elaborate much more here, i'm going to make some references to the way losa treats ros in my aimros post that i'm workng on rn (god give me strength to finish it).

it is true that aimsey, bad and pangi will notice that something is up first and bring that up to ros instead of her needing to reach out. and this one is a really frustrating one because like. sneeg is not around spawn most of the time because of the way he plays, how is he supposed to assume that something's up unless ros or somebody else tells him so? clown isn't around all that much, which he has his reasons to, he can't know either unless ros tells him. it's like an ooc reason for ros' in-character frustrations and it's very sad to see because you really can't do anything about it.

also, the "oh the men are just like this" about sneeg and clown being less emotional and more practical in solving ros' problems was like... so unnecessary? like, genuinely. i love a good "men amiright" joke myself but this fels like... fully serious? and then ros goes on to list badboyhalo and pangi as people who besides aimsey also support her emotionally? like huh???? what???? i hope it was just another sponge ros moment where she didn't really think about what she's saying and was just like "oh aimsey hates men! i'm going to say this then!" because if not, i have some Questions.

i think cc!ros said recently that she doesn't have a plan or anything like that for her character bc she didn't think she'd play this much on this server and that's why tr!ros is kinda all over the place. so i really hope she does come up with one soon because it's getting a bit frustrating to watch her character just walk in circles with no progression at all :(