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i feel the urge to make an aita post cause goddamn
#i fucked up but it was not my fault#i still feel deep deep remorse and embarrassment#and she’s not mad at me in the slightest#but i feel absolutely awful about it#i’ve done things like this before in the past#where you make a comment to someone but because you don’t have full knowledge of their life you accidentally say something that touches#and i did that for three days before she told me#she thought i knew the whole time#i just feel so deeply sorry and so deeply sad for her#the whole thing is a mess#and it’s triggering my flight response in which i feel like i should just never talk or see her again#which is silly as i am in love with her and have been dating for 4 months#and i am literally taking a train to see her in like 12 hours#it’s just i feel so bad#august talks#sleepy girl
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I am kind of confused about posts that agree with Kipperlily, especially ones that talk about her being an NPC and it being inescapable.
Even if we cut off the bad kids slowly as being Built for being PCs during the start of their freshman years, Fabian with his dad, Kristen being the chosen of helio, Fig being related to gorthalax, and then further down with Riz learning his dad was killed, and Adaine being the elven oracle, but we're still left with,,, Gorgug.
Gorgug who the most interesting thing in his backstory is being adopted, which if that is TOO FAR to be fair, must count more then half of the fucking school in her idea of 'fairness'.
For all intents and purposes, Gorgug SHOULD be an NPC, but since he ran with everyone else when somebody screamed in the cafeteria, and showed up to the get togethers with the other bad kids, and also chased this mystery, he's a PC.
All the achievements Gorgug has gotten, "greatest wizard of this age", CREATING the Barbificer subclass, has been through his own hard work and effort, most of it within the laws of the school! With it working against him! If he doesn't count, if he's too far, then Kipperlily's idea of fairness must be so NICHELY specific to put her over others with perfectly normal lives that chased anything but the easiest smartest option.
Which is fine! It's so interesting and accurate to highschoolers that she has such a childish worldview, and I absolutely love Kipperlily as a character, it is just so confusing to see people argue that she is right to be jealous about a kid's dad dying when he was NINE because it'd make him have to work 10x as hard? When she could go out and find her own adventure with her friends like the seven did?
#my textposts#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#I hope this doesnt come across as too hostile#I love kipperlily#and I also dont really like the posts saying she deserves to die for being mad and 14#but acting like she was in the Right is also silly to me#when people like that Do Exist#there are people in schools mad that another kid gets to put their trauma in a college application#mad at the victims of a bad system getting the slightest accommodation instead of the system harming all of them#what I'm saying is kipperlily would be the girl mad that someone gets double time for their test because they have ADHD#and not realize that being expected to do a test in an hour is the issue.
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I'll share my epinagi thoughts tomorrow👍
#I enjoyed it even tho i felt brain dead after#txt#i had fun with my irls but i shouldve watched it with someone as unhinged about blIk as me#anddd what else uh#some guys showed up in their football uniforms with hair dyed to match bllk characters#no i didnt take pictures bc im not disrespectful. yes it was funny.#me and my friend kept quoting 'un lobo siempre protege a su loba' whenever nagi or reo did anything for each other.#so mad they didnt include nagi and barou fighting during their match. like when reo had to be like nagi stop this isnt you#(<-not what he said in the slightest) just so i could quote un lobo siempre protege a su loba again#every blIk irl of mine now understands that the problem is that theyre miscommunicating & reo should Not not tell nagi what he feels and#Nagi should stop assuming reo knows what hes thinking. my friend was so frustrated lmfao.#But she did say 'theyre so boyfriends' at the end. Thanks epinagi for comverting a devout nagisagier into a reonagier i guess#also my brother at some point said 'i cant keep defending him theres no non gay explanation' about nagi i dont rememebr where#it was kinda early on though#anyways#those r the things not included in my thoughts#my best friend is excited for rin & isagi in u20 and my brother is excited for shidou lmfao#i keep saying this theyre going to love kaiser itll be the death of me#what ELSEEE im forgetting already
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if i had a nickel for every time i got obsessed with an 80s musical that turns out to have a modern revival that i despise, id have two nickels. and a lot of blocked tags.
#incredibly sad to see the bulk of stex content being about the 2024 revival because. i hate it. oops!#maybe im biased because i work around and on trains for my job. but like#the new 2024 costumes just do Not look like trains in the slightest. they all look like spaceship transformers#greaseball's costume espesically irritates me WHY DOES SHE LOOK SO CLEAN AND SLEEK. HER NAME IS LITERALLY *GREASEBALL*#WHY DOES SHE LOOK LIKE ELECTRA I CANT!!!!!!!!!#btw im not mad that shes a woman. im mad that they got rid of her wonderful greaser swag!!!!!#that worked infinitely better as a humanized diesel idea!!! im so mad all that beautiful camp visual communication is gone!!!!!#ughhhhhh what fucking ever. what fucking ever.
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my favorite trans girl in the whole wide world isn't she so beautiful and pretty and special i love her dearly and i think prsk fans should explode
#apparently i got so mad earlier that i didn't finish blocking the person in the prsk tag using he pronouns for them#and i just saw it again and i'm so fucking annoyed#how do you see mizuki face blatant transmisogyny on a day to day basis and think it's actually because their fashion sense is too 'weird'#BRO mizuki is primarily bullied at school. where everyone is wearing a goddamn uniform#she's singled out for wearing the girls uniform when she's 'not supposed to' this has nothing to do with their girly kei/lolita fashion#don't 'japan has a cultural problem with individuality and westerners are missing that context' me that is NOT what mizuki's story is about#IN. THE SLIGHTEST.#i don't think i've ever seen a stupider way to purposefully misinterpret transmisogyny. you're Really going to say it's because they-#-have an 'unusual fashion sense.' like. really? because no the fuck they do not and you're being obtuse on purpose at this point#it's a blatant trans narrative. accept it and respect it or die
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#if I complain too much it’s bc I’m faking if I don’t complain it means it dosent happen#tf is wrong with you you have no idea how I feel you have not gone through what I’m going through#you do not have even the faintest idea what it’s like being in pain every day from doing NOTHING#what grounds do you have to tell me how I feel#having the audacity to claim you care in the slightest but when I so much as mention it it’s the most major inconvenience of the century#like you never cared you accused me of lying and faking when it had only been 3 weeks !!!#who tf would ever recover from that in 3 weeks??? it’s been over a year and I’m still in pain#I’m just so mad like going ‘my baby who’s been through so much 🥺 she’s so strong’ yeah no thanks to you#sorry guys im mad
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erm guys how do i tell her i dislike her calling me special!!!
#I feel like she's making fun of me#and my mental state isn't good at the moment#so even the slightest thing can make me crumble#idk how to tell her because she always blows up on me#im in constant fear of making her mad#it feels like walking on eggshells#tw vent#sigh
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@dramatisperscnae from here
She lifts her camera to hopefully hide the way her cheeks tinge pink and snaps another picture. “Something like that.” A puff piece on one of Gotham’s sweethearts, that’s what her magazine wants. Annoying, sure. Definitely not the hard-hitting journalism she wants to be a part of, but Max is still technically an intern. She doesn’t have much of a choice in the matter.
So she’d followed along after the actual journalist, Stacey, kept her mouth shut and quietly took some pictures like the good employee she is. Max probably should have kept her mouth shut, still isn’t entirely sure what compelled her to speak in the first place, but at least Stacey isn’t around to hear her, having gone off with an assistant for one thing or another, leaving Max behind to get some more photos of Dickie Grayson-Wayne.
Too good to be true is definitely one way of putting it. Nobody is that fucking perfect. Being a little airheaded (and very flirty, apparently) isn’t enough of a character flaw to make up a real person. “I don’t really care.” She doesn’t. Not really, so long as he’s not actually hurting anyone (and Max doesn’t know enough about him to speculate what he does in his free time). “I’m just saying” A shrug, slight lens adjustment, and another photo taken. “I’ve been doing this basically my whole life; I know fake smiles when I see ‘em.”
#dramatisperscnae#✦ ic: max parker#✦ verse: main (max parker)#so uhhh idk what this is#but max got all blushy and it made me giggle#it's so EASY to make her blush it's hilarious. just the slightest bit of flirting and she goes pink and gets all flustered#and it makes her so mad too she hates that she blushes so easily
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every time someone calls me non-binary even if i didn’t use that word myself i’m like, yes???? but also a very resounding no
#like my new pcp said it when i said i wanted to start t but also don’t identify as a man#and i’m not mad#like truly not#she’s very nice and has been very helpful so far#but it happens a lot#and yeah i mean technically i am outside the binary which makes me ‘non-binary’ but that word doesn’t suit my in the slightest#i feel no connection to it#i’m so apathetic towards it#it feels so limiting to me#and at the same time too vague#like#i’m butch#i’m queer#transmasc is a word im starting to relate to#but non-binary?#never once have i felt that#bork bork!
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#just overheard a family friend talking to my mom#saying her husband stormed out of the house#because their son got his ears pierced#and she didn't oppose#but the husband strongly did and is mad she didn't side with him#and i was like ''oh wow how old is their son'' thinking 15 or under#was thinking about offering something like ''yea it can be difficult to understand kids that age but they need ways to express themselves''#but then my mom was like ''26''#what. WHAT. THAT IS A GROWN ASS MAN#and the husband flounced off over this and won't take his wife's calls now?? straight people are incomprehensible#on a slightly funnier note i was like ''pierced ears can be so cool'' and showed my mother an image of samatoki#and she wanted me to send it to her so she could send it to her friend (presumably so her friend could send it to her loser husband??)#MOTHER THAT WOULD NOT IMPROVE THINGS IN THE SLIGHTEST#anyway if you're in a certain hotel and just heard a crab shriek ''TWENTY-SIX?!'' that was me
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ughhh
my mom ordered groceries and i asked her to get a couple of things. and then she forgot (tea, cocoa) and i was like ok well no big deal
there was some kind of glitch ? and the creamer didnt end up being on the list when everything came, so moms going to the store to get it and she was really frustrated about it, which like, fair enough. but since she's Already Going To The Store i asked if she could get the stuff she forgot to put on the list and she got really snappy with me and im like. i fucking hate when she does this and i get that shes frustrated and stuff but she doesn't have to be mad at ME? especially bc it's not like im asking randomly it's stuff she already forgot to put on the list. like can you chill....
#i know people do this on occasion and it wouldn't be a huge deal if it wasn't like#EVERY time she gets mildly frustrated it feels like#she always takes it out on me in some way whether it's like just walking up to yell about it out of NOWHERE and freaking me out#or getting really snappish and mean with me bc she's mad about something that has nothing to do with me#she just does not even try to modulate her behavior in the slightest nor apologize for being cruel to me ever
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it's like the world's worst irony that secondhand smoke is worse for u than actually smoking. it seems unfair and only contributes to more smokers in the world making others put up with their shitty fucking habit
#some neighbors are smoking and i just had to spend $200 on an air purifier#for while this issue is resolved bc the property manager is taking fucking forever#to deal with this#she finally sent out an email two weeks after i made a complaint#and only bc i told her i am going to start calling the front desk and sending emails every time#i get even the slightest whiff of smoke in the hallway#i don't think i could actually afford to go thru legal nonsense but i'm hoping i can at least bluff and work smthn out#it just makes me so mad. they could smoke in the balcony and i would be entirely unaffected#but smoking inside is just gross as hell
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every time i think i can actually share my problems with my mom i am met with her answer and i realize that no, i cannot actually share my problems with my mom
#she told me not to do anything because what if im not doing a phd after all#and i was like. oh. so you dont believe in me at all. not the slightest. like i am in the process of finalizing my topic with my advisor.#but sure. sure. i should make all my life decisions or NOT to make my life decisions only based on the fact that a nuke could fall tomorrow#and therefore the decision would be useless#im honestly so sad and mad
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man if i wasnt already so attached to my normal sideblog id have moved here ages ago to avoid my sister. still just using this temporarily but damn it i wish they had Some idea of fecking privacy on the internet
#the whole reason im on here is to get away from irl people. including her#god when will they leave me ALONE you used to be soooo good at that#you're the one who essentially decided you didnt want to associate me anymore out of nowhere when i was 8#and barely talked to me outside of necessity for the next two years#four years even#and now you just have to monitor everything i do dont you. god feck off already#if she's trying to make up for it (which i sincerely doubt) girl its not working in the slightest i hope your socks get soggy today#sorry im. mad#delete later
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Alright, now I want to fistfight Bruce. I'll lose sure, but it would prove a point.
(I had a whole bunch typed up about BG 42, decided I couldn't figure out how to get my point across, and deleted it. I'm learning guys.)
#his dismissal of her at the end made me so mad#she said she hated the trip ergo she must hate all aspects of normal life#which is totally why he phrases her staying away from conner as an order...#idk if they were trying for protective dad but this one did not endear me to him in the slightest#hes got a life he goes back to and he doesnt enjoy all of it sure#but its there and its NOT all bad#but shes living underground and talking to 2 people who arent the ones shes beating up#now that hes cut her off from Steph
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oh no i shouldnt have listened to the TAZ forgetting sequence rn. it has ignited my antipsych rage
bc i recently became aware that by not treating my adhd with stimulants a psychiatrist has in all likelihood doomed me to early onset dementia. if i can even live long enough (without the help they are allowed to withhold) to get there. and i think they each deserve the worst anyone could do to them, because if they didnt they'd've been fired or imprisoned
#my great grandmother had alzheimers. i was looking at her face as she had a moment of lucidity and remembered me#and then wept bc she hadnt. and these ppl are making us go through that just so they can enslave more ppl#the only reason i have even the slightest hesitation to say they deserve all the pain one can feel is that i dont feel its enough#they deserve the mental anguish they have left the ppl they call patients in. and to know its for nothing. and to be pitied by no one#and to have the expectation on them that they should suddenly rise up from under circumstances beyond their control. with no help#they should ofc be offered drugs that feel like poison but make their suffering easier for others to tolerate#and i think when they try to kill themselves it should be botched for them. bc they've put innumerous ppl thru that as well#sorry. maybe you can tell i got pretty mad & upset. 🙃
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