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imabiscuitinthousandworlds · 7 months ago

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Getting really into TMA is so funny because I feel like I've just been desensitised to everything. Was scrolling through the Fears to figure out which would probably claim me and like... disturbing but not all that scary, never really scared me too much, got over that, I just picked up a spider with my bare hands it's fine, that's been a constant since I was a kid and first heard about climate change, the scariest thing about this one is the fact that I relate too much and am still not scared, just feeling kinda understood, this one used to terrify me but by now it's morphed into a sort of comfort. I mean of course I still get afraid. But like. Not really like that I don't think. I'm just tired and stressed and not in a crushing Buried kind of way.

#a biscuit's rambles #my friend was between two fears that genuinely terrify them #meanwhile im between two fears that both feel a little bit like home #not. like home but thats the closest i can describe it #its the spiral and the vast for me and yes that probably is as concerning as it sounds #especially since its not just michael's gender its that im actually really drawn to the spiral as a concept #and probably also an avid 3am writer prone to dive too deep into its feelings #and the vast. how often have i stared into the sky #how much time did i spend researching space and how tiny and irrelevant we are #how terrified was and probably am i of that fall - not the impact. just the fall itself #okay yeah its probably the vast for me #vast is a mix of comfort and terror #the spiral is just 'oh hey it me thank you for perceiving the odd ways my brain works sometimes'#its still funny tho

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