#and if you dont cebrate Christmas i hope you have a good time celebrating other traditions like Hanukkah or your respective holiday

[speaking-from-the-abyss]

This Christmas was good.

We got to eat good food, exchange a few presents, eat cake, and enjoy cold weather.

But it never went away from my mind the thought "This could be it. If things turn out like I want and I come out next year, and if my family rejects me for it, this could be my last Christmas with them."

And those words never left me. Last Christmas.... Last gifts. Last dinner. Last one.

If it is, then I'm glad it was a good one. I'm glad I gave my family gifts and shared dinner with them. If it's not and they accept me, I'll try to get them better gifts next year.

I never stoped thinking of how many of us in our comunity spend Christmas alone, since there's a chance that'll be me next year. To all of you, I hope from now on you get to have happy holidays with people who love you, really love you, and if you find yourself alone, I hope you treat yourself to something nice or tasty and have a peaceful Christmas.

I hope you never forget someone, somewhere, cares for you and wishes you happiness. I hope I never forget, too.