#and then i’d fucking ghost you
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if I had a nickel for every time a show used ortolans as a metaphor to convey a younger man’s rite of passage into the deplorable and taboo world of the rich and powerful, all of which is being orchestrated by an older man who is unaware he is being played, I’d have two nickels. which isn’t a lot, but it’s weird that it happened twice
#still thinking about succession causally including ortolans what the fuck /pos#no one:#greg: are you trying to seduce me?#tom: yes! 😊#I really didn’t think I’d see this again outside of hannibal wow#succession#tom wambsgans#greg hirsch#tomgreg#nbc hannibal#hannibal#will graham#hannigram#ghost speaks
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Meg is definitely more forgiving than me because if I found out my fiancé and his boyfriend killed my dad, brought him back to life, and was indirectly responsible for having him locked up and lobotomized I think I’d actually just kill them
#meg halsey#reanimator#dan cain#herbert west#that’s not even mentioning the fact that all this indirectly lead to her DEATH (and kinda The Scene but that’s Hill’s fault really)#I’d be mad with rage and a vengeful spirit#Even after I died I’d come back to haunt the dreams of those fuckers#And then That same fiancé who chose a random guy over you and killed/medically experimented on your dad and got him lobotomized#And indirectly killed you ended up killing/snatching the body parts of so many other young women JUST to Frankenstein you back together#And then his boyfriend also steals your heart to do fucked up science with#I’d at least become a ghost who haunts the house or the university or something#Bride of reanimator
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Jackie realizing she’s gonna have to take care of shauna and jeff’s ghost baby
#🐇#yellowjackets#truly it’s so interesting to me how much better this season is than the first that literally never happens for me#the current timeline is finally getting interesting. Jeff is still the best part#love how fast misty took to being a cult that is so her™️#Jackie liking poppies is interesting to me both in the Jackie is gay camp and also you know the whole thing with wizard oz and her death#the ending was so fucking depressing I need a nap now#like I’m so happy they didn’t eat the baby that would have been so incredibly cheap but glad to finally have answers#like do we think shauna was dreaming or had she temporarily crossed over because like where was Jackie and the French dude#I’d say it would make sense that Lottie could be there somehow#idk it reminded me a lot of Jackie’s death of course so I have many questions#I will say the cop story line is pretty stupid like no fucking way is any of this legal and also let’s kill that creep cop shauna#I will help you girl I will drive the get away car#I was also like wondering awhile ago if Lottie’a camp is near where the plane crash was#and my best friend and I were like no there’s no way and then they tell us it’s in New York so like possibly close to the boarder?#I tried looking up cherry hill but I couldn’t find anything idk it’s probably totally unlikely and they just also happen to be in the woods#I didn’t get a preview for next week is there a preview? idk#my complaint this week is where is Jackie lmfao where is her ghost why wasn’t she in sex ed give me something I’m not ready to move on!!!!
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the way i have no one to grieve with and it’s fucking killing me slowly.
#ooc. o kaptain.#[everything is so secretive and so private and I’m not supposed to tell people about xyz but also… doing this alone is agony? looking at#my aunt’s and my grandparents’ old jewelry sent me into a sobbing fit the entire time. I’ve inherited three generations of shit and I’m the#only one left with any memory or firsthand account of who these things belonged to. do you know how lonely it is to carry all the fucking#ghosts of your entire family. your mom your aunt your grandfather your grandmother. and it’s all you. and you have no one to share these#things with… because everyone who knew them is gone. but I’m also not SUPPOSED to share most of this for 10000 legal reasons (don’t worry#it’s not shit I can’t mention or something) and I just… can’t fucking do this alone. I just had a breakdown screaming in my house about#how bad I miss… everyone. but this whole process is just legal bullshit lawyer this protect this so my shithead father can’t get it since#he’s my ‘next of kin’ when in reality the only thing I’d like to leave him in my will is a fucking gps with directions set to a very long#walk off a very short pier. I just… my aunt just fucking died? everyone in my immediate family is gone??? when the fuck do I get to just… be#sad?? to grieve?? to fucking hurt??????]#negativity /
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no one understands inner turmoil like an orin writer who doesn’t know where to publicly draw the line
#if i had more friends in the fandom i’d make a discord server to talk about fucked up shit#unfortunately i dont so you all have to listen to me be unhinged out loud#also hi ghost anon if you’re reading this i’m having insane brain worms about orin woundfucking#.off topic
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You know, sometimes I’ll think “oh I really liked reading as a child but there weren’t any books that really molded my personality.”
And then I’ll look at a self insert character I’ve made and realize it’s literally a fucking reskin of Sydney Carton from A Tale of Two Cities.
#because I’m just#the model of good mental health.#complicated relationship with love? check#complicated relationship with alcohol? check again#I literally said in front of my whole ninth grade English class that I felt this man on a personal level#and was CONFUSED WHY MY TEACHER WAS WORRIED BY THAT#me in 9th grade: yeah this man with the lowest self worth I’ve ever seen and is willing to throw his life away for the ones he loves?#me: yeah I aspire to be him because he’s just like me fr#my English teacher: *that Walter White gif of him falling over crying*#*shaking my fist* curse you Dickens you ruined me literature wise#I will never be free of this fucking English cunt’s ghost#don’t even get me STARTED on the run on sentences that bastard has kindled in my writing#if I could go back in time only once I’d use it to personally curb stomp Charles Dickens#anyways. this is the most I’ve ever talked about a self insert to someone who’s not my bff or partner#will I ever mention them again or even in more detail? we’ll see#captain's log
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IM BACK FROM THE DEAD TO SAY TOMORROW IS THE DAY BITCHES
#life has been like…..fucked recently#anyway you guys didn’t think I’d ghost you for the FINAL SONG did you??#I’m back baby!!!!!
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I’m be real with y’all when I was young and watching ninjago for the first time they introduced that ghosts couldn’t touch water and I just accepted this as ghost lore
#I’d get so pissed whenever people would have ghosts be able to touch water#you do know you literally can’t do that#it took me like 4 years or something to figure out this is not a fact about ghost biology#fucking rambling#ninjago#lego ninjago#possession#ns5
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I have said this before but me being self proclaimed number 1 Ryoma fan and that being possibly literal-bc even if this bro had fans before me I might’ve simply done the most for him by talking about him so much + being the first to write fics that are in depth studies on his trauma across canons-I gotta say if there’s one other character I rotate a lot that isn’t him it’s probably Kei. (Shocking it’s not Hayato even if I do think about him too- but it’s usually associated with Ryoma bc gays 🗿)
I’m not even exaggerating when I say Kei would be my favorite and only isn’t because she doesn’t exist in many other canons yet my brain rotates the endless possibilities of how to incorporate her. I’ve already written a fic where she’s in shin vs neo verse which worked surprisingly well but I’ve been thinking how universally she could appear in other things. (Whether it be fitting her into a idea of a possible Go team in New or just a new canon completely) I think what I’ve narrow it down to is that she could be like- in Michirus role? Like she’s the supporting female who isn’t a pilot but helps out the real occasionally which I think would align very well especially with the original manga role she has of being Hayato’s assistant. And even if Hayato isn’t grandpa mode yet he still very much is in Saotomes position at that point. Not sure if she’d Hayato’s biological kid to further parallel Saotome and Michiru given well Hayato already adopts the Go team and his wife is irrelevant LOL.
I have no idea if I’ll ever write this specific idea but I’m still- rotating it cause this is such a easy way to get around “picking between Sho or Kei as the 2nd pilot” since both of them can still exist even if one doesn’t get to pilot, idm my supporting females. (Granted there could always be like- plot line where Sho gets hurt so Kei is temporary pilot but I can’t remember if Getter ever really did this since “once your hurt your ass is basically replaced” lol)
#meg text#getter robo#au rambles#I think I rotate her so much because my friend and I talked about her relationship with Go#like it makes so much sense if among all the universal constants in getter one would be Kei is important to Go#granted the shift from “she’s my love interest” to “she’s my sister” will never not be so fucking drastic 💀#also I get why in SVN she wasn’t there for time and idk where you’d fit her but man Kei deserves a more significant role#hence why I imagine her in Michirus role because even if she also had it ROUGH some iterations knew how to use her#also Kei already has a established relationship w gai mainly thanks to arma so- Sho deserves to speak with her too#they can be besties who rat out on the boys but still have high respect for hayato#granted I know the real reason why this hasn’t happened is because Kei is a minor character and “no proper go manga adaptation??”#at this point I don’t expect a anime but it be nice if Go team got used in a spin off bc we had a good run of OG team#I’d also want them to use arc in spin offs too but I understand their more- finicky characters to use#given their main thing is their actual descendants of existing characters and one of them is our first boyo (ryoma)#if you took out the bloodline stuff it make them feel redundant because you can just use go team for that#also honestly despite how mixed arc anime is for everyone they really don’t need to be in anything after this#other then wishing they get something with nicer animation but that’s what’s SRW is for#(also back to Kei I’m a bit upset she did not get a cameo in arc even if she’d probably look horrendous it was just salt in the wound)#(GAI LITERALLY SAIDS WHEN HE DIES IN THE MANGA HE SEES KEI WHERE WAS SHE WITH ALL THE GETTER GHOSTS?)#actually Michiru wasn’t there too so it was probably just woman erasure /hj
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I wonder how many so-called accounts of “demonic possession” are actually some undiagnosed mental illness that people fail to recognize just because the sufferer happened to be into spiritism at the time?
Like, if someone is mentally ill already, they may be more interested in religion and angels and demons; and by delving into those things even further (in a “scary” way), it can exacerbate their preexisting condition to the point where it develops into something worse. That makes more sense than possession.
#paranormal#ghosts#demons#just tagging because I know some don’t like this kind of stuff lol#“hEr vOiCe sOuNDeD EVIL aFtEr She cOntActeD tHe dEmon” Evil? No. I’d say she sounds more pained than anything.#People scream and make animalistic sounds when they’re suffering Harold#…because humans are animals…#Even if it is possession (which I doubt): have some fucking sympathy good LORD#you can see the person is suffering and you call them evil#Nice
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#original caption: get haunted idiot#second caption that I changed: it’s your own fault harry#cause yknow#they r on a first name basis :) <3#bitter enemies 2 lovers#but also like#us (monstrous) v the world (which can burn)#yk when a ghosts hair keeps growing it means they’re not dead dead so there’s hope#sectumsempra#I rly thot abt holding on to this one and posting it in October but yk I’d forget i just have to post stuff whenever I draw it#even if that’s at fuck o clock am my time#which it always is#rn this is just an app I go on to dump content into and exit so even this much is a personal miracle#draco malfoy#harry potter#drarry#draco x harry#harry x draco#also Ik he doesn’t have his glasss but you see that’s bc I started this drawing w a entirely different premise in mind and it was Relevant
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hugging each other in their combined grief and consoling each other while describing the profound impact that grief has had on them both while the fucking shingles fly off the house get a grip kill em Claudia
#I love you Louis but Claudia could smash both their heads in and I’d be cool with it#Claudia should have tossed them both in that incinerator#iwtv s2#iwtv spoilers#I wouldn’t I would also be grieving in the house while the shingles fly off the roof#you and me me and you you and me FUCK OFFFFFFF#if ghost Claudia saw this shit smh#zh.txt
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several days and 15 thousand words later, i am relieved to report that the suffocating urge to Write Something has been sated and no longer has me in a chokehold
#Seven.txt#writing stuff#thinking of that post that’s like ‘u Have To make art or all the ideas stay stuck in ur brain and make u sick’ bc yeah thats been the vibe#wish i wasn’t so all or nothing about it tho. but alas. i’m that way with everything in my life#i either expect 10k in a day from myself or i don’t write at all for weeks. or months :)#and my average pace is about 500 words per hour. so u can see. how that might be a problem. given how many hours are in a day.#and that’s obviously not sustainable. but idk if it’s adhd or what but it’s So hard to quickly start and stop tasks just Whenever#i struggle to be one of those ppl that can consistently write like. 500 words a day every day and then wow! soon you have a whole novel#nah. once i get myself in the Zone then i’m Goin’ and i can’t stop until i’m Done or i collapse from ignoring my body’s needs lmao#it’s something i should make an effort to do though bc i’d love to be consistently chipping away at things instead of working in bursts#anyways this is a lotta negative self-commentary for what is actually a Positive post! bc yay!! i wrote a thing!! Two things actually!!! 🎉#i got the follow-up to last year’s Matt oneshot done And i wrote the next chapter of Heaven in Hiding after uh. a year and some months#i wanted to blow the dust off the ol’ keyboard by starting with writing some less. uh. high-stakes(?) stuff#not that i didn’t put my all into writing them. i always do. just that ik they’ll have less of an audience so ill cringe less if they suck#so then i can hopefully do justice to the [N]MbD stuff that i’ll be putting out next! ehehe *rubbing my hands together* Finally#the next two [N]MbD fics r already written but the first little one needs a final edit#and then the Big one for. uh. someone (u kno who u r) needs a bit of rewriting i think. i wanna make it Better#so release schedule will be 1. Matt • 2. HiH Ch.3 • 3. [N]MbD small fic • 4. [N]MbD Big fic#then i’m gonna write a lil Boothill comfort oneshot. then i’ll edit/maybe rewrite and post that Dew (Ghost) OCD comfort oneshot#i also wanna keep writing the last couple chapters of HiH before i unintentionally abandon it again#and after/amidst all that maybe i’ll manage to get ES Ch.6 written and posted before the end of the year 😭#anyways ik i’ve made posts like this before. talking abt all these Plans of mine. and most of those things r Still stuck in the pipeline#so don’t put too much stock into this plan. i could have another Bad couple of months and get None of it done#but god i sure fucking hope not. i’d really like to cling to my creativity. if for no other reason than that it makes me happy
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This cassette tape revival is so fucking weird man like… look I’m all for bringing back analogue shit but tapes were never fucking good ever lmao
#she speaks#I’m saying this as a Walkman portable cassette player kid#I had a big ass yellow Walkman that I would listen to my foreigner and Johnny Horton tapes with#and like I’d record songs onto tape from the radio with my stereo too#so I wore out many a cassette tape in my life#like my truck has a tape deck that tragically stopped working years ago#which sucked cuz we had a bluetooth cassette that we’d use to listen to Spotify lmao#now we have to use a Bluetooth transmitter in the fucking lighter port and it SUCKS#the tape was so cool#but anyway kids who know nothing about tapes trust me when I say#when they decided to give up the ghost that was it#and then you were untangling tape vomit from your player for ages#0/10 would not recommend#like vinyl’s cool#a bit too rich for my blood and I’m not much of an audiophile anyway#but it’s cool#fuckin cassettes? no thanks 😂😂😂#like maybe I’d buy them to collect them but my stereo’s tape deck will continue to collect dust thanks
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@iamthecomet I got possessed
POV: you’re finally starting to heal from the fuck-ton of trauma that’s been dumped on you and you try to reconcile with your ex
From the fic Born Under a Troubled Sign, if you like heavy emotional angst I’d highly suggest it, this thing makes my blood vibrate I swear to fuck
#the band ghost#ghost the band#ghost bc#shitghosting#nameless ghouls#dewdrop ghoul#mountain ghoul#dewdrop ghost#mountain ghost#I’d like to clarify that my blood is vibrating in a good way#it’s a compliment#also this was a good excuse to try to draw my version of the ghouls#not entirely satisfied with mountain. can’t decide what to do with his hair#also I totally didn’t almost forget the scar Dew gave him in an earlier chapter haha what#dew though I like. couldn’t tell you why I imagine him with his hair tied back but oh well#wait fuck I forgot to give him gill scars#ah whatever I’ll draw them next time#fanart#Sophia and her shit
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Two hours. I got two hours of sleep. I’m so frustrated with myself.
Went to the ER. Everyone was very nice. They gave me an IV bag of fluids (I was dehydrated! Sad cactus!) and a little ativan (teeny dose), which was nice at the time! Just a little amount, but the (mostly) quiet room, fluids, and meds managed to relax me a lot. Could have fallen asleep if the bed was actually comfortable. Then they packed me up, gave me another little Ativan to take home for tonight, and said they’d contact my primary. Cool cool. Got some much needed food on the way home, then took the pill and got comfy. Again, smallest dosage they make, so no feeling too good. Managed to muscle past my anxiety to fall asleep, and… 2 hours. Woke up. Tried to go back to sleep. Too frustrated and anxious and I feel like crap. What should I do? Just eat a whole gummy and hope that knocks me out? For me, that feels like playing roulette. Could work, yeah. Could make me sleepy and pliable. Could also backfire and make me feel sick and extra anxious for another 5 or 6 hours. What do I do? Roll back up to the ER? “Hewwo, I woke up and I need more benzos 👉👈🥺” haha funny, but I’ve seriously been thinking about it 😑
God, I’m miserable. Been sitting outside on the porch for a bit. Not quite an hour. Needed to get out of the apartment, but tbh, nearly 4am outside isn’t doing much for me. I just feel alone. It wouldn’t help with sleeping, per se, but just someone, I dunno, hugging or holding me for a few minutes would honestly save me a little. What a mess. Oh yeah, and apparently my kidneys are going 👎👎👎 down. Bad meat. Not great test results. Not what I’m focusing on tonight. I’m a mess. Anyway, this was my update. Sorry for all the walls of text. Suppose this is mainly for me to look back on in the future, but can’t pretend it’s not at least a little validating to put this all out into the world and knowing that maybe one or two people read this and I didn’t suffer completely without recognition. Yeah…
#this is a lot of text#not really a casual read#ok ok… I can’t sit outside forever#gonna go back inside and I dunno make a hot chocolatey drink. grab some snacks#TRY to feel good even though I don’t#YES will probably get a little high#hoping that the combo of sugar. salt. and thc will give me the sleepy tools to just pass out for awhile#just a few more hours! please!#omg I was so pissed when I woke up and thought I’d slept for awhile but realized I hadn’t#’ what do you mean the last text I sent was only two hours ago? ‘#seriously. I thought I fell asleep around 11 pm but it was closer to 1am.#stupid sexy ativan. messing with my sense of time#it really wasn’t that big of a dose! I was basically a little buzzed for an hour or so each time#but the doctor was nice and straightforward with me. I just dunno tho. I’m a big guy with a history of anxiety. .5mg is weaksauce#god I’m getting anxious just sitting here thinking about trying to sleep again#it’s feeding on itself. I’m trying to rationalize this but it’s just this feedback loop.#is this my life now? I’m outside. I feel so alone. I feel like I could die any moment. in a sword of Damocles way. it’s there and waiting.#ok sitting outside isn’t helping#after 4am and yes I see cars driving by. I hear the occasional siren. but I still feel alone in the world#please tell me life goes on? please tell me we’re not really at the end here.#I always feel like I’m staring at our final days. that we’re all barely here. fucking ghost planet. waiting to die.#there’s war and hate and everything is expensive and I can’t.. I’m not a part of this world. I’m too poor and sickly and so it all seems…#like we’re on our last leg. like the final days of a fire sale. this body feels fit for the grave. this world is the grave.#I’m scared#ok like I said sitting out here isn’t helping. Ian. please stop.#yes. yes. ok. snacks and drinks and distracting tv. let’s try this again.#sorry this is a lot#I spent the last 20 minutes writing these tags and getting progressively more anxious 😬#you can ignore this#text
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