#and there comes the social death
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my heart is going to explode<3
#i had many many positive thoughts today besides it being as bleak of a day as any . maybe because i called my mother:)#i liked today's lecture too#but yeah yeahw i have hopes for the future etc but i'm also slowly rotting away because i have nobody to hug me . . . lolllll#i haven't cried this *year* at all so that's a 11 day streak and i don't. exactly feel like it but i feel like#if i don't cry often enough all this rot is going to accumulate in me#i'm not sure it's something everyone experiences#it doesn't exactly feel like it when i look around because people usually have something of a stable identity they introduce themselves#with#yet i feel like mine either fell apart or never existed#and it's hard to operate in this world as a non-person who barely speaks. because i don't know what i'm supposed to say#no curiosity no nothing just a void in my head most times#and i assume that radio silence and a couple of automated responses isn't really enough for people to talk to me#and there comes the social death#i'm just rotting internally in general and hoping something new can still grow on it#sooner than later preferably..
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Thats just Sanji’s love language
#my mans does not know how to communicate with men someone help him lmao the exposure therapy is not working#sanji needs to be socialized like a feral cat haha#and he’s come pretty far already considering his first appearance his him choking a man to death and fighting anything that moves#sanji#Lusan#zosan#jambles#zosanlu
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Big fan of the idea of Hiccup not being Berk's only hiccup/runt, he's just the only one that survived to adulthood.
Maybe even that's why people disliked him so much, because the other kids while sickly and weak, were ultimately harmless.
Meanwhile Hiccup was actively–albeit unintentionally–causing destruction and wasting resources, but being the chiefs son was probably not getting as severe punishment for it compared to the repercussions anyone else would face for, like, blowing up a building.
Like imagine these scrawny little kids are essentially dropping like flies every devastating winter, food shortage, or particularly bad dragon raid. People are constantly mourning their children, but this little fuck always causing problems and never experiencing real consequences for it (at least in the eyes of most), always somehow pulls through (sheer spite, probably). It's unfair to blame him, but then again experiencing loss always seems deceptively easier when you have something to direct your anger at and irrational things like that are just human nature
#httyd#on the opposite end imagine the fear hiccup was living in every day wondering if he'd be next to be found frozen to death in the morning#or to get scraped off the floor after a raid (tho probably never had to worry about starvation;#despite the constant lack of respect being the chiefs son still comes with some perks)#and not having anyone to talk to about these fears due to his status as a social pariah and how busy#his father was plus anything close to/ could be seen as blatant coddling probably vanished once he wasnt like. a toddler anymore#hiccup haddock#hiccup horrendous haddock iii#httyd headcanon#isle of berk#hiccup#moth.txt#deyas dragons
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Where did this idea that aggressive harassment, sending death threats, bullying, doxxing, telling people to kill themselves, using homophobic and antisemitic slurs, attacking people’s looks, encouraging hate crimes, threatening to release sex videos, and engaging in a wide range of genuinely psychotic behaviors from behind a screen is reasonable and acceptable and even necessary “progressive” activism come from?
Yes, this is about the Noah Schnapp situation, but it’s about more than that, cause I’ve noticed this kind of mindset becoming more and more normalized, and I’ll never agree with it. How does this kind of behavior help the Palestinian people (or any other cause you’re being an “activist” for?) How does this kind of behavior encourage Noah or anyone else to change their views? How does wishing for Hamas to brutally murder the entire Schnapp family lead to peace and justice? How does saying Noah should dig up his dead dog and eat it stop bombs from dropping on Gaza???
I think all of us can agree that what’s happening in Israel/Palestine is horrible and stomach-churning. And I think most of us can agree that Noah wielding “Zionism is sexy” stickers when children are dying is tone-deaf and extraordinarily foolish at best. Please don’t mistake my words for saying that no one should ever be criticized or an endorsement of Noah’s reckless actions. But if you don’t have ANY compassion for the anxieties Jewish people face at a time when antisemitism is skyrocketing, that’s very concerning to me. Why can’t two things be true at once?
There’s this insidious notion that cruelty/calls for suicide/bullying are tools to weaponize against “bad” people, as if human decency, kindness, and empathy are food items to be snatched away whenever folks are deemed problematic (whether the reason is valid or not). People fancy themselves radicals, as if they are fighting in the French Revolution, when they are… not. I promise you that tweeting like this all day doesn’t make you a hero. It makes you look foolish:
#noah schnapp#byler#I know this is a controversial post but please know that it comes from a place of love and compassion and kindness#I know emotions are at an all time high and I debated whether I should post this but I believe it’s important#I just want there to be peace#in our world and in our fandom#the best way to be an activist is NOT by sending death threats on social media#the best way to be an activist is to be an activist
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Made up.
whiteboard lore comic? More likely than you think. What.
Do NOT repost my art without asking/without credit.
#social’s art#chonny jash#chonnys charming chaos compendium#cj clue au#that moment when your plan starts to work and you start to come back to yourself and realize faking your death maybe isnt the best idea#relatable am i right
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the ryomina brainrot is so bad i get psychic attacked by "that's why i came back to you as ryoji mochizuki" at least once a day
#it comes into my head randomly and i take 9999 emotional damage every time#also shoutout to “i'm glad i knew you as ryoji mochizuki” from femc's social link#their bond is everything to me#something about the fact that it emphasises how ryoji was never supposed to happen but death loved him so much that it came back#he came back!!!!!#ive spent too much time screaming over this#ryomina#ryoji mochizuki#makoto yuki#persona 3#persona 3 reload
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#p4#persona 4#hanamura yosuke#yosuke hanamura#EVERYDAY IM HOWLING. EVERYDAY IM SCREAMING.#for context this comes at the heel of yosuke charging at mitsuo kubo in rage because of his flippance towards killing saki and he's hit har#but souji and kanji jump in to protect him#like ok a lot of things going on here such as the obvious OH MY GODDDD yosuke being yosuke and taking things on for himself#because he doesn't want to bother people?? because he's made it his own responsibility? because his survivor's guilt is still lingering?#i mean don't tell me he doesn't look at how he surrendered to his shadow like apart from his self-sacrificing propensity#i low key feel like everytime yosuke demands answers about saki's death from the murderer/god/etc there's this undertone of how#he would rather it have been him#he cheapens his own life so much and for what#BUT ALSO!! ALSO!! not just souji jumping in because we know he would he's down bad for yosuke BUT ALSO KANJI#listen you've all heard me talk so much about how i adore kanji yosuke friendships#i can't really tell whether it's kanji or souji that says “haven't we earned your trust yet” but it's a line that hits SO HARD#regardless of which one of them was saying it and i think it hits hard in slightly different manners#it's kanji's admiration and how he looks up to yosuke and how he wants to be closer to yosuke as a friend/kouhai/whatever you want#tatsumi “who's your partner now!” kanji has so much respect for yosuke he wants yosuke to rely on him too!!!#and this stands out because kanji is very conscious of social hierarchies and such but as a kouhai as yosuke's junior#he's so specific about wanting yosuke to treat him as an equal#i smtimes feel bad for kanji because he has a bit of that vibe of a poor puppy trailing after souyo because he wants to be in their convos!#he wants to be included! but critically he also just! wants them to SEE him!!#going a lil off tangent but i think kanji's attitude towards souji is very much one of kouhai respect like he understands his place#of like deferring to souji or getting advice from him and just generally regarding him as a reliable mentor#and it's the same with chie and yukiko? but idk man. with yosuke. guys. with yosuke i always feel like kanji wants to break that hierarchy#that convention. that social norm. to cross a line and be closer to yosuke.#he's more willing to tease yosuke in a way he doesn't with the other 2nd years. and this isn't coming from a place of disrespect either#AGAIN. KANJI REALLY LIKES YOSUKE. he wants to protect yosuke!!! he jumps at the opportunity for yosuke to rely on him!!#i'm getting delulu but there's those hints of “yosuke senpai i want you to see me as a man!!!” kind of energy here and i'm it's yknow hmm
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How tall is Bay OP compared to the TFP bots & cons?
I just imagine TFP Megs having to look up at Bay OP, scared shitless as Bay OP glares down at him like he just insulted his carrier. Bay OP bitch-slapped a Dinobot (Grimlock) over twice/three times his size like it was nothing, he would destroy TFP Megs.
"In my universe, I ripped your head clean off your shoulders. And that was when I was missing an arm."
Imagine if they met Bay Megs too... :0
I was going to sit here and make a joke about how Bay! Optimus was so much shorter than his Counterpart and Megatron in TFP! Because I when I was first researching it I saw he was about 22 feet tall compared to their enormous 30’ and 32’ feet… but then I found sources saying Bay! Was 28’ or that TFP OP was 35…. DOES ANYONE KNOW THEIR CANNONICAL ACTUAL HEIGHTS???? Am I just blind???? Do I not know how to research??? Does anyone have an official chart???
Anyway, Bay! Op IS the goat when it comes to violence no matter what size, but I had such a funny image of him being a smidge taller than bumble and looking UP at Megatron saying those same things and still getting that same reaction. AND THEN Megatron- if he ever found out about his Bay! Counterpart would have to deal with the fact that he had a stint where he went mad in the middle of Africa with transformer organic babies (????) and ended up stranded on earth with little to nothing anyway being hunted down by three different organizations so Dude is pressed to say the least. I feel like Bay! Megatron doesn’t have that same dog in him like TFP Megatron does tbh.
Now, if Bay! Op was taller….. It would be like facing a dark ronin of death leaving a path of destruction in his wake. Yikes.
#Yikes#But if he was shorter it make the ‘come get yo dog’ meme even more funny to me#like bay op just pounces at Megatron’s face with zero abandon#But I feel like my boy Megatron would outsmart him somehow#idk#I’m like biased towards everyone#On one hand you’ve got Tarzan wild man Jesus demigod with incredible guilt and no social skills tfp Optimus#on another you’ve got god of death with anger issues bay op#and if you’ve got a third#herald of the devil high on space cocain and spite tfp Megatron#pick your poision babes#I love them all#my space war criminals#transformers#tfp transformers prime#tfp#transformers x reader#asks#my asks#megatron#bayverse optimus#bayverse transformers#tf bayverse#wtf are these tags
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Grinds my teeth to dust…. i wish touch didnt have so many Implications. im just trying to survive out here
#after all this i need a cuddle and a movie But who do i ask withoit them thinking im coming on to them#i need to paint a giant doomsday-guy-on-the-street-corner style sign to wear around my neck that says I AM AROMANTIC ASEXUAL#born to hug and kiss all my friends forced to stand around hands in my pockets#im scared to death of people misinterpreting my behavior or feeling uncomfortable#od be so much more relaxed like at a core of my being level if this was a nonissue#dude im desperate i might just ask the guy i almost fell asleep on tje otjet night#the ice is broken and he already knows my deal#(fantasizing about snuggling with people i like) im so fucked up ….#it’s also made way worse by tje fact that I apparently come off as very flirtatious#im playful and i love people Sorry …..#im like All or Nothing . oh my god lol#i had a friend who called me her ‘koala’ because i was constantly clinging to her#we were 7 so it was socially acceptable#99% of the time we were together i was wrapped around her legs or torso. i miss you so much sybil#the start of the end was when i innocently restrd my chin on my friend’s shoulder to watch what he was doing#and the next day someone asked me why i did that#i was like huh…? he’s my friend?#why wouldn’t i?#then i felt all weird about it And ive felt weird about it sincd#unrelated but my best friend is autistic she has misophonia and hates touch But im the misopjonia exception(real thing) AND#i’m one of the only people she hugs. straight up my biggest flex ever
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what if while elain’s been sneaking around velaris and ‘gardening’ she’s actually been attending clandestine business meetings. what if she’s been running her late father’s merchant empire out of velaris. signing off on trades that she has orchestrated behind the scenes. building a vast network of connections and also independent wealth. after all, she would be the only one of the sisters to carry on her father’s legacy, as the new prince of merchants.
#she was his favorite after all…the one who cared for him in the cabin. the one who looks after his grave in death. why not his business too#elain archeron#pro elain archeron#also the title stays prince of merchants. bc that title fucks.#also come on with her skills of social maneuvering and her unassuming beautiful face she could manipulate anyone into a deal#that SHE wants#bat her eyelashes and own half a country before the end of the conversation
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Here’s my piece for the 2022 OFMD Bigbang, based on “Call It Love Or Call It Treason” by @janiedeandean! Had a lot of fun working on this- I always wanted to explore 70s aesthetics! Aaaand I got so good at recognizing my pal’s style I’m 0% surprised I ended up illustrating her fic & honestly YAY ✨🏴☠️
𝙾𝙵𝙼𝙳 𝟷𝟿𝟽𝟶𝚜 𝚊𝚞- 𝙲𝚘𝚗𝚜𝚌𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚘𝚋𝚓𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚘𝚛 𝚂𝚝𝚎𝚍𝚎 𝙱𝚘𝚗𝚗𝚎𝚝 𝚏𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚜 𝚒𝚗 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚊 𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚅𝚒𝚎𝚝𝚗𝚊𝚖 𝚆𝚊𝚛 𝚟𝚎𝚝 𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚗𝚎𝚍 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐-𝚝𝚘-𝚐𝚘-𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚜𝚖𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚌𝚛𝚒𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚊𝚕. 𝙰𝚗 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚞𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚙𝚊𝚌𝚝 𝚋𝚎𝚝𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚠𝚘 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚐𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚘𝚕’ 𝚝𝚘𝚘𝚝𝚑-𝚛𝚘𝚝𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚛𝚘𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚎𝚗𝚜𝚞𝚎
#im sorry tumblr i promise there WILL come a time when you'll be the first social i post on#gentlebeard#blackbonnet#blackbeard#edward teach#stede bonnett#our flag meets death#our flag means death fanart#ofmd fanart#my art: our flag means death#my art: blackbeard#my art: stede bonnett#ofmd
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what do they most fear being seen as?
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ratio certainly doesn't want to be seen as just another ivory tower genius, but he only feared it when he got the IPC's invitation for his anti-planetary weapon design - attracting the gaze, not of Nous, but of human greed. aspiring to the genius society was suddenly synonymous with selling his soul; he'd gone knocking on the doors of the temple of knowledge not realizing the devil could answer. no matter the lingering bitterness, that more than anything made him stop wanting Nous' gaze.
(the compromise of joining the intelligentsia guild - theoretically independent from, but still heavily funded by, the IPC - is it the best of both worlds or the lesser of two evils?)
but in general, public perception isn't on his radar unless it inconveniences him, at which point he puts a plaster sculpture on his head about it. he doesn't endorse the documentaries and memoirs about himself, but he doesn't serve C&Ds, either. what people think of him is simply not his damn problem.
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aventurine, on the other hand... he's more image than person some days. (“the self beneath is extraordinarily faint.”) his job relies very heavily on his cultivated image - he can't escape that even if he wants to, and he doesn't know that he wants to. can he tell where the image ends and the person begins? what if there's nothing beneath? the mask has grown into his skin and he can't afford the blemish of removing it; maintaining it is integral to his job.
he has to keep being aventurine of stratagems, because aventurine of stratagems has to keep existing. he does not fully belong to himself. he'd vowed to become a stoneheart in the very same moment he lost all motivation and reason to do so - now that he's finally found the will to live for himself, he's trapped in the amber of that decision.
(and when he manages to crack the literal and metaphorical amber... the stonehearts vote to repair his cornerstone. what a mercy-stroke of luck.)
he's not afraid of tarnishing his reputation - how can he be, when he maintains a precise level of intentional tarnish? he's not afraid of being seen as a former slave, or he wouldn't openly display his brand as if it were just another accessory. he's not afraid of people thinking he's weak.
he's afraid they'll be right.
#the real reason he looked so unhappy to have his cornerstone fixed:#“u can come back; ur time isn't up yet... and ur behind on ur twitter posts so hurry up and get drafting” smh#forced to continue caring abt his corporate social media presence. truly a fate worse than death#hsr#hsr meta#aventurine#ratio#technically not ratiorine but that is in fact how i roll#anyway. posting this so i quit fussing with the sentence structure (i say as if that will stop me)
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i think light yagami is "socially adept" in terms of being able to reason out relatively well what to say and do to come off as a harmless and good and polite young man who is likeable to be around. however i do not think "socially adept" (or "neurotypical") typically comes with having to preface every other normal-passing action and statement with a minor crisis of "ah shit. quick, what would i say/do in response to this if i was light yagami, a normal and nice and respectable young man?"
everyone likes to talk about him talking about kira in third person but can we acknowledge that he also talks about LIGHT in third person. i'm not adding manga panels at 3:57am but y'all know exactly which ones i mean
#light is decent at masking but he is NOT coming off as perfect to anyone who looks at him with a critical eye. like L or near#it's just that a lot of people take him at face value#he's handsome he gets top grades his dad is the police chief his family adores him girls like him etc#and he gets to skate off of that a lot until someone comes around and questions the mask#he unravels so fast once he gets closer to L. he fucks up the misa thing so badly even HE has to admit to L's face#that kira probably didn't think things through with the second kira and kind of panicked#ughhhhhhhhhhh i have so many thoughts about him. he works very hard to come off as socially competent. it's a learned skill not innate#i firmly believe there is some shit going on w light in terms of mental conditions. HOWEVER#i also believe he was relatively 'normal' up until the death note sent a lot of that shit spiralling#lots of mentally ill people live pretty normal lives it turns out! a lot of us can get by and sort of manage!#even if it means masking and coping as needed#i don't think you have to be mentally ill to react to the death note the way light did#i do think it oiled some clockwork that was already ticking though#anyway. light is socially competent to some degree because he tries to be. sometimes it backfires. sometimes he misses. normal stuff#trying to say he is objectively socially adept or inept is futile though#but ig what is death note without black and white thinking and what is the dn fandom without diving into the nuances under the surface layer
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not to be like "angelique did nothing wrong" but i think angelique has a hell of a lot more compelling motivations for her actions than barnabas ever did.
#this fandom does not want to admit the collinses are bad people. but i do. they suck ❤️#if they piss off a witch accidentally because this time the employee you were sexually exploiting for your own amusement#without offering the social/material/cultural benefits of marriage (or. yknow. emotional/romantic); turns out to be able to fuck you up?#well. damn. that sucks for you. stop workplace harassing. learn from your mistakes (they won't)#why were you in the french caribbean; huh? what were you doing there? where did the du pres money come from? let's speak on that.#where did the collinses get lucrative contacts with landowning french people in the west indies?#like. OBVIOUSLY sarah did not ''deserve'' her death as an innocent ... but do i think killing Innocence as representative of what happened#to ang .. and josette ... AND martinique ... makes sense? well. yes.
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i think its okay for people to be upset when people who were important to their childhood die. like, its not impossible for people to be upset about someone dying and to be upset that said person was also a bad individual. people are multifaceted and i think social media has warped the way a lot of you treat grief and those around you as a whole.
#tw : death#tw : abuser#liam payne#one direction#don't get me wrong im absolutely elated that the world is free of another POS but it did make me worry for some of my old friends#i actually ended up reaching out to one of them from elementary (she's okay) because i knew how much he meant to her when we were kids#sometimes i wish people would stop and think for a moment.#in general yeah but also when it comes to situations like this#people are so quick to judge others and pull the “well *i* obviously knew better because im better than all of you”#especially when things like this happen#and in part i think social media is to blame#not that i haven't done the exact same shit (because i absolutely have) but like. christ.#i don't think a 28y/o should be calling a 14y/o a disgusting person for being upset and having very normal human emotions.#(<— referencing a post i saw on twitter unfortunately)#rambling#long tags#too many tags
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These are my Japanese Four Swords manga scans. Read the README document before using them for any reason. Reblogging/sending this post in Tumblr DMs is fine, but do not share the link on other social media sites (unless it is through DMs to trusted users) or in large Discord servers.
#four swords#four swords manga#four swords plus#it's always morally correct to steal from Nintendo#also this is not me coming back#I just want to share resources and unfortunately no one looks anywhere except social media sites#as usual death to this website and all other social media sites I cannot wait to see them all rot in Hell where they belong
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