#and my new (to me) coworker gabby—who i had to tell earlier that i Don't Eat—was like 'what do you mean weird w/food. like you're picky?' | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

mrsmarlasinger · 2 years ago

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Falling asleep with hypoglycemia and waking up an hour later with Hypoglycemia But Worse because you didn't eat to fix it feels like waking up on the peak of a too-strong edible you took right before bed

#personal #i woke up so confused & didn't remember what was happening & felt like i'd blacked out for hours. anyway my health issues are getting worse #i had a medical crisis at work today. i was slurring my words and shaking violently and couldn't see and my leg was convulsing #and i had to clock out because i couldn't remember what i was doing and i was freezing and my mouth and hands were numb #my coworker asked if i was okay bc i looked pale and i could barely speak. and i mumbled 'i let my blood sugar get too low'#and they ALL whipped out SO much food & made me eat. so i had a nutrigrain bar with the boba i got from the place we ordered from for lunch #i was still sick and dizzy all day but i almost instantly felt better after i ate. i'd really thought i was gonna go unconscious #coworker jazz made me take her graham crackers to keep in my desk in case it happens again. i was so fucking mortified #we were talking later about how her eating habits are weird and she said she doesn't like people nagging her about it and i said #'that's why i just tell people i'm weird with food from the get-go. then they know Marla Is Weird With Food and leave me alone'#and my new (to me) coworker gabby—who i had to tell earlier that i Don't Eat—was like 'what do you mean weird w/food. like you're picky?'#and i was like '...........i have an eating disorder' (bc people share personal things at the office all the time. & it was obvious anyway)#and yeah it was awful. then i went home tonight and fell asleep and you know the rest #not my cutest girl moment‚ i must say #tonight i want to take a bath & have a drink & thus tank my blood sugar even more. and probably fuck up my liver or w/e even worse. slay #hypoglycemia #drug mention #disordered eating #disordered eating mention #disordered eating tw #tw disordered eating #ed tw #ed cw #tw ed #cw ed #ed mention #ana tw #ana cw #tw ana #cw ana

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