#and now i’m a bit stuck

[phoenixkaptain]

Gonna put this here (these are my notes for the possible fic, but I don’t know if I’ll ever finish writing it and the notes are funny, so why not?)

The idea of this, admittedly, came from someone saying that Vader wouldn’t want to rule the galaxy, and instead his plan on Bespin was to make Luke Emperor while he remained the guard. I don’t remember who said it or where they said it or what they actually did with the idea, but my mind immediately jumped to “ohmygod, unintentionally great Emperor Luke who is only five and who killed Palpatine and who everyone likes a lot.” The idea is that Vader found Luke on Tatooine very early. (I also have reluctant-23-year-old-post-Bespin Emperor Luke, but I wrote more of that, so I’ll probably post it eventually)

Luke, five-year-old emperor of the entire galaxy with his trusty advisors Leia (also five), Obi-Wan (old), Owen and Beru (old but not as old as Obi-Wan), and Bail and Breha (Leia gave Luke their resumes and Luke kind of looked at them for a moment and said “What are these?” and the pair was hired). He also has his loyal guard dad, Anakin Skywalker (who only occasionally tries to hunt trusted advisor Kenobi for sport, an improvement from this time last year).

He killed the emperor (according to reports) a year or so ago, at age four, and he’s doing his best as intergalactic ruler of the known universe.

(Luke whines in the first movie, but he stops whining literally as soon as he’s allowed to leave, so Emperor Luke is very content because his base of operations is a ship and he can go anywhere he pleases and he gets invited all sorts of places! :D )

(Luke had stopped well over a hundred civil wars and has visited more planets beside and even if everyone is pretty sure he literally blew up the majority of the Hutts, they’re content with his rule since his rule is more of him just existing and writing very shaky letters asking people to please stop having slaves, or else he’s gonna have to send Vader. 10/10 people’s choice for ruler, Obi-Wan is so tired)

I love Luke accidentally brutally murdering Palpatine and I love that Luke in Legends’ killed Palpatine and I think it would just be great if Palpatine underestimated the four-year-old and got shanked because he forgot that the cute four-year-old who’s missing his front teeth and is incapable saying s-words still grew up on Tatooine and, furthermore, is the son of Darth Vader and, extra, can read minds. Palp probs thinks “Vader has weakened considerably since his fall, I can raise this weak child up from the gutter in the ways of the Dark Side and have a stronger apprentice to replace him” and Luke thinks “this fucker is a slaver” and shanks him in his sleep.

(Vader, looking frantically for his sweet baby boy and sensing him in Palpatine’s quarters and fearing the absolute worst and thinking he should just kill himself, he never should’ve put his precious child in the same room as the cruel emperor, only to burst in and find Luke dripping blood, eyes glowing, knife glistening, and the battered corpse of Palpatine on the bed before him and Luke just goes “There will be no more slavery of our family, Father” and Anakin takes a picture to keep in his wallet.)

Luke, ultra vicious slaver-killer, supreme galactic ruler of the entire known galaxy, the kid who occasionally floats and glows and twitches and he meets with all of the troopers and asks them if they’d like to retire, paid of course, or if they’d like to be hired on full time, with additional benefits.

“Paid vacation,” Luke lists to the large assembled group (he is standing on a box next to a a large projector) “Health, including vision, dental, even cosmetic, is completely covered. If you have any complaints, there is now a complaints box and there will be a designated leader, voted for by the squad members, who can either deal with it themselves or bring it up to me, if it’s too difficult. If any squad leaders get too big for their britches, squad members can come to me directly with complaints or ask another squad leader to come to me. Any questions?”

“Where did you get this idea?” a brave soul inquires.

“I watched the bugs,” Luke answers, which is the weirdest thing he’s said all day, somehow. “We won’t be eating squad leaders we dislike, unfortunately, but we can demote them, at the very least.”

“Unfortunately?” a few hundred people ask.

“Do we get holiday pay?” one person asks quietly.

“Holiday pay is included,” Luke cheers. “My advisors have said that it’s “unreasonable” to pay all of you extra on every single known galactic holiday. They were terminated, of course. While I’m replacing them, I’m just going to pay triple every major holiday. You all have received a major bonus, permanent of course, so that should make up for not being paid extra for every single holiday, but if I forgot one, feel free to remind me.”

“Did you eat the advisors?” someone asks.

“In a way,” Luke replies.

Everyone loves him.

“Where are you getting the money for this?” someone questions.

“Easy,” he explains. “We make the money.”

“Won’t it go down in value?”

“No,” Luke says. “By word of the supreme intergalactic ruler of the known galaxy, it will not.”

[pjo-hoo-toa-freakazoid]

A lil rant about my experience with this god forsaken fandom

I made this blog around 2020 when I was 13 years old. This was my first shot at a dedicated fandom blog and I was pretty excited for it, to make friends, draw fanart, post fun stuff and what not.

All fun right? Right, so tell me why was it that literal 20 years olds felt the need to harass me, a then 13 year old girl with a relatively small blog, for the dumbest reasons possible?

What did I do that subjected me to 2 and a half years worth constant daily threats and harassment? Hmm???

You wanna know my crime? Apparently I showed interest in an antagonist character, which is so awful that grown adults felt the need to bully me. And following those adults came young impressionable people my age, that joined the bandwagon of hate against me.

As if other fandoms don’t have people literally dedicating themselves to a villain, no one bats an eye to that. Why did this fandom have such an issue? I also apparently dared to criticise the main character for a few of his flaws. Such a horrible thing to do right? I need to be burnt at the stake for it right?

I didn’t follow the “fixed” standards of the fandom so I was to be sent de*th/r*pe threats daily?? For not following the “rules” I was to be ostracised?

No please someone explain…I’m but a dumb bitch, I don’t understand what I did so terribly wrong to deserve this? Did I start a war? Did I rip open someone’s plush? Did I bully someone for not having the same ideology as me?

No it was but the fandom itself that for some reason found it so fun to bully a 13 year old, send her de*th and r*pe threats all because of not being of pjo fandom standards…let’s go and bombard her with hate!!

Do you realise how fucking stupid…this all sounds? Do you realise how low this is? Was bullying a child so fun? So trendy at the time?

Then came the victim blaming- I laugh everytime I remember people saying I must have done something really bad to get such harassment, that it’s all for attention. What kid wants to get hate everyday of their life for 2 whole fucking years? Tell me?

You know wanna know what I did wrong? Fight back, call the hate anons out for their bigotry. I was vocal about it, that’s what I did wrong right? Stand my ground? People said to ignore it and I did. But I still got bullied daily even if I didn’t respond. What was all this for?

I can imagine people asking why I didn’t simply leave the fandom? Why the fuck should I? I enjoy the stories, I enjoy the characters, they were my escape from real life struggles. It was the bullying I didn’t enjoy. Everyday I’d log on to enjoy posts and a few minutes later when the bigots found out I was active I was sent an anonymous threat.

Many of my oldest friends had to reduce the amount they interacted with me in fear of receiving harassment themselves. The extent of this is bigotry is beyond my understanding.

I did not deserve this much suffering AND ALL FOR WHAT? A STUPID LITTLE REASON THAT HAS BARELY ANY WEIGHT TO IT. Do people even realise the extent of what happened is beyond me. And Idc if I sound selfish, I want a fucking apology from all those bigots. I want compensation for the 2 and a half years of abuse I endured alone. I just want this bigotry to end, which surprise surprise! Still continues to happen.

Why do I bring this up now that it’s all over you ask? I’ve actually brought it up once before, but it was swept under the rug, (My deepest appreciation to the very few people who supported me when I first talked about it) I’m just finally being more vocal, because this has stuck with me. For all those 4 years this has stuck with me. It doesn’t mean if it’s over for now that all the trauma doesn’t linger. It still affects me to this day.

In fact I’m still being stalked by one of the people who sent me hate anons. One of the hate anons was revealed to be one of my bestest friends, they had admitted this to me and had the nerve to beg me to still remain friends. They were also the person who groomed me. They have left the fandom scene and I’ve rid of them from my life but they still continue to stalk me.

What do I get from ranting about all this? A bit of solace, a bit of weight off my shoulders. But nearly not enough for me to actually fucking heal. I also want people to realise how bigoted some are and how horrible the mentality of “fixed fandom standards/ideologies” is and that we as a fandom need to fucking change. Heck I know this issues in every fandom. But can we at least start with ours for a change for once?

Along side all of this there’s also a lot of racism and trans/homophobia that still actively prevails. Just look at what Leah went through when her casting was announced. Did she deserve all of that?? “Not my annabeth” do you realise how horrible that is to say to a CHILD? She is Annabeth whether you like it or not. And you are very welcome to leave if you wish to stick to your stupid racist nonsense.

I bet there are many others who have probably suffered the same may it not be for the same reasons, but everyone of them deserve their apologies and compensation as well.

Idc if I’ll get hate for this. I said what I said. I’m just so done.

[puppyeared]

its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously

[sea-jello]

Day 21/October 21: Day of the Departed || Reminisce (??)

GRAHH ITS STILL THE 21ST SOMEWHERE i’m apparently using morrotober to try new things this one’s a new lineart brush that i’m sorta warming up to and the POSE and the BACKGROUND and the LIGHTING i’m surprised i finished this at all tbh. and also new morro design

bg lineart and sword vs neither plus the green ghost fog thing i do basically if you zoom in really really close the lines aren’t smooth on the lineless bgs but icba the pedestal can be chipped or something. i kinda like without the sword and fog cause it gives him a more isolated feel yk (that was my original idea lmao)

this one’s my attempt at funky mannequin hands

[daffi-990]

Seven(ish) Sentence Sunday ✍️

Tagged by the incredibly talented and wonder @hippolotamus and @jamespearce9-1-1 💚

The Daylight series has kind of been sucking up all the writing beans this week, but since I finished and posted my first fic in the series (you can read it here), my brain may have more space for my beloved Rival Firefighters 🚒 .

Here’s a snippet that follows after this one … I’m hoping the feedback from it makes the writing beans happy and I can dive back in 🤞🏻😁

“What about you? You mentioned that you’re not looking for a relationship, which I call total bullshit on, by the way.” She raises an eyebrow at him and she’s got this look in her eyes that he remembers from when they were kids. He’d called it her bull detector look, and it had never been wrong.

“I’m not bullshiting!”

Maddie gives him a deadpan look. “Oh come on, Buck. You used to love being in a relationship! The first time you got a girlfriend you were practically giddy!”

“That’s because I was a teenage boy who finally got to kiss someone and touch boobs!”

“You’re seriously going to try and tell me that you don’t want to form an actual connection with someone that isn’t just physical? To find someone who you can share all the highs and lows of life with? Who you can laugh and joke around with but also have the hard conversations with as well? Someone who has your back just as much as you have theirs? And not to mention the regular sex.”

Buck doesn’t think he’s actually ever had what Maddie is describing (he’s not sure she really has either, maybe in the first couple of months with Doug before his true colours came out to play, but he’s not going to bring that up now.). Yes he’s had relationships, used to love being in one until one too many people realised he was not worth their time and left him broken hearted and alone, as they bailed before they could build something good. No one’s ever taken a chance on him and thought he was worth staying for. But he doesn’t say any of that to Maddie, can barely even admit it to himself.

No pressure tagging: @thewolvesof1998 @wikiangela @watchyourbuck @spotsandsocks @steadfastsaturnsrings @exhuastedpigeon @callmenewbie @theotherbuckley @hoodie-buck @wildlife4life @eddiebabygirldiaz @rainbow-nerdss @try-set-me-on-fire @athenagranted @shitouttabuck @devirnis @disasterbuckdiaz @giddyupbuck @homerforsure @honestlydarkprincess @jesuisici33 @jeeyuns @captain-hen @clusterbuck @ladydorian05 @loserdiaz @lover-of-mine @monsterrae1 @spagheddiediaz @malewifediaz @nmcggg @mellaithwen @missmagooglie and anyone else wanting to share xx

[gaydexvocaloid]

my art summary of this year ^_^ i hope to improve even more next year!!!

[sprklicious]

I have so many thoughts about the new tspud collectors edition announcement. Not only did it come out of nowhere at a time when i wasn’t expecting, it had a lot of things I am genuinely excited for. I was hoping for a physical copy of the game for the longest time, and I love that they are including a lot of other stuff, such as a physical MINIATURE and extra dialogue. Thsi game has probably the best marketing I’ve ever seen in a long time and i love it. I don’t know if I’ll be able to get it, but I can’t wait to see how it goes. Everything’s great, everything is beautiful, I’m excited. The only thing is…..

what the heck was that ending, game? You ok narrator?

[squibo]

[theshadowrealmitself]

Me: Okay, gotta go to sleep so I can wake up early and continue stressing over finals, so I’m gonna think calm scenarios with low stakes to fall asleep to

Me: Like…an older captain having a crush on a younger crewmate that wasn’t even ranked high enough to be on the bridge, so the captain of course never said or did anything about the crush, staying completely professional the entire time, but now they don’t work together anymore

Me: And now the captain is wondering if they should pursue a relationship with them, because they aren’t currently working on the same ship anymore, but the captain is still ranked higher then them overall, and then there’s the issue with the age gap, it’s not really a big one, but it’s still There™️

Me: And several other crewmembers have joked about seeing the captain as a parent figure because they act so professional and competent and dependable and stuff that it just makes the captain come across as way older and oh god what if the crewmate is just horrified to find out the captain has a crush on them??

Me: And they’re wondering if they should just not pursue anything, especially since the crewmate has recently accepted to go on a date with another person, but they also kinda don’t wanna give up because getting to hang out with that crewmate more in non-work settings (cause most of the crew stayed in contact and constantly meet up to hang out) has made their infatuation grow, so they quietly and indecisively pine

My brain, for some goddamn reason: Mhm, and then, it turns out that person the crewmate agreed to go on a date with, is actually a huge creep trying to stalk their poor ex using the crewmate as a coverup (claiming to innocently be on a date, totally unknowing the ex would be there (lies)), so not only is the date really crappy, but because this creep isn’t actually listening to what the crewmate is saying, they tune them out about their deadly allergies

Brain: And then to seem like a good date to keep the coverup going, they stop by a flower shop (still stalking their ex, the crewmate isn’t aware of that, but is aware this date sucks and is trying to think of how to politely leave) rushes in, and then comes out and shoves a bouquet into the crewmate’s face as a “thoughtful” gift, and it’s the flowers they just mentioned being extremely allergic to-

[deepseawave]

obsessed w the tags on ur last reblog

Omgg, thank you haha, it was a quality post so I just had to appreciate it in full force 😂❤️

Can‘t believe someone would actually enjoy my yapping :,D

[ssruis]

Going through a straight up comical amount of irritating situations to get the stupid 4* guaranteed ticket from the welcome to sekai campaign. It Will Be Mine.

[desultory-novice]

“The Master Clown”

“...Marx... WHAT did you put on my head.” “Pfft! Hahahahahah!” “And WHY won’t it come off...??” “You look gr-...AHAHAHA! You look GREAT Mags!”

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“Beautiful”

<SPOILERS FOR ARC 2 CONTENT / Angst>

“The ‘most beautiful wings’ I told him... Yeah...right.... As if even the power of the Ancients... ...could make me anything less than a monster...”

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

Oh em gee :,( ari :,( thank you for yapping at me…………. My brain juices started flowing…….. I knew all I needed was some of your ideas…,,, and the little hamsters in my brain started running around again!!!!!!!!!!! Ik u said don’t feel bad for sending asks but…. I feel a little guilty sending another one….. but the brain hamsters started working and I can’t deprive them of spreading their little hamster ideas 😔😔 BUT ALSO??? I NEED TO TALK ABT HOW U REPLIED TO MY PREV ASK. THEM TALKING WHEN UR SLEEPING??? AND MAYBE?? YOU SECRETLY HEARING??? IM GOING INSANEEEEEEE IM LITERALLY DISINTEGRATING AS WE SPEAK :((( satoru wanting to confess bc he doesn’t want u sad over ur ex……… sugu convincing him they shouldn’t rush u…….. :( sobs… they r so special to me. imagine what would happen if u just sat up in the middle of them talking like “🤨🤨I heard all of that btw.” but like. What do you think they’d do if your ex did try getting back together with you? Either that or just trying to get back into contact ……. Just an idea :3 giggles…. N E WAYS I HOPE UR HAVING A WONDERFUL DAY SLASH NIGHT!!! MWUA MWUA TAKE CARE AND DRINK UR WATER !!!! ^_^ — stsg anon 💐 < with bouquet. For u!!! :3

STSG ANON !!!!!! i’m telling you our brains are synced…… every time ur brain juices flow mine do too……… i’m so happy your little brain hamsters r running around 🐹🐹🐹

okok first of all ….. NEVERRRRR feel guilty for sending me asks 🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫 never ever ever!!!! i love them so much!!!!! even if i’m slow at replying sometimes i promise i read them instantly and they always feed me so good!!!!!!! i should literally be paying you for these that’s how much i love them. if i catch u feeling guilty again there Will be consequences so watch out …. (ominous)…..

BUTTTT ok :3 YES . THE STSG IDEAS. i’m so happy you liked my little brainworms phdkdjj i just!!!! think it’s a tasty concept!!!!!! and PLSSS reader just sitting up and calling them out 😭😭 i KNOW they’d scream . even sugu does a little squeak bc he was so convinced you were asleep…… but goddd i think they’d actually be a little flustered <//3 our babies. once they recover satoru would be so smug tho. bc now you finally know!!! he doesn’t have to wait!!!!! and sugu is obv very happy too….

but… gahhh…… STSG ANON ………. if your ex tried getting back with you………….. ohhhh gosh. they’d be very offended . on your behalf . in a ”can you believe the audacity” way ….. but ofc they’d also be very furious and protective . like. maybe you tell them that your ex texted you wanting to meet up and they’re both INSTANTLY on guard…. ideally you’d block them ofc but if you insist on meeting them just for the sake of closure then they’re immediately convincing you to let them go with you!!!!! for scary dog priviliege . i’ll be honest i don’t think there’s much your ex could do 😭😭 bc stsg WILL be glaring at them. behind you. and if they even try to lovebomb you or blame you in any way they’re . Stopping Them . in one way or another. i think they get very very scary LMAO sugu stops smiling entirely and satoru smiles in a distinctly furious way 😭😭 ..

but ohhhh ……. if . you were the one who wanted to get back with them ….. then i think stsg would feel so helpless :’3 bc like . they can’t control you. they don’t want to. but i also think they’d rather die than have to watch you be with someone so undeserving…… so i feel like That’s when they’d confess. bc they’re so desperate . and let’s be honest who would choose a cheating ex over stsg????? no one <33333 problem solved. they’d be really terrified though…..

MWAHHHH one big kiss for you my lovely little stsg anon <33333 i’m putting the bouquet in a big beautiful vase <33333333 here r some handpicked flowers just for you :33 🌷🪻🌻🌷🪻🌻 i hope you’re taking good care of yourself too!!!! eating and drinking and sleeping lots . it’s what me and stsg want for you!!!!!! thank you as always for the food i hope u know how much i adore you <333

[rainoverthewindow]

Hi I’m not dead just busy

[daffi-990]

WIP Wednesday 📝

Tagged by the amazing @wikiangela & @lover-of-mine. Thank you for the tags mwah mwah 😘

I’ve almost finished this chapter … it’s been fighting me for weeks but now I’m finally getting somewhere and hopefully will finish it this week and can finally move forward onto chapter five and all the random stuff I have written for that chapter 😅

From stuck now so long, we just got the start wrong aka rival firefighters 🚒 . Pre snippet here.

Diaz moves first, storming past Buck and the remaining onlookers who didn’t scatter after Captain Cooper dealt out their punishment. Buck feels like a child being sent to his room for a time out. A part of him wants to fight Cooper’s orders, to argue and gnash his teeth that Diaz was the one to cause a scene, but he knows it’s not worth it. Captain Cooper could’ve written both him and Diaz up but instead chose to be lenient, so Buck needs to bite his tongue and just bare it, or he’s going to do more damage. Pick your battles and whatnot.

Buck walks over to the 118 engine and climbs in, taking some satisfaction in slamming the door before he remembers Bobby’s stance on treating the engine, truck and ambulance with respect like they’re one of the team, because they are. He winces and mumbles out an apology to the engine, moving around until he’s in a comfortable position where he still has a good view of what’s happening outside. His eyes find the 136 engine and the angry glare of Diaz. The dude has sunglasses on now, but Buck knows those brown eyes are ablaze with rage and that Diaz is probably imagining lighting Buck on fire with his mind, which is absolutely ridiculous because Diaz was the one who escalated things. All Buck was trying to do was check in with the guy because he didn’t seem okay. And by the way he broke his professionalism and snapped at Buck, something is definitely not okay. Maybe Diaz got some bad personal news or had a tough shift, maybe even lost someone on a call.

No pressure tagging: @athenagranted @monsterrae1 @callmenewbie @clusterbuck @spotsandsocks @hippolotamus @hoodie-buck @watchyourbuck @thewolvesof1998 @fortheloveofbuddie @honestlydarkprincess @steadfastsaturnsrings @spagheddiediaz @malewifediaz @wildlife4life @rainbow-nerdss @exhuastedpigeon @eddiebabygirldiaz @evcndiaz @try-set-me-on-fire @devirnis @giddyupbuck @theotherbuckley @disasterbuckdiaz @jamespearce9-1-1 @jesuisici33 @jeeyuns @ladydorian05 @loserdiaz and as always, anyone who wasn’t tagged but wants to share something - consider yourself tagged now 🥰

[stormbluestories]

okay how big is the cyclops again