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Audrey drummed her fingers against the chair, "My dad mentioned something and it kept repeating in my head over and over. And, well, my husband has been going to therapy and getting better. And, I...I am avoiding it all and maybe, I am being a horrible shitty wife and I didn't even know it."
The therapist put down the clipboard, "Have you been taking your antidepressants?"
"Yes."
The therapist raised a brow, "I went with my cousin to get them second day in Scotland. I forgot them once in London when I was drunk and I haven't been taking them since I got home. Happy?"
"No," the therapist said. "Taking them while drunk would be ill advised, however not taking them since you got here two days ago isn't good."
Audrey sighed, "I know. It's just...they've been sitting in my trunk."
"What did your dad say to you that made you upset?"
"Called me a whiny bitch who's being awful to my husband in more words that're nicer."
"Is that what he actually said?"
Audrey sighed, "No."
"Your mind is still distorting other people's perception of you. Do you feel any different with the antidepressants?"
"Better than without them, but not really that much of a difference"
"I'll up your dosage slightly, see if we can get to a good stage where they work, alright?"
"Sure. If you think it'll help."
"You are awfully distant in these sessions."
Audrey smiled, "Finally understand why my husband feels like he's under a microscope."
"Do you still want to open the library?"
"I committed," Audrey said. "I don't know how to quite now."
The therapist nodded, "Audrey?"
"Yes?"
"Do you think that the reason why your brain distorts others perceptions of you, might be connected to your mother? I remember you said she had a lot of negative impact on you as a child."
"No, I said, she was absent and awful. And,then she was present and awful."
Do you think covid existed in the Season? Do you think that for 2020-2021 Zeus couldn't host two Seasons. He had to wait until 2022 when restrictions finally lifted?
I'm gonna assume that covid didn't exist for my own sanity
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ive been relistening to the villains' songs like be prepared and poor unfortunate souls and it got me wondering if i could request for the overblotted boy reacting to a reader, whos usually pretty docile and a textbook example of a "good person", singing their respective villains' songs. Except that reader's extremely expressive through their voice and movements. so much so that they look and sound so villainous that its a complete 180 from their usual self. maybe reader was just vibing to themselves and their inner theater nerd came out and was just having the time of their life and the boys just so happen to be around and heard them. how would they react? :D
Riddle, Leona, Azul, Jamil reacting to reader singing their Villain songs
a/n; i know overblot gang was requested but evil queen, maleficent and hades don't have villain songs so i hope this is fine!
Riddle Rosehearts
Riddle wasnât sure what drew him to the courtyard that afternoon. Perhaps it was the faint melody drifting through the air, or the infectious energy radiating from the sound. But when he turned the corner, what he saw rooted him to the spot.
There you were, standing on one of the stone benches with an invisible spotlight illuminating your every move. Your normally calm, good-natured demeanor was gone, replaced by a commanding presence that demanded attention.
You sang âWhoâs been painting my roses red?â with a voice that was equal parts theatrical and menacing. Your gestures were grand, your expression shifting effortlessly between outrage and cruel amusement as if you were a monarch addressing trembling subjects. It was captivating. It was terrifying. It was⌠perfect.
Riddleâs breath hitched as he watched you embody the very spirit of the Queen of Hearts. The fervor in your movements, the intensity in your voiceâit was as though you had stepped out of one of his cherished childhood storybooks. You pointed an accusatory finger at a nonexistent offender, your voice dripping with venom as you declared, âOff with their heads!â
His heart pounded against his ribcage. Was this the same person who handed out snacks to dormmates without asking for anything in return? Who was always ready with a kind word, a helping hand, or a soft laugh?
And yet⌠this was you too. A side of you heâd never seen. Bold, commanding, unyielding.
Riddle swallowed hard, feeling heat creep up his neck. It was almost unfair how effortlessly you seemed to channel the Queen of Hearts he revered. How could you embody such power and poise when you were usually so⌠so⌠docile? His admiration mixed with a bewildering flush of pride.
You didnât notice him, completely immersed in your impromptu performance. With a dramatic flourish, you ended the song, holding an invisible scepter aloft as if ruling over a kingdom of trembling subjects.
The silence that followed was deafening.
It was only then that you spotted him, his wide eyes and flushed face a dead giveaway that heâd seen the entire thing. Your mouth fell open, and you scrambled off the bench, your cheeks burning as you sputtered, âRiddle! I-I didnât see you there!â
His lips moved as though he wanted to speak, but no sound came out. Finally, after a long moment, he managed, âThat⌠was remarkable.â
âRemarkable?â you repeated, unsure if that was a compliment or a polite way of saying What on earth was that?
Riddle stepped closer, his expression torn between awe and embarrassment. âYouâyou truly embodied the spirit of the Queen of Hearts. Your intensity, your convictionâŚâ He paused, his voice softening. âIt was admirable. Inspiring, even.â
You blinked, stunned. âI was just messing around⌠You really think so?â
His cheeks burned brighter as he averted his gaze. âItâs⌠rare to see someone honor her so⌠naturally. I admire your passion. ItâsâŚâ He hesitated before meeting your eyes. â...beautiful.â
Your breath caught, and for a moment, you both stood in awkward silence, the weight of his words settling between you. Then, with a nervous laugh, you scratched the back of your head. âWell, Iâm glad you enjoyed the show, Your Honor.â
Riddleâs lips twitched, almost into a smile. âI did.â Then, in a quieter voice, he added, âI always do.â
Leona Kingscholar
Leona wasnât the type to eavesdrop. Not intentionally, anyway. But when he heard a low, familiar melody echoing from one of the quiet courtyards, his ears twitched involuntarily. Curiosity got the better of him, and he sauntered toward the sound.
What he saw stopped him dead in his tracks.
There you were, pacing back and forth on the edge of a stone fountain like a monarch surveying their pride. Your voice rang outâlow, powerful, dripping with calculated maliceâas you sang âBe prepared!â You punctuated the words with dramatic gestures, your arms sweeping through the air as if commanding an invisible army.
Leonaâs tail flicked, his sharp green eyes narrowing. Where was the soft-spoken person he knew? The one who gave others the benefit of the doubt even when they didnât deserve it? The one who, annoyingly, always had a kind smile ready for anyone in need?
No, this was someone else entirely. Someone confident. Dangerous. Mesmerizing.
âMeticulous planning, tenacity spanning, decades of denialâŚâ Your voice grew stronger with each line, rising and falling in time with your movements. The sneer on your lips, the glint in your eyesâit was uncanny. You werenât just singing the King of Beastsâ song. You were the King of Beasts.
Leonaâs chest tightened as he watched you embody everything he admired about his ancestor. The cunning, the ambition, the audacity to demand a throne that should have been his by right. He knew those feelings well, knew the fire that came with them. And yet, seeing you channel them so effortlessly⌠it struck a chord he hadnât expected.
And damn, if you didnât look good doing it.
You reached the final verse, throwing your arms wide with a triumphant grin. âYes, our teeth and ambitions are baredâbe prepared!â Your voice echoed in the empty courtyard, the last note lingering in the air as you struck a dramatic pose.
Silence followed. Thenâ
âDidnât know you had it in you, Herbivore.â
You jumped, nearly toppling into the fountain. âLeona!â you yelped, whipping around to see him leaning against a pillar, arms crossed and an infuriating smirk on his face.
âHow long were you standing there?â you demanded, your cheeks heating up.
âLong enough.â He pushed off the pillar and strolled toward you, his gaze sharp and appraising. âYouâve been holding out on me, huh? All this time, youâve been playinâ the meek little herbivore act, and now I catch you out here auditioning for the role of a lifetime.â
You groaned, covering your face with your hands. âI was just goofing around! Itâs not likeâugh, I canât believe you saw that.â
He chuckled, low and deep. âRelax. Iâm not complaininâ. You nailed it, by the way. The whole ambition thing? Kinda suits you.â
You peeked at him from between your fingers, unsure if he was teasing or being sincere. âYouâre not⌠weirded out?â
âWhy would I be?â He tilted his head, his smirk softening into something almost fond. âYou were channeling the King of Beasts, werenât you? âCourse you looked good doinâ it.â
His words made your heart skip, but before you could respond, he leaned in closer, his green eyes glinting. âStill, youâve got guts pullinâ that off. You keep surprising me, Herbivore. Iâll give you that.â
Your face felt like it was on fire, but you couldnât help the small smile tugging at your lips. âWell⌠thanks, I guess.â
He straightened, hands sliding into his pockets as he turned to leave. âDonât stop on my account. You wanna belt out another song, go for it. Maybe Iâll even join in next time.â
And with that, he walked away, his tail swaying lazily behind him.
You stared after him, your heart pounding for reasons you didnât quite understand. âJoin in?â you muttered to yourself, shaking your head. âYeah, right.â
But the thought of Leona singing Be Prepared with you? You couldnât help but smile.
Azul Ashengrotto
Azul always prided himself on keeping a calm, collected demeanor. It was part of the image he'd cultivatedâsmooth, sophisticated, and utterly unflappable. But today? Today, he felt his composure teetering on a knifeâs edge.
He hadnât meant to stumble across you in an empty classroom, where you apparently thought you were alone. The soft hum of music drew his attention as he passed by, and curiosity had compelled him to take a peek.
And there you were.
The typically sweet, mild-mannered person he knew had vanished, replaced by someone utterly commanding. You were perched on the edge of a table, one hand gesturing grandly as your voice rang out:
"Poor unfortunate souls, in pain, in need!"
Azul froze, the words sending a shiver down his spine. Your tone was rich, dripping with confidence, and paired with the way you moved��calculated, fluid, like every motion had a purposeâyou were magnetic. You swept your arm out with a flourish, mimicking the sea witch herself, your voice curling around each word with wicked glee.
"This one longing to be thinner, that one wants to get the girl..."
Azulâs breath caught. You werenât just singing the song. You were the song. The sly glances, the theatrical gestures, the sharp, knowing smileâyou were embodying the Sea Witch in a way that made his heart race.
How had he never seen this side of you before?
"And do I help them? Yes, indeed!"
Your voice climbed, bold and commanding, and Azulâs mind raced. The way you seemed to channel the Sea Witchâthe cunning, the control, the sheer powerâit was breathtaking. You reminded him of everything he admired about the Sea Witch. The very traits that he also had.
But seeing you like this? It felt... dangerous.
"Now itâs happened once or twice, someone couldnât pay the price...â
You leaned forward, your expression devious, and Azulâs chest tightened. He suddenly felt like one of those poor, unfortunate souls, utterly captivated and completely at your mercy.
The song ended with a flourish, and you threw your arms out, basking in your imaginary spotlight.
Thatâs when you noticed him.
âAzul?!â you yelped, nearly toppling off the table. âWhat are you doing here?â
He took a moment to collect himself, smoothing his expression into something neutralâthough the faint pink dusting his cheeks betrayed him. âI was just passing by,â he said, clearing his throat. âI didnât mean to intrude.â
Your face turned red as you scrambled to stand. âOh, I was just... uh, messing around! Itâs nothing serious.â
âNothing serious?â His voice came out sharper than he intended. He stepped closer, his eyes narrowing slightly. âThat performance was incredible.â
You blinked, startled. âYou think so?â
âWithout a doubt.â His voice softened, but his gaze remained intense. âYou⌠embodied the role perfectly. The confidence, the cunningâyou channeled it all flawlessly.â
You laughed nervously, rubbing the back of your neck. âThanks, but I was just having fun. I didnât think anyone would actually see me.â
âPerhaps you should reconsider,â he said, his tone almost too casual. âIf you ever decide to pursue a career in theater, youâd be quite formidable.â
You tilted your head, studying him. âYou really mean that?â
Azulâs smile was small but genuine. âAbsolutely. Though, if I may⌠Iâd suggest not showing that side of yourself to just anyone.â
âWhy not?â you asked, puzzled.
He stepped even closer, his voice dropping to a near-whisper. âBecause power like that can be⌠intoxicating. And there are those who might exploit it.â
You stared at him, unsure how to respond. The way he looked at youâlike you were a puzzle he desperately wanted to solveâmade your heart skip.
Azul cleared his throat again, stepping back as if realizing how close heâd gotten. âAnyway, Iâll leave you to your⌠âmessing around.ââ
As he turned to leave, you called out, âAzul?â
âYes?â
âYouâre not going to, like, hold this over my head, are you?â
He paused, glancing over his shoulder with a sly smile. âNow, would I ever do something like that?â
You groaned, throwing your head back. âWhy did I even ask?â
His laughter echoed down the hall as he walked away, leaving you to wonder if youâd just made a mistakeâor if youâd unintentionally gained his admiration. Either way, the image of Azulâs flustered expression was one you wouldnât be forgetting anytime soon.
Jamil Viper
Jamil had long mastered the art of blending into the background, observing the world from the sidelines without drawing attention to himself. It was how he kept control, how he stayed one step ahead. But today, his usually composed exterior faltered.
He wasnât sure what compelled him to stop by the empty classroom, but when he pushed the door open, his entire world shifted.
You were there.
Gone was the gentle, kind presence he had grown used to. Instead, you were standing atop a low table, your expression sharp and commanding, your hands sweeping through the air as if conjuring storms with your words.
"Prince Ali? Yes, it is he, but not as you know him!"
Jamil froze. Your voice was rich, dripping with mockery and power, a far cry from the sweet tone you usually used. You stalked across the small space, throwing your arms out dramatically as you continued the song, your movements perfectly embodying the calculated, theatrical confidence of the Sorcerer of the Sands himself.
"Read my lips and come to grips with reality!"
Your voice curled around the words, biting and sardonic, and Jamil felt the hairs on his arms stand on end. You were into it. Every gesture, every word carried weight, as if you were performing for an audience of thousands instead of an empty room.
He had always admired the Sorcerer of the Sandsânot just for his cleverness, but for his ambition, his cunning, the way he refused to settle for the scraps the world threw him. Watching you now, it was as if youâd plucked that same spirit from the pages of a storybook and breathed it into life.
"His personality flaws give me adequate cause..."
You spun dramatically, pointing an accusatory finger at an imaginary audience, your expression fierce. For a moment, Jamil almost believed you were chastising him, and his heart skipped a beat.
He should look away. He should leave before you noticed him. But he couldnât. He was rooted to the spot, utterly captivated.
"To send him packing on a one-way trip, so his prospects take a terminal dip!"
You ended with a flourish, holding your arms out as if soaking in invisible applause, a self-satisfied smirk curling your lips.
And then you saw him.
âJamil?!â you yelped, nearly losing your balance in surprise.
He stepped forward, trying to look impassive even though his heart was still racing. âI didnât mean to interrupt⌠whatever that was.â
Your face turned a deep shade of red. âI was just, uh, messing around! I didnât think anyone was here.â
âThat much was clear.â His voice was calm, but his eyes betrayed him. They lingered on you a moment too long, taking in the faint flush on your cheeks, the sparkle in your eyes, the way your chest rose and fell as you caught your breath.
You fidgeted, smoothing your clothes. âItâs nothing, really. Just a silly song.â
âSilly?â He raised an eyebrow, crossing his arms. âThat performance was anything but silly.â
Your embarrassment deepened. âYou donât have to mock me, you know.â
âIâm not mocking you,â he said quickly. Too quickly. He cleared his throat, glancing away. âIt was⌠impressive. You captured the essence of the character perfectly.â
âReally?â
Jamil sighed, running a hand through his hair. âYes. The confidence, the control, the edge of menaceâit was all there. If I didnât know better, Iâd think you were plotting to overthrow a kingdom.â
You laughed nervously. âGuess I just got carried away.â
âCarried away...â he murmured, his gaze softening. The truth was, watching you like that had shaken something loose in him. Seeing you embody the cunning, ambitious traits he admired so deeplyâit was almost too much.
âAnyway,â you said, hopping off the table. âIâll just pretend this never happened if you will.â
Jamil smirked faintly. âAs you wish.â
But as you walked past him, he couldnât help but glance over his shoulder, watching the way you moved, still radiating the energy of the sorcerer youâd been channeling moments ago.
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mean liar abby who tells the reader "yes, doll, just the tip" and dumb reader who believes her, like "just one round, don't worry" greiwjhddhdhdhdhhd
nsfw đă
¤× đđ abby coos at your whimpers, the silicone of her strap rubbing against your clit. you shake your head softly, "i can't take it... it's too big, abs..."
she hums, watching your lips part around her strap, your arousal making it glisten. "i don't know, baby... looking pretty eager down here."
you shake your head, frowning up at her.
abby rolls her eyes, tugging you closer by your thighs and sliding her strap lower down to your hole, just pushing in.
a whine falls from your mouth, "'can't take it..." you repeat, looking up at her pleadingly.
"aw," abby pouts, her hand wrapping around her dick to start easing the toy into you. "just the tip, hm? think you can do that for me, angel?"
you contemplate, could you? you'd never taken anything before apart from her fingersâ you hadn't even seen a strap until your girlfriend pulled it out of her pants unexpectedly and started to convince you to take it.
but... you nod, wanting to please her.
she smiles, spitting on her fingers and coating the end of her strap with it, making a tight grip around the silicone head to have full control over her movements as the tip slips inside.
her blue eyes watch intently as she guides the tip of her cock in and out of your cunt, listening to your soft moans and mewls. if you were this responsive to barely an inch inside you, she knew you'd be a wreck.
you get wetter as you get closer to your orgasm, abby's thick fingers rubbing your clit slowly as she takes the opportunity to inch more of her strap into you. your eyes snap open with a gasp, grabbing her bicep, "w-what are youâ?"
"don't be such a pussy," abby mumbles, hovering over you as she fills you up, rubbing your clit to help you take it easier.
your hips writhe under her, nails clawing at her freckled skin as you let out an array of noises, babbling about how it's too big and you can't take it.
your girlfriend huffs in annoyance at your whining and complaining, ignoring you as her hips start to draw back and forth. "noâ abby, please..!"
her big hand slaps over your mouth, forcing your head back against the pillows as the sound of skin slapping fills the room. "just take it, baby. don't make it difficult."
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hiii! I was wondering if I could request MK having a crush on his coworker?? For example like- Reader works as a waiter in pigsys and Mk admires them a little too much
Can you make it spicy too in a way?? Sorry if that sounds demanding đđ
Yhank you!! Have a nice day<333
waiter, waiter! one serving of my heart, please (mk x reader)
content warnings: gender neutral reader, second pov (you/your), reader and Pigsy's relationship is strictly professional/no solid relationships between them, mk is in love
author's notes: twas a bit hesitant to write this cause it kinda reminded me of an asshole i once met in my older server bleghhhhh :< also sorry, i couldn't make it spicy agh
MK remembered when you first walk through the door. It was another Tuesday afternoon, bored out of his mind after another day of delivering noodles and saving the city. He'd only just returned, filling in Tang about the demons he came across while Pigsy made something in the kitchen.
And you were there. A bit dull-eyed compared to what MK remembered, but still wearing that smile he'd grown so fond of. You'd raised your hand in greeting, asking for the owner of the establishment you'd enter.
He remembered being too dazed to really focus on the conversation. All he knew was that he'd call for Pigsy, then spent the next hour or so watching you from a corner. It wasn't until you had taken your leave did he realize to ask, and he turned to Pigsy for answers.
âOh, don't look at me like that.â Pigsy had sighed, sliding a bowl of freshly cooked noodles towards him. âYou've been busier than ever with your training. And since we don't want a repeat of last timeââ Last time meaning the clone incident. He still couldn't get over obese Delivery Clone trying to eat Pigsy⌠ââI figured a helping hand around here would do the trick.â
MK pretended to pout. âSo you're replacing me?â
âNo, dumbass.â Pigsy threw a wet cloth at Tang. It landed with ease, and the scholar whined. âJust that you don't have to stress too much about not doing enough around here. (Name)âll work in your free time, and you theirs.â
It didn't seem like too bad of an arrangement. There were days he couldn't be around, swamped with training or some monster that wouldn't leave the city alone, and Pigsy would need an extra hand to help around. He could've asked Mei though, but he figured that the pig demon also wanted to offer employment to anyone in need of it.
It's just that, while MK had eaten his noodles and stared through the window to past the time, he really thought you were interesting, and the plans Pigsy had meant that, most likely, neither of you would get to speak together.
And that sucked. Because, once MK had the idea (and mere audacity, to quote a certain hot tempered bull prince) of befriending someone, not even the Buddha could pry the thought from his head.
Which in turn, lead to certain events, as of now. Hanging around during his own breaks to catch a mere glimpse of you, trying to play off the âcoolâ hero act only to have his own staff knock him over in the process, god awful flirting attempts (seriously, those lines were bad bad), to name a few of the things he'd done. That wasn't even mentioning the times he accidentally held you up during rush hour, earning a scolding from Pigsy and customers that were completely rude to you and made MK feel so guilty in the aftermath.
With that last one, you'd think that such behavior would be enough to put anyone off. No sane adult liked getting yelled at for actions that weren't their fault, especially from their boss.
By the gods, you were a literal saint. And MK would be damn well lying if he said he wasn't head over heels in love, and that was saying something.
But, no. You still smiled at MK every morning when clocking in for work, and you still laughed at his bad jokes and horrible flirting lines. The rare off chance you two spoke, you were always so nice, not even bringing up the fact he'd gotten you into so much trouble over and over again.
âYou're going on your lunch break?â He asked, waiting outside for you to show your face once again. Today had been his day off, but with Mei busy and the city surprisingly peaceful for the time, what better way to spend it than with you?
The question was a bitâŚtoo obvious, honestly. Of course you'd be going on your lunch break at this hour, how would he not know when he worked for Pigsy at the same time?? Plus, it's not like he hadn't hassled Pigsy before about your work hours and the time you'd take your breaks soâŚ
You raised your head and glanced at him, nodding slightly. âYes. Would you like to join me?â
In his head, MK was jumping for joy. He had been planning on asking you if he should join, but then you went right ahead and invited him first. This was progress at its finest, and MK was nabbing at this opportunity faster than lightning.
Just as quickly, he responded, âI mean, if you wouldn't mind me, I don't mind! Like, if you want me, hahaâŚ.â
He could imagine Mei looking down at him in disappointment. <Seriously, confidence is key. You're the Monkie Kid, what do you have to be worried about!?
That was easy for her to say! She was always cool, unlike MK who'd embarassing himself in front of you so many timesâŚ.
Lost in thought, he hadn't realized you'd stopped walking until he nearly tripped over a table. You had the kindness to grab at him before he fell, offering your sweet, signature smile while he took a seat, nervously laughing.
âSoâŚ.â
âSoâŚâ
How awkward. MK played with his sleeves, watching you pop open a box of noodles from Pigsy and eat. How the fuck do you even start conversations again?
As if you read his mind, you raised your head and gave him another smile. How he wished he had a notebook and pen around, if only to sketch you with such a peaceful expression.
âYou can speak, if you'd like,â you said assuringly, picking up a mushroom from your bowl. MK was never a fan of vegetables, but watching you stick it into your mouth made him wonder if he should try eating some. âI'll listen. âkay?â
So thoughtful. âO..okayâŚâ
And boy did MK speak. He chattered endlessly about anything that came to mind, gauging how you reacted carefully. Sometimes, you'd finish chewing to comment or too, other times, your expression would change with whatever he was talking about, nodding along in agreement with his peeves and then shaking your head when someone else supposedly did him wrong.
At some point, he'd completely trailed off topic, staring at your lips wrapped around your chopstick. He was technically still yapping, except that nowâ
âWhat did you just say?â
He blinked.
WhatâŚ..what had he been talking just now? Was it something that upsetted you!? Fuck, he's such an idiot, allowing his mouth to blabberâ
âYouâŚlike me?â
âŚ.
âŚ
MK stood to bolt.
It turned out you were a lot faster than you gave him credit for. You had already grabbed him by the collar, yanking him backwards and onto the seatâthis time, next to you.
âMK.â
Dear god, he wanted to disappear. Why hadn't Monkey King taught him one of his 72 transformations?? Fleeing from this situation would be a whole lot fasterâŚ.
âMK.â You repeated his name, turning his head to look at you. âI heard you, you know.â
MK sighed. âListen, I'm so sorryââ
âWhy? Who said I didn't like you too?â
ââlike, I know, I know, you're not here for relationships or any of that sort, and I shouldn'tâwhat did you just say?â
You smiled slightly. âI said, I like you too.â
âOh.â
â...â
â...â
And then MK fainted.
âMK? Are you alright?â
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i've had constant aus and self-insert stories spinning around in my head for the past two months that i've been back into spn for, but i wasn't planning on doing anything more with them until i was browsing the fanart tags and discovered so many cool artists on here have been making spn ocs? it just never occurred to me that there would be any, let alone multiple, and to especially see ones being queer and trans made me really happy to see. so i took one of the too many different plots i'd been rotating in my head and made a little character out of it.
august north. he was killed by a demon when he was 26. his body was experimented on with the intent of creating an alternate long lasting vessel for lucifer. but a small amount of lucifer's grace bonded to august's body, reviving him as something not human, but not an angel. he meets the winchesters during season 4 of the show. he has some powers due to the archangel grace in him (healing factor, telekinesis) but it is not to the level of an archangel's power, possibly similar to regular angel's power or a bit less. he is a suitable alternate vessel for lucifer, if he were to say yes lucifer wouldn't burn through him like he does with nick. if lucifer's grace were to be removed from august's body then august would die, it is keeping him alive. the scar on his chest is from where lucifer's grace entered his body.
because of the whole 'boy with the devil's grace label' he ends up bonding a lot with sam, the two of them both being tied to lucifer through no choice of their own, and them both experiencing distrust and disgust from others because of this.
i really don't want any comments telling me that's not how angel grace works, i just liked the idea and it's my self-indulgent au. and august is entirely here for me to ship with lucifer so if that idea or lucifer in general makes you uncomfortable please just scroll on and don't judge me. i can't help falling back in love with this terrible archangel. i actually made a couple shrines on my website for sam and lucifer and boy i ended up writing way more about why i like them than i thought i would. the tldr is that i find things to relate to with lucifer in terms of the whole being cast out, family issues, being the black sheep of the family etc. and i find him fascinating, especially season 5 lucifer.
i'm not 100% sure on the storyline for august and lucifer, but lucifer does want to seek august out, partially because he's disgusted at a human having any of his grace, and partially because since sam is so hesitant to say yes it's nice for him to have this other option. i can imagine him visiting august in his dreams like he did with sam, trying to convince/manipulate him into saying yes, august not being bothered by his presence and instead feels drawn to him and ends up spending these dreams asking lucifer questions, and while lucifer is still trying to manipulate august into saying yes... he is lonely and this dead-alive human-angel boy is looking at him without disgust, isn't flinching when he touches him and he hasn't had anyone react like this to him in a long time and while he won't admit it a part of him is visiting august so often because out of all these hairless apes, this one isn't awful.
wow i wrote so much more than i meant too, oops. i guess that's good though, been a long while since i had an oc ramble this long.
[ID: a digital sketch page of my supernatural oc 'august north'. there's a half-body and full body drawing, with text around them. some of the text on the image i've already repeated in the text under the post but the rest reads: august north, supernatural oc, the boy with the devil's grace, pronouns: he/him, gender: trans man, height: 5'8", orientation: omnisexual, demisexual, demiromantic, nationality: english, occupation: hunter. august has pale brown curly hair that comes down to his collarbone in length, with a grey streak at the front right. he has two little braids going in front of each ear. in the half-body he's wearing a black coat, black long-sleeved shirt, a red bandana tied around his neck, white feather dangling earrings. in teh fullbody he's wearing black pants, black boots with spats over the top that look like little corsets, red with gold ribbon to lace them over the boots, a shirt button up that's unbuttoned and opened revealing the star shaped scar in between his pectorals from where lucifer's grace entered his body. he has two moles on his face, one under the outer corner of his right eye, one above the left side of his lip. his eyes are a blue-ish grey.]
#supernatural oc#spn oc#myart#mine#supernatural ocs#spn ocs#fandom ocs#fandom oc#supernatural#spn#did i ever make a tag for my ocs? i cant remmeber#oh! i did#my ocs#aa all the most recent things in it are others drawing my ocs for artfight#i have neglected my own oc tag#artists on tumblr#spn fanart#supernatural fanart
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I just remembered the time I was a summer camp counselor and I tried to read the first Harry Potter book aloud to my campers, and I had to skip over so many fatphobic lines
Because why would I just expose these perfectly nice kids to a bunch of mean comments, played off as comedy, that they would use as ammunition against other kids and themselves? It's just plain cruel. Joanne was incredibly fucking weird for that
#cl thoughts#and Many other things#should I even tag the series?#i hate giving it any air especially online#harry potter#I can't believe I read those things as a kid I think it genuinely made me a more cruel person#harry potter critical#anti jkr#anti jk rowling#i kinda hate using the crit tags bc I know the ppl that need to hear it most will have them blocked but oh well#i have a lot of nostalgia for the series but it's really gross in retrospect#the racism antisemitism misogyny fatphobia transphobia queerphobia in general - the list just goes on#like why'd she have to be so weird with it she could've been normal#hell i reread the series multiple times a year from 5th grade to 9th grade#ugh#like i don't want to say these awful lines then hear the kids repeat them at camp for the rest of the week#obv those books weren't the only source of fatphobia - it was rampant back then and still bad now#but I distinctly remember this book being what introduced me to a lot of specific awful ideas around weight :(
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2023 reads //Â twitter thread
The Sacrifice
YA horror
set on an island in the Philippines, with legends of a dreamer god who requires sacrifices, and a history of deaths and disappearances
a local teen whoâs one of the only people willing to go near agrees to be the guide for a hollywood crew determined to film their ghosthunting show there - and wonât leave even when bodies start showing up
nonbinary MC, creepy plants and caves
#The Sacrifice#rin chupeco#aroaessidhe 2023 reads#I enjoyed this!#the audiobook has a bunch of bits without repeat sentences edited out skhdgkfdh. not a fault of the book itself of course but lmao#THE FINAL REVEAL? tbh i did kind of guess a version of that but not it coming out of the ***#the cave horror is mostly like. shallow caving and sinkholes not like fully#well if you don't like caves it might be plenty but i personally was like aw i want more cave#sorry i cant kiss you the island i have a spiritual connection with would be jealous
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Guys. I did not know before now that writing could be painfully millennial in a full prose book but the pho*nix ke*per has proven me wrong and I have to complain about it in the tags
#k talks#weird astrix is because I don't want this showing up in the tag just in case#but I NEED To complain about this book real quick. I love a magical zoo that part was fun but good lord the main character....#I get what the author was trying to do with her arc and I will say the second half of the book is better than the first but Jesus christ#I hated the main character at the start she is SO annoying. not to be mean I know the whole point is her overcoming her anxiety#but like. I swear to God every two pages was just oooh I'm so awkward I'm such an introvert I'm such an awkward scrawny turtle!!!!#like CONSTANT. even worse though she's mean about it. for like half the book she's just so incredibly judgy at her public outreach job#she literally works at a zoo and has to learn hmmm... zoos need money??? zoos are also about... educating the public??? WHATT????#also it just felt so weird because she is constantly talking about how pale and skinny and pasty and scrawny and white she is#like constantly. and her best friend is a black trans woman who CONSTANTLY coddles and supports the mc in a very maternal way#and her love interest is latina-coded I'm pretty sure and is much more confident and opinionated and is literally described as fiery once#so like. hm! Okay! interesting! Interesting stereotypes going on tbh!!!#the mc learns some lessons and gets slightly less insufferable but like. also it was SO predictable I always knew what was gonna happen nex#and the writing style... like I said above it is MILLENNIAL and not in a fun way. the word boop is used several times. the humor is awful#the main character has multiple conversations about being so uwu bottom even though there's no sex in this book??? why??#and every single character description is repeated OVER and OVER with the same two details. SO much telling basically no showing#the writing was just so... quirky. ooooh look at me I'm awkward I trip over things I can't do make-up I love sitting on the couch!!!!#like. idk. obviously a lot of people really liked this book and I SHOULD have been one of them. Sapphic romance at a magic zoo....#but the execution was just so incredibly not my thing it actively pissed me off even if I can see what the author was trying to achieve#maybe I just don't like cozy fantasy. man. there was a bit where a guy should've gotten eaten by a kelpie but didn't. so maybe too cozy#for my tastes actually. which is weird I feel like I should enjoy cozy fantasy! especially about animals!!! but maybe this was just a fluke#anyways. to be clear I am not trying to make fun of the MC for having anxiety. just the overall way her social awkwardness was WRITTEN abou#really bothered me. idk man I'm a neurotic freak as well but I try to be NICE about it. and I have the correct zoo opinions. so.
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maaaaaaaaaaan. ridiculous to be calling DBD "pathetic" because it couldn't get licensing for various final girls. as if it hasn't always been because of some bullshit on the end of the copyright holders. fuck, we would have gotten more material from Hellraiser, had it not been for the copyright holders. we lost Stranger Things temporarily because of the copyright holders being out of touch with fans and greedy. Ghostface exists in the game because luckily, the character of Ghostface isn't actually owned by Big Bad Viacrap.
also like. DBD isn't Fork Knife. it's just not. and if I'm not mistaken-- it's not like Fork Knife has any horror character that DBD doesn't, apart from Eleven and Hopper. Eleven could never be in the game anyway, because any character added has to be over 18/a legal adult (for legal reasons). and we have Steve, Nancy, and Jonathan instead. It makes much more sense that they chose those characters for the game, as this followed S2, which made Steve one of the most popular characters from the show. so much so that he can even contend with Eleven in popularity.
and let's not downplay the fact that DBD does have other, very, very impressive licenses in it. such as Silent Hill. that was the first big thing Konami let happen with the ip in YEARS. Resident Evil was...HUGE. Wesker's chapter brought in an unprecedented number of players and anyone who played survivor at that time knows that for WEEKS, all you would get was Wesker after Wesker. We have Chucky and Tiffany, voiced by their original VAs. Sadako from the original Japanese Ringu, not the American version of the same concept! You can play as the Xenomorph, and the Xenomorph Queen! Vecna, from D&D is a killer, and he is voiced by Mr. Matt Mercer! We have Ash Williams, Alan Wake, Leon. S. Kennedy, Cheryl Mason, and very soon Lara Croft! and then After her-- we are getting Castlevania!! So there is no shortage of incredible of characters from horror that are in this game, and it's disrespectful to act like the people who work on this game don't care enough about it to try their fucking hardest to give fans the best possible licensed chapter dlcs they can. it's not their fault if the copyright holders want something different.
Besides, I think it's gross to suggest that DBD doesn't have a claim to the title of "Horror Hall of Fame" just because it doesn't have specific licensed characters in it. what about all the amazing original characters that the game has? do those suddenly not count, just because they do not include super well-known characters from popular old horror movies? A lot of these popular old horror movies don't include/don't give much of a spotlight to people of colour, so the original chapters often give the devs the room to add diversity to DBD's cast of characters, whereas a license might have otherwise not allowed it. and many of these original characters even have nods to existing horror media, like the End Transmission chapter drawing inspiration from both the horror-survival game SOMA, and the sci-fi horror movie/comic book Virus. Does the hard work that the many talented members of the DBD team put into making this original chapter, among many others, mean nothing, just because Sidney Prescott or Sally Hardesty aren't in the fucking game? I should hope the fuck not.
#dbd#thoughts about media#I just wanted to see if there were any updates about the timeline for the cosmetic contest!#or if there was going to be an extension for the anniversary event!#but I was tempted with the âthis post is from an account you blockedâ#normally I wouldn't click this. but it's DBD. and well I was curious who it could have been from.#hilariously enough this person wasn't blocked for previous bad takes about the game.#I'm pretty sure this is the same person who made an awful ST tweet and then rescinded it upon being corrected.#like...this opinion about DBD isn't necessarily like...uncommon or unbelievably evil or something.#a lot of people don't know the trials and tribulations the team has to deal with when trying to secure copyrights.#but it also isn't hard to infer??? that securing a license isn't necessarily easy??#the issues with the Hellraiser and Stranger Things licences were fairly public. I thought that would have clued people in.#Mr. Cote even spoke on multiple occasions about how badly he wanted ST back but it was Netflix that wouldn't budge.#also Ghostface being owned by Funworld and not Paramount has been repeated ad nauseam by now.#it. just.... it wouldn't KILL people to do a little research before posting terrible opinions online.#but honestly what annoys me most of all about this is that it tries to undercut all the other great things about DBD.#there are so many awesome characters in it-- both licensed and original.#why the FUCK would you try to downplay that just because your favourite final girl isn't in the game?#who gives a fuck. we have plenty of other super awesome women in the game. get over yourself.
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hagar, vio (slutsgf) here. first of all i would like to sincerely apologise for that reblog (it was not my place to die who's right and who's wrong when I am not the one dealing with consequences) and that was fucked up. i really hope things get better for everyone there. i am sorry
hey babe, thanks for apologising, but I think you're missing the point of why it was wrong of you to reblog.
this isn't a right or wrong debate. this is a terrorist organisation whose sole purpose is to kill all Jews, while forcing thousands of innocent civilians to live in poverty. ever since hamas got (democratically elected, I would like to add) power over the gaza strip they have been killing innocent people. they've been launching missiles at us and felicitating terror attacks, killing thousands of people. and while doing it, they spread lies and fake news all over social media and the news to the point people tell me I deserve to die because I don't want to live in fear that something might happen to my (23yo) baby brother, or friends, or future kids.
do you know the kind of trauma we've been going through since Saturday? I sincerely hope you don't. I genuinely don't want you to have those mental images of what the south of my country looks like right now. I hope you've never had to hear the cries of hundreds of parents begging on the news for their kidnapped children. i hope you will never have to comb through over a 1,000 pictures of murdered men, women and children to make sure the people you haven't been able to get into contact with for 4 days aren't there. just to find one of them there.
I hope you will never have the type of news broadcasts I've been seeing for 5 days straight. I genuinely and sincerely hope you will never, ever experience what my country is experiencing right now. I hope you will never have to worry for your siblings' life. and I hope that everything I'm writing right now will forever be someone else's trauma and not yours.
this isn't a debate for me, this isn't some I shared something I shouldn't have thing for me. this is people, like you, who are uninformed claming that they know the truth after reading a short comics full of lies and misinformation. this is a very nuanced and detailed history, depending on when you start telling our history the perspective changes. but here's one thing you need to know, that will put this into perspective for you.
israel is fighting for it's right to lead a peaceful, safe life. hamas is fighting to kill all Jews. if Israel were to lay down its arms, we would be murdered, if hamas were to lay down its arms there would be peace. think about it for a second, and then tell me you support palestine.
#personal#ask#anonymous#i don't even want to repeat what was on the evening news today#it was that awful
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there we go I'm pretty sure I've gotten all the endings of returnal, including the tower of sisyphus ones! amazing game, enthralling gameplay, stunning art direction, phenomenal pacing of introducing new environments and elements (this is maybe the thing that has me most impressed, actually -- it really felt like they found the perfect pace to take between letting you settle in with skill or place or element, and introducing a new one, there was this perfect sense of discovery and mastery that rarely got boring or overwhelming and had me in a constant state of pleasant surprise and intrigue), psychologically evocative story with some of the most deliciously insidious ludonarrative resonance I have ever seen, we must imagine selene if not happy (definitely not happy) then at least somehow at home in hell.
...and still somehow 11 days until veilguard releases :')
#returnal#this game is pretty difficult I honestly thought it would keep me much longer but I have uh. I have played it A Lot this week fhskda#I have like 30 out of 38 achievements now and I think most of the last eight are the grindfest ones based in random drops#I beat algos in level 3 too early to get the ending b/c you have to go through all the poppy memories first#so I had to do a whole run just to get the proper ending lol. uplifting stuff of course as you might expect from this game#also discovering this is probably a finnish studio by seeing all the finnish names in the credits (which have rolled like... four times now#I was less enthused with the endless mode -- it really does feel like grinding for a more op gun to do most of your work for you#and I missed exploring new environments a lot. BUT it adds some very interesting stuff to the story!#and if you want to grind weapon trait unlocks I think it's your friend#I actually preferred some of the early game stuff without all the op traits -- the pure back and forth dance of it --#but I'm like that in soulsborne games too I prefer that rhythm to getting clever with it lol#abyssal scar is deeply unfair if you don't have some of that to help you along tho so *shrug* it is what it is and still very very fun#can't believe they got the cutest most floppy-haired kid ever to be helios btw. awful. terrible. all is suffering#I suspect I will have 'don't fear the reaper' on repeat in my head for approximately three months after all of this
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The vibe really deteriorated as the day went on, and now I'm sitting in bed, awake, feeling like garbage
#it was an okay weekend but i was jittery and numb for most of it#tried to write christmas cards for the first time in 2 years. cried while doing so and then had to lie down after i did 5#i got frustrated with the story i'm writing and considered dropping it or deleting the whole thing#spent friday alone pretty much all day which normally i'm fine with but for whatever reason made the loneliness really hit hard this time#spent all thanksgiving day waiting for a familial confrontation#got asked by my 6 year old nephew how old i was and then he followed up with 'well why arent you married what are you doing'#which i'm pretty sure is something he heard in a conversation someone else was having and he repeated it bc he's 6 fucking years old#which btw i don't hold against him or am mad at him about bc he's an innocent kid#but that made me feel really shitty#spent an hour today panicking about this dog virus#and in between all of that i was self diagnosing myself with mental illnesses#which made me feel awful bc it made gaslight myself in thinking maybe i wanted one?#which is so fucked up to the max and i'm so sorry for even putting that here#but i put this all here bc i could never have this conversation with people irl#they'd get too worried or they'd think i'm overreacting or i need to date or need to do something with myself besides read#i'm so sorry everyone#i'll try to be better#i just had to put this out somewhere#and i didn't put this in a journal bc my last entry sounds so teenagerish out of context i don't even want to look at it#anyway i have to try to sleep i have to go into the office early tomorrow#i'm sorry guys#i really amđ
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I need to start saving for Barbs' birthday card because I shall be truly distressed if I do not acquire it upon release.
#it's only in 2 months#I don't want a repeat of last year#that was awful#ship: anything for you dear#sunny speaks
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ngl getting comments on fic is like hmmm maybe I should give this whole writing thing a try again....
#look I know I know I know 'comment on fic!!!' is a sentiment repeated often and enthusiastically but like#I don't think ppl who *don't* write really get how exhausting the writing process can be#like yes it's fun it's my hobby I love it#but like any hobby it can be an actual lot of work#kinda like any hobby. even plahing an instrument or drawing even just for fun takes *work* esp if you want to be any *good*#writing takes work. lots of time and effort. and the editing. my god.#if you want more fic to read you need to express even basic gratitude to the ppl writing it#I've gotten a few comments over the last few days and it's like aw... man.... I *do* really miss this#I still don't know if I've got any more fics in me. I am still struggling with feeling like I don't know how to do this anymore#or that I have already told the same story 45 times so why tell it again#but....#knowing ppl *have* enjoyed what I was able to write before? that's fckn incredible#erin explains it all
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venting so much i ran out of tags lmao
#i think im hallucinating ?????#i have my headphones on (listening to boyfeel on repeat n choppin up some paper)#and keep feeling / seeing shadows in my peripheral vision#im probably just dehydrated and having bad floaters but i dont like it :)#today has also been bad dramatically awful#life isn't serious there's no reason to feel this heavy#oop very emo thoughts incoming#life can't be meaningful or ill miss my parents too much but can't be meaningless or im living without them for nothing#im just. struggling very hard this year. idk#i had so much health bullshit going on for months that i put off going to a psych n now im so busy that it feels bad taking time off for it#and im also scared of getting on meds bc the idea of being dependent on something that i might not have access to is.. auuughhh#idk dude my adhd has been debilitating lately and i feel so stuck and sometimes i think i have ocd bc my compulsions are so fucking bad and#all my mental bullshit with my breathing has slowly been driving me wild and peaks my anxiety#and sometimes i worry abt being bipolar bc my mom's mom is and my mom's best friend told me she thought my mom might have been#bc the way my moods are so low or so high is exhausting it feels like i haven't had a ânormalâ day in so long#but also atp when im happy i feel manic bc idk how to healthily experience happiness anymore#idfk y'all !!!! im also very nonverbal these days#ugh and still going back n forth on telling my therapist ive been suicidal again bc i dont want him to have to report me or anything idk#a few months ago i made a joke about offing myself and he got rly serious n said he'd have to take action if im serious so im leaning no#like. i wouldnt actually kill myself. i just don't want to exist sometimes in this life#its just been very very very very very very very very very very very very very very hard lately without my parents or grandma#and even after all these years it's still heartwrenching to think about continuing to live this life without them#like. i just want to make them laugh. i just want to feel their arms around me in a warm hug. i just want to dance to their favorite songs.#i don't want to think of them and see their dead bodies anymore. i want to remember them healthy and smiling.#i would take care of them again in every lifetime but fuck dude. i just want to remember their good days instead of the end. can i please#please fucking invision them at their best. i want to remember the dad that played baseball and video games and whose laugh filled the room#i want to remember my grandma who was so sassy but kind. whose button nose crinkled when she smiled. who taught me to happily be dramatic#i don't want to remember them being frail. i want to forget the frustration i saw in their eyes. i want to forget seeing them struggle#(insert sadness about not remembering my mom at all)#just. fuck dude. my life is simple and i am safe so i shouldn't complain. but things feel so fucking hard sometimes. i feel so heartbroken
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Hello! I am so sorry to bother you but I really love your artwork, or comic so much, especially the ones that contains Apollo in it⌠are you planning to make more art on him?
thank you!! and probably not, none of the gods are actually interesting to me as POV characters on their own and I'm much more interested in the mortals in those narratives than the gods
#like i only do the gods in a comic if they are in direct dialogue with a mortal character other wise im just đ#i also. hehrhghh. i get really frustrated with how those comics with apollo end up getting received bc they Are Not About Him#it's about the institutional violence he represents and enacts on people and also the repeated violation of the body presented as a gift#shsdhggh no shade to you or anyone who likes apollo!! i just keep trying to convey themes and i do not seem to be doing a good job of it#that said. i don't want to say it's a hard no bc i HAVE been really into herakles lately#and everything with admetus of pherae and apollo and herakles and death intrigues me IMMENSELY#a comic about the horror of all of that is not off the table. once again! apollo delaying death!!! once again!!! it is not the gift#it is intended to be!!!!!! love that. eerie and awful#ask tag
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