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[seithr]

im dying scoob

[caroline18mars]

Into the night - Chapter 75

“Jared? Hello? Where the hell are you?” Shannon pulled his phone from his ear to check if it really was his brother calling him but checking the screen he put it back to his ear “It's a terrible connection, I can barely hear you” he said again, but then he heard it wasn't a bad connection but his brother barely able to talk or even get the words out “Jordan, she..she's gone back home” he heard him breathe down the line. “Home? What? Back to where? So you're not in London with her?” he shook his head, not understanding, the last thing he had heard from his brother ever since  was when he had gotten on that plane to follow her down to England, “No, I'm in Paris..we were in Paris..” he heard him choke up again. “Paris? You went to Paris with Jordan?  What the hell for? Of all the dumbest things to do, Jared..” Shannon pinched the bridge of his nose, how could he be so stupid to take his girlfriend to Charlotte's hometown and last resting's place?. “I wouldn't have come here..but Tom was just so persuasive , and I couldn't just leave her in London, not in her condtion” he heard him say and his heart jumped in his throat “Condition? What do you mean? Condition as in..oh please, don't tell me she's pregnant”. But he got his answer soon enough with an angry snap “No! Of course not! It's her heart, she's got a serious heart condition!”, his relief for hearing that she wasn't, was soon replaced by shock, how much could actually happen in a couple of weeks? “Her heart?? oh god, how serious is serious?”. Jared's answer was barely above a whisper “Really serious, she'll more than likely need a transplant”, hearing him say that immediately made Shannon's mind up “I'm coming over, I'll take the next plane out, just go back to London, you should be with her now..” he ran up the stairs to go pack his suitcase. “Shannon..” Jared's tired voice croaked in his ears, “just go, Jared, go to London! Just swallow your goddamn pride for once and go to London, there's nothing you can do for Charlotte anymore, but Jordan, she needs you, now more than ever! She's always been there for you, now it's your turn to take care of her”. Shannon disconnected the call, he would send him the details of his flight later, and grabbed his suitcase, the trouble his little brother always got himself in was just unbelievable at times, he just kept fucking it all up ever since Charlotte died, like he never even wanted to give himself the chance to get happy again. Not that he would bring him better news though, on the contrary, but he just couldn't tell him over the phone, he had to talk to him face to face for this, maybe it was best if he was overseas now.

Jordan helped Noah off the train with the heaviest of hearts, yes she was home but now even London wasn't a safe place anymore because it reminded her of him, she grabbed Noah's hand while a bolt of pain tore through her damaged heart “Ohh” she stopped in her tracks, clutching at the handle of her trolley to stay upright. “Aunt Jordan? What is it?” Noah stopped as well and looked at his aunt with frightened eyes, “It's nothing, sweetie, I'll be..alright, it'll pass, just..give me a minute” she tried to breathe through the pain while an endless stream of people pushed past her trying to avoid a collision. This wasn't right..she had never felt anything like it before. “Aunt Jordan??” Noah said tried to get her attention again, not here, not now, not when Nahla..or Jared wasn't around..”It's ok, I'm ok..let's go” she tried to give him a forced smile to put his worried little mind at ease. Her medication, she needed her medication..she stopped again to check her bag but then it hit her that it was still..in the cab..in Paris, in the mad rush to go and buy their tickets at the station, she must have forgotten it. Back in Paris, Jared walked back inside the hotel, dragging his feet when someone called his name “Monsieur Leto!” the girl from reception came running up to him, holding up a bag to him “a taxi driver brought this back for you, he said a young lady had forgotten this in the back of his car after he picked her up here, we checked the name and the reservation and your room came up”. Jared's heart started thumping in his throat when he took a quick look inside the bag, Jordan's medication..”thanks” he snatched the bag out of her hands and quickly headed to the elevators with it, he needed to get to her and fast! He grabbed his phone and quickly found her number, his hand trembling as he pressed on her name on the screen to dial. The last thing that Jordan heard before she blacked out was her phone ringing, she wanted so much to answer it and ask for help but then her knees buckled and she crashed to the floor. Noah watched it all happen and started crying and calling out to his aunt in shock “Aunt Jordan!! Aunt Jordan”! Jared heard the call roll to voicemail and cursed under his breath as he quickly dialed her number again, this was so not the time to be ignoring him, had she even noticed she hadn't taken her meds with her? Did she have a goddamn deathwish? It started ringing again and this time someone picked up because it definitely wasn't her voice “Hello?” a woman's voice with a very British accent rolled in his ears and it made his heart stop, this wasn't Jordan!

“I'm sorry, I seem to have the wrong number” he mumbled already taking the phone from his ear to check the number but then he heard Noah's distressed cries in the background sending a shiver down his spine “Hello? Hello?” he heard the woman's voice call out to him, she was clearly in a panic as well as he put the phone back to his ear “No, please, don't hang up, my name's Emily, I'm sorry, I only answered the call, there's a young woman here with a child, she collapsed!”. Jared stopped in his tracks and felt his legs turn to jelly, oh no, oh god please no! “What? Call an ambulance right now and let me talk to the boy please” he heard himself bark in the phone. There was a lot of rustling and it felt like an eternity before he heard Noah's cries and heavy breathing “Noah? It's Jared! What is happening there? Where's your aunt?” he had to force himself to sound calm but inside it felt like all of his organs were slowly turning to molten lava. “Aunt Jordan is on the ground, Jared, she fell all of a sudden..I'm scareeeedd” Noah cried, “Noah listen to me, is your aunt breathing? Can you ask someone to check for you?” he breathed and then there was again a lot of rustling and anxious voices talking through each other “yes she is breathing..Jared, I'm scared, my aunt Jordan..” Noah came back on the phone, his little voice thick from the panicked crying “Your aunt is breathing, Noah, that's a good sign, now please stay with her and put the lady back on, can you do that?” he said, his mouth all dry. “Hello?” came the shaky voice of the woman again who had answered the phone, “Emily, how is she? Did you call an ambulance?” he breathed, “yes I did, they're on their way”. He tried to think rational but was failing miserably “ok, good, Emily, listen to me, I'm Jared, I'm her boyfriend, her name is Jordan, Jordan McLeod and the boy you have there is Noah, he's her nephew! Jordan has a serious heart condition and she forgot to take her meds, Can you please stay with Noah and her until the ambulance comes? Can you do that? I'm going to call you back on this number in a few minutes, I'm going to arrange my flight right now, stay with her and Noah, please?”. After getting his confirmation he hung up and his hands were shaking when he scrolled through his list and called his brother “Shannon, listen to me, call Emma and tell her to have the plane ready in half an hour, I need to get to London..Jordan, her heart, she forgot her meds here and she had some kind of attack or something” he too was now on the verge of choking up and just bawling his eyes out but he couldn't, not just now anyway, first he needed to make sure that Jordan was rushed to hospital and that she would get the best care as soon as possible. Shannon who was on his way to the airport lost his focus on the road and the car swirled for a couple of seconds when he heard what had happened “Oh god no!..is she ok? She's not..?” he couldn't bring himself to say the word, the last time he had heard his brother in such pain wasn't so long ago and ever since he had hoped to never having to hear or see him go through it again. “No..I don't think so, I don't..I..” that was the moment Jared broke down “I can't..lose her, Shannon, I can't..” he didn't care who saw him cry, it was just too much and he felt like his head was going to explode. “Jared, listen to me, go pack your bags and go to the airport, I'm gonna call Emma, I'll see you in London”

”Jared? The paramedics are here now” it didn't even take a single ring for Emily to answer his call, “thank god, Emily, how is she?” Jared was running out of the elevator and into his suite to pack his bags . “She's still unconscious, I'm afraid, they're doing CPR on her right now” Emily rattled while Noah's cries for his aunt in the background broke his heart, CPR, fuck! “Please tell me she's still breathing..” he whispered in a hoarse voice. “I think so, yes she is, she is breathing, they 're taking her to hospital” her words reassured him, “Emily, listen to me, make sure Noah is going with her, he needs to stay with her, I'll be down there in an hour or so, what hospital are they taking her to?” he knew he needed to get as much information from the woman as possible before she would hang up, “St Charles Hospital” he heard her repeat the paramedics' answer “I'm gonna have to hang up now, they're about to leave” her voice trembled as he zipped up his bag and ran out again. “Ok, just give them the phone ok? I'm on my way..oh and Emily? Thank you” he hammered on the elevator button like that would make it go faster, “Jared, what is it? Where are you going?” Nahla walked up behind him, coming out of her own suite. “Back to London, Jordan was just rushed to hospital” he impatiently banged on the elevator button again, “Oh god no! How..how is she? We'll come with you” Nahla stared at him in shock, “No! You stay here! It's really urgent, so I'll call you the minute I know more” the elevator finally dinged its' arrival and he jumped in, staring at her worried face as the doors closed. The cab to the airport, the plane taking off, nothing had registered with him until the plane seared through the early evening sky and he had nothing else to do but worry about Jordan and the tears he had tried to hold back for so long finally had the chance to fall. An hour or so later, he was already in the next car speeding through London like a lunatic with the satnav as his only companion blaring out directions, every red light was one too many and the closer he got to the hospital the more he ignored them, he just needed to be with her. Finally the huge building doomed up in front of him when he took the last corner and jumped out of the car after he parked it at the entrance. “Excuse me, I'm looking for Jordan McLeod, she was brought in here a couple of hours ago” he said at the man behind the desk while he impatiently jumped from one foot to the other, “McLeod?..and you are?” the man lifted his head, “Leto, Jared Leto, I'm her boyfriend” he nervously said as the man stared at the screen again and grabbed the phone, “Ok, just follow the green line, I'll call my colleagues at cardiology and let them know you're on your way”. He didn't wait for the man to finish his sentence, he just ran until the green line on the floor came to an end and a door was automatically opened from the inside “Mr. Leto?” a doctor stepped up to him.

“Is Jordan ok? how is she?” he said almost out of breath, his eyes scanning the sterile environment, “Miss McLeod suffered an acute myocardial infarction” the doctor calmly said but when she saw the confusion on his face she quickly explained “she's had a heart attack..”. Jared gasped in shock “God no, how..how bad is it? Is she..?”, the doctor quickly shook her head “it was a mild one..but considering the condition her heart is in, it did cause even more damage..we're keeping her under close observaton. I've talked to her cardiologist at Camden hospital and we agreed that we need to start thinking about putting her on the transplant list, in the meantime we've increased her current medication and she seems to be responding well to them but she's not out of the woods yet, not by a long shot..”. Jared felt like the wind was knocked out of him and ran his trembling hands through his hair “can I see her?” he breathed while he felt his own heart thump in his throat. “She's resting right now, so I'll go check on her again in half an hour and I'll come and get you” the doctor gave him a reassuring nod “there was a little boy brought in with her as well, I believe he's her nephew?”. His head shot up again, in all this worrying and hurting over Jordan, he had almost forgotten to ask how and where he was “Noah! He's here? Oh thank god, where is he? Is he ok?”. The doctor reassured him again “He's obviously traumatized by what he saw but apart from that he seems to be fine, he's been asking for you non-stop so follow me” and walked with him to the far end of the hall where she opened a door “Noah? There's someone here to see you”. Jared stepped into the room behind her to see Noah sit on a hospital bed, looking up at the doctor with frightened eyes “Jared!!! you're back!” the boy called out his name and jumped off the bed as soon as he caught sight of him. “Noah! Of course I am, I told you I was coming, didn't I? Are you ok?” he picked the boy up and held him tight in his arms, “I want my aunt Jordan! She just fell on the floor, Jared, and she couldn't hear me, I'm so scared she's dead just like my mommy and daddy, I don't want her to be dead, I don't want to be alone” Noah cried against his cheek, clearly traumatized by what he saw at the station. “Shhhh, it's ok, I'm here, don't cry, I'll take care of you, shhh, she's alive, Noah, she's just very sick right now but the doctor says we can go see her in a couple of minutes” Jared kissed his cheek while he gently rubbed his back to comfort him, Jordan could say and do what she wanted but no matter what the future had in store for them, he knew that in the worst case scenario he was going to take care of this little boy, there was no way he was ever going to let him go again.