#and if i make fun of myself in this post i can remind myself that unrealistic expectations dont serve me
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staylovesmiley · 2 days ago
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Oohh this looks fun! Okay soooo~
1: What's your current bias line? In my heart I am ot8 but I always find myself drawn to Han, Chan, and Leeknow~
2: Who's the one that made you Stan? I was already a casual listener but that Hyunjin hoodie season meme got me invested
3: What song was your first? My Pace
4: What's your current favorite song? Hall of Fame or Pacemaker
5: What members personally resembles yours the most? Either Chan because we are both the oldest of three who feel the weight of the responsibility they have to shoulder intensely but also Han especially when my partner is involved (we are Minsung coded fr)
6: If you had to pick a specific racha which would you choose? Probably 3Racha??
7: What's one attribute of the members do you like the most? (Example: Chans dimples) oh my goodness- all of their smiles and laughs! They are so unique and feel so genuine it never fails to cheer me up seeing them happy and enjoying life
8: What's your favorite album? Either Maxident or 5-Star
9: Do you have any albums? Mhm! I have all versions of ATE besides the accordion ones, one each of Maxident, Rockstar, 5-Star, and I feel like I’m missing some- but that’s all I can think off the top of my head
10: Have you been to a concert? No but I will be in June 2025!!!
11: Who's your favorite duo? Gosh there are so many good ones- not a duo but I love seeing 00’s interactions it reminds me of me and my friends
12: Favorite cover/solo songs: I got it, alien, limbo, I hate to admit, connected, rev it up, baby, all of their solos for dominate-
13: Favorite SKZOO? Tbh all of them are so precious especially in their 10cm designs! My top three would have to be Leebit, Bbokari, and Wolfchan~
14: If you had a day with one member what would you wanna do with them? Honestly I’d love to just chill with them maybe hang out and play games, talk, watch movies, maybe go out to eat and just get to know them better personally! As much as I know most of us would love the chance for something romantic with them over all I’d really love to be their friend I feel like it would be so nice to form a platonic connection with them over a romantic one
15: Who's your favorite singing voice? Ugh don’t make me choose- I literally cannot do that because their voices are so unique and I love them for different reasons!
16: Who's your favorite to watch dance? Honestly I’m obsessed with Hyunjin’s dance style it’s addictive tbh also Leeknow’s body control is WILD- as someone who used to dance as a child throughout highschool (even though it was a different form of dance) I always admired the dance aspects of Kpop immensely and whenever I listen to the music I can literally picture the moves in my mind!
17: Do you have a favorite SKZ Code? The aerial yoga one lol
18: Favorite MV? Case 143, Back Door, Circus, Christmas EveL, and Gimme your TMI
19: Who do you think you'd be best friends with? I feel like Seungmin and I would get along well but I could see myself becoming good friends with all of them tbh? I feel like I can be a pretty friendly person and so can they! Also maybe Felix cause I’m also someone who is touch oriented and I feel like we could relate to a lot of things together especially since we are the same age
20: Let's feed those delusions, Who are you picking for a date and what are you doing? Oh shit god I’d be so anxious to go on a date with any of them- probably Felix because one time he talked about what he would love to do if he could spend the day on a date with stay and it sounded exactly like what I’d pick (besides the shopping part like oh god I get so anxious receiving gifts I don’t feel like I deserve it and I never know how to respond-)
THIS WAS FUN LOL thank you for posting these questions~
.·:*¨ 𝑮𝒆𝒕 𝑻𝒐 𝑲𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑺𝒕𝒂𝒚 ¨*:·.
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20 Questions for my fellow Stays!
Making a little tag game because I love them and I’m nosy tbh. I also just love interacting with yall!
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1: What’s your current bias line?
2: Who’s the one that made you Stan?
3: What song was your first?
4: What’s your current favorite song?
5: What members personally resembles yours the most?
6: If you had to pick a specific racha which would you choose?
7: What’s one attribute of the members do you like the most? (Example: Chans dimples)
8: What’s your favorite album?
9: Do you have any albums?
10: Have you been to a concert?
11: Who’s your favorite duo?
12: Favorite cover/solo songs:
13: Favorite SKZOO?
14: If you had a day with one member what would you wanna do with them?
15: Who’s your favorite singing voice?
16: Who’s your favorite to watch dance?
17: Do you have a favorite SKZ Code?
18: Favorite MV?
19: Who do you think you’d be best friends with?
20: Let’s feed those delusions, Who are you picking for a date and what are you doing?
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magicalbuttertarts · 3 days ago
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Damian Priest x f/Reader (18+) (AU)
WWE Masterlist
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Just like all my other stories, this has not been proofread, but please enjoy.
Warnings: unprotected sex. P in v sex. Anal sex. Cum oral (m & f receiving) use of dildo. Creampie. Marriage.
WC: 2335
Gifs & photos do not belong to me: 1st gif: @fireflyeditzz
©️magicalbuttertarts 2024: do not repost or translate my work. This is the only place I post my work.
Idea came because @floofysashimi shared the title photo.
"Okay, okay, that is enough practice for today." Our drummer & backup singer, Rhea called out as I sighed, hanging my head as I gripped my guitar a bit too tight for my liking.
"We still have a few hours left until we should call it quits." The electronic keyboard player, Dominik said as he wrapped his arms around our other backup singer, Liv's waist, pulling her against his side.
Our Bass player, Finn was only walking off with some groupies.
"We will be back here tomorrow for the music video." I called out, already regretting doing this music video.
I didn't want too, but our manger insisted that our band Judgement Day, should.
"You good Damian?" Rhea asked me as she walked up to me.
She is the only one who knows me better than I know myself.
People thought we were together, but we are actually just really good friends. Her husband is a good guy, and will randomly travel with us on the road.
"Just don't think those three give a fuck about this anymore. Finn is always late and wondering where his next lay will come from, and don't get me started on Dominik and Liv."
"Okay, calm down there big fella. Let's go out and have some fun. Maybe a few hours at the club will ease your stress." Rhea suggested.
"Buddy meeting us?" Knowing she only goes out when he is in town.
"Yeah, got us in the VIP section at XS Las Vegas."
"Fine. I'll go. Just to see what the fuss is about with it. I have heard about it."
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The music was loud, the woman were all over me like usual, but I know what they are after. Just one night with me to brag to all of their friends about spending the night with Damian Priest, lead singer of Judgement Day.
Rhea and Buddy were all over one another, as were Dominik and Liv.
The four of them were making me almost nauseated, so I decided to leave tbe VIP section and head outside to grab some fresh air.
But as I did that, I walked right into someone, my arms wrapping around them to keep from falling.
Their hands are laying on my chest and I was about to ask if they were okay as I looked down and for once in my life, no words came to me as I looked down at the most beautiful woman I have ever seen.
I saw them mouth, "Are you okay?" And all I could do was nod my head yes.
I leaned down to whisper in their ear, "Can I buy you a drink?" They nodded their head yes, and the two of us walked back to the bar for me to replace the drink I spilled.
I brought her back to the VIP section, and the only thing I caught was her name before we started to make out.
I pulled her into my lap, not caring for once if people were taking photos of me, as I wanted everyone to know that I have the most beautiful woman in my arms, kissing me as she grinded her body on top of me.
"Come back to my hotel room." I muttered against the kiss, making her whine my name before agreeing.
The two of us left my band members behind, her hand in mine as walked us out of the club and to the Uber that is waiting outside for us.
I woke up the morning, with her gone, with only a few things to remind me of her.
Her lipstick stained against my skin.
The indents of where she dug her nails into my skin.
I licked my lips, groaning at the faint taste of her pussy still lingering on my lips, as I ate her out until she pushed me away, begging for me to fuck her.
Her gasps and moans echoing in mind as I started the shower.
I looked over my body, looking over all the little marks she left on me, and then my eyes were focused on my cock.
Her bouncing in my lap flashed before my eyes and I groaned at the thought of how tight her fucking pussy was. How it felt like it was trying to strangle my cock.
Then I noticed the red stain on my cock, remembering how she applied her lipstick once more just before she sucked me off.
Her eyes closed as she took me down her throat and then how her eyes teared up as I fucked her face until I came, groaning her name as I felt her swallow it all.
When I pulled back from her mouth, she smiled at me, opening her mouth to prove that it was all gone.
All I could do was moan as I picked her up to throw her on the bed, crawling between her thighs and fucking her into the mattress until her body wash shaking and my cum leaking out of her abused pussy.
The alarm on my phone brought me back down to earth, making me swear under my breath as I hopped into the shower, washing away our night together.
"Places everyone. We will film just the band, and then the model will come after." The director called out from his seat.
"Not even the makeup crew could get rid of that hickey on your chest huh?" Rhea teased me as she walked past me.
"I see someone had a good time." Finn said next to me, lifting his sunglasses and wincing at the lights, before placing them back on.
"Okay, yes, I had a good time. Not let's get this done and over with." I said, loudly.
"You gonna see her again?" Liv asked me, as she stood next to Dominik.
"Most likely not. Only caught her first name."
"Once again, please people. Good good. Dim the lights. Good, good, action."
Time to get this day started.
"Okay, bring out the girls." I gringed when the director called them that.
I could hear the sound of their heels and boots walking this way, and I was talking to Finn about what we are going to do next, when I heard the Director call for us to take our places once more.
I was assigned one model who would I would jump off the stage for and pretend to dance with as the music played around us.
"Damian, you see her, the one right in the middle, you were jump down and walk to her, okay."
I looked over at who he was pointing at, and I almost chocked on my spit.
It was her.
The woman from last night.
Her and I made eye contact, and her eyes got real wide as she saw me standing there, looking at her.
"She is gorgeous. Your manager picked good." The Director whistled, but stopped when he saw me turn my gaze to him.
He cleared his throat and told us to start.
I stood in my spot, watching her, to make sure she didn't disappear like she did this morning.
The music was playing as I mouthed the words to the song I wrote.
It is time for me to jump off the stage and walk towards her, the other people fading into the background as the room went dark, except for her and I.
She pretended to walk away, but I pulled her back towards me, her hands landing on my chest just like yesterday when we met.
I placed my hand under her chin for her to look at me, as my other arm pulled her flush against my body.
Her perfume making me groan to myself before I kissed her, which wasn't in the script for the video, but the director kept rolling until the music faded away, the two of us still making out with everyone around us.
"I think we got it. All done for the day everyone. Good job."
People clapped around us, as I pulled my lips away from her, her eyes were half-closed as she looked up at me.
"Damian? We will meet up with you later." Rhea called out, pulling Dominik and Finn with her, with Liv most likely giggling.
"Come back with me again, or if you are hungry, we can go out to eat." I asked her once more.
"Damian, it was fun for one night, but it wouldn't work between us." She said.
"Why not?"
"You travel and I do as well. We wouldn't see eachother."
"Then come back for one last night together. I can't get you out of my head." I was honest with her.
"One more night, Damian."
As I sat on our private plane, I looked out the window as I watched the video I recorded of us, the sounds of our love making going directly to my ears through my headphones.
"Just like that Damian. Fuck." She cried out as I rutted into her from behind, my cock buried in her pussy as I pushed her head into the mattress, her head turned towards the camera.
Her screaming out my name as she came, her pussy fluttering around my cock as she pulled an orgasm from my body.
I watched myself reach for my phone to zoom on her pussy, which was leaking my cum.
I watched another video of me between her spread thighs, her hand gripping my head as her other hand held the camera to record me eating her out.
Soft whines of my name I could hear as I ate her out, my eyes focused on her face, that I could not see on the camera.
Her body arched as she came, moaning loudly as ate her out and fingered her. I pulled my mouth away, and I could see my chin coated in her juices.
I licked my lips imaging the taste of her was still there.
Video after video played, and I had to go to the washroom to jerk off.
I watched my favourite video of all as I jerked myself off.
My phone was facing the bed as she rode me, her back arched and my hands on her hips as I helped her bounce in my lap.
As she came, she collapsed against my chest, her ass still bouncing in my lap as she used my cock to get off.
Then she got off of me and wrapped her lips around my cock just as I shouted out her name, my cum filling her mouth once more.
Her eyes were focused on my phone as she swallowed, kissing the tip as she moved her head away.
With grunt of her name, I came, not caring if anyone heard me. Wishing she was here, and not me jerking off on some private plane.
I invited her to our concerts, and she showed up whe she could.
Her backstage, watching me the whole entire time.
Us going back to whatever hotel I am staying at.
Until I was able to convince her to go out on a date with me.
Which brought the paparazzi, which I should have known would happen.
It was all over the internet and even in magazines the next day.
'The Rockstar and The Model. Will it last?' Seemed to be main question, which had me fuming.
"Come on Damian, who cares what they think. Come back to bed or I will have to start with out you." She teased from the bed.
"You wouldn't dare." I put down my phone just as she flung back the blankets, and I could see she had a dildo in her hand.
But not just any dildo, but the one I had made just for her, the exact copy of my cock.
"Go on baby, fuck yourself with it."
My hand wrapped around my cock as I watched her insert it in her pussy, her whining my name.
"That's it baby. Keep it there and turn around, hands and knees. I want to stuff you full." She did exactly what I asked as I stood.
Grabbing the lube from my bag and quickly lathering my cock with it, her spreading her ass as I got closer.
I groaned at the sight as I have already fucked her there today.
I slid into her ass, inch by agonising inch until I bottomed out.
"How do you feel baby?" I asked her as I kissed her between her shoulder blades.
"Full. So full Damian."
"Good." Was all I said before I started to thrust in and out of her ass.
Been four months of us dating and five months of us non-stop fucking.
We were once again in Vegas, and I was driving around with her next to me.
"You wanna get married?" I asked her, knowing she is the one for me.
"What? Right now?" She asked me, turning her body to look at me.
"Yeah, we pick a church and we get married."
"So romantic Damian." She teased. "But of course I will marry you."
We were married 45 minutes later, us driving off to the secluded cabin I rented, but I first had to pull off to the side of this empty, dirt road as I held her back of her head, as my hips thrust up into her mouth as she moaned around my cock.
"My wife is taking my cock so well down her throat. Like she was meant for me." I groaned as she was licking up and down my cock as I fucked her face.
My loud groan was her only warning as I came down her throat, the two of us moaning as she made qucik work to swallow.
I was breathing heavy as I let go of her hair and she sat up.
I smashed my mouth against hers, moaning at the fact that I can taste my cum on her lips.
"I love you my darling wife."
"I love you too, my sweet husband."
Tag list: @lghockey @nicoleveno14 @legit9thlunaticwarrior @hooks-martin @madhatterbri @wwenhlimagines @melissahausen @tahiri-veyla @terrortwinunicorn
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perilegs · 3 months ago
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i know astrology is fake but i'm not too keen on how a lot of people on this website seem to be clowning on it as a hobby a bit too hard. i swear the woman who thinks it's neat how she and her friends with the same sun sign are all similar isn't trying to say that you are who you are born as and there is nothing you can do to change it. it's a hobby. an interest. what happened to finding meaning and joy in the small things. does it affect you if someone enjoys tarot reading or crystals. does it make you upset someone has interests that they enjoy.
#im not saying astrology/tarot/crystals/etc. get clowned on so much bc theyre hobbies mostly enjoyed by women But....#i saw a post about some astrology study and made the mistake of opening the notes on that bad boy#not fun. and that reminded me of that old post that was basically like ''liking astrology is transphobic''#anyways idk maybe its just that my bestie is very much a ''crystal girl'' but like. stuff like that are such neat hobbies#she makes some cute little jars with pretty rocks and they make her feel better bc if you believe in something you can make it happen#when it comes to small things#like yeah if you pick up a stone that's like ''this can help you be more open with your emotions'' and you are like ''oh hell yea!''#ofc that will be on your mind and the item will be a constant reminder and actually help you with your goals#and its like. ok what really stuck with me was when i was talking with my bff and i was like ''i think all this stuff is interesting but i#feel bad bc i am superstitious and believe in some signs like lucky numbers but i know that logically its just. if i pick a lucky number of#i pay extra attention to it but i want to believe its lucky but i know how human brains work in that aspect''#and she was just like. ''so? those things dont have to exclude each other'' and it clicked#if i have a little tigers eye with me it does not make me feel more grounded magically#but if i decide (or believe) it's grounding then it will b bc it's a reminder for me to calm down#and stuff#like. ah idk how to put my thoughts into words#but i just think its unfair that a few rotten apples have ruined the perception of fun hobbies for a lot#not every astrology enjoyer is trying to sell you mlm essential oils or genuinely believe peoples entire lives are dictated upon the stars#or something#idk i just feel like these things are v misunderstood even tho im not personally like super into them myself#but ppl super mean about that stuff arent invited to look at my medieval themed fortune telling cards#idkk im sleepy and cant articulate my points someone else say this but better#leevi talks#im just saying. i dont think its bioessentialism to decide to believe you personally have a season for growth when the stars are in a#certain position or whatever
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oorangesoda · 10 days ago
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I think the more I try and focus on having “perfect anatomy” the more I end up resenting what I create.
I get so hung up on whether or not things look “right” or “correct” and yeah, don’t get me wrong, it’s good to understand anatomy and how the body works. But it’s not everything.
When I just draw for the sake of drawing, focusing more on broad shapes and the flow of the drawing rather than whether or not that arm looks just right, or that torso lines up perfectly with the hips, I end up liking what I create a lot more.
Again, don’t get me wrong, practicing anatomy, understanding anatomy, and knowing the way muscles/bones twist and contort is good, in general it does make things better.
But if you’re drawing for the sake of being “perfect” or “correct”, it strips all the fun out of it. At least for me
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lycanr0t · 4 months ago
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the other day V read me a post that was talking about perfectionism and half assing something while being a perfectionist is like whole assing something by most ppls standards and ive been thinking about it non stop
today i said to V that people seem to always think that perfectionists actually can achieve perfection, that theres a payoff to it. that its worth it. Perfectionists in fiction are hard workers and they DO make things perfect but i said the reality is that most perfectionists don't and can't actually get anywhere close to that. they hold themselves to a standard that's quite literally impossible to achieve and the mental weight of that leads to fucking up and over complicating things or simply never trying at all. because if people are going to be disappointed anyways you might as well save yourself from the time/effort/etc being wasted, right?
I guess like what I'm saying is perfectionism can appear like an unwillingness to try at all and it can appear like you're just not putting ""enough effort"" in and its not something that does actually have a payoff because perfect is not only subjective but also impossible. so cut yourself some slack and half ass shit life is way to short to spend fretting over every single detail
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3amsnek · 2 years ago
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messing around with shapes a few months ago and ended up with guy-in-a-box mothman
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todayisafridaynight · 9 months ago
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getting wigs for characters with the same hair color as myself make me feel like the biggest dumbass around but youd have me fucked thinking im burdening myself with daigos 2000's emo cut just for a weekend
#snap chats#a weekend is generous im only going to the con on saturday#i like how im making it sound like anime nyc is this weekend when its at the end of august LMAO BUT NO LISTEN#unfortunately beauty influencers have finally done their job right and this one guy was reviewing an eyebrow pencil#but the twist is that this pencil was like. SUPPPER STUPID FINE im talkin .08mm and he demonstrated how it could imitate stubble#SO OF COURSE. my ass wanted to see for myself cause as much as i like my sponge-stippling method its not super precise#and that shit gets annoying when most of it looks fine but then i press too hard or i angle the sponge wrong and now i gotta start over#In Any Case the pencil i got did exactly as i hoped and its actually p fun putting on LMAO. i prefer how it looks too#anyway how this all relates to this post. im probably gonna go as y2 daigo again for anime nyc in august#and I Repeat im not cutting my hair for that LMAO so. Wig 😩#i like it when i cosplay him cause i just go by his actual design cause if i even breathe near skinny jeans ill wanna kms#also i just like to be as accurate as i can be yk. plus the leather pants i have are cozy and theyre one of my fave pairs of pants 🤤#in any case. whenever that wig comes in ermmmmm i dont trust myself to take pictures 😞 my selfie game is dick#maybe ill stream yk2 LMAO but anyway. good night i think im gonna force myself to sleep now#i got back to my dorm like four hours ago or whatever and i am not looking forward to doing school shit again. alongside comm shit#OH WELL we ball good night#wait before i Good Night cackling as i have my meds next to my aoki tablet and plush#great reminder honestly. Take Your Meds Or You'l Convince Yourself To Be A Republican#ok goodnight fr now im gonna giggle and kick my feet thinking of cosplay
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reitziluz · 9 months ago
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writing patterns (tag game)
rules: list the first line of your last 10 (posted) fics and see if there's a pattern!
tagged by @lethotep !!
i'm excluding the fic that exists just to hold fanart, the old version of shit-all, and the ones where the first line is word for word the prompt i wrote the fic for. here we go!
In the sunset glow, Serizawa felt at peace.
Of course Reigen had heard about that movie.
Serizawa’s apartment was barely bigger than his old room had been.
“Do you see that?”
With a weary sigh, Reigen sat down on the lone bench in the park.
The ramen shop hadn’t changed at all.
A strange couple lived two houses down from the Kageyamas.
This far out there was no shoreline to split the world into the sky and the ocean.
The first time Serizawa noticed it was during a lazy summer afternoon with scarce clients.
The gray skies and exhaustingly humid air had turned into an afternoon downpour.
fascinating results. i had to fix typos in 7. and 10. i didn't think there'd be such a strong pattern - and i can't really name the pattern either. it just feels like it's there. i mean, look at them!
also yes that first one is actually new! as in. i remembered i hadn't cleaned up a ficlet i wrote a year ago and got around to it due to being tagged in this game. so i posted it quick before finishing this!
i'm tagging @countthelions @kaosvrow @gittetj @feroluce but the invitation is open!!
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arolesbianism · 2 months ago
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I wanna take a crack at making some fake screenshot graphics for my Sif Odile duo loopers au but I do not feel confident enough in my ability to mimic isat's art style and I also have a crippling fear of drawing backgrounds
#rat rambles#stars posting#I wanna make a thing for odile's parallel scene to the bathroom scene were sif forgets odile's name#but it takes place in the traps room by the wood carving tools which isn't the worst room to have to draw ig but I still dont want to#I could just take the lazy route and just sketch the scene so I can get it out of my head and I probably will#but at the same time I also should draw more stuff with backgrounds even if it makes me want to throw up and cry#but yeah the scene is basically just odile having a derealization moment while thinking abt the wooden odile carving sif made for her#just her looking at it and feeling nothing and trying to look ahead at siffrin expecting to be reminded of what it's supposed to make her#feel and just being met with the same emptyness in her chest as she can barely even recognize the person in front of her until they look#back at her and their expression shifts into a extremely concerned one#does that make sense? idk if Im explaining it well but I hope it makes sense#but yeah smth smth them becoming less real to eachother overtime much to the horror of both#also unrelated but I need to start rotating loop in this au in my head more theres so much to work with here#I have some vague ideas and thoughts but I have been too odile brained to properly elaborate on those in my head#Im honestly just glad Ive finally made an au that I can actually get invested in fleshing out#I havent rly found a good headspace to rly play around with the main cast but this is actually giving me smth to chew on#usually most thoughts I have abt isat just lead to me thinking abt my ocs lol#regardless Im having fun with this au and I hope that I can bring myself to commit to it#also Ive been trying to think of a decent name for this au and Im half tempted to call it from the top or smth but I feel like Im tempted#to call like every story I make that so Im on the fense abt it#especially since thats what Ive been planning on calling the prologue for spiraling upwards#not that I cant just do both but I wanna see if I can think of any alternatives
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hundredowls · 11 months ago
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silly oc doodle..... ballroom yuri
#ocs#ok so im gonna ramble/complain in the tags for a bit bc i love to complain its mostly not even gonna be relevant to the ocs but anyway ok#yknow that diagram abt art skills thats like ability to see/ability to draw#im at the BAD PART OF IT RN#i wanna draw fanart so bad but then i get annoyed bc the fanart doesnt look as good as the source material GHRG which is a totally#unreasonable thing to think bc source material is drawn by Professionals but you know how it is. Art Hard etc etc complain etc etc#need to do more studies etc etc#i wanna be able to draw really good so i can draw the things i love!!!!! even if its hard and tedious i wanna practise!!!! i love art!!!!!!#dont think about whats easy think about whats fun - bokuto koutarou etc#anyway everyday i am sad i have to sit in front of a desk for 8 hours instead of practising drawing :( i wanna table at a con this year....#but is there even time.....#ANYWAY this is somewhat relevant bc in an effort to be less hard on myself mayhaps i will try draw more oc things so i dont feel pressure#(self imposed)#to make it perfect kjskjkd#or at least not as much#and hopefully get over my brain's tendency to Compare Everything#i have like 3 vague sets of ocs (one less vague than the others ive posted one of the characters from that on my main art blog before sjdks#these two are from the next less vague set there is a plot premise and some side characters too. shdks#i thought abt them a couple months ago but then i watched strictly ballroom w sophie n i was reminded of them again#anyway im not good at coming up w fully fleshed out stories i just like to doodle ppl n think of random connected scenarios sometimes sdjk#i did a mini free online life drawing course in the break n i tried to apply what i learnt here.... i will keep practising when i can.....#well. if u read all the way to the end. hello :) KJASKA#im going to shower....
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jrueships · 1 year ago
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tbh tho i think my art is fugly af LMFAO
#not in a '>w< eeeek! i wish i could drawww 🥺 i can only cobble such measle crap with my lowly peasant paws.. *unveils mona lisa*'#sense but like a my style makes me want to hurl whenever i look at it bcs it's a constant reminder that it can only be what i can make it be#and bcs it looks bad to me then that means i cant make things look good if u get my sense like#idk man 😭!! im just sick of being scribbly!! and not clean! i wanna ink my art! have crisp lines! dark lines!!#not have to put stupid darkening filters on everything bcs i cant color or shade so my art is just stuck with the blinding white background#well the frustration is more how i CAN color and shade.. i CAN ink my lines with a darker one#lets not excuse my laziness now cmon ted omg dumbass bitch#it's just that doing so makes me . crazy#my attention span like. crumbles when i try to add color or ink over lines bcs thats Such a commitment to me#i HATE leaving things unfinished when it seems so monumental#like unfinished sketches or prompts? fine. those are sketches. little prompts. even if u post it it's shit#but starting big things is a COMMITMENT.. with CONSEQUENCES ! ! i just want to avoid them ig#it's like im stuck between art being a fun lil past time and being a perfectionist actually so no. no it is not#but also i NEED to draw i NEED to write SOMETHING! SOMETHING!! then i realize the weight of things and purposefully hinder myself#then later hate myself for hindering even tho it felt so good and right in the beginning ORGHH or WHATEVER#idk one of my friends told me my style reminded them of the new tmnt movie (which has been praised yeah#for like beautiful ugliness tho) and like. i KNOW it's a compliment... but. why did it make me Feel 😭 like i wanted to rip my art 2 shreds#once i lined my art and my friend (an artist i admire) said smthin like 'omg finally! ted lined art! gorgeous!'#& i KNOW. I KNOW IT'S A COMPLIMENT. BUT WHY AM I THINKING LIKE. SO VIOLENT. NOT ABT THEM. BUT MY SHIT NOW#like UGHHH i just HATE feeling trapped and helpless when actually theres help available but im just DUM!! JUST LINE UR ART TED#art is like playing sport is like making good grades is like working well is like being a good friend is like being a good person#literally. just be GOOD.#it's all a performance to me ARGHARGH! I HATE THE JOKER! I HATE BEING CRINGE@! RAGGHH I HATE THIS SHIT#<- mfs when no basketball#mfw i cannot avoid enlightenment via the meaningless distractions i codepently craveRAGGHG!!!!!!1!
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waywardsalt · 3 months ago
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bellum x linebeck chapter summary drafts that won those polls:
chapter 8
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chapter 14
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chapter 20
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#bellum x linebeck#salty talks#tag works. anyways three chapter drafts and they have alt texts and the alt texts are sliiiiightly different form the actual text#as in i have 'pov' written as 'point of view' and fixed a typo in chapter 8#love that chapter 14 starts with anyways linebeck is running away from something. bc this is a chapter draft there is no elaboration#bc on my end its just. ok scroll back up to chapter 13. there it is#lil hint of. some. larger plot but not really. i can elaborate on anything related to these three and i am down to#but i dont rlly want to get specific abt any other chapters or story things. or at least dont ask me to if i want to do that i'll make#some sloppy salty talks text post talking in probably too much detail abt some fic thing im working on#not to be. like that. but im a lil sad that none of the ones here are any one of the ones with more fun comments in them#theres not a lot and theyre mostly in the latter drafts so far#my favorite is verbatim 'idk while dicking around he swallows some water'#i consider 'comments' to be the bits in parenthesis so theyre like notes for myself to keep in mind details a layer lower than the basic#plot stuff or just reminders and the one thats my favorite iirc was just like. fuck i need to figure out why this happens. and.#it solves my problem and i like seeing it there bc i think its silly#anyways here u go. three of them. there was a fourth person going along with the polls for a bit#and i personally have like. pet theories on who yall are so if the fourth person eventually wants to ask for whatever chapter draft they#were gonna vote for i wouldnt rlly mind sharing it bc with how it turned out i do feel a lil bad that that fourth person is left out kinda#my writing
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hyacynthii · 1 year ago
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This is a gift, it comes with a price. Who is the lamb and who is the knife?
#dnd#dnd art#original art#posting here despite it being original art that i know won't do well so that i can dump all the symbolism in tags BE WARNED#these kids make me lose my MIND#anyways.#and I chose suit of hearts specifically#with of course an oleander flower in the middle#the oleander prince after all#internet said the meaning behinds the suit of hearts was church which is a bit boring but OK because it still reminds me of the cult#mostly they r the suit of hearts because I think emeria and marzu both r driven by their hearts#and they have made.. possibly bad… decisions because of their heart#obviously fire i couldn't help myself#the burning of mo' shan was an iconic moment for the both of them#*and emeria is depicted at his age during the burning of mo'shan#both bc i wanted to draw the cloak they both wore/wear and i think emeria was the oleander prince more then than currently#plus i can't help myself with the earrings#gifts given to the each of them by mirith that keep giving their association with it away#for fun the cloak is overlayed slightly with the patterns mirith has#i wanted reminders of it everywhere in the card without it or a moth actually showing up#just. subtly. mirith connects them both after all#for final touches#emeria is in profile so half his face is hidden away from audience#purposely not making eye contact and looking at something in the distance#whereas marzu faces us and looks towards emeria#marzu is becoming emeria’s reflection and he knows it#still they are both resolute in the duty they think they must fulfill and atone for#ok im done im normal again thank you and goodnight
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widevibratobitch · 8 months ago
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#havent really been active on tumblr the last few days but now i came back to post another vent and fuck off again lol hiiiiii#i havent cried in way too long. ngl sobbing hysterically in your bed does hit different lol#anyway. what a great time to remind myself of every single bad thing anyone has ever said about my body and my face <3#anyway i finished the sobbing till i cant breathe session and now my one eye hurts like there's sth stuck in it but there's nothing#but while i was digging in it trying to find sth under my eyelid that could explain the pain i really really looked at it#my friend once said my eyes are the colour of a swamp and by god she was right.#and like damn. i was never insecure about my eyes but maybe i should add that to the list.#but like whatever. like obv im not gonna start being actually insecure about mu stupid eyes but it did hit me that there is really#not a single thing about my body that i can with all confidence say is nice/pretty/whatever. not a single thing that i genuinely like.#like at best case it's 'not as bad as it could be'. like i have nothing lol. cant even honestly say something as silly as 'i like my eyes'#cause no. they look like a swamp.#idk im just so tired of trying my best all the time and still looking like a rotting leaking bag of garbage.#i try to remind myself that i dress funny and do fun make up and that is what people will notice about me but the truth is#everyone will still always see that under all that bs im just plain ugly and just generally unattractive#and ill never be able to distract anyone from that not really#like ik people who like me dont care about that but thats the thing.#im just tired of being one of the people that will always be liked/loved/whatever 'despite' sth.#like there is nothing of value in me that is NATURAL. its all fucking fake.#anyway. wish i were dead same old same old.
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dirtbag-linecook-kyloren · 9 months ago
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me to other people: sometimes you can't write as much and that's okay!!
me to myself: wow real lazy of you to only write the minimum daily word count NERD better pick it up tomorrow
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bindibites · 1 year ago
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Had to remind my bitchass self of this so i’m telling you all too:
You can just draw.
it doesn’t have to be good, it doesn’t have to make sense, it doesn’t need to serve a purpose! Just have fun, who gives a fuck if its cringe.
The only thing that matters is that you have fun, even if it doesn’t turn out the way you envisioned it, you made something.
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