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#another 10 hour day ✌️
misty-missdee · 1 year
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it. is my birthday.
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sluttyfranzkafka · 2 months
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damn kind of had a crazy week as just some villager who lives in a place so small that its name alone would dox me
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allicat0 · 5 months
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hi there! i absolutely loved ur other fan fic even tho i didn’t know the character. made my pussy throb. anywho 😊 just seeing if u are able to write a gojo x reader, perhaps him being older ( older brothers bsf, teacher, etc. ) i also would love to see some discreet public sexy time. ( classroom, movie theatre, pool… i love fucking hot tubs and pools…) thank you so much!😜✌️🎀
Our little secret
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Ans: thank you so much for the support, and of course! I’m so excited to write my take on Gojo! Hope you like it!!
Summary: University au! You're working along side your thesis advisor Gojo in hopes to working closer to your ambitions for the future. But being a university student, costs are high and money is low. So to be able to keep up with your school you have a little gig on the side.
Content: MDNI, 18+, abaf reader, smut, forced proximity, dubcon, oral, penetrative sex, domination, degradation, praise, making out, rough sex, oral sex, penetrative sex, teacher/student relations, dominant Gojo, submissive reader
A/N: I apologize if not all of my historical information its 100% correct, I did do a little research for it to make as much sense as I could. I also apologize for any word vomited, grammar, or punctuation errors. I was up till 2am writing. but hope you enjoy!
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You had been given the opportunity to have Satoru Gojo, head professor of the History department as your Thesis advisor. It was all still a little unreal to you, but you couldn't be more grateful. You have spent countless hours with one another, early mornings and late nights, doing your best to progress with your latest research proposal.  “The Villa of the Papyri” you said, placing your stack of papers down onto Gojos desk. “Now that surely is a pretty big project your-” He began to reply before you quickly cut him off “I understand it’s a lot, and that most of the contents inside got destroyed but there are over two thousand lost scrolls that reside inside that structure. There could be so many answers about the lost city of Herculaneum that those scrolls could contain!” Your look was genuine. . and so full of hope that he just couldn't say no. 
As weeks passed, you still had no leads. Weeks turned into, months, and months turned into a year, endlessly working alongside Gojo. Despite your research not flourishing as much as you had hoped, your relationship with your professor grew more than you expected. It didn’t feel like work, it was tolerable to be around eachother, it didn’t feel like he had some weird authority complex over you, you were comfortable, you couldn’t help but admit to yourself some feeling for your professor began to form and you wished nothing would come in between that. .until something did.
Being a university student, especially in the department you're in, funds are high and since you were usually busy researching all day, you had a hard time getting a stable job that worked around your harsh schedule. The school did pay you money to go through with this research but it was barely enough to buy you a loaf of bread and toilet paper. You needed money to survive and things were getting a little tight, so you thought working at your local club didn’t sound like a horrible idea. . as a dancer. 
Zafrio, is one of the more popular clubs in the area, but they worked well around your schedule, Thursdays, Fridays, and Saturdays every week. The pay was beautiful, every penny you made on that stage was yours to keep, on top of that you also got your bi-weekly pay which 10% of it went through tip - out to the servers, but you weren’t complaining. On average you made at least four hundred dollars a night, but on good days you would rack up closer to a thousand. 
Tonight was your Saturday shift, the busier one out of the three. As you were getting ready backstage a familiar face walked into the club, the club was packed full of people, he made his way through the crowd, brushing past people shoulder to shoulder, getting closer to the main stage. Now he didn’t come here often but when he did, it was every Saturday at eleven, to see you and only you perform. He used having a large crowd to his advantage as he was often hidden, so you seeing him was never a concern of his. How he found out about your little side job was not intentional, he just happened to stumble into the club with some of his friends one night, and there you were working. Gojo was beyond intrigued, so ever since that day he’d been coming to watch you perform, he didn’t know why he came back, but all he knew was that he started thinking of you in ways he’d never dare think of before. 
Your stage name gets called and there you are, walking out onto the stage over to the pole, beginning your number for the whole club. Cheers filled your ears, watching the money fall onto the stage, the serotonin that pumped through your body was unbelievable and he watched, every. Last. second. His eyes never leaving you or your body. The way your hips sway to the music, it was like he was in a trance. 
As you finish your number your eyes fall out to the crowd, adjusting from the bright stage lights shining up at you. You start to strut off and out the corner of your eye, you see. . no it couldn’t be. What was he doing here?? Your heart rate began to pick up. What was your professor doing here?! You quickly rushed the rest of the off stage. Did he just see you perform? Your mind was rushing at a million miles a second. 
You arrived backstage and looked in the mirror, your mind began to spiral and your heart picked up its pace, that was totally him, there was no denying it. “Is everything alright?” one of your fellow dancers came over to see if you were okay as they noticed you were panicking. “Yah.  .yah i'm fine” you said to put your clothes on and packed all your belongings. “Something came up and I really need to go, please let the boss know I’m sorry.” You knew all of the money you got from that dance would be taken care of by your boss, and were quick to leave, walking out to your car and heading home. 
Monday finally rolled around and you were on your way to Gojos' office to start work. If it were any other day you would be eager to get back to work after a weekend break, but today wasn’t any other day. The events of Saturday night still loomed in the back of your mind, you didn’t want to admit it but you were scared to face Gojo, how were you supposed to just act normal after that night?!
You opened the door to the office and plastered a smile onto your face and there he was sitting at his desk. “Good morning professor.” you said, making your way into the room, closing the door behind you. “Good morning, how was your weekend?” he asked, his eyebrow slightly arching with the question. You felt a lump form in your throat forcing it down before speaking. “Ah, it was quite relaxing,” you said trying to cut the conversation. “I'm surprised, you spend your weekends working do you not?” his head tilted ever so slightly, a smirk forming in the corner of his lips. He knew what he was doing and he knew you saw him that night. 
You froze in place for just a moment, “i'm not sure I know what you mean” Gojo looked at you right in your eyes, leaning forward so his elbows were resting on his knees. “I think you and I both know what I mean” your breath hitched, there was no going back, there was no avoiding this. You watched as Gojo sat up from his chair and made his way around his desk. Leaning against this chair and resting his ass against it he crossed his arms in front of his chest. “Well. . am I wrong?” This was it, your career was over, there was no way you would be able to recover from something like this, you knew the risks and yet you still took the chance, now look where it got you. 
You could feel yourself trying to choke but in the coming years, you were trying your best to keep yourself together. “Now you know there's no reason to lie to me. .” Gojo pushed himself off the desk and made his way towards you, your eyes never leaving him. He walked behind you, leaving your sight, but you could feel him looming over you. “Professor look, moneys been low and.” his hot breath suddenly hit against your neck, sending a shiver down your spine. “You don’t have to explain yourself to me.” His words were soft. 
Your shoulders tensed as he placed his hands on them “Is this okay? Can I touch you here?” Gojo let out softly once more, you simply nodded your head being speechless. His hands began travelling down stopping right at your hips. “You know. .I have a confession of my own. Ever since I found out about your secret endeavours. . I haven’t been able to stop going back. . I can’t stop thinking about you in ways I shouldn’t.” He choked out, Gojo was doing his absolute best to keep himself at bay. 
“Really?” you said, sounding surprised, his words were making your stomach flutter. As much as you wanted to deny this as wrong and unprofessional there was a recurring curious thought that wanted to find out more, what exactly was he thinking. “The thought drives me crazy” the hold he had on your hips gets tighter, but you move away from his grip, turning around to face him. His eyes were drawing you in like never before, you couldn’t describe it, but his gaze was full of pure lust. 
You bit down on your lips, you were unsure what to do, act professional or. . no what were you thinking! “Darling,” Gojo said, snapping you out of your thoughts. His hands coming up and cupping your face, his thumb trailing softly against your cheek. “Gojo I. .” You stood there speechless. “This is unprofessional.” You try to centre your thoughts “I think we’re long past that.” he said his hand never leaving your cheek. His face leaned down his lips inches from yours “if you want me to stop then tell me, I want you to be okay with this” you looked up at him through your lashes nodding your head ever so slightly. “Please. .don’t stop” you let out quietly just enough for him to hear you. 
Next thing you know you felt Gojo’s lips press against yours, lips moulding with one another. His kiss was delicate, but carried so much passion and lust behind every movement. Your mind continued to spiral at every given minute, but you didn’t want to stop, you wanted more. Gojo’s hands travelled down before taking your ass in his hands giving it a squeeze as he continued to kiss you. 
His tongue slipped past your lips and moved with yours, but it didn’t last long as he was quick to pull away to catch a breath. His head moved to your neck planting firm kisses against your neck as his hands made their way up your shirt, cupping your breast in the process massaging them as he continued to place his markings down your neck. “You’re fucking gorgeous” his voice was breathy, against your skin.
Gojo guided you over to his desk, turning you around to your back facing him. His hands lingered at the hem of your pants, thinking for a moment before he pulled both your pants and underwear down revealing your slick pussy. Gojo went down onto his knees to get a better view, his hand trailing up and down pushing in between your folds, slowly sticking his middle and ring finger deep into your pussy, causing a moan to escape your lips. “What if someone hears us?” you asked nervously. He continued to pump his fingers in and out of you slowly watching how your pussy swallowed his fingers “let them” he said. 
The speed of his fingers began to pick up the pace causing soft moans to escape through the seam of your lips. Gojo pulled his fingers out of you, spreading your legs open enough to lodge his head in between your thighs, dragging his tongue against your pussy. As you lay there leaning over his desk, gasping for breath, Gojo tasted every inch of you, savouring the sweetness of your flesh, he knew exactly where to touch, how to caress, driving you further into the realm of ecstasy. Your hips would involuntarily push back into him as he lapped his tongue over your clit, exploring every curve and crevice, bringing you to the edge of climax. It was almost painful, the anticipation and desire building within you, but you wouldn't trade this exquisite torture for anything else. 
As you were nearing release Gojo pulled away standing up, quickly unbuckling his pants to unveil his already hard twitching cock eager to pound into you. He held the base of his cock, dragging the tip in between your wet folds, before slowly pushing himself into you, causing a groan to escape from the back of his throat. His hands grabbing onto your hips, he began to slowly move his hips watching your pussy swallow his cock. “You feel so fucking good” he said as he began to pick up the pace. Your hand moved up to your mouth blocking out the moans leaving your lips, doing your very best to stay quiet enough so others wouldn’t hear your lewd sounds. Gojo’s thrusts became rough, his hand releasing your hip entangling his fingers through your hair tugging on it as he pounded into you. “You’re such a good girl, taking me so well”. 
As Gojo continued to thrust deep into you, you felt yourself coming closer to the edge once again, the knot building up in your stomach from him constantly hitting your G-spot. Your free hand moved down in between your legs and moved rapidly against your clit. “ you gonna cum on my cock baby?” He asked you, smirking down at you, how he enjoyed the sight. You let out a moan as your legs do their best to hold themselves up through your orgasm, Gojo was close, you could feel his cock pulsating inside of you. His thrust was becoming sloppy and out of rhythm. With a few more thrusts he quickly pulled out of you, his hot cum hitting against your back “fuck” he said out of breath looking down at the mess he made, but god it was fucking hot.
His body pressed up against your own, planting a soft kiss against your shoulder. Moving the hair away from your neck and planting them slowly against your neck as well, he let out a light groan, the vibration of his hot breath against your skin made you shiver. “Let's get you cleaned up baby” Gojo said, going back to his cocky smug voice once again. “Oh and. .lets keep this our little secret alright?”
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@allicat0 signing off. .
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writinandcrying · 9 months
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TMNT ONE SHOT - Holiday Season - A Special gift
Christmas was not your favorite holiday, at least you had a mutant turtle to help out in this trying times (GN READER, Tw: dysfunctional family, arguments and bickering related to food, crying mentioned)
Fluff - makeout / first kiss with *insert turtle you like* after a shitty xmas (English isn’t my first language and I didn’t proof read this 😗✌️, pls don’t hesitante to correct me if you see something off putting, I hope you guys still like it!)
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You climb up the last steps of the fire scape connecting the roof top of your building, dragging your feet as you groan one last time, it’s impressive you can hear your relatives arguing several stores bellow, you have lost count how many times people can pick on each other on their free will. You drag your hands along your face and sigh, you want nothing more but to distance yourself from that.
You didn’t get to feel much of The “Christmas spirit” everyone seem to love and cherish since you left your childhood years, and it seems that every year you learn to dislike December a little bit more. As much as The Grinch was deeply relatable for you lately, you didn’t want it to be, having a dysfunctional family in such a tender Holiday was kinda like receiving punch in the gut every day until 25th of December died out. After the first 10, the warm smiles and happy wishes over a great season seem to constantly mock your misery, leaving you bitter and resentful.
Leaning over the edge of your building, you check the many light up windows and different narratives playing along on your neighborhood, a family all gathered up taking a picture by their decorated tree on the left, you let a chuckle out by thrilled parents filming a rather young child by your right, to what it seems taking their first steps by their excitement.
it was nice seeing different kind of life’s playing along the fairy lights on the streets bellow, secretly wishing yours would be a little bit like theirs, reality seems distant as you accidentally disassociate, thinking how -your- family would be seen compared to those merry ones, your parents resentment growing against each other every minute, barking mean comments left and right to you messing apparently everything up. The perfect picture of a broken home. Awful to see, awful to be part of.
You sigh as you recall what drove you to the edge moments ago, a silly comment really, it was so small compared to the constant bickering around the whole month of December, but picking on you eating a single cookie? That you made? You spent the whole day cooking. The whole day trying to have a good Christmas, you can feel yourself fuming as you remember how much you have worked your ass off the whole month for their presents, for a good Christmas dinner, as they wouldnt even buy a single pair of sock for you. Give you a single “thank you” for all of your efforts, You tried, you really did, Despite all the odds against your favor, you still tried, when you finally decide you give yourself a taste of your hard work, your family dares to give you shit about your eating habits? No. Nuh uh.
That was the last drop. You marched to your room as you heard someone giving you shit one last time after harshly dropping the plate on the dining table. knew you would be screwed when they found out you were gone, no amount of locks would keep them at bay for longer than 2 to 3 hours. But god, you needed a time out. Yes, you would rather freeze your butt on a dirty and frozen roof top than to listen to another passive aggressive bullshit comment.
“you have been hiding here all this time?” A familiar voice fills out of the foggyness of your thoughts, your head turns around slightly, watching a well known silhouette marvelously shining through the moonlight “nobody’s seen you in days” his tone isn’t harsh or accusative, you can almost hear a incredulous chuckle out of him, he speaks lightly, curious to your whereabouts, you can also hear him landing near the regular rooftop entrance, you stare once again to the uncountable windows and buildings in front of you.
He waits for you to retaliate, reply with witty comeback, flash him an apologetic smile, anything, but silence wins you over. He knew something was up when you were this quiet, your family would be the main topic when you vanished like that, he also knew you needed space to deal with such matter, in due time, you would ask for comfort, you would seek for his presence, just like when he comes to you, yet this time it never came, you never came. The ninja turtle slowly leans over, trailing his eyes ahead as you do.
A sniff catches him off guard, he knows it shouldnt, but it does, he glances at you to finally see your glossy eyes staring ahead, a blush covering your cheeks and nose; You look adorable, sad, disappointed, frustrated, but still can’t help but to find you adorable, his hearts stings as you rapidly catch a sneaky tear roll down your cheek, turning your back at him before he can catch you in this arms.
“Didn’t want to bother.” your voice comes out more shaky than you would like, a bit hoarse due to the current season, you rub your hands together, if he questioned about your well being, you could just blame it on the cold weather,on the perfect snowflakes falling above you two.
“You could never bother” he trails along slowly, weary as if you were a scared cat, afraid that any hasty movement could make you dash “how about we go to the lair? Everyone misses you.” he gently places a hand on your back, “I miss you” he ponders, moving slowly to be by your side, your eyes don’t meet his, he wants to lean down, he wants your eyes locked on his, he wants you to trust him as much as he trusts you, he wants nothing more but to hold you close and kiss your sorrows and tears away.
he stays put instead, waiting on your call.
You instinctively turns towards him, his warmth drawing you in, you want to smile, to tell him over and over that eveything is fine, you were just busy, he doesn’t have to worry.
Instead your mouth is pressed in a tight line, you can feel your lips trembling when you try to speak, you know words will come out wobbly, and for the first time, you won’t be able to hold back tears in front of him. This is pathetic. You think, you want to be at the lair. You want to be near them, but how can you explain you can’t bare to see their love, brotherhood and companionship tonight? You can’t feel part of it? This night isn’t about you, it has never been and it will never will be, you just get used to it.
You look up; your thoughts swimming through your eyes, you open and close your mouth, how do you explain you crave affection, but can’t seem to bear it?
The turtle holds you in a swift movement, carrying you with ease, gently but still firmly holding you against his plastron in princess style, the familiar adrenaline rushes trough you as you can feel him jumping from roof top to roof top, you don’t have words to question him, astoundingly admiring him as you stare at his focused face facing the horizon ahead.
You close your eyes for a moment, learning your face over the valley of his neck and collarbone, in a blink of an eye, songs, chatter and laughter fills the air and you remember you are in New York , the most magical city to be this time of year. Yes, you had probably the crappiest month of your life, but for a moment, you let yourself drift away in bliss, focusing on sounds and passing colorful lights.
He settles both you on a empty office balcony, everything is dark inside accept for the faint lights on a very worn out tree looking back at you, you check your own reflection, your eyes are red and puffy, your hair is uneven, and there are millions of colors shining behind you.
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The Rockefeller was the most iconic place all over New York during Christmas time, slowly turning around, the tree and it’s surroundings leaving you both speechless, you loved Christmas lights, it was impressive to say the least how the decorations were absolutely ethereal. ever so slowly, you both sit down and admire the virw quietly.
“You don’t have to deal with everything on your own” is the first line he graces you, you wanna laugh with that alone, look who’s talking you think over, but you can’t say it, you know he is right, he chuckles as if he could read your mind, he gently tilts your head upwards “next time, call me. Text me. Reach out, for goddess sake.” He smiles at you, you let out a huff, smiling shyly “you have so much on your plate already, I just, I didn’t-“
“You deserve so much better” he shakes his head, lips pressed in a thin line. Over many years of his life, he has thought he had too little and humans had absolutely everything on top side, it was unfair and left a sour taste over his mouth. you have shown him that kind of thought was childish, he had a family, he had people he could count on, that’s alone is a lot more than what many people have, He can’t take that fact for granted anymore.
He also knew your biggest wish was to be part of something like that, his biggest wish was to make you feel part of it, maybe even something more.
You shyly lace your pinky with one of his fingers, ducking away as you felt your face burning under his deep gaze, you were so appreciative of his family, of him, of his patience and dedication, to say you have a crush on the turtle was an understatement, everything the he did made your heart skip a beat, the way he would always seek out for you during hangouts, how he cared for your preferences and well being, you found yourself unable to look away when he was training, when he would laughs so care freely, when he gets lost on his interests and everything seems to slow down around the both of you. You rest your head gently over his shoulder, you know you can get lost in his eyes quickly, you bite your lip when you think of his, and how heavenly it would feel against yours.
“It’s alright..” that what you manage to come up with, it’s cheap and it’s empty, but you don’t know what else to say. “No it’s not.” He says it firmly, interlocking your fingers tightly to prove his point.
Sometimes, you swear he feels the same as you do, you swear you can catch a soft longing from him across the dinging table, across the dojo over self defense training, short glances that are filled with unspoken words, that the innocent touches are not so innocent anymore. but life has taught you not to hang on those wishes, not to have hope. It was hurtful to do so.
“why do you care?” you let a frustrated sigh out, you hate how you just asked that the moment the words left your mouth, you aren’t frustrated at him per say, more towards your feelings, at how clammy your hands feel around his, how fast your heart is beating, how you secretly hope he knows that you didn’t mean to let that question out, how much of a chicken you were, how you fought annoying daydreaming scenarios with him on daily basis and yet just wish he kissed you already.
“Because I do.” he makes you look at him again, brushing a strand of hair behind your ear, and for the first time tonight, you look at him, you really look at him, how he is breathing fast, how dilated his pupils are when he looks at you, how his thumb drags temptingly over the bottom of your lips, letting out a shaky breath as he squeezes your hand one last time.
“because I just do.” His gaze is locked in yours, pleading, full of what you have denied yourself for years, telling eveything you have ever wanted without any words. He was yours, and you are his.
you finally tell yourself fuck it and kiss him.
It’s desperate, it’s passionate, it’s eveything you want and more, you drag your nails on the nape of his neck and draws him into your space, your chest hits is plastron as he grips your hips as he pins you down against the ground, the way you hook one of your leg on top of his shell drives out a moan out of him, making you arch your back, you nibble his bottom lip as you swear you gonna lose your mind.
You don’t know how long has passed, your grip on him is as strong as his as you lay beneath him, you makeout until you are both out of breath, until the anger and frustration has been worn out and you two slowly melt together, once fervent kisses turns into soft, gentle ones, until you are both looking at each other, smiling and giving pecks between giggles, translating eveything you have both been feeling towards each other
“Goddamn.” he draws a hearty laugh out of both you, the turtle rests is forehead against yours, sighing dreamily, giving you feather light kisses on your cheeks as you pull him closer.
“I care a lot about you too.” you drunkly smile to him, caressing his cheeks tenderly, “I sure hope so.” you hook your arms around his neck, laughing at his antics.
“I gotta tell you something tho.” you tilt your head curiously, he looks down at your lips, licking instinctively as you bite yours.
“you surprisingly taste like gingerbread cookies”
That makes you giggle once more.
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It’s 3 am and Idk how to finish so hopefully the end it’s not too abrupt *confetti sounds* 🎉 let me know if you guys liked it!
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technically-a-kiwi · 2 months
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Cosmic AU written story 1: a bad surprise
Above our world and compression,
In a realm beyond space and time, beyond the mortal eye
is a being, wearing the attire of a chef and harboring the colors of the cosmos.
The entity watches over what looks like a star field, an endless sea of worlds, all alone in a room that stretches as far as the eye can see.
He sighs, thinking to himself "how long have I been staring into the void like that? I should have gone back to making pizza by now..."
"Yeah your shift ended like 10 hours ago Italian man ! "
Out of nowhere, another being, wearing the clothes resembling one of a TV host, glimmering in the brightest of ways, behind him is a cape, shifting in the way a flame would, and to complete his look, a thousand dollars smile shinning as bright as the sun, hinting toward his mischievous schemes.
The chef entity jumps, completely startled, and screams
A scream so loud one could hear him from miles away, a scream so loud it could outstage one of an explosion. And with his scream, his body shinned a blinding light, indicating how panicked he is.
The chef entity stops, manages to calm down. Now that he's finally put together, his expression of fear slowly shifts into rage, furiousness that is contained, as to prevent another spectacle of cacophony.
"Noise, per l'amor di Dio, DON'T SNEAK UP ON ME WHEN SO MANY UNIVERSES ARE AROUND ME !" The chef yells in anger
"Can't sneak up on you in your pizzeria, can't sneak up on you in the city, can't sneak up on you in the void. You're being quite picky here Peppino..." The host entity says with rolling eyes
A manic smile grows on the chef, he grabs the host by the collar" I'll make it easier for you then ! Don't sneak up on me, EVER, capeesh ?"
"Oh you're no fun" answers the host.
The chef lets go, and goes back to his own thoughts
The host leaves, not before doing a very rude gesture in the chefs back
"I saw that" says the chef
"Great! I won't have to do it again then!" Says the host, in a taunting, sarcastic tone. He finally leaves the place
The chef sighs in exasperation " I'll forever curse the day I was forced to work with that banana smiled looking creep..."
The End
Hi guys! Kiwi speaking 🥝. As you can see this story was told through text only, after seeing lemonade-pop 's work I got really inspired to try something similar of my own ! Don't worry tho I promise the main arcs of the AU will have some art in their posts ! It will be like a story book where the text is accompanied by a slideshow :D, because due to current events it is absolutely unthinkable to make a complete webcomic serie with the Cosmic AU. But hey I promise those stories will be of quality ✨. Let me know if you like this approach, see ya ✌️.
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august-anon · 11 months
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No one is sending me bg3 tk headcanons so i will speak a few of my own. please send me bg3 asks lol. these little gremlin people in my computer are all i can think about
Wyll is definitely more of a ler than a lee in my mind, BUT i see that man in a crop top every single night, you cannot tell me he is not also crazy ticklish. And he definitely doesn't mind it -- he just doesn't want it too much. He much prefers making his romantic interest smile and blush and laugh, and waxing poetic in that wonderfully romantic way of his to make them blush even more. I ask what we are and he compares me to the sun at different times of day in a way that makes me swoon?? Imagine how he'd describe your tav's smile and laughter and flushed cheeks. My god I am so in love with this fictional man.
I have not gotten to a point in the game yet where my bestie Karlach is all fixed up (i only just started Act 2 about 10 hours of gameplay ago -- i expect to be here for another 30-40 hours at least before we finally reach Act 3 lol), I can only assume it happens for her, and i think that when she is fixed up she would go WILD with the tickle fights. She would find it so, so much fun. She probably loves tickling, on all sides, and given how bold she is when she comes onto you the first time (I am so sorry i had to turn you down girlie ✌️😔 i already had my eyes on Wyll), I think she would definitely have 0 problems asking to be tickled or to tickle someone else
i think if i tried to tickle Lae'zel she would kill me. But also we have like, medium approval because I am too nice for her and so i don't know a lot about her lol. Y'all who have had better relationships with Lae'zel or who have romanced her should tell me your thoughts, y'all probably have much better understandings of her character than I do, I would love to know what you think about Lae'zel and tickles
Gale insists he is not ticklish. He tries to distract you with fancy words and long sentences until you forget what you were talking about in the first place, because all of a sudden you're like. Talking about the history of Waterdeep or smth. Anyways, he does this because he is wicked ticklish. And I don't think he necessarily minds being tickled, but I definitely think he's the kind of guy to wanna keep up appearances for as long as he can lol. Gale lovers please correct me if I am wrong, but I always get distracted by his long-winded explanations and fanciful way of speaking (is this how people feel when they talk to me??? i am also extremely long-winded -- as you can see from this post -- and people think i speak funny and in an abnormal manner also lol). That long-windedness comes in handy with teasing though, I'm sure.
Shadowheart is another one I can't get a read on. I have had really good approval with her from the beginning, we are somehow besties, and yet i know so little about her. She is very hard to read. I have no idea what her thoughts and opinions are here lol. I think she would regard me with great disdain if I tried to tickle her
Astarion,,,,, i don't think he'd vibe with most people tickling him, OR tickling most people. Purely from existing in fandom, despite not romancing him (yet -- he is next on my list. I can fix him), i know a lot of spoilers for his general arc in a romance. I don't think he would let anyone but his lover touch him like that (or touch anyone but his lover like that), and only after a lot of healing. It's a very vulnerable situation to put oneself in!!! I feel like for the first long while he'd be far more interesting in ler-ing, he would have to be pretty comfortable and secure to feel comfortable in a lee situation.
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Hii k ,
Today I do tapping more than half an hour because for the last 2 days I don't do tapping with script and just do it with my single affirmation but not much just here and there and yes when I do tapping today I don't tap as everyone tells but I let my body guide me completely but yes I do start with as you instructed then I let my body tair control. I do that after reading your asks and when I read the script I add my words just a little bit and I start tapping where I feel i should tap......
So the things I find and I see during the tapping session -
- I get to know our energy moves in our body . To be very honest I don't know about others but i feel as if my energy is moving as I tap on 1 place I feel heaviness on another part and when I tap on it then it goes away something like that .
- I get to know there is a lot of energy stuck in my throat and in my navel . Today I even tap on my heart , on I think whole abdomen , I do tapping on my whole head ,I even untie my hairs and loose my clothes , on and in my ears also 😅 ....... When 1 time i start tapping as it says on video , a voice suddenly comes into my mind and it says " I don't have to tap there there is not any energy stuck there but here (in navel ) just continue tapping here " .
- Even If I bend down my mind says soy straight so energy moves freely.
- I even feel I'm going to vomit so many times . Please note - I ate 3-4 even more hours before and I was not hungry.
- when I'm doing vaunt , I do it till I feel like I let go all stuck energy but guess what when I start feeling good then i suddenly have to go washroom for pee ( I know it's weird to say and I'm sorry for that ) but more weird thing is after that I feel all stuck energy is goes and I feel so different..... So here my take on this is as our body is made up approx 55% (in adult female ) and 60% (in adult male ) of water so through water release from the body it also takes our stuck energy with it and cleans our body that's why it says drinking water is important .
- And when I tapping for the last final step with positive affirmations to be very honest I feel so exhausted for some time and in this stage I tap more on my head not on my navel or throat as I do when I vaunt. I also feel vomiting but not much . But one thing is strange and i don't know what it means --- i suddenly thought about things that happened to me the past 2 days when I don't tap for 1-2 min approx , to be very honest these are not much good things but still i don't know what it means but i still countinue and i don't sees the energy completely let go so i suddenly remember a technique that you suggest about breath work and how we shake our body like wet puppy 😅.... I also just shake myself up and to be very very honest i instantly let that energy go and feel great .
It's a great session with a lot of energy and I feel like so much going on in my body and I can feel it . My guide me and really talked to me clearly the whole time and increased me a lot . So totally it's fun and I don't even know i do it for more than half an hour .
I hope anyone who read this which I know is so long and I really sorry for that but yaa please try to listen to you body for once and while affirm wherever you feel heavy tap on that body part ... You gonna feel magic.
Tapping is my love from now on .
Yass I love this! You’re doing awesome listening to your body! It’s totally normal to feel symptoms like nausea, yawning, crying, burping, and old memories coming up - it’s all your body releasing stuff. Just keep tapping through it.
There are points in your hair like you said you tried! In qigong they call it “10 dragons run through the forest” 😆
If you like tapping so much I’d suggest giving qigong a try. It’s like full body tapping combined with exercises to release & balance all your energies. These are two of my favorite videos and you can see she uses a lot of the tapping points we know:
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Keep up the good work! ✌️
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laz-kay · 2 years
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There’s no way in hell the Duffers just “forgot” Will’s birthday in Season 4, and I’ll tell you for why:
These guys are scary accurate when it comes to dates. Look at this screenshot from my calendar dating back to November 1983. The 6th November (the day Will disappeared) was a Sunday, which checks out plot-wise. It would have been a Sunday considering the party had been playing D&D for “10 hours” and Karen quoted “it’s a school night” to Mike. When they were discussing when to set their very first episode, they too must have looked through calendars to find a corresponding date that matches the IRL universe. “So we’re going for the November of 1983. It’s gotta be a Sunday. We’ve got the 6th, 13th, 20th or 27th”.
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Then flash forward to the March of 1986, a day before Will’s canonically accurate birthday. The first episode of Season 4 is set the day before Spring Break, meaning it had to be set on a Friday in March. Again, they must have looked through calendars to find an appropriate date for this episode to be set, but they had three other options besides March 21st! Why did they choose March 21st? Because they knew Will’s birthday was the very next day.
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Will is the only character that has a canonic birthday in the show; March 22nd 1971. How or why would they choose to forget that? Considering they’re so insistent on continuity and parallels in their show, it makes no sense for them to simply forget.
This side-plot has to be explored more in Season 5. It’s got to be a means for Will to completely lose his shit for one reason or another. Something else to throw back into Mike’s face. And the Mike does something cute like give him a cassette tape with all his fave songs on that he’s been hiding away since his birthday or something something idk.
But yeah. Long and short of it is: The Duffers can’t have forgotten my son’s birthday. It’s not on, and it doesn’t make sense. Have a good evening✌️
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pastelsapphy · 2 years
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hourglass farming advice if anyone wants: so prologue farming is fine and dandy but I saw someone point out a First Day chat that's even better, so here's how I abused the hell out of it with backup saves:
-You're going to need 10 hourglasses. You'll make them back pretty fast.
-Start a new game BEFORE 11:58am. Make sure the chat "Seven Loves Cats" is avalible if it's after 10:04am. Doesn't matter if it's Casual Story or Deep Story, just NOT Another Story.
-Either purposely miss the chat/wait for the next one, or enter and back out.
-Spend 10 hourglasses to unlock the chat. Now this chat is in your BACKUP SAVE. Which means you can reload without using hourglasses and because you spent the hourglasses to unlock it, it will ALWAYS be avalible to participate in when you load that file, no matter how many chats are after it.
-I have gotten as many as 4 hourglasses off this one chat. That many in one go is rare, but there's a good chance of getting at least one, and it really only takes a minute to go through it since Max Speed is free on the first day.
ANSWER CHOICES: There may be some that work better but here's the track I follow
Doesn't matter
"The cat's pretty... haha" (Don't call Jumin a cat mom; you'll lose a heart).
"Seven just seems like he likes to joke around?"
"I think he's funny." (This one can spawn TWO hourglasses if you're lucky.)
"Goodbye."
"I'll believe you."
Doesn't matter
You should have 6 hearts and 0-4 hourglasses. Rinse and repeat.
Another thing I like to do before unlocking the chat for the backup save it to answer any texts but don't open the replies. When you reload the save, the unopened messages will be there and you can grab those extra hearts. It really adds up fast.
Stuff like this has probably been done before but I thought I'd toss this into the ether in case anyone finds it helpful. If I'm bored between chats in my current route I'll save and do this a few times, usually gets me a good profit (after getting 5 to reload my earlier save). I was able to grind the last 200 HGs I needed for Ray's After Ending in about two hours doing this so ✌️
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angaklatngkahel · 2 years
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17 ?s 17 people
Tagged by: Salamat ✌️@wanderingloststar,@yourfavoritecoffeebean,@lheneisthyname 😊
1. Nickname: Lista ko na lang yung mga tinatawag sa akin, pili na lang kayo haha
Rae, Matty, Orange, Kahel, Sunshine, Kabute, Sir A., Pres, Prof, Boss
2. Sign: Zodiac ba to? I'm a November Scorpio, Year of the Monkey
3. Height: sadly tatlo yung height ko haha
5'4" sa license, 5'7" on a daily at 5'9" on a good day 🤭
4. Last thing I googled:
You see the following message (in red font) when you attempt to register an account using a mobile number that has already been bound to another account:
The message indicates that the mobile number you are attempting to use has already been bound to another account fix
5. Song stuck in my head: Aking buwan by jikamarie kasi ito yung ginamit kong soundtrack for my animation presentation last monday para sa mga shs students yung naka-post sa ig ko kung nakafollow ka 😂
6. # of followers: 62
7. Amount of sleep: mga 6 hours a day na lang
pero yung ka chat ko sya dati hahahha mga 10-12 hours kasi matagal or hind sya nagrereply ahahah
8. Lucky #: 6 pero yung tataya ka sa lotto? eto, 11, 27, 34, 42, 53, 9
9. Dream Job: yung bata ako? Janitor. tapos nung bata-bata pa ko ano Architect, Civil Engineer, Doctor (Burn Specialist) Lawyer (Criminal).
10. Wearing: 3 layers ng kumot, Gray long sleeves, jogging pants haha (may meeting ako ng 11pm 😒)
11. Movies/books that summarize me: HAL
12. Favorite song: Lovefool by The Cardigans
kung OPM? Waltz of four left feet,Four Corners at Maselang Bahaghari
13. Favorite instrument: since I'm a one-man band hahaha
Electric Guitar, Bass, Violin, Piano, Drums, and Theremin ✌️
14. Aesthetic: Static haha but most of the time i think vintage 😊
15. Favorite Author: makoto and me 🤭
16. Favorite Animal Noise: red tail hawk sound👌
17. Random: Sinasabi ko lang i have a short-term memory pero... haha
Jack of all trades daw? yes, siguro? haha but mostly it is just general knowledge
ang grado pala ng eyeglass ko ay 600/550 👀 so wag ka magalit kung hindi kita agad makilala at ang cute mong mukha hahahah
also dito lang ako maingay pero irl Halaman po ako 😂
tsaka first time ko po sa greenbelt last week ahahah
ayun lang di na ko mang tag
sige scroll ka na.
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spider-onthe-wall · 2 years
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Feel much better now that it's all done enjoy all you animals 😚🫴💕
My Personal head canons
Sfw, fluff, mentions of soap, lol angst, lots of being taken care of
Not proofread it's like 3am and all these just came to mind lmao
Our one and only meow meow is done finally I did this as I imagined like you are at a bar and this man looks over at you like this like lOrD hAve MeRCy I would be on my knees.
Ghost is hella protective when it comes to going out like he sees you around another guy and will come over and watch him till he goes away or gets involved if he has to
He won't be really affectionate in public like maybe holding your hand or waist. Kisses are rare unless you ask
He adores you in private. Take care of you any way he can, cooks, cleans, terrible movie night, and anything else you like.
He isn't really cuddly but loves back rubs and holding you.
At bed at night he always moves his legs so your cold feet are on them. He wants to make sure you are warm or he will just let you lay on top of him until you fall asleep very carefully taking you off of him once you are.
Lots of words of affirmation
Butt smacks are always hard and make him laugh when you gasp
He has an amazing memory and will always come home from shopping with something you mentioned offhand a few days ago. You ask why and he always says "cause you said something so you probably needed/wanted it"
He hates anyone calling him by his first name other than you. You don't do it often as you both have pet names but he couldn't be angry at you for saying his name.
He walks on the outside of the sidewalk
Has gotten into physical fights over you
He is the most level headed person in the room but if someone talks shit about you or says something off hand he won't hesitate to stick up for you
He talks about soap a lot and when you have soap over for dinner he is secretly always trying his best to make a good meal for his friend
He won't ever admit soap is his friend but you have told soap multiple times
He is really good about controlling his anger so even if you are mad at him he will try and calm you down first so you both can talk.
He feels really bad if he ever yells at you and apologizes like crazy if he does.
His PTSD gives him nightmares so he will reach for you when he is sleeping. He normally calms down once he finds you and holds you close.
Anyways that's all for now have fun with those little head canons and this digital that took me like 10 hours. The ref is there cause I'm not creative enough to make a pose lmao. I've gotten burnt out on this so we will see if I ever finish all the details but for now. That's the best I'm doing ✌️
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thebuttsmcgee · 2 years
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Alright!!! I'm gunna be saying some spoilers so beware that lol
Okay so if u don't wanna see em then you shoulda scrolled for you life by now so here I go!
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Alrighty, so Frontiers is AMAZING!!! Nearly everything about it felt so wonderful. Sonic himself just feels so good to control again. He has good weight while in the air and his running speed, even at level 1, feels controllable yet so wildly fun! They really nailed it with his movement, not to mention Air Tricks™️✌️ are back and are still rad as hell!
The story was also really fun to watch!!! Now Ian Flynn has a...questionable reputation on here but def not as negative to the previous writers and most, if not ALL scenes were an absolute joy to see, I had a goofy ass grin during nearly every part, the Eggmemos were perfect. Just perfect. Some parts kinda paled but the overall story was incredible to play through! Not to mention, just the character interactions were 👌.
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My only real gripes with the story are that we reaaaaally needed some more of Eggsy being a pops to Sage, not that what we have already is bad, but c'mon it woulda been perfect to see more! Also...ngl. The scene of Sage feeling sad when seeing Sonic and Tails that cuts to her memories 100% woulda benefitted if they were unique new cutscenes created for the sole purpose of this particular scene instead of just reusing the previous ones. Still great tho.
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As for the game itself, my gripes aren't entirely huge. Cyberspace Overall, isn't terrible, but the changed control/movement felt so stiff and restraining at times compared to the fluid and fun overworld controls, not to mention some of the time limits were a bit much but that's more of my own skill issue lol. It makes sense for the context of this game but I'm not sure if I'd like to see it return. Another gripe would be that post-game, not a whole lot to do other than battle some guys and fishing aka the best part. Also....no unlockable cosmetics....✊️😔...
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The music is just fucking flawless. As I'm writing all this down I've been listening to Undefeatable this past hour. I'm Here is my personal favorite and owd is my least fav of all of the songs but good god every song is a banger. I can't say much else cause they're all fucking bangers lmao
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Fishing stomps every other aspect of the game 100/10
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Okay....so the boss fights are FANTASTIC!!!! And yes while Supreme™️ isn't as unique compared to the previous ones and its basically just a slightly fancier version of Giganto, it still managed to be fun. Plus. C'mon. I'm Here alone managed to give it a good rep to me. This was all marvelous.....eeeexcept The End. Look the rail shooter minigame was neat on its own but This being the "reward" for playing on Hard Mode is an incredibly disappointing part of the game. The dialogue was cool ig but still. It feels nothing like a reward and just like a last second addition. Nonetheless that failure doesn't take away the pure enjoyment from every other boss!!! Super Sonic feels sublime that no matter which one, they're all an absolute treat!
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So entirely, while no game shall ever be perfection (and this goes for every single game in existence let's be honest), this wasn't just a solid experience, not just an okay time, This was an Amazing game! A well deserved 9.5 outta 10!!! This is all my opinion of course but hey feel free to throw tomatoes at me if ya agree or disagree. Every aspect just felt fantastic, especially the cool combat system that just controls wonderful and innovative.
As for where the series heads from now on, no idea. Hopefully they do unlockable cosmetics next time. And confirm Sonic as bi. That's most of what I got to say this time!!! Have a great rest of the week and a good day everyone! ✌️!
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cutebunnygaming10 · 3 months
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Published on YouTube: Another Eden mobile streaming for two hours 06-30-2024 last day of June
Another Eden mobile streaming for two hours 06-30-2024 last day of June Intro: ☆ bio: ✌️🎁 My name is Matthew and I am the owner at Cute bunny Gaming. I started to research for stream in 2019. I started to be interested in this hobby in 2019. I first started to stream on samsung Galaxy j36. Then i upgraded to S7 in 2021 then I upgraded the phone in 2022. I have been streaming since then. I also used to own a iPhone 3gs phone which was the 4th smartphone used. I am mostly streaming mobile and pc games currently. I am a korean american residing in EAST COAST IN UNITED STATES~ THE MAIN GAME I STREAM IS kartrider drift and rush and also will be streaming genshin impact, honkai impact, cookie run oven break and more~ I started streaming pc games now 2023-2024 Note: I am uploading a tons of content every day or weekly. Be sure to follow for a chance for giveaways! 👍Stream schedule  Streaming on Twitch, Facebook, YouTube Tuesday : 9:30 pm (All times are in Eastern time) Thursday Friday 9 pm Saturday: 11:00 am Sunday there is no stream on sundays ✌️Streaming equipment ☆ Equipment 1: samsung Galaxy S10 (for mobile games and for controlling the stream when not in use for mobile games) 📱 Equipment 2 : padsun controller (for playing games) 🎆 Equipment 3: Dell Inspiron 15 3567 (use for monitoring streams chat) For pc stream Equipment: hp 15 notebook (16 gb ram) (for streaming pc games and mobile games coming soon) The current app I use 1. Obs studio on windows 11 This is the official Page for Cute Bunny Gaming 🎮 Updated Game list 01-19-2024 1. KartRider drift ( on pc) 2  Pokemon unite (mobile) 3. Cookie run ovenbreak (on pc via google play games pc beta) 4. Maplestory M (mobile) 5. Epic Seven (on pc) 8. Monster super league  (mobile) 9. Brawl stars (mobile) 10. V4 (mobile) 11. Pokemon go (mobile) 12. Roblox (pc) 13. minecraft (on pc) 14. icarus online (on pc) 15. flash party(on mobile) 16. genshin impact (on pc) 17. honkai star rail(on pc) 18. zenonia chronobreak (on pc) Giveaways: there will be time to time giveaways on discord and on stream. Be sure to subscribe or follow for a chance to win! It will be happening. Once I get subscribers I will do a treasure box giveaways on trovo on Twitch https://ift.tt/8ntqUKQ Thank you via YouTube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LmDetXOKbQw
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inthesummerof69 · 8 months
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Welcome to the third and final installment of The Beatles' deep dive!! Enjoy loves 🪴🌱✌️🌈
With the beginning of the studio years (1966-1970) The Beatles would push their creative limits. If Beatles for Sale had expressed creative frustration then their following albums would show creative release. Revolver (1966) would be praised by critics as their best album ever and coined as the first psychedelic rock. But bigger and better were still to come. Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts would turn the music world utterly on its head. It would mark The Beatles as the mainstream leaders of the underground youth movement. You may know them as "The hippies". It would top the charts for 23 consecutive weeks and be the album The Beatles would work the hardest on spending a whopping 700 hours recording.
Within two weeks of Sgt. Pepper's release The Magical Mystery Tour and Yellow Submarine were conceptualized. Unfortunately, the bliss wasn't to last. While on a brief retreat in 1967 The Beatles would receive the crushing news of Brian Epstein's death. Most would credit this moment as the beginning of the end for The Beatles. He was often titled as the one who brought together the bands wild and often unorganized ideas into a cohesive group. Without him The Beatles were crushed. The film Magical Mystery Tour would be The Beatles first flop. Heavily criticism came from the UK and they would be only minutely saved by US viewership but even that would wane. The album however would be better received and Yellow Submarine's show and soundtrack would somewhat save them.
In 1968 they would leave on a retreat to India where George more than any of he bandmates would become fascinated with the Eastern sound. It wasn't long to last however. For Ringo the retreat would last ten days, for Paul a month, and for both John and George only two months when John heard of sexual allegation being brought against their guru.
But it wouldn't all be bad. In May of the same year John and Paul would travel to New York to unveil their newest venture, "Apple Corps". The represented a bold new move for The Beatles- they were to manage themselves instead of taking on a new manager. In another busy year for The Beatles they would also record and release their first and only double LP- The Beatles also known as The White Album. Unfortunately this also marks the start of the bands open division. Starr would quit for two weeks leaving Paul to play the drums for "Back in the U.S.S.R." and "Dear Prudence". Tensions rose as John became more and more critical of Paul's song writing and became more and more preoccupied with avant garde artist Yoko Ono. Both Abbey Road and Let It Be would be released in 1969, Let It Be released after Abbey Road but recorded largely before. Abbey Road would sell a whopping 4 million copies in the first 3 months but it would bring the band no joy. By 1970 Paul would file a suit for dissolution of the Band and The Beatles would be no more.
But I can't end it like that! In 1971, all four members of the band would release albums and begin stunning solo carreers. By 1971, Harrison and Starr would stage a concert, and by the 90s, Paul, Ringo, and George were all reconciled. Tragically, John would be shot and killed in 1980, but Paul has since released statements that even they considered each other friends before the end. George Harrison would pass next from a long and bitter fight with lung cancer. But he would pass with Paul and Ringo's close friendship. By the end, John Lennon had released 10 solo albums, George Harrison 12, Paul McCartney 26, and Ringo a whopping 33 and counting.
The Beatles would release two final songs after their breakup. Free as a bird would come out 1995 with John Lennon's vocals and then Now and Then would be their final single in 2022.
What else can be said? The Beatles were at the forefront of a musical revolution until the end, and they continue to change music today.
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wojan2022 · 2 years
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My Daily Life #1
So this is my 1st ever blog & I don't know the protocols to blogging so I'm just gonna go full freestyle on this one.
So yesterday I had a night to remember & that's cos I made a 6x Profit in sports betting(Sorry to disappoint haha) in the last kick of the game. I was soo hyped up that I couldn't sleep till 4am last night.
Moving on to today, I woke up at around 10:30am to the sound of my phone ringing & it was a friend of mine that called me up. So we talked about some college stuff & I also told him about yesterday night and he simply congratulated me on the winnings. I finally got out of bed after 30mins of using my phone in bed & had some breakfast which had scrambled eggs & boiled Yam with rice. (So for breakfast we usually eat rice with meat or vegetables & not the regular tea/coffee with other stuff). Oh and btw it was a lovely sunny weather with clear blue skies here in Nagaland today.
After I got done washing up and all, I wanted to order some food(Cos I made some money yesterday lol) & sort of treat myself, but after waiting for more than an hour, I didn't receive my order & I called the delivery guy. Turns out he had been calling me for the last 10-20mins but all the calls were seen as spam by my phone😑 & he left the place already for another delivery, but he was a good guy and promised to deliver later in the evening. At the end I complained for a refund & got both the Food+Refund at the end😂(Talk about Luck for a 2nd Day!)
My day was going really good till I saw my Dad drunk and in Bed all day. It just angers and breaks my heart to see him like this. I really want to talk to him about it but I always find it difficult to initiate this conversation. When he is himself, he is the best Father I could have ever asked for.
I HOPE THAT ONE DAY I CAN HAVE THAT TALK WITH HIM & WRITE IT DOWN HERE.
PEACE✌️
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pepprs · 2 years
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i am so grateful every day that i am working a full time job in the olace i literally dreamed for years of working full time in and that i edon’t have to be suffering through school anymore and taking 4-5 classes on top of a 20 hour internship.. but i have never been so constantly bone tired in my life i think
#purrs#im on campus for like 10 hours every day almost and i love being there when my colleaguebesties are there but when they leave and im alone a#and waiting to get picked up.. it is a little bit frustrating that im stuck there for hours and i just want to get in pajamas and cry. and a#also im waking up at like 6:45 now which is toonmuch and i am just so tired. last night i was so weak with exhaustion i couldn’t even pull t#the covers over me lol. i am still so not used to this#like working full time 5 days a week is just a lot. and then also the perpetual impostor syndrome / uncertainty about what my role and#responsibilities are at any given moment / uncertainty about how i can interact with my friends whether they’re students or staff bcim a sta#staff member now and that changes everything. like yesterday i was waking out of the building (at almost 7 lol) and i saw someone putting a#another person in a chokehold and the person in the chokehold looked pale and kinda unresponsive and i had a moment of internal panic like#omg as a staff member i think im supposed to break this up and ask if the person is ok and idk how to even do that and what if i don’t even#have to do that. and then the person let go of the chokehold and they were laughing and whatever and it was like oh i just caught them in wh#what looked like a scary moment but was just a joke i guess but it weighed on me walking out like would i be able to help if that had been r#real and not a joke. idk. it’s just a lot and i don’t think anyone sees me as staff yet especially not myself 😃✌️
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